Here and Now...What's Happening?

[donk]

Attempts to do so will cause the adherence of a karmic burden.

Yikes, I kinda lost sight of that...

It may very well be that the more important battle is taking place in a section of the battlefield that has not properly yet been explored.

Indeed, I did not lose sight of that. Though this is one of the immediate practical problems I have been working--our home (rented, will be about a year in a month) seems to have more energy than most places, and specifical seems to be home to "entities/attachments" that are specific to that location (not to discount the issues upon issues and attachments of my gf).

I have been on kind of a recon mission, and feel that is the "intelligence" that I have worked toward. I was trying to get someone, either physically (I have few friends though that are sensitive or even open to other planes of existence) or remotely (I am not so familiar with this, especially in any practical sense) to confirm. After recent events I have not been as anxious to have this "confirmation", I am comfortable with what I've learned and experienced enough to feel that I am right on that.

Now would the next step be to get out of dodge? Not easily practical, the lease does come up in October, however the place is amazing. Though she had "made a deal" (I know, not a good idea and I told her as much) with whatever is tormenting her (increasingly giving her specific unmistakable messages that not to leave) that if they made it affordable, we would stay. The landlord seems to have accepted the offer of dropping rent nearly 25%...yikes again!

I did not find anything you said to be cryptic, and appreciate the insight.

[1inMany]

Thank you, WCBD, you sweet, sweet soul.



I second the gratitude to Ulli for creating a safe space...I know I express this from time to time, but can gratitude be expressed too much? I think not. I have grown so much, I have changed and developed and learned and this whole experience has been incredible (though not all enjoyable)...because of this Village. Because of each person who has shared this space, whether guest or in stealth mode or visible or known...no matter.

[1inMany]

donk, I'm just curious here. Have you smudged your place? Used sage to spiritually release/remove old energies hanging around from previous residents?

[donk]

For now, I can only offer my loving intent for the situation to be resolved for the highest possible good and that it leave both of you with a feeling of peace and love rather than fear and turmoil. I hold all of you in my heart this morning, wrapping my protective wings around you and sharing my light the best I know how.

i thank you for that, and think it helped. I try to stay awake longer than V, so that she does not have to face whatever alone--fear comes to her when I fall to sleep.

Instead of the nightmares or visions she usually has, last night in her sleep she chirped in her playful, joyful voice "LOOK! LOOK!" like she saw something amazing. I waited to make sure not to interrupt anything else she may say, then gently said "what do you see?".

I could not say she was asleep. Nor awake either, guess she was somewhere in between. She says in an "awake" voice, I see a picture in my mind, lots of beautiful puppies.

I tear up now as I did then, thinking about you all and everyone I asked for love and support. Thank you.

[donk]

And as for bipolr teens, I wish I had something insightful to say to you about that. I attract them (my girl seems textbook, my ex has bipolar texts written on her...I can't get on a bus without meeting a woman that tells me their bipolar within 5 mins of conversation--guess that says something about me, eh?)...but I cannot call it on how to help them.

To let them "be them" is often dangerous. I found the only thing you can do is constantly question them about WHY they are doing (feeling/saying/thinking) what they are doing, and try to get them to do that themselves. I am sending what love I can your way, and peace to M.

I second the comment that your writing is touching...

[donk]

We did smudge it, which helped a bit. I never seen that done before, it was amazing. A Wiccan friend did it, and when she got to certain the thing blew up in her hands!

At one point, I watched fear grow in V, the Wiccan was in next room over where we heard her yelp at her hand getting burned. I can't see spirits or anything but from v's reaction I "saw" every damn invisible thing in the hose "rush into her", it was so wild...I NEVER expected to see the fire's reaction like that.

It wasn't great cuz at that time I was intensely willing (forcing) her in my thoughts to get her **** together, as she was uncharacteristically but starting to form of habit of putting herself in front of my kids or disregarding their feelings, so my will and intent and not exactly fear...ok, fear I guess--that she need to change this or I gots to go...

