Here and Now...What's Happening?

[Carmody]

The thing that drives me crazy, is I can't figure out the reasoning.

You see, from my understanding, human body capacity to hold IQ and EQ, ends at about 250-270. Beyond that, there is no reason to be physical in a human body anymore.

After that and within that, it's a case of 'cloud computing', ie, spiritual connection.

It's as boring as ****, even at the 200IQ or so mark..and it's incredibly difficult to look at, and incredibly painful to feel what is happening to all those people. It's like watching pigs in a slaughterhouse. Most unaware, some aware.

now, any entities that can enter this space and attempt to 'take over', would necessarily have similar capacities and compatibilities.

And if they have that, there is no reason. They have access to everything that is being held back from us.

So, this is entirely a contrived purposeful situation, a farce and a sham.

So, why am I and everyone else... having the crap tortured out of us...for a farce and a sham?

I can make or design or create anything physical even dimensional transfer, etc....but I'm not allowed to and I'm prevented from doing so. Then in that case, why the **** am I even here?

And the people in black ops? What can they do? why are they so dangerous, such animalistic killers? I don't see the point. what? to feed some dimensional vampires? Bull!

And reptilians from another space may exist, but once again there is no point, whatsoever.

as it circles around back to the point that..after a certain IQ/knowledge attainment, a certain point/position in understanding is reached....there is simply....no point to the violence or the animalism. It simply serves no purpose and is not reasonable, in the physical manifestation rationale. It simply is not there.

So then it all circles around back to the potential for Micheal Newton to hold the right answer, which is that this whole thing is a giant stage play and we are here torturing the crap out of ourselves.

As a NATURAL situation... it could simply not evolve or come to be ---where we are right now. It has to be a FORCED situation. Purposely held.

I remember other lives, I remember dimensional contact and similar realities, but the rest is blank.

Of course, I've got 26 square transits on me right now, and that's just the squares. It tends to make the idea of terminal irritability look like some sort of simple walk in the park.

And Right now, Kafka can just kiss my ass.

[modwiz]

Posted by astrid (here)
Haha @'eagle I'm chatting to someone this secound
online about singing bowls .
He has a friend in Nepal and he's going to
get me some mala beads and a singing
bowl sent out for Xmas .
Love my online friends. I might be a hermit
but I can still acess the world .

I love hermit life. Online friends nice and manageable.........and a delete button.

[Marianne]

Posted by ulli (here)
My moment was in August of 1977...lasted 2 weeks ...no sleep..no fatigue, nor hunger.
Just constant download of information.
On day three I knew that pretending to be normal was the number 1 priority,
also giving that body of mine what it needed, rest and food, even though there was zero craving.
"Use common sense" was part of the download message.
Pretending to be normal was harder, as I wanted to share what was happening to me. Ulli yap yap.
Got asked questions like 'what have you been smoking'?
I quit my fashion career, stopped dealing with the banks, swore never, ever to go into debt again...
that was in 1979...then raised my son...saw UFOs, in 1994

Ulli, this is your kundalini experience you are talking about here?

Thanks muchly for reading my chart on recent events, Pluto opposite my natal Uranus.
Now I am wondering what's next... I'm doing shadow work and trying to learn my Saturn lessons. (Astrid, I read your posts with awe and interest.)

But kundalini keeps popping into my consciousness. It's the next attunement of ascension reiki, which I stopped to catch my breath.

How do Saturn and kundalini relate to each other? Wondering if there's a connection between them.

Is there a transit that's beneficial or detrimental to kundalini awakening? Not sure I even know what to ask about ... perhaps just, anything in my chart that can guide me in my next steps?

[Carmody]

Posted by Marianne (here)

Posted by ulli (here)
My moment was in August of 1977...lasted 2 weeks ...no sleep..no fatigue, nor hunger.
Just constant download of information.
On day three I knew that pretending to be normal was the number 1 priority,
also giving that body of mine what it needed, rest and food, even though there was zero craving.
"Use common sense" was part of the download message.
Pretending to be normal was harder, as I wanted to share what was happening to me. Ulli yap yap.
Got asked questions like 'what have you been smoking'?
I quit my fashion career, stopped dealing with the banks, swore never, ever to go into debt again...
that was in 1979...then raised my son...saw UFOs, in 1994

Ulli, this is your kundalini experience you are talking about here?

