Here and Now...What's Happening?

[Jenci]

My life's experiences all have been about bringing me to the point of surrender. Just when I surrender more and think that must be all, I find that I need to surrender more.

It was back to school today for my son. I've been planning everything the last few days to make the process as smooth as possible for him. He finds school very difficult and can be anxious and unsettled and as a mum, that bothers me. I even consciously directed some bad energies away from him, although I had a vague sense that I was doing something I shouldn't - in other words, taking back control.

This morning did go smoothly and we left the house with no rushing and no shouting, ready and in a peaceful, relaxed state. I was very pleased with myself that my efforts had paid off.

As I am driving to the school, I stop, indicate to turn right, the road ahead was clear so I start turning and Smack ! As I had turned right, a motorcyclist had overtaken me on the right, collided into my car and ended up lying in the middle of the road.

Fortunately he was OK. Well he said he was although he seemed very dazed to me. He was wearing a crash helmet and full leathers which took some damage, so he was well protected. He was adamant that he was going to ride to work though.

So instead of me taking my son to school in a relaxed way, I end up handing him over to another parent who was walking by as I dealt with the motorcyclist. Poor thing was shocked and confused with it all.


Today I have been busy with dealings with the insurance company and the repair garage so I have had not time for reflection until I just got back now.

I asked the question of my Higher Self - 'so what was all this about?'

Immediately I got the response 'Surrender'

Once again I am humbled by life and I realise All is Well, already.

Jeanette

[RunningDeer]

Posted by Nora (here)
Had a family of Raccoons that wintered every year under one of the structures on the property. They came out at night to snoop around for morsels and
to check the cats' dishes for food and water. I sat out on quiet late nights in the forest and listened to their little paws patter in the dirt and their sniffs
and snorts..... Watched them in the shadows waddle around the trees. Sometimes in the morning I would find the cats' dishes in the yard and the air tight dog
food container tossed onto the other side of the porch. They became quite aggressive. One of them -the large male walked onto the porch and I shooed him away and
he hissed at me; I jumped up and hissed back at him. He lumbered away.



Sometimes I let White Tail and his sister out after that encounter. The Raccoons made fast tracks up the big oaks and one time
they chased mamma and baby Racoons up a telephone pole. I hunted all over the yard looking for them in all of the trees.
Then I thought, I bet they scurried up one of the telephone poles. I shined the light at the pole and there they both were eyes glowing
midway up, mamma and baby clinging to the telephone pole.

After White Tail had his almost deadly encounter with the coyotes last Spring there haven't been any animals large or small in the yard. Although, since Southern Cal is having a dry hot summer and drought the Mountain Lions have been coming down from their remote locations in the higher elevations in search of deer,
small animals and water. They have been spotted down by a few of the creeks in the lower valleys and my neighbors have seen their tracks near their properties.





Love

Nora

And Nora makes 10! You've just made the "Top 10 Racoonie" list. You should get a double booking with Momma, babies, and telephone poles and White Tail and Sister. And 'way cool' poetic description and pictures.

[Swan]

Posted by Jenci (here)

It was back to school today for my son. I've been planning everything the last few days to make the process as smooth as possible for him. He finds school very difficult and can be anxious and unsettled and as a mum, that bothers me. I even consciously directed some bad energies away from him, although I had a vague sense that I was doing something I shouldn't - in other words, taking back control.

Jeanette

Hi Jenci,

My son finds school difficult too; the noise and multiple social interactions. I have spent his first two years agonizing. So much. And learning to surrender more and more. Letting the bad stuff pass, and trying to hold his highest good in my heart.

BUT I am not past controlling yet : ). I have an elaborate plan to raise the vibrations of the whole school. Placing homemade orgonite in appropriate places. And going into "healing mode" when I enter the school area.

Also, my son puts crystals in his pockets every morning. Never forgets. He says he doesn´t have scary thoughts when he has the crystals.

[Carmody]

sometimes it's the small things that give it away.

The question: what did Einstein believe? had he 'cleared himself? Did he truly understand? Was he doing his best for humanity? Where was his head at?

It's the position of Einstein's hand in the iconic photo. People who have not cleared themselves tend to not ever have the 'open palm' stance when sitting. Their mind's are too busy, to egocentric, too frantic of purpose and thought to ever do such a thing that is a personal statement of freedom from self and others ideas on self as would be reflected by others. One simple gesture, in stance, indicates all that. It is indicative of a specific subtlety of mind and duality position. A western male, at the top of society, in 1927, would never adopt such an open palm position, if they were immersed in the social and cultural sensibilities of that time.