My friend reminded me I need to listen to her. I was, but with the protective daddy filter. I let go, I realized, I can't will anyone to do ****, it's making stuff worse, just don't worry about it (surrender). The energy of the house instantly lightened (I was told, I can't feel it). The Wiccan had to come back a day later to finish, and mentioned it, and my sensitive friend said the same thing

I try to constantly remind myself of my responsibility in all of this.

And yeah--I need another smudge. There's one sitting on the counter actually, for some reason I haven't gotten around to it. Guess cuz I wanted to research--what are some good suggestions...I never did it myself before. I know I need to focus my intent on love and light, any good mantras or prayers or anything to make it more effective?

[1inMany]

Posted by donk (here)
I never did it myself before. I know I need to focus my intent on love and light, any good mantras or prayers or anything to make it more effective?

I am not the expert here, hopefully this will reach out and get the attention of the pros. I will gladly share some things I learned in my own process of figuring out the smudging thing. One is there is no need to fear, just respect. And another is that you can do it yourself if you simply believe you can. Third, it is a helluva lot simpler than you think. I hesitate to share any how-tos because your situation is different from mine.

Okay, pros, it's all yours

[RunningDeer]

Speaking of tattoos and humor...

[ulli]

Posted by 1inMany (here)
Thank you, WCBD, you sweet, sweet soul.



I second the gratitude to Ulli for creating a safe space...I know I express this from time to time, but can gratitude be expressed too much? I think not. I have grown so much, I have changed and developed and learned and this whole experience has been incredible (though not all enjoyable)...because of this Village. Because of each person who has shared this space, whether guest or in stealth mode or visible or known...no matter.

Reciprocating the gratitude from my end....this Village would be a ghost town without y'all.

Me, white as a ghost after the shock of hearing about the 7.6 quake in Costa Rica just now.
Huge gratitude burst that at least where we live all is well, although apparently it felt endless while going on.

[another bob]

Posted by donk (here)
I know I need to focus my intent on love and light, any good mantras or prayers or anything to make it more effective?

This is for you, it was given to me yesterday, but I didn't know who it was for, now I see that it's for you:

Dharmas of subduing. Demons also have spiritual penetrations and mantras which they use. When you recite your mantras, they recite their mantras. But if you can use the Shurangama Mantra, you can smash through all their mantras.

Chr Two Ni
E Jya La
Mi Li Ju
Bwo Li Dan La Ye
Ning Jye Li

The last 11 lines of the mantra are called the Heart of it and these lines are very powerful.

dwo jr two
nan
e na li
pi she ti
pi la
ba she la
two li
pan two pan two ni
ba she la bang ni pan
hu syin du lu yung pan
swo pe he.


Or in romanized Sanskrit:

TADYATHA OM
ANALE ANALE
VISADA VISADA
BANDHA BANDHA
BANDHANI BANDHANI
VAIRA VAJRAPANI PHAT
HUM BHRUM PHAT SVAHA

[RunningDeer]

Posted by ulli (here)

Posted by 1inMany (here)
Thank you, WCBD, you sweet, sweet soul.



I second the gratitude to Ulli for creating a safe space...I know I express this from time to time, but can gratitude be expressed too much? I think not. I have grown so much, I have changed and developed and learned and this whole experience has been incredible (though not all enjoyable)...because of this Village. Because of each person who has shared this space, whether guest or in stealth mode or visible or known...no matter.

Reciprocating the gratitude from my end....this Village would be a ghost town without y'all.

Me, white as a ghost after the shock of hearing about the 7.6 quake in Costa Rica just now.
Huge gratitude burst that at least where we live all is well, although apparently it felt endless while going on.

Ulli, when I read the part about "it felt endless while going on." I got a chill vibration down the right side of my brain and scull, that went down the right side of my neck, then shoulder and stopped half way down my arm. It never happened like that.

