Here and Now...What's Happening?

[Flash]

Posted by Carmody (here)

Posted by Flash (here)
What is going on Carmody. Scrubbing floors, then cleaning the whole house. Now you will have to clean every item in this panic room lol .

Are you moving out? Or cleaning up the chemtrails remnants?

Just a bit of humour.

Found this:

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=CCXx2bNk6UA

Yes, I was having some dry humour towards you. I do know what it is to get in a room and panic though.

I truly enjoyed this dolphin video. My daughter and I are fond of dolphins because whe had special memories and encounters. Two small spotted dolphins worked with her 3 years in a row. They chose who they work with, one cannot force them. Both dolphins wanted to work with my daugher and were competing for her.

Daphne was chosen over by the staff on the first summer. My daughter got very attached to her. As she says, Daphne was my first friend. And it really was.

On the second year, Daphne chosed her to work with, and when we were there, the veterinarian tought Daphne was sick and would not let her work. Daphne had been with my daughter in the morning and was fine, then in the afternoon was getting sick..

I was looking at her and could see in her eyes that in fact she was depressed. Stopping her work with a child she had chosen would only make her get worst. I told the staff what I saw and told them to let her work with my daughter, that my daughter would be beneficial to the dolphin and vice versa. So we made an experiment, we changed the working hours, my daughter being with her in the afternoon. The whole thing reversed, Daphne was sick in the morning, alright in the afternoon.

Therefore, it was decided Daphne would keep working with my girl. They got very attached to each other. Dolphin are as intelligent as we are, like having fun, although spotted dolphins are much more shy than the others species, and they reason and analyse as we do plus they do have emotions, we can read it in their being.

The first time the dolphin ended up on my lap I really felt like encounter of the third kind, with another intelligent and emotional specie.

It was a shock, I looked at the speech therapist and she nodded, understanding what I felt and acknowledging, yes this is it.

The dolphin hesitated to come to me at first, she had worked all 2 weeks with my daughter, and I was beside her in the water. When I realised that the dolphin was examining me but not coming, the dolphin analysing the situation, I made gestures she should not have understood (not trained for them) but she did. I pointed my daugher, then me, a few times, and all of a sudden, the dolphin understood and came straight to me, the mom of the kid she worked with. Her eyers were full of intelligence and emotion.

Before we went back on the third year, right before christmas, my daughter woke up crying. She had dreamed that we were back in the center and Daphne was not there anylonger, she had died. I wrote to the center and inquired about Daphne's health. Everything was fine. But when we went back in July, we learned that Daphne had died late March that year, after my daughter's dream. They were both, my daughter and Daphne, connected. My daughter had lost her first real friend ever. Her first mourning. My daughter had many dreams with Daphne afterwards. Daphne would speak to her.

The last year, my daughter worked with Kiwi, the other spotted dolphin.

Both dophin had been rescued on the beach as infant, having been beached both mother and child. This is how they ended up in an aquarium and were trained to work with special needs children. Well treated dolphins do like this work. The problem is to make sure they do not overwork, which is not obvious with some aquarium owners.

We also worked a tiny little with the huge dolphins. My daughter had a painting done for her Specially by a dolphin. We have the video of it being painted with my daughter holding the cannevas. Will put a picture of the drawing up tomorrow, right now I have to go to work.

Have a good day everyone.

If anyone ever want to inquire about these therapies, where the speech therapist works with dysphasics and autism and down syndrome, her name is Dr Janet Flowers, in Panama City, Florida. She is now with the Panama City aquarium. Previously she was in Fort Walton Beach but changed aquarium two years after Daphne's unnatural death (it took time to train the new dolphins). Daphne had been overdosed with antibiotic for months from an uncaring care worker. I told my daughter few years ago when she was old enough to take it. For her, her friend had been killed by negligence and she knows whom did it. She did not take it well, but I thought she should know. The other workers were extremely pissed and good people.

