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    Default MANIFESTING IN THE MATRIX its all nonsense part 2

    MANIFESTING IN THE MATRIX

    It’s all nonsense: part 2.

    Please read part 1 first, makes more sense, https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...onsense-part-1

    This is not a doctrine or a philosophy; make of it what you will. I am only sharing with you what I had found out after years of searching and reading of the physical, mental and spiritual which were eventually the tools that in the end I had to dump, which I did.

    I cannot go into details about all that I cover here as I’m not writing a book, this is just for us here on Avalon.

    We are manifestors, the creators of our reality. We as humanity have been divided as to weaken our consensus to manifest the reality that we all seek. The divisions are basically through different religious, political, racist and tribal systems around the world that are governing beliefs and creating a divided consensus. Beliefs are the essence of all manifestations and creation on this plane through the gateway of the subconscious mind.

    We all have governing beliefs that were imposed and accepted by us as children and even now as adults these beliefs are very deeply seated in our subconscious mind and are fixed there until our death.

    The subconscious is a recorder and is part of your survival kit, a manifestor of all that you would ever need to sustain yourself in this illusion.

    And the subconscious also remembers, reminds, and warns you so you don’t continue to make dangerous mistakes, which could lead to your extinction from this reality.

    All religions are targeted to indoctrinate the first 7 years of life of any child. The basic limiting factors are set in the subconscious by that time making the child look outside of itself for guidance, i.e.: gods, survival and manifesting.

    If indoctrination was not given by any religious authority by that time, the results will still be the same as the parents pass this on because of their own indoctrination by the system or their parent. There is no escape, it’s a vicious circle.

    The children grow up knowing nothing of what they are and what this reality really is. The children will be directed to ask a “god” to help them through life so that they can attain love, health, prosperity and happiness, and it will be the WILL of a “god” that these things will manifest for them.

    Believing in a “god” is not a problem. BELIEVING IN A “god” OUTSIDE OF YOURSELF IS! And so the damage is done.

    Who in their right mind would make a young, impressionable child kneel in front of a battered corpse nailed to beams of wood asking the child to pray for forgiveness for being a sinner? What kind of impression would that child have for the rest of its life of not only of a “god”, but of humanity?

    You will be directed to pray to replicas of human beings called “gods or saints” and in turn these statues will ask a “god” on your behalf to get what you want in this life. The design of this nonsense is by the very clever Brotherhood, it is set-up to re-direct your powers away from YOU. This very same method is used against you with money, as you can’t get what you want in life unless you have the Brotherhood’s money.

    So now everybody is praying to idols of fiction or the use of superstition asking for lots of fiat toilet paper so that they can get what they desire. They will work and slave for the rest of their life to achieve that end.

    In part one the emphasis was on your blocks to your power. All the worldwide systems are designed to block you mentally, spiritually and physically in order to reduce your powers of self determination; otherwise, you are not a controllable entity for them as a slave to THEIR vision of THEIR consensus for THEIR Empire.

    They are the masters of division by any means, way, shape or form.

    Hence, a divided humanity is a weak divided consensus, so the only reason that we live on a hell planet or a prison planet is that humanity has given their power and consensus to them for thousands of years.
    If we understand that this reality is an illusion, a condensation of consciousness, we start to realize what a stupendous fraud was perpetrated on humanity by some very clever people who understood how they could place themselves above humanity and create a very clever ideology of falsehood that would enslave humanity forever.

    Let’s take an imaginary trip into consciousness.

    Let’s imagine that you are reading this on your screen and you are focusing your consciousness into that room, the screen. Now imagine taking a few steps back and close an imaginary door and now you are in the room that your computer resides in. Now walk back out of this room and close the door and now you are in the rest of your house. Now imagine walking back again into your bedroom and close the door, now lie down on your bed.

    While you are lying on the bed and relaxing, the brain starts to slowly shut off; all your senses, one by one. Your breath is slowly getting shallower and you feel that you are slipping away from your body. Slowly, your feelings start to disappear, you don’t really know where your hands and feet are, your sense of smell is diminishing and you no longer have any taste in your mouth. Your hearing is diminishing slowly, images are passing by in your mind and your eyes are slowly beginning to close. Images are now more dominant, but seem to just flow on and on. Now that this door is shutting, we’ll move on backwards.

    You are now in your mind and nothing has changed. You are walking down a high street looking for your wife and children as they are doing their weekly shopping and you’ve come to help and drive them back home. You see your family and start to run towards them. Your body on the other hand does not move because your brain is shutting down your nervous system, in fact your whole body is now in a state paralysis and all your movements are mental, in your mind only.

    If you kept yourself conscious while the brain was shutting your system down you would experience an OBE (out of body experience). You are now in what is called the astral. You have all your faculties and functions and more, but every thought materializes instantaneously. You still have all the function of intention and you still have all and every emotion of love, fear, etc.

    Now step back again from this reality and close the door. You find yourself hardly conscious, you feel or you think you feel part of all that is. You can’t define anything as individual; all is and all seems to “just be”. You feel you are all there is, yet seem to be nothing but a dot. A full stop and yet everything is still in a state of potential.


    Now let’s step back and close this door. Now all is nothingness and oblivion. There is light, but, and that’s a big but, you are still a potential, a dot, a full stop. Step back and close this door.

    BLANK

    Imagine being a potential, a dot again. Where would that potentiality come from? Some would say from the source of all things. Some call it God, fine no problem. Are you in a state of going TO or coming FROM a state of potentiality?

