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    Default Re: Horus-Ra as the Archontic Alien Parasite: A follow-up interview with Maarit

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    Quote Posted by justoneman (here)
    Quote Posted by Amzer Zo (here)
    From my point of view, it's the usual case of fudging the data to fit the theory and of course there were as many theories as there were groups so that, now, the actual data are irretrievable.

    However, his bloodline has been actively sought after and hounded giving some indications of an actual man of flesh and blood.

    An avenue of research may be offered with the Gypsy tradition of the 3 Maries who landed on France's southern shores?

    Ooops... that was to add to post # 703 above.
    Thanks Amzer Zo - I am getting down to the bottom of my experience and so I am going to mention for the sake of "for the record" that I am certain the "group" that has been involved in my personal "contact" experiences is the group from Sirius. I am to undergo a session on June 4th and I am not going to share my theory with the practitioner to see what comes out. 8 days from now, I am very excited. The guy I found is named Mark Johnson (found via Michael Newton's Life Between Life's site). When I contacted Mark last week, he spent 2 hours on the phone with me right off the bat and we hadn't even begun any formal work. I did not reveal anything to do with Sirius and so it will be interesting if my intuition (which has also been backed up by a lifetime of clues) is correct. justone

    PS to Truman Cash - Thank You for putting these books together and making them available via PDFs
    I have recently discovered that the group that has been messing with my DNA and altering the function of my hypothalamus and pituitary is from Orion.

    I don't know if this is the same group that has been abudcting me since I was a child. But the story of my abductions is a long one. Maybe one of these days I will write it down if anyone is interested in knowing how it all happened to me.
    I know Houman is interested (as he has encouraged me many times to post about my experiences) and since he has put so much effort into this thread, perhaps we owe him what we can contribute as well. I also noticed this thread gets a great deal of attention from other members who do not post as well as dozens of guests. If just one reader has had a similar experience to yours and your post helps them then you are doing the world a favor in sharing the details of your experience. Please, post what you feel comfortable.

    I hear Orion may be the most difficult of experiences, I hope you will post.

    justoneman

    ADDED info

    If you have been dealing with the Draconions - that group is considered by some to be the first race of intelligent beings on our universe - here is a link to information provided by Alex Collier -

    http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/su...e%20Draconians

    Quote the Draconians are the oldest reptilian race in our universe. Their forefathers came to our universe from another separate universe or reality system. When this occurred, no one really knows. The Draconians themselves are not really clear on when they got here.


    The Draconians teach their masses that they were here in this universe first, before humans, and as such they are heirs to the universe and should be considered royalty. They find disgust in the fact that humans do not recognize this as a truth. They have conquered many star systems and have genetically altered many of the life forms they have encountered. The area of the galaxy most densely populated with Draconian sub-races is in the Orion system, which is a huge system, and systems in Rigel and Capella.
    Note this is just info from a "contactee"

    my inner voice just told me you are well aware of this info - if so... apologies
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    Jorr, you seem to make a lot of black and white assumptions. It's important to be open minded. Haven't you ever heard of this type of thing? -
    ...
    Consider if you were born into a family which was a satanic family and you were raised to be a satanist, part of you (an alter) having full knowledge of what you are doing... but the other parts of you do not. How responsible are you for your actions?

    Now consider if, indeed there are non physical (sometimes known as EDs) entities that have technologies such that they can abduct you, implant you with both physical implant devices as well as non-physical mind implants and you commit crimes incited by instructions received through these implants, how responsible are you?

    It's not a black or white issue. But it is clearly something that effects ALL humanity. To weed out those amongst humanity who have some conscious clue as to their culpability in commission of heinous crimes of a satanic nature and not apply the more appropriate understanding of what we likely are dealing with - by dealing with the problem by solely holding these folks personally responsible in a manner they are treated as criminals will never ever allow us the capability in solving the problem for humanity. These folks need treatment - and it is quite similar to alcoholism in that it is a disease of the multi-faceted complex being we are - one that possesses 4 distinct components (at least) - the body, the mind, the soul and the spirit.

    justoneopinion
    Im sorry justoneman. Idont recognize nyself in your description

    and am quite speechless. LOL


    All is well


    Jorr
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    Quote Posted by TrumanCash (here)

    Bill, thanks for mentioning the takeover of Scientology and that people should steer clear of the church. Thanks also for the link to the Dane Tops interview on Project Camelot. I have been hearing some personal horror stories of people who have left the Church of Scientology and I am aware that the technology that Ron Hubbard developed has been twisted and perverted in the church.

    [...]

    .... As you know, these independent people usually operate under the names "Ron's Org" or "FreeZone".

    TLC
    The alteration of the initial workable technology is currently so complete that it is used in its reverse version to create slaves.

    I have been looking at the history of that church as a microcosm study of what's evolving at the big picture scale from the early whistle blowers to the current mass exodus out of these new implant stations. The current exodus is constituting an independent, non-hierarchical group (see this blog: http://markrathbun.wordpress.com/).

    The similarity of the church evolution with the evolutiom of current societies is quite striking with insane governators at the top to plow-along slaves at the bottom.

    The heartening part, from the church example, is that the people at the bottom of the chain do finally wake up and leave the clique of criminals all by themselves to destroy each other while taking down, along with them, the ones who feel to be under too dire of black mail consequences to leave.

    Quote Posted by Houman (here)
    [...]

    these psychopaths are the symptoms of the disease not its cause...