[yukondiva]

Posted by ulli (here)
Spent the day with a group of people listening to a young breatharian couple from (surprise surprise) Vilcabamba, Ecuador. Now living in California, but visiting Costa Rica for a few days. Yukondiva was there with me. Maybe she will report later. Ulli not ready to give up food. No, Siree.

I am with you on that one, love my coffee in the morning. I just gave up ciggaretts I think i food is the only pleasurable thing I have left. Besides if we were not meant to eat why is there so many diffrent foods? Depriving your body of something natural like eating, I think that life is about balance thats why we eat three times a day and we don,t eat gallons of icecream all day long. Facinating for sure but Ill just be human and eat.

[misfit312]

Hi Avalon! I'm new here and cant wait to dive in..But just as I was about to sit down and type my "intro to me post" lol.. I just seen the weirdest thing..8am EST I was walking my youngest daughter across the street to catch the bus,when I looked up in the sky( I always look to see how many chemtrails are up today) I seen this big BLACK plane(?)-just for disclosure I do live by an airport-but it was flying perpendicular to all flights I have seen..--Anyways it started to light up in the weirdest way from the rear, it looked like it was starting to glow, the lights got brighter and brighter--Then I turned my head for a second because my daughter said something-I whipped my head back around and it was gone! But for some reason the disappearing part is't what is sticking with me its the sheer blackness of the thing against the sky and the way it lit up..I have truly never seen anything like it..

[ulli]

Posted by misfit312 (here)
Hi Avalon! I'm new here and cant wait to dive in..But just as I was about to sit down and type my "intro to me post" lol.. I just seen the weirdest thing..8am EST I was walking my youngest daughter across the street to catch the bus,when I looked up in the sky( I always look to see how many chemtrails are up today) I seen this big BLACK plane(?)-just for disclosure I do live by an airport-but it was flying perpendicular to all flights I have seen..--Anyways it started to light up in the weirdest way from the rear, it looked like it was starting to glow, the lights got brighter and brighter--Then I turned my head for a second because my daughter said something-I whipped my head back around and it was gone! But for some reason the disappearing part is't what is sticking with me its the sheer blackness of the thing against the sky and the way it lit up..I have truly never seen anything like it..

Hello and welcome, misfit312.
Our Village here is made up of many misfits, so you'll fit right in.
Those chemtrail planes use stealth mode, I'm convinced, but someone forgot to press a button for a moment.
But why use black as a color? Wouldn't a pale greyish blue have been a better choice?
Goes to show they aren't as smart as some think.

[RunningDeer]

Posted by misfit312 (here)
Hi Avalon! I'm new here and cant wait to dive in..But just as I was about to sit down and type my "intro to me post" lol.. I just seen the weirdest thing..8am EST I was walking my youngest daughter across the street to catch the bus,when I looked up in the sky( I always look to see how many chemtrails are up today) I seen this big BLACK plane(?)-just for disclosure I do live by an airport-but it was flying perpendicular to all flights I have seen..--Anyways it started to light up in the weirdest way from the rear, it looked like it was starting to glow, the lights got brighter and brighter--Then I turned my head for a second because my daughter said something-I whipped my head back around and it was gone! But for some reason the disappearing part is't what is sticking with me its the sheer blackness of the thing against the sky and the way it lit up..I have truly never seen anything like it..

Hello misfit312,

Glad you stopped by and shared your account. There's thread on Avalon that you might be interested in that I say is a one-stop-place. Gio posts all the latest on such things as ET crafts. This is the site: "Up At The Ranch (James Gilliland and Trout Lake)".

For future reference, the main section on the front page that the link above is from is called, "Ufology, Extraterrestrial Contact".

Peace,
Paula

[PurpleLama]

Azalea bushes, you have won this round, but I will be back. Oh, yes. I will be back.

[ulli]

Posted by PurpleLama (here)
Azalea bushes, you have won this round, but I will be back. Oh, yes. I will be back.

PurpleLama...What's with this cryptic post? Inter-dimensional code message?
Loaded stuff here...I see it contains elements of combat.
In plain sight?