    This is important. Are you going into or are you coming out of that state of potentiality? Well can you come from nothingness? Or is there something, a force, a spark behind your potentiality. Most would say we are coming from something, a source, and not from “nothing” to the source.

    Therefore, you have a source as your potentiality behind you, the dot.

    Now step forward and open a door in front of you with your potentiality and never close that door again, ever.

    The reason why we went through the doors was to backup and show you that there could not be anything outside of yourself. From the dot stage our consciousness expands into a “mind realm” of the astral and on further expansion into a “mind realm” of condensed consciousness we call The Matrix.

    On close inspection of condensed consciousness, it is a mathematically based reality, as is the Earth and the Universe in this realm of mind. It’s a creation. It’s a realm of mental construct, a mind created playground, which makes us think of this creation as a reality, which it is not.

    From every blade of grass right up to the universe, it is not a power unto itself. It is of consciousness, just like your body and every single strand of hair on your head. All animate and inanimate is consciousness, everything, every single thing. There is no power outside of itself here for the source is everything and everything is source, every single speck of dust is source, condensed consciousness.

    There is nothing that is above or below you in status here. There is nothing that is more sacred or divine here that is either above or below you. There are no “gods” or powers here that are above or below you, all is equal, all is one, all is in this condensed conscious reality.

    You are a conscious being with a mind that can co-create its reality here.

    You have the faculties to manipulate this illusion and manifest your thoughts into condensed consciousness, i.e.: matter. You were not given a power of potentiality, you are that power, you are of source and so is everything in this reality. Everything is source.

    There is no power greater or lesser than you that is outside of you on this plane. And you are no greater or lesser than any other creation on this plane. All is source and all power resides from within. There is nothing outside of itself, or by itself. You are part of all that is, all is consciousness.

    We return every night in sleep into a mental realm of the astral and return to a condensed consciousness reality every morning called Earth, where our illusionary biological suit awaits us. Masters have been telling people for thousands of years that this realm that we call reality is an illusion, it’s a mental plane created by mind. It is condensed consciousness.

    Our suit, the body, can feel only through our senses that are connected to the brain and all your reality is translated by the brain. The brain makes this reality feel solid by the resonating frequency that each texture of condensed consciousness emits.

    The higher the frequency, the finer and softer the feel that the brain translates. The lower the frequency, the harder and more rigid the feel that the brain translates. You and everything, including the Earth and Universe, are a mass of resonating frequencies called condensed consciousness, stemming from consciousness.

    When out of body (OBE) in the astral, your resonating frequency will be higher and above that of Earth. Your mind is not your brain. Your mind is on a far higher frequency than the brain. Your mind just walks through this reality and this reality is no barrier to the mind. You can walk through walls and mountains, you can walk under the sea, you can explore the universe, you can create anything and everything instantaneously. You create a mental duplicate in the astral of this world and the universe. Therefore, is the astral a continuation of a creation, The Matrix????

    Why do you go to sleep? It is said to recharge you. For most people who stop themselves from sleeping for too long this illusion starts to fall apart. We see that we cant sustain this reality continuously.

    Stop yourself from sleeping without drugs for 2 or 3 days then watch and listen to what will begin to happen. All sorts of things will try to tear you out of your body, to the astral, try it. Why do you think the system is so against people taking natural hallucinogens? Is it because these people will eventually realize that this worldly reality is nothing but the working of mind and the sterile materialism sold to all of us on a daily basis?

    That this is a false reality perpetuated by corrupt ideology that is forced down our throats from every established world system? (corporate, economic, military, religious, educational, judicial, etc.)

    You have the capacity to store great energy that keeps your connection strong while in your body. This energy used by a focused mind with an intention will bring results. One of the most powerful emotions that we all possess is sexual. Understanding and use of this energy brings health, longevity and emotional balance in one’s life.

    The whole of the western system is designed to deplete you of this important energy. It is designed to keep you locked in the 3 chakras below your belt. Masters throughout all ages have always taught to centre yourself from the heart. The 3 chakras above the heart are of mind, the 3 chakras below the heart is of earth or ground; the centre of us all is the heart.

    Deal in all things with the heart, not the mind. And not from the material or ground.

    Those that resist the temptation to deplete themselves can, with correct balance, attain kundalini. Countless people throughout the world achieve this state without realizing what is happening to them.

    There is no past or future, all is now, all is present only. The mind remembers and that is what you think is your past. There is no future, only a constant stream of now. Imagine standing in the middle of 3 squares. The square behind you is your past (a memory), the square you are standing in is your present/now, the square in front of you is your future. When you focus on your past (a recorded memory) you are bringing it into your present/now, which will become your future again (from the past). When you focus on the future it will always be in the future; you will never get there. Whatever you focus on in the present/now will then become your future. There is only now.

    Your subconscious mind is your programmed memory. All the disinformation that you have been indoctrinated with is now on autopilot from your subconscious mind, which is constantly projecting into the present/now and is creating the future for you automatically.

    It is your beliefs in the garbage that’s been impressed on you which are the limiting factors to manifesting your wants, needs and desires. So whatever your subconscious mind - on autopilot - is projecting now to the present, will become your future over and over again.

    And this is how they’ve got the whole of humanity by their ba££$!

    By indoctrinating all of us with bu££$hit, which works perfectly well because all is a mind’s creation. And even bu££$hit on this plane is a reality, everything is. All is possible here in this illusion, this condensed consciousness, this creation. So again I will ask you as I did in part one: What is a truth and what is a lie? What is right and what is wrong?

    NOTHING! It’s all a creation. It’s what you BELIEVE in which manifests here for you as a limited indoctrinated reality and is a creation and nothing else.