Solvay Conference 1927

First row: Irving Langmuir, Max Planck, Marie Curie, Hendrik Lorentz, Albert Einstein, Pierre Langevin, Charles Eugene Guye, C. T. R. Wilson, Owen W. Richardson

Second row: Peter Debye, Martin Knudson, W. Lawrence Bragg, Hans Kramer, Paul Dirac, Arthur Compton, Louis de Broglie, Max Born, Niels Bohr

Third row: Auguste Piccard, Émile Henriot, Paul Ehrenfest, Edouard Herzen, Théophile de Donder, Erwin Schrodinger, Jules-Emile Vershaffelt, Wolfgang Pauli, Werner Heisenberg, Ralph Howard Fowler, Leon Brillouin.



Here's a black and white image (the above one appears to be colorized) from the same conference, same line up.

Note the distance between Einstein and Lorentz. The story goes that Einstein had introduced a fully engineerable quantum mechanical unified field theory in Eastern Europe, at a conference, in 1927. Lorentz is involved in the Lorentz symmetry, which removed the last vestiges of asymmetry from Maxwell's original works. This removal of the inherent asymmetry is what closed the door on access, mathematically speaking, to zero point energies, anti gravity, dimensional access, and so on....and then consequently did the same in the entire world of physics and associated math. See the works of Tom Bearden for the whole story.

Lorentz is right beside Einstein, on Einstein's left, in the photo(our left). I see two men uncomfortable with each others presence and proximity.

[Sierra]

Posted by Swan (here)
I have an elaborate plan to raise the vibrations of the whole school. Placing homemade orgonite in appropriate places. And going into "healing mode" when I enter the school area.

Also, my son puts crystals in his pockets every morning. Never forgets. He says he doesn´t have scary thoughts when he has the crystals.

Your son is awesome. You are both, utterly brilliant in the face of sucky vibes.

I've heard of people putting orgonite around police stations and prisons, and the result is less violence and stress. Go for it!

Is it hard to make homemade orgonite?

Jenci, I hope your son is recovering from the shock.



Sierra

[Swan]

Hi Sierra,

Yes, my son is very special. ( My daughter too..in a different way. She dances through life. )

I make orgonite with pine resin and coppar, with rose quartz or himalayan quartz. It´s not hard. I melt the pine resin, pour it into a paper cup with cut up coppar scourers, and in the middle place a crystal.

I started out placing orgonite by nearby cellphone towers, a bridge and a church overlooking our town. I found that the easest way was to find a "special" tree and place the orgonite in a hole among the roots, or in the trunk.

[Jenci]

Posted by Swan (here)
Hi Jenci,

My son finds school difficult too; the noise and multiple social interactions. I have spent his first two years agonizing. So much. And learning to surrender more and more. Letting the bad stuff pass, and trying to hold his highest good in my heart.

BUT I am not past controlling yet : ). I have an elaborate plan to raise the vibrations of the whole school. Placing homemade orgonite in appropriate places. And going into "healing mode" when I enter the school area.

Also, my son puts crystals in his pockets every morning. Never forgets. He says he doesn´t have scary thoughts when he has the crystals.

Hi Swan,

It seems that some are meeting their challenges very early on in life. I understand how difficult it is experiencing this.

We have a couple of Wayne Dyer books called Unstoppable Me and Incredible You. They are both excellent bedtime reading and discussion books, directing kids to find their solutions, peace and love within themselves.

Jeanette

[Swan]

Yup,

Got them Plus a Louise Hay one.

Also a few films: "Billy Elliot", and the new film "Hugo" by Scorcese, about finding ones mission in life.

And, Wayne Dyers "No Excuses" is really good too: how to go after your dreams inspite of what adults may think.

[RunningDeer]

Deleted out of respect for 1inMany and Ulli

[donk]

When wackytweety talks--I listen: it was suggested I post my issues here, so here goes...

I have been having issues with what seems to be an abduction scenario (of my gf, and at least one of her daughters), which may or not be tied directly to really strong vampiric entity or entities (she sees "dead people" everywhere, and has sense for energy--good and bad--when it is concentrated in specific locations).

She has been receptive to the research I have been doing, trying to find out answers about what is happening and how to stop it. I find my will gets in the way a lot, and often need to be reminded of my responsibility--@ which time I try to change focus and look at things in different light.

