WADE FRAZIER : A Healed Planet

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

As I have stated before, does Ilie ever get it. When I see posts like his, I just want to stand aside and let him go.

On the energy being used, a good way to see it is that before we mastered fire, we only consumed solar energy that fell to Earth during the lifetime of what we ate, which was usually only a few years at most. When we began to burn trees, we began to widen our energy consumption horizon to a hundred years and more of stored sunlight. Tapping into fossil fuels meant using solar energy that fell on Earth many millions of years ago. I doubt that we will be able to use much sunlight energy that is billions of years old. FE is a horse of a different color, not something that we have to wrest from the ecosystem or Earth’s belly. As Ilie says, it would break our destructive cycle once and for all, if we can survive the transition. I’ll take that chance.

Yes Limor, the point is that humanity has pretty much never lived sustainably, and “sustainable” means a constant exploitation of the ecosystems for human benefit. With FE, there won’t even be any need to do that. As I have written plenty, one of the stars that I steer by is this reality that Roads peeked into:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/visions.htm#roads1

One way that the human journey can be looked at is how Michael describes it:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#michael

Michael has stated that there are a million ensouled species in our galaxy, and that as an ensouled species evolves its awareness through the lessons of the physical plane, of those that can manipulate their environment, a third of the time they drive themselves to extinction. Of that third of the time, two-thirds of the time it is due to destroying their environment, and one-third of the time it is due to warfare. So, in the Michael perspective, the abyss that humanity stands on the edge of is pretty normal. We are at that moment of truth now, where we will turn the corner or wipe ourselves out while taking a lot of the ecosphere with us. I am trying what I can to avoid the abyss, obviously, but more than that, I want to see if we can make this place look and feel heavenly. Michael has also stated, in his dispassionate perspective, that if we fail to turn the corner, our souls will likely finish our incarnation cycles in a life form that cannot manipulate its environment, such as a whale or ensouled tree. I don’t know what to make of all of that, other than to say that it makes a certain amount of sense. We all reap what we sow, and I am sowing all I can in this life, and maybe the reaping is a ways off. I don’t know about all that, but what I do know is that the technologies exist today to easily turn this planet into something like what Roads saw, give or take a few years.

Hi AWP and Robert. LOTR is a big subject, obviously. It is an FE allegory in part, as are many epic fantasies such as The Wheel of Time. What do we use our power for?

To amend my post on the Roman forests, late in the Empire, during the 300s, there was a fleet of sixty boats devoted to bringing wood to fuel the baths of Rome. Most of their wood runs were to Africa.

Best,

Wade

[mosquito]

Posted by Ilie Pandia (here)
.... Free Energy is the only way to go about living in harmony with nature. Without the implementation of Free Energy someone will have to pay our energy costs of living.

Bingo !

And FE is also therefore the only way out of the slavery model

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Mariposafe:

The rising standards of living of the industrial era made chattel slavery obsolete, which was in turn dependent on the energy of fossil fuels, which was coal in those early days. In boating, sails replaced muscles as the power generator for transportation, to be displaced in its turn by steam engines powered by the energy of fossil fuels. When muscles were no longer the primary vehicle for generating power, there were far-reaching economic consequences. But the early days of industrialization were also hellish in their own way, which led to the work of Marx and others.

Exploitation did not entirely disappear, not by any means, but the rising tide of higher standards of living made the harshest institutions obsolete. From a soul’s perspective, perhaps, that all made for a great opportunity to explore suffering and the dark path, for whatever reasons there are for such a game, which seems pretty sickening from where I stand. The people running the world today have been dominated by dark pathers for a long time. They get off on human misery, and destroying the planet as a side-effect of their power games is an acceptable price to pay. As I have written, cooler heads may prevail:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/journey.htm#cabal

and that disenchanted majority was once a disenchanted minority, and I have little doubt that members of that group are the people who gave my friend this show:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/camelot.htm#underground

The potential of FE is keenly understood in their circles, which is why the lid is kept so tightly on FE. Nothing else has the potential to disrupt the cycles of exploitation and destruction that have marked the human journey until now. The bizarre part is that Godzilla and friends know this deeply, while the masses are oblivious. That is part of the conundrum.