    This bring me to a subject that was restarted on Avalon yesterday; eleven pages long by our Pie'n'eal, Tony, to those that know him. This thread was started in May 2011 and was brought back up Headed “The earth does not have a consciousness”. Well it’s 14 pages long today and only some got the message or understood what our learned friend is saying.

    I rang and had a chat with Tony saying here we go again, as I did participate on the first run with his thread. Tony knows that I have never been happy with the word Karma and also told him I was not happy with cause and effect, for both could not exist. So Tony with his matter of fact approach said, “yes, they don’t exist”; “it’s the belief in their existence that is a Karma”.

    Well, slap, bang, wallop, my mind went as I immediately integrated that into my system of understanding as you have read above.

    BLOCKS! Psychological blocks is what I have always dealt with concerning reality. Blocks will not permit you to manifest many things in your life because you have a wrong misplaced belief about them in your subconscious mind. It is the belief in what is NOT that create blocks/karma. How about that? Thank you, Tony, very much; it seems Buddhism is making sense to me now… hehehe, (that’s my dirty laugh).

    So to conclude about the Earth being conscious, the answer is No. It’s not conscious, as one would put it because the earth is a consciousness. It is part of you and me, it’s a condensed consciousness, part of all that is. It’s a creation; it’s not a power unto itself. It’s not some “god” that you should revere. You don’t worship an illusion that’s a part of your consciousness!

    And this Gaia crap allowing us to feast on mother’s body, it’s an illusion -- condensed consciousness -- as all creation is. Gaia worship is just some new age bu££$hit trying to separate you from your power again; forcing you to think there is something outside of yourself. It’s nonsense.

    Of course you send love and gratitude as you should do to yourself and others, we are all one. We are all there is. Respect all in this illusion as you would respect yourself and others and yes that includes the earth. But to think and treat it as something more special than you, me or anything else is a false belief, and it’s karmic.

    Now that we have moved on and expanded a little from part one, there are two beliefs that I want to focus on now, first, which is the law of cause and effect because it’s a nonsense.

    Secondly, focusing on false beliefs as a law of karma. These two beliefs are normally linked together to mean one and the same thing. Cause and effect stands as a good example of how the mind would work here in this reality, as mind would be the cause and the effect and would manifest itself here.

    Let’s begin by stating that there are no laws here in the illusion. A “cause” would mean that we are projecting a force from within ourselves to outside of ourselves, the “effect”. This cannot be because there is no here and there; there is no inside and outside of oneself. All is mind. All is one. It sounds and feels like the cause is an untouchable element trying to create a touchable element, the effect. One being mental force, the other being material. That cannot be because the mental and the material is one and the same consciousness. There are no rules, no laws, no rights, no wrongs, no truths, no lies. It is a BELIEF made manifest by mind.

    I asked you before to imagine being a dot with a potentiality. I asked you to open the door in front of you and never shut it again. The way that this potentiality of source/mind would open that door is by INTENTION.

    Intention is the source/mind, WILL, is the CAUSE that manifests a result as an EFFECT in an illusion in the realms of mind. It is mind consciousness, creating condensed consciousness, as our illusionary reality here on our illusionary Earth, our playground.

    Karma is an event in consciousness that describes a belief in a mental construct of creation of condensed consciousness, as being real, a reality existing outside of itself. There is a price to pay for deluding yourself into believing that this reality is real. Sorrow and disappointment stand out for me first. This belief in a false reality brings many sorrowful traits that we are all infected/affected/inflicted with; hence, conditional love, anger, fear, pride, lust, apathy, grief, attachment, aversion, ego, greed, lack, wanting, needing, having, discriminating, judging, fear of death, etc.

    Karma may seem to behave like a cause and effect or tit for tat. But what it does is create massive blocks in your consciousness here in this reality of condensed consciousness and that is your suffering and sorrow on this plane. If you believe that there is something outside of yourself and you believe it’s real, then that is karma; believing in a false reality. But there again, it’s good ol’ psychological blocks to me.

    This list of emotional traits have a major role on your manifesting or rather non- manifesting of your reality as you see fit.

    If you believe in past life-regression the only way of my understanding this phenomena would be like this: If regression is real and a hypnotist can really connect deep into the subconscious mind where your past life's memories could be stored, then your karmic/blocks/ traits would still be deep in your consciousness from your last death.

    If the subconscious expands into this new life, then yes, you would bring character traits and beliefs from your past life into your rebirth. Your subconscious mind would still be hidden to you and be projecting on autopilot into your present/now. Remember there is only NOW, which means you would bring along karmic/blocks/traits that would be affecting your new life with the same old beliefs as you had before you died.

    Now that we see the importance of knowing that our subconscious mind is a memory bank full of specific beliefs, it’s now time to recognize that there is also a higher/self beyond the subconscious that is the doorway of source.

    The subconscious mind is a gatekeeper that you have to pass through to get to the higher/self/source for manifesting illusions in this plane. Once a belief is accepted by the subconscious mind (the gatekeeper), that belief moves on to the higher/self/source, which is made manifest as condensed consciousness on this plane for you as a reality, your reality.

    Now if you put a load of garbage and disinformation into a child or an adult and it is accepted by the subconscious mind (the gatekeeper), then guess what their life/reality is going to be like? Now do you see why the first seven years of a child’s life is bombarded with false beliefs and limitations?

    It’s because a false foundation will be set and accepted by the subconscious mind. It will set the false reality that there is some power or something more powerful outside of us, which is nothing more than a deluded belief, a nonsense. Now you have a like- minded slave, just as the rest of us, for life; given up for the manipulators of this reality.