So I asked, "What I should ask?"
"Is Ulli okay?"
"Yes," was the answer.

As I finish up the post, I am "encouraged" to pass along another, "Yes".

[ulli]

Posted by WhiteCrowBlackDeer (here)

Posted by ulli (here)

Posted by 1inMany (here)
Thank you, WCBD, you sweet, sweet soul.



I second the gratitude to Ulli for creating a safe space...I know I express this from time to time, but can gratitude be expressed too much? I think not. I have grown so much, I have changed and developed and learned and this whole experience has been incredible (though not all enjoyable)...because of this Village. Because of each person who has shared this space, whether guest or in stealth mode or visible or known...no matter.

Reciprocating the gratitude from my end....this Village would be a ghost town without y'all.

Me, white as a ghost after the shock of hearing about the 7.6 quake in Costa Rica just now.
Huge gratitude burst that at least where we live all is well, although apparently it felt endless while going on.

Ulli, when I read the part about "it felt endless while going on." I got a chill vibration down the right side of my brain and scull, that went down the right side of my neck, then shoulder and stopped half way down my arm. It never happened like that.

So I asked, "What I should ask?"
"Is Ulli okay?"
"Yes," was the answer.
As I finish up the post, I am "encouraged" to pass along another, "Yes".

I felt those chills myself, even though I'm in hot Barbados.
So glad hubby and cats are ok.
Have a sister-in-law living a lot nearer to the epicenter.
Must check on her now.

[RunningDeer]

Posted by ulli (here)

Posted by WhiteCrowBlackDeer (here)

Posted by ulli (here)

Posted by 1inMany (here)
Thank you, WCBD, you sweet, sweet soul.



I second the gratitude to Ulli for creating a safe space...I know I express this from time to time, but can gratitude be expressed too much? I think not. I have grown so much, I have changed and developed and learned and this whole experience has been incredible (though not all enjoyable)...because of this Village. Because of each person who has shared this space, whether guest or in stealth mode or visible or known...no matter.

Reciprocating the gratitude from my end....this Village would be a ghost town without y'all.

Me, white as a ghost after the shock of hearing about the 7.6 quake in Costa Rica just now.
Huge gratitude burst that at least where we live all is well, although apparently it felt endless while going on.

Ulli, when I read the part about "it felt endless while going on." I got a chill vibration down the right side of my brain and scull, that went down the right side of my neck, then shoulder and stopped half way down my arm. It never happened like that.

So I asked, "What I should ask?"
"Is Ulli okay?"
"Yes," was the answer.
As I finish up the post, I am "encouraged" to pass along another, "Yes".

I felt those chills myself, even though I'm in hot Barbados.
So glad hubby and cats are ok.
Have a sister-in-law living a lot nearer to the epicenter.
Must check on her now.

I'm seeing/hearing "all is well".

[benevolentcrow]

Posted by ulli (here)

Posted by WhiteCrowBlackDeer (here)

Posted by ulli (here)

Posted by 1inMany (here)
Thank you, WCBD, you sweet, sweet soul.



I second the gratitude to Ulli for creating a safe space...I know I express this from time to time, but can gratitude be expressed too much? I think not. I have grown so much, I have changed and developed and learned and this whole experience has been incredible (though not all enjoyable)...because of this Village. Because of each person who has shared this space, whether guest or in stealth mode or visible or known...no matter.

Reciprocating the gratitude from my end....this Village would be a ghost town without y'all.

Me, white as a ghost after the shock of hearing about the 7.6 quake in Costa Rica just now.
Huge gratitude burst that at least where we live all is well, although apparently it felt endless while going on.

Ulli, when I read the part about "it felt endless while going on." I got a chill vibration down the right side of my brain and scull, that went down the right side of my neck, then shoulder and stopped half way down my arm. It never happened like that.

So I asked, "What I should ask?"
"Is Ulli okay?"
"Yes," was the answer.
As I finish up the post, I am "encouraged" to pass along another, "Yes".