Thanks muchly for reading my chart on recent events, Pluto opposite my natal Uranus.
Now I am wondering what's next... I'm doing shadow work and trying to learn my Saturn lessons. (Astrid, I read your posts with awe and interest.)

But kundalini keeps popping into my consciousness. It's the next attunement of ascension reiki, which I stopped to catch my breath.

How do Saturn and kundalini relate to each other? Wondering if there's a connection between them.

Is there a transit that's beneficial or detrimental to kundalini awakening? Not sure I even know what to ask about ... perhaps just, anything in my chart that can guide me in my next steps?

The 'Pluto square', depending on the chart, can be a real monster for kundalini awakening.

usually something to do with Pluto. (I'm being polite, almost Pluto without exception)

[ulli]

Drove home in my tiny Suzuki in a thunderstorm.
Thought about you, Carmody all the way....the way a young man might feel while his wife is in labour with their first child..
helpless. Powerless. Yet I know there is energy streaming out of me in support.
'Hang in there, Carmody, hang in there.' Prevail, endure. Something great will come out of this is the end.
It is never without purpose, hindsight has taught me. I know, I know, at this moment that is the last thing you want to hear.
Anyway, you are surrounded by friends who are sending you love and strength.
Providing cushions to ward off the blows.

[ulli]

Posted by Marianne (here)

Posted by ulli (here)
My moment was in August of 1977...lasted 2 weeks ...no sleep..no fatigue, nor hunger.
Just constant download of information.
On day three I knew that pretending to be normal was the number 1 priority,
also giving that body of mine what it needed, rest and food, even though there was zero craving.
"Use common sense" was part of the download message.
Pretending to be normal was harder, as I wanted to share what was happening to me. Ulli yap yap.
Got asked questions like 'what have you been smoking'?
I quit my fashion career, stopped dealing with the banks, swore never, ever to go into debt again...
that was in 1979...then raised my son...saw UFOs, in 1994

Ulli, this is your kundalini experience you are talking about here?

Thanks muchly for reading my chart on recent events, Pluto opposite my natal Uranus.
Now I am wondering what's next... I'm doing shadow work and trying to learn my Saturn lessons. (Astrid, I read your posts with awe and interest.)

But kundalini keeps popping into my consciousness. It's the next attunement of ascension reiki, which I stopped to catch my breath.

How do Saturn and kundalini relate to each other? Wondering if there's a connection between them.

Is there a transit that's beneficial or detrimental to kundalini awakening? Not sure I even know what to ask about ... perhaps just, anything in my chart that can guide me in my next steps?

The new life of springtime bursts forth when Saturn (winter) finally moves away.
Kundalini is that same force of life and growth.
When negative thoughts and emotions are cleared away, and replaced by pure faith.

[ulli]

Posted by Marianne (here)

Posted by ulli (here)
My moment was in August of 1977...lasted 2 weeks ...no sleep..no fatigue, nor hunger.
Just constant download of information.
On day three I knew that pretending to be normal was the number 1 priority,
also giving that body of mine what it needed, rest and food, even though there was zero craving.
"Use common sense" was part of the download message.
Pretending to be normal was harder, as I wanted to share what was happening to me. Ulli yap yap.
Got asked questions like 'what have you been smoking'?
I quit my fashion career, stopped dealing with the banks, swore never, ever to go into debt again...
that was in 1979...then raised my son...saw UFOs, in 1994

Ulli, this is your kundalini experience you are talking about here?

Thanks muchly for reading my chart on recent events, Pluto opposite my natal Uranus.
Now I am wondering what's next... I'm doing shadow work and trying to learn my Saturn lessons. (Astrid, I read your posts with awe and interest.)

