Here and Now...What's Happening?

[Guest]

Ulli, Astrid, Marianne and benevolentcrow -lovely ladies inside and out....imho..... i think you show the guys up....

Downloaded my pictures jpg....attachments.... i went in to delete them and somehow blocked all the images & the html code on the forum and had to fix that too LOL -well i learned something.....

H & N freezing on the mtn, have a good fire going and cooking dinner up.

Love

Nora

we are all related

[ulli]

Still haven't had a chance to catch up. FIVE whole pages while I was gone...not fair!!
I'm going to ask Paul to make the thread disappear while I'm out in future....
getting short circuits in my brain here trying to piece together all those fig leaves
and tales of people spooking one another in their boudoirs.
I also had a dream of a visit from Carmody, where he looked like Johnny Depp and we were watching youtubes together on the bed...all very proper, I might add, yet still good fun.
I'm in match maker mode at the moment...wanting to pair up all the Villagers for mutually ensured eternal happiness.
I was a Bene Gesserit in a past life, for your info.

[jcocks]

Posted by modwiz (here)

Posted by jcocks (here)
Hi..

Thought I'd post this youtube clip, reminds me of our little enclave here

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=ahv_1IS7SiE

Trying hard to keep my spirits up, but man it's hard.... Really getting to me not being able to earn at least SOMETHING to help the family out....Really hoping that breakthrough comes soon. It can't come soon enough!!!

Love and light to you all
Joel

Yoda says: "Do or do not! There is no try".

A few days later: You and your wife are both on a 9 birthpath. You are a 36/9 and she is a 27/9. 9 is a number of completion. It does have some hermit energy but your 3 is expressive and her 2 will seek partnership. Googleing the basic numbers could prove fruitful if the subject interests you.

Thank you. I did, and it resonates. As do my wife's numbers - it's her through and through.

[1inMany]

Is this why people seem to be becoming more of who they are...their energies condensed and much stronger with each passing day?

I don't feel like I'm getting stronger at all. And I don't even know who I am 99% of the time. Ugh...why isn't this happening to me?

And yes everything we do is effecting everyone else around us , our responsibility to make sure we are impeccable just got ramped up 10 fold.

And, since I don't feel like I'm learning fast enough, or figuring out the puzzle, or finding who I am fast enough, this statement is scary as hell.

I feel so lost. How can I flipflop between feeling whole and feeling partial so often and so fast? I don't get it and I'm getting really frustrated.

Much Love,

¤=[Post Update]=¤

p.s. can anyone explain what pillars of light are...and how there can be more than one attached to one person? Much appreciated...

[jcocks]

Damn. I haven't dreamt about visits from any of you guys yet... I mustn't be spending enough time here

You guys can see a photo of me if you look at my profile on here... I'll have to find a picture of me with long hair and a beard and upload it someday...it looks more...natural...

When I leave it, I grow a lovely 1970's wavy mop of hair.... My beard used to be my ID to get into pubs clubs and the like...without it I would always get asked for ID...

love and light
Joel

[eaglespirit]

1InMany...You are already there, and I am sincere once again!
This 3d reality is simply a fog that is lifting in front of You, no kidding...
Don't Worry, Be Happy!

Sleep on it : )

[sleepy]

xxxxx xxxxxx

[ulli]

Posted by 1inMany (here)

Is this why people seem to be becoming more of who they are...their energies condensed and much stronger with each passing day?

I don't feel like I'm getting stronger at all. And I don't even know who I am 99% of the time. Ugh...why isn't this happening to me?

And yes everything we do is effecting everyone else around us , our responsibility to make sure we are impeccable just got ramped up 10 fold.

And, since I don't feel like I'm learning fast enough, or figuring out the puzzle, or finding who I am fast enough, this statement is scary as hell.

I feel so lost. How can I flipflop between feeling whole and feeling partial so often and so fast? I don't get it and I'm getting really frustrated.

Much Love,

¤=[Post Update]=¤

p.s. can anyone explain what pillars of light are...and how there can be more than one attached to one person? Much appreciated...