    The VATICAN controls all religions, Islam, Judaism, Christianity, and hundreds of other derivatives under different names of a false indoctrination, a false foundation throughout the world, a control mechanism.

    The UK (City of London) is the centre of exchange for all the money in the world, a control mechanism.

    The US (Washington DC) is the military might, the iron fist, the do as you’re told, a control mechanism.

    The Roman Empire never ended; it just split itself into three.

    Everything stems from this trinity: Bible, Religion, History, Education, Politics, Media, you name it. They control it all and have been doing so for more than ten thousand years! This is the only bloody Holy Trinity that I know!

    Anyway, let’s continue. Now that we understand that the subconscious mind has had a false foundation placed in it and has accepted it and it is now projecting into your present/now, a standardized version of reality, governed and controlled by this Trinity, you may think that it’s not a problem. I'll just change my mind; I'll change my recording. OK do it.

    We have all heard and seen the video “The Secret” and possibly read the book too. Another famous book , “How to make friends and influence people”, another “Think and grow rich”. There are thousands of books written on how to change your mind and become a millionaire, all great stuff, and some even gave you a way of removing old mind-sets and replace them with new ones by repetition and visualizing your goals. I will tell you that if 100% bought and read and did these exercises, more than 99.99% would fail, now why is that??

    What is it that these people are not telling you? “The Secret” told you just look for what you want, as if from a catalogue. See yourself possessing it and bingo it’s yours. The success rate for this video went into millions that they sold per view or you could buy the video outright and learn the procedure. It was a success, but you will never learn of the failures that “the Secret” had in peoples’ personal lives; now that is a Secret. The only good thing that it did was to wake people up to another reality which was normally not out in the open.

    What is a thought? Is it animate or inanimate? Can you touch it? Prod it? No, but you can charge it with a given image. Like a thought of love, a thought of hate, a thought of fear, a thought of happiness, a thought of sickness, a thought of death, and so on.

    There is one thing that all these thoughts have in common: they each raise an EMOTION. I write a word, that word creates a thought, that thought creates a corresponding image and emotion to that word… very powerful stuff.

    Now you may think, “Where does that emotion come from”? It comes from your memory bank, the subconscious. So everything that I do, think or imagine, which I would have to use as my thoughts, comes from my subconscious, emotionally charged. All images express themselves as feeling an emotion.

    Thoughts are emotionally charged images in your mind. Impressing your goals as an emotionally charged image is old school in the positive thinking movement.

    All thoughts stored in the subconscious mind are emotionally charged and the ones that had enough charge in them to open the gatekeepers (the subconscious) doors and pass over to the higher/self/source were made manifest in this reality.

    This same system is used for magic, white or black, it does not matter. There are no rules here, only self imposed rules. Sex-emotion is used by people, torture-emotion to others. Rituals and murders are used by people to raise great emotions. Children screaming, snuff parties, etc. So who or what would stop this nonsense? Well nobody I know. And what about the moral issues? All morals are self imposed. So who is checking that these criminal and immoral acts are punishable and will be imposed on these people? It has to be you, for there is no one else.

    If our “worldly consensus” is to let a bunch idiots run our affairs here in this reality on our behalf, so be it. Well I mean 99% of us against 1% of them; well, it’s not even a match, is it??

    So what’s the problem with us all. An emotionally charged fear of death or fear of extinction very deeply impressed into our subconscious? If they knew that hundreds of thousands of people were willing to return back to a dots, to get someone that has returned thousands of people back to dots unnecessarily and painfully, we would be living in a very different world my friends. At this moment in time, you can’t fight these people. One has to literally turn ones back on them and not conform to anything and allow them to crash. They have the resources and I’m sure they will survive longer than us, but they can’t survive this forever.

    So, emotions seem to play a very important part in our reality through the charged banks of our subconscious mind. So how did it get there? We know we have thoughts and these thoughts carry emotions in images, but of what? That would be your BELIEFS.

    So what is a belief? It’s a figment of your imagination made manifest. When was the first time you heard about sickness? Well now you got it. its been well implanted

    When was the first time that you heard about the devil? Well now you got it. he will haunt you now.

    When was the first time you heard about the son of god? Well you got it. And now you are answerable to that corpse nailed to beams of wood, err, good luck.

    When was the first time you heard that you were a failure? Well you got it.

    When was the first time that you heard that you have to have money to live? Well you got it. And so on and so on. An inexhaustible list. Well I hope you get what I am saying.

    All these beliefs are by now deeply seated in your subconscious mind, charged with varying levels of emotion.

    Now we come to the crux of a very great problem. When you try to change a belief by replacing it with another, the subconscious mind will fight you tooth and nails. It will reject your new belief if it’s to replace a similar one that’s already recorded in the memory bank. So you can repeat and repeat that new belief until you turn blue in the face; you can visualize and visualize until you fall asleep. You will still meet with resistance from your memory bank.

    So what is the problem with removing an old belief and replacing it with a new one??

    Part one tells you the answer. You are not only dealing with a belief but also an emotion attached to that belief (remember the thought and emotion it triggers). All beliefs have different and varying degrees of emotion attached to them, which means, some are easy to get rid of but many are not.

    I have searched for the best way to remove these emotional blocks, that’s what they are called these days. I found mostly all methods to be a hit an’ miss affair. You’re dealing with a subconscious mind, sub means under, hidden consciousness. So you don’t know what to concentrate on or exactly which bit is the obstacle. So I am only interested in a full removal method. EFT (Emotional Freedom Techniques) comes close to this approach of releasing these emotions tied to events or beliefs.