Briefly, back to Rome before I run off to work. Going back to Sumer:

https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...l=1#post554340

slavery, deforestation, siltation, salination – they were all key aspects of those early civilizations. Warfare escalated into genocidal affairs. The Old Testament documents how civilizations comported themselves long after Sumer declined (Abraham migrated from that region to what was called Canaan long ago), and slaughtering entire peoples was standard operating procedure, as well as enslaving the survivors. King Solomon did that, and to the credit of the Jewish people, there was at least debate on the propriety of enslaving conquered peoples:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/war.htm#joshua

Even in “democratic” Athens, slaves outnumbered citizens. So, when Rome arose, enslaving the conquered was normal. The Romans certainly did not invent that dynamic, but they took it to new heights. The death toll of the gladiatorial “games” was a million people:

http://necrometrics.com/romestat.htm

to provide entertainment to Rome’s masses. But those games did not begin until a ways into the trajectory of Rome, and I want to begin the Roman tale near the beginning.

Rome began as a kingdom, just like all the other civilizations of the time:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Roman_Kingdom

and remained that way for about 250 years. It was eventually overthrown by the elites who wanted bigger pieces of the pie. Battling elites is where many of the innovations came from that led to today’s nominally democratic governments. The Magna Carta was a document that formally declared the outcome of battles between elites, where the oligarchy limited royal power:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Roman_Kingdom

Rome was one of the earliest of what are called republics today:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Republi...ical_republics

Sparta preceded Rome in that sense. Sparta became a republic that was centered on equality among citizens (slaves were not citizens), military prowess, and austerity:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/History...istoric_period

Rome eventually overthrew the monarchy and established a republic, although the chief office was called a dictator:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Roman_K...r_the_monarchy

who was essentially a king with a limited term, like the American president today. The Roman Republic only appointed a dictator when emergencies required it. In the republic, public offices could only be held for a year. Those were ways to keep power from becoming concentrated. In practice, the landed aristocracy ran the Republic, but there was theoretical social mobility, and the plebeians eventually weakened the power of the original aristocracy and became aristocrats themselves. And the lowest class of Roman citizen was the proletariat:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Proletarii

which was a term that Marx would later revive:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Proleta...Marxist_theory

Time for work.

Best,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

I want to give a nod to other peoples. My focus on Rome right now is because it was once the world’s greatest empire, and had long-lasting influence on the peoples who conquered the world, and the dynamics of Rome can be educational. But while the Empire ruled over a quarter of humanity at its peak, other peoples around the world were also living their lives. However, the dynamics really varied little between all of them, in the big picture, and one example is the Bantu Expansion of about 3,000 years ago:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bantu_expansion

Due to the domestication of plants and animals, and the use of ceramics and iron, which increased their ecological carrying capacity, the Bantu absorbed or displaced many other inhabitants of central and southern Africa. Monarchies appeared, and the Swahili and Zulu empires, and others, eventually formed. The battle of church and state, of elites and commoners, was a familiar dynamic. As usual, the male potentates had enhanced reproductive rights, with their many “wives.”

China is another region that had dynamics of civilization that are familiar. They often had the technological lead over West Asia and Europe, and the rice paddies comprised the world’s most sophisticated agricultural system, and China has long been the world’s most populous region, with India not far behind. China had mountains and deserts separating them from the western peoples, so there was little communication or commerce between them, other than the nomads who lived on horseback, invading the settled regions on the periphery of the steppes. Those invasions were some of the most influential dynamics in human history.

But those peoples, their civilizations, and how they operated were all variations on a theme. Humans were humans, everywhere, and none lived in abundance, but in varying levels of scarcity. The enhanced carrying capacity of a civilization made it dominant over others,

https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...ity#post546922

and they dominated almost whenever they could. In significant ways, it was little different than great ape social organization. Humans were more sophisticated, and had better tools to wrest energy from the environment, but in the big picture, humans were largely intelligent killer apes that learned to manipulate their environments in previously unprecedented ways. Somewhere along the line, humans seem to have become ensouled, leaving behind, to some degree, the herd awareness that pre-sentient animals possess, if a great deal of mystical material is to be believed. In various corners, the jury is still out on that scenario. I think that we may well be in creator school down here, and the curriculum is anything but easy.