Just sharing here...Take from it what serves you, and discard the rest:
I have to admit that a lot of the time I have no clue what the h*ll people are talking about.
I quickly decide there and then if it's worthwhile to ask a more probing question, or just to let it flow right over my head.

Over the years the more I came to understand that the answers are NOT out there, but come from within me, the easier it was to just let the stuff others say pass by.
Then when by sheer synchronicity someone said something that sent off some inner bells I would pay extra attention, and even take a minute to reflect or contemplate what had been said. Sometimes a brief dialogue would ensue, but then I'd be alone again with my thoughts.
It is very important to develop a comfortable relationship with the self first.
Only then can one reach out to others, and not get stuck in an unhealthy co-dependency.
Another thing, I think it is important to note, especially those who are still new to the Village, that the here and now reality is for most of us the same: we are all pretty isolated individuals, sprinkled around a huge planet.
I know that PurpleLama and Playdo live near one another but the rest of us have never met any of the others.
We are all loners.
So it is important in order to build some inner security to get rid of the false imagination that everyone "out there" is united and only the self is alone and isolated. Just not true.
If you can keep this in mind you will have a better chance to feel more comfortable in your here and now.
Not only addressing 1inMany here, but at times all of us, including myself, need this reminder.

[1inMany]

eaglespirit, how do you know I am there already, wherever that is? I know you are sincere, and I know you believe, but I don't see how it's possible. Those here who have "arrived" are so... sure. I'm anything but. Wouldn't I know? Wouldn't I be as sure as you are? And, damn, why am I not sure? The fog has lifted for lots of people...villagers would be case in point. It makes me question everything because those who see or know clearly....well, they know it. I understand the cloud, but why isn't the cloud making things foggy for everybody? How do I clear it?

[ulli]

Posted by sleepy (here)
Hello Everyone,

I was browsing this link yesterday morning and I saw the picture of the bridge over the ocean. Yesterday, I saw a picture of a bridge over the ocean at an office building I happened upon .Today, I have seen two more pictures of bridges over the ocean. It is time to figure out what is drawing my attention to this picture. The third time always gets my attention.

This is great, and a good road sign.
Equally I was in a gallery today and high up on the wall among many other pictures was a painting of a forest of birches.
I was stunned...I never get to see birches any more since they don't exist in the tropics...and here for the third time today was a picture of birches.
I took from this that my father's spirit was guiding me to a little interdimensional meeting.
Hi Dad

[ulli]

Posted by 1inMany (here)
eaglespirit, how do you know I am there already, wherever that is? I know you are sincere, and I know you believe, but I don't see how it's possible. Those here who have "arrived" are so... sure. I'm anything but. Wouldn't I know? Wouldn't I be as sure as you are? And, damn, why am I not sure? The fog has lifted for lots of people...villagers would be case in point. It makes me question everything because those who see or know clearly....well, they know it. I understand the cloud, but why isn't the cloud making things foggy for everybody? How do I clear it?

This stuff is planetary. Hard to explain, just trust me on this.
The certainty comes in waves. In a couple of weeks it will be you
who is the strong one while some of the others have sunk back in confusion.
No one gets to be there in a permanent way...
not in this life...
which is why it is so important to form groups like this...
so that when anyone of us becomes weak, immediately there are others to prop us up, and vice versa.

[Calz]

Posted by eaglespirit (here)
Nooo Delete Pics....imho

Posted by astrid (here)
My mountain lion here, yes, she is intensely protective
deliberately so, she has served me well
online, and continues to do so.
The first ( and only ) rule of Shamanism,
always travel with your power animal.

Looks like I missed the boat with Nora's photo ...

Managed to see all you other lovely ladies though.

Wow modwiz has some powerful magic to initiate all that energy in only one sleep.

For astrid:





Ethiopian girl reportedly guarded by lions

Authorities: Cats chased off men trying to force her to marry

ADDIS ABABA, Ethiopia — A 12-year-old girl who was abducted and beaten by men trying to force her into a marriage was found being guarded by three lions who apparently had chased off her captors, a policeman said Tuesday.

