Here and Now...What's Happening?

[Dawn]

Life begins at 40....I thought. Not so easy to think that way at 50 and even less so at 60....as so many things change rapidly, mostly to do with short term memory loss and aching joints. Time begins to fly.

Sweet Ulli, thank you for the personal welcome. My life started all over again 2 months from my 60th birthday and it is very different today than It was for the majority of my life. Age 60, starting again. And sometimes, as in this moment there is both a deep joy and a sweet sadness. A joy without reason that is so deep that there is pain in the heart.

Soft clicking of my partner's keyboard. My desk isn't even that really ... it is a small corner of a workbench next to him. Liquid Mind music is so amazing... just long tones that make me wish to expand and expand even more. The heater feels really good at my back and I've taken off my top to enjoy the cold air mixed with warm currents from the quartz heater. Finally the sun just came out at 11:25AM today... and there is a slight feeling of energy to do something. I think I will go exercise a bit...

Have a wonderful day playing in this strange and lovely reality

[ulli]

Maybe this history lesson isn't quite here and now, but the Orgone Energy as discovered by Dr. Wlhelm Reich is always and forever.
Tapping into that now.
http://www.forbiddenknowledgetv.com/...e-energy-.html

[Calz]

Nice thing about a relaxed and comfortable thread like this is ... for example ... I can dedicate this to Carmody for his *truly remarkable* work and shared contributions to Avalon in his Lithium thread.

Would not go there ... there ... only here and now.

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=jSy3UvVwQ8g

[Carmody]

Posted by Calz_Avaretard (here)

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=YcnvM2Eg_Rc

If I had favorite song of theirs, it would certainly be this one.

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=YqN0ZOEO9oI

i chose this one as it has the lyrics (I hate low bit rate music, higher is better, all my music links are high bit rate or high bit rate capable).

The lyrics show a sensibility and understanding that is well outside of Curt's years. Astounding.

My other favorite of theirs is 'Heart Shaped Box'. I chose this only for the lyrics, which once again amply showed Curt's astounding capacity to understand and communicate. The backside of that is it can at it's fullest expression, for his particular version, break one down --- when lived to it's fullest. Extremism, as an extended set of blinders, can have it's price - no matter it's apparent beauty.

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=BJr-iFh1OZk

[eaglespirit]

Here and Now!!!

TELEPATHY is on a BIG Upgrade...We are on Our Way!

Love to You ALL...been away for a bit : )

[markoid]

Wowie what a difference a day makes . From the chaos of yesterday to the serene, thoughtful, 'gently' humorous village today. What a way to start 11 11 11! Avalonians just continue to blow me away and I thank you all for so enriching my life.
Here and now, it is early morning here in Oz. I woke up at dawn with the same excited feeling I have been having for a week or so and had been wondering if it was to do with 11 11 11. I have also been vascillating wildly between thinking that it is 'good' day (of light and potential acceleration of awakening) or a 'bad' day ( a day when occultists may be doing rituals with bad intent)... or neither and did I want to participate in any official collective type meditations or rituals to hook into specific frequencies or the light thereof. I was having these thoughts yesterday while driving to town and turned my phone on when I arrived and guess what time it read................ go on guess . That sort of thing never happens in my mundane 'lil life. Anyways, I ultimately decided that I will participate in 11 11 11... but just by meditating a bit more than usual. I could have decided this without all the long drawn out unessential mind acrobatics. Long and drawn out like this post is becoming!!! I'll shut up now
Have a wonderous day everyone... love to youse all

[Lisab]

Posted by markoid (here)
Wowie what a difference a day makes . From the chaos of yesterday to the serene, thoughtful, 'gently' humorous village today. What a way to start 11 11 11! Avalonians just continue to blow me away and I thank you all for so enriching my life.
Here and now, it is early morning here in Oz. I woke up at dawn with the same excited feeling I have been having for a week or so and had been wondering if it was to do with 11 11 11. I have also been vascillating wildly between thinking that it is 'good' day (of light and potential acceleration of awakening) or a 'bad' day ( a day when occultists may be doing rituals with bad intent)... or neither and did I want to participate in any official collective type meditations or rituals to hook into specific frequencies or the light thereof. I was having these thoughts yesterday while driving to town and turned my phone on when I arrived and guess what time it read................ go on guess . That sort of thing never happens in my mundane 'lil life. Anyways, I ultimately decided that I will participate in 11 11 11... but just by meditating a bit more than usual. I could have decided this without all the long drawn out unessential mind acrobatics. Long and drawn out like this post is becoming!!! I'll shut up now
Have a wonderous day everyone... love to youse all

That's awesome Markoid. Happy 11.11.11 x

[Sierra]

Birdies birdies birdies ... so healing to my soul. I love you all so much.