    Many people have had great results with it but because we are dealing with full depth removal of psychological blocks that would restrict manifesting of what you want in your reality. I found that the RELEASE METHOD will take you all the way and beyond if you wish. I found this system after 15 years of searching for myself as the best solution to this problem.

    Now the way to release is in part one and I don’t wish to rewrite it here as I have gone too far already.

    Now to manifesting. I will first point out one of the biggest misconceptions that we all possess. Let’s take for instance that you want a car. What is the first thing that we do? We look at our bank balance and make a decision on that. If we haven’t the money we start to rummage through our budget to see if we can extract enough money to save for one or buy one on credit. If you haven’t enough money you drop it and forget about it or find a way to start saving for a year or two to put a deposit.

    Now I will ask you again, is it a car that you want or is it the money?

    You say it’s a car. THEN WHY ARE YOU FOCUSING ON THE MONEY??

    Boy, have they got us over a barrel. We are so sold on this money crap that we believe that we cannot move nor do anything without it. It’s nonsense!

    The car that you want and anything and everything in this plane is an illusion, a creation. If it’s in your consciousness it’s already yours. That car is you and you are that car. That car is a product of mind and so are you. It’s all condensed consciousness. The only obstacle between the car and you is a misconstrued belief. That belief is a block, karma, because you think it’s outside of yourself, separate, a different reality from yourself that you will buy with another figment of your imagination: Money. I hope this is understood clearly.

    The release method is very simple as you can see in part one. It’s not a big deal. But if used properly to remove purposely implanted bu££$it beliefs, you will attract that car to yourself by many and every means possible. Yes, even with money. This is something that you must allow. You must never interfere in how it is going to come to you, never. You don’t interfere with mind for mind can create a further obstacle between you and that car. Leave it alone and allow.

    All you have to do is to clear yourself with all the emotional garbage between you and the object of your desire and allow it to come to you without interference. You can have anything and everything that’s in your consciousness. If it hasn’t yet been invented then it’s not in your consciousness, it has no existence yet. So how are you going to attract that unless you invent it yourself, then it will be in all creation’s consciousness.

    I'll tell you what, why don’t we invent a germ? Now everybody’s got them. Why don’t we invent fear? That’s a good one. Why don’t we invent the dark side? Wow, that’s dark. Mix that up with a devil, that’s even better. Why don’t we invent an enemy? That should add a bit spice into our lives. And I could go on and on with this garbage that we have placed into our peaceful loving nature of our consciousness.

    We start to clear emotional garbage from five different aspects to the problem of a belief/thought.


    The first one is ATTACHMENT, attachment to what? You may be thinking attachment to things, to an illusion, be it animate or inanimate. It’s all part of your consciousness, (remember all is one). There is nothing outside of you. Whatever is in your consciousness is part of you and you are part of it. You don’t have to crave and hold onto it with great emotion of losing something that is already yours, a false presumption that something is outside of you and that you could lose it.
    Your dear life does not depend on any of it because all things that you attach yourself too are an illusion, and so is your life. Your attachment to anything is a false reality a big block.


    The second one, AVERSION. Aversion to what? All is one and one is all in your consciousness. Having an aversion to anything is like a judgement, an opinion of creation in our consciousness, repelling of things that you don’t like. We share in this illusion this consciousness, we all contribute one way or another be it good or bad. It’s just one’s perspective and view of creation, which we all play a part in, there is nothing that is bad and there is nothing that is good, it just is.

    Our shock and dismay at what’s going on in this world of murder and starvation of millions of people I agree is very bad. But we should have put this right a few thousand years ago and never allowed this to happen in the first place. It’s a creation in our consciousness; it’s an illusion. Your aversion to anything is a false reality, a big block.


    The third one, APPROVAL, approval of what? Doing, pretending, buying stuff so as to get approval from others and wanting them to think of what a great and fantastic guy you are. Working very hard not to mess-up so that you always have the highest approval. Living in the biggest house, driving the biggest car, it’s a mind thing, a pride thing, it’s being a very highly educated thing, with b.s., bbc, phd, hiv after your name thing. I have to have better than everyone else thing, it’s having to impress everyone thing. Well in consciousness there seems to be a block concerning someone who thinks they are better than any other in this creation, be it race or creed. All are equal, all are one and the same consciousness and there is no separateness of mind or consciousness its a false reality, a big block


    The fourth one, CONTROL, control of what? Controlling events especially of others. There is a difference in helping or controlling, doing things so that one has control, buying things for people so as to control, creating events with a view to control, doing anything with a view of controlling.

    Remember when I said that you should allow and never interfere in the goings on of how or where these things will come from to you? Your interference, which is mind, will put a screwdriver in the works. Obviously we help with love and compassion to the best of our ability, but you don’t take over somebody’s life. You give them a plough but you don’t plough the fields for them. You give them a fishing rod but you don’t fish for them, a big difference. Anything else is a false reality, a big block.


    The fifth one, SECURITY, SAFETY, SURVIVAL, “do what?” Well these three come under the same headings so let’s call them SSS. Precisely which one of these do to you think you can insure yourself against in your mind? Where do you think that insurance will make a difference in consciousness? This is an illusion. What protection do you envisage in a condensed consciousness??

    Why does the subconscious mind reject this as a false reality?? What do you think that this rejection means? It can only mean fear.