    To get back to Houman comment quoted above, whether psychopathic or archontic influence at work, the end results are the same: the stealth destruction of whatever works to improve one's life out of slavery; be it free energy or spiritual journeys of self discovery.

    The key word being "stealth." Secret this, classified that, subliminal other, digitally implanted command under the hypnotic state of watching TV... all for the control of people's mind and their behaviour.
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    Default Re: Horus-Ra as the Archontic Alien Parasite: A follow-up interview with Maarit

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    Im sorry justoneman. Idont recognize nyself in your description

    and am quite speechless. LOL
    True apologies, Jorr, if I misunderstood your posts that prompted my responce.
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    Default Re: Horus-Ra as the Archontic Alien Parasite: A follow-up interview with Maarit

    perhaps the most dangerous psychpaths of all are those why don't realize they may be one... psychopathy is not an On or Off, Hot or Cold, is a psychopath / isn't a psychopath type of phenomena. Perhaps many of us have psychopathic tendencies to varying degrees. Perhaps psychopathy is actually one of many symptoms of archonic influence. Perhaps closed mindedness and/or stubborness and/or seeing this black or white and/or thinking killing off those that we would have to try and convict of being psychopathic (as if that could happen) would resolve the problem - when in reality this would just allow the actual invading entities the ability to flee to the next hosts.[/QUOTE]


    After have been working for 30 years in psychiatry as a nurse and

    more than 10 of these with people who were convicted by court to

    be locked up in mental care for not determined time, Im so glad

    for every bit of infomation I can get about how psychopaths function.

    I think its nice when you give from your massive experience of

    psychopaths. But................LOL


    All is well


    Jorr
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    Quote Posted by justoneman (here)
    Quote Posted by Amzer Zo (here)
    [...]
    ... the actual data are irretrievable.

    However, his bloodline has been actively sought after and hounded giving some indications of an actual man of flesh and blood.

    An avenue of research may be offered with the Gypsy tradition of the 3 Maries who landed on France's southern shores?

    [...]
    [...]

    What's your views, Amzer Zo?
    Think: "Gypsy"... would these people honor anyone with no psychic powers applied to the survival of the "tribe?"

    Who were these non-conformists who ended up in concentration camps along with the Jews?

    Key word here is "non-conformists" who have to be aligned... and "normalized."

    Interestingly enough, the only ancient test, I know of, of detecting a psychopath not to be elected as tribe chief was designed by Gypsies of old. No, I am not gona describe what that test is but it certainly clearly cuts between who is STS and who is STO oriented.

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    Quote Posted by Amzer Zo (here)
    To get back to Houman comment quoted above, whether psychopathic or archontic influence at work, the end results are the same: the stealth destruction of whatever works to improve one's life out of slavery; be it free energy or spiritual journeys of self discovery.

    The key word being "stealth." Secret this, classified that, subliminal other, digitally implanted command under the hypnotic state of watching TV... all for the control of people's mind and their behavior.
    Nicely distilled. Now that we recognize the problem and have looked at it every which way but loose, what is the next step to gain sovereignty and to embrace and evolve into spiritual practice without being harassed?

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    Quote Posted by justoneman (here)
    Fascinating... and some of the questions are - if we are open minded that there be these types of hybrids - that are Human / Nephilims - could there also be Human / Other "spirit" being hybrids... and then of course we can go further with that but staying within the realm of the above, then that implies we may have on earth two or three groups -

    a.) Human

    b.) Human/Nephilim (and we determine these are malevolent from a purely group A POV)

    and then with the above consideration of a group

    c.) Human/Other "spirit" beings (that are benevolent from the POV of group A)

    This, for me is the big question I can't answer for myself to my satisfaction...

    is it A and B or is it possibly A, B and C
    ...
    If you are to include all the creations of the Universe, I can assure you there are groups A-Z and beyond.
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    Default Re: Horus-Ra as the Archontic Alien Parasite: A follow-up interview with Maarit

    Quote Posted by gripreaper (here)
    Quote Posted by Amzer Zo (here)
    To get back to Houman comment quoted above, whether psychopathic or archontic influence at work, the end results are the same: the stealth destruction of whatever works to improve one's life out of slavery; be it free energy or spiritual journeys of self discovery.

    The key word being "stealth." Secret this, classified that, subliminal other, digitally implanted command under the hypnotic state of watching TV... all for the control of people's mind and their behavior.
    Nicely distilled. Now that we recognize the problem and have looked at it every which way but loose, what is the next step to gain sovereignty and to embrace and evolve into spiritual practice without being harassed?
    We, at PA are participating in that "next" step: Keep casting light onto these shady occurrences since widespread exposures lead to the withering of these controlling influences. Many here are seeing the advantages of "horizontal" rather than "vertical/pyramidal" structuring of any movements.

    Again, there is no escaping it, it has to start with individuals gathering in groups and sharing the avenues of workable, efficient and effective implementations.

    That's the general direction to be worked out in the details as is being done for sovereignty.

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    Quote Posted by jorr lundstrom (here)
    justoneman. If you are talking about a new group of people in

    power, I wanna say I dont need anyone to babysit me. I just

    wanna live life and be left alone. i can take care of myself. I

    can take responsibility for myself. Those who are afraid of

    life, of living always want someone to blame for everything,

    then they either play the victim role or the perpetrator role.

    A new system, with a new group of people who hungers after

    power over others wount solve anything, just a new bunch of

    disrespecful idiots to keep at an armlengths distance. LOL


    All is well


    Jorr
    I think you must understand something.

