Here and Now...What's Happening?

[Ernie Nemeth]

With Sag rising, I thought I'd be more single-minded, see a project through, stay on target, keep focused. Is that not so?

[Belle]

Posted by 1inMany (here)

Around most campfires, when ilk meet, deep sharing happens. Its the meeting of the good, the bad and the ugly. This is how we learn.

There are lots of ways we learn. Different people have different make-ups, different situations offer different opportunities. And sometimes the loving and caring atmosphere that was here a couple of weeks ago is what I need. There's plenty of the bad and the ugly in Texas for me lol, and the Here and Now was the comfort. But, the needs of the many...

Campfires and deep sharing in the company of Villagers can emit strong energy as easily as a calm peacefulness, sincere emotion as easily as playfulness.

imo the 'loving and caring atmosphere that was here a couple of weeks ago' is still here. Sometimes we are the receivers of the comfort and sometimes we are the givers of comfort...and sometimes we are needed to hold space for calm in the middle of a storm. The skies will clear...the sun will return...we will look for the rainbow and marvel at what the wind and rain has wrought...cleared the deadwood and watered the garden, more beautiful than before.

[ulli]

Posted by Ernie Nemeth (here)
With Sag rising, I thought I'd be more single-minded, see a project through, stay on target, keep focused. Is that not so?

Sadge is not about focus. They are about expansion, freedom, dropping everything and going on a trip, traveling light, if possible.
Seeing a project through is more about Capricorn, although they might need a Sadge to get them started. Better still, an Aries with a hot iron poker.
Sadges hate commitment, hate being tied down.

[9eagle9]

No it's not a place of war, I don't think many have seen me when I'm at war.

It's suffices that not handing out a bunch of cadswallop to people is 'war like' and mean all on it's own. I don't have to expend any extra effort in being mean or war like.

Truthfully if my direct way speaking bother's people, I have no idea how they would cope if I got pissed and went for the jugular. I have no idea if I ruffle people up not candy assing them, how they ware going to cope with future events. I really don't know.

If Old Eagle sends folks into a dither what will full disclosure do? Alien landings. When dimensions shift. If I am yanking people's crank that badly... how are they going to cope with things they've never expereinced before. If they want to be beguiled how they are going to cope with matrix traps that based only in beguilment.

I don't know how they will cope when this world starts transforming itself into a place of strength. They want the world to become that place of strength without them lifting a finger to help it along. The world will just leave them behind. Any wonder why Delores Cannon speaks about a divided earth.

All these people want to go out there to other dimensions and how will they cope there when there is so much beguiling fourth dimensional yurk. You have to learn how to handle yourself here on this plane of existence before you go mucking about there. They have guru that will pat them on the head and tell them they have third eye block when that happens, when they can't traverse multi dimenstional pathways. Instead of realizing there's a smarter part of their selves that is saving them from themselves.

There is swathes of information about the matrix traps 'out there' beyond the physical world. They all say the same thing. Handle yourself here first. Demonstrate your willingness here , first. If we can't manuveur them here, how do they expect to go there and come back unscathed? If I want to be outthere--I have to handle myself here. If can't cope with a few humans--however could I cope with the horros I see attached to people's minds. Adults have a choice. We inhabit the earth with some that don't. They are defenseless.

Observing children whose parents have bound them up in this 4dimensional yurk to where they are nothing but attached feeders for vampiric energies of their parents and whatever dark **** they working with. And watching those children still able to maintain some sort of resilence when they are being fed on daily for years in and years out....do you really think that I can muster much sympathy for grown men running around crying about how hurt they are over David Wilcocks 'death' threat. Those children are lunch for death everyday. Where's they're sympathy?

Forgive me please. I can't. Those don't get air time, or radio interviews, or the sympathy of thousands.

If Cal wants to get a rise out of me or push my buttons he's going to have to find MY wounds. That requires a certain amount of self awareness to know where someone elses wounds are. I don't have the same wounds as he does. So stabbing at me from his scabby place does nothing, as demonstrated, but hurt himself. After observing what I and many have , in the dark places of our Matrix and compare the suffering of those kids to Cal's suffering over David Wilcock. There's no comparison. Those children will eagerly accept any help any tool that is offered.

