Here and Now...What's Happening?

[donk]

I'll tell you what, reading my local paper for the first time in a long time gave me waaaay worse feeling/energy than any damn thread around here...it is disturbing to see what people are exposed to, what passes for information these days

Anyway the story is unfolding that I linked to earlier, the Wilmington shooting....turns out the dude had kidnapped his kids in aught-seven, I found this nugget interesting the first line is about him, I guess he wasn't on the "meds" so that's why he kidnapped his family??

"He went on to say things like, 'I hear voices in my head," and "I can't live without you," and "I can control other people's thoughts,' " she said in the 2008 interview. "It scared me very badly."


The next day, she called county police and sought a temporary protection-from-abuse order, which was granted Jan. 3, 2006.


At a hearing 10 days later, the order was lifted after Belford said she should not have taken his words as threats, court records show.


Matusiewicz also filed a protection-from-abuse petition, alleging Belford had stopped taking her anti-depressant medication and left the children unattended or with strangers. His petition was denied. They briefly tried to reconcile, to no avail.

Just a little seemingly "throw away" bit o' 'information'...the dude got custody cuz mom went OFF glaxosmithklienEliLilypfizerastrazenecadow's wonderful products....

***ADDED***

OK...I'm officially done with this one now...if you feel like tooling around my local rag (Delaware News Journal) for details, there's 3-4 stories "evolving" at the moment, have fun.

What I had posted was on the front page at the time (with creepy mug shot, as is tradition), and that article is a profile of the "lleged, possibly-maybe suspect".

This from the "news" article, that seems to try to keep to relevant facts:

Law enforcement and legal sources initially told The News Journal that the shooter was identified as David T. Matusiewicz, a 45-year-old former optometrist who spent time in federal prison for kidnapping his three daughters and bank fraud in 2007. Those sources now say the shooter’s identity is unclear. It was unknown whether police killed the shooter when returning fire or if he took his own life.

Wouldn't that have been nice to know BEFORE running a 2 page article on him?? Seems like every story is Sandy Hook now...

[Carmody]

that which tries to control us, is attempting a full repression of the base levels where the human avatar operates.

This repression is resulting in lopsided humans, ones who are dimensionally 'retarded'....and have no full balance. they can't find their balance as they've never been introduced to the concept. Concepts they should have learned as a child.

Should it be that easy, or are we learning to understand what it is like to have difficulties in these areas? After all.... sameness breeds nothingness.

No differentiation, is a nothing space, an unchanging space. Comfortable..... but as useless as tits on a boar when it comes to being a dimensional act of 'organized matter as intelligence and self recognition'.

Welcome to the earth school, and it's attempted domination by one. Enjoy your kick in the ass. After all, you signed on for it. (some say the opposite)

[donk]

After all, you signed on for it. (some say the opposite)

I take it you are not "some"?

I guess part of the pre-reincarnication contract is never being able to know if you really signed up or not?

I know one thing, someone got the "first rule of 'fight club' down": the first rule of choosing your incarnation into amnesia is that you don't talk about the possibility that you choose to be reincarnated with amnesia...

[Calz]

That clip from the Wizard of Oz movie ...

Perhaps only those my age (and perhaps not all those) really appreciate the memories there.

It was a once a year television *miracle* ... absolute bliss ... beyond words really.

Yes other generations have their peak movie moments but this was different in that there was nothing to compare ... for *YEARS*.

Today other comparable movies come along every several weeks.

Wizard of Oz was the bringer of joys and imagination for many many years.


Sorry ... senior moment ... back to your normally programmed programs ... (not here and now of course)

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=2XzFNLJIpUQ

[Carmody]

Posted by donk (here)

After all, you signed on for it. (some say the opposite)

I take it you are not "some"?

I guess part of the pre-reincarnication contract is never being able to know if you really signed up or not?

I know one thing, someone got the "first rule of 'fight club' down": the first rule of choosing your incarnation into amnesia is that you don't talk about the possibility that you choose to be reincarnated with amnesia...

Now you're getting it, now you're getting it.

Since it is amnesia ..or..that the energies (complex intelligence)cannot transgress the polarized dimensional barriers very well (Camelot's Otis Carr interview about using UFO's and the result), which results in amnesia like symptoms....and the body is designed to be paranoid (an effect or result) as a base level self projection/protection (autonomous body functions) for learning and safety of the avatar..is this true......or a paranoid twist?

Am I truthful, or am I full of Illuminati-reptilian projections?

Or is it both?

Would you like fries with that? Supersize you, maybe?