    As long as humans remain "normal" humans without attaining the spiritual/occult/psychic powers to fight with and win against other ET/archon races, humanity will always remain at the mercy of other ET/archon races.

    So in order to gain true independence and freedom, humanity must shift its focus from the external fight for freedoms like equitable human rights, unlimited wealth, ending of poverty etc..

    Humanity must learn to shift their search for independence/freedom inwards and humanity must learn to evolve spiritually so that they can learn to gain the powers to protect themselves against other ET/archon races seeking to enslave Humanity.

    Because no amount of laws, no legal system, no constitution, is gonna protect humanity from other ET/Archon races. If an ET/Archon wanna control you like how Loki controlled Hawkeye in the Avengers, are you gonna fling the piece of toilet paper called the US Constitution and Bill of Rights in the ET/Archons' faces and demand your rights and freedom?

    Human Laws are nothing more than words created by humans with the power to enforce these words. If human lawmakers do not have the power to enforce human laws and justice, then human laws become nothing more than meaningless words uttered by petty humans.

    Don't be ridiculous and naive.
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    Quote Posted by jorr lundstrom (here)
    After have been working for 30 years in psychiatry as a nurse and

    more than 10 of these with people who were convicted by court to

    be locked up in mental care for not determined time, Im so glad

    for every bit of infomation I can get about how psychopaths function.

    I think its nice when you give from your massive experience of

    psychopaths. But................LOL
    Perhaps when one's father was also an assassin for dark forces, one might have some first hand knowledge about psychopaths... including dozens of folks my Dad introduced me to. Considering that many of these psychopaths were able to "blend into" mainstream society... perhaps I have a wider range of the psychopath sampling from which to draw additional conclusions. Anyways, I did not intend this discussion to descend to this level so I will back off... just made suggestions Jorr, you don't have to value them.

    ADDED - and for the fact my father was likely a psychopath, then I likely have some of that same foundational material within my own DNA - with a planet of 7 billion people and all the mixing that's been done, surely the psychopath "genes" are spread around pretty good.

    Psychopaths that end up in mental or criminal facilities are just a tiny sampling of the psychopathic pie. Some become top military commanders, world leaders, CEOs, satanists that seem like ordinary folk to the general public and even perhaps posters on forums like this.

    One does not necessarily act upon the dark side of their psychopathic proclivities - some can turn the tables on that aspect of their nature.
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    Quote Posted by jorr lundstrom (here)
    ... I think

    there is a huge difference between most people, being

    manipulated by the archons and psychopaths gladly letting the

    archons use them.
    Not too bad Jorr.

    You are one of the rare few I have met who truly recognized the fact that there are some psychopaths in here who delight in being a slave of the Archons
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    observer - nothing comes even close to ringing true like what you stated above and like what you have proposed in several of your latest posts.

    I know this may be difficult for some to consider and I know that I may get ostracized from putting the following forth... but if I had to make a bet as to Yes or No to the following... I would bet Yes - so here is the following. Please, understand my preoccupation with Yeshua/Jesus is based on my own messianic complex programming with Jesus as my avatar.

    The man that lived that became the Jesus of legends (perhaps this was the one many refer to as Yeshua) was just a man that was probably of the right blood line mix to be susceptible to archontic influence had been trained in one or more mystery schools and then went rogue. He had a conflict within (his own soul battle) and reached a point where he didn't care what "they" may do to him and so he started going public with his views.

    The ET intelligences took advantage of the situation and used their "reality manipulation" technology (which is just manipulation of minds such that a "collective hallucination" could occur) at times where varying numbers of people would be present as witnesses to these events such that these events would be deemed as miracles. And that these miracles were viewed as "performed" by Jesus such that Jesus would be viewed as a God incarnate or something along those lines. This considers the possibility that Jesus could be viewed as one of the saviors prophesied to come by Zoroaster as we are aware of the Zoroastrian influence amongst the various factions that were at play at the time and location the Jesus legends sprang forth.

    This suggests that Yeshua may have possibly been a victim to some extent of his own ego battle yet at the same time an exceptionally brave (or perhaps foolish) man that attempted to defy the secrecy vows by going public with his "sacred" knowledge/insights.

    Special savior types (such as Jesus) and/or special contactees (such as Zoroaster and Joseph Smith) seem to pour gas on the fire (the constantly burning fire of the need for a religious type of explanation by the masses to explain the unexplained as well as to give the masses hope) and that these types, saviors and/or specially chosen ones (also like Enoch and Moses and Mohamed just to list a few more) keep popping up throughout the commonly known history suggests to me the likelihood that all these types of experiences are under a single umbrella - this from just one point of view.

    Not that all ET/ED interaction is necessarily negative, though this may be the case.

    What if the entire physical realm is a loosh farm and not just planet earth?

    What if anything that incarnates into physical form is a "spirit" with an additional component that transcends physical mortality, the soul? And it is the soul which other spirits attempt to hijack?

    I do not rule out anything, but when I consider "good" ETs / "bad" ETs then it seems logical to me that the only good ETs there may be would either have kicked archontic ass long ago (in the beginning) or remain completely removed from a situation unless and until that situation posses a threat to the good ETs. Having said that, why wouldn't the good ETs just blow away any sector of the universe that appears to be a potential threat?

    So considering that, we knee jerk respond with this - the good ETs want us to resolve our problems ourselves as we all need to spiritually evolve naturally, independently of any outside influence (ala the Star Trek directive)... and so if that is the case, and there are positive ETs, I see no excuse they waited to help humanity on earth until now (as some suggest) and thus any ET/ED involvement, including EDs who channel... this seems logically to be part of the scam.

