Here and Now...What's Happening?

[starsha]

Posted by ulli (here)

Posted by starsha (here)
i was born on June 11, 1975 at 3:44 am in Calgary alberta ... in case anyone wants to understand me better.

if i remember i am gemini sun, tauris rising, and moon in cancer. Also my son is a cancer, with a moon in cancer ... lots of cancer energy in our house.

Starsha, you have the best of all worlds...
whatever I looked at that could be worrying, there was a balancer.
Like you have a Mars Jupiter conjunction
whoa...fiery energy.
YET in the 12th house, Kundalini comes to mind
Then that conjunction is squared by Saturn in Cancer...
so that also means your impulses are under check. By what?
Well, Cancer is motherhood. Saturn is fatherhood.
So parenting is the thing that grounds you.
Plus Saturn makes a nice sextile to your Ascendant, so you accept those obligations willingly.
Venus in Leo, trine Neptune...leading people (women) to spirituality.

Wow Ulli ... thanks! i love the last line. That feels so very true for me. Esp. women.

Also i am pretty firey ... but i do think it is manifested through the kundalini, so it is powerul, yet blissful at the same time.

Thanks for looking for me! (hugs)

[starsha]

Posted by Carmody (here)

Posted by starsha (here)
i was born on June 11, 1975 at 3:44 am in Calgary alberta ... in case anyone wants to understand me better.

if i remember i am gemini sun, tauris rising, and moon in cancer. Also my son is a cancer, with a moon in cancer ... lots of cancer energy in our house.

I'm guessing that the sensitivity and reactions of your child ... of and to the undercurrent of the message that pours through and out of you...is a direct challenge for the mutability and changeability of the Gemini, as processed and channeled through (both directions) the passion of the bull.

Meaning, that the tendency of the flitting and duality of the Gemini, as produced, processed, internalized and sublimated on the world stage of the bull's passion, then the child reflects this, shows the Gemini that they must be more careful to have their inward and their outward more in line and in sync with one another..than they may desire (and natural flow) to have.

To extend a further method of analyzing what I'm trying to say...Librans and Geminis both... are both excellent debaters, politicians, or frontmen, who are good at sharing, fairness and justice..but the Gemini has the capacity for a bit of duality in the process. Which can be immensely useful and 'key' under the right circumstances. The Gemini has a more fluid capacity for duality, which can be used for nefarious reasons, if the Gemini is not of good internal standing.

The twins, sometimes the light and the dark. And a child very much tends to need them to both be on the same page. Triply so for a cancer child.

I have not looked at your chart, but merely at the above comment. those points could be a near obvious conclusion, regarding the astrological potentials.

then the both of you having the cancer moon allows for a common orientation in the reflections of the interactions, in order to straighten out the missteps. which would possibly and naturally evolve into the sync point which might become the undercurrent of interactions, at their initiation and flow. Ie, the moon keeps check on the whole wrecking crew potential in the interactions of such a pairing of beings.

shows the Gemini that they must be more careful to have their inward and their outward more in line and in sync with one another..than they may desire (and natural flow) to have.

For sure this is an ongoing thing for me .... thanks Carmody

I often have a hard time articulating my 'inner space' mostly because i can't find the words, but also because i tend to say things that are not always well received like "everything is so perfect." Which is very much a genuine experience of how i perceive reality. I am still working on how to find the balance between the inner experience and the outer expression of it. Any advice?

[PurpleLama]

"May be given to overly forthright or blunt expression"

Hmmm.... Nope, nothing about nine there....

Two nights ago, dreamtime, I was trucking around some city in the hills in a black esculade-esque suv, visiting a very posh condo type apartment where I changed clothes and examined closely the contents of my luggage, all mundnane objects. On the way out I observed all these really high tech grills in the communal type patio area in the center of the condo. Leaving, my wife was driving, although I had driven us there, this being incredibly clear by the way she had whipped around a roundabout at high speed, and she hates driving around those things in real life. Another dream last week, playdo and I were in the "white house" and our most beloved member joined us there, apparently dealing with plans and contracts of the mass consciousness relating to individual consciousness. Apparently I am stalking him in my dreams, ha!

[ulli]

Posted by PurpleLama (here)
"May be given to overly forthright or blunt expression"

Hmmm.... Nope, nothing about nine there....