But kundalini keeps popping into my consciousness. It's the next attunement of ascension reiki, which I stopped to catch my breath.

How do Saturn and kundalini relate to each other? Wondering if there's a connection between them.

Is there a transit that's beneficial or detrimental to kundalini awakening? Not sure I even know what to ask about ... perhaps just, anything in my chart that can guide me in my next steps?

When it first happened to me I had never heard of Kundalini. Had not studied astrology, either. All those things came later, as I was being guided from one faculty to the next, like I was attending a huge university.
Even while I was studying astrology, everyone I met for one month would be Aries,
next month everyone I met was Taurus...in an orderly fashion, yet they appeared as chance encounters.
I was meeting lots of people in those days, still living in London, and a social butterfly.
Now I am a hermit, except for a few close family members and my online friends.
The less one tries to coerce destiny the better. It has a way of unfolding in perfect fashion.
Later on that guidance was withheld. That's because there came a point when I was supposed to use my own will,
and step out into my sovereignty.
That was the scariest part I must say.
The dark night of the soul.

[Carmody]

Posted by ulli (here)

Posted by Marianne (here)

Posted by ulli (here)
My moment was in August of 1977...lasted 2 weeks ...no sleep..no fatigue, nor hunger.
Just constant download of information.
On day three I knew that pretending to be normal was the number 1 priority,
also giving that body of mine what it needed, rest and food, even though there was zero craving.
"Use common sense" was part of the download message.
Pretending to be normal was harder, as I wanted to share what was happening to me. Ulli yap yap.
Got asked questions like 'what have you been smoking'?
I quit my fashion career, stopped dealing with the banks, swore never, ever to go into debt again...
that was in 1979...then raised my son...saw UFOs, in 1994

Ulli, this is your kundalini experience you are talking about here?

Thanks muchly for reading my chart on recent events, Pluto opposite my natal Uranus.
Now I am wondering what's next... I'm doing shadow work and trying to learn my Saturn lessons. (Astrid, I read your posts with awe and interest.)

But kundalini keeps popping into my consciousness. It's the next attunement of ascension reiki, which I stopped to catch my breath.

How do Saturn and kundalini relate to each other? Wondering if there's a connection between them.

Is there a transit that's beneficial or detrimental to kundalini awakening? Not sure I even know what to ask about ... perhaps just, anything in my chart that can guide me in my next steps?

When it first happened to me I had never heard of Kundalini. Had not studied astrology, either. All those things came later, as I was being guided from one faculty to the next, like I was attending a huge university.
Even while I was studying astrology, everyone I met for one month would be Aries,
next month everyone I met was Taurus...in an orderly fashion, yet they appeared as chance encounters.
I was meeting lots of people in those days, still living in London, and a social butterfly.
Now I am a hermit, except for a few close family members and my online friends.
The less one tries to coerce destiny the better. It has a way of unfolding in perfect fashion.
Later on that guidance was withheld. That's because there came a point when I was supposed to use my own will,
and step out into my sovereignty.
That was the scariest part I must say.
The dark night of the soul.

I still get that, the monthly thing, the cyclic thing. When I try to guess the astrology sign of people via pictures. They come in by the month, just like that.

[Guest]

The helicopters have become active again this past week more so for the past couple of days. At least they are not flying so close to the house like usual. They are so blasted loud. Tears me up. I'm done here in SoCal -there have been delays for my move -weather in the mid west & mercury. Spirit isn't done with me here yet. A cloaked figure has been around me of late -not revealing itself to me yet. Do not feel anything ominous or malevolent from it only a keen awareness -perhaps it is a meeting I am going to have with someone on this plane. An inner guide also revealed itself to me today.... took me off guard for a minute -so loving & gentle and such beautiful sound.

A beautiful fire going in the stove cold again tonight there was frost on the ground this morning. It's been windy here, now the calm then another storm brewing up -the way it is here. Many early storms this year.