I am going to bed now. I will likely be pretty quiet for the rest of the week, fighting fires at my day job.

Best,

Wade

[Limor Wolf]

Wade, good luck with your job as a fireman, I hope that you will have a very few calls

As I read more, it is becoming more clear to me how energy dynamics has brought us to this road junction we are in now, it also emphasizes human behaviours since the time of the development of agriculture where the few began to decide for the many.

Wade's detailed posts also provide an anthropological review, where there is a certain correspondance between the need of some to call the shots and the absolute acceptance and cooperation of the majority of people (always the majority) to not be able to unify and let others dictate their life. a perfect symbiosis, since every dynamic is always a matter of supply and demand. This tendency of ours as human beings will need to change for anyone who feels they have utilized this role playing to the fullest (probably as subservient most times and as someone who enslave at other times).

At this current period it starts to feel like there are quite a few of earth inhabitants who would like to opt out, and more and more are beginning to get the picture.

The human spirit is not intended to be bound and it is still in its infancy when it comes to developing into its true essence.

[Robert J. Niewiadomski]

Posted by Limor (here)
Wade, good luck with your job as a fireman, I hope that you will have a very few calls

As I read more, it is becoming more clear to me how energy dynamics has brought us to this road junction we are in now, it also emphasizes human behaviours since the time of the development of agriculture where the few began to decide for the many.

Wade's detailed posts also provide an anthropological review, where there is a certain correspondance between the need of some to call the shots and the absolute acceptance and cooperation of the majority of people (always the majority) to not be able to unify and let others dictate their life. a perfect symbiosis, since every dynamic is always a matter of supply and demand. This tendency of ours as human beings will need to change for anyone who feels they have utilized this role playing to the fullest (probably as subservient most times and as someone who enslave at other times).

At this current period it starts to feel like there are quite a few of earth inhabitants who would like to opt out, and more and more are beginning to get the picture.

The human spirit is not intended to be bound and it is still in its infancy when it comes to developing into its true essence.

Hi

Limor, this "need to be policed" addiction stems from the model of rising children on Earth IMHO. We may argue that this is a chicken-egg class of problem. But maybe we should focus on teaching the hen to switch laying square eggs for round ones again?

All children learn by mimicking behavior. Of parents or of peers. Current method implies a superior-subordinate relation based on fear of punishment instead of friendship. Children have always to obey parents. Children have always do as they are told. Children are being accustomed that someone else makes decisions form them. That they are helpless. It is "naturally" accepted for parents to not keep promises. While it is severely punished when children do not keep theirs. Fast forward to the adulthood. Some adults can somehow trick the rest of their peers to play this broken symmetry parent-child game. And we accept broken promises and lies of "our leaders" just as children do. And we all know that in fact we all are equal. This superiority of some is just an illusion projected into adulthood from childhood.

Solution? We need to restore the symmetry of the child-parent relation. It can not happen in a top bottom fashion. It must arise from the hearts of the parents to respect their children. To give them time to learn. To let them make mistakes and teach them how to fix a mistake rather than punishing for it. Yes i know it might end up very expensive. So maybe it have no sense to furnish your house with expensive stuff if you afraid children will destroy it We need to learn to always keep promises (or not make any if it is obvious it cannot be kept), to not lie to children (even in jokes!). To not pretend we know something when in fact we do not. It is better to say "i do not know but i can show you how to find out", isn't it?
We can learn from our children how to be better parents and friends with our children. They will then do the same for their own children. And so on. We must let go of our own scarcity to rise children in abundance... Remember that children learn also from each other. And abundance attitude can spread horizontally peer-to-peer. Maybe even in no time. All they need is a positive example. We create our reality. Not the other way... It is Godzilla's magic trick to keep us in this superstition that it is that other way...

This is one way (of probably many others i am not aware of yet) we can "do something" to transcend scarcity game into abundance of love. No need to take to the streets to hang some dark pathers. They too once were children who followed in their adult teachers/parents steps... This is a vicious cycle... It needs to be broken ASAP...