    My conclusion along these lines is that we are spirits trapped in the material (which is our soul component) and that spirits that have not incarnated (and thus have never had a soul and are perhaps immortal) may be part of the universal mix but stay out of our realm as it's our business. And that spirits who involve themselves in our realm may be spirits that at one time entered into the material realm which gave them a soul, but through their own process of evolution have found themselves losing their ability to reproduce (as is a theory about some of the Greys) and that their belief system is that if they cannot reproduce within their DNA line, they fear their species' collective soul would perish forever. Thus they set up these soul farms and make deals with world governments such that they can harvest not only souls, but the physical body materials because they believe they have to for their own species survival.

    Some have suggested these grey beings are humans from the future who fear they placed themselves in an evolutionary trap which is headed for an inevitable extinction of the species and through time travel technology have come back for several reasons, one is to try and change their fate and another is to feed upon their former species (or use the genetic material from their former species) just to survive.

    So now consider this view...

    the Creator (source) creates - these creations are children of source and are carbon copies, perfect, immortal and eternal - beings of spirit, mind and form (as form must exist within any type of plurality)

    Then the children collectively create the "material realm" which by default creates mortality. Those who chose to enter this realm are choosing a mortal experience yet are still immortal spirits. This is the creation of the soul... the component that transcends death that is carried forth to the spirit's next experience, which theoretically could simply remain in the spirit only realm, why not.

    Now, within the material realm are children who, for whatever reason, have followed a path where they focused their attention upon their own imaginations such that they lost sight of their true, inherent spiritual nature as a child of Creation.

    These could be the Archons and/or the entire Archontic structure.

    And they may have reached a point where their extinction (at least from their point of view) is inevitable and thus we have these "soul, mind and physical matter farms" like it appears earth may be one today. Perhaps they are so far gone into the material realm, they are unable to believe in their eternal spirit or that they simply are so attached to the realm of form, they do not want to return to a spirit only reality.

    So because of their own obsession with saving themselves, they have created within innocent humanity the sub consciously driven belief in the need for a savior and have found technologies where souls can be captured and recycled back into the farm such that the soul never reaches its maturity - a maturity that allows a soul being the capability of incarnating elsewhere or no longer incarnating at all which would be a reverting back to its souless state of spirit, mind and form.

    Anyways... there is the latest channeling from myself hahaha or better put, my theory of the day inspired by this thread and by observer's (and also Amzer Zo's) posts.

    Again, apologies to anyone who I may offend with regards to my Jesus theory (again just a theory of the day).

    Ohhh, I have to add this as I have posted about the "Christ Consciousness" energies I call "the Shine." It seems all children of creation have direct access to this which can be experienced by all the bodies - astral, mental, etheric and physical (as well as any other perceived bodies I did not list).

    But that comes direct from creation (source) and is inherent and directly accessible by any child of creation... many of us have a hard time accessing the shine on this particular farm at this particular time.

    It is this specific natural capability that it appears the PTBs want to all but 100% cut us off from. I suggest not fully 100% because this shine thing seems to be part of their food supply (and may actually be the juiciest thing they eat from their point of view).

    justone
    Justone I believe this is one of the most enlightening posts I have seen in PA. You hit the nail right on the head.

    Will the Mods please put this man's post in the Avalon Hall of Fame please?

    Yes you are right there is a war going on right now between groups of souls.

    One group wanna ascend into a spiritual state of existence from the physical and the other group wanna remain in the material state of existence yet the end-destiny of that group of souls who wanna remain in the material state of existence will be a very harsh one.

    Our souls are not meant to remain in the physical plane.

    True Ascension means expressing the Desire to leave the Physical
    and every successive round of physical incarnation of the soul leaves the soul vulnerable to more and more negative matter in the soul until that soul disintegrates thousands of lifetimes down the road.

    This means that if humanity decides to stick to a material existence and find some scientific method of prolonging their lifespans.. the artificially long separation of their souls from the Divine will cause cracks and chaos in their physical matrix and these will cause endless problems for Humanity if Humanity is stubborn and foolish enough to remain a Material Race after 2012.
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    Quote Posted by seigiarchon (here)

    I think you must understand something.

    As long as humans remain "normal" humans without attaining the spiritual/occult/psychic powers to fight with and win against other ET/archon races, humanity will always remain at the mercy of other ET/archon races.

    So in order to gain true independence and freedom, humanity must shift its focus from the external fight for freedoms like equitable human rights, unlimited wealth, ending of poverty etc..

    Humanity must learn to shift their search for independence/freedom inwards and humanity must learn to evolve spiritually so that they can learn to gain the powers to protect themselves against other ET/archon races seeking to enslave Humanity.

    Because no amount of laws, no legal system, no constitution, is gonna protect humanity from other ET/Archon races. If an ET/Archon wanna control you like how Loki controlled Hawkeye in the Avengers, are you gonna fling the piece of toilet paper called the US Constitution and Bill of Rights in the ET/Archons' faces and demand your rights and freedom?

    Human Laws are nothing more than words created by humans with the power to enforce these words. If human lawmakers do not have the power to enforce human laws and justice, then human laws become nothing more than meaningless words uttered by petty humans.

    Don't be ridiculous and naive.

    Are you sure you are talking to me?