Two nights ago, dreamtime, I was trucking around some city in the hills in a black esculade-esque suv, visiting a very posh condo type apartment where I changed clothes and examined closely the contents of my luggage, all mundnane objects. On the way out I observed all these really high tech grills in the communal type patio area in the center of the condo. Leaving, my wife was driving, although I had driven us there, this being incredibly clear by the way she had whipped around a roundabout at high speed, and she hates driving around those things in real life. Another dream last week, playdo and I were in the "white house" and our most beloved member joined us there, apparently dealing with plans and contracts of the mass consciousness relating to individual consciousness. Apparently I am stalking him in my dreams, ha!

PurpleLama
Dreams are encoded messages.
Who these people represent in your life is for you to find out, only then can you take nutritious food for your growth.
So if you dream of Obama it means the dream is sending a signal about your decision making faculty.
If your car is being driven by your wife and not yourself it means you have allowed part of your feminine aspect to shine through, and controlled your male ego.

[Calz]

According to DW (who has been doing dreamwork for many many years) all subjects and aspects of dreams has to do with yourself.

[ulli]

Posted by Calz_Avaretard (here)
According to DW (who has been doing dreamwork for many many years) all subjects and aspects of dreams has to do with yourself.

And he got it from Fritz Perls, founder of Gestalt Therapy.

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=QM0BwCFVxQ4

[ulli]

Here is Gloria, a Saturnian-looking woman I identify with, during a session with Fritz.

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=PscgMI51xJk

[eaglespirit]

Here and Now...

Maa heads goin' off like a symphony of Tibetan singing bowls : )

Are we there yet??? : ) : ) : )

[astrid]

Go figure this one out.
Both my hair and nails are growing
like crazy on fast .
I did hear of one man on a long
fast who's grey hair turned back
to its natural color so for sure
serious healing taking place .

[starsha]

I feel so quiet inside today ...

[astrid]

Haha @'eagle I'm chatting to someone this secound
online about singing bowls .
He has a friend in Nepal and he's going to
get me some mala beads and a singing
bowl sent out for Xmas .
Love my online friends. I might be a hermit
but I can still acess the world .

[Sierra]

I've been in hell for three days. Feel as if I've died and been reborn. You know, the usual spiraling in and out of purification to divine joy. I have performed ablutions, dressed and pretty'd up with makeup (yeah I'm Libran, so sue me), earrings and a lapis ring... I haven't worn jewelry in so long ... , saged the air, lit the candles, filled the bird baths, scattered seed, put Tom Kenyon on ... gave thanks and gratitude.

Chickadee in the Rose tree above the walnut bowl is blissing out on Budy Rub by Tom Kenyon with me. He heaved a big sigh and his tiny chest went way out, then he settled down to listen as I rocked to the music. He rested for at least two minutes, constantly checking the sky in all directions. It is so unusual when a bird will rest, usually it is just the babies on their first visit.

The granite bird bath has four sparrows and a goldfinch, three of sparrows are in the bath (getting crowded in there). The goldfinches may be the tiniest of the visitors but they are the fiercest, and fearless as well. There are four goldfinches on the finch sock, chickadees and nuthatches and titmousies on the walnut express, landing and taking off on the walnut bowl every four seconds. The dove is head ducking on the ground with the three juncos and seven sparrows. I am in ecstasy when the garden is crowded with bird life and I don't know where to look next.

I'm getting better at yelling at my entourage when it is too much. Course, they don't know what to do, because I immediately yell at them afterwards, bring it on, don't stop, let's do it, I want to get this done...

I am feeling good. I've finally put in enough sequential days with the MSM, that I am picking up speed. Pretty soon, back to the yoga and pilates.

Browsing and grazing in the palmistry section again, my lines are doing strange things ...

[ulli]

Posted by Sierra (here)
I've been in hell for three days. Feel as if I've died and been reborn. You know, the usual spiraling in and out of purification to divine joy. I have performed ablutions, dressed and pretty'd up with makeup (yeah I'm Libran, so sue me), earrings and a lapis ring... I haven't worn jewelry in so long ... , saged the air, lit the candles, filled the bird baths, scattered seed, put Tom Kenyon on ... gave thanks and gratitude.

Chickadee in the Rose tree above the walnut bowl is blissing out on Budy Rub by Tom Kenyon with me. He heaved a big sigh and his tiny chest went way out, then he settled down to listen as I rocked to the music. He rested for at least two minutes, constantly checking the sky in all directions. It is so unusual when a bird will rest, usually it is just the babies on their first visit.

