Here and Now...What's Happening?

[ulli]

Posted by Cottage Rose (here)

Posted by ulli (here)

Too much pain in this world, and so much of it unnecessary.
What I said before about the Libra-Aries axis, and the problem with time....
while Aries wants instant gratification, for self self self
Libra wants total everlasting harmony for the other other other.
Librans can't exist if there is no "other" to fret over.
Totally people oriented.

And like Taurus (another Venus ruled sign, and Cancer, a Moon ruled sign, and Pisces a Neptune ruled sign) the unselfishness of these four gentle and caring signs makes it harder to let go of the planetary compulsion....after all, they mean so well, they want peace at all cost, they want others to be happy.
Yet rise above planetary compulsion is a must, in order to be truly spiritual.
Opposite Libra is Aries, the masculine warrior, and opposite Taurus is Scorpio, another masculine warrior, and opposite Pisces is Virgo, a non sentimental analyst, and opposite Cancer is cold and calculating patriarchal Capricorn...all masculine signs and politically incorrect in this new age of the divine feminine.

But Aries can teach Libra to enjoy a play fight, and allow for the process, and watch for the spark of truth emerging after the clash of opinions, Scorpio can teach Taurus how to transcend the physical via perseverance, Virgo can teach Pisces to find stability through order and discernment, and Capricorn can teach Cancer that long-term assistance from a distance can transmit more love than just an immediate cozy hug.

You're too funny!!. Thanks, Rose!!

[astrid]

I have no other to fret over,
but i guess thats where my dogs come in...

I must admit disconnecting from people fretting,
and turning everyone into a "project" has been a
total relief, but until i got to that point, i had no life of my own.
Everything was just emerged into the other, also a BIG excuse
for me to not face my own demons.

Time.... tell me about it,
I'm about to embark on study,
where i have to sync with someone
else's idea of what time is.
It's going to be VERY interesting......

[1inMany]

Happy Birthday, Ulli

Busy several of days. This will be a long catchup, many people to thank here for the support through whatever that was.

Astrid, of confusion, you said:

"I found the trick is to be able to identify that voice when it's speaking… The heart gateway is where you travel to find your higher aspects…That higher aspect is never not there we are that before anything else…Many ways to do this you will find the one that works best for you.

I hope so. Your words are very reassuring, and I thank you for reminding me.

eaglespirit, you were answering my question "act how?" when you said...

from Your Inner Voice...act as it nudges...whatever that may be.... a walk on the beach...call that friend...bake that cake...listen to the birds out in the back yard...ACT from that place and trust it fully now : )

Something odd happened when I read your words, and still happens when I re-read them…it is like I am trying to remember a word, and it’s on the tip of my tongue, and it’s almost here…. Your words also sound so familiar, like I have spoken them before. They are very clear, thank you.

eaglespirit, you contributed wisely, as usual:

Unconditional Love with Wisdom

&

And that's it..THAT'S IT..."Listen and Live It"...all else will simply fall in place in whatever synchronistic manner need BE for fruition : )

The really cool dream/vision!! I understand what you are saying, and I thank you as well. These words are absorbed by my heart

And...about the support of this Village, ernie said:

Wow, I wish I had had such an esteemed group leading me through the morass of conflicting inputs during my initial forray into these subjects of self discovery and improvement...1, you are really fortunate, and I know you appreciate it.

Yes, every moment! But I have to add that my overhaul has been taking place for years and the “get it one minute & don’t the next” seems to be my pattern. The moments that things do not effortlessly happen, my mind kicks into gear trying to discover what is different, why are things not simply flowing like they did 2 days ago, etc. I appreciate this support more than I can express because I know what it was like when I had none. I will not forget that, and I will always be thankful.

Belle, thank you so much for the reassurance:

Allow things to be just as they are and simply observe.

As for the poem you shared, ernie, I have a special appreciation of the last line...

“For ME (1) upside down is (in) WE (many).”

Much Love,

[1inMany]

now....modwiz...overbearing? no freaking way!

When it comes to our psyches, it would appear that the better options are available in most simulations.

Sorry, I didn’t get what you meant by most simulations.

of boundaries, you said:

They need to be smart walls with compassionate guards but they must resist the inevitable testings and/or onslaughts of the indignant.

Yes, even when it is another adult, which complicates a relationship, doesn’t it? I will remember this great new term, “smart walls” – love it.

There will be times of some peace, but for now the battle for middle earth is not over. As it was in the books this is about the battle for our sovereignty both micro and macro, personal and societal.

I will have to research “battle for middle earth” because I am unfamiliar with this…what books are you speaking of?

this was especially powerful for me,

Me is Soul, which is omnipresent in every possible place and time that can be imagined. . . The All has chosen to be a star, ant, you, me, a dog, an ocean, etc. It is interesting to watch ourselves on a video, is it not? Different perspective than being in the body.