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Limor and Robert:

There is a relationship between the survival behaviors that you are both referring to and the underlying energetic reality, with the energetic reality dictating the behaviors. Herd behaviors have always had an energy-efficiency root to them, whether it was protection from predation, making flying more energy efficient, better access to food, more energy-efficient access to mates, etc.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Collective_animal_behavior

Herd behaviors have always been a response to energy scarcity, and humans are really no different in that regard. One key point of my work is that human behavior is almost always dictated by the economic reality, which is in turn rooted in the energetic reality. But we are also supposedly a sentient species, so can we consciously choose to create energy abundance? This is the ultimate test of our sentience, IMO, and we will “get it” soon or destroy ourselves. And the social/spiritual conditioning is deep, and yes, it begins in the cradle, as Robert discusses. Elisabeth Kübler Ross used to say that the job of the parents is to emotionally “ruin” their children. There could be something to that, at least for the hellish school that Earth is these days.

I have encountered several mystical teachings that have a similar framework to Michael’s:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/spirit.htm#michael

and I’ll bet it has a certain validity. Michael stated that the best thing for human development is for a human child to be raised in an atmosphere of love, so that a crying child is always held, so that the child learns trust. If it is not learned by age two-to-three, the child will never learn it. That is hard to do when the parents are battling for survival in our hostile world.

The average six-year-old in this world is smarter and more knowledgeable about the human body than anybody on Earth today:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/visions.htm#roads1

Beings operating from the heart inhabit that reality, and the human potential is reached in ways that most who read it dismiss it as some Peter Pan fantasy. I don’t. I know that the technology to make a world like that feasible already exists:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/camelot.htm#underground

but the combination of humanity’s mindlessness and its easily manipulation by the dark pathers keeps humanity in a state of artificially-induced scarcity, and that is quickly leading to our doom and the complete destruction of the ecosystems.

That early childhood conditioning from parents is soon complemented by heavy indoctrination into scarcity-based ideologies:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/intro.htm#blinded

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#dominant

to create mindless people who are easily manipulated. The same conditioning turns young men into soldiers:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/war.htm#method

and as Bucky Fuller stated so astutely long ago, scarcity is the root condition behind those soldiers marching off to war:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/roots.htm#soldier

and it is only a more sophisticated version of the territorial battles between hunter-gatherer societies:

https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...uit#post547555

which was only a more sophisticated version of chimpanzee social organization and violence:

https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...zee#post537104

The human ego, however, does not like admitting those truths, because somehow we have risen above the apes and our “primitive” ancestors. Not so much, not really. The invasion and genocide of the peoples of Afghanistan and Iraq by history’s most powerful nation is just another energy grab:

https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...eon#post478002

It is kind of ironic that four thousand years after the bloody decline of Sumer due to its energy acquisition practices:

https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...l=1#post554340

the area was invaded once again over energy scarcity. There is no difference in kind, just in orders of magnitude. The victim game is humanity’s oldest.

As I have stated repeatedly, which I learned through bitter experience:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#burn

the masses are not going to wake up to energy abundance until it can be demonstrated to them, as Machiavelli noted:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#machiavelli

and this is the crux of the conundrum. The conspiracists, structuralists, materialists, and others are of absolutely no use at this stage on the FE issue, as they all think and act like victims:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#weakness

It will be up to the extremely few people who have laid aside their fear-based victim mentality and operate from a love-based creator mentality to lead humanity to FE and abundance. At least, that is the route that I am trying out. Nobody ever has before that I know of, and I do not kid myself that those people are going to be easy to find; they are like needles in haystacks.

I am the middle of not only firefighting at work, but am dealing with a family emergency once again, the kind that deals with death and related catastrophes, so a lot is being taken out of me these days. So it is, when light workers try to bring it in this world. It seems to be part of the “deal.” It would be a lot easier if I had no family, and I have almost no family left, but it is part of the price of being here.

More Rome posts coming soon, but it is off to work for now.

Best,

Wade

[Limor Wolf]

Thank you, Robert, your post was beautiful. It is interesting how each of us takes the issues we are discussing here to our own 'place', and with a bit of creativity of the mind, we are contributing to a rich soup indeed!

