Here and Now...What's Happening?

[RunningDeer]

Posted by write4change (here)
It has taken me all morning to read at least 26 pages or so to see what this was all about. This thread can add ten pages in a day which is why I can't keep up and drop out for long periods of time. Doing this today, enforces my feelings about the dangers of posting here about whatever might pop into my head.

I sometimes feel kind of guilty about lurking in a way but if you only have time for a page, it is probably a good idea. Thus, some days feel highly productive and some feel like a waste of time. The cycle of ego is explained and re explained here often and that alone is a good teaching thing. I like a lot of you and I work on loving all of you. I want to form an intentional community as the legacy of my life. Coming here is the constant teaching I need to understand the dynamics of what I want to do. As long as we all live in the body, which I think is one of the greatest gifts mankind has been given, living grounded and centered much less aware is very difficult.

If we become a village and extend our feelings to everyone, do we also extend our projections? If so, maybe the consideration of first, do no harm must be focused on ourselves first. Doing no harm to yourself is often not being so sensitive to everyword written in this space we cannot see the eyes of the soul behind it. I am more outsider here than insider and this has been a very difficult read, it makes me sorry for us all because the task is so great and the time is so fleeting. Maybe you have to be 68 to feel this way and it is my bias.

If we become a village and extend our feelings to everyone, do we also extend our projections?'

Hello and Welcome again, write4change,

I don't understand why that would be the case. Feeling and projections don’t need to be on the same plate. I feel because I feel. Maybe we are talking about two different things.

For me, feeling, emotions, mirrors, judgements, projections, are opportunities me to hav-a-look. Some people like crossword puzzles, I like cleaning out the garbage. It’s a real rush. Very freeing. To my surprise, there’s a lot more fun ones in there.

If someone is projecting on to me, then I’m glad I can be of service. I know where I begin and end. All of it helps me deepen the relationship with my Higher Self and Beyond.

I enjoy the ride here. I’m appreciative of a supportive Village in which I am able to just be me. Freedom to share the whole gambit of emotions, work out the kinks, the false and crazies and the joys, and chuckles, and bumps. My Life is golden by design.

Peace,
WhiteCrowBlackDeer

[Nanoo Nanoo]

This is a great lesson on how focusing energy on something can make it grow into an occupation. Sorry i havent been involved i was busy outside getting an ant tan :-)

Nanoo
Nanoo

:-)

[amandapoet]

I know there are several members here that have more in depth knowledge of astrology and interpreting birth charts. Lately, understanding more about my birth chart and astrology in general has become top on my need to know more about list...
So I was wondering if anyone could point to some good sites, books etc so I can try to interpret my birth chart better than what the basic online readings provide I would really appreciate it.
Based on the general readings and understandings I have I know that their is something to the astronomical influences involved in the day to day ....

Thank you,
Amanda

[RunningDeer]

Posted by amandapoet (here)
I know there are several members here that have more in depth knowledge of astrology and interpreting birth charts. Lately, understanding more about my birth chart and astrology in general has become top on my need to know more about list...
So I was wondering if anyone could point to some good sites, books etc so I can try to interpret my birth chart better than what the basic online readings provide I would really appreciate it.
Based on the general readings and understandings I have I know that their is something to the astronomical influences involved in the day to day ....

Thank you,
Amanda

Hi Amanda, these links should hold you over until the experts come in to help. I'm a neophyte.

http://astro.cafeastrology.com - (begin here for a free chart)

http://www.stariq.com/levine/dailyhoroscope.asp

http://www.astro.com

http://www.cafeastrology.com

[ulli]

Posted by Nanoo Nanoo (here)
This is a great lesson on how focusing energy on something can make it grow into an occupation. Sorry i havent been involved i was busy outside getting an ant tan :-)

Nanoo
Nanoo

:-)

scoundrel :-)

[ulli]

So, are we all still frazzled?

[Samsara]

I’m so happy the Village is still growing/healing and I’m so sad because I got to feel my great attachment to this place. This requires a change in me. Where do I fit in Avalon apart from the Village? I could not, and still can’t, figure that one out. I was at that point when I first started walking through the Village. I got comfortable here and isolated myself from the rest of Avalon. I am not a debater, I do not have strong opinions I need to put out there, and a lot of times, I don’t even understand the written words. I’m a people person and am at my best when I can look into someone’s eyes and talk heart to heart. Now that I am back to work, with training, practice, treatment, family and friends, I even have less time to spend on the forum. Why did I even want to become a member of Avalon? Yes, I remember, I saw a gold mine of information and people thinking like I do. So Avalon was, and still is, a place where I want to be.