This explains empathy in a way I’ve never thought of & adds a new dimension to my thinking. Now I see that I am feeling my (own) feelings when I’m feeling those of others, even in videos or songs…more than empathy… I can’t explain it any better than what you did.

All of this leads to the answer that I will offer to your question to, who is me? If we are All then focusing on the me that the All chose to manifest as is where the point of power and greatest validity lie in. Working with the frailties and moral questions of being human is quite a task to pull of with some grace and elegance, all while being in your power. The knowledge of our greater being allows us to lead life with dignity, rather than clawing and clinging to it like it is the only existence we will ever know. Explore the many ways the awesome power and beauty of the cosmos can be expressed through your current form, in your current life situation. Allow the greater knowledge of our timelessness and being a part of all things be the bedrock and springboard for the seemingly tiny and insignificant collection of protoplasm and bones held together in a tunic of skin, to vault ourselves into significance and meaning by experiencing the richness of emotional being through compassion in action and gratitude of the Creation.

This is very poignant, beautifully and succinctly written, and I know it to be true...I feel it. This is focus I need to keep.

Sequence is incon-sequential. It is how the ego works and is limiting. Microscopes and telescopes are great tools but suck for seeing the wholistic view of things. Trying to keep a record, in time or sequence, of how things come to be is a sure to lose the way or thread you are following. As I follow you, 1, there seems to be a tendency to slice and dice concepts. This is the ego at work, Freudian analysis at work. He came from the biological sciences and approached the mind like a frog on the dissecting table. His analysis could pull out each part and explain it s function, like a kidney or calf muscle. What his analysis could not do was put the parts back, all cleaned up, tickle the frog on the tush and send it back to productively eating mosquitoes in a pond. There is value in knowing parts and their functions but it is a process to be used very judiciously and only when a better option does not present itself.

As usual, this is a concrete example that I can understand and appreciate fully. Thank you, yes it helps a great deal to consider Freud’s chopping block and how I am following a systematic process for the concrete and tangible when trying to process the ethereal. It doesn’t work (obviously lol). A tendency I need to watch for sure.

If I ask for it, give it to me straight, no chaser! You are kind, and I can't imagine thinking you overbearing. But, if it makes you feel better I'll be sure and tell you if you do. (lol)

Much love,

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Now...who can tell me what the hell is going on in this world?!?!?!?!

I met a teenage girl a couple of weeks ago, one of my daughter’s friends. My daughter befriends the saddest little things. This girl had a boyfriend who got her drunk and whored her out. More than once. He enjoyed the apparel he earned. Apparently, she broke up with him (small miracles…) and ran into him about a week later. He approached her, the slime, and started trying to intimidate her. Feeling much stronger after being apart from him, she stood up to him. He punched her in the face. Can you believe that? She proceeded to pummel him. Right about here in the story, I’m feeling conflicted…not one to promote violence but still wanting to high five her. As he got up from the ground, he just couldn’t leave well enough alone, and turned back to say something to her. She saw him crying. Well, hell, then the emotional pain hit me like it was my own. Right in the pit of my stomach, knowing how he felt.

Then this last week, another girl who has moved away but remains friends with my daughter, called her sobbing so badly that she was not even understandable. She was gasping for breath between sobs. The girl called to tell my daughter that her father had just hit her across the face. Sounded like he backhanded her or slapped her, couldn’t tell. Apparently, he had never hit her before, “just” pulled her hair, “just” pushed her, stuff like that. My heart, since children fill it, was broken for her. And after a minute, I said out loud to my daughter, boy, I bet he sure hates himself right now.

Okay, this presents two distinct problems for me. First, the most horrendous situations are boiling over these days. If the world is in a transition to something beautiful, why are people with tendencies toward inflicting pain seemingly becoming more …Powerful? Apparent? Harmful? Dangerous? That doesn’t seem to compute (yes, there is that nasty sense-maker again). And secondly, why am I feeling empathy for the “wrong” people? That one is honestly easier to explain if I figure that I’m opening up to whatever energies are joining everyone-connecting everyone to the Whole. That means I would feel both sides as a sensitive person. But, I don’t like it one bit. I feel like I am strengthening the opposite of the harmonious force I would like to be a part of.

I think these things are the driving force behind me wanting to get away from this environment and this city. Isn’t that running away though? And, is that wrong? I just crave quiet and tranquility and a garden and fresh air and being able to have an uninterrupted flow of that energy that is uplifting and makes me feel like an angel. No wonder I get frustrated, because I’m not sure that what I crave is even possible. Conventional psychology tells me that if I leave this place, whatever problems I now have will follow me. But holy crap, I can’t solve the problems I want to get away from. No matter how hard I tried, the school system did finally kick my butt and I pulled one daughter to home school her. Does that mean I’m not strong enough, or the negatives are growing, or that neither or both are occurring and getting away from the thick of things would be helpful?

