Here and Now...What's Happening?

[ulli]

Posted by 1inMany (here)
It isn't real? Well, what is real? This is some kind of game? Who is having the fun? A line of Angels on my right, Obey One on my left. Are they real? My child clinking a glass with a spoon. Is that real? I have hurt my shoulder. Is that real? I'm supposed to be completely embedded here, or was at some point. And feeling angry is somehow ungrateful. Is the anger real? Or is the appearance of being ungrateful real? Now, I'm supposed to let go of every single thing I have ever known. I'm trying here, ok? Is this effort real? Is it not enough? Is this fear real? I am to embrace what is real. Jump off the edge and fly in the real. Are these wings real? What I can see is not real, but if I see it in another sense it is real. I have thrown out just about everything I have held as sacred at some point. What is left? I'm doing the best I can, here. The energy, that is real. The light is real. How can that be real when it is used for that which is not real? How can what is not real use what is real, or why? If this world is not real, how can other things real be infused?



Please pass the tissue...

Life is REAL only then, when I AM.
Google it.

[Sierra]

Help. My husband is suicidal, and has been for two weeks. I ask for balance, a loving courageous heart, because I am overwhelmed right now.

What a beautiful cat WT.

I need to breathe. Breathe.

Sierra

[Carmody]

Yes, moving from Leo time (Sun, Ego, pride, to shine, etc), into Virgo time (completion, harvest, logic, idealistic, etc).

[wynderer]

Sierra -- i don't usually post on this thread -- but saw your name there -- i read somewhere on the net --??? -- that many are becoming suicidal right now -- not referring to the suicides of the farmers in India, & of some of no-more-money people in Greece, etc

Stephanie Relfe wrote an article re suicide triggers being installed if someone w/'missing time' etc begins to wake up -- these are the group i read about -- i may be way off here in my association w/your husband w/this sort of last-ditch programming -- my prayers for him whatever the source/cause --

wyn

[Sierra]

Posted by wynderer (here)
Sierra -- i don't usually post on this thread -- but saw your name there -- i read somewhere on the net --??? -- that many are becoming suicidal right now -- not referring to the suicides of the farmers in India, & of some of no-more-money people in Greece, etc

Stephanie Relfe wrote an article re suicide triggers being installed if someone w/'missing time' etc begins to wake up -- these are the group i read about -- i may be way off here in my association w/your husband w/this sort of last-ditch programming -- my prayers for him whatever the source/cause --

wyn

Thank you wyn. (hug) I think my father had a suicide trigger that kicked in at 53. He was tortured (electro-shocked) in the military, I know that much.

I do not think this is the case with my husband though, no missing time, and I know this because we are together constantly.

Sierra

[another bob]

Posted by Sierra (here)
Help. My husband is suicidal, and has been for two weeks. I ask for balance, a loving courageous heart, because I am overwhelmed right now.

What a beautiful cat WT.

I need to breathe. Breathe.

Sierra

Asking for the clear light to permeate and heal your husband of all despair and conflict from inside out, for all guardian beings to focus their uplifting love in his direction, that the optimum outcome be realized, and that all be happy, all be at peace with themselves and with each other, that all awaken to this beauty we are and have always been, and will always be, beyond words and notions, brilliant divine shine, supreme omnidirectional radiance, shanti, shanti, om

[Marianne]

Sierra dearest, sending love your way and holding both of you in my heart for healing as it needs to happen.

[Eram]

Hi sierra,

I send you and your husband all my love and peace.

[RunningDeer]

I send conscious intentions of high frequency energy,
and only the highest and the best for Hubby and you, Sierra.

[Guest]

Dearest Sierra,

Oh blessed be how hard this must be for you.

Loving Prayers of the Life Source to your husband.


Love

Nora

[ViralSpiral]

My dearest Sierra

♥

[Belle]

May peace and calm be yours, Sierra. Find the eye of the storm and remain there. Trust your inner self to guide you through this difficult time...silence when it's needed and words when meant to be spoken will be given to you...follow its lead.

Prayers for your husband in this time of pain. If he can just hold on, this too shall pass.

Blessings and love, from one who has been where you are now.

[ulli]

Sierra

I told you the Village would rise to the occasion...my goodness!!!
Incredible... Such a great response from everyone.
Love, Love, Love

[Sierra]

Weeping at y'all. Thank you so much. Ulli has given me the Bahai prayer for husbands, and made me aware of what is happening in his chart. And what to watch out for coming up. I know what I need to do. I can do this.

I pray for awareness for when stuff comes up, I catch it and act from the heart of love and wisdom.

Love you my Village.

Sierra

[Jenci]

Posted by Sierra (here)
Weeping at y'all. Thank you so much. Ulli has given me the Bahai prayer for husbands, and made me aware of what is happening in his chart. And what to watch out for coming up. I know what I need to do. I can do this.

I pray for awareness for when stuff comes up, I catch it and act from the heart of love and wisdom.

Love you my Village.

Sierra

[RunningDeer]

Posted by Sierra (here)
Weeping at y'all.

Dear Sierra, for what it is worth:

After I sent off my prayer wishes, it didn't seem like enough. So You, Hubby, Wolfie and I walked along the river in the State Forest. Hubby says he's more worried about you than he. He also says that today is the peak of this time line. While I sun gazed, and asked as a double and triple check, Hubby and/or Higher One(s) assured inner knowing. Each hour, each day that goes by for the next two weeks, it will right itself.

With Heart and Love,
Paula XO

[eaglespirit]

Healing Love Loop from Spirit...Looping in on You and Yours, Sierra!

[Anchor]

Posted by Falcor (here)
thank you for your post. i would like to think your post has made me well aware of your perspective. but i would like to humbly suggest that perhaps you have placed a limit on yourself with your beliefs, for your belief seems to reflect your experience. there are many stumbling blocks on the way, the mind also being one of them. im certainly not suggesting i have all the answers, but i will share some brief food for thought.

Read all your post twice. I think I am missing something from your meaning.

My post was a reflection on how it is possible that someone can be limited by any particular phenomena -with the example being chakras and how it is possible that by allowing ephemeral things like that to become a stumbling block. If I am conveying the idea that this is itself limiting - then I failed.

We are limited by incarnation, we are limited in many ways. It is this limitation that eggs us on to discover the paths to freedom from limitation. However, if we allow ourselves to be tied up in the limitations, we may find it a stumbling block to progress. What is a limitation to some, is learning for another - so its hard to be general about what is what.

I hope that makes my meaning clearer.

Thanks

(nice to see you in the Village BTW )

[ulli]

Here is an update on the cat story. I drove to my friends shop this afternoon and he showed me where the dead cat had been before he had it removed by the garbage collectors.
Then he showed me the tape it had had around its neck...yellow plasic ribbon that is normally used by police and road workers.
So I pieced the events together.
They had quite a lot of that ribbon nearby where they had dug up the road.
So I concluded that most likely the cat had been run over by a car, and some pedestrian wanted to move it out of the road, yet did not want to touch it.
So they took some of the ribbon from the construction area and tied it around it's neck and dragged it to my friends yard by his door. I'm sticking by my version. Less drama and more feasible.
Still, the whole incident can be perceived as an omen, especially since the ribbon said the word "caution".
My friend is currently in the process of negotiating a business deal, and spirit is signaling him to be cautious.
A totally different spin, right?
Anyway, thanks everyone for your energy.

[Mark]

blessings, sierra ...