Here and Now...What's Happening?

[araucaria]

Then rather than see it as contagion, let me lighten your load! Take care!

[PurpleLama]

Never underestimate the power of a hot toddy.

[Carmody]

As I was driving the last bit North, last night...the last 380km..the temperature dropped 1 degree C, for every 14km.

North is cold.

And this is a new keyboard, so it makes for short posts.

TV's going all the time, driving me up the wall - a bit.

I've driven the given road often enough, that my average speed was about 130k/hr, with bursts to 140-170. I get bored very quickly with 'normal' driving. (I only do this on open clear highways, only myself at risk)

[astrid]

Yet another shift last day or so, feeling my way into
it . It comes with a different perspective , like finding
a window In my house that I had never looked out
before . This is an interior space, quiet, calm and
balanced, and active not passive, but yet still grounded .
Interesting .

[ulli]

Posted by PurpleLama (here)
Never underestimate the power of a hot toddy.

Had to google Hot Toddy.

Barbados rum heated up...honey lime...boiling water
easy

[eaglespirit]

[1inMany]

One on One time with my favorite pre-teen. Wore her out shopping! Gotta love it. Didn't buy much or spend much. Took her to her favorite store in the whole world-Half Price Books! The smell of those musty pages and the wonderful energy off the books in the "Interesting" section...quite a treat.

Synchronicities every moment...was looking for the one book my teen has asked for in 8 years...no one has it. At Half Price, asked the clerk, didn't even have a copy. Trying to work it out in my head...how will I do this? Looked down, and there was a copy on the shelf. The moment was not lost on me...amazement...and more amazement... I said to my pre-teen, wish there was a Radio Shack around here. No joke, a Radio Shack was on the next corner... amazement from her now...and more amazement. Allllll dayyyyy lonnnggggg....

The moral of the story...though something in my life in the here in now is so complicated that I cannot pinpoint it, the universe is sending me a positive message. Things are so very difficult and changing so quickly I can't adjust...but I must be doing exactly what I should be doing. Keep going, be who I am. It will be okay. And... someone's watching over me

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Ulli, I'm so sorry to hear you are under the weather. That's so miserable. I hope your hot toddy is/was as magical and yummy as it sounded!

[jorr lundstrom]

Gotta sit down for a while. Heavy times. Some Mozart.

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=DvuKxL4LOqc

[ulli]

Posted by jorr lundstrom (here)
Gotta sit down for a while. Heavy times. Some Mozart.

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=DvuKxL4LOqc

That high C still gives me goosebumps. Especially with a Toddy inside me.
Mother-daughter relationship also pressing buttons.
The only difference.... my mother LOVED my third (present) husband...
they used to gang up against me all the time when she was still alive..
Physically he resembles my dad, emotionally and personality-wise he is like MOTHER.
Anyway, thanks Jorr.

[Cottage Rose]

Posted by ulli (here)


That high C still gives me goosebumps. Especially with a Toddy inside me.
Mother-daughter relationship also pressing buttons.
The only difference.... my mother LOVED my third (present) husband...
they used to gang up against me all the time when she was still alive..
Physically he resembles my dad, emotionally and personality-wise he is like MOTHER.
Anyway, thanks Jorr.

Wow, Ulli. I am imagining that.... Bizarre.

[ulli]

Posted by 1inMany (here)
One on One time with my favorite pre-teen. Wore her out shopping! Gotta love it. Didn't buy much or spend much. Took her to her favorite store in the whole world-Half Price Books! The smell of those musty pages and the wonderful energy off the books in the "Interesting" section...quite a treat.

Synchronicities every moment...was looking for the one book my teen has asked for in 8 years...no one has it. At Half Price, asked the clerk, didn't even have a copy. Trying to work it out in my head...how will I do this? Looked down, and there was a copy on the shelf. The moment was not lost on me...amazement...and more amazement... I said to my pre-teen, wish there was a Radio Shack around here. No joke, a Radio Shack was on the next corner... amazement from her now...and more amazement. Allllll dayyyyy lonnnggggg....

The moral of the story...though something in my life in the here in now is so complicated that I cannot pinpoint it, the universe is sending me a positive message. Things are so very difficult and changing so quickly I can't adjust...but I must be doing exactly what I should be doing. Keep going, be who I am. It will be okay. And... someone's watching over me

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Ulli, I'm so sorry to hear you are under the weather. That's so miserable. I hope your hot toddy is/was as magical and yummy as it sounded!

Hi 1in Many
the way you describe those synchronicities is how we all are supposed to go through life all the time, if we only knew
how to hold that inner attitude that brings it about.
That is the real purpose of being Here and Now, and ego-less...just observing. trusting, no drama,
and then we find IT, The REAL DEAL.

That is what the enemy wants to hide from us, that miraculousness quality of life.