    All is well


    Jorr
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    Quote Posted by jorr lundstrom (here)
    After have been working for 30 years in psychiatry as a nurse and

    more than 10 of these with people who were convicted by court to

    be locked up in mental care for not determined time, Im so glad

    for every bit of infomation I can get about how psychopaths function.

    I think its nice when you give from your massive experience of

    psychopaths. But................LOL


    All is well


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    Jorr: Please no character assassination on this thread.
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    PS: No one is saying that psychopaths do not have a part of responsibility, they do, but the issue is much more complex than that.
    If you wish to discuss this issue further please open a new thread (you could elaborate on your professional experience and I would be happy to contribute there but please let's keep this thread clean, thanks).

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    Quote WoW Anthony! Thanks for this post... it raises even further my early gut confidence in Mark.

    Is that a picture of the crystal skull you have as your Avatar pic?
    Justone,

    Yes that is the actual crystal skull. It was smuggled into the States in the 70's by a German Nazi who was relocated to South America after the war. If you have any questions, feel free to pm me so I don't deter from the original function of this thread.

    However, after working as the personal assistant of Joshua Shapiro, I learned an interesting photo-editing technique that reveals holographically stored information in the form of beings (both positive and negative) along with people, craft, cities, and other interesting things. I will post some of the images that depict negative entities. I am curious to see if anyone recognizes any of the entities.

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    From the "Eye of Ra" by Truman Cash.

    There was a sci-fi television episode back in the fifties, wherein some "benevolent" ETs came to Earth with a message of love and peace. They presented mankind with a book entitled To Serve Man. One Earthling translated the book and eventually found out what it was-a COOK BOOK!
    I am finding myself increasingly in this very same position; it is not a comfortable one. This is a planet where social implants seem to reign supreme, and it's not a pleasant task to make bologna out of everyone's sacred cows. Truth is truth, and we must earnestly seek it before we'll find it. If we' re looking for truth to be banded to us on a golden platter. then we're only going to be fed bologna. But don't take my word for it. If you don't like the message, please don't shoot the messenger. I really only have one message, though-DO YOUR OWN RESEARCH AND PAY AlTENTION TO THAT MAN BEHIND THE CURTAIN!


    Truman: Still reading your book (vol 2, eye of Ra). I have found the passages on your personal experiences, on Akarat's abduction abduction and on the pleiadians quite interesting (on that note, "Semjaza" is also a name that appears in the Book of Enoch). More questions will come.
    Thanks for your previous answers,
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    Quote Posted by Houman (here)
    From the "Eye of Ra" by Truman Cash.

    There was a sci-fi television episode back in the fifties, wherein some "benevolent" ETs came to Earth with a message of love and peace. They presented mankind with a book entitled To Serve Man. One Earthling translated the book and eventually found out what it was-a COOK BOOK!
    I am finding myself increasingly in this very same position; it is not a comfortable one. This is a planet where social implants seem to reign supreme, and it's not a pleasant task to make bologna out of everyone's sacred cows. Truth is truth, and we must earnestly seek it before we'll find it. If we' re looking for truth to be banded to us on a golden platter. then we're only going to be fed bologna. But don't take my word for it. If you don't like the message, please don't shoot the messenger. I really only have one message, though-DO YOUR OWN RESEARCH AND PAY AlTENTION TO THAT MAN BEHIND THE CURTAIN!


    Truman: Still reading your book (vol 2, eye of Ra). I have found the passages on your personal experiences, on Akarat's abduction abduction and on the pleiadians quite interesting (on that note, "Semjaza" is also a name that appears in the Book of Enoch). More questions will come.
    Thanks for your previous answers,
    Houman
    I am happy to answer any questions if I can. That is very interesting about the name "Semjaza" being in the Book of Enoch. It appears that the "Pleiadian" influence on this planet has both positive and negative aspects. My experiences with Ra and Ptah were obviously the negative aspect and perhaps this group of ETs were what Billy Meier was told were the "Giza Intelligence".

    What my past life research with "chosen ones" reveals is the source of the planet's God-worshipping religions and secret societies. My research validates the information that Bill Cooper said he read in high-level Naval Intelligence documents about ETs being the source of secret societies and religions.

    Also, my research helps to clarify what we often refer to as "mythology" and "legends" and some of the conclusions of Zecharia Sitchin. After I had uncovered the memories of some of my contacts with Ra and Ptah, I was really blown out when I read about a couple of my experiences with Ra in Sitchin's books.

    Additionally, my memories were able to establish the source of Freemasonic symbolism and some Satanistic practices.

    TLC

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    Quote Posted by justoneman (here)
    [...]

    ADDED - and for the fact my father was likely a psychopath, then I likely have some of that same foundational material within my own DNA - with a planet of 7 billion people and all the mixing that's been done, surely the psychopath "genes" are spread around pretty good.

    Psychopaths that end up in mental or criminal facilities are just a tiny sampling of the psychopathic pie. Some become top military commanders, world leaders, CEOs, satanists that seem like ordinary folk to the general public and even perhaps posters on forums like this.

    One does not necessarily act upon the dark side of their psychopathic proclivities - some can turn the tables on that aspect of their nature.
    I have a bit of a hard time with this "it's all genetic and it's a disease" propagandized by money raising push for further biogenetic research because it's a misdirect to avoid a more obvious reason not to be spoken of nor investigated... Shhhhh... :

    Quote Posted by Amzer Zo (here)
    When one gets out of the "one life time shot at salvation" paradigm... one steps into multiple life times and "re-incarnation" phenomena... with a spirit/soul animating a body which, without it, makes the body a near vegetable.

