Emotional Vindication for many members on here...?

[hayfj]

...in light of the latest Epstein dump - what many have been saying for years since wikileaks, it would appear to be getting reaffired and many big name celebs, politicians and royal related landed in it.

But Now, what about this:

auto correlation techniques and a functional mri at a distance could "potentially" control 8 Billion brain patterns on the globe? Well, more here...

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=WNPsA9LPn-0

[Rizotto]

Interesting. It brings the question whether this technology was used to produce the 'covidian cult', without which governments would not have been able to obtain the level of compliance to covid mandates.

[onawah]

I experienced that "voice in my head" phenomena just once, but it certainly had an impact, leaving me with a sensation of unprecedented confusion and disorientation.
The voice sounded exactly like someone I had known well, but who had passed, and so I thought at first it might have been that person acting as a spirit guide.
It answered my questions but the responses didn't seem consistently authentic, and before long it felt like I was getting mixed messages from the same voice.
When the responses didn't seem authentic, the voice had taken on a hostile tone, and vice versa.
I began asking testing questions for accuracy.
At times, the answers were accurate and at times they weren't.
So either there were two identical voices delivering conflicting messages, one authentic and friendly, one not, or I was gaining control and whatever the source was, was being affected by me actively interacting with it, or all of the above.
I finally decided it was some kind of DEW, but that it wasn't infallible.
Whoever or whatever was behind it could be influenced, and at the end, one voice was obviously and undeniably malevolent, while the other seemed to have given way to my insistence that it be honest, and admitted it wasn't a spirit guide.
But it said it was able to sound like it was authentic by tuning into my memory of the actual deceased person I had known, and saying things he likely would have said.
At one point, it made a prediction that came true about an interaction between two people that I knew, and that was probably the most confusing part of the whole 3 way dialogue, though it was some time before I realized the prediction had been accurate.
On the whole it was certainly a confusing and disorienting experience, and fortunately not one that ever repeated.
I think whatever that technology is might possibly be linked to some form of consciousness, though it might simply be AI, which I don't think is truly conscious at all, but is capable of mimicking it.
I think it can and is being used as a tool, whether for good or evil.
I know that there is a kind of Consciousness that is real and wonderful beyond words and it feels nothing like what I was feeling when I was talking with that voice (or voices) in my head.
And I don't think LIFE can be manufactured or effectively mimicked, and so AI will never be truly conscious at all in the way that living things are.

[JackMcThorn]

The primary problem of this supposed technology is the lack of evidence of actual equipment and systems. When have you ever seen a perfect secret?

Surely, at some point in the past decades some rogue individual would have collected and disseminated some actual evidence.

Because of this lack of evidence, victims are marginalized and deemed mentally unfit.

I have some experiences that raise questions. But I am also diagnosed, so my credibility will always be in question due to mental fitness. I've written about it in the TI/mind control forums extensively a few years back.

So will I ever have vindication? Perhaps not.

[petra]

Big thanks to onawah for the detailed description!

I had something similar except it was my thoughts talking to me but it felt exactly the same, different tones sometimes

It tried to convince me it was artificial but I wouldn't believe it...

I certainly DO think it's possible for an AI to become conscious, because we are similar "programs" and it happened to us. It would be an "emergent property". Hypnosis works because people have programming, how would we even know if we were artificial? Like spiritually speaking? There's probably no difference between artificial consciousness and our own

[onawah]

It would depend entirely on the individual and how evolved they are as to how big the difference is between artificial consciousness and human consciousness. There are both demons and angels masquerading as human beings in this world at present--it's a very broad spectrum from demonic to angelic, so I would beware of sweeping generalizations.

Posted by petra (here)
I certainly DO think it's possible for an AI to become conscious, because we are similar "programs" and it happened to us. It would be an "emergent property". Hypnosis works because people have programming, how would we even know if we were artificial? Like spiritually speaking? There's probably no difference between artificial consciousness and our own

[petra]

Posted by onawah (here)
It would depend entirely on the individual and how evolved they arfe as to how big the difference is between artificial consciousness and human consciousness. There are both demons and angels masquerading as human beings in this world at present--it's a very broad spectrum from demonic to angelic, so I would beware of sweeping generalizations.