[ulli]

Posted by Cottage Rose (here)

Posted by ulli (here)


That high C still gives me goosebumps. Especially with a Toddy inside me.
Mother-daughter relationship also pressing buttons.
The only difference.... my mother LOVED my third (present) husband...
they used to gang up against me all the time when she was still alive..
Physically he resembles my dad, emotionally and personality-wise he is like MOTHER.
Anyway, thanks Jorr.

Wow, Ulli. I am imagining that.... Bizarre.

Yep, we do manifest our deepest subconscious, and nothing more so than early childhood memories.
Which may connect (or not) to past lives.
I was told once that my mother and I were rivals in a past life for my dad.
So I stepped aside, let her have him.
He loved me anyway, (never abusively) and she was always jealous of our relationship.
Sent me out of the country when I was 18. Everyone in the family thought I had initiated it.
An 18 year old girl going overseas, without adult help? Gimme a break.

[Cottage Rose]

Posted by ulli (here)

Posted by Cottage Rose (here)

Posted by ulli (here)


That high C still gives me goosebumps. Especially with a Toddy inside me.
Mother-daughter relationship also pressing buttons.
The only difference.... my mother LOVED my third (present) husband...
they used to gang up against me all the time when she was still alive..
Physically he resembles my dad, emotionally and personality-wise he is like MOTHER.
Anyway, thanks Jorr.

Wow, Ulli. I am imagining that.... Bizarre.

Yep, we do manifest our deepest subconscious, and nothing more so than early childhood memories.
Which may connect (or not) to past lives.
I was told once that my mother and I were rivals in a past life for my dad.
So I stepped aside, let her have him.
He loved me anyway, (never abusively) and she was always jealous of our relationship.
Sent me out of the country when I was 18. Everyone in the family thought I had initiated it.
An 18 year old girl going overseas, without adult help? Gimme a break.

My mother and I had the same type of relationship. And, I left home as soon as I found a way.

[1inMany]

Never thought of that, Ulli. Living in an inner state of... whatever my inner state was (lol)... Trying to identify that because I want to remember it, want to continue to experience it...especially if that can be done always! I can't quite identify it.

[ulli]

Posted by 1inMany (here)
Never thought of that, Ulli. Living in an inner state of... whatever my inner state was (lol)... Trying to identify that because I want to remember it, want to continue to experience it...especially if that can be done always! I can't quite identify it.

It's basically an alert state of happiness.
When we are happy our DNA strand decompresses, and little light codes start blinking like Christmas tree lights.
That's the meaning of the word "radiant".
We feel lighter, both in weight, as well as illumined.
We become like the "illuminati"...
everything comes our way.

[Cottage Rose]

Posted by modwiz (here)
Here and now it is time for bed. After some deliciously mild weather the temperature dropped low enought to turn the rainfall into a sloppy snow. Weather in the teens tonight should turn it into something nasty. Just Winter in the NE.

Long posts. I have to admit that content is everything. I glanced at a lengthy post earlier today by an OP. The content was a need to talk about oneself. I understand the need. It is why psychologists get paid. I hope it helped the poster move some energy. I just moved along.

I also noticed some 'effect' of the times over a Nexus. It is going to be a wild ride for some months to come now. The incoming energies are going to be like the planet got 'dosed' and people will be 'tripping'. I say this as an honest assessment of what I am seeing.

I am going to post an article that came out on the Dailymail UK website for today, about US missiles hitting Iran. Someone did a copy and paste as an OP. http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/arti...n-village.html

The article and the thread are exhibit A and B signs of people being 'dosed'. Perhaps the mind control machines have been turned on full and there will be roughly 15 percent of the unaffected, supposedly. What is clear to me is that the alternative community is not a solid block of the 15%. The Earth may not divide into two separate spheres, but psychologically it is looking that way. Perhaps it is just people adjusting and things will level out. I hope so.

Modwiz, I filed what you stated in this post away earlier today .... and lo and behold, I believe I have experienced what you are referring to up close.

A normally stable friend of mine has slipped into a very strange grandiose delusional mania........ as in believing themself to be an all-wise, all-knowing center of the universe even though there are no facts in reality to support their conclusions.

Is this the type of effect you are speaking of?

Do you think this could have anything to do with strong energies involved in pulling diverse family members together for the holidays? I have never seen this person at this time of year before.

[modwiz]

Posted by Cottage Rose (here)

Posted by modwiz (here)
Here and now it is time for bed. After some deliciously mild weather the temperature dropped low enought to turn the rainfall into a sloppy snow. Weather in the teens tonight should turn it into something nasty. Just Winter in the NE.

Long posts. I have to admit that content is everything. I glanced at a lengthy post earlier today by an OP. The content was a need to talk about oneself. I understand the need. It is why psychologists get paid. I hope it helped the poster move some energy. I just moved along.

I also noticed some 'effect' of the times over a Nexus. It is going to be a wild ride for some months to come now. The incoming energies are going to be like the planet got 'dosed' and people will be 'tripping'. I say this as an honest assessment of what I am seeing.