Nora

we are all related

[Marianne]

'You've got a friend in me' Randy Newman

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=LXARdPb4YBs

My buddy T sent me this today.

[Carmody]

Posted by ulli (here)
Drove home in my tiny Suzuki in a thunderstorm.
Thought about you, Carmody all the way....the way a young man might feel while his wife is in labour with their first child..
helpless. Powerless. Yet I know there is energy streaming out of me in support.
'Hang in there, Carmody, hang in there.' Prevail, endure. Something great will come out of this is the end.
It is never without purpose, hindsight has taught me. I know, I know, at this moment that is the last thing you want to hear.
Anyway, you are surrounded by friends who are sending you love and strength.
Providing cushions to ward off the blows.

I was feeling kind of powerless, and well..just a few minutes ago, I recalled some other bits of life from first 10-15 years after the civil war. (which I had recalled previously)

Some of those southerners..they just refused to put it down. They'd burn down houses, murder, rape, kill, destroy crops, etc of the newly free people.

Well, me specifically.... we'd get all dressed up..wait by the road, in the dark of a moonless night.....

"Hey, did you hear about John so-and-so, he was riding home the other night and some thieves did him in, it appears. Too bad, he was a good southern man."

"Yes, he was. Really too bad about that. We're going to have to clean up those roads somehow."

One less problem.


Not saying it was a good thing (I throw bugs outside now), but after 4 years of killing during the war, it's not entirely unexpected. I was French Creole. We treated our slaves like family. In the south, at that time.. it was hard to get any better than that without getting noticed.


I feel better now.

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=-TxHInkyNpg

(I feel better not due to the specific 'act' of the memory of actions of the past..... but the knowledge of those actions gives perspective)

[Carmody]

One has to consider the environment of the south at the time. Imagine the problems for anyone seeking justice, if they happened to be born of black skin. It would never happen. To add, all those who were rotten and doing those evil things, there would be nothing to stop them. If one was black of skin, and tried to do something themselves, that would be even worse.

The situation was untenable. there were no answers, and it would continue. Those men, they had lived through the violence of the war and then they came home to ruin, in their minds..so they just perpetuated it. They created something new, that was almost as bad. There was only one kind of person who could make the worst of it stop.

This does not justify such actions, it merely explains their context.

It is a very odd case of adhering to the 'here and now' thread rules, as this is recall now, of the times of 'back then'. And how the now brings recall -forward.

I speak on this, as each of us carries such things forward, into the next life, to one degree or another. Your new lesson ---is a carry over from the old. Finishing old things, starting new.

right now, I have Chiron(and neptune) conjunct Saturn, which is known as a 'transit'.. My 'original wound' the planet or asteriod (Chiron), is Conjuncting and affecting my 'limits' (Saturn in the position it was in when I was born, my 'natal' chart).

Under the superconscious-subconscious block... of being born in an avatar or as a duality human, on earth... the same is playing out in your lives, right now. It follows your astrological cycle, which is tied to your birth chart (natal astrological profile)..and how the motions of the planets in the skies now..meets and works with your original pattern (natal astrological profile).

That, is what a 'transit' really is. One does not get this happening 'consciously'. For most people, they just have to deal with the energy pattern.

This is why the PTB want astrology to die, die die, yesterday would not be soon enough for them. The PTB know all of this stuff, inside and out. They use this knowledge of such as a weapon against you.

If you understand this ----you step from ignorance...into knowing.

[starsha]

Posted by ulli (here)
Was watching this, but Internet here very slow again.
Anyway, the fractal animation is very beautiful
and the music is not as dark as it used to be 7 years ago.

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=w6RfZC3SAyM

wow! This is so beautiful ....

[ViralSpiral]

Good mooooooorning

In Zurich, singing the company tune. It's VERY brrrrrrrr.
Carmody made me cry
I want to head for the hills and play with sheep.


Anyone dishing free hugs?

[Calz]

Posted by ViralSpiral (here)
Good mooooooorning

In Zurich, singing the company tune. It's VERY brrrrrrrr.
Carmody made me cry
I want to head for the hills and play with sheep.