Yes, I agree, some people relate to the government as their parents, alas, this family structure is no good. Wade is insisting that integrity is the only way to go, it feels as if you are suggesting the same, even between parents - children relations there need to be some equality (and respect). if we take as an allegory, Godzila as a parent, and the masses as the children, then a parent who nurtures his children to be mentally stronger and with more wisdom than he has, will contribute to a prosperous and developed society where the sky is the limit, and where he himself can reap the fruits. But, it seems that wisdom is the keyword here, and when it is lacking... it is lacking.

So, to suggest in a few words what we as society may want to reclaim, it will be : Integrity, wisdom, awarness, creativity, equality and kinship.

[CdnSirian]

Limor and Robert, very good topics which could be another thread. "Raise children towards an FE/Abundance paradigm". To copy/paste your posts would be a great start to it. What do you think, readers of this thread? It's too big to develop here, and too important to merely glance at, I think. Cheers.

[Limor Wolf]

Hey CdnSirian, you must be right. I am not a parent, so I will be more than happy to read other member's view's, I was simply using it as an allegory to Robert's very fine post. everyhting is related as it is, but it all, I believe, eventually sums up to one thing: Energy and the direction it flows.

Originally posted by Wade Frazier: " I am the middle of not only firefighting at work, but am dealing with a family emergency once again, the kind that deals with death and related catastrophes, so a lot is being taken out of me these days. So it is, when light workers try to bring it in this world. It seems to be part of the “deal.” It would be a lot easier if I had no family, and I have almost no family left, but it is part of the price of being here.

Family has its advantages and disadvantages. My mother was in hospital this last month and now it is an everyday battle... she suffers from many problems but as I tell her, there is one thing that she needs in order to have the upper hand, and that is to acquire sentience. an awarness to what has brought her to this situation, also taking responsibility on her condition and creating something new with different tools.

But, it might be that love is the only thing that she needs right now, and the only thing I can give.

It is part of the "deal", but the opportunity for growth is especially found in these kind of moments,

Take it easy, Wade! as much as you can..

[Limor Wolf]

Originally posted by Wade Frazier: " Warfare escalated into genocidal affairs. The Old Testament documents how civilizations comported themselves long after Sumer declined (Abraham migrated from that region to what was called Canaan long ago), and slaughtering entire peoples was standard operating procedure, as well as enslaving the survivors. "

Not really about the energy- Scarcity subject, but following the Roman tales and the discussion above -

Originally posted by Wade Frazier: "There is a relationship between the survival behaviors and the underlying energetic reality, with the energetic reality dictating the behaviors. Herd behaviors have always had an energy-efficiency root to them"

"The land is mine"

A brief history of the land called Israel/Palestine/Canaan/the Levant.
Who's-killing-who :


http://vimeo.com/50531435

http://blog.ninapaley.com/2012/10/01/this-land-is-mine/

[Chris Gilbert]

Posted by Wade Frazier (here)
Hi Limor and Robert:

I am the middle of not only firefighting at work, but am dealing with a family emergency once again, the kind that deals with death and related catastrophes, so a lot is being taken out of me these days. So it is, when light workers try to bring it in this world. It seems to be part of the “deal.” It would be a lot easier if I had no family, and I have almost no family left, but it is part of the price of being here.

More Rome posts coming soon, but it is off to work for now.

Best,

Wade

Sorry to hear about the family emergencies Wade, I'll be sending you strength!

[Melinda]

Posted by Wade Frazier (here)
...I am the middle of not only firefighting at work, but am dealing with a family emergency once again, the kind that deals with death and related catastrophes, so a lot is being taken out of me these days. So it is, when light workers try to bring it in this world...

Sending peace and strength to you and yours.

[Wade Frazier]

Thanks Limor, Enishi, and AWP for the thoughts…

Families are a great way to work through karma! Because I come from a family of psychics, there has been plenty of “insight” into the family’s karmic relationships. Love and wisdom can heal all, but they are only fleetingly attained on the planet these days. My relationship with my family has been quite a trip. My parents ran away from home together and married on a weekend in Las Vegas, while my father was in boot camp before deployment in one of America’s many imperial efforts:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/war.htm#business

I was the first fruit of those youthful follies. I always wanted to be close to the families that my parents fled from. I was always the dutiful grandchild, and lived with my father’s parents a few times, which was a great blessing:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/america.htm#kansas

I live where my parents fled from, but my relationships with my family have been a source of more pain than joy, and rarely as close as I hoped they would be. What a long, strange trip it has been. When people commit to the spiritual path, all hell usually breaks loose in their lives, and those around them often admonish them to get back in line with the herd. I have been receiving such “advice” ever since I hooked up with Dennis. Sigh.