[1inMany]

Here and Now...It is very foggy this morning. On the way to the schools this morning, the thought occurred to me that all this fog may not actually be water. It might be chemicals falling and sitting on the earth. Past the fog, in the beautiful, clear morning sky, are chemtrails so heavy. It makes me sad. How does one clear all this...with Intention? Because I want to try something, and I haven't figured out how to even cloud bust yet.

I'm wondering why, or how, a presence makes your skin crawl. Not in a bad way at all, but you know that feeling once in a while? I'm just wondering how they do that, or if it is something they do...

I'm wondering why working with Energy makes a body hungry.

I'm thinking about a woman who came into my life in a round about way. It was about the most painful way in which one woman could enter another woman's life. I am thankful for that interaction because I learned and I grew and I became stronger and I even learned some things about trust and detachment. I learned more about my Divine nature and origin because of that situation. I was just given the news that she has inoperable terminal cancer of the lungs, lymph nodes and brain. She has been given 6-8 months to live, and is starting chemo and radiation today. I'm saddened to hear this news, and I'm puzzled as to why anyone would do chemo and radiation, having been given zero odds whether this poison is done or not. (I'm agreeing with all of you who have voiced the same thoughts and feelings previously.)

I'm almost afraid to be thankful it isn't happening to me. Remember when I stated to the Universe that I do not want one more thing that eats or sh!ts? What came of that? MamaDog and eight freaking puppies, LOL! So, I'm almost afraid to be thankful it isn't happening to me for fear the Universe will interpret that as a negative statement, which Ulli has convinced me is not the way to go when speaking out. It is taking me some focus to change that relief to gratitude for my health in hopes that gets the right message out.

J, I love you. I am sorry. Please forgive me. Thank you.

I wish people "got" me, understood me, and really knew me. I could offer reiki, which at the very least would envelope her in calm and might even help her heal, if she believed and did some homework. But an offer of help from me...well...that would produce more stress rather than help anything. And with whathisname and K, same thing. People fail to realize, or cannot grasp, that even through difficult situations involving emotional pain, hurt feelings or anger or whatever, I know they are Divine beings, just like Me, just like You. I firmly and unwaveringly know that we are all returning to Oneness, each on our own paths that are unique, some via service to others and some via service to self. Even the "Evil" in existence will find its way back. And so I look at each other person and send some type of love, like...You are my Sister or Brother, and you are doing what it is that you believe will get you to Oneness, so I love at least that part of you. Whatshisname does have a name, and I honor the Divine Being in him by using it. It is Chris. And when I ask about how Chris is doing, I am showing that I love him. Other people, who do not "get" me or know me think that disingenuous. This just makes me weary.

I am grateful today. I am grateful that I know me, that I know Me, that I "get" me, and that the Village "gets" me. I mean this with all my heart. I am grateful for my health, and I am grateful when I recognize an opportunity to help even one of my Other Selves on the path.

I guess Tom's right, as usual. Emotions. Time to allow them to be, feel them, and watch them dissipate.

Much Love,

[1inMany]

Posted by Paula (here)
There's thread on Avalon that you might be interested in that I say is a one-stop-place. Gio posts all the latest on such things as ET crafts. This is the site: "Up At The Ranch (James Gilliland and Trout Lake)".

Peace,
Paula

Oh. My. Gosh. Is that what that thread is? Well, hahahahaha on me. I've dropped in over there a few times, Calz makes me curious. But I guess I have dropped in at the wrong times...Guess I know where I'm going to be having some fun reading in the near future...

Thanks, WCBD!

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p.s....hiya misfit

[Marianne]

1, I hear you. I'm very grateful you came to Avalon.

For the woman with cancer, you can offer reiki in an energy bubble. Get it ready, then go into your distance mode (sacred space or however you do it) and 'see' you and her facing each other. Offer her the bubble. She will likely take it. For me, people usually take it into themselves, or I place it on their crown and it flows down. Just see what happens and let it flow. This way, you are not sending it as much as just offering it and it's up to her to take it or not. Which is how Reiki is anyway, the person receiving it is always the one who determines what happens in their receiving this energy of life.