Well I am pretty satisfied in the amount of information I have gotten her to comprehend, despite the forces actively attempting (often successfully) to prevent her from getting it. The more I learned and shared, the more aggressive the attacks....culminating in full-blown possessions, the second to last (about a month ago now) lead her to ER bound extreme vertigo, and the MRI revealing a brain tumor.

Whether or not it formed the moment I feel it did, or if that info from that moment just set off effects, it was a message I did not get clear enough apparently until the last time I watched them "jump" or "surface" in her, at which time it/they made it clear: they want to hurt me for what I am learning and sharing.

Anyway: I refuse to give up, at least trying to remove her baggage/attachments/demons. Apparently my compulsion yesterday to read and contribute to the horus-FA thread agitated her (it/them) enough that she was blaming me for everything that has been happening and the idea that if I stopped looking at that stuff everything would be better.

As I pondered how I was going to be able relate the idea of pandora's box (that it was kinda a lil late now...), I called upon my higher self, or at least tried to. I promised myself if I was provided help in removing her (our) demons that I would use the tools from that to help everyone I could. I asked my higher self to incarnate within me so we could bring light to the darkness...that's the intent I kept trying project: light light light!

So really, I have no idea wtf I am doing. I can't relate to an idea of a "higher self" seperate from myself, or a higher power of the light where the method of asking for help is hidden. I realize my "prayers" aren't only answered in ways apparent to me, but I also know these dark b@stards can and do directly communicate...why can't I get that from the good guys?

And really, that doesn't even matter. My girl is the one with significantly more of the senses & powers of stuff like that, but too often she acts on fears or the direct or indirect requests/desires of the dark side (for lack of better term). She is unable to hold her attention on any of this information without great difficulty (& often punishment), so I'm hoping for some ideas on how to get her to successfully call out to some useful light beings...

Thanks WT for the re-focus, I have had enough of the negative side for the moment, and also thanks to ulli for pointing the need for me to do this even before WT...I appreciate your compassion

[Jenci]

Hi Donk

Good to see you in this thread. I understand she has just recently been diagnosed with an inoperable brain tumour. I would guess this is a very worrying time for both of you.

Do you think it could be possible that her behaviour of late is due to the tumour rather than anything else?


Jeanette

[Dennis Leahy]

Without attempting to catch up (yet), allow me to blurt out a few photographs from this past weekend's family camping trip.

Sunshine and light breezes, moon-filled and star-filled night skies, prairie blazing stars in the daytime, sights and sounds of birds gregarious (Blue Jays, Chickadees, a Mockingbird) and shy (a Pileated Woodpecker flew low right over our heads), chorus of crickets at night that obliterated the silence, the expansive William Buhlman's "Adventures Beyond the Body" for a little light reading, and several interesting critters visiting our campsite.


A (restored prairie) field with Prairie Blazing Stars blooming



A single Prairie Blazing Star



This Walking Stick was found walking into our campsite.



Walking Stick, walking among sticks (released to - my perception of - its home turf.)



A Gray Tree Frog dropped down from the trees to say hello.



Return to the Oaks, little friend.



This critter popped up from the fire. Seemed right at home there.
(photo credit to my daughter, Basia.)

Dennis

[benevolentcrow]

Awesome photos Dennis, looks like a feast and fuel to the eyes and soul! I remember finding walking sticks as a child and I always thought they were fascinating! Thanks for the lovelies!

[RunningDeer]

Posted by Jenci (here)
My life's experiences all have been about bringing me to the point of surrender. Just when I surrender more and think that must be all, I find that I need to surrender more.

It was back to school today for my son. I've been planning everything the last few days to make the process as smooth as possible for him. He finds school very difficult and can be anxious and unsettled and as a mum, that bothers me. I even consciously directed some bad energies away from him, although I had a vague sense that I was doing something I shouldn't - in other words, taking back control.

This morning did go smoothly and we left the house with no rushing and no shouting, ready and in a peaceful, relaxed state. I was very pleased with myself that my efforts had paid off.

As I am driving to the school, I stop, indicate to turn right, the road ahead was clear so I start turning and Smack ! As I had turned right, a motorcyclist had overtaken me on the right, collided into my car and ended up lying in the middle of the road.

Fortunately he was OK. Well he said he was although he seemed very dazed to me. He was wearing a crash helmet and full leathers which took some damage, so he was well protected. He was adamant that he was going to ride to work though.

So instead of me taking my son to school in a relaxed way, I end up handing him over to another parent who was walking by as I dealt with the motorcyclist. Poor thing was shocked and confused with it all.


