Psychosis

[Kamikaze]

I've pretty much shared all that I remember and had around.

There was a weird experience on my first psychosis while in the hospital.
Angels presumed. Presumed I say started to eat my body. They took one bite after another in the middle of the night while I was laying in bed trying to make sense of it all.
They started by the legs and then worked their way up to my head. I could hear and feel the bites and crunches as they ate. I was just curious on what they were doing.
I let them be until they reached my head. Then I said. Angels aren't supposed to eat men. That's a sin on itself. Why are they eating me.
They were taken aback by my words and stopped their endeavour. it took a moment but they then got to work and pieced me back together by the parts they had eaten.

I was a grotesque scene all in all. In pieces and put together wrong.
I told them not to do it again. They left after they were done.

Angels aren't supposed to eat men after all.
It was a weird encounter and experience. I just tried to sleep afterward.

[petra]

Posted by Kamikaze (here)
I've pretty much shared all that I remember and had around.

There was a weird experience on my first psychosis while in the hospital.
Angels presumed. Presumed I say started to eat my body. They took one bite after another in the middle of the night while I was laying in bed trying to make sense of it all.
They started by the legs and then worked their way up to my head. I could hear and feel the bites and crunches as they ate. I was just curious on what they were doing.
I let them be until they reached my head. Then I said. Angels aren't supposed to eat men. That's a sin on itself. Why are they eating me.
They were taken aback by my words and stopped their endeavour. it took a moment but they then got to work and pieced me back together by the parts they had eaten.

I was a grotesque scene all in all. In pieces and put together wrong.
I told them not to do it again. They left after they were done.

Angels aren't supposed to eat men after all.
It was a weird encounter and experience. I just tried to sleep afterward.

I had an opposite experience where I was trying to eat someone else lol

I had a dream while in hospital that I bit somebody's ear off and then told them I was sorry! We were in a car at the time. I was in the back seat and the other person was in front of me.

It's hard to shake these kind of things! The doctors attributed it to my sleep meds and then changed them, also I should not have been sleeping with the nicotine patch on.

[Kamikaze]

Tämä muna.
Tämä muna on tärkein.
Tämä saa olla hyvin tärkein.
Niin se saa olla.
Niin se lentä.
Tämä muna lentä.
Niin sen saa lentämään.
Niin sen pannan yhteen.
Niin sen sa lentämään.
Niin tämä muna on semoinen mikä sa kaikki lentämään.
Sillä saa yli kuu mennä.
Niin saa mennä.
Niin sen sa lentämään.
Yli kuun saa mennä.
Tämä muna niin saa mennä.
Tämä on tärkein tiete mitä voi olla.
Tällä saa lentä.
Tällä sa mennä yli kaiken.
Se ylikuumene kuin se lentä. Pitä jäähytta sitä kuin mene.
Sillä yli kuun mene kuin se ylikuumene.
Tällä sa tehdä mitä tahansa.
Tällä saa lentä.
Yli kuun sa mennä ja muualle.
Tämä muna.
Niin sen pantin ytheen.
Tämän saa lentämään.
Tämä lentä.
Sillä saa mennä muualle.

Tämä on tärkein mitä voi olla. 
Panne se ytheen.
Tällainen se sa olla, tämä muna.

Tämmän kansa saa mennä minne tahansa.

This egg.
This egg is the most important.
It is allowed to be the most important.
That is how it can be.
That is how it flies.
This egg flies.
That is how you make it fly.
That is how you put it together.
That is how you make it fly.
This egg is the kind of thing that makes everything fly.
You can go past the moon with it.
Yes, you can go there.
That is how you make it fly.
You can go past the moon.
This egg can go there.
This is the most important thing there is.
You can fly with this.
You can go beyond everything with this.
It overheats when it flies. You have to cool it down as it goes.
You go past the moon with it, even as it overheats.
You can do anything with this.
You can fly with this.
You can go past the moon and elsewhere.
This egg.
That is how you put it together.
You can make this fly.
This flies.
You can go elsewhere with it.

This is the most important thing there is.
Put it together.
That is what it is like—this egg.

You can go anywhere with this.

A little story about the egg that can go anywhere.

[Aleksandr]

An excerpt from the book.
Elena Perepelkina
THE MYSTERY OF THE SUPREME MIND 2: TROJAN GIFTS FOR FREE-CHEESE LOVERS
(Notes of a Contactee)

Not always, but very often, what psychiatrists call a 'voice in the brain' is precisely a human's communication with his soul. There isn't a grain of sense in it. Such communication frequently takes on such ugly forms that a person ends up in a psychiatric hospital until the end of his days. And it is impossible to make this 'voice' shut up with any medical drugs.
Often people, solely so the tormentor would leave them alone, agree to anything, to any crimes. But the tormentor will never leave them in peace. He can only go quiet for a time, creating the illusion of his absence. It is a good thing that not all souls are breaking their necks to become screenwriters and directors; for the majority, only the role of a passive observer is within their power.

There are parasites that are not quite as dumb; many sincerely identify themselves with the human in whom they live, but this does not change the essence. A human is a human, after all, and what is customary to call a soul is an information parasite that doesn't twice think about messing with us for her own entertainment. She can completely take over our consciousness; as a rule, you can tell from a mile away that such a person has a screw loose. She might not interfere with our consciousness, as if observing you from the side, but she does not feel what you feel. This is why the majority of the 'souls of our ancestors' are so indifferent to what happens on Earth to 'their' descendants, friends, and loved ones. And only when the self-deception of the soul is full—meaning she, without any stretch, considers herself to be a human, and has lived her entire conscious life inside someone, identifying herself with them and never thinking of her own interests—are 'kind miracles' possible. However, the majority of souls, compared to those in whom they lived, are degenerates. And one should not be surprised during seances when the 'spirit' you have summoned declares banalities or spouts complete nonsense.

[Antihero]

When writing a story. No one cares what you(the author) thinks about, what's in your head is not what's in others heads. It's unusual for a story teller to be able to gift others to build the image themselves, and more than usually it's about the information(you as the author) provides.

Typical schizo behaviour is thinking that others can read things like you read things in your own mind. Your mind is isolated and it's yours and no one elses.

Your job as a writer is to provide information. Sure it's elegant if you can create so the reader will see the situation through their own mind, but as I said it's rare, and meant.

Do things for the right reasons. If you wanna be alone and be crazy in your own mind. Go for it. But being confused that others will understand what you think about is the downfall.