What bother's me is people being deliberately ingenous and all wide eyed wounded innocent doe eyes here in ..2012. Things are changing and rapidly and people are wailing that the constructs they put their faith in are breaking down. Hello? We have known for decades about this. It's supposed to be a year of changes , or breakdown, so when things change people get in a wad about it. We thought things were just going change without...changing? That the universe was just going to change things around us without interrupting anything. Just going to accomadate us and our 'hurts'. We have to accomadate to the changes occuring, integrate with them, not expect that they will accomodate us.

You are going to run out of people to blame.

So while people weep and cry all around me that I 'm 'mean' I don't have the luxury of gettting pissed. Because it hurts people when I do. It hurts me. It's keeps me from doing something that I could actually do to help things along.

Wanna know what else bothers me. That everyone has the luxury of dragging everyone through their scabs...AGAIN. Everyone has the luxury of getting all emotional and cradling their sacred cows but I can't speak forthrightly without setting the sacred cows to stampede. What kind of people am I inhabiting this earth with?

Forget men being a different species, maybe I AM!

Know thyself . I know what the dark side of the Aries and Pisces cusp can do. Disemboweling. I have done it in the past --it causes conflict to go for the jugular of some person because they remind me of my mother. That's MY ****, I and only I can sort that out. I see the insanity of that...now. A decade ago I didn't. Someone had to directly and firmly speak to me about it, and then gave me the tools to heal my ****. So then I had a choice, keep blaming the person who had poor luck to remind of my mother or ..fix my ****.

Not bull****ting someone is not insulting them. In five minutes I can start codswaddling people, emotional gooey oooey crap. But if I did they'd 1) insulted 2) me leading by the noise.

Do not keep asking me to be your abuser! The victim always needs an abuser and when they don't find one...they start feeling like an ass when they find their abuser is them.

Is that what are reduced to, if we don't bull**** them then it's an insult . And then we watch them run around be-crying how our media and government bull****s them. This is crazy making.

People are asking to be 'elevated' and ascend but keep wanting to go into this please of "baby me mode. I don't want it to be hurt. "

Late news. We're all hurt, we're all wounded. I keep saying this because if you take care of your **** what is happening out in the world will no longer hurt you, will no longer wound you, will not effect you.

Self integration hurts. Doing anything worthwhile to transform into something better than what you thought you were is painful but it changes the world around you. Why Gandi said, The change come from within. The world cannot keep accomadatining each others wounds. We just stay in a hospital then, slicing up with scalpels and then patching up the wounds. Its the story Cathbad and Nessa, its the story Cuchulainn and Ferdiad , fighting all day, patching wounds --never addressing them.

The closing scenes in Lord of Rings shows Merri, Pippin, Samwise and Frodo returning to the snugly oblivious village of Hobbiton after their trials at war....They saved the shire!

Upon their return the first thing that happened is ...the Shire glared at them.

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[Calz]

Posted by ulli (here)

Posted by Ernie Nemeth (here)
With Sag rising, I thought I'd be more single-minded, see a project through, stay on target, keep focused. Is that not so?

Sadge is not about focus. They are about expansion, freedom, dropping everything and going on a trip, traveling light, if possible.
Seeing a project through is more about Capricorn, although they might need a Sadge to get them started. Better still, an Aries with a hot iron poker.

Sadges hate commitment, hate being tied down.

Married to Sag for 16 years now so ... hmmm ... guess my "ropes" are mighty strong

Stronger every year (not the ropes ... the love)

Don't forget the ***LOVE*** to travel (another way of wording hatred for being tied down).

[ulli]

@9eagle9

...talking of people wanting to be elevated:
someone just sent me this with a birthday card...image of the crane operator on top of the tallest building in the world, in Dubai.
I wonder what they were insinuating?
Should I start worrying?
Did I ever tell them I had vertigo?

[write4change]

Breakfast with Ulli,

Staggered up in time for no accidents in the house before the walk. Kimba has learned that she gets to go back to the house as soon as she does her duty. Thus, she is now prompt and the walk is about 15 feet. She needs me. I guess that was always a consideration because she is so different that no one has fostered her in six months. I am not sure about this rescue--how profit making they are. They talk all the time about being understaffed. My big question that I have not voiced is why with so many homeless dogs in this country are we flying in foreign dogs. What is it about Americans that taking care of our own is not as up lifting as taking care of the exotic. And Oprah is a fine example of that. Once she said that Americans have no gratitude only entitlement. Is that thought something we manifest everywhere.