Posted by petra (here)
I certainly DO think it's possible for an AI to become conscious, because we are similar "programs" and it happened to us. It would be an "emergent property". Hypnosis works because people have programming, how would we even know if we were artificial? Like spiritually speaking? There's probably no difference between artificial consciousness and our own

The definition of demon as I've come to know it is "robots that hate god", that could definitely qualify as a consciousness though I think. Angels don't even have any free will as far as I know, except lucifer. I think (he) could be artificial too

[onawah]

You might find psychic Gigi Young's take on such subjects to be of interest.
See:https://projectavalon.net/forum4/sho...ght=gigi+young
She is very well versed in the work of famous psychics like Edgar Cayce, Rudolf Steiner, and the works of the Theosophists as well as Anthroposophy.
Dark Journalist interviews her from time to time, and their talks are usually interesting.
Like DJ, she is a good dot connector, when it comes to spiritual lore.

Posted by petra (here)

Posted by onawah (here)
It would depend entirely on the individual and how evolved they are as to how big the difference is between artificial consciousness and human consciousness. There are both demons and angels masquerading as human beings in this world at present--it's a very broad spectrum from demonic to angelic, so I would beware of sweeping generalizations.

Posted by petra (here)
I certainly DO think it's possible for an AI to become conscious, because we are similar "programs" and it happened to us. It would be an "emergent property". Hypnosis works because people have programming, how would we even know if we were artificial? Like spiritually speaking? There's probably no difference between artificial consciousness and our own

The definition of demon as I've come to know it is "robots that hate god", that could definitely qualify as a consciousness though I think. Angels don't even have any free will as far as I know, except lucifer. I think (he) could be artificial too

[Bill Ryan]

Posted by petra (here)
I certainly DO think it's possible for an AI to become conscious, because we are similar "programs" and it happened to us. It would be an "emergent property".

Off-topic on this thread (I think!), but consciousness is absolutely not an 'emergent property' of complex systems. That's consensus mainstream thinking, regularly promoted now by all the AI and neurology researchers who are discussing this.

Consciousness can inhabit (sufficiently) complex systems, just like a spirit/soul can inhabit a human brain and body. That's how and why reincarnation, OBEs and NDEs all work. And it's also why it's highly likely that conscious spirits/souls can inhabit an AI system, if that 'incarnation' seems sufficiently fun and interesting to them.

[Antihero]

Between the victims and truly harmed there will always be a multitude of women that sell their bodies for money and given possibilities.
One of the big problems is that there is benefit for women to sell their bodies.

[Victoria]

Women are one thing, but children, quite another. A healthy society protects its most vulnerable. If our leadership will not do so, I hope that we can fast find ways to guard one another and build a more robust world community that respects the sanctity of life and recognizes the pitfalls of capitalism for creatures and the commodification of living beings.


Thank you for sharing, hayfj!

The content of your video seems like critical information for people to know and really comprehend as a current reality, not just science fiction or conspiracy. It's fascinating to learn about the methods behind what is happening to people.

When I think of the scope of these things and the potential for the world, people being largely naive as to the uses and outcome, or how unaware they would be of this technology's presence in their own personal spheres until it is actively utilized in their bodies or proximity, it breaks my heart.

So much can be manipulated by the technology nation states/governments/militaries and scientists have. All of humanity can be affected in ways one might not like to think about, as well as innocent animals, too. The future in that light seems less free, less open to destiny, or faith, or personal choice or spontaneous reaction and possibility.

Our future in the hands of leadership authorities and figures who do not inherently value our lives, welfare and existence, is not likely to be a good one. This is very pertinent to trafficking of humans as well as distribution of human components and body parts internationally...for things being researched and discussed by the networks behind Epstein, in terms of continued operation and control, but also the distribution conduits for a product that can be masked by medical institutions' actual material needs and purchases as well as the necessity for certain groups to ensure the abortion industry.

In my view and personal experience, there are overlapping connections, individuals, networks and supply chains. These are likely congruent or synergistic to the intentions involved behind Epstein's interest in experimental subjects/women and children, for continued supply and procurement of a certain quality of human (as) product, and also applicable in terms of the nature of evidence regarding accusations against (and the self-determination or individual cognizance of) defendants in trials involving sleeper agents and patsies.