Ho'oponopono too, as you've already done. You can keep doing it whenever you think of it. In past times when I've had a big problem, I'd go for a walk and do it the whole hour. And again the next day, til I forgot about it and by then things had shifted.

I'm sorry. Please forgive me. Thank you. I love you.

Misfit, welcome to Avalon and the Village.

Posted by 1inMany (here)


Here and Now...It is very foggy this morning. On the way to the schools this morning, the thought occurred to me that all this fog may not actually be water. It might be chemicals falling and sitting on the earth. Past the fog, in the beautiful, clear morning sky, are chemtrails so heavy. It makes me sad. How does one clear all this...with Intention? Because I want to try something, and I haven't figured out how to even cloud bust yet.

I'm wondering why, or how, a presence makes your skin crawl. Not in a bad way at all, but you know that feeling once in a while? I'm just wondering how they do that, or if it is something they do...

I'm wondering why working with Energy makes a body hungry.

I'm thinking about a woman who came into my life in a round about way. It was about the most painful way in which one woman could enter another woman's life. I am thankful for that interaction because I learned and I grew and I became stronger and I even learned some things about trust and detachment. I learned more about my Divine nature and origin because of that situation. I was just given the news that she has inoperable terminal cancer of the lungs, lymph nodes and brain. She has been given 6-8 months to live, and is starting chemo and radiation today. I'm saddened to hear this news, and I'm puzzled as to why anyone would do chemo and radiation, having been given zero odds whether this poison is done or not. (I'm agreeing with all of you who have voiced the same thoughts and feelings previously.)

I'm almost afraid to be thankful it isn't happening to me. Remember when I stated to the Universe that I do not want one more thing that eats or sh!ts? What came of that? MamaDog and eight freaking puppies, LOL! So, I'm almost afraid to be thankful it isn't happening to me for fear the Universe will interpret that as a negative statement, which Ulli has convinced me is not the way to go when speaking out. It is taking me some focus to change that relief to gratitude for my health in hopes that gets the right message out.

J, I love you. I am sorry. Please forgive me. Thank you.

I wish people "got" me, understood me, and really knew me. I could offer reiki, which at the very least would envelope her in calm and might even help her heal, if she believed and did some homework. But an offer of help from me...well...that would produce more stress rather than help anything. And with whathisname and K, same thing. People fail to realize, or cannot grasp, that even through difficult situations involving emotional pain, hurt feelings or anger or whatever, I know they are Divine beings, just like Me, just like You. I firmly and unwaveringly know that we are all returning to Oneness, each on our own paths that are unique, some via service to others and some via service to self. Even the "Evil" in existence will find its way back. And so I look at each other person and send some type of love, like...You are my Sister or Brother, and you are doing what it is that you believe will get you to Oneness, so I love at least that part of you. Whatshisname does have a name, and I honor the Divine Being in him by using it. It is Chris. And when I ask about how Chris is doing, I am showing that I love him. Other people, who do not "get" me or know me think that disingenuous. This just makes me weary.

I am grateful today. I am grateful that I know me, that I know Me, that I "get" me, and that the Village "gets" me. I mean this with all my heart. I am grateful for my health, and I am grateful when I recognize an opportunity to help even one of my Other Selves on the path.

I guess Tom's right, as usual. Emotions. Time to allow them to be, feel them, and watch them dissipate.

Much Love,

[ulli]

1inMany, I think I get you.
I see you as pure hearted and sincere.
Thank you for being you, and sharing your world.

[Flash]

By the way, for those who think I am too hung up on my daughter (I have been told that lately), read Telsa's thread asking parenting help, and you will understand. It was 24/7 work, plus regular heavy work schedule, so yes, my life turned entirely around my daughter, for at least 10 years straight.

Now that she if really fine, I can go back to myself. To tell the truth, I lost the habit.