To be, to be, to be do… I’m way too serious and I need to work on a presentation I am giving at the palliative home tomorrow… which means a day off work! Yeah! I had planned to work on that yesterday… my plans were a bit washed out.

So I’ll leave you with a whispering prayer.

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=GsbGFFVj9HY

[Caren]

Today I learned we had the most rainfall ever for the month of September (Nova Scotia, Canada). Well with the grass so green and lush, the trees looking happy and many flowers still blooming.. especially my roses - I honestly never noticed!

[1inMany]

I sure am, Ulli. I'm exhausted and I feel just like that picture! I feel the energy is settling a bit, the calm is peeking through. None too soon. My kids are keeping me hopping, jumping between them constantly. And my connection is all fuzzy I bet it will become clear again when everything swirling around me calms down...I hope, I hope, I hope.

Much Love,

[Caren]

Ulli - that kitten is so pretty. I use to have one very similar looking when I was a teen.
I'm glad your feeling better.

[ulli]

What is still bugging me is that someone might find me so intimidating that they are scared of posting now.
But anyone who made the effort to analyze the specifics should never feel that way.
But others lack that zoom button and come to conclusions that are so way off that all communication breaks down.
I just hope that we can all really move forward together. I was really blown away by Belle's post today,
it made me so happy and I feel deeply grateful to her for straightening things out like she did.
Also Viral's post, although that one I found a bit harder to understand.
What I got from it was that she was a herder by profession. So no sheep is allowed to be lost.
I understand completely.

[astrid]

HOLY WOW...

[Anchor]

Posted by ulli (here)
Should I mention that I suffered a severe psychic attack during the night?
Left me reeling....

What we are doing here is threatening to some hidden agendas
who don't want people to become free.
I really, really need some healing energies now, more than ever.

You shall have them - whatever it takes for you to so "sort yourself out"

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

Hey Calz, I really dug that Neil Young video. He has a beautiful,pure, and, albeit, unusual voice. Talented beyond measure. I've been listening to the Prairie Wind album today. I don't remember if it was DeDushkyn or Free Will that lives in the Prairie in Canada, but this goes out to all you prairie Canadians, too. I bet many people don't realize that Mississippi has its own indigenous natural prairie land, too. Happens to be part of the state that I live in. Except the Corps of Engineers planted pine trees for paper production across most of it around the turn of the 20th century, thereby altering the natural landscape and flora and fauna. As Vonnegut wrote, so it goes......

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=V6jQhnF6LMw

[Nanoo Nanoo]

Posted by ulli (here)

Posted by Nanoo Nanoo (here)
This is a great lesson on how focusing energy on something can make it grow into an occupation. Sorry i havent been involved i was busy outside getting an ant tan :-)

Nanoo
Nanoo

:-)

scoundrel :-)

The jig is up ! Run awayyyyy run awayyyyy!


:-)

[ulli]

Posted by Nanoo Nanoo (here)

Posted by ulli (here)

Posted by Nanoo Nanoo (here)
This is a great lesson on how focusing energy on something can make it grow into an occupation. Sorry i havent been involved i was busy outside getting an ant tan :-)

Nanoo
Nanoo

:-)

scoundrel :-)

The jig is up ! Run awayyyyy run awayyyyy!


:-)

Do I have to go in disguise?

[1inMany]

I just finished watching a chick flick on TV. I don't watch TV much, chick flicks even less. How I got into this movie is a freak of nature. It was about two women from very different backgrounds who were true friends for 30 years. At the end, one got sick and died. By the looks of me, you would think that it was my own best friend. Okay, like I really needed that.

These intense changes and energies have effected everyone around me in my physical life. And I think a numbness set in from being around all these fried people. That just makes things worse, because this is (I would assume) a good time for me to remain centered and unaffected. If this is a sign of things to come, I may be toast.

I'm going to try to get some sleep, a good night's sleep helps everything...

Sweet Dreams,

[Carmody]

Bear with me, I may try to clean this up. This is a standard thing that Buddhists and other esotericists end up finding out, to a large degree. That in the end, it is only we that create and maintain the prison of the self. Buddhism is a great threat, a great thorn to this particular collective, which I will now hopefully explain clearly enough.

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The bit about 'the fire sale', is the point I made of saying 'here's my recollection of what one can get to', the so-called 'heights', but they are not heights, they are only different.

Then, what it takes to get there. To dump all the aspects of self which block it, all the components of ego/body manipulation of the avatar. The fire sale. Everything must go.