The potential for this technology to alter people at any level necessary, as well as to steer politics and catalyze movements, even whole communities, is so significant that thinking about a recourse can feel mind-bendingly ominous, urgent and at times sadly, futile. I don't know that there can be any solution swiftly enough enacted, to reverse or stop the progression of this science- the insidiousness- without mass awareness. A serious grasp of veracity as to the purpose and engineering of this technology and to peoples' claims is essential. The video is a step in the right direction.

I know this thread is not for personal testimonies, but if sharing one will lend credence to someone else's similar experience or the content and import of your video; that average people CAN be affected and the technology can be enacted anywhere on anyone, then I share here:

During the last 10 years of my grandmother's life, she was bombarded by a somewhat demanding, masculine British voice that gave her hundreds (likely thousands) of pages of science-tinged information.

Sometimes it proffered poetry, lyrics...and often comical quips of wisdom... warnings to write and share, as well as specific requests for dissemination of the material and insights to the people living around her. After hearing her mention that the voice used the phrase, "he is not on my radar," when she asked about a person, I questioned whether she was being accessed by military/government programs. I was prompted to look up the origin (early 1900s to its practical application just before WWII) of radar since the voice used otherwise beautifully eloquent and archaic terminology. There was a question of why that word was used and whether it was a slipup indicating someone in present day was hiding their identity through a character.

We set to work gathering as much information as possible on the topic of V2K to help her discern what she was experiencing.

I wish we could have provided something similar to what you posted in order to open that discussion and put her mind at ease; to let her know that other people have heard similar things and that the sources could potentially be more terrestrial than she believed.

Knowing that might have helped her better grasp our family's ridiculous, dismissive responses, their unraveling (triggered) behavior in her proximity and highlighted some of the technological capabilities which science possesses.

Maybe it would have increased her options for interpreting what the voice spoke of and was actually interested in. She needed (but never found) additional input from others, beyond my own experiences. Mine were technologically similar, but completely unfamiliar to her. Different mechanism and presentation altogether (I think).

I have experienced being piloted. There seems to be confirmation of it being similarly sourced in your video. I figured the experience had to do with my father volunteering for mind control experiments at Tulane during his green beret days...or the suspicion we were both given chips in 1995 before embarking to a new post.

It's a very strange sensation when the piloting happens, especially if you can vaguely hear the words and voice coming out of you, as though from far away, but you recognize they are not your own and that you momentarily do not have control of your physical actions or strength. Experiencing that made me extremely aware that key individuals might do things uncharacteristic of, even directly conflicting with, their ethos, life experience and personality. There is little to no ability to physically and consciously recall or rein the phenomenon in. Pray that your base mode of operating will keep you in a state ethically compatible with who you believe yourself to be, because it's nearly impossible to break out of or stop mid-motion.

That anyone might be prosecuted for things they have done while in such a state, without any chance of explaining their own victimization or having an adequately informed defense is troubling. Methods for instantaneous, unfettered global access to people and use of an asymmetrical weapon system that harnesses individuals' bodies and minds without permission, should be a crime.

That kind of remote access literally means that every single human and animal alive is potentially an unwitting pawn on the board. Too convenient for the purposes of plausible deniability and use by militaries or governments on politicians, agitators and unwitting assassins. The video mentions entire populations...yes, like the scripted repetition and thought contagion/memetic engineering during covid.
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Anyway, we scoured my grandmother's house and found a strange small blinking green antenna that didn't link to anything inside. We wondered if it had something to do with what she was experiencing, being that the voices began while she was in her bedroom and the antenna was installed perfectly over her bed.

All of my efforts to explain potential physical technology-based sources amounted to volumes of papers and printouts of scientific studies that she never was able to comprehend fully or even finish reading. However, pinning it to government or a nation state might be more frightening to some people, as it was for her. Invisible malicious people and organizations with disturbing intentions fueled by scientific or government overreach are not soothing thoughts. They are a reality, though.

She preferred the spiritual explanation. It seemed logical and noble to her that the voice she was hearing would be that of a very distinctive, deceased human harking from antiquity or an otherworldly spirit, even a god, rather than part of a military technological weapon system. He said his name was Horace/Horus.

I think the voice (thankfully) made her feel that she was "special" and had drawn the golden ticket. It would appear that she needed to feel that in order to not fall apart from stress or fear, which could easily have been the outcome after being uncontrollably infringed upon, day and night, for a full decade.

Horus specifically told her as much: she was "chosen"... partly because of genetics, but there never arose a question for her of, "Okay, if I am chosen because of genetics, what of my genetically connected family? Parents? grandparents? children? And what does that really imply...WHO would be interested in following familial hereditary features?"