    The subconscious will not allow you to amass anything to do with one, two, or all three of these SSS’s on this plane. Yeah, sure you can leave money for your family when you die via an insurance policy. Yeah, you can dig a hole one mile deep protecting yourself against a catastrophe and survive, but how do you separate the emotions of each one of these that the subconscious would understand and differentiate between safety, survival, or security? The emotions that the three SSS emit are indistinguishable. You have to dump it all to clear yourself. Big block, big time.

    DO EVERYTHING AS AN INTENTION ONLY. NO NEEDING, NO WANTING.

    So we start.
    Sit down and relax, have an image of what you want in your mind. Visualize being and enjoying this image as NOW, there is only now remember.
    If it’s a car, sit in it and enjoy everything about it, take your time. Now that you have formed a good feeling and images of what you want, bring up each of the FIVE emotions, starting with ATTACHMENT.
    Do you feel that you really, really want it? Open the door between your rib and stomach and gently, no pushing. That emotion does not belong there it will leave you if you give it a chance. So gently ALLOW the coloured smoke that you have chosen to gently leave through your door, you can help it along, but don’t push. Purse you lips as you would gently cooling of a hot cup of soup, gently assisting that smoke to come out of the door. Just as you are running out of breath, just give a little gentle push, your last little gentle effort, then gently stop.

    So what are we doing here? We are checking of how much of an attachment you have to this car that you want, any raising emotions about your need and want will bring up that emotion and you open the door and release it. Keep doing this until you feel that there is no emotion left to come up. You do this with all FIVE emotions, all explained above what they mean. Go through each one and release until you feel none of them are bringing anything up. You do this three times a day or more if you want, always gently, no rush, always allowing.

    So what are we trying to achieve? You do this until you feel absolutely no emotions about owning that car. You will have no emotion left in any of the five blocks. You will come to a stage where you don’t give a $hit about owning this car. You have cleared yourself with the FIVE emotions on this car at least 3 times a day. You visualize the car and clear yourself with each emotion, keep visualizing even if you don’t give a $hit and ALLOW IT TO COME.


    INTENTION IS A DECISION.
    THIS IS WHAT I AM HAVING, THIS IS WHAT I WANT.

    WITHOUT WANTING AND NEEDING.

    RELEASE ALL WANTING AND NEEDING.
    IT’S A DECISION TO AN INTENTION.
    DECIDE AND DO WITHOUT WANTING AND NEEDING.
    WANTING AND NEEDING IS NOT A DECISION, IT’S A FEELING OF NOT HAVING, IT’S A STATEMENT OF LACK.
    LACK = WANTING AND NEEDING
    WANTING AND NEEDING = LACK

    MAKE A DECISION AND RELEASE ALL WANTING, NEEDING, AND LACK
    REMOVE BY RELEASING ALL OBSTACLES THAT MIND CREATES

    REMOVE MIND FROM ANY EQUATION


    ATTACHMENT

    AVERSION

    APPROVAL

    CONTROL

    SECURITY
    SAFETY
    SURVIVAL

    LET GO OF WHAT YOU WANT TO PREVENT
    THEN YOU WILL NOT HOLD IT IN MIND

    THE MIND IS ONLY CREATIVE
    AND WILL CREATE WHAT YOU HOLD IN MIND

    THE MIND WILL CREATE ESCAPES BY CREATING DIVERSIONS. BY WATCHING TV, HOBBIES, READING, AND MANY OTHER THINGS RATHER THEN TO DO INTENTIONS.

    IT WILL STEER YOU AWAY FROM INTENTIONS. THESE ARE THE BLOCKS, THE SABOTEUR OF YOUR INTENTIONS.

    IT WILL CREATE ANY ESCAPE POSSIBLE TO REMOVE YOU FROM YOUR INTENTIONS. ANYTHING OTHER THAN FOCUSING ON YOUR INTENTIONS IS AN ESCAPE CREATED BY MIND.

    I would like to add of how grateful I am to one of our members here in Avalon, he is PARCIVAL who offered to rewrite part 1 ans 2 in proper Grammar and may I say in English too, that is easier to read and to understand, thank you Parcival I am most grateful to you, its very good.

    Please read part 1 https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...onsense-part-1
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    Default Re: MANIFESTING IN THE MATRIX its all nonsense part 2

    Greetings, Friend!

    Thank you for your exploratory efforts! It's helpful to inquire deeply, investigating the mechanics of consciousness from various angles and so forth, and sharing our findings in the process. One thing we may notice when we delve deeply into things is how conditioned the human mind actually is. One of the Zen Buddhist masters I studied with once told me that most aspirants who approach that path require decades of de-programming before they are ready to even begin formal Zen training. That certainly put things in perspective for me. Forty years and considerable work later, I'm still walking around with all sorts of notions, though I carry them much more lightly. When it comes to apprehending whatever appears in consciousness, I've skinned it down to: Understand. Release/Forgive. Let go, right now. Walk on.

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    Wow, you have done a lot of work! It's going to take some time to absorb.

    All the very best
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    Thanks, Roman! Brilliant!

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    Very interesting read a mechanics manual simply put and easy to understand thank you. I enjoyed the exercises. Best Wishes

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    Default Re: MANIFESTING IN THE MATRIX its all nonsense part 2

    Good job. I will print that off with Pt1 and read them in more detail than the quick skim I gave them just now.
    -- Let the truth be known by all, let the whole truth be known by all, let nothing but the truth be known by all --

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    OK. I like what you have printed, however you have a schism in your understanding. Since it is all one then you already have it ALL right now.

    Just because Joe Blow down the street is experiencing an amazing trip to the Amazon, and you are not does not mean that the real YOU does not have it right now (as experienced by Joe Blow).

