PLEASE HELP! Olympics come & go with NOTHING major happen,.have serious trust-crisis!

[Falcor]

if you want to find your truth, i suggest to spend some time in the spirituality section or start looking inside. deep down we are all seeking the same thing, and all of this trivial ego entertainment that comes and goes outside of you is only a distraction there to keep you away from what you are really seeking

i believe it is wise to not blame anyone else that you have caught gotten up in the distraction. we all do from time to time. i suggest if youre tired of it, stop putting yourself through it. if you want truth, you must seek to recognize that which cannot be taken away. it is that which always was, and that which always is, and that which always will be.

[westhill]

Hi Niki...
All I can say is WELCOME!
It is safe to say you are no longer a newbie.
Now your real work begins.

[sygh]

Hi niki.

We all get down, we all have feelings of wanting to free ourselves of the physical ties that bind us here, and so many have considered rushing their journey, like there was some short-cut to wisdom or knowledge. So, now you know there are some real stinkers out there in the world who will do or say anything (of their own free will too) for a buck.

The truth lays within, it always has. That is the real awakening. Meditation is a way to transend the physical. After getting refreshed, one can take the lessons learned and realize them in the material world. See yourself where you want to be and then take the road that leads there.

[Unified Serenity]

The truth is the closer we get to the end game, the more false prophets, false promises, ooey gooey love energy suckers, haters, ignorant entertainment seekers, and latest greatest wanna be guru's you are going to see. The trick is to stay balanced, don't let anyone see you sweat, and always understand that feeling good, sharing good stories and such isn't positive and sharing bad things and feeling angry isn't negative.

Letting the liars win and fool you is bad, and that is where we are each responsible to use our own discernment. You can't avoid charlatans, gamers, jokers, liars, psy ops, or jerks, so welcome to planet earth, it's the best seat in the galaxy from what I hear.

[Anchor]

Posted by niki (here)
#misanthrope

I think I love you already

-- update --

So much Wisdom on this thread.

Every single one of us, without exception, is given the opportunity to turn themselves toward the truth. That which is outside of us simply works as a frame of reference to help us. That which is outside of us responds to our individual and specific learning needs of the moment by creating the catalyst that stimulates us as individuals to make that turn in the way appropriate for us and our part of the experience of the infinite creation.

You may have read that the truth sets you free.

But as you learn the truth, before it sets you free, first it pisses you off even more.

But then, as your understanding begins to be secured to these inner foundations of truth, you start to see everything with a new light and in a new way; and suddenly all that pain, all that suffering, all that hardship, tragedy and struggle starts to resolve into something, which is something in which one can see the purpose and meaning.

It comes as a reflection of that which is within. Something that caused us to fail to see the light each time we got tricked into not looking in the right place - aided and abetted this time round by some devious tricksters that are playing the role of the "elite" and whose job it is to make like more challenging. Something we chose to do to experience making choices.

And then, as the light begins to dawn and as your realization and humility fails to feed the drama and the challenge passes - you find the next lesson.

And so it goes.

Your opening post has triggered a wonderful thread.

You will be fine.

Everything is going to work out!

https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...ng-is-changing

[misbis]

It happened what was meant to happen. The opening ceremony and close ceremony were full of rituals. We always expect major things and always FORGET how this HIDDEN power manipulate us -by HIDDEN methods.
They are not hidden by the way, they happen in front of our face and we still sleep and expect something BIG,MAJOR. They did what they wanted to do in front of all humans on the planet.

[kreagle]

shadowstalker,

I've read several of your posts over the course of time and you sincerely seem to be a gentle and loving individual. I don't want you to take this in the wrong way but I do have some "issues" with the "view that you've stated here........

The truth is we move on with trust only for our selves as individuals, with out expectation of anything but our own love and personal growth

One more thing

Never take anything as the gospel, things always changes, good bad or ugly..

First, it has been my own personal observation that when we, as humans, program ourselves to..... "trust only for our selves as individuals",....that we inevitably fall, once again, into this "vicious trap" that many are writing about here. We are a "gun-shy" society,.....(and with good reason, too),....that "jumps at the slightest sound",.....whether it be a small "pop or loud bang". I'm afraid we are all going to be in store for a whole lot more "unsettling sounds" before it's all said and done. I don't believe it would be very wise to try to make it through these impending perilous times, "alone"!