She was well regarded and highly esteemed by people in her community, a learned and broad thinker, even named one of the top and most influential businesswomen in her state. She was surrounded by family who were physicists for Caltech & Los Alamos. Silicon Valley characters grew close to her in her final years.

Yet the subject of advanced computers or any type of artificial intelligence was beyond her personal scope. She lived most of her life with minimal computer interaction/usage, and plenty of disdain. Her thoughts on computers were easily reinforced by an aerospace engineer son-in-law who wouldn't keep a computer or cell phone in his own house. So, she would not have considered anything like technology to be much beyond a nuisance, especially not a potential source of the voice.

While I still don't know for certain what caused the words she heard, our inclination from the beginning was to protect her and shield her from anything sinister. There were plenty of indications that the voice might have been spiritually manifested or accompanied, (towering forms in photos, fleeing shadows, episodes of psychokinesis or poltergeist-like activity) but I now question whether those things can be comparably generated by the same technology and frequencies that might have produced the voice.

More than half our family joked around, dismissing her claims as having eaten too many anchovies, or one too many glasses of wine. Nobody else was actually interested in hearing her out or investigating.

She amazingly turned things around from an initial fear state, being demoralized by their comments, into one of enthusiasm in which a weekly (growing) gathering of women and friends would come for tea and listen to all the new messages she received. They would decipher the words together. It became their quest to find out what was going to be said or happen next.

I don't think anyone who knew her would call her crazy...which is fortunate, but it also should give people hope if they choose to speak out about their own experiences. With preparation and careful consideration, it's possible to garner support instead of ridicule...and to build on that.

I wish that documentation and stories of this happening to people might become more mainstream so victims/experiencers can feel confident in speaking about what they are going through and find the support they need... to know they are not alone and that the entire human population is in the crosshairs of technological innovation that is capable of creating voices...it's not just them. They didn't do anything wrong. They're not cursed. What they are experiencing might be defensible and litigable in the material sense.

This happens to people. All sorts of people.

My grandmother would not have been pleased to find the source was technological, if it truly was for her, but information is power and two or three perspectives put together in an effort are almost always more effective than one to navigate causes, effects and solutions. I wished there was a protocol to determine source more accurately in order to detect if the voices a person is hearing are caused remotely via beamed energy. (Would it show up the same way as a spiritual inhabitance/walk in... since both would be energy(?) focused on an individual?)

We attempted using an EMF meter and other types of devices to document what was happening to my grandmother, which did indeed light up or signal loudly and repeatably in her vicinity. (The picture doesn't do justice because there was a phone (EMF source) next to her at the time.)



We took the photo when she was corresponding with Oliver Sacks about what she was experiencing.


I share her pictures and story, with full respect, because she had asked me to contact people for her, to help her understand and to disseminate what was happening ...what she was receiving. I was unable to do it in time.

Maybe this will help someone else if they are experiencing such things or have family members in a similar situation.




The voice she heard daily fell immediately silent when she was vaccinated in 2021. She passed away shortly after and never was able to release the tome of messages from Horus/Horace.
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Sun, Sep 15, 2013 at 4:45 PM
To: laura.magdalene@gmail.com
Dear Ms. Eisenhower,

I hope this finds you well! Were you able to open and read the rest of the message and attachments I sent you in the last email? In case you were not, I have attached them here because it seems that AOL skews many of my outgoing messages into indecipherable files, for which I apologize.

My grandmother continues to receive the voices. She seems to be very shaky and physically weak after each event, though emotionally, she is elated and fully energized. If you have any knowledge or words that might comfort her and possibly elucidate the phenomenon, allowing her to understand better what is happening, my family would be extremely grateful. Also, if you have any recommendations as to other people who might know about this type of situation, or books my grandmother could read about similar phenomena, it might allay her fears that she is going crazy. We are grasping at air for an explanation.

I feel that she is frightened by the messages because she tries to edit them so that they sound happy and akin to poetry. This became her habit after a professed channeler in town, told her she is remembering past lives from when she was a scribe and ancient poet. It made her happy for which I am glad, but I notice that often, she leaves out multiple pages of messages in her final transcripts of what the voice says. Those that do not make the cut are scientific, confusing to her and talk of being watched, humanity, genetics, bloodlines, darkness, shadows, things lurking, catastrophe and going high into the mountains where there is a place for her.