    From there, the "Intraspecies" argument falls off unless manufactured through personality fragmentations of the MKultra/satanic type of programming; all others fall into the "interspecies" type and the intentions of the soul/spirit driving that body. Rather than "interspecies," "interdensities" would be more appropriate in those later cases.

    Accordingly, even if the body of a psychopath is in some ways handled, either jailed or through an applied death penalty; the soul/spirit is left still unhandled and ready to take up another body to continue in the same line of endeavors. If not picking up another body, these psychotic souls/spirits would tend to gather together from a vibrational perspective and the archontic realm fits that bill. A realm which seems to be bent on getting back at these silly humans.
    As for the influence of one such individual on others, no need for genetics, one can check the Rockefellers history and the ones who work for them either by sympathetic resonance or because of the heavy leverage of blackmails.

    The psychopathic behaviour spreads around almost like by osmosis; it infects the individuals who remain in close proximity as demonstrated by the microcosm study I referred to somewhere above. It's a very gradual shift that occurs, so gradual that it is barely noticeable yet very effective. Such a mechanism has been used by the media; shifting public "opinion" to other things... now, imagine such a treatment over millenia...

    And, now, for the overtaking of major positions of influence and power:


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    Twilight Of The Psychopaths

    by Dr. Kevin Barrett
    Spanish version

    from TheCanadian Website

    Our society is run by insane people for insane objectives. I think we're being run by maniacs for maniacal ends and I think I'm liable to be put away as insane for expressing that. That's what's insane about it.”
    – John Lennon, before his murder by CIA mind-control subject Mark David Chapman

    When Gandhi was asked his opinion of Western civilization he said it would be a good idea. But that oft-cited quote, is misleading, assuming as it does that civilization is an unmitigated blessing.

    Civilized people, we are told, live peacefully and cooperatively with their fellows, sharing the necessary labour in order to obtain the leisure to develop arts and sciences. And while that would be a good idea, it is not a good description of what has been going on in the so-called advanced cultures during the past 8,000 years.

    Civilization, as we know it, is largely the creation of psychopaths. All civilizations, our own included, have been based on slavery and “warfare.” Incidentally, the latter term is a euphemism for mass murder.

    The prevailing recipe for civilization is simple:
    1. Use lies and brainwashing to create an army of controlled, systematic mass murderers
    2. Use that army to enslave large numbers of people (i.e. seize control of their labour power and its fruits)
    3. Use that slave labour power to improve the brainwashing process (by using the economic surplus to employ scribes, priests, and PR men). Then go back to step one and repeat the process.


    Psychopaths have played a disproportionate role in the development of civilization, because they are hard-wired to lie, kill, injure, and generally inflict great suffering on other humans without feeling any remorse. The inventor of civilization — the first tribal chieftain who successfully brainwashed an army of controlled mass murderers—was almost certainly a genetic psychopath.

    Since that momentous discovery, psychopaths have enjoyed a significant advantage over non-psychopaths in the struggle for power in civilizational hierarchies — especially military hierarchies.

    Military institutions are tailor-made for psychopathic killers. The 5% or so of human males who feel no remorse about killing their fellow human beings make the best soldiers. And the 95% who are extremely reluctant to kill make terrible soldiers — unless they are brainwashed with highly sophisticated modern techniques that turn them (temporarily it is hoped) into functional psychopaths.

    In On Killing, Lt. Col. Dave Grossman has re-written military history, to highlight what other histories hide: The fact that military science is less about strategy and technology, than about overcoming the instinctive human reluctance to kill members of our own species.

    The true “Revolution in Military Affairs” was not Donald Rumsfeld’s move to high-tech in 2001, but Brigadier Gen. S.L.A. Marshall’s discovery in the 1940s that only 15-20% of World War II soldiers along the line of fire would use their weapons:

    “Those (80-85%) who did not fire did not run or hide (in many cases they were willing to risk great danger to rescue comrades, get ammunition, or run messages), but they simply would not fire their weapons at the enemy, even when faced with repeated waves of banzai charges”
    (Grossman, p. 4).

    Marshall’s discovery and subsequent research, proved that in all previous wars, a tiny minority of soldiers — the 5% who are natural-born psychopaths, and perhaps a few temporarily-insane imitators—did almost all the killing.

    Normal men just went through the motions and, if at all possible, refused to take the life of an enemy soldier, even if that meant giving up their own. The implication: Wars are ritualized mass murders by psychopaths of non-psychopaths. (This cannot be good for humanity’s genetic endowment!)

    Marshall’s work, brought a Copernican revolution to military science. In the past, everyone believed that the soldier willing to kill for his country was the (heroic) norm, while one who refused to fight was a (cowardly) aberration. The truth, as it turned out, was that the normative soldier hailed from the psychopathic five percent.

    The sane majority, would rather die than fight.

    The implication, too frightening for even the likes of Marshall and Grossman to fully digest, was that the norms for soldiers’ behavior in battle had been set by psychopaths. That meant that psychopaths were in control of the military as an institution.

    Worse, it meant that psychopaths were in control of society’s perception of military affairs. Evidently, psychopaths exercised an enormous amount of power in seemingly sane, normal society.

    How could that be?
    In Political Ponerology, Andrzej Lobaczewski explains that clinical psychopaths enjoy advantages even in non-violent competitions to climb the ranks of social hierarchies. Because they can lie without remorse (and without the telltale physiological stress that is measured by lie detector tests) psychopaths can always say whatever is necessary to get what they want.