Mercury retrograde, I hope I can communicate here ... I really go stupid when Mercury is retrograde.

I'm sorry for the confusion last night with the deleted posts guys. I was the one to delete the posts. We (mods in the chat room) were literally working on four different threads last night and while I posted my actions to the report thread, there was not enough communication in the chat room about my actions so ... our new moderator trainee, Dawn, sent RubyL off on a wild goose chase.

Because we were moving so fast, I was in semi-knee jerk mode. Paul wasn't around for those few minutes where I did what I did, otherwise I am sure he would have said (as he always does) careful, gently, there is always a backlash to a mod action. Several of the other mods were deleting or editing some hostile postings (already cleared by the team and given the go ahead), and I just went oh oops yeah, I need to finish clean up on the "Here and Now" thread and proceeded to clean up without thinking about the consequences of my actions ... mea culpa mea culpa (I strew ashes on my head I beat my breast in sorrow, but it was NOT the new mod's fault!)

I am an imperfect mod and I am going to piss you off at times, just the way it is. I really "at the time" do my very best, but I need ho porno too <wobble> ... So ... please forgive me, I'm sorry I didn't communicate well (stupid Mercury) (you go 9Eagle9) (get that f-----) (and while yer at it, get Saturn please), I cannot tell you how thankful I am to have each and everyone of you here, and I love you all so much.

To the here and now per ulli's request to get this thread back on track

My birdies are in the back yard are VERY confused by the thrush and blackbird song issuing from the bedroom. They keep HOPPING! And swerving and looping AWAY from the bowl of walnuts and sunflower seeds!

Astrid: Gotta hug you. Just gotta.

Calz: A pair of shades for you sweetie ...

Speaking of ho porno ...

My husband is manic depressive. This is the first year in our 23 year marriage he has not come out of depression for a few months during the summer. Grim. For both of us. Not speaking of the October shocks but the chronic. So ... three days ago I started doing the ho porno for him. Silently. Just praying, asking for forgiveness, telling him of my sorrow, reassuring him of my love, giving thanks for all he has given me across the decades.

This morning he tells me he is happy.

Sierra

[ulli]

Oops, Sierra you are too funny. You did it again. LOL
Thread shutter, thread shutter!!!!!

Boy, is that good news about your hubby or WHAT?!?!?

[Sierra]

I know ... <banging head on desk>

Oh dear ... my new village nickname, I can just hear it echoing down the street, "Thread shutter, thread shutter!"

[ViralSpiral]

Posted by Sierra (here)
I know ... <banging head on desk>

[modwiz]

Posted by ulli (here)

Posted by Lisab (here)
Ulli Im so sorry that you were recieving horrid pm's, thats just not right. When all the banter was going on I admit I got a bit confused but I just thought it was me being thick. I have absolutely no air on my chart and sometimes find it a bit difficult to articulate myself, I just couldnt keep up. We'll get stronger now. I love the village so much. Please dont be sad.

And by the way everyone Id just like to point out something about the Guiness ad. Something Transiten said made me go back to watch it, because even tho I thanked it I hadnt actually watched it. Just saw the bottle on the girl's back, knew it wouldnt be for me and made a post about how I love Guiness. Oh my goodness. I just went back and watched it. Now I had made a comment that guiness was my fav Friday night tipple......but I didnt meant THAT! Phew.xxx Think Il get on the Marguerita's with you and Eagles too Ulli!!!

PURPLELAMA thankyou for trying to mediate with the guys and explaining to us a little of what was going on. Must have been hard for you. Your presense tho Im sure would have some good effect. Your purple sparkles zapped my headache the other day. Feeling much better, a bit reticent, but hoes n porno 'in all over the place lol.

Lisa, By the time Dan asked me in private if he could post that Guiness ad I really didn't know what to say...I knew it offended me, and would offend others, too,
but at the same time I was already feeling guilty by standing up against the guys all the time, and Dan had always been the perfect gentleman, so what the heck? I caved in.
Maybe Dan had had one Guiness too many...
something made him insist.
It certainly brought the male idea of what they wanted women to be in their fantasies right out in the open.
Meanwhile I actually felt annoyed that there are women that play along with those games, just to make some extra money.
But we can't change the world, we can only find us a small space somewhere and build something we like.
I changed my avatar on purpose to speak from a non-duality perspective.
No longer as a woman, but as a soul....androgenous.