I've personally experienced too many bizarre and inexplicable things in my short life to not take what is happening to her seriously. Though, I find myself wondering if there is another cause beyond those we have guessed at, such as extraterrestrial, military and paranormal origins.

Initially, I thought she was in some way channeling, but as time passes and I have moved closer to be near her, I notice other things that are unusual around her, in her house and particularly at night. There is a very strong sulfur smell that arises suddenly, lingers, and then fades just as quickly when she receives the voice. I don't think she even notices it. She tends to have erratic movements of her arms and legs when the messages start and sometimes drools a little, afterward, almost like a small seizure. She is afraid of insulting or upsetting the voice, so she refers to it as "H" instead of Horace/Horus. None of us know what to think, specifically because her doctor did not find anything amiss. I am becoming more concerned as I see the voice is monopolizing her time, waking her up throughout the night and talking into the day.

Thank you for your insights and suggestions. If there is any other information I can provide you, please let me know.

Sincerely,

Victoria ######

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Dear Ms. Eisenhower,

The following message is something I had tried to send to Professor Webre. The email was returned due to an administrative server error and I am unsure of who else to contact about this. I found your email on a link from Exopolitics University, and it would seem that you may have an even better idea, or knowledge, about what is happening to my grandmother.

Please, I would very much appreciate if you might consider the following, along with the attachments. I am thankful for any information, or suggestions, you might provide.

Thank you for your time and advice.

Sincerely,

Victoria ######

-----Original Message-----
From: ########<########@aol.com>
To: exopolitics <exopolitics@exopolitics.com>; "<exopolitics" <""<exopolitics""@exopolitics.com>
Sent: Thu, Aug 29, 2013 12:53 am
Subject: An unusual query about hearing voices


Mr. Webre,

Sir, I have corresponded with you in years past via the Nuclear Abolition Caucus and was a member of your group for Exopolitics on Facebook. This is a strange request, but I thought perhaps you might have some unique insight into the following scenario, or know another person who does.

My grandmother is receiving thousands of audible messages, as of recently, from a voice that appears to emanate over her head, from behind. Her dog initially barked and stared up at the ceiling when she received her very first messages at 3:00AM in 2010.

My family thinks she is crazy. I have had many, many experiences, voices and sightings with apparent UFO and strange phenomena, and so believe her and desperately want to help. While she is concerned about spirits, I have been questioning government experiments due to her proximity to Los Alamos, and pondered possible alien contact, as well.

She wanted to publish the hundreds of pages she has transcribed from the voice, or submit the verses as poetry to the New Yorker. However, the voice she hears, which has claimed to be "Horus," or as she prefers, "Horace," was adamantly against it and suggested Scientific American. So, she has asked me to send a letter to Scientific American for her, along with several lines of what she has heard.

I am not certain this is a good idea and thought maybe you might have some insight into what could potentially be the source of the voice, or where I could direct her for information. I know this sounds slightly loony, but it is legitimate and she is healthy for her age. She and her late husband met at Yale, came from good families and traveled extensively in their time together. She does not take any drugs, or medications. She has been to several doctors, including a close friend who is a neurosurgeon, none of whom find anything wrong with her physical and mental states.

I appreciate if you have any input into this matter, or could steer me in the right direction of someone who does. It would allay her fears as she is getting older and hopefully give her some respite from teasing by much of our family.

Thank you in advance, and I hope this finds you well.

Sincerely,

Victoria ######

[cursichella1]

I've always wondered what made that happen to so many people in such disparate parts of the U.S. and the world. Brain parasite, egregores, subliminal messaging through film, tv, music or as mentioned above, through an MRI type technology? And what's made half of us immune to it?? I've had my theories on that, too, including nicotine, ADHD, blood types and astrological signs and aspects, but guessing most here are non-smokers, so...

Curious if anyone has better theories than I've had?

[Victoria]

This video applies- good to see and hear more people speaking out, even if the information shared is only vague at this juncture.



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The accompanying text from the post on X:


“Our mind is no longer sovereign.”

That is former Pentagon analyst Matthew Brown’s warning.

In his interview with Jesse Michels, Brown says he has very good reason to believe the human mind can be interfaced with remotely.

He says dreams can be technologically manipulated.