I was a last call mom, quite old when I got her, so I knew how to be with/by myself and selfishly taking care of myself (well, I thought I knew, I think now that I did not).

But this situation has completely changed my life and me. So the new self, alone now, is uncomfortable to adapt to for the moment. I also have to lose weitght, gained during a terrible divorce and kept during the subsequent heavily charged years. This too, I am going back to a new physical me that has still to change again.

Changing the career path that was maintained and pushed due to the demands of the situation, not due to passion or liking, will certainly help greatly.

So, truthfully sorry if I am bodering you guys with my daughters stuff, but I saw only that for years and years, 24/7, everything being around her needs.

Starting now and next year, I should do much better in terms of equilibrated life and will probably be more interesting to read.

Gosh do I understand 1inMany here on the forum. We can be immersed in other's needs.

[PurpleLama]

Posted by 1inMany (here)
Here and Now...It is very foggy this morning. On the way to the schools this morning, the thought occurred to me that all this fog may not actually be water. It might be chemicals falling and sitting on the earth. Past the fog, in the beautiful, clear morning sky, are chemtrails so heavy. It makes me sad. How does one clear all this...with Intention? Because I want to try something, and I haven't figured out how to even cloud bust yet.

As lotusblossom went to leave for work, I commented three times how I could smell the chemicals in the fog.


Google has failed me. I could not find a picture of an azalea bush even a fraction of the size of one of mine. I am not pruning azaleas so much as creating tunnels through them. I have 8-12 bushes (trees!) in a row, each about 15 feet/5 meters tall, and at least that big around.



Mine are like the pink in this picture, but easily double the height, and in a long row going back into the woods. Once I finish making tunnels through them, I will shape up the ones extending into the back yard.

[ulli]

Posted by Flash (here)
By the way, for those who think I am too hung up on my daughter (I have been told that lately), read Telsa's thread asking parenting help, and you will understand. It was 24/7 work, plus regular heavy work schedule, so yes, my life turned entirely around my daughter, for at least 10 years straight.

Now that she if really fine, I can go back to myself. To tell the truth, I lost the habit.

I was a last call mom, quite old when I got her, so I knew how to be with/by myself and selfishly taking care of myself (well, I thought I knew, I think now that I did not).
Snip...

Gosh do I understand 1inMany here on the forum. We can be immersed in other's needs.

Yes, we can, and what is wrong with that?
When the non-caring side of things starts to tip the balance then it's time to be a doting parent.
I've been told that I'm too hung up on my son, too. So annoying.

Yet, in view of my philosophy regarding projections
I figured that that person and their statement came directly from my own subconscious,
which was nudging me to see that issue from yet another angle.
So I went back to that idealistic part of me that says ALL the world's children are my children,
and for a brief moment my son picked up telepathically what was going on
and nearly accused me of no longer caring for him.
Life is funny.

[donk]

I get you 1inmany, and also thank you for sharing, I can totally relate.

Welcome misfit!

I seen this big BLACK plane(?)-

Was it shaped like a plane? We have sightings all the times of triangular black craft with strange lights round here, often accompanied with (seperate) flashes/spheres of light...well V (and her oldest daughter) does, I always seem to be occupied when they are about--and I don't think I have the ability to see whatever frequency they are on anyway, some people are more sensitive than others...


ulli: the angel wing/kitty bracelet you made had me as disappointed (for a moment) as I was excited I was when I first saw it. V had the most blah reaction to it (unlike her, even if she DOESN'T like something, she still gets a childlike joy from any gift), so it was concerning, I thought cuz she did not like it--couldn't figure it out. Turned out, she recognized immediately it was too small for her (I think you mentioned elasticity--I didn't exactly find it to have any...but you did leave a lot of play on either end to work with, simple as using some of that slack), and her still defaulting to victim mode, assumed she wouldn't get to wear it.

Well once I found out she truly did love it, and that size was the problem (isn't it always??), i pointed out that even I could have adjusted it were my hands not numb (...might need to start noicotene injections or something, still haven't gotten circulation back, it's been since September!). Anyway, she adjusted it, and has worn it since...absolutely loves it--thanks again!!