I am going to post an article that came out on the Dailymail UK website for today, about US missiles hitting Iran. Someone did a copy and paste as an OP. http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/arti...n-village.html

The article and the thread are exhibit A and B signs of people being 'dosed'. Perhaps the mind control machines have been turned on full and there will be roughly 15 percent of the unaffected, supposedly. What is clear to me is that the alternative community is not a solid block of the 15%. The Earth may not divide into two separate spheres, but psychologically it is looking that way. Perhaps it is just people adjusting and things will level out. I hope so.

Modwiz, I filed what you stated in this post away earlier today .... and lo and behold, I believe I have experienced what you are referring to up close.

A normally stable friend of mine has slipped into a very strange grandiose delusional mania........ as in believing themself to be an all-wise, all-knowing center of the universe even though there are no facts in reality to support their conclusions.

Is this the type of effect you are speaking of?

Do you think this could have anything to do with strong energies involved in pulling diverse family members together for the holidays? I have never seen this person at this time of year before.

In a word, yes. Something very profound is occurring. I had a dream earlier today that seemed to come from a very deep reality. It was so new as to border on the alien, as in a sense of magnitudes of 'newness'. For any Seth readers, this energy was like Seth 2. Like fractals looking for a language to communicate with so 'impressions' that were given to me, took my breath away, literally.

I am very sleepy, the energies are quickening so much that my physical vehicle is feeling like it did a days' heavy labor. I can tell I will be sleeping more to keep up. Part of it seems to be for me to receive, 'programming', in a positive sense. Still, the depth of whatever is happening is calling upon my inner 'warrior' in the Don Juan/Casteneda sense of the word. That is, I need to be fearless to keep it 'together'.

We are all being overwhelmed in our own ways. How it affects us is very personal and is dependent on our unique psychic structure with the emotional component being the most effected because of it being so huge, but masked/hidden away in the subconscious. The effects we will be observing in ourselves and others will range from the interesting to the bizarre. Asylum type behavior will be very prevalent, IMO.

[astrid]

The jealous mother thing , had that also.
Although controlling and abusive towards me, my
Father and I had a deep and psychic bond that my
mother hated . She would undermine me and put
me down any chance she had, not to mention the
beatings . These days she uses the guilt stick,
just 20 mins ago she tried the same old tactics
to try and get me to go to Xmas . I don't know
why she still uses those games on me they don't
get her any results .

The newness thing is very palatable . This time of
year I'm usually really on edge and even depressed .
Really noticing the shifts in my perception and the
push to action . Starting small with clearing out all
the stuff in my house I don't need, being pushed to
travel lighter . I still have to work through some
creative blocks hoping this is the next up.
Something that has really shifted for me is the
brain clutter , I feel much more integrated,
with very little internal conflict .

[Cottage Rose]

Posted by astrid (here)
The jealous mother thing , had that also.
Although controlling and abusive towards me, my
Father and I had a deep and psychic bond that my
mother hated . She would undermine me and put
me down any chance she had, not to mention the
beatings . These days she uses the guilt stick,
just 20 mins ago she tried the same old tactics
to try and get me to go to Xmas . I don't know
why she still uses those games on me they don't
get her any results .

The newness thing is very palatable . This time of
year I'm usually really on edge and even depressed .
Really noticing the shifts in my perception and the
push to action . Starting small with clearing out all
the stuff in my house I don't need, being pushed to
travel lighter . I still have to work through some
creative blocks hoping this is the next up.
Something that has really shifted for me is the
brain clutter , I feel much more integrated,
with very little internal conflict .

I was thinking of deleting my post until you and Nora thanked it. You two are a tonic for me.

I am going to say something I have never said to anyone about this type of mother situation. It was easy for me to run away. My self confidence was nil, but I am essentially an emotional survivor. What my mother wasn't counting on was my dad and brother allowing my brother's girlfriends to live under her roof ten years later. Soon after her home was altered into a triplex for this living arrangement, she became ill and passed away at a young age for a woman in our lineage.

My recommendation is to not have children if there is any question about mature emotional capabilities.

(I am sure I will be embarrassed and agonize about deleting this post, too.)

[Guest]

This time of year for me now is strange. My mom passed on some years ago. For a long time we battled wills.... on different levels. It appeared that i was my father's favorite for a long time..... but all of those years he drank and was violent -what a lot of with her was that i was angry at her for not doing something about it -i mean my siblings and i were just kids so blamed i her and was terrified of him...... Plus he grew up during the depression so there was this scarcity base playing its part too.

I spent the last year of her life with her. That Christm sas i wheeled her around in a wheel chair through the stores. It was a hell of a year for her she was in and out of the hospital 6 or 7 times. The last time she went in shee spent 13 days in there went into a coma on the operating table and died 2 days later.

I worked w a gestalt therapist over the family issues and dramas that i was was still emeshed..... My mom and i were able to become good friends and had a great relationship but it took time and a lot of work.

So i miss her this time of year for her was always magical

Nora

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