The girl, missing for a week, had been taken by seven men who wanted to force her to marry one of them, said Sgt. Wondimu Wedajo, speaking by telephone from the provincial capital of Bita Genet, about 350 miles southwest of Addis Ababa.

She was beaten repeatedly before she was found June 9 by police and relatives on the outskirts of Bita Genet, Wondimu said. She had been guarded by the lions for about half a day, he said.

“They stood guard until we found her and then they just left her like a gift and went back into the forest,” Wondimu said.

“If the lions had not come to her rescue, then it could have been much worse. Often these young girls are raped and severely beaten to force them to accept the marriage,” he said.

'Some kind of miracle'
Tilahun Kassa, a local government official who corroborated Wondimu’s version of the events, said one of the men had wanted to marry the girl against her wishes.

“Everyone thinks this is some kind of miracle, because normally the lions would attack people,” Wondimu said.

Stuart Williams, a wildlife expert with the rural development ministry, said the girl may have survived because she was crying from the trauma of her attack.

“A young girl whimpering could be mistaken for the mewing sound from a lion cub, which in turn could explain why they didn’t eat her,” Williams said.

Ethiopia’s lions, famous for their large black manes, are the country’s national symbol and adorn statues and the local currency. Despite a recent crackdown, hunters kill the animals for their skins, which can fetch $1,000. Williams estimates that only 1,000 Ethiopian lions remain in the wild.

The girl, the youngest of four siblings, was “shocked and terrified” after her abduction and had to be treated for the cuts from her beatings, Wondimu said.

He said police had caught four of the abductors and three were still at large.

Kidnapping young girls has long been part of the marriage custom in Ethiopia. The United Nations estimates that more than 70 percent of marriages in Ethiopia are by abduction, practiced in rural areas where most of the country’s 71 million people live.

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/8305836/.../#.TxeV2oFd1kT

[Carmody]

Posted by modwiz (here)

Posted by Carmody (here)
look..dudes....I have preminatory dreams about what my coming day will be like. they are allegorical as they have the shadow of ego cast onto them and it polarizes them likes some form of polarized glasses that human avatar based life is viewed through.

now, in my dream, which was the whole dang night by the way.....some guy was in my bed. (i went to sleep at 5am. local time is the same as Mod)

And I wake up to this.

Terrible, ain't it?

You have my sympathies. I don't want anybody in my bed. Sleeping is important to me and snorting, snuffling and farting are not my idea of restful activities.

I hope he didn't do any of those things.

I've no idea who it was, memory wise. As in a SNL skit, with Phil Hartman as Frank Sinatra, Frank said to Dana Carvey (as George Micheal)..and George Micheal is swinging his butt at Frank telling him to look at it....Frank says 'I don't swing that way, baby'.

The thing about the spirit, though, if it is evolved ..it has dipped it's toes into the male and female form often. So much so...that it is not bothering with the whole orientation thing. Doesn't care. Last stage is not caring for the sexual aspects, either. However, it is difficult to incarnate in human form and not be affected by it.

I woke up going 'awwww geez!' Then I started laughing.

The other thing is that all (or some of) the flashes of the coming day can/may get mixed up together.

[onawah]

I'm posting the Burning Man video on the Lighter Side for non-villagers.
It's wonderful!

[Guest]

1inMany I tried to find a blue and white rose music video, but found Moby and a good short red rose video..... I love roses. There are some days that i have thorns and others none -it's just a day, days where i feel lost and alone and days to where i am so connected to the Whole that its indescribably beautiful and unbelievable..... this last year and half i have tripped over my own shadow more than i would care to admit and then finding myself enveloped by a power and light.......

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=HnbMYzdjuBs

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=hUD7m3MZOt4

Love you 1inMany keep dreaming

Nora

we are all related

[astrid]

1 in Many , there is a moment when so much is shifting and changing that
you can't get a hold of things, yes it can be a confusing time, unsettling,
distressing even. The trick is to shift your perspective to embrace change,
and work on your grounding and emotional processing so that nothing
sticks to you for any great length of time.

