Thanks for engaging with my work. I deeply appreciate that you enjoyed it.Posted by rgray222 (here)
I had to read your post twice: the first time, I found it somewhat off-putting; the second time, I actually agreed with much of what you wrote. Let me explain. The first time around, it appeared that your worldview was anchored to Marxism, but the second time around I understood that your view incorporates various left-wing traditions, such as anarchism, libertarian socialism, anti-imperialism, anti-fascism and the flavor-of-the-day Democratic Socialism, without limiting its understanding to Marxism alone. If I am reading you correctly, we both believe that meaningful change begins with each person, and once enough people understand this, we will reach a tipping point where positive transformation happens naturally across the world. I find labels like Marxist, Imperialist, Capitalist and activist to be confusing and somewhat off-putting. Labels divide people and create an environment where unity becomes impossible. They often lead to misunderstandings and prevent collaboration, making it almost unattainable to find common ground. I believe unity is the key to unlocking necessary change, and oddly enough, that unity can be found through people taking personal responsibility.
I enjoyed your post.
To summarize: I started with the Left, stayed with it and justified my understanding of Wade's work in leftist terms for quite some time. Then, over the last few years, I effectively went through Marx(ism) and came out on the other side. So I got out of the Left through Marx(ism) telling me that I should get out of the Left. Wade pointed me in that direction before. But it took Marx (and some of his "followers") to spell it out again for me. So, in a strange way, I am now more Marxist than I've ever been before, and yet precisely because of that, I cannot be a Marxist. I’m closer to Marx than ever as an analyst, and further from Marxism than ever in terms of politics. There’s an old line from the left communist tradition that I’ve always found useful: they insist they are communists, not leftists. Their point is that those that came from “the Left” remain trapped inside the existing order’s assumptions about power and politics. It's why the Left always play the rigged games of mass movement politics and electoralism, which the left communists abstain from.
I don’t fully share their framework, but I do share that impulse to step outside “Left” as a label in order to aim at something deeper.
At the end of the day, Marxism is just an analytical instrument or tool that I'm utilizing for a wider goal, which happens to be aligned with Marxism's deepest intuitions. I'm only using the term "Marxism" the same way that left communists continue to use the terminology: as the name for a certain way of seeing history that emerged with the rise of the industrial working class, not as a personal identity or a closed doctrine. It is just the same way biologists use the term "Darwinian" or "Darwinist". But the label itself is a distraction. It becomes an identity badge that you adopt or reject. I don't want that.
There is a reason my Substack is called The Free Energy Communi-zer, not Communi-st. However, I am not in a position to avoid adopting Marxism and to conceal my worldview and framework that I am using, just because Project Avalon is dominated by those with right-leaning and "conspiracist" perspectives. Besides, my target audience for my Substack is different.
Marxism, in my opinion, also cannot be flattened and be treated the same as all the other ideologies from a Fourth Epoch understanding. To clarify, I’m not trying to rescue some “good” Left from a “bad” Right, or to suggest that apolitical centrism is the answer. Most of what passes for centrism or "anti-politics" or "apolitical" is just another way of defending the Fourth Epoch status quo. It avoids "labels" but still accepts scarcity, empire and institutional power as givens. So for this specific purpose, “left,” “right” and “center” or even "no labels" can become different ways of staying inside the same box.
Maybe the labels that I continue to use can be "distracting", but the framework that I am using shouldn't be.
Most of those other political frameworks that I've discovered never even come close to glimpsing what Wade calls the Fifth Epoch. They don't have the language. And that means 99.9 percent of the Left and 100 percent of the Right is not useful in this. I'd be happy to be wrong about that, but Wade's experiences (and mine) keep pointing in that direction.
My own expertise is not with the Right; it's with the Left. I spent a long time inside it and I understand its hopes and its traps. So part of what I’m trying to do now is to speak to radical left-wing people in a language they recognize, use that language to show them its limits, and then help them step beyond it toward the kind of inner and outer work Wade is pointing to.
I appreciate that you picked up that I’m not trying to stay inside the label game but I'm not sure if we share the same reasoning why, so I have to explain. The key is that every political identity badge, even the ones that once helped us make sense of the world, eventually starts to limit what we can see and who we can work with. At some point it becomes more important to just let the badge go than to defend it, or to quietly rename it while still holding onto the same underlying identity.
Thanks and much love,
Serg




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