    In court, for example, psychopaths can tell extreme bald-faced lies in a plausible manner, while their sane opponents are handicapped by an emotional predisposition to remain within hailing distance of the truth. Too often, the judge or jury imagines that the truth must be somewhere in the middle, and then issues decisions that benefit the psychopath. As with judges and juries, so too with those charged with decisions concerning who to promote and who not to promote in corporate, military and governmental hierarchies.

    The result is that all hierarchies inevitably become top-heavy with psychopaths

    [...]


    Full article here: http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/so...nerology08.htm





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    My abductions and related experiences:

    It was a dark and stormy night... just kidding! Feeble attempt at levity since I feel such heaviness.

    When i was a child we lived in the country. Around age 10 i developed a strong interest in Astronomy - utterly fascinated by the display in the sky at night. i spent time outside looking at the stars until my mother demanded I go in.

    Around once a month or so I would wake up in the middle of the night - 1 a.m. to 2 a.m. and was compelled to go outside to look at the stars. There was always a star that looked larger and brighter than the rest and I would stare at it in utter fascination. Later I would go back to bed. I was slightly confused that nearly 2 hours had passed - every time. I thought maybe I misread the clock. Sometimes I didn't look at the clock as I returned to bed in a zombified state. Mainly I was concerned that my parents would find out about my nocturnal amusements, which they never did.

    In the morning I would usually (not always) wake up unable to breathe through my nose because of dried blood clogging my nostrils - dried blood around my nose and lips. Sometimes the nosebleeds would last all morning. After many nosebleeds I was taken to a doctor who said either i had very weak capillaries or I picked my nose (during sleep?!?)

    One morning I woke up with a blood red bruise covering the entire inside of my left arm. It looked as if a long giant leech had been placed there. Again at the doctor - he shook his head and said it would probably heal.

    The nocturnal wanderings and nosebleeds and unexplained large bruises on my body continued until we moved out of that place. I was 13 - almost 14. Although the nightly wanderings and nose bleeds and bruises had subsided a great deal by that time.

    My teen years were a nightmare because my very difficult, tyrannical father became more difficult and more tyrannical with the passing of time. My main aim was to survive and get very high marks in school so I would not suffer the worst of his wrath. I now wonder whether something was done to him too. But that's another story.

    Unbearable traumas followed but I always managed to move on.

    When I was 25 i was driving on the highway one night and turned into the city road which was to take me home. It was 9:25 p.m. Next thing I knew I was driving on a dark, unpaved country road. It was 11:35 p.m. I was discombobulated but not frightened nor anxious. i just kept driving until I saw a sign leading to a street the name of which I recognized. Once I knew where I was heading I felt tremendous relief followed by a feeling of euphoria. I knew I'd been abducted!

    At home, i immediately took off all my clothes and carefully examined my body. There were no bruises nor marks except a few drops of blood on my underwear. This was not menstrual blood. But I did not feel afraid, on the contrary, I felt excited as if something amazing had happened to me. I think before releasing me they instilled the belief that something wonderful had been done to me.

    The next day I reiterated this incident to the man I worked for. He was a hypnotist and believed in UFOs. But he refused to believe me and refused to hypnotize me. I never understood why.

    The euphoria eventually left me and I decided to go on with my life. The years that followed very busy professionally. I was productive and sometimes proflific in my work. But traumas continued. It seemed that as long as I remained living life on a superficial level there were fewer problems. Whenever I delved into more mysterious matters such as finding out why so many strange things were happening to me, some heavy trauma would occur. So it was easier to remain superficial. But not for long. The more I sought to learn and understand, the more traumas would occur.

    Years later I met a man I became very close to. He had experienced past life therapy and was a full believer of all the things I believed in. Many regressions followed. Many past life traumas were uncovered. Then one night we decided I should be regressed to that night when over 2 hours of time had lapsed while driving.

    In my regression I re-lived that night. I was taken up to a spacecraft in a laboratory type of setting. They removed my eggs and inseminated them with their sperm. I imagine I have hundreds of hybrid children somewhere. I wish I knew what they're doing. Some kind of device was placed in my left ear. This devided ticks like a clock, on and off. Sometimes i hear voices in there.

    My cycle was thrown completely off kilter and many more traumas followed.

    Nearly 7 years ago I spent a few days on beautiful island located on one of our Great Lakes. I'd been there many times before and always loved spending time in that beautiful place. But this time I became very ill after that visit. Insomnia, which had been a problem now and then, became intolerably chronic. I think I knew i was being abducted during my sleep so i simply didn't want to go to sleep. Many more symptoms followed, too many to mention, but the worst of them is what I would describe as a chilled-to-the-bone with burning flesh type of malaise.

    i spent nearly a year in and out of the hospital being tested for every virus, every malignancy, every infection, every disease, etc., but nothing was found. The symptoms continued. I thought I would die a mysterious death. I kept searching. High levels of heavy metals were found eventually. Chelation therapy followed and the metals were removed but the malaise continued.

    Sometimes the symptoms get better. i still manage to function although nowhere like I used to. I still work in a very competitive field, although I don't work as much as i used to. I can't although I really try.

    Sometimes the symptoms would almost disappear in spite of the very little sleep I get. Occasionally I go into a deep slumber for 10 to 12 hours. This is highly unusual. But when this happens I always wake up exhausted with that chilled to the bone with burning flesh symptom which is debilitating and incapacitating to the point that I experience utter despair.