Saw a house yesterday, it’s a possibility, but I’m driving to a new town tomorrow to look around. Looking into the town, it feels…homey.

Wow-I sure have missed you guys!!!!

Much love,

[ViralSpiral]

[1inMany]

Here and Now...it's raining! There is something so soothing, so cleansing about rain. I LOVE rain Now, this would be perfect: except it needs this face:

Much Love,

[modwiz]

Posted by 1inMany (here)
Here and Now...it's raining! There is something so soothing, so cleansing about rain. I LOVE rain Now, this would be perfect: except it needs this face:

Much Love,

Hello 1inmany. I will address your two questions here. The word 'simulations' was meant to be 'situations'. Oops! The battle for Middle Earth is a Tolkien Lord of the Rings reference. I live as much in that world as the one I share with others. Bleedthroughs occur very frequently with me. The popularity of the books and movies allow me to get away with it most of the time. Oops2

[ViralSpiral]

Posted by Carmody (here)
Sirius aligns with the full moon this jan 9. In Cancer.

Can I have this in English please?

[modwiz]

Happy Birthday to Ulli. A nice picture for you, if you do not already possess it.

[meeradas]

Posted by 1inMany (here)
And secondly, why am I feeling empathy for the “wrong” people?

Even if you don't like it, it's a gift.

Maybe i just stumbled over this here for you:

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=l7AWnfFRc7g

and:

Why not follow what makes you feel happier already if you're just thinking about it?

How can that be, &
is there any importance in that being
"wrong" (seriously, i do not get "wrong"...)?

I say:

If it's in the cards, and you do not have to impossibly overstrain
yourself in any way to achieve it, you can mellow out and follow
your heart (or what makes you feel good). Dontcha feel?

[ViralSpiral]

Being an astro-book-for-dummies-type, I wish to share what I learned (minus Sirius's influence), for Cal with ♥

I can only echo what 9 posted in her previous post.

The bonds that tether us to the ones we care for and love, are also our Achilles heels.
No "materials" have the power to bring us down however, passionate attachments do.
These same attachments also have the power to "enrich" our lives.
The howling wolves we hear in the distance, warning us, are mere reminders to reassess................. core values.
We're called upon to comfort and love each other. Unconditionally. Sirius-ly



((hugs)) (as I look into the mirror)

[Lisab]

There was a star danced and under that I was born. Willian Shakespeare

And thank God she was. Happy Birthday Ulli x

[eaglespirit]

WE are the Seeds of an Empathic Energy laced with Unconditional Love nurtured by ongoing Wisdom from Within through Higher Intent and Action.

Drugs and Alcohol and Wars and Separation and Deception...Most swimming in the Swill

WE want to remove the Swill

WE remove it from Our Own Will...One by One by One, Together

WE "listen and go" to the People and Places and Things that best bring Our Personal Evolving

Entrainment Strengthens

WE Are The SHIFT

BE It

[eaglespirit]

Happy Birthday, Ulli!

Beautiful Sharing Here and Now, All : )

Love! Love! Love!

...

Posted by meeradas (here)

Posted by Carmody (here)
Sirius aligns with the full moon this jan 9. In Cancer.

Don't know what that means,
but it sure sounds great. To me.

[I'll never catch up with that astrology stuff... tried; won't happen]

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Posted by eaglespirit (here)
I WILL be in a field like that...maybe I'll see You there some time!

Why dontcha go there now?

Sshhhh Meeradas, Ssshhhhhh : ) : ) : )
....and thank you for bringing that video in #6150, refresher right on time

...and I love that pic too, Modwiz

[Marianne]

Because time itself is like a spiral, something special happens on your birthday each year: The same energy that God invested in you at birth is present once again.
--Menachem Mendel Schneerson

Happy Birthday, Ulli! Many happy returns.

[Lisab]

Laptop gone again, since Friday so not posting much just browsing.

Lynda Hills sabian symbols are up and I must say speak to what I seem to be going thru right now.

[ViralSpiral]

Wishing I was THERE and NOW!

[PurpleLama]

"up ahead we have a mighty task
to love the face behind hatred's mask
on the day we understand our past
then by god almighty we'll be free at last"

recently it seems that trolls abound, and therefore so do the opportunities to sharpen ones discernment. It's good excersize that helps keep the mind and spirit fit.

on the subject of wilcock, a subject I have mostly let pass, but for the sake of calz, and his request that others step forward and do so. Because of the interview he did with camelot, we were introduced to wilcock, camelot, and the law of one pretty much simultaneously. The personal growth that occurred is inestimable. I have much gratitute towards bill, kerry, and david and towards don, carla, and jim. That being said, I also understand that the difference between them and myself is no different than that between myself and anyone else.