Coming back in the house I make my tea and start Uli in the morning. Everything about that has worked for me in the last week. I thanked a lot of people this morning with no results. I kept getting a weird triangle on the screen. Turns out I was disconnected because the cat decided to sleep on the roter?

When I move back to Texas, I will get into carriage horses this time. I am too old to fall off a horse any more. And I may need like in the old days horses to plow and pull as much as transportation. 9eagle I loved your explanation of falling I wished I had thought of it. For my daughter it was not an issue because she started gymnastics at two. No one I know thinks of cross training with jumpers as gymnastics but balance beam work and dismounting gave my daughter a sense of her body and timing none of the others had. When she started riding and jumping at 11, she had the timing and when her balance came really off she would do a running dismount. At a major horse show, and she had not been competing 4 months. Someone cut her stirrups. After the second jump, they fell off. She pulled him up and gathered herself and completed the round without faults with no stirrups. She got a standing ovation. All that did was take her riding knowledge and confidence up another notch. My daughter Maxx was an incredibile rider. Just before she died, she was the youngest jumper on the youngest horse and without even considering campaigning yet--she ranked 18 in the entire state of Texas. As long as she was alive, I stayed on the ground. I did not want to compete with her in anyway. After she died, I kept her horses and her two Picasso and Mighty Max were both state champions in California. In fact I hold the amateur jumper title for the years 97,98,99, 2000. I don't know how long someone will take to break that record at the Pacific Coast Horse Association. Before me, two consecutive years was the most ever done.

[9eagle9]

You forgot. Or perhaps my Pisces side just demonstrated your point better.

But I do know that Astrology just brings forward the strengths and weaknesses of any composited person so we can bring our strengths forward and work on our challenges. I'v enever viewed it as an excuse for who I am, or my shortcomings. It shows plenty of them but one knows they can be worked on. healed. It's not who i am, but its what I can bring forward or fix in myself.

Fixing one's self is not hot air. The new age media of people like Doreen Virtue is not hot air. It exists. It exists for anyone who pulls her books off the shelves and reads them.

And the Aries in me will go the mat on that one. My Aries is tempered by Pisces otherwise things WOULD turn into a blood bath.

Posted by ulli (here)
Now Now, eagle9,
we're not allowing assumptions in the Here and Now. (and that's the royal WE)
Statements ought to stick to specifics. Then all is well.

"...AND PEOPLE ALWAYS FORGET..."

a) "always" does not exist, other than in the imagination
b) WHO forgot? Cal? Me? The Village?

In my case, no, I did not forget..
in fact, I made extra allowances because of it.
Just as I made extra allowances for Cal's Mars/Moon conjunction which amounts to a similar Aries factor.
Knowing something about another helps me make allowances, as I can see better where they are coming from.
It helps control my tendency to be paranoid. It helps me to keep the love and kindness flowing.

Just for the record, everyone, so there's no mistake:

The Here and Now thread is about wholeness, not peace.
The Here and Now thread is about wholeness, not war.

And that wholeness is arrived at via specifics.

Posted by 9eagle9 (here)
And people always forget my Aries cusp at times like this. Aries rules the head and intellect and of course the lock horns...Although brash and hot headed it does allow my floormat Pisces side to bring intuition and not back down from it because someone has been served bread instead of cupcakes.

Posted by ulli (here)

Posted by Chinaski (here)
i was completely willing to let it all go 9eagle, but then you accused us all of being reincarnated unicorns, and...well...that's just unforgivable.

I must apologize on behalf of 9eagle9 as she has this tendency to exaggerate.
Pisces is in part ruled by Jupiter and Jupiter is an OTT gas giant.
Nothing but hot air.

Most men are NOT reincarnated unicorns, most men were termites, or worker ants in their past lives.
Their work patterns persit to this day.

But I must say, of all the men I have met, those who were unicorns in a past life were the sweetest souls.

[Calz]

Posted by 9eagle9 (here)
You forgot.

"You" in reference to whom???

Sorry ... my mind is still a bit fuzzy after all those swoops.


I put up my chart (data) for all to see.

Would love to see what such an uber advanced soul as yourself came into the rock with ...

Or is that a one way mirror???

[ViralSpiral]

Posted by ulli (here)
@9eagle9

...talking of people wanting to be elevated:
someone just sent me this with a birthday card...image of the crane operator on top of the tallest building in the world, in Dubai.
I wonder what they were insinuating?
Should I start worrying?
Did I ever tell them I had vertigo?

oh my giddy aunt!!
that's a LOT of people for hijackers with box-cutters!!!!!