    Ironically, people think I am a picture of vibrant health as my body looks in good shape and my face doesn't look even remotely haggard.

    The last communication happened merely weeks ago while I was preparing for a project.

    It was 3 a.m. and I was in bed, unable to sleep. Nothing unusual here. A very powerful force gripped me in the center of my head and rendered me unable to move. it felt like a sharp light piercing me. And then the telepathic communication began:

    Them: we are here to help you. We know you have worked very hard at causing a better existence for yourself. you have done well. We are here to completed your ascension.

    I: isn't ascension bogus?

    Them: all ascension means is that you will acquire a higher level of consciousness.

    I: what does that mean for the here and now?

    Them: it means that you will finally attract all the things which you have deeply desired but have escaped your grasp.

    I: does this mean that the symptoms I suffer from will go away?

    Them: Yes! You will go into a deep sleep and when you awaken you ascencion will be complete. You will regain perfect health. In your sleep we will adjust your DNA and your pituitary and hypothalamus which are very imbalanced at this point. We will heal you completely.

    I: who are you and where are you from?

    Them: we are friends and we are from Orion.

    I: so you're the bad guys.

    Them: on our plane we also have free will. Some of us are friends who will help you and some are here to destroy. But we are the helpers.

    I: but I thought that on a plane of higher consciousness there was no evil intent at all.

    Them: we have both just like you have, but we are here to help you. Go to sleep now.

    At this point I lost consciousness and fell into a deep sleep.

    I woke up at 5 a.m. from a most terrifying dream which I will not get into the details of, but the dream told me that I was being invaded. Many things happened in this dream which are probably significant but too long to describe at this point as I'm trying to make this post as brief as possible. At the end of the dream I was running and running and running in the dark, not knowing where I was running to. i didn't have my car keys nor my purse nor any money on me since they were all in my home which i could not go back to because the invaders were there. I awoke in utter terror.

    The terror was gripping but I was immobilized. I so desperately wanted to get out of bed but couldn't move. All I felt was terror, exhaustion, and that chilled to the bone with burning flesh thing. I immediately understood that whenever i wake up with that symptoms it's because they've visited me and done who knows what to my DNA and pituitary and hypothalamus. I still don't understand why they're doing this other than to cause me utter despair. The thing in my ear is probably a device to control me in some way.

    Around 5:30 I managed to move my limbs and get out of bed. I went to the sofa, turned on the lights and waited for sunrise.

    I had a project to prepare for and I wasn't going to let this stop me so I decided to go back to bed around 7 a.m. knowing I'd have to take a sleeping pill otherwise I wouldn't be able to function but I was afraid to go to sleep. However, i went back to bed.

    Upon going back to bed I had a visit from Yeshua. His visits are nothing unusual although they don't happen very often. His presence has always been benevolent to me and his light very soothing. I was very angry with him because if he's a being of benevolence, then why didn't he protect me? So this conversation began with him. In all conversations with him I speak with my physical voice and he replies telepathically.

    I: Why did you let me go through that? Why didn't you intervene? Why didn't you protect me?

    Y: What is the point of protecting you from something if you don't know what you're being protected from? You had to know. It was time for you to know. You were conscious and could have demanded that they leave. But you indulged in the communication, trusting without deep questioning first.

    I: but they told me they were going to help me. They tricked me.

    Y: and that's how they always got you. They've been getting you that way for millions of years. It was time you knew.

    I: but they've been destroying me. What good is that?

    Y: you can regain what you've lost. You can learn to keep them away now that you know what you're fighting against. You've been fighting against them life after life. It really was time you knew. You managed to overcome discarnate entities (this is true - entities used to attack me on a regular basis but I've found a way to overcome that on my own) and you will find a way to overcome this stronger force too.

    I: I'm afraid to go to sleep. I want to take a pill but I'm afraid they'll come back.

    Y: take your pill. They won't come back. You'll learn how to deal with this on your own. You will find the way. Intervention is futile unless you are aware of what is happening. The only way to keep them away is to learn to do it yourself. The answers are within you and you will find help. Don't despair.

    I took the pill.

    I: I feel utterly destroyed.

    Y: you are stronger than you know.

    And then I went to sleep.

    After a few hours I woke up, initially frightened and unable to stop crying but eventually I became utterly enraged. I got in touch with my best friend (an ex scientologist) and told him: those!@#$%^&* monsters did so and so and i recounted the whole thing. He reassured me that no matter how terrifying, this was a turning point for me and that he fully believed I'd be able to find a way to keep them from tricking me and abusing me in the future. This is the same person who regressed me a number of years ago in regards to past lives and abductions so he knows my story almost as well as I know it.

    I've cried a vale of tears since this last incident. I feel so much anxiety. it's profoundly difficult to go on with my daily commitments. it's almost impossible to socialize because nothing my friends and colleagues have to say seem to make any sense anymore. I feel lost, and maybe, a little bit found.

    I've left out the details of how the beings in the spacecraft looked, etc., because I was shaking so badly when i started this post that i just wanted to get the main points out. So this is a mere nutshell of the incidents that have had the most impact on me as far as these abductions go. There is more which I won't go into right now.

    I've had nightmares all my life, always being attacked by demon like monsters and occasionally the devil himself, which I now know to be just another hungry alien.

    I will leave it at this. I'm trembling uncontrollably.

    I have been in a state of utter anxiety since this last occurrence.

    Thank you for your encouragement and support.
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