Cal, buddy, I feel you on this subject, substantially, I do, I really do. I see where 9 is coming from, too, and every other view is valid and justified by those who hold these myriad views. We are each entitled to think and choose what to believe, and in a more subtle way so are we entitled to what we feel and even experience, we all have our own reasons, some similar and some opposed, we can only own up to what's ours, we can't take another's. Remember in the law of one it speaks of catalyst, we make it to break us, because if it hurts or if it's hard then we grow the most. I allow others to have the day if they want to rant, I can walk away just fine. I don't have to own up to other peoples garbage, I just have to squint hard to try to find my own. This I feel is the gist of what 9 imparted, not the whole of it, but what is to me the most salient point in regards to the discussion.

Remember book 5 of the law of one? It contained the material that had been edited from the first four volumes, and it recounted the negative greeting and agreements that disrupted their group and lead to the *death* of don elkins. Now, this is essential to know, because as much at this spiritual stuff lacks 3d substance, the gravity of it is real, oh so real. I fear not for david's life, for the conduit he was meant to be was effectively neutralized when he started paying heed to insider info, conspiracy, etc. As an expression of ra, the interest in truth is paramount, and by reporting these scenarios with black ops, fulford, etc, etc, he has stopped up his own accumulation of polarity. See? From the higher perspective that he had the potential to share in a dramatic way, he pissed it all away focusing instead on the murky waters of whistleblower testamonies. This assessment in no way changes who he is or the potential he still carries, but it's my own observation. I bought three copies of his book, I support the guy, but had the book been about what he has blogged about over the last year, I wouldn't have. He has the potential to make more accessible the teachings in the law of one and to further expand upon it's principles, but he doesn't. He did a great thing putting together what he did with this last book, but honestly I got more out of his first one.

So, the recent drama with death threats and mysterious others, I can do without. I've held a focus on what's important to me, and the recent dramatics just aren't it.
I really started taking david's blog with a huge grain of salt when he reported that quarantine was over and that positive et's were working with chinese government. Now, this is so wrong on so many levels, and so contrary to the information of the law of one. How is it that I place so much emphasis on the law of one? Because upon reading the material so much of it was not new, but confirmation to what I already *knew*. It's the only way anything can have validity, it's why things "resonate" with us, deep down we know the truth. And truth just isn't to be found in the morass of black op, whistleblower reporting, that's only useful insofar as it's good to know the opposition. Magically, you don't buy it, you weave your own patterns and make them real. I do it every day, and david did it when he got that threat. I don't feel sorry for him because I don't feel sorry for myself, and I don't feel sorry for you or anyone else on this forum, except maybe for the trolls.

Here and now, I'm late in getting ready for work. Happy birthday, ulli, and just happy day to everyone else. Seems like playdo must've had one recently, as well.

[write4change]

1in Many, what you are feeling and seeing exists all the time in Texas. I only understood you when I realized you were in Texas. Look at who the majority of the state votes for and what they stand for. Perry executed an innocent man. Refused to even read the evidence of his guilt or innocence or what it was based on. Yet, for many people this is no problem for him being president.

One of the reasons I gave up my 4000 square foot dream house in San Antonio was a mother coming and asking my help with home owner's association for them wanting to kick them out and writing in black and white that their 19 year old down's syndrome daughter was not appropriate to the neighborhood. I was already in suit with them. I could have won the suit etc. But I sold the house at a big profit which you would think they would want--get rid of me. But no they tried to prevent that because they were into cruelty. That is there in your face all the time in Texas. Public cruelty and humiliation almost as an art form. Most people who live there find it perfectly normal. They never even think about it.

Letting people know who you really are in Texas especially spiritually is very dangerous. 60 minutes did a piece about 1995 about an Armenian living in the Dallas area who they tried to remove his sons because they were not being brought up in the religion of the majority and "he hugged them and kissed them at football games" which was totally inappropriate behavior--latent homosexuality etc. Only not if you are from a more Mediterrean culture where men are much more touchy feely with each other. Who were these people? And why could they not mind their own business?

Be well. It is not just you--it is your environment. I am planning on going back rather soon myself. But I will have a whole public cover story that I know they will approve of and I will never publicly express what I really think. And that can be as simple as frowning at a racial joke. It will be easier now that I am old. I will simply pretend deafness whenever I need to.

[eaglespirit]

Just posting this link here and now in memory of Don Elkins, Thanks Purple Lama : )

The Spiritual Significance of UFOs - A lecture by Don Elkins

http://www.llresearch.org/speeches/s...1981_0421.aspx