The granite bird bath has four sparrows and a goldfinch, three of sparrows are in the bath (getting crowded in there). The goldfinches may be the tiniest of the visitors but they are the fiercest, and fearless as well. There are four goldfinches on the finch sock, chickadees and nuthatches and titmousies on the walnut express, landing and taking off on the walnut bowl every four seconds. The dove is head ducking on the ground with the three juncos and seven sparrows. I am in ecstasy when the garden is crowded with bird life and I don't know where to look next.

I'm getting better at yelling at my entourage when it is too much. Course, they don't know what to do, because I immediately yell at them afterwards, bring it on, don't stop, let's do it, I want to get this done...

I am feeling good. I've finally put in enough sequential days with the MSM, that I am picking up speed. Pretty soon, back to the yoga and pilates.

Browsing and grazing in the palmistry section again, my lines are doing strange things ...

All I can say is YAY!!!
You are such an inspiration, Sierra!

[Syl]

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=5EEKig_9lP0

after, 2:35.. thats bad... isnt it?

[ulli]

Posted by astrid (here)
Haha @'eagle I'm chatting to someone this secound
online about singing bowls .
He has a friend in Nepal and he's going to
get me some mala beads and a singing
bowl sent out for Xmas .
Love my online friends. I might be a hermit
but I can still acess the world .

All of us crazies have suffered for so long....mostly all of our lives.
Oh the isolation, and the pretending to be like them....just to stop the attacks.

In the bible there was the story of Joseph and the multi colored dream coat...
the talented brother who got thrown down the well by his jealous brothers...
that's what happened to many of us here, metaphorically speaking.

So now the tides have turned, thanks to the Internet, bringing us Crazies together in one Village.
Everywhere I look I see someone wearing a multi-colored dream coat.

Anyone here saw Fahrenheit 451? NOT the Michael Moore movie but the original Ray Bradbury story.
And at the end of all the book burnings he finds his community, and each and every had become one book, which they had put to memory.
Thus the stories were preserved.
We honor each and everyone's story here.

[starsha]

Posted by ulli (here)
All of us crazies have suffered for so long....mostly all of our lives.
Oh the isolation, and the pretending to be like them....just to stop the attacks.

In the bible there was the story of Joseph and the multi colored dream coat...
the talented brother who got thrown down the well by his jealous brothers...
that's what happened to many of us here, metaphorically speaking.

So now the tides have turned, thanks to the Internet, bringing us Crazies together in one Village.
Everywhere I look I see someone wearing a multi-colored dream coat.

This made me cry Ulli. Thank you, so very true.

It's about time.

[WhiteFeather]

Mines a little tight on me. Hope You Like Ulli! I dressed up for you! LoL : )

[ulli]

Posted by Syl (here)

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=5EEKig_9lP0

after, 2:35.. thats bad... isnt it?

I have never seen them before...but then I live in the third world where they don't bother to spray.
Come on down here, folks, the climate is warm, the produce is fresh,
and there are a lot of happy smiling people who would love to practice their Eengleesh.

[ulli]

Posted by WhiteFeather (here)
Mines a little tight on me. Hope You Like Ulli! I dressed up for you! LoL : )

Stunning!! Beautiful!!
But I'm still not quite ready to wear it next time I have to be herded through the US immigration booths at the airport....
although the kind of world I envision for my grandchildren has everyone wearing the colors and shapes that really really express their current mood.

[NeverMind]

I love this thread!

It's not so much about the "mindfulness" thing - I am "mindful" enough as it is - but it's like being offered intimate glimpses into other people's unique lives, and I can never get enough of those.
Lovely. : )

OK, I suppose I should share my highly uninteresting (but satisfying) current moment...

It is 00:43, November 16th is less than an hour old. I hear the quiet hum of my PC, and nothing else.
Everything is quiet outside. The temperature is slightly below C, a very quiet and slightly foggy mid-week night.

I feel pleasantly warm but not hot; can't feel my body at all, except for the strand of hair brushing against my lips.
I should be working, and it's a project I really like, but I am too busy enjoying the anticipation of work.
(Yeah, go figure - this one has pestered me since childhood.)

I am thinking about making yet another Earl Grey with a little cream. I've been thinking about it for more than an hour now.
I suppose anticipating the tea is a greater pleasure than the tea itself, too. :-)

And now, I'll get up, make that tea and run a hot tub.
I am getting up now.


P.S. And now, I am going to edit out some of those hideous smilies from my post...