Limor, that is a great cartoon that you referred to (I watched that clip several times today):

http://blog.ninapaley.com/2012/10/01/this-land-is-mine/

It is typical to see all the debate over a cartoon in the comments to it, as people grind axes. Territorialism, which is what the “this land is mine” meme is all about, is about energy at its root. Animals engage in territorialism primarily to protect their energy (AKA food) supply. Even plants can do it, such as poisoning the area around their roots so that other plants cannot compete for resources, primarily sunlight. Land was the primary form of wealth before industrialization, but I believe that it is more accurate to say that the energy provided by land (photosynthesis at its root, driven by sunlight) was the basis of wealth before people learned to tap into fossil fuels (ancient sunlight). The energy provided by burning fossil fuels far outstrips what photosynthesis can provide (about 25 gallons of gasoline provides all the calories that a person would need to run their bodies for a year, which makes the biofuel “revolution” ridiculous on its face), so land-based wealth became kind of obsolete in industrialized societies (unless that land was sitting on fossil fuels! ). That Land of Milk and Honey is largely a desert and semi-desert today, thanks to millennia of how humans wrenched energy from that land.

Best,

Wade

[mosquito]

Posted by CdnSirian (here)
Limor and Robert, very good topics which could be another thread. "Raise children towards an FE/Abundance paradigm". To copy/paste your posts would be a great start to it. What do you think, readers of this thread? It's too big to develop here, and too important to merely glance at, I think. Cheers.

This is the kind of thing I was looking for in a recent post - what are we (readers of this thread) going to go away and do ?

[CdnSirian]

Peace and power to you Wade, in regards to your family affairs. Indeed, we all have families...

[sandy]

Hang on! and hang in! Everyone,

It seems to me that the world's chaos is mulitplying rapidly and fear is running the game anymore. Although most of my family has come back into my life I'm not getting caught up in the drama of their creations. I love them, do what I can and want to do, and keep a keen awareness as to the lessons being presented for me to learn and or practise.

Staying mindful and steady/balanced within, works for me these days although it can be boring not buying into the drama. Much Love and compassion to all and many visions of abundance and creation of abundance in your daily activities.

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Sandy:

Thanks for the thoughts. Yes, these are chaotic times. I am doing my best to stay focused on a fairly narrow set of tasks – earn a living, play husband, take care of my health, get my FE writing done and get that conversation started, and also take care of my family, as I am about the only one who really can paddle his canoe – my family is mostly a bunch of misfits. I am strained to the max, and people who begin playing the FE game, even at the “innocuous” level that I am these days, gets all sorts of mayhem rained into their lives. It comes with the territory.

Probably most painfully, the very people that I end up helping actually try to wreck my life, and some have done a fair amount of damage. It is the ones closest to you that can do the most damage. And the source of their desire to inflict damage on me is usually because of my FE journey, believe it or not. What I am doing represents the end of the world as they know it, and it also represents the biggest event in human history. Even the dimmest among them can grasp that at some level. So, the magnitude of the issue brings up all manner of twisted ambition, delusion, survival fears, trying to pour the new wine into the old skins, and so on, usually at a highly magnified level. That is a low-level version of what I encountered during my days with Dennis. When pursuing FE, and as the magnitude of what we were pursing became evident to people, then it began tripping the light fantastic. Not only did greed and delusions of grandeur rear their heads amongst most of our business associates, but the magnitude of the issues became magnified a million-fold. Getting a billion dollar offer to go away:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#offer

and getting nuked after we refused:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/advent.htm#jail

was just what Godzilla and his minions did. That was not really the hard part. The hard parts were dealing with the many fearful, dishonorable, naive, greedy, and criminal acts engaged in by our “allies” as we were trying to survive the death blows that Godzilla was aiming at us. People I had known most of my life became unrecognizable when the heat was on. The perils and temptations of the FE path are simply far too great for Joe Average to navigate. That was the big lesson of the path, one that I had to live through for years to finally understand:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#burn

The problem in the FE field today is that almost none of the names that you hear of have played at the high levels. They usually are tinkering inventors. Class does not really begin until you try bringing disruptive energy technology to the market. Nobody in the FE field has played that game at a higher level than Dennis has:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/energy1.htm#dennis

It looks nothing like normal business, which is another one of the pitfalls that newbies fall into.