    The more you begin to really experience it as 'all one' the more you realize that the little 'you' that wishes to manifest is just a small part of that ONE. Eventually you cease to use ego to try to change and manifest things and just watch in awe as the ONENESS within and without the little 'you' displays all its wonders.

    You already are manifesting everything in every moment.

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    Great post Roman, many thanks for taking the time to create it's all nonsense part 2.

    You brought Shaman Juan Matus, from Castaneda's books back to my mind.

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    Default Re: MANIFESTING IN THE MATRIX its all nonsense part 2

    Quote Posted by The Abundant Traveler (here)
    OK. I like what you have printed, however you have a schism in your understanding. Since it is all one then you already have it ALL right now.

    Just because Joe Blow down the street is experiencing an amazing trip to the Amazon, and you are not does not mean that the real YOU does not have it right now (as experienced by Joe Blow).

    The more you begin to really experience it as 'all one' the more you realize that the little 'you' that wishes to manifest is just a small part of that ONE. Eventually you cease to use ego to try to change and manifest things and just watch in awe as the ONENESS within and without the little 'you' displays all its wonders.

    You already are manifesting everything in every moment.


    Thank You

    LOVE ALLways, c

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    Roman, wonderful stuff!!!
    It is all non sense, and this non sense is being created moment by moment, being maintained by fantasies played day in and day out. All reactions are part of this fantasy, all because of belief in 'me' and 'my' creation.

    We have invested much in 'our' creation, and spend every moment projecting it, or rather the idea of ourselves!

    First we have to..."see"...what 'we' are doing, and unfortunately not many what to do that, as it is painful, to the illusory ego. Ego will always want to defend itself and attack others.

    Whatever we think, we are still in a relative world.

    Again Roman, thank you.

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    Thanks roman, don't wanna big you up or give you a courtly bow, as to avoid giving you a bad case of the ego hack your mainframe and unlearn what you have learned cool. The shamanic way is to take a sledgehammer and smash it up, I guess the buddhist way is more gentle and subtle and hopefully stays clear of being placed on a psyche ward, while the mind rebuilds itself. Mixing both paths could work well, kinda fusing fast track and the mellow Blessings on you, just positive intent, well done for breaking down catholic programming that stuff is a major pain, as it gets in deep to the sub consciousness; hope you've flushed it all out (hope i got all mine)

    ONE LOVE, BIG HUGZ and ONENESS OMMMMMM

    p.s. I have found finding everything ridiculous, including myself, helps break down the problematic crap the mind tries to bring in; hey what do I know, does it matter, nah

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    Just to keep this thread going...

    To simplify the word karma, we could used the words learnt behaviour or beliefs.

    Only meditation can break through habitual patterns of behaviour both learned and karmic. This includes analytical meditation. Afflictive and cognitive obscurations are purified when karma is exhausted.

    In the west, where the culture is not Dharma, we have to deal with learned patterns and karmic patterns – we work with learned patterns in order to become a healthy human, and follow the path to freedom which will clear karmic patterns.

    To achieve liberation when one is distorted with learned habitual patterns is difficult... this always depends on the individual. Some may be able to follow the path without dealing with the separate issue of becoming a healthy human – but many have intense distortions and if such a person hears teachings, they may distort their patterns even further.

    For such person, if you tell them there is no identity etc, it could make it all worse...and to hear that everything is suffering could create more problems. Or, on the other hand, they may be able to accept and realise something.

    In truth the ego does not exist, but we are working in a relative world, where things seem to exist. Conventionally, there is a sense of I. This needs to explained in a skilful way. The indivisibility of the 2 truths is so important – if one can harmonise these, one can practise well.

    All the best
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    And to keep this going....


    Once we become healthy human beings, natural love and compassion will arise in our minds. If we separate the person and the afflictions: the compassion is for the person being dominated by the afflictions, rather than the person themselves. At an unconscious level, when we perceive a being, we see them as the same as their afflictions – we don't see them as 2 separate things.

    If we can see them as 2 different things, then we can develop compassion towards the person (however this does not mean “Do whatever you went – it's OK”).

    This is conventional compassion, reflecting on subject and object and working at an emotional level. There is a sense of ownership...”I am experiencing compassion”.
    Ultimately, when you dissolve that ownership in emptiness, the atmosphere is still there, but not owned by ego-fixation. Relative meaning compassion becomes the adornment of emptiness. Don't think absolute compassion is so distant...but don't assume your compassionate Bodhicitta is “made in Switzerland” or you won't keep trying.

    Shantideva: for those without effort, there is no liberation.

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    Quote Posted by ROMANWKT (here)
    We are manifesters the creators of our reality.
    Please enlighten me how a woman that experiences multiple rape scenarios that leave her barely alive, is a reality she created?

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    Hello OnyxKnight,
    I'll answer that if I may. You pose a very difficult and important question.

    The answer to your question must lay in your own hands. It will depend on your belief system not on someone else's. In the normal run of things, if I am angry at you, then you will be angry at me. Likewise if I smile and wave at you, then you will smile and wave at me. It is immediate cause and effect. That is quite easy to see.

    Now, because of that previous interaction, when you meet that person again, that previous interaction will influence this present moment -likeable or unlikeable.

    What has happened is because of our interactions and reactions this leave an imprint in the mind. Our minds are full of imprints = hence that is how our neural pathways are developed. Over a lifetime this gets quite complex and effects our behaviour. This behaviour causes reactions in others.