To get past it, one has to tame the ego and/or the ego body. To do so, one has to transgress or or pass through all the situations of childhood and karmic weight that one carries in the given life, to travel backward through the self, in time, and remove all the components of 'coming up', that slowly turned into autonomous body systems. The same way we learn sight (as newborns), the same way we learn motion, to drive a car. To go from complexity we don't understand and cannot complete, into autonomous aspects of the body's learned systems and subsystems. Like, for example, to shift gears on a car, while driving. At first, it is entirely conscious, then it becomes automatic. A interestingly large part of who and what we are, arrives at these situations, where automatic action or motion, or emotion has arrived from what was very conscious situations that the body had to learn.

Then we get to the story again, of how god needs our thoughts toward such, in order to exist. And that the so-called rotten parts need the same. Which the rotten parts may be the collective ego body of all humans individually making an entity.

The fire sale, this unwinding of our origins and past, to disarm it's autonomous problematic bits, this may and generally does cause great reaction in the body's base systems, and to the point of forgetting what was going on. This is possible as this part of who we are, it is part of the channels of mind and body integration and operation.

And when you touch it, to turn and face it....you threaten it's 'life', and it's 'job', which is to run the autonomous parts of the body, the subsystems. To protect itself, it engages in the mechanism of forgetting the connections to that hurt, it erases the conscious neural connections, but the base events and their coloration of the built self, the ego body, remains.

You can also reconnect to those issues and clear them. Meditation, reconnection and newly grown, correct growth. The straightening of the tree, the neural connective dimensional antenna and it's vibrational signature. And when you do that, you begin to unwind your contribution to the 'evil' ego body, which is not really evil, but a subsystem or reflection of the avatar's basic programming, doing what it is designed to do--taking care of itself so the occupant can live and do the basics. Reptilian, animalistic, as a manifestation, both collective and individual connection.

Recall we do things consciously collectively. We also can and do....do things unconsciously and collectively. The baser instinct of 'evil'..and the higher intellect of 'god'.

In that context, what is 'god'? and in that context, what is this so-called minor minion, this 'evil'?.

When we are free and happy, we can collectively and individually think our way to dimensional and human world freedom. In those cases, we can and do remove ourselves form a matrix that is of this body. We free ourselves from the now autonomous, now subtle and semi-hidden matrix of control of/by our ego body and then..it's collective manifestation that we call evil. That is probably the source of what Wade Frazier calls...'Godzilla', and the rest of us call 'evil'. It is an autonomous collective that is doing what we , with our ego body - do individually.

It is born of the body and it is of the door and the way (our individual avatar and it's collective manifestation), it stands as a filter to the greater and outer dimensions. This is why when we overcome our origins, we are free.

And that may have been the origins of this little kerfuffle on this thread, and the forgetting of exactly what I meant by 'the fire sale', even though it was spelled out clearly, at this time and at various times...

The manifestation of the collective and individual ego body simply doing it's job, and us failing to recognize the truth of that. That I had brought the two into the same room and the standard 'freak out' of the body finding it's inner bits touched in a way that it finds threatening, with it's lack of true intellect and it's emotional reactions, as manifestation.

That we are god, and god is us. There is only individually us...and the collective us.

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

Posted by Carmody (here)
This is why when we overcome our origins, we are free.

I may not entirely understand the meaning of that statement, but it recollects to my mind, in an esoteric sense, Matthew 8:22, when seen through that filter:

"But Jesus said unto him, Follow me; and let the dead bury their dead."

Very powerful.....

[Carmody]

Posted by Playdo of Ataraxas (here)

Posted by Carmody (here)
This is why when we overcome our origins, we are free.

I may not entirely understand the meaning of that statement, but it recollects to my mind, in an esoteric sense, Matthew 8:22, when seen through that filter:

"But Jesus said unto him, Follow me; and let the dead bury their dead."

Very powerful.....

Lack of clarity on my part. my meaning was: if we unwind the knots of and in our life flow, from birth to and through the events which shape us, which become new twists and new vibrations, and our karmic memories/vibrations... which follow us into this given life. it is generally found that going backward from recent into the past, to birth, is the better way. Not the only way, just one way. Note that the autonomous bits of the avatar will freak out wholly along the way... and throw much of it's confusion within this unwinding..into your awareness. Moments and times of near and real madness will accompany this clearing, which is why much esoteric teaching of this sort of thing leans on individual help, as it is difficult and messy, at best.

I've said all this before, but you may now have a living example - that just occurred, in your lives, if you allow yourselves to see it.