Secondly, I must say that it's because of accepting "The Gospel",....that I now am able to properly decipher the difference between,....the good.....the bad.....and the ugly!!


Once again, my dear, don't take this wrong in any way. I've never felt, or observed, you being nothing more than what I said above,......loving and gentle. It's just that your particular "choice of words" stuck out to me, for the reasons that I've outlined.



To niki,

I think the advice given by "Falcor" was spot on, for you. He advised you to visit the "Spirituality Section", to which I completely concur with. Believe it or not, I have some "connections" with some people who live in your area of the world, Indonesia, who would love to help you. Give me a PM, if you are interested, my friend.


Your friend, brother, and servant,...........kreagle

[D-Day]

Hi Niki,

I can relate to the feelings of anguish and frustration that emanated through the words in your OP.

I've been at that place before too (all of us probably have at one time or another actually), and it's not a fun place to be.

But, it is a necessary step in the process of one's awakening... and you will transcend it in due course I'm sure.

If it's the truth you want though... then my advice would be to go spend some time [re]integrating yourself with the natural world around you i.e. get back to nature and back to reality!

Remove yourself from the matrix/system for a little while and allow yourself to get back into the natural flow of life.

Think of it as a reset or defrag process, if you will.

Get your head out of the internet and go for a walk in the bush/forest/jungle or whatever kind of natural environments are accessible to you in your local area.

You'll find more truth in closely observing a blade of grass, sitting on the bank of a flowing stream watching the water pass you by, or looking out at the horizon from a mountain top than you will ever find here on this forum or any other place on the internet for that matter.

Of that, I am absolutely certain.

Anyone who believes they're likely to find the ultimate truth on an internet forum/site is kidding themselves, I'm sorry to say.

The truth is something a person must experience for themselves, directly, and on a deeply personal/internal level.

It is not something that can be gleaned from reading posts on a forum, articles on a website, or watching presentations/documentaries on YouTube.

It is my sense that such things have more to do with entertainment and distraction than they do with TRUTH (or finding it).

To put it simply, go for a walk and get some fresh air Niki... I reckon it'll do you a world of good!

Anyways, that's enough from me.

All the best to you on your journey Niki... I have a feeling you're gonna do juuuuust fine

[jackovesk]

Posted by niki (here)
Dear everyone here on this forum,
I am a Truth-seeker and also a 'spiritual-seeker' (and still quite a 'newbie', a beginner-learner), from Indonesia.

I just actually posted this on another 2012/Ascension/Disclosure and Lightworkers forums. so here I'll repeat the same thing again:

perhaps most people here don't understand fully, don't they?....

what if I just can't stand anymore and getting so sick and tired living in this 'limited' physical body,
and trapped constantly always EVERY freaking day by all these stupid, mundane, banal, dry, shallow and even dirty man-made 's rules, policies,
and trapped in "Law-and-Order, all-about-Money-and-status" kind of world!

....all while your Imaginations' world/universe are often TEN thousand times far more vivid and lively than this cheap-dirt "real-world"!..
what I'm feeling at my lowest day, often, is to quickly just shed this physical human's body, and find out what REALLY is after we die!

so yes, I'm honestly also getting very tired, and goddamn sick of all these 'false' predictions/prophecies etc etc,..
but all only to even make me more sick of the HUMAN BEINGS who keep putting out all these "oh-so-great" fantasy, only to later on turns out it's just another dirty, or over-exaggerated fantasy for -I don't know- often their human's shallow, cheap & mundane personal motives eg: money, status, popularity, recognition.

god, I swear I hate this world (or reality/real-world) and creatures called human beings even more,...seriously!
#misanthrope

so what IS the Truth, now??....

-from Indonesia~
~Niki~

Welcome to Avalon Niki...

Tip: If you are here to uncover the 'Truth', there is nothing here &/or on the internet that you should 'Fear'...

e.g. Just recently a 'Thread' of mine has come under attack because nothing happened (We Know Of) at the 2012 Olympics...

I had people accusing me of being a 'Fearmonger' with certain members even stating 'I wanted something to happen' to prove myself right...