    Now we came back to our belief system. If we look closely our present moment, it was created by our past action, and all those little interactions add up. We develop a pattern of who we are and what we want to do. If we ignore this pattern or do not notice it, we will find ourselves in situation that we created. This is the reason the same things keep happening to us.

    Have you noticed how a four year old has a strongly developed behaviour or pattern. Where did this come from, was it nature or nurture or both? Again we come back to our belief system. If one considers reincarnation, then this nature is an imprint from past lives. If one does not go along with reincarnation, then you must find another solution...things just happen! Actually there must be some truth in that as well.

    So, something suddenly comes at us out of the blue. Why it happened, does not really matter, unless it is this habitual pattern we were talking about earlier. The point is how you deal with it now!

    One can just let it go, or redress the balance (justice). Again it is probably a measure of both. The most important thing is the effect on your mind, now! Can you deal with the situation, and, let go?
    Sometimes we cannot deal with a situation because we do not have enough data.

    Can you move on, that is the question? Karma is not a judgement, it is our path that we undo. You have to find the answer to your question that satisfies you!
    Your question implies a judgement, there isn't any. We have all found ourselves in bad situation.

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    Thank you very much ROMANWKT this thread is exactly what I needed to read at the time I need it most. Thanks go out to pie'n'eal & OnyxKnight too. Much personal effort has been spent on my liberation . I found myself as a 11yr old child in a very bad situation somewhat similar to OnyxKnight ,eventually joined military like a good military brat. Seen first hand much evil in this reality. Seems to me have dealt with PTSD since I can remember ,some days good-some bad. I've learned more about my true self from PA than any psycologist I ever paid. Forgiveness is really a bitch some days, but I'm doing the best I can at this time !

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    Thank you Roman for this thread.
    It had been brought to my attention that I was carrying some baggage from past hurts that was blocking my spiritual evolution through many events, and later through the most unexpected people.
    I earnestly thought I had shaken off the baggage in the past, but I had been shown I hadn't, and was at loss on how to go about releasing it.
    Yesterday I found this thread, read it, went over part 1, went out to dinner with my best friend, and somehow she brought up the subject about personal evolution and personal acceptance of who we are... then came back home and came in to check out what was new in Avalon.
    Found a thread on Bashar 2012, clicked on some of the videos, and somehow, it all came together. I now understand what must be done, and there is work to be done, but I am not shooting in the dark anymore, and that makes a world of a difference.

    So Thank you again.

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    This is an invitation to all to help our understanding of the mechanics of consciousness, manifesting, and life. I don’t care from what Denomination or Discipline one belongs to or comes from. I have rejected all disciplines and denominations and indoctrinations, I follow none, I still have respect for the mostly hidden truths that all these disciplines have, and I would like to quickly tell you why of my rejection, and respect.

    When I was 11 years old, I was still in a refugee camp in the middle of nowhere in the middle of England, I have been there since I was 3 month old. There were a few thousand misplaced persons there, and somebody managed to get a film projector and show the Nazi atrocities. My father took me along to see this film, as to show where we were all coming from being here in the camp. After the film ended which was an hour or so long, I was in a complete state of such shock, that from that moment on I could not be left alone for over 2 weeks, as these images would start to creep back into my mind. I kept latching on to my mother, if not then my father, if not, then my sister or brother, I could not be left alone, it worried the hell out of them all.

    Now here’s the reason why I brought this up. I saw in this film two very large black doors being opened into a large hall, at first it looked like a pyramid in the middle of this hall, and as the camera started to zoom in, you suddenly start to identify what this pyramid is, it was a thousand or so naked dead bodies of children, women and men. The most curious thing that stuck in my mind was that all the children were trampled on by the women, and all the women were trampled on by the men, so you had a pyramid of dead children as a large base, then in the middle dead women, and from the middle up to a peak, of dead men all trying to get a last gulp of air out of a hole in the ceiling where the deadly gas cannister was placed.

    I am not going to describe further atrocities, but you get the point. So here you have peace loving, very religious Jewish people being exterminated, a most dreadful thing to off had happen with our permission?, and the saddest fact to me was that these men who were on top of the pyramid after trampling over children and women, were mostly Rabbis. So what does that mean to our learned friends here? I would like to point out that I am not Jewish, I am now classed as British, and of Polish stock because of the majority of the people in the camp were Polish, which I am not, hence, Catholic upbringing. I would also like to add that 60 million people died in WW2 and they were not Jewish.

    After my traumatic 2 weeks or so, I went outside by myself and looked into the clouds and kissed the old white bearded f@@ker up there goodbye. For thousands of years before I was born, we had people from all denominations and disciplines, Buddhism, Hinduism, Judaism, Christianity, Islam, and we as humanity still managed to do the most dreadful atrocities world wide right up to world WW2 and beyond, and now in the Middle-East by us. So with the greatest of respect to everyone here, you can take your disciplines and shove it. I don’t need a discipline to live, and I don’t need a discipline to die, what I do need is to understand why I need them, and I hope that there is some of that understanding in the post above, and I would be most grateful of all our learned friend here in the forum if you would help people to understand, as all the crap around the world is showing us that we are about to let it all happen again.


    All of you have hidden knowledge and understanding within your denominations that would be beneficial to all of us here, for that you have my very greatest respect, but don’t just comment, teach, explain, where are you coming from?

    I wish to point out to our PIE,N,EAL he has my respect and appreciation, because he’s been doing exactly that.

    I would also like to show GREYBEARD my respect and appreciation for his long running thread on the problems of an ego.

    My regards to all

    roman

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    Hi all
    if you like what you read please leave a comment, so that this stays on the front page for others.

    regards to all
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    I really like what I read Roman

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