Today I have been busy with dealings with the insurance company and the repair garage so I have had not time for reflection until I just got back now.

I asked the question of my Higher Self - 'so what was all this about?'

Immediately I got the response 'Surrender'

Once again I am humbled by life and I realise All is Well, already.

Jeanette

Jeanette, I'm just getting to this post...I so want to give you a hug!

UPDATE:

I'm back to add.......Oh, man...... no words matter. Just that I'm glad that everyone's okay.

[Eram]

Posted by donk (here)
When wackytweety talks--I listen: it was suggested I post my issues here, so here goes...

I have been having issues with what seems to be an abduction scenario (of my gf, and at least one of her daughters), which may or not be tied directly to really strong vampiric entity or entities (she sees "dead people" everywhere, and has sense for energy--good and bad--when it is concentrated in specific locations).

She has been receptive to the research I have been doing, trying to find out answers about what is happening and how to stop it. I find my will gets in the way a lot, and often need to be reminded of my responsibility--@ which time I try to change focus and look at things in different light.

Well I am pretty satisfied in the amount of information I have gotten her to comprehend, despite the forces actively attempting (often successfully) to prevent her from getting it. The more I learned and shared, the more aggressive the attacks....culminating in full-blown possessions, the second to last (about a month ago now) lead her to ER bound extreme vertigo, and the MRI revealing a brain tumor.

Whether or not it formed the moment I feel it did, or if that info from that moment just set off effects, it was a message I did not get clear enough apparently until the last time I watched them "jump" or "surface" in her, at which time it/they made it clear: they want to hurt me for what I am learning and sharing.

Anyway: I refuse to give up, at least trying to remove her baggage/attachments/demons. Apparently my compulsion yesterday to read and contribute to the horus-FA thread agitated her (it/them) enough that she was blaming me for everything that has been happening and the idea that if I stopped looking at that stuff everything would be better.

As I pondered how I was going to be able relate the idea of pandora's box (that it was kinda a lil late now...), I called upon my higher self, or at least tried to. I promised myself if I was provided help in removing her (our) demons that I would use the tools from that to help everyone I could. I asked my higher self to incarnate within me so we could bring light to the darkness...that's the intent I kept trying project: light light light!

So really, I have no idea wtf I am doing. I can't relate to an idea of a "higher self" seperate from myself, or a higher power of the light where the method of asking for help is hidden. I realize my "prayers" aren't only answered in ways apparent to me, but I also know these dark b@stards can and do directly communicate...why can't I get that from the good guys?

And really, that doesn't even matter. My girl is the one with significantly more of the senses & powers of stuff like that, but too often she acts on fears or the direct or indirect requests/desires of the dark side (for lack of better term). She is unable to hold her attention on any of this information without great difficulty (& often punishment), so I'm hoping for some ideas on how to get her to successfully call out to some useful light beings...

Thanks WT for the re-focus, I have had enough of the negative side for the moment, and also thanks to ulli for pointing the need for me to do this even before WT...I appreciate your compassion

Hi Donk,

Do we have permission from you and your girlfriend to do a remote healing session and sending good vibes your way?

[donk]

Hi WT: It would be an answer to my prayers.

[another bob]

Posted by Jenci (here)
My life's experiences all have been about bringing me to the point of surrender. Just when I surrender more and think that must be all, I find that I need to surrender more.

Yep, that's the point of this whole exercise.

Synchronistically, I was driving Mazie to the dentist this morning to get a couple of fillings, as as we approached the office, I told her about your run-in with the motorcycle driver. As we entered the office, the radio playing in the background announced that the Red Bull heir, driving his Ferrari, ran over a motorcycle cop and fled the scene. When the police tracked the trail of blood to the guy's mansion, one of the servants tried to surrender himself and take the blame, but they realized he was just covering for his billionaire boss.

[donk]

Oh and I actually asked her awhile ago if she trusted me to ask for help for her, and she was absolutely open to it...

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

Just read this interesting but alarming article: A Great Silence Is Spreading Over The Natural World.

http://www.guardian.co.uk/environmen...rld-recordings

[RunningDeer]

I send the Highest and Best into all the multi-dimensions of
your Girl Friend, the Children, and You,
so that each may direct to where it serves them.

And please keep us posted, Donk.

Posted by Wakytweaky (here)

Posted by donk (here)
When wackytweety talks--I listen: it was suggested I post my issues here, so here goes...

Hi Donk,

Do we have permission from you and your girlfriend to do a remote healing session and sending good vibes your way?