If there is one major change around here it will be that the gender wars are over...and we have ascended from our fragmented 1/2 orange positions
and become the whole-fruit-cake.
By the time 11-11-11 arrives the Village will be leading the non-duality movement of planet Avalon.

I just need to clarify for myself only, other men can make their own statement. I found the Guinness as very hot as a portrayal of scenes that do happen, frequently, on this planet and especially in Western 'culture'. I thought it was clever, even humorous, in its presentation of a scene that could not be shown in its entirety. It is not a fantasy of mine, anymore. That it ever was seems to have been through imagery put into my mind, perhaps. I have managed to remove such imagery and, with the growth of spirit and heart chakra development, now wish only the deepest of intimate tantric experience with one woman. My own energy needs the protection of such an arrangement. To not honor myself, as a man, and any woman would be very damaging to the vibrational stance I exist in.

I clarify this as a sort of idea to share and not in defense of what Ulli said. I did not take it personally and she is right where it applies. If it applies to none of the men here then I am positive she would be delighted in having made a statement that found no home. We would all be winners and the sacredness of Union would be on the mend here on Earth. Something very much needed.

[ulli]

Posted by modwiz (here)

I just need to clarify for myself only, other men can make their own statement. I found the Guinness as very hot as a portrayal of scenes that do happen, frequently, on this planet and especially in Western 'culture'. I thought it was clever, even humorous, in its presentation of a scene that could not be shown in its entirety. It is not a fantasy of mine, anymore. That it ever was seems to have been through imagery put into my mind, perhaps. I have managed to remove such imagery and, with the growth of spirit and heart chakra development, now wish only the deepest of intimate tantric experience with one woman. My own energy needs the protection of such an arrangement. To not honor myself, as a man, and any woman would be very damaging to the vibrational stance I exist in.

I clarify this as a sort of idea to share and not in defense of what Ulli said. I did not take it personally and she is right where it applies. If it applies to none of the men here then I am positive she would be delighted in having made a statement that found no home. We would all be winners and the sacredness of Union would be on the mend here on Earth. Something very much needed.

Great answer, Modwiz. Now you have me wondering about your path, how come you have found so much wisdom and sensitivity.
If only others could follow your example.

[modwiz]

Posted by Lisab (here)
Aaaaahhhhh. The energy round here is delicious again. Can you feel it? I feel like Ive just had a long hot soak in the old Epsoms. Thanks for your post to me Ulli. Assertiveness is a big problem of mine and also being self critical, just two of the negative personality traits that my flower lady picked up on. Her flower remedy for me was blended intuitively by her and its so spot on, its amazing. Ive got tooth ache and mouth ulcers now. I never get that. Bring on the new shiny me!!!

Good luck with your dad Astrid and from me to a big thankyou.

I am eternal. I am one. I am's that I am's!!!!!!

Myrrh gum placed against mouth ulcers will astringe (close/tighten up) and act as a bactericide helping the issue to resolve. I have an M.D. friend of mine who now uses this method and rues the fact that she cannot recommend it to her patients because it could threaten her license.

BTW, myrrh is not the most pleasant of tastes. This is an adult remedy.

[ulli]

Here is some non-reality that can't be seen with open eyes. I'm half asleep, the sun has just set...tree frogs are squeaking and crickets are chirping, fan is quietly buzzing...
And I must be turning into a chicken wanting to sleep at this hour.

[astrid]

Going to do some work on this father issue today to
" send the medicine" ahead" .
So tomorrow everything needed for the task at
hand is just waiting for me to step into .

Yes Ulli it's cool how this level of light is very contagious
You don't have to do anything to effect healings.
Just be present and everyone that is open to
recieve gets a dose, I have been noticing that
phenomena a bit lately since I have been fasting
the transmissions of light through me to others
has been very noticeable . Everyone in my " circle"
is doing great things right now .
It's an honor to be the vessel in service to
those that need it . I feel very priviledged .
It's the one time that " being used" is totally
Welcomed .

I wonder how much of this light I will be able to
hold onto when in go back to eating...how I feel
now i never want to eat again lol .
It's total bliss ... But yeah not very realistic !

I'm glad I took the fast and sleep option.
A friend of mine had a week on no food and no sleep.
And basically had a psychotic episode, well that s
my read of how he described it - and I have seen them
enough times to know what they are ....
Besides one of the main reasons to fast is to give your
body a rest from the energy expensive digestion
process . Then it can focus solely on healiings .
So i guess theoretically if You are already
well physically like I am, it then works on other
levels of healing and growth .

I can imagine why it's not that widely embraced
as a healing modality in this consumer driven,
big pharma lead, food addicted society
we have built ..
But there are a handful of doctors that do use it
in their practices with outstanding results .
It isn't an option for all illnesses though,
but the majority can see huge healiings.
Makes total sense when the body is so
designed to be able to heal itself, if it's
given the chance .