My Goal was to list every possible 'Scenario' to what 'May' happen at the 2012 Olympics - 'Nothing More Nothing Less'..!

...with the remote possibly - by bringing these 'Theories' out in the open it may just prevent any kind of negative 'Event' now and in the future..!

https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...ondon-Olympics..

I use the example 'above' as relevance to your Thread title...

Re: PLEASE HELP! Olympics come & go with NOTHING major happen,.have serious trust-cri

The 'Case-In-Point' being...Remember - Kony 2012

• Listen to what 'Resonates' to you only (not by way of GroupThink)
• Always use your own 'Discernment' to cut out the wheat from the chaffe
• Don't ever stop expressing your own 'Truth' from what you've learnt along your journey (As you've done in your OP - Original Post)

...and last & but not least

Never lose faith in the 'Mass Human Consciousness Collective' to eventually discount the Lies & DisInfo enough to eventually uncover the 'Truth'...

PS - Just think about this as you experience your Truthseeker education...

How many people were actually Awake to what was really going on behind the scenes...

• 100 Years Ago
• 50 Years Ago
• 30 Years Ago
• 20 Years Ago
• 10 Years Ago

...and Now...

[Ron Mauer Sr]

Hi Niki,

During the 1970's I started an intensely frustrating effort to find out what is really going on, what is truth. Gradually amazement has replaced frustration.

In my humble opinion, some of the things I've learned:

• We are all eternal beings having a human experience.
• Life is all about the journey, not the destination. We are never done.
• Whatever we focus on becomes bigger. This is how we create.
• We have an emotional guidance system that tells us when we are on track. Just ask yourself: Do I feel good or do I feel bad? Follow your bliss.
• We can only accept a little bit of truth at a time. It takes time. But don't be afraid to move out of one's comfort zone a little when you want some adventure. That is how we grow.
• For a long time, planet Earth has been the residence of greedy fear based dysfunctional control freaks. We can change that, one person at a time.
• Meditation can sometimes replace anxiety with a feeling of well being.
• Feel the love, for that is what you are.

[sandy]

AWESOME I love it !! Thank you for your wisdom and simplicity rmauersr, YOU are a GEM

[4evrneo]

Hello Niki,
As a new seeker as well, my favorite lesson is.....
A rose is nothing and has no beauty without the observer to make it beautiful ..........

There are many things and people trying to distract us from the true beauty within. Hold strong to your inner light and together we will diffuse the darkness.
All the best Niki
Annette

[DaveTheWave]

To the OP: It's easy to be disappointed and disgusted when we have expectations. Someone is always selling something, and in the case of your example, people are selling fear-mongering and/or prophesy/prediction. If you didn't expect them to be right (at least a little bit), you wouldn't be so exasperated.

It's a crappy but funny example, but I stopped having any good expectations from my in-laws years ago... Now, I'm not disappointed in them anymore. You can't get mad at a fish for swimming and you can't get mad at a bird for singing.

It seems that within the last couple years, every big news or big event has some expectation attached to it. Someone is always making a prediction for some tragedy to happen because, in case they turn out to be right, they will be an overnight success; they'll immediately have a following.

People are going to be people. There's all kinds. Many who find their way on to podcasts and make creepy youtube vids and do interviews are charlatans. Opportunists. There's also people with good intentions who are just plain wrong. There's people who refuse to make a prediction because they don't want to risk being wrong... All types.

I think if you soak up all the info you can, you can make an informed decision yourself. I've heard just about every "conspiracy" researcher or alternative historian/scientist/whistleblower out there, and some sing the same song, while others say the direct opposite of the other on the same matter. Discernment is developed over time, by being burned like you feel right now.

It's like the question posed to an elder:

Q.- How do you make good decisions?

A.- Experience.

Q.- How do you get experience?

A.- Make bad decisions...


I would think just be on-balance, ready to go either way on a given subject. Don't place too much weight or faith in any "whistleblower" or "insider" or any other person who has a label or title. It's fun and entertaining stuff, and there is a reason to be watchful and on guard, but don't lean too much one way or the other, because you're likely to tip over and fall.

[blufire]

changed my mind . . . .

[Rambo45]

I know how you feel, especially about the whole money status thing. Maybe it's our job to serve others and serve as an example for everyone else to aspire to, sort of like what Ghandi did.