Anyone dishing free hugs?

[Guest]

The helicopters have stopped for the night finally I am able to rest.
Chased a fairly large raccoon off my porch tonight. Stoked up the fire & put more wood in it.

Hugs ViralSpiral & Carmody

Have good dreams Avalon

Nora

we are all related

[astrid]

Day 12 and doing well. Had a fellow hermit
come over and help me today with some
gardening swaped him for some fresh eggs and
some gardening supplies that he needed .
We planted out 6 different types of potatoes .
I'm going to grow them in a towers , you get
very high yields that way .

Was surprised with my energy levels today,
felt really good, high almost at times .
Sending some extra good vibes out to those that
need it at this time i have heaps to spare .

I had to deal with hard core 3D briefly when I
went to the supermarket and at peak busy time .
I thought I would have been stressed but i
was surprisingly calm in all the hyper stimulation .
It normally l knocks me flat .
Then I realized it was because I was on a totally
different plane, pretty cool. I'm practising " walking
between the worlds" and today I think I got it .
Wondering how much of this i can hold onto
when i go back to eating again .

Driving around was a bit trippy.colors
brighter , smells more intense and noticing
details more. Mind so much shaper less mindless
chatter more silence and peace .
It's very much a here and now state .

[ulli]

What a brilliant video....feeling better than James Brown...and all because of perspective. Empowerment happens when all those absurdities of our crazy lives blend into coherent answers...and to find those answers via Neptunian mind expanding means unfortunately means they are short- lived, and soon after become blurred and forgotten. That's where math and symbols come in...they are so simplified that one doesn't forget as easily. Math...the ultimate mind-tool.
When entering the Here and Now in a disciplined and honest manner....even if not always reporting the actual happenings...but the conscious awareness of the now can have these transcendental results.

No meditation positions or protocols are necessary...just that attention to what's happening at the mundane levels...and that may well open our old wounds, and give us all a chance to gently place the balm on ourselves and each other...for those ancient wounds to be healed and gone forever.

[ulli]

Posted by ViralSpiral (here)
Good mooooooorning

In Zurich, singing the company tune. It's VERY brrrrrrrr.
Carmody made me cry
I want to head for the hills and play with sheep.


Anyone dishing free hugs?

Been thinking of you out there in the cold...but also know that you are having fun.
How are Swiss German relations these days? When I got together with school buddies many years ago
who like me had gone overseas we compared where Germans were hated more, the UK or Switzerland.
I guess it was a tie.
Now I 've been cosmic so long I no longer think about these things, all identification with being of a specific nationality has been worked through ages ago, or so I thought.
But Carmody's sharing must have done something and perhaps this brought my attention to some wounds of my own I
thought were healed long ago.

[ulli]

Posted by astrid (here)
Day 12 and doing well. Had a fellow hermit
come over and help me today with some
gardening swaped him for some fresh eggs and
some gardening supplies that he needed .
We planted out 6 different types of potatoes .
I'm going to grow them in a towers , you get
very high yields that way .

Was surprised with my energy levels today,
felt really good, high almost at times .
Sending some extra good vibes out to those that
need it at this time i have heaps to spare .

I had to deal with hard core 3D briefly when I
went to the supermarket and at peak busy time .
I thought I would have been stressed but i
was surprisingly calm in all the hyper stimulation .
It normally l knocks me flat .
Then I realized it was because I was on a totally
different plane, pretty cool. I'm practising " walking
between the worlds" and today I think I got it .
Wondering how much of this i can hold onto
when i go back to eating again .

Driving around was a bit trippy.colors
brighter , smells more intense and noticing
details more. Mind so much shaper less mindless
chatter more silence and peace .
It's very much a here and now state .

My attitudes to the environment of the supermarket
over the years have been a very good indicator
of my level of consciousness or LOC.
You just shared stage three...
How to do it when on a high...
Here in Barbados it is where I can run into people I have not seen in over twenty years
So that adds another dimension...memory triggering.