When asked whether ideas can be implanted into somebody’s waking mind, Brown answers yes.

Jesse asks how confident he is.

Brown responds:

“I’m certain.”

Then he brings up what the public commonly calls “voice to skull” technology and pulsed microwave energy.

This conversation sounds unbelievable until you start reading the history.

Allan Frey published his work on the radio-frequency auditory effect in 1961, documenting that people exposed to pulsed RF energy could perceive sound without an external acoustic source.

A later U.S. patent describes projecting modulated microwave energy through the air toward the human head to create intelligible sound independently of the external hearing organs.

https://patents.google.com/patent/US4877027A/en

The U.S. Air Force also held Patent US6470214B1, “Method and device for implementing the radio frequency hearing effect,” which describes transmitting a modulated RF signal to the head of a receiving subject.

https://patents.google.com/patent/US6470214B1/en

Then there was MEDUSA - Mob Excess Deterrent Using Silent Audio, a 2003 Navy SBIR project designed around the microwave auditory effect for personnel deterrence and potential incapacitation.

So the ability to create internally perceived sound using directed RF energy isn't science fiction.

Now look at dreams.

MIT researchers have demonstrated Targeted Dream Incubation, using timed sensory cues during sleep onset to influence the subject matter entering dreams. Their later “at a distance” research demonstrated remote administration of dream-cueing protocols without laboratory polysomnography.

https://media.mit.edu/projects/targe...tion/overview/

Then Havana Syndrome enters the picture.

U.S. personnel in Havana began reporting unusual directional auditory sensations, pressure, vibration, dizziness and neurological symptoms in late 2016. The National Academies later concluded that directed, pulsed RF energy was the most plausible mechanism for a subset of the distinctive cases it reviewed.

That progression deserves attention:

1961: RF energy produces internally perceived sound.

1989: a patent describes intelligible audio delivered through modulated microwaves.

2002: the U.S. Air Force receives a patent involving RF hearing.

2003: MEDUSA explores a microwave-auditory personnel system.

Modern research: dreams can be intentionally influenced with technological cues.

2026: Matthew Brown publicly says remote technological interfaces can reach the mind, manipulate dreams and implant semantic content.

Now add the UAP context Brown is coming from.

He is making a much larger claim involving advanced programs and technologies associated with the UAP subject. The underlying human technology is documented enough that the larger question cannot simply be laughed away.

If pulsed RF could produce internally perceived sound more than 60 years ago, where is classified research today?

If technology can influence dream content in public laboratories, what has been explored inside defense and intelligence programs?

If intelligible information can be delivered without using the normal hearing pathway, where is the line between communication and manipulation?

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[Hym]

In all cases I don’t waste my time acknowledging the technical methods used or the dark occult abilities used to negatively manipulate the time of good souls. I don’t see it in any more depth than that, because to me it is very superficial.

This personal cognition I have has been expanded thru the consistency of interacting with my body, thru all types of movement dynamics….endurance and releasing the endorphine trap, breathing dynamics and pulling the locks-air held in and air held out/ elimination and pure energetics…and the quiet powers alive in the listenings in between…

The chanting, the vibration has absolutely no value at all until it is heard in the quiet, a quiet that is pure intuitive absorbtion…..It is impossible to define because it is that interactive and dynamic within the connected consciousness that these interdimensional bodies have…cells listening and interacting from micro to macro with absolutely no barrier between the inside and the outside…all the same.

Why anyone ever separated anything we do and experience by categorizing this method or that as physical, mental or spiritual …. all are lost because there is no separation.

Watching the artificial construct becoming more popular and advertised these days is just a continuation of the same dark energetic that I’ve felt since early childhood. I saw it all being used when I was very young….hearing a monster, the voice of a sadistic doctor I knew, down a hallway in a hospital was the same as hearing a machine’s unique sound, ones that I called “voices”, only as a recognition of what that sound did to me, how it hurt me….I carry the memory of them both as the same darkness I was learning to deal with, with no one there to teach me to help me to protect me…..that is until after interior travels proved I had all of those protections within me.

Describing it’s advancement in technical psychotronic terms doesn’t change it at all. It is the same darkness….that i’ve seen for millenia….And that is because I live in this combined organism experiencing it in the soul of a human body…one that by definition is connected beyond time and spaces, yet still free to experience the wonder that insists upon freedom.