I felt those chills myself, even though I'm in hot Barbados.
So glad hubby and cats are ok.
Have a sister-in-law living a lot nearer to the epicenter.
Must check on her now.

Stay safe Ulli, thinking of you and yours and wishing you calm seas and quite ground!

[RunningDeer]

Veil slowly lifting, awakening my soul.
Whispers of Wonder Woman and Super Man
are not only for the select few.






And lots, and lots of juicy stuff bubbling up these days.

"Two eggs over easy."

[another bob]

Mazie took those fresh figs, added some fresh blueberries, and Voila -- a Fresh Fig & Blueberry Tart!

I must say, it is the best pie I have ever eaten!

[PurpleLama]

Posted by ulli (here)

Posted by PurpleLama (here)
Last nights dream, we were in radio contact with each other as part of this worldwide radio/radar tracking system, somebody was shooting down ufos, ones that we understood to be friendlies, at the end one comes down in my area, 1inmany is shouting over the speaker that it's coming my way, I track it, determine it's path and where it will crash, then I'm out flying to the location on a search and rescue, I get to the vehicle which is badly damaged and get the thing to open up it's side, the being inside is injured, but not visibly and I teleport directly into (carmody's) a healing pool of water, she is unconscious and I fumble for a while to keep her face above water while removing her garments because I know the water must be making full contact with her body, once that's accomplished I start moving through the water in these wide, slow sweeping circles, careful not to let the water cover her face, this goes on for a while and eventually she begins to slowly regain consciousness, and when she makes eye contact I wake up

god bless the fae

Have you found the event in your real life yet, that this dream related to, where your inner fae wakes up?

The dream also reminded me of the Sleeping Beauty story.
Prince PurpleLama and Princess Sleeping Beauty, all in One.

Last night I had a meeting with Edgar Cayce, which was very informative and the information has not stopped since I woke up this morning. Universe is smokin' hot, today!

[benevolentcrow]

Posted by another bob (here)
Mazie took those fresh figs, added some fresh blueberries, and Voila -- a Fresh Fig & Blueberry Tart!

I must say, it is the best pie I have ever eaten!

Looks incredible, my sweet tooth is aching for a piece! Next stop apple crisp, with all my apples. and I am trying to lose a few pounds! Oh well, I wouldn't want to die with Slim Fast on my breath!!!!

[Guest]

Posted by another bob (here)

Posted by donk (here)
I know I need to focus my intent on love and light, any good mantras or prayers or anything to make it more effective?

This is for you, it was given to me yesterday, but I didn't know who it was for, now I see that it's for you:

Dharmas of subduing. Demons also have spiritual penetrations and mantras which they use. When you recite your mantras, they recite their mantras. But if you can use the Shurangama Mantra, you can smash through all their mantras.

Chr Two Ni
E Jya La
Mi Li Ju
Bwo Li Dan La Ye
Ning Jye Li

The last 11 lines of the mantra are called the Heart of it and these lines are very powerful.

dwo jr two
nan
e na li
pi she ti
pi la
ba she la
two li
pan two pan two ni
ba she la bang ni pan
hu syin du lu yung pan
swo pe he.


Or in romanized Sanskrit:

TADYATHA OM
ANALE ANALE
VISADA VISADA
BANDHA BANDHA
BANDHANI BANDHANI
VAIRA VAJRAPANI PHAT
HUM BHRUM PHAT SVAHA

For the next 7 continuous days (with 1 day completed) bob, this is what (we) are embarking into....

Akshobhya Buddha Jewel Buddha Shakyamuna Buddha Amitabha Buddha The Tathagata

Quite serendipitous of you to post this Sutra


Love

Nora


Ulli, relieved that you and your family are ok.

[another bob]

Posted by Nora (here)
Quite serendipitous of you to post this Sutra

We are all connected, yes.

Blessings in your studies, Sister!