What ever comes up in your awareness field, acknowledge it, welcome it,
thank it, feel it, sit with it, allow it to express, and it will move through you.
It can't hurt you , it's only constricted consciousness, needing to express.
Especially in these times, the shadow is asking, demanding even,
to be dealt with , healed and integrated. You don't have to know what it is,
why it is there, who put it there, you just have to be able to feel it, and allow it to express.
It's all it wants to do, is to be heard.

Normally the way most deal with this ( and i was one) , is to avoid,
suppress, deny,hide, distract, etc.. the opposite to processing it.
Which is the fastest way home. Whatever you are experiencing its part of your
evolution and growth at this time. I'm doing ok, and have more than enough to
share right now, as i have burnt through a few life times of junk fairly fast.
But in saying that i have a few rounds to deal with when i start to deal more
with the public again, which is coming up soon for me.
This is all shadow work, and all about integrating all your parts.

The other useful and important tip is to learn to be a witness,
an observer rather than be so embedded in the situation.
From that position is much easier to process things, its much less intense.

Know that you are so loved and so protected at all times, this massive growth
period we are at its not always comfortable, to say the least, but it has huge
rewards when you move through the process. The letting go of the "all giver" role
is a big one for women, it's your programming that is screaming at you, it all feels
wrong to challenge these things. The mind wants to keep the status quo, as the mind
does. What i do, and it works well.. is i thank the mind for its views.. and i get back
into the body and process it all out. And when the mind jumps back in, i repeat.
See if any of this works for you, and keep us updated.

You are very much in my thoughts,
Big hugs,
Astrid

[ulli]

Posted by ViralSpiral (here)
the volcano near her was rumbling....


all good

Tucked in nicely, hearing only the river noise and wondering if I'll be woken tonight up by the Villagers yapping amongst themselves or Turrialba blowing the top big time.
The images on the news tonight showed the red hot furnace, like a giant steel plant.
If she blows I may have to start planning my next trip to Barbados with a banana boat company.
The airport is downwind, so I'm sure airline traffic will be affected.

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

Thank you SomaSmith and Viral Spiral for your help, and thanks for posting your songs, Modwiz. I enjoyed listening to them at work today.

As attempted earlier, here's my Hymn to Ninkasi, a few first take tracks on Garageband. Now, I realize that I wasn't blessed with a singing voice, but WTF, you got to entertain yourself somehow. Here's a link to another song called Road to Tabriz, and this is real low-fi, recorded a brief age ago on a cheap cassette-tape four track, and based on a book by Nicholas Bouvier called "The Way of the World". And I cannot speak French, for what its worth.

http://k004.kiwi6.com/hotlink/a3e9l2..._ninkasi_1.m4a

http://k004.kiwi6.com/hotlink/o25z00..._to_tabriz.mp3

Mahalo.

[Carmody]

Posted by Carmody (here)

Posted by Nora (here)
Built a fire early today the temperature is descending fast. We had high winds then 2 days of rain now much cooler days and nights. More rain due in a few days: I stacked more wood in the house. Quiet in the forest.

A very dear friend of mine just found out he has leukemia.... they say it does not look good. He is an elder man and has done much for his own people and helped many people in his life -including me. Been a guiding light and force in my life for many years, even though we come from different cultures.

So I am asking the Villagers for a prayer for him..... his initials are SC.

Love

Nora

we are all related

blood cancer. MMS? I also heard tell of an anti clotting agent as of recent..that seems to remove the outer covering of the given cells..and this also removes the 'cover' for cancer cells. it seems to then be that the cancer cells are recognized by the body as their disguise is gone. And then the immune system clears it out very fast.

Cancer - dissolving the fibrin sheath

http://u2.lege.net/John_Keely/keelyn...8/00000663.htm

1998. Makes you wonder where that one went.....

[astrid]

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=WxFUDB5jKHY

Tom's latest report.

So on target, really weaves back into to
so many things people have been experiencing lately.