Because I have not given up on this FE quest, and probably never will, even playing at the low level that I do anymore still creates all manner of extreme reaction from those around me. Again, I am advocating the end of the world as we know it, and it brings up fear in almost everybody, not the optimism that maybe we don’t have to wreck Earth while taking ourselves out, and we can even have Heaven on Earth. Nope. The primary reaction is fear. The fear usually manifests in denial (those Levels 1 to 3 http://www.ahealedplanet.net/paradigm.htm#level1), or outright fear (Level 5), or all the half-cocked ways that people think that they can help make FE happen (Levels 6, 7, 9, 10, 11). Not only have I seen all of those reactions countless times, so has everybody who has played this FE game for very long. It is nothing like any other pursuit on Earth, and the danger is thinking that it is. This is something radically different than the usual retail politics, economics, conspiracism, and the rest of the subject matter that gets batted around on the Internet and elsewhere.

That is why I repeatedly say that thinking that you can turn your friends, family, and business associates onto the FE idea is potentially life-wrecking folly:

http://www.ahealedplanet.net/conun.htm#telling

Most FE newbies do not like to hear it, deny it, and have to find out for themselves. I have seen lives get wrecked and careers end when newbies just had to go tell everybody they knew about FE.

But even I can’t keep my mouth shut all the time, and anybody close to me usually hears about “Wade’s World,” and it is often unpleasant as they try to add their two bits, to either help or challenge me. They usually either treat my “other” life as something that did not happen, or believe that I am gilding the lily, or that they can somehow add some keen insight into the mix, or they realize what a threat I represent to their world and they try to take me out, usually after I have helped them.

I have navigated all manner of mayhem during my adventures. I lost my naïveté long ago, the hard way, but I am still subjected to the attacks, the “help” that puts people in jeopardy, and so on. Lately, I have had to navigate some life-and-death issues, with many life-wrecking implications, and those close to me are pretty oblivious to the peril, which makes it difficult. I regularly am around people who play with nuclear dynamite, thinking that they have it all handled. If I can’t talk them out of it, I get very far away from them. That is what is happening right now, and I am getting put in the middle of it by various parties, while I am fighting fires at my day job, trying to overcome burnout, and so on. I do not shirk my fate – this stuff has been the story of my life, but as with many of my posts here at Avalon, I am giving a peek into my life, as an example of what this path entails. It sure isn’t for everybody.

Oh well, I hope to do at least one Rome post this weekend, but we will see. The fires at work are burning pretty hot right now.

Best,

Wade

[sandy]

Hi Wade,

What can I say except hang on and hang in my Dear Brother. (((( <3,<3,<3 ))))) I don't envy your or anyone else's position who still have to run the gauntlet each day to make a living. Wearing masks of sorts to maintain the work social norms, watering down our opinions, views and perceptions to acknowledge the understanding and awareness levels of others around us and in our personal lives and role modeling the LOVE and COMPASSION we believe in can be so exhausting and draining.

We need each other here on this thread more than ever in my opinion, just to hear and validate one another and to support in what ways we can those in need in times of exhaustion and depleted energy.

Wade I hear the Mountains calling you, forget about the next essay for now and please find the time to take care of you and replenish your Energy and Love of I am.

This is a selfish request on my part as I don't want to lose you to burn out or any other malady or life threatening event. Your Being and Love is so valued and appreciated. I just wish I could infuse you with my gratitude and joy for YOU being apart of my life, just to add some energy to yours as you so often do to mine. I love "YOU" Wade Frazier

[Robert J. Niewiadomski]

Hang on Wade "Funny" thing is i too had to do enormous damage control at my office It took us half of August and almost whole of September. Somehow it did not sucked my whole attention in but it felt like some bad dream... It is over now. I remember i was constantly thinking of building a FE device to live off the grid and escape the system... But i guess nobody can do it alone. We will turn the corner together or we will go down the toilet together