[Carmody]

Posted by modwiz (here)

Posted by ulli (here)

Posted by Lisab (here)
Ulli Im so sorry that you were recieving horrid pm's, thats just not right. When all the banter was going on I admit I got a bit confused but I just thought it was me being thick. I have absolutely no air on my chart and sometimes find it a bit difficult to articulate myself, I just couldnt keep up. We'll get stronger now. I love the village so much. Please dont be sad.

And by the way everyone Id just like to point out something about the Guiness ad. Something Transiten said made me go back to watch it, because even tho I thanked it I hadnt actually watched it. Just saw the bottle on the girl's back, knew it wouldnt be for me and made a post about how I love Guiness. Oh my goodness. I just went back and watched it. Now I had made a comment that guiness was my fav Friday night tipple......but I didnt meant THAT! Phew.xxx Think Il get on the Marguerita's with you and Eagles too Ulli!!!

PURPLELAMA thankyou for trying to mediate with the guys and explaining to us a little of what was going on. Must have been hard for you. Your presense tho Im sure would have some good effect. Your purple sparkles zapped my headache the other day. Feeling much better, a bit reticent, but hoes n porno 'in all over the place lol.

Lisa, By the time Dan asked me in private if he could post that Guiness ad I really didn't know what to say...I knew it offended me, and would offend others, too,
but at the same time I was already feeling guilty by standing up against the guys all the time, and Dan had always been the perfect gentleman, so what the heck? I caved in.
Maybe Dan had had one Guiness too many...
something made him insist.
It certainly brought the male idea of what they wanted women to be in their fantasies right out in the open.
Meanwhile I actually felt annoyed that there are women that play along with those games, just to make some extra money.
But we can't change the world, we can only find us a small space somewhere and build something we like.
I changed my avatar on purpose to speak from a non-duality perspective.
No longer as a woman, but as a soul....androgenous.

If there is one major change around here it will be that the gender wars are over...and we have ascended from our fragmented 1/2 orange positions
and become the whole-fruit-cake.
By the time 11-11-11 arrives the Village will be leading the non-duality movement of planet Avalon.

I just need to clarify for myself only, other men can make their own statement. I found the Guinness as very hot as a portrayal of scenes that do happen, frequently, on this planet and especially in Western 'culture'. I thought it was clever, even humorous, in its presentation of a scene that could not be shown in its entirety. It is not a fantasy of mine, anymore. That it ever was seems to have been through imagery put into my mind, perhaps. I have managed to remove such imagery and, with the growth of spirit and heart chakra development, now wish only the deepest of intimate tantric experience with one woman. My own energy needs the protection of such an arrangement. To not honor myself, as a man, and any woman would be very damaging to the vibrational stance I exist in.

I clarify this as a sort of idea to share and not in defense of what Ulli said. I did not take it personally and she is right where it applies. If it applies to none of the men here then I am positive she would be delighted in having made a statement that found no home. We would all be winners and the sacredness of Union would be on the mend here on Earth. Something very much needed.

I have venus-moon-mars as a two degree conjunction. With the moon at 0.05 degrees or so, from being exactly between them.

This means I cannot lust for a woman unless I love her. Or vice versa. I cannot ignore such a conjunction, even if I tried.

The emotions are balanced between Mars and Venus, in cancer, to near perfection... trining Neptune in the first in scorpio... Which is why I can handle that 'other' work, the why of the name, it's meaning: 'that which shelters the door, and...that which pulls the smoke from the fire to expose the fire of the forge.' (two meanings)

So when I say I can enter the damaged soul which has died badly and is lost in the horror of their death..and cannot reach the light...that I can overlay them, comfort them, and bring them and this one, together.. to the correct state of being/vibration....and the light comes for them..and I am bounced back. And that I can endure, having conscious recall of being in the light, well..I hope that makes more sense now.

I have nine major conjunctions in my chart.

[ulli]

Carmody, if only you had that Cancer stellum in the first house, I would have asked you to let me cry on your shoulder...but having Neptune there means you are there only with one foot..while the other foot is already in the other dimension.
If I were to pass over and find myself lost I would call out for Carmody, that much I know already.

[Carmody]

So when they give out the list of potential 'jobs' for people born on the same day I was..near the top of the list is: 'professional greeter'.

Humph. Right....

As Yogurt (Mel Brooks as Yoda) said in 'Spaceballs': 'what a woild, what a woild...."

[ulli]

Wondering about the Carmody world I found this: