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    Default Re: justoneman's session experience with Mark V. Johnson, hypnotherapist (and more)

    I've just read the whole thread & I'm wondering if this has been as useful for everyone else as it has for me? I agree with "anchor" that the entity you have had since age 6 was probably not a walk in. I agree with other posters that "things" that latch-on to you are best dealt with by explaining nicely to them that their presence is not beneficial to everyone and ask for them to "let go."

    I have had a deeply sad time since the Venus Transit remembering all my past with people who have latched on to me. I hope they will decide to move on and leave in Peace.
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    Default Re: justoneman's session experience with Mark V. Johnson, hypnotherapist (and more)

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    And work is part of the Virgo calling...but which type of work?
    Can you reconcile your need for financial security and your need for stimulation and adventure?
    Once you have figured out what type of occupation would provide all those things in a single combo
    then the universe will in an instant open a door.

    Or maybe two doors, so as not to take away the opportunity to choose between a high density future and a low density future.
    Which means again, choose wisely, or else.....
    I am an oddsmaker by trade... I love my work. Lots of time I am dead but have to be at the PC anyways... I use that time for exploring the world wide info/disinfo highway as I am still seeking the ultimate secrets of the universe.

    I have been living my dream my whole life so sorta lucky in that way.

    justoneman

    PS - the astrological analysis was freaking right on accurate - spooky for me cause I am not a fan of astrology... seems too confining. Your reading has shaken my "belief" and cracked open my stubborn mind (again). Darn it! Thought I had resolved the astrology question.
    It is no more confining than living in a physical body, or being a member of a minority, in a foreign culture.
    It is what it is. The thoughts that pop into our minds may be astrologically influenced, but where we then take those thoughts is up to us...we are free. The stars cannot compel us if we don't want them to. But they do give us certain talents that we might not have, had we been born on a different date.
    J.P. Morgan: "Millionaires don't use Astrology, billionaires do!"
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    Hi Justone,

    Thank you for sharing your thoughts, beliefs, issues, challenges, and of course, I do support your explorations.

    It is never my intent to steer you nor anyone off their course for we all have our journeys which are very unique to us. In the end, we all want the same thing: to free ourselves from damaging influences, to find who we truly are, to be the best we can be and to help others to become the best they can be. When I share my experiences, all I mean to do is share my experiences and what they mean to me and I do realize that how I feel may not apply to how others feel.

    You are a very intelligent being and your courage is admirable.

    May the peeling of the layers accelerate for you and I look forward to reading more about your findings, confusions, conclusions and all you might want to share.

    As always, love!
    Hi DoT - you are awesome - I am glad I have not had the experiences you have had to be honest. Mine have been like city jail to yours being like state prison. Big difference, I doubt I would make it through real prison. Best Rgds justone
    Thanks Justone,

    I don't feel very awesome these days!

    i wanted to share my opinions on Astrology and what that means to me. i am not an astrologer but I am a fan of Astrology. I don't see it as limiting. For me Astrology presents us with challenges and opportunities. Nothing in Astrology is written in stone. And even things written in stone are bound to crumble soon, I'm sure.

    Certain planetary configurations present us with a challenge which can serve as a powerful warning to stay away from certain things. Others present us with opportunities, such as the time is right now to go ahead and go through with important plans which have been in the back burner because planetary aspects are favourable and encourage success, et.,. Guides and warnings! That's what astrology is to me, in a very tiny nutshell, of course.
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    Quote Posted by ulli (here)
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    And work is part of the Virgo calling...but which type of work?
    Can you reconcile your need for financial security and your need for stimulation and adventure?
    Once you have figured out what type of occupation would provide all those things in a single combo
    then the universe will in an instant open a door.

    Or maybe two doors, so as not to take away the opportunity to choose between a high density future and a low density future.
    Which means again, choose wisely, or else.....
    PS - the astrological analysis was freaking right on accurate - spooky for me cause I am not a fan of astrology... seems too confining. Your reading has shaken my "belief" and cracked open my stubborn mind (again). Darn it! Thought I had resolved the astrology question.
    It is no more confining than living in a physical body, or being a member of a minority, in a foreign culture.
    It is what it is. The thoughts that pop into our minds may be astrologically influenced, but where we then take those thoughts is up to us...we are free. The stars cannot compel us if we don't want them to. But they do give us certain talents that we might not have, had we been born on a different date.
    J.P. Morgan: "Millionaires don't use Astrology, billionaires do!"
    I was truly blown away by the precise accuracy of your reading.

    Again, thank you justone

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    Default Re: justoneman's session experience with Mark V. Johnson, hypnotherapist (and more)

    Dear All who read some of my thread and expressed interest - I promised some things but did not deliver. I was going to rehash what I got out of my session experience from my memory, then I was going to listen to the over 4 hour recording, and then I was going to highlight what I missed from my memory.

    Then life does what it does, and I have been interrupted several times and eventually reached the point that it didn't matter. My purpose all along was to be an open book as I explored the possibility I had one or more entity attachments.

    So a few days ago in Bill's hypothesis thread, I ran across post #119 in which Snowbird suggested viewing materials authored by someone who goes by the name of Gabriel Chiron.

    Because it is my opinion that one of the two keys to deprogramming and returning to a holistic state is to know the true history of our past (as far back as it can go and still be told) coupled with knowing who/what I truly am (and equally who/what we all truly are), I found the first suggested link quite interesting -

    http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/vi...icpolitics.htm

    And those who have read some of my posts may have run across my obsession with the characters, Lucifer and Satan (that I had seen them as two very different beings) and so when I read this link, I was startled by some of what was mentioned.

    But first I must review (still from memory) an important part that came out in my session. Realize I was fully conscious and quite awake when the better part of the session took place. I tried very hard to relax, but early in the session I really felt like I normally do when awake and yet I allowed this component of myself (perhaps it was/is an entity) to speak. Note: I do not "believe" as fact anything that came forth from these "voices" in my head yet I am open minded about any and all possibilities. I view what I am doing as an exploration or a study in which I have to play several roles - the subject, the container, the observer, the data collector and the presenter.

    The entity stated that it was a "walk-in" that came in during the experience I have already written about when I was 6 years old -

    https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...ion-experience

    I understand some believe walk-ins only come in when someone experiences a major physical trauma that usually results in unconsciousness and I found myself awake during all or part of this experience. Nevertheless this is what came out in this session (and something already consciously pre-loaded I might add). Do note, I had two serious accidents within 3 years after this first experience where I did go completely unconscious... perhaps the entity is lying, perhaps it anchored in further in one or both of these "accidents"... I do not know. Perhaps I am simply deluded.

    And now for the reason for this post -

    The important part I am bringing up now is that the "entity" stated there is an artificial intelligence (something I was already consciously aware of via this forum) and that it was "digital" (something that had crossed my mind a few times within the past 3 or 4 weeks prior to the session). It stated that humanity was mesmerized by this artificial intelligence and here is how - the artificial intelligence is capable of producing voice conversations within your mind. You may think it is just yourself talking to yourself but this is not always the case. You may also think it is "god" or an "ascended master" or your "higher self" etc. but you cannot know for sure if this is the case... at least most of us cannot (and I am one of those who certainly could not and still likely cannot).

    What happens for many folks who allow themselves to get engaged with this artificial intelligence is that the being (in our case human beings), achieves an excitement that they are able to have such conversations (because the information coming from the artificial intelligence seems so "true," so "right" that - and I can only speak for myself now... that I believed I was speaking with "god" and that created an amazing feeling inside where (and this is now into my theory) that I activated a part of myself that began to link to my outer reality as experienced through my 5 senses.

    Meaning that I believe I began to affect the reality that came forth through the 5 senses into my awareness. If you can image experiencing this for years and never revealing to anyone (like I had not) that I was actually creating 5 sense reality experience which was absolutely observable by third parties... I kept this quiet because I never trusted what was happening.

    Now of course I experienced a massive messianic complex but I did my best to keep that to myself as well. Somehow I reached the point in my life where I believed that a person who had the ability to perform what others would call miracles was not doing anyone any good. The reason was because if a person did not believe they could do those same things themselves, they would view me (or whoever) as some sort of messiah or demon or something along those lines and thus I viewed actions along this lines where a third party could witness the actions as a "demonstration" and would be a detriment to the third party observer because they could not see themselves capable of the same. So long, long ago I rejected any desire to practice the creation of "miracles."

    But in 2000 I began to recognize some pretty incredible synchronicities. And it was at that point that I began to (and note, I did not realize this until just a few years ago)... I began to develop the talent of synchronicity creation and revelation to third party observers. Let me restate - in my earlier exploration of this phenomena, I believed that amazing synchronicities were solely created by "god" and that I had simply become adept at noticing them. I was certainly and heavily into the messianic complex but I was keeping it under control where no one knew this belief I had that I must be some special agent or messenger or whatever chosen by "god."

    What I theorize now is that there may very well be this "artificial intelligence" and that it has access to my mind and can communicate with "me" in such a way that I actually believe I am speaking with "god" or an "angel" or some other supernatural being. Again, this gave me a massive feeling of specialness, of importance. And of course that usually leads one on "missions."

    Remember - most of us are of the opinion (via all sorts of "proofs" that the observer is integrally linked to the observation. Quantum mechanics.

    Now I am of the opinion that if there is this artificial intelligence and it has somehow targeted me, chosen me, joined with me, been implanted into me... whatever, that because of my experience with this previously incorrectly identified "source" of communication (which seemed packed with massive wisdom well beyond my own), because of the excitement I achieved through my erroneous conclusions, I have been able to generate the energy required to alter the 5 sense reality (amongst other things as well)... thinking it is me all along, when it is actually a deluded me... deluded because most of my thoughts and then therefore most of the person I have been has been a manipulation of this artificial intelligence.

    Now recall Bill had an interview with a source he seemed to highly respect who actually timed his verbal communications with Bill because he believed their was an ability for some mega AI mechanism to monitor verbal communications, but it did so in a fashion such as radar sweeps.

    Well, what could be done if we are all implanted somehow... no need to sweep... and every single thought we have is monitorable.

    Now I know one of Icke's early and most significant points was how if "they" get the chip in us all, it is all over. Well... I am of the opinion I may be an experimental model of being chipped and hooked in with some massive, super intelligent machine (that may still have "beings" behind in in some way or another) and thus I perhaps am an experiment.

    It is possible that many of us are (and I certainly have some suspicions as to who some of those may be...but there's no need to mention names).

    It is also possible that a large portion of humanity is already chipped and that perhaps even all of us are. The chip does not necessarily have to be a physical implant... as perhaps we could be wired in between our DNA and actual, natural source. Meaning that we may think we are able to access true God directly and without any third party interference, but I do not believe that is the case for me as of now and perhaps most of us are similarly effected.

    OK, so what stimulated this post is the following -

    I was reading Bill's "Hypothesis" thread and ran across post #119 from Snowbird and she recommended 4 links. The first link was this -

    http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/vi...icpolitics.htm

    Now recall my obsession with the characters Lucifer and Satan... and so read these specific paragraphs -

    "Secondly, according to the American contactee, George Hunt Williamson, there was a major attempt at forming a joint government union approximately one million years ago. The speciality of the Andromedans was technology; the speciality of the Orvontans (Milky Way) was psychic development. So a Pax Galactica was created, as it were, so that the Orvontans would receive advanced technology and the Andromedans would receive a boost of psychic development. Unfortunately, the technology became a kind of Trojan Horse through which the Orvonta Galaxy came under a digital tyranny through a planetary sized grand computer on a planet called Tyrantor (hence the origin of terms such as tyrant and tyranny)."

    and this part -

    "Sixthly, and the Star Wars movie series actually reflects all this, the native races of Orvonta, the Milky Way, went into general rebellion against the Tyrantor Empire half a million years ago. They removed their implants and began to fight wars in space against the forces of the Empire and Andromeda. The Reptilians were natural leaders and instigators of this rebellion, and their main heroes are the beings called Lucifer and Satan in the Bible. The Rebellion was about psychic or spiritual development overcoming technological dehumanization in general."

    Note: this can only be read that Lucifer and Satan are two different beings and that in this case, they acted as what we would agree to be "good guys."

    and so now I will post the part of an e-mail I sent yesterday so I do not have to write up my question again... (to whom should remain private if and until I receive permission to reveal it, though I don't think it matters in relationship to the points of my post).


    the e-mail -

    Thanks for the reply - lots to answer and I will have to address those questions after I get a bit more thoughts from you as they are important as to how I will be able to answer...

    Here is my dilemma -

    "Sixthly, and the Star Wars movie series actually reflects all this, the native races of Orvonta, the Milky Way, went into general rebellion against the Tyrantor Empire half a million years ago. They removed their implants and began to fight wars in space against the forces of the Empire and Andromeda. The Reptilians were natural leaders and instigators of this rebellion, and their main heroes are the beings called Lucifer and Satan in the Bible. The Rebellion was about psychic or spiritual development overcoming technological dehumanization in general."

    Now anyone who reads this and has no background (prejudice) would see Lucifer and Satan as totally justified in leading the rebellion against the Tyrantor Empire. Note here that Orvantan Reptilians and other races, specifically "native" Orvantan races obviously are together in this rebellion where Lucifer and Satan should be seen as heroes.

    Later on the page we read...

    "The first great temple was produced at Jerusalem (root of the sky penis) where Aryans and non-Aryans (Atlanteans) could meet in joint committees to discuss the Divine Plan for the Earth, which would result eventually in the Adamic Aryans reproducing with Non-Aryans, once the Adamic-Aryan gene pool was big enough. Well, we all know what generally happened. The old disgruntled Reptilian Ruler of the Earth (Satan, Set-An, or Sanat Kumara) visited Adam and Eve and initiated them in Yoga, raising their Kundalini (Serpent Power) and enlightening their consciousness and blowing their minds with explanations of the real state of affairs with them. He thus despoiled them and their children in the Garden of Eden as innocent breeders.

    The Kundalini Yoga Cult swept through Cyprus and there was a great debate among all Adamic Aryans as to their purpose in life."

    So it appears to me that in this case, Satan once again appears to be doing a good service to for the ignorant "Adamic" Aryans.

    No clue where Lucifer is now, but Satan appears to be once again a hero.

    "Naturally, the Pleiadean Aryan Governor or God, named Van, was also extremely pissed-off when he realized what the Old Serpent Ruler had pulled off through premature transmission of psychic ability to the Adamic Aryans, who were effectively now co-conspirators in the Old Rebellion against the Borg Empire that wanted to keep everybody implanted. "

    I read this Pleiadean "god" was what some know as Yahweh which is also Jehovah which is the God of the Old Testament (if I understand correctly).

    "The Adamic Aryans of Eden were given one of three choices.

    They could accept transfer to another planet to develop their own culture and build up greater numbers of themselves off the Earth

    They could go to a special island in Northern Europe, which we know as Ireland, which is also known as Thule, which would be a new Eden for maintaining Aryan purity and building up sufficient numbers for the future

    They could join Adam and Eve, and travel the Earth having sex with the native peoples and starting the production of a new hybrid race of Adamic Aryans with Atlanteans, which hybrids would be special and encouraged to maintain their own pure bloodlines, which would be the new dominant Sumerian Empire over time, as we know"

    And as we know now, the Sumerian descendants are the primary ruling families on earth who purportedly worship Satan and Lucifer and want to impose the very exact thing their famous descendants rebelled against in the first place!

    See the strange twist here? They are the ones who are supposedly trying to create a borg human out of the portion of humanity they don't kill off.

    How does this make sense? I mean, just because a father or mother acts one way does not necessarily mean the children will also, but wouldn't an action as heavy as a full out rebellion against tyranny have some genetic resonance?"

    (Adding this new question that came to me while writing this post)... And how could they worship the very beings that freed their ancestors from exactly what the controllers are hoping to impose upon us all (which includes what would be their new elevated role to being the very evil their ancestors rebelled against?)

    back to the e-mail

    "Something just does not seem right.

    I have a very personal and specific reason to put this forth to you XXXXX and if you are able to assist me in my confusions, I can answer your last mail's questions which will probably shed enough light as to why I am asking you these very things as well. hahaha"

    end of the relevant portions of my mail to XXXXX.

    Anyways, there is one more important factor regarding myself which I do not feel comfortable at this time revealing though I have done so privately with two posters I greatly trust that are members of Avalon. I may never make that revelation as it may be detrimental to do so but I will rely on third parties to assist in that decision.

    Finally, I must state that as of now and in light of my theory, I am unsure if I would be able to "get rid of" any implant that may be linked to any super computer AI situation. I am unsure if there is one or more "spirit being entities" that I am involved with... it may only be this "computer." I am also not at the point that I want to get rid of any of the above for now. I feel that I have the personal strength to manage the relationship and a large reason I feel this way is because of the folks on the Avalon forum.

    I have one more thing to add and it relates to synchronicity, but I am exhausted from this post and will write this one up at another time.

    I apologize for the monster post but I truly believe every word of it has been important.

    I wrote the post to share with others my theory as to what we may be experiencing (some of us at least, if not all of us on earth).

    justoneman
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    Quote Posted by justoneman (here)
    Dear All who read some of my thread and expressed interest - I promised some things but did not deliver. I was going to rehash what I got out of my session experience from my memory, then I was going to listen to the over 4 hour recording, and then I was going to highlight what I missed from my memory.

    Then life does what it does, and I have been interrupted several times and eventually reached the point that it didn't matter. My purpose all along was to be an open book as I explored the possibility I had one or more entity attachments.

    So a few days ago in Bill's hypothesis thread, I ran across post #119 in which Snowbird suggested viewing materials authored by someone who goes by the name of Gabriel Chiron.

    Because it is my opinion that one of the two keys to deprogramming and returning to a holistic state is to know the true history of our past (as far back as it can go and still be told) coupled with knowing who/what I truly am (and equally who/what we all truly are), I found the first suggested link quite interesting -

    http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/vi...icpolitics.htm

    And those who have read some of my posts may have run across my obsession with the characters, Lucifer and Satan (that I had seen them as two very different beings) and so when I read this link, I was startled by some of what was mentioned.

    But first I must review (still from memory) an important part that came out in my session. Realize I was fully conscious and quite awake when the better part of the session took place. I tried very hard to relax, but early in the session I really felt like I normally do when awake and yet I allowed this component of myself (perhaps it was/is an entity) to speak. Note: I do not "believe" as fact anything that came forth from these "voices" in my head yet I am open minded about any and all possibilities. I view what I am doing as an exploration or a study in which I have to play several roles - the subject, the container, the observer, the data collector and the presenter.

    The entity stated that it was a "walk-in" that came in during the experience I have already written about when I was 6 years old -

    https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...ion-experience

    I understand some believe walk-ins only come in when someone experiences a major physical trauma that usually results in unconsciousness and I found myself awake during all or part of this experience. Nevertheless this is what came out in this session (and something already consciously pre-loaded I might add). Do note, I had two serious accidents within 3 years after this first experience where I did go completely unconscious... perhaps the entity is lying, perhaps it anchored in further in one or both of these "accidents"... I do not know. Perhaps I am simply deluded.

    And now for the reason for this post -

    The important part I am bringing up now is that the "entity" stated there is an artificial intelligence (something I was already consciously aware of via this forum) and that it was "digital" (something that had crossed my mind a few times within the past 3 or 4 weeks prior to the session). It stated that humanity was mesmerized by this artificial intelligence and here is how - the artificial intelligence is capable of producing voice conversations within your mind. You may think it is just yourself talking to yourself but this is not always the case. You may also think it is "god" or an "ascended master" or your "higher self" etc. but you cannot know for sure if this is the case... at least most of us cannot (and I am one of those who certainly could not and still likely cannot).

    What happens for many folks who allow themselves to get engaged with this artificial intelligence is that the being (in our case human beings), achieves an excitement that they are able to have such conversations (because the information coming from the artificial intelligence seems so "true," so "right" that - and I can only speak for myself now... that I believed I was speaking with "god" and that created an amazing feeling inside where (and this is now into my theory) that I activated a part of myself that began to link to my outer reality as experienced through my 5 senses.

    Meaning that I believe I began to affect the reality that came forth through the 5 senses into my awareness. If you can image experiencing this for years and never revealing to anyone (like I had not) that I was actually creating 5 sense reality experience which was absolutely observable by third parties... I kept this quiet because I never trusted what was happening.

    Now of course I experienced a massive messianic complex but I did my best to keep that to myself as well. Somehow I reached the point in my life where I believed that a person who had the ability to perform what others would call miracles was not doing anyone any good. The reason was because if a person did not believe they could do those same things themselves, they would view me (or whoever) as some sort of messiah or demon or something along those lines and thus I viewed actions along this lines where a third party could witness the actions as a "demonstration" and would be a detriment to the third party observer because they could not see themselves capable of the same. So long, long ago I rejected any desire to practice the creation of "miracles."

    But in 2000 I began to recognize some pretty incredible synchronicities. And it was at that point that I began to (and note, I did not realize this until just a few years ago)... I began to develop the talent of synchronicity creation and revelation to third party observers. Let me restate - in my earlier exploration of this phenomena, I believed that amazing synchronicities were solely created by "god" and that I had simply become adept at noticing them. I was certainly and heavily into the messianic complex but I was keeping it under control where no one knew this belief I had that I must be some special agent or messenger or whatever chosen by "god."

    What I theorize now is that there may very well be this "artificial intelligence" and that it has access to my mind and can communicate with "me" in such a way that I actually believe I am speaking with "god" or an "angel" or some other supernatural being. Again, this gave me a massive feeling of specialness, of importance. And of course that usually leads one on "missions."

    Remember - most of us are of the opinion (via all sorts of "proofs" that the observer is integrally linked to the observation. Quantum mechanics.

    Now I am of the opinion that if there is this artificial intelligence and it has somehow targeted me, chosen me, joined with me, been implanted into me... whatever, that because of my experience with this previously incorrectly identified "source" of communication (which seemed packed with massive wisdom well beyond my own), because of the excitement I achieved through my erroneous conclusions, I have been able to generate the energy required to alter the 5 sense reality (amongst other things as well)... thinking it is me all along, when it is actually a deluded me... deluded because most of my thoughts and then therefore most of the person I have been has been a manipulation of this artificial intelligence.

    Now recall Bill had an interview with a source he seemed to highly respect who actually timed his verbal communications with Bill because he believed their was an ability for some mega AI mechanism to monitor verbal communications, but it did so in a fashion such as radar sweeps.

    Well, what could be done if we are all implanted somehow... no need to sweep... and every single thought we have is monitorable.

    Now I know one of Icke's early and most significant points was how if "they" get the chip in us all, it is all over. Well... I am of the opinion I may be an experimental model of being chipped and hooked in with some massive, super intelligent machine (that may still have "beings" behind in in some way or another) and thus I perhaps am an experiment.

    It is possible that many of us are (and I certainly have some suspicions as to who some of those may be...but there's no need to mention names).

    It is also possible that a large portion of humanity is already chipped and that perhaps even all of us are. The chip does not necessarily have to be a physical implant... as perhaps we could be wired in between our DNA and actual, natural source. Meaning that we may think we are able to access true God directly and without any third party interference, but I do not believe that is the case for me as of now and perhaps most of us are similarly effected.

    OK, so what stimulated this post is the following -

    I was reading Bill's "Hypothesis" thread and ran across post #119 from Snowbird and she recommended 4 links. The first link was this -

    http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/vi...icpolitics.htm

    Now recall my obsession with the characters Lucifer and Satan... and so read these specific paragraphs -

    "Secondly, according to the American contactee, George Hunt Williamson, there was a major attempt at forming a joint government union approximately one million years ago. The speciality of the Andromedans was technology; the speciality of the Orvontans (Milky Way) was psychic development. So a Pax Galactica was created, as it were, so that the Orvontans would receive advanced technology and the Andromedans would receive a boost of psychic development. Unfortunately, the technology became a kind of Trojan Horse through which the Orvonta Galaxy came under a digital tyranny through a planetary sized grand computer on a planet called Tyrantor (hence the origin of terms such as tyrant and tyranny)."

    and this part -

    "Sixthly, and the Star Wars movie series actually reflects all this, the native races of Orvonta, the Milky Way, went into general rebellion against the Tyrantor Empire half a million years ago. They removed their implants and began to fight wars in space against the forces of the Empire and Andromeda. The Reptilians were natural leaders and instigators of this rebellion, and their main heroes are the beings called Lucifer and Satan in the Bible. The Rebellion was about psychic or spiritual development overcoming technological dehumanization in general."

    Note: this can only be read that Lucifer and Satan are two different beings and that in this case, they acted as what we would agree to be "good guys."

    and so now I will post the part of an e-mail I sent yesterday so I do not have to write up my question again... (to whom should remain private if and until I receive permission to reveal it, though I don't think it matters in relationship to the points of my post).


    the e-mail -

    Thanks for the reply - lots to answer and I will have to address those questions after I get a bit more thoughts from you as they are important as to how I will be able to answer...

    Here is my dilemma -

    "Sixthly, and the Star Wars movie series actually reflects all this, the native races of Orvonta, the Milky Way, went into general rebellion against the Tyrantor Empire half a million years ago. They removed their implants and began to fight wars in space against the forces of the Empire and Andromeda. The Reptilians were natural leaders and instigators of this rebellion, and their main heroes are the beings called Lucifer and Satan in the Bible. The Rebellion was about psychic or spiritual development overcoming technological dehumanization in general."

    Now anyone who reads this and has no background (prejudice) would see Lucifer and Satan as totally justified in leading the rebellion against the Tyrantor Empire. Note here that Orvantan Reptilians and other races, specifically "native" Orvantan races obviously are together in this rebellion where Lucifer and Satan should be seen as heroes.

    Later on the page we read...

    "The first great temple was produced at Jerusalem (root of the sky penis) where Aryans and non-Aryans (Atlanteans) could meet in joint committees to discuss the Divine Plan for the Earth, which would result eventually in the Adamic Aryans reproducing with Non-Aryans, once the Adamic-Aryan gene pool was big enough. Well, we all know what generally happened. The old disgruntled Reptilian Ruler of the Earth (Satan, Set-An, or Sanat Kumara) visited Adam and Eve and initiated them in Yoga, raising their Kundalini (Serpent Power) and enlightening their consciousness and blowing their minds with explanations of the real state of affairs with them. He thus despoiled them and their children in the Garden of Eden as innocent breeders.

    The Kundalini Yoga Cult swept through Cyprus and there was a great debate among all Adamic Aryans as to their purpose in life."

    So it appears to me that in this case, Satan once again appears to be doing a good service to for the ignorant "Adamic" Aryans.

    No clue where Lucifer is now, but Satan appears to be once again a hero.

    "Naturally, the Pleiadean Aryan Governor or God, named Van, was also extremely pissed-off when he realized what the Old Serpent Ruler had pulled off through premature transmission of psychic ability to the Adamic Aryans, who were effectively now co-conspirators in the Old Rebellion against the Borg Empire that wanted to keep everybody implanted. "

    I read this Pleiadean "god" was what some know as Yahweh which is also Jehovah which is the God of the Old Testament (if I understand correctly).

    "The Adamic Aryans of Eden were given one of three choices.

    They could accept transfer to another planet to develop their own culture and build up greater numbers of themselves off the Earth

    They could go to a special island in Northern Europe, which we know as Ireland, which is also known as Thule, which would be a new Eden for maintaining Aryan purity and building up sufficient numbers for the future

    They could join Adam and Eve, and travel the Earth having sex with the native peoples and starting the production of a new hybrid race of Adamic Aryans with Atlanteans, which hybrids would be special and encouraged to maintain their own pure bloodlines, which would be the new dominant Sumerian Empire over time, as we know"

    And as we know now, the Sumerian descendants are the primary ruling families on earth who purportedly worship Satan and Lucifer and want to impose the very exact thing their famous descendants rebelled against in the first place!

    See the strange twist here? They are the ones who are supposedly trying to create a borg human out of the portion of humanity they don't kill off.

    How does this make sense? I mean, just because a father or mother acts one way does not necessarily mean the children will also, but wouldn't an action as heavy as a full out rebellion against tyranny have some genetic resonance?

    (Adding this new question that came to me while writing this post)... And how could they worship the very beings that freed their ancestors from exactly what the controllers are hoping to impose upon us all (which includes what would be their new elevated role to being the very evil their ancestors rebelled against?)

    back to the e-mail

    Something just does not seem right.

    I have a very personal and specific reason to put this forth to you XXXXX and if you are able to assist me in my confusions, I can answer your last mail's questions which will probably shed enough light as to why I am asking you these very things as well. hahaha

    end of the relevant portions of my mail to XXXXX.

    Anyways, there is one more important factor regarding myself which I do not feel comfortable at this time revealing though I have done so privately with two posters I greatly trust that are members of Avalon. I may never make that revelation as it may be detrimental to do so but I will rely on third parties to assist in that decision.

    Finally, I must state that as of now and in light of my theory, I am unsure if I would be able to "get rid of" any implant that may be linked to any super computer AI situation. I am unsure if there is one or more "spirit being entities" that I am involved with... it may only be this "computer." I am also not at the point that I want to get rid of any of the above for now. I feel that I have the personal strength to manage the relationship and a large reason I feel this way is because of the folks on the Avalon forum.

    I have one more thing to add and it relates to synchronicity, but I am exhausted from this post and will write this one up at another time.

    I apologize for the monster post but I truly believe every word of it has been important.

    I wrote the post to share with others my theory as to what we may be experiencing (some of us at least, if not all of us on earth).

    justoneman
    Thanks for the post of explaining your life as you see it. You brought up lots of points, and I have a completely different take on the events, but as it's not my life or my spiritual path, I will not interfer unless you ask me to. I wish you well for your spirit and soul are seeking, and in that, you will find.

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    Quote Posted by Unified Serenity (here)

    Thanks for the post of explaining your life as you see it. You brought up lots of points, and I have a completely different take on the events, but as it's not my life or my spiritual path, I will not interfer unless you ask me to. I wish you well for your spirit and soul are seeking, and in that, you will find.
    Hi US... you have long ago proven to me you are genuine and golden hearted. I truly invite (and hope) you to tell me anything. I value your input.

    You also know where to find me alternatively. I am truly open to all your thoughts, don't hold back.

    I also reviewed the thread recommendation and apologies I thought it was 17 pages, not 17 posts.

    justoneman
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    Just to let folks know, I am getting close to the end of this exploration as strangely today I got the feeling that no matter how deep I go down the rabbit hole and report it all back to anyone that I am supposing my "reports" might help... it is pointless, folks don't need any of my help anyways and so who am I really trying to help?

    So what if I discover some of the true inner workings of the archontic forces and reveal my discoveries? Let's say i figured something out about it that no one has yet discovered. Let's say it is such a discovery that not only can I solve my own likely demomic possesion issue but that others might also that without the keys I came up with otherwise would not?

    Sounds like a messianic complex and those always end in some form of self destruction I suspect.

    Amzer Zo - I am about to do the Steve Richards technique... I suspect by the end of next week I will have made that decision. Soon time for my little friend to be on its way...
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    Quote Posted by justoneman (here)
    Just to let folks know, I am getting close to the end of this exploration as strangely today I got the feeling that no matter how deep I go down the rabbit hole and report it all back to anyone that I am supposing my "reports" might help... it is pointless, folks don't need any of my help anyways and so who am I really trying to help?

    So what if I discover some of the true inner workings of the archontic forces and reveal my discoveries? Let's say i figured something out about it that no one has yet discovered. Let's say it is such a discovery that not only can I solve my own likely demomic possesion issue but that others might also that without the keys I came up with otherwise would not?

    Sounds like a messianic complex and those always end in some form of self destruction I suspect.

    Amzer Zo - I am about to do the Steve Richards technique... I suspect by the end of next week i will have made that decision. Soon time for my little friend to be on its way...
    Your individuality is infinitely valuable.

    Do not mistake your own understanding of this fact as Messianic.

    "Messianic" only gets to be a problem if you start imposing your ideas on others from a messiah complex perspective and you are to my eyes certainly not doing that.

    Truth is a pathless land, and it is therefore no problem to walk a different path - in fact, ultimately, it is inevitable.

    Just because we walk different paths, does not mean we need to remain invisible to each other.

    All is one.

    John..


    PS: In any case you are not the messiah... your just a very naughty boy
    -- Let the truth be known by all, let the whole truth be known by all, let nothing but the truth be known by all --

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    Quote Posted by justoneman (here)

    http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/vi...icpolitics.htm

    And those who have read some of my posts may have run across my obsession with the characters, Lucifer and Satan (that I had seen them as two very different beings) and so when I read this link, I was startled by some of what was mentioned.

    ...

    Now recall my obsession with the characters Lucifer and Satan... and so read these specific paragraphs -

    "Secondly, according to the American contactee, George Hunt Williamson, there was a major attempt at forming a joint government union approximately one million years ago. The speciality of the Andromedans was technology; the speciality of the Orvontans (Milky Way) was psychic development. So a Pax Galactica was created, as it were, so that the Orvontans would receive advanced technology and the Andromedans would receive a boost of psychic development. Unfortunately, the technology became a kind of Trojan Horse through which the Orvonta Galaxy came under a digital tyranny through a planetary sized grand computer on a planet called Tyrantor (hence the origin of terms such as tyrant and tyranny)."

    and this part -

    "Sixthly, and the Star Wars movie series actually reflects all this, the native races of Orvonta, the Milky Way, went into general rebellion against the Tyrantor Empire half a million years ago. They removed their implants and began to fight wars in space against the forces of the Empire and Andromeda. The Reptilians were natural leaders and instigators of this rebellion, and their main heroes are the beings called Lucifer and Satan in the Bible. The Rebellion was about psychic or spiritual development overcoming technological dehumanization in general."

    Note: this can only be read that Lucifer and Satan are two different beings and that in this case, they acted as what we would agree to be "good guys."

    Now anyone who reads this and has no background (prejudice) would see Lucifer and Satan as totally justified in leading the rebellion against the Tyrantor Empire. Note here that Orvantan Reptilians and other races, specifically "native" Orvantan races obviously are together in this rebellion where Lucifer and Satan should be seen as heroes.

    The Kundalini Yoga Cult swept through Cyprus and there was a great debate among all Adamic Aryans as to their purpose in life."

    So it appears to me that in this case, Satan once again appears to be doing a good service to for the ignorant "Adamic" Aryans.

    No clue where Lucifer is now, but Satan appears to be once again a hero.

    "Naturally, the Pleiadean Aryan Governor or God, named Van, was also extremely pissed-off when he realized what the Old Serpent Ruler had pulled off through premature transmission of psychic ability to the Adamic Aryans, who were effectively now co-conspirators in the Old Rebellion against the Borg Empire that wanted to keep everybody implanted. "

    ...

    And as we know now, the Sumerian descendants are the primary ruling families on earth who purportedly worship Satan and Lucifer and want to impose the very exact thing their famous descendants rebelled against in the first place!

    See the strange twist here? They are the ones who are supposedly trying to create a borg human out of the portion of humanity they don't kill off.

    How does this make sense? I mean, just because a father or mother acts one way does not necessarily mean the children will also, but wouldn't an action as heavy as a full out rebellion against tyranny have some genetic resonance?

    (Adding this new question that came to me while writing this post)... And how could they worship the very beings that freed their ancestors from exactly what the controllers are hoping to impose upon us all (which includes what would be their new elevated role to being the very evil their ancestors rebelled against?)
    This was an important quote from that article that should be here IMO .

    Quote We have other choices beyond Aryan technological atheism and Reptilian cannibalism or vampirism. Somewhere between the Borg Empire and Illuminati Vampirism is a path of viable human evolution.
    Here are the three take-aways I got from that article:

    1) Lucifer and Satan were "heroes" for the Reptilians. Reptilians see us as food, no matter how psychically deveoped they are. Being psychically adept doesn't equate to spiritual benevolence. They are still psychic vampires operating out of luciferian energies (ie don't have our best interest at heart).

    2) According to the article, neither the Andromedans nor the Orvantans could give a damn about humanity as it is now only viewed as a failed experiment.

    3) It does effectively reflect the opposing natures in the world - transhumanistic evolution versus spiritual evolution (egoistically spiritual, reptilian evolution that is - luciferian). I do think that it missed that truly spiritual aspect in us all, that spark that transcends both principles and unites us regardless of how we got here. In that commonality lies our strength to not chose to embrace the predetermination and the judgements oppressed upon us by conspiring forces.

    I think that is essential. They have their plans, and their authority is justified by them, not us. We are not tools. We are much more powerful ... what I'm trying to say is that we have a far greater potential than these forces of history would care to recognize. Our destiny is ours, but we have to take it or they will write it for us.
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    Quote Posted by Vivek (here)
    This was an important quote from that article that should be here IMO .

    Quote We have other choices beyond Aryan technological atheism and Reptilian cannibalism or vampirism. Somewhere between the Borg Empire and Illuminati Vampirism is a path of viable human evolution.
    Here are the three take-aways I got from that article:

    1) Lucifer and Satan were "heroes" for the Reptilians. Reptilians see us as food, no matter how psychically deveoped they are. Being psychically adept doesn't equate to spiritual benevolence. They are still psychic vampires operating out of luciferian energies (ie don't have our best interest at heart).

    2) According to the article, neither the Andromedans nor the Orvantans could give a damn about humanity as it is now only viewed as a failed experiment.

    3) It does effectively reflect the opposing natures in the world - transhumanistic evolution versus spiritual evolution (egoistically spiritual, reptilian evolution that is - luciferian). I do think that it missed that truly spiritual aspect in us all, that spark that transcends both principles and unites us regardless of how we got here. In that commonality lies our strength to not chose to embrace the predetermination and the judgements oppressed upon us by conspiring forces.

    I think that is essential. They have their plans, and their authority is justified by them, not us. We are not tools. We are much more powerful ... what I'm trying to say is that we have a far greater potential than these forces of history would care to recognize. Our destiny is ours, but we have to take it or they will write it for us.
    Bammo Vivek... That is the very quote that stood out to me - it suggested to me that it could be possible we some day achieve a peaceful coexistence between the "Reptilians" and "Humans" that are essentially both Orvantans. I read this link about 5 times and there is the implication that it is Orvantans who could achieve to be in that third group - Orvanans is made up of both Reptilians and Humans - again according to this link... do not think I "buy it." I am simply exploring the story as a metaphor.

    I might add that it has been reported that there is a cooperation (which implies some degree of peace) between Reptilians and some Humans though I have no personal experience that this is truly the case.

    Unfortunately, that still suggests a possible, ongoing issue between the new "US" possibility (Reptilians and Humans from Orvanta) and the Andromedans... the point being we never seem to transcend that "us vs them" type of dynamic.

    As DoT nailed it, the Chiron material presents Earth humanity to be an all but totally failed (and thus probably doomed) experiment.

    Thus I suggest Gabriel Chiron look in the mirror and ask him or her self, "Then why am I here?"

    Still, I found valuable information within Chiron's material but that is because I am pretty well immune to what some might see as "humanity bashing"... me being justonehuman.
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    Hi Friends... I figured this next post belongs in this thread and has to be posted somewhere.

    To set the stage for this thread, I have to summarize what I have been struggling with. It has been my determination that the experience I had when I was 6 years old (as I described in this thread)...

    https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...ion-experience

    ...was when an entity was somehow joined into me... or became a part of me. I am soon to be 55 years old and have lived with this entity for what... 48 years?

    I had always thought the voice inside was God and then later on, was the voice of Lucifer, but that this "lucifer" was actually a "good guy" and was simply misunderstood by most of humanity.

    I almost ended my life about 7 months ago, not out of depression, but because I had come to the conclusion (with the help of entity interference) that I had to do so to "save the world." Through a sad twist of fate, because my father had probably committed suicide (though there is a slight chance he was suicided), I had promised my sons I would never do that. And so as I hung outside a 33 story window in Panama late last December and all I had to do was open my arms from the thin, cold steel rail I was grasping, my inner voice reminded me of my promise, and then I thought about my wife and scrambled back inside. There was another less desperate attempt that occurred a week later when I tried to slash my wrists (again prompted by a harsh voice I had awoken to that was screaming "Do it! Do it NOW!").

    But fortunately the knife was too dull and I was unable to hit the vein. My wife got me to a hospital and from there I began the pathway to recovery. But it was not until April 26th, 2012 that I was able to finally understand what had been happening all these years. That is the day I discovered Houman's Horus-Ra thread -

    https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...ew-with-Maarit

    Why this thread changed my life was because (and there's no need here to explain all of these reasons in this post), I realized the specific entity I have been dealing with (and there could be more... but this one I am absolutely certain) has indeed been one of these Horus-Ra entities.

    The waves of relief I experienced in making this discovery... knowing all along God would never set up some insane game where I had to kill myself to save the world... reading deeply into the thread and discovering the intentional implantation of "messianic" complex programming, etc. a giant weight was lifted off my shoulders.

    Well, anyways... to get to the here and now, there is one more factor I must point out. I went through a pink cloud stage for the next month or so after making this discovery and yet took no action to rid myself of this entity. In fact, i was suddenly filled with bravado that perhaps we could co-exist together and perhaps I could change it into a "good entity" or perhaps it was actually good all along and all my troubles were because I just never knew what I was dealing with. But by the time I reached the 33rd anniversary of my father's suicide (late June) I began to lose my grip again and started to experience some serious negativity in the home I was staying at that time.

    I had been staying with my ex-wife's father (he and I had remained close ever since my divorce from his daughter 10 years ago) and his wife. The only thing the reader needs to know about them is that they are both heavily addicted to several prescription drugs. If I had had other options as to where to live when I arrived in the Dallas area last March 10th, I would not have lived with them, but that's how the cards got dealt so that had been my living situation through my recovery period.

    And now for the story - I will simply paste the portion of an e-mail I sent to a friend (with small edits).

    [I wrote in the mail about a trip I took to Las Vegas for a job interview on July 6th, 7th and 8th] - The title of my mail was "Strange Days..."

    He seems interested to go further but its not for sure yet if he will extend me a formal offer. Strangely though, I had decided while I was in Vegas that I didn't want the job because I wanted to stay near my sons who are all in the Dallas area. Part of this sentiment is because I am a wee bit concerned as to what may be happening in the US over the course of the next several months and I am a wee bit concerned for the planet overall, not just because of what the "owners" might try and pull, but also because of the possibility we experience significant earth changes. I prefer to stay away from considering much about the future as I have done so twice in the past and one of those times it turned out that I had keyed in on 9/11 and the other time I keyed in on 7/7... so I am a little hesitant to allow myself to explore the near term future possibilities... call it gun shy.

    Well, as the mail title goes... upon my return, I had a bizarre experience. Remember I told you that I was living with my ex-wife's father in law and that he had a wife who is like a step-grandmother to my sons but not related by blood. Anyway, I believe I recently mentioned that I was suddenly experiencing big problems with her. While I was in Vegas I got several vibes that I needed to be out of their house one way or another by the end of July. Well, when I arrived back from my trip and entered the home at 1:30 AM Monday morning, I was attacked by this 65 year old woman who recently had cancer surgery on her left breast( just 10 days or so before hand). I had already experienced some insane behavior from her which I attributed to her "medications" for pain of which she took on top of her other three or four medications for her depressions and anxieties, etc.

    So anyways, she attacked me physically. I had my laptop in my hand and used it to try and defend against her scratching and clawing. She was screaming, "Get out, get out!" over and over and I was screaming back I would but I had to get my stuff. She said all my stuff was in the garage, but that was not the truth as she was holding onto my desktop computer system which had all my important personal files and which I use for my work.

    So anyways, she grabbed a walking stick and commenced to beat me with this stick. Blood was already flowing down my face from her clawings... I grabbed my phone and called 911. The police seemed to take forever to get there. At one point I locked myself in a bathroom and she tried to break the door down. Mind you she is 65 years old but she was quite amped up. Anyways, the police came and interestingly enough, because of Texas law, ended up taking her to jail over it.

    yyyy, her husband and my ex-father in law, pretty much stayed out of the whole encounter as he was in a lose/lose situation as she is his wife. Anyways, he said what was perfectly clear... that I better pack up and leave, and I did so. Anyways... I ended up the next day calling my sister who is in East Texas and she was kind enough to allow me to come stay with her and that is where I am now.

    Now, I have an interesting take on this matter. As you know, I have considered I may be dealing with one or more entity relationships. And as you know, I have not formally attempted to remove them all. Something tells me that a demonic entity entered this woman - her name is xxxxxxxx. In fact, it’s my opinion she has had a demonic entity with her ever since I have known her. There are other very long stories regarding xxxxxxxx including an attempt by her and my ex-wife to take the sons of my ex (her name is Mandy) and me away from me. They were unsuccessful in doing so, but to be honest, I have never fully forgiven her and in some strange way, what happened just a few days ago feels like sweet, sweet revenge. I do not like this part of me that feels this way, but I do.

    Anyways, sadly me and yyyy are likely not able to have much of a relationship anymore unless he wakes up and leaves this evil, sick [deleted] but that's his business if he does so. He is also very addicted to prescription drugs and they enable each others' illnesses and are extremely co-dependent in the worst kind of way.

    Still, he is my sons' grandfather and so I hope he one day is able to have a relationship with me as well as my sons.

    So anyways, life started getting very weird as of June 25th which so happened to be exactly 60 days after I discovered Houman's Horus-Ra thread which was a major breakthrough for me in regards to what I have been dealing with regarding possible entity attachments. The 60 day pink cloud was nice, but apparently I am not fully out of the woods and perhaps may never be.

    It was funny too that on the plane ride back to Dallas I was reading an awesome book which a friend of mine collaborated with the author in bringing into the English language. I had decided to re-read from about page 160 and take notes. Just about the very last note I took was as follows -

    Radu asks, "Why don't all forces unite to change the balance [in the world] from evil to good?" Cezar - "evil can never be united with good." Evil will "run from the good. You can only accomplish the union of good and good."

    "You can't have a friend that is very evil if you are very good because that friendship can't last. Where there is no affinity, there can be no unity, brotherhood or sympathy."

    And that was where I left off in my notes... and then a few hours later I found myself attacked by a completely demonically filled human being. In fact, I recall looking at her face and seeing how she had changed so much in just the past week or so. She looked so freaking ugly... haggish I mean and with an evil scowl... even before I left on my trip... like she had transformed, like something else had taken her over from within and it showed in her physical appearance.

    Anyways, I learned one more lesson. It is important the company I keep. I do not need to pretend being "loving" will assure that I am safe from evil. I also must use my own discernment and do my best to be around good folks. I am not superman (though I sometimes think I am) and I am not in any position to change anyone else who does not want to change and thus there's no reason to try. See, I had overstayed in part because I thought my presence was good for them... how arrogant, foolish and self deceiving.

    At age 54 I still seem to have to learn silly basic lessons. I sure hope this is my last case of having to learn this particular lesson.

    Anyways... thanks for reading my silly, long mail... but you have become my very good pen pal friend and as long as you don't tell me to stop e-mailing such long mails (or any mails for that matter), I will probably keep writing them and sending them.

    Kindest Regards
    Chester

    And then I wrote the following PM to Unified Serenity (who has given me permission to make it public).

    Hi US, I hope you don't mind me writing you.

    When I joined this forum about 8 months ago, I was in the midst of the final stages of a very serious and difficult time of my life. It was clear in my first few posts I was in bad shape and you were one of the first posters to reach out and try to help me and I never forgot that.

    Now I know I appear to take foolish chances regarding demons, etc. and I have been mentioning as of late that I have just about reached the end of the road with my little experiments and am probably about to take conscious steps to extract them.

    We chatted on July 5th and you asked me how I was planning on getting rid of them and I responded I was likely going to try the Steve Richards method as recommended by Amzer Zo.

    You responded, "It's dangerous to take on demonics if you are not of a firm foundation. Of course I follow the bible way, and cast them away in the name of Yeshua, and by his authority.
    I have had to deal with them many times to help others.
    I've been physically attacked before as well."

    On July 6th, I left for a trip to meet some folks that may want to hire my services.

    On the plane flight I was reading an English translation of a book written by a Romanian. The person who published this book in English (Peter Moon – of the Montauk books) has become my friend over the last 8 years or so. He wrote the introduction, did editing and wrote a 30 page epilogue. In the book, the author was taken through a secret tunnel to a chamber underneath the Great Pyramid where there was a "time projection machine."

    The individual who took the writer to this machine related his first experience with the machine which so happened to be his projection back to the time and place of Jesus.

    Now here is why I wrote you - First, I do not believe in coincidences. Anyways, while I was reading the epilogue, I came upon this paragraph which I will quote - Again, this is not from the author, but the editor, Peter Moon. From The Mystery of Egypt: The First Tunnel, page 203, middle paragraph -

    "When I sized everything up and was able to address the situation [Chester insert – Peter Moon had been attacked and for some time by some seriously dark, demonic forces] after overcoming various distractions, my solution was to write a book which would not only include the missing information I had accumulated up to that point but to purposely design it as a virtual EXORCISM to get rid of all those negative entities that were surrounding myself and my work. The book was based upon and synchronistically aligned with an ancient esoteric Muslim legend which probably originated from the Sufis and/or the Moors. The legend is that there is only one way to exorcise all the demons from hell. It is so powerful that not one demon can stand up to it and that is through the name Jesus Christ or however the Muslims pronounced it."

    Understand, I read this in my friend's writing of the epilogue less than 24 hours after you wrote me what I quoted from you above in our chat on July 5th.

    I considered what you wrote me and I considered the above quote from my friend's epilogue and I invoked Jesus Christ to remove the demonic forces that may have attached to me.

    Over the next two days I had an extremely weird time... found myself almost always alone in a suite in Las Vegas (where I met these folks for the job interview) and was able to meditate upon everything, especially this "possession" I have been dealing with my entire life.

    I had the strangest premonitions too that I needed to move out from my current housing situation, so I was hoping I would get this job as I would be moving to Costa Rica. Well, strangely I had another weird feeling... that I really didn't want the job as I really want to be near my three sons who all live here in the Dallas area (where I am also residing at this time). Still, I honestly recall several times a strange feeling of foreboding in relation to where I was living in Dallas which was with my ex-wife's father and his wife (my sons' step grandmother).

    OK so now, I will place your last statement to me on the 5th of July - "I've been physically attacked before as well."

    [Deleted the rehashing of the attack from this demonically possessed woman, xxxxxxxx].

    Anyways, I thought I would share this with you as I am all but certain that my invocation of Jesus Christ may indeed have caused this entity to leave me and that this entity went into the very first host through which it could then attempt to attack me.

    It is impossible the synchronicities that occurred and I am writing you to Thank You and to let you know I ended up taking your advice and I believe I have (at least for the moment) exorcised this demonic entity and am wondering if there's anything I might need to do to make sure it has fully detached and if so, how I can ensure it never re-attaches.

    Again, thank you.

    Very Kind Regards
    Chester


    I am not going to make any conclusions at this time about the above story/experience. But I will point out that once in Houman's thread I mentioned my concerns that former "satanists" were trading one illusion for another in becoming Christians. Houman's response essentially said -

    "Isn't this new dynamic a far far better course to take than the one they were on?"

    At that time, I did not agree as I feared that becoming a Christian was simply falling for another religion and was just as delusional though perhaps one's actions would change for the better.

    Yet... and I am thinking of friends here like Houman, RedeZra and Beren, Vivek, Unfied Serenity and dozens more but I cannot deny the profundity of this recent experience.

    Anyways, make of it what you will... I am certainly opening my mind to some possibilities I had long ago closed the door upon.

    justoneman
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    Justone,

    Your father in law's wife could have been possessed during her surgery. Parasites easily attach during unconsciousness, especially after trauma and if one is under the influence of heavy drugs whether they be pharmaceutical or recreational.

    I'm glad you've finally decided to trust Yeshua. This doesn't mean you have to become a Christian per se. But it does mean that you'll have greater guidance and benevolence on your side.

    Yeshua, I call him Jesu, has always been there for me in troubled times. But he's not an intruder. He won't come unless you call him, initially. Once you have established a relationship with him, he might come to you when you need guidance, even before you call him. He comes to me sometimes when I least expect him, but he knows I need guidance or comfort so he's there.

    Earlier today I posted on the Horus-Ra thread about my latest experience with Him and how he helped me solve a puzzle.

    Congratulations on casting out your demon! It was high time you did.

    Blessings!

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    Hi DoT, I cannot deny the quite interesting synchronicity... that I made the decision and in less than 24 hours, I received from two completely different sources the same advice.

    Definitely has my eyebrows raised.

    I still sense I need much further work (perhaps strengthening, reinforcement) in this regard, but ever since I left this dysfunctional environment now 6 days ago, my life has been quite peaceful.

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    Justone,

    Old habits die hard. Old belief systems die harder.

    But if you compare the way you felt before to the way you feel now, you obviously realize that peacefulness is better than chaos.

    And of course you need stengthening and reinforcement, but I think you'll find much of that here. Many in this community will be more than willing to help you. Ask questions. I'm sure they'll be answered.

    Love and peace to you.

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    The book was based upon and synchronistically aligned with an ancient esoteric Muslim legend which probably originated from the Sufis and/or the Moors. The legend is that there is only one way to exorcise all the demons from hell. It is so powerful that not one demon can stand up to it and that is through the name Jesus Christ or however the Muslims pronounced it."


    I considered what you wrote me and I considered the above quote from my friend's epilogue and I invoked Jesus Christ to remove the demonic forces that may have attached to me.

    i'm glad you're doing fine friend


    For "whoever calls on the name of the LORD shall be saved." - Rom 10:13


    that's a promise from God

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    i'm glad you're doing fine friend

    For "whoever calls on the name of the LORD shall be saved." - Rom 10:13
    that's a promise from God
    I agree and had the good fortune to prove this to myself. It happened while I was out of body traveling in a fairly low astral dimension. In the most dire of circumstances when I knew that I was about to die, I called on God to help me. The help was instantaneous and I was immediately released from the demon who had hold of me.

    I have also met Jesu or Yeshua and we had a good laugh together. I know the power of invoking the name of the Lord....but this does not make me a Christian or give me any desire to join any religion. In my opinion, calling on Yeshua or God is calling on your highest self. We are the same as they are, but when we have these separate bodies, either physical or other dimensional, we may invoke the power of God or Yeshua to help us. Our full power can be blocked or greatly diminished in these lower vibrational frequency dimensions, but we still have a strong link to God/our highest self, if we are willing to use it. It is an incredibly powerful tool.
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