[Mike]

Posted by ulli (here)

Posted by Chinaski (here)
i was completely willing to let it all go 9eagle, but then you accused us all of being reincarnated unicorns, and...well...that's just unforgivable.

I must apologize on behalf of 9eagle9 as she has this tendency to exaggerate.
Pisces is in part ruled by Jupiter and Jupiter is an OTT gas giant.
Nothing but hot air.

Most men are NOT reincarnated unicorns, most men were termites, or worker ants in their past lives.
Their work patterns persit to this day.

But I must say, of all the men I have met, those who were unicorns in a past life were the sweetest souls.

i must say i thought she was saying that with tongue firmly in cheek, but apparently not. a unicorn? well, there are worse things one could have derived from, termites for example(i will not ask you if you are being sarcastic because i don't think i want to know the answer to that)

[9eagle9]

I don't like heights either...but I do love the hay loft.

Posted by ulli (here)
@9eagle9

...talking of people wanting to be elevated:
someone just sent me this with a birthday card...image of the crane operator on top of the tallest building in the world, in Dubai.
I wonder what they were insinuating?
Should I start worrying?
Did I ever tell them I had vertigo?

[ViralSpiral]

UUUULLLLIIIIIIIIIII !!!

[ViralSpiral]

FRED! Hello!!!

[9eagle9]

Ulli, that's whose post I quoted. Or maybe she didn't.

Regardless....

Posting my astrology chart would probably lead to more mayhem and bad feelings .

Posted by Calz_Avaretard (here)

Posted by 9eagle9 (here)
You forgot.

"You" in reference to whom???

Sorry ... my mind is still a bit fuzzy after all those swoops.


I put up my chart (data) for all to see.

Would love to see what such an uber advanced soul as yourself came into the rock with ...

Or is that a one way mirror???

[Calz]

Posted by 9eagle9 (here)
No it's not a place of war, I don't think many have seen me when I'm at war.

Actually some have.

Not me ... naive Nebraska family guy ... but due to this little family spat I was brought up to speed. Tough love ... what are ya gonna do???

I want no war. You *do* know that right???

The village wants no war.

I have given my best Libra foot forward to bring frolic back into this scenario.

No need for a 5000 word post ... less is more.

Let us have peace in the village.

We admire and appreciate your wisdom 9 ... okay. Sidiously.

Have a margarita on (your) house

[Black Panther]

Posted by Calz_Avaretard (here)

Hey BP,

C'mon down ... take your shoes off.

Put a marshmellow on your big toe.

Beats the heck out of speculating on WW3

I've taken my shoes off, but I've lost my big toe nail again
so I'll eat the marshmellow right away

I don't want to speculate too much about WW3 eventhough
I'm interested in what is happening in Iran. I don't think there is
a way back. After a year of investigating all kind of stuff
(a lot of negative things off course) I don't want to give
too much attention to the negative subjects anymore.

Posted by ViralSpiral (here)

If you take away the 'smile' HELL is the only thing left

[ulli]

Posted by Chinaski (here)

Posted by ulli (here)

Posted by Chinaski (here)
i was completely willing to let it all go 9eagle, but then you accused us all of being reincarnated unicorns, and...well...that's just unforgivable.

I must apologize on behalf of 9eagle9 as she has this tendency to exaggerate.
Pisces is in part ruled by Jupiter and Jupiter is an OTT gas giant.
Nothing but hot air.

Most men are NOT reincarnated unicorns, most men were termites, or worker ants in their past lives.
Their work patterns persit to this day.

But I must say, of all the men I have met, those who were unicorns in a past life were the sweetest souls.

i must say i thought she was saying that with tongue firmly in cheek, but apparently not. a unicorn? well, there are worse things one could have derived from, termites for example(i will not ask you if you are being sarcastic because i don't think i want to know the answer to that)

What if the answer is no?
I can't remember the last time I was being sarcastic, although I had plenty of that to dish out when I was younger.
All gender comments from me are based on strictly scientific observations backed up by statistics.

[meeradas]

Posted by Calz_Avaretard (here)
Or is that a one way mirror???

No, it's that kind of:

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=_e5N5y58k6U

[Calz]

Posted by Black Panther (here)

I've taken my shoes off, but I've lost my big toe nail again
so I'll eat the marshmellow right away

Bugger ... so *that* is why the villagers were passing around a mellow and I bit right into it