[donk]

By the way, for those who think I am too hung up on my daughter (I have been told that lately)

this is crazy talk, the story you shared made my week....thank you

[Calz]

Posted by Carmody (here)
I spent the past week constructing a panic room.

I had to clean the house up, so I started moving stuff.

I put all the junk in one room..and if I go in there....I panic.

Sounds like my kids idea of cleaning up their room ... everything piled into the closet

[donk]

been told that I'm too hung up on my son

WTF?? This is insane...and shows a double standard that may not be obvious to everyone.

As a single dad, anything I did was AMAZING to everyone, like I was some kind of superhero for being a friggin' parent.

Here's to all the moms out there, single or not....you do not get enough respect--it is really hard.

Tesla's thread is tough for me...it is a reminder of what my kids are going through...mom that removed herself from kids' lives to spare them the issues her mental illness and the chaos that surrounds her. I was selfish and immature when she made that choice, and have been working to honor and make it ok ever since. I am brutally hoonest with them, which is so hard because I have NO ability to relate to what they are going through.

Not sure how I got there from the idea of "doting"....I guess to me it is just insane to me to think that some people you can care "too much" for your kid...or maybe the crazier thing is that it affected you guys enough to let it bother you?

[Marianne]

Flash, I am always interested to hear about your daughter. You are an amazing mom, and a caring, intelligent, perceptive person... that shines through in your words. Your posts reflect your life, and I've seen a diversity there. I say, don't worry about someone's opinion. Just keep being who you are, and keep sharing it with others ... the ones who get it will find you.

It's fabulous that you have a new career path opening up to you! I was so excited to read your post about that. I wish this for everyone who wants it, to find meaningful work ... or to find a way to give your work meaning through being who you are.

Your new physical self is waiting to emerge ... go get it! If you feel inclined to do a liver cleanse, I'm going to start one in a couple of weeks with one of the mods who has done it before. You are welcome to join us if you want. I'm taking a couple of weeks to get back into healthier foods, after vacation and not being around what I normally eat.

I probably bore people with my talk of food ... but that's me.

BTW, if anyone wants to know ... today I had a juicy bartlett pear, a smoothie of kefir, spinach, blueberries and a banana. I'll do a salad at lunch, and for supper a small plate of veggie curries. (potato-spinach paneer and tomato-onion curry).

I say this because reading it may help encourage someone to eat better ... to show them some options that I have discovered, as I have found inspriation from others. Not that I always eat right either ... but it's always in my head to try, to do what I can.

Posted by Flash (here)
By the way, for those who think I am too hung up on my daughter (I have been told that lately), read Telsa's thread asking parenting help, and you will understand. It was 24/7 work, plus regular heavy work schedule, so yes, my life turned entirely around my daughter, for at least 10 years straight.

Now that she if really fine, I can go back to myself. To tell the truth, I lost the habit.

I was a last call mom, quite old when I got her, so I knew how to be with/by myself and selfishly taking care of myself (well, I thought I knew, I think now that I did not).

But this situation has completely changed my life and me. So the new self, alone now, is uncomfortable to adapt to for the moment. I also have to lose weitght, gained during a terrible divorce and kept during the subsequent heavily charged years. This too, I am going back to a new physical me that has still to change again.

Changing the career path that was maintained and pushed due to the demands of the situation, not due to passion or liking, will certainly help greatly.

So, truthfully sorry if I am bodering you guys with my daughters stuff, but I saw only that for years and years, 24/7, everything being around her needs.

Starting now and next year, I should do much better in terms of equilibrated life and will probably be more interesting to read.

Gosh do I understand 1inMany here on the forum. We can be immersed in other's needs.

[donk]

Sounds like my kids idea of cleaning up their room ... everything piled into the closet

Heh, I called mine on this last time...their solution: pile everything in the empty corner (with a flat surface on top), and throw a blanket over top. Voila...look dad, closets perfect!