I THINK I stated it a bit more clear at the end of the 'soul harvester' thread. That when we come here, we could be seen as a version of a student hopeful that 'goes to the wars' in order to learn.

And that we have a reptilian agenda here, that is attempting to take over a natural learning and incarnating ground or space. A place where beings could incarnate, in peace, and in ease. Which is a no change state, this commonality and ease...that slips us down into/toward nothingness....as comfortable as it may be/seem/feel.

But now, this thing has escalated into a war of expression in dimensional space for dimensional beings... vs that of a controlling race taking over the space/place/planet/system, for their own desire or use? That this was a beautiful place for dimensionals to integrate with the flora and fauna... and now it's a war zone? Hell? Hell is a scholastic incarnation on the planet earth? It sure don't feel like no vacation, I tells ya.

edit:

Note that what appears to be encircling you and your attempts to break free, seems to be elevating itself one step ahead of the collective, in all ways. Curiously enough.... like a set of stairs.

That 'everything is as it should be' is also workable and connected to 'wake up and break free from your worldly and dimensional slavery'. That they could be considered to be one and the same? That one should encourage the breaking free as much as they should encourage the everything is as it should be? That both are true? That the consequences are real for your avatar and for your dimensional development?

Read the works of Micheal Newton, or is he just some reptilian plant, added in.. to turn us away? (those basterds!)

[dan33]

Posted by Lettherebelight (here)

Posted by ulli (here)
Happy Chinese New Year.

That's amazing and beautiful! Year of the snake!

UNBREAKABLE great movie

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=lPWFwoYefyE

[Flash]

What if I am "some"?

Better, super fries please, supersized, it makes me feel filled and sleepy. lol

Oh my gosh, it is lunch time here and this comment just gave me the taste for real French fries. Base level, projection/protection in action.

[donk]

What if I am "some"?

...well then I wanna hear all about it. Whether you are "some" or "not some", I'm curious to hear what anyone who has a belief ("knows"??) either way--what makes them think that?

I, for one, have nothing but others' experiences to decide from...and it is pretty limited the amount of those I've found...so am dying to hear from anyone willing to share theirs...


***sorry flash, that's incomprehendable to english speakers, I'm sure, so what I meant was:

I'm interested to know WHY you think of yourself as "some"...as well as hearing WHY from those who do not.

***thanks for that carmody!!

[ulli]

Lunch break in the tropics, Aloe Vera drink, salad, cassava and beetroot smoothie.

Haven't seen snow in years, so there is some fascination.

[ulli]

Maybe its not complicated at all.....

[PurpleLama]

You've got to have a real handle on the things being as they should to be steady enough to break free, to not falter in the attempt. Got to know it in your bones, its okay.

[Calz]

Maybe its not complicated at all.....

Nice ulli

[ulli]

Me dropping into the Here and Now thread these days....

[Flash]

Posted by donk (here)

What if I am "some"?

...well then I wanna hear all about it. Whether you are "some" or "not some", I'm curious to hear what anyone who has a belief ("knows"??) either way--what makes them think that?

I, for one, have nothing but others' experiences to decide from...and it is pretty limited the amount of those I've found...so am dying to hear from anyone willing to share theirs...


***sorry flash, that's incomprehendable to english speakers, I'm sure, so what I meant was:

I'm interested to know WHY you think of yourself as "some"...as well as hearing WHY from those who do not.

***thanks for that carmody!!

I was taking Carmody's words and meant: what if I am "some saying the opposite" to his previous sentence : "After all, you signed on for it". So what if I believe I did not sign on for it, or worst, what if I did not sign on for it but was sent for the experience? Therefore, what if I am "some" from the previous sentences.

And I reverted to supersized French fries.

I hope it is clearer that way.

Now for you question, why you think of yourself as "some" and why the opposite from those who do not? My comment was rhetorical because I do have the same questions in mind and no real answer.

Now my feeling, i do not even know if it is a belief, cause it feels more like a feeling. I do feel like I chose for a definite purpose I do not remember (amnesia). But, even once the choice made, the modalities in which one enters into the 3D lesson or purpose are not always chosen, in fact, there is little choice. To me, choice may have been made in between now and the last incarnation, or aons ago, depending on the soul and its purpose.

I do wonder often if my choice was wrong, because this is not a gift here, even if it could have been originally. This is when I tell myself "all is right" and then wonder if this sentence is reality or a real created belief to alleviate the situation.

However, I also feel that some of us have been thrown down here with not much choice. They needed the lesson and happy or not, there you go. Universe provides. Jail time, try to get the "go out of jail" card by playing within the universal laws.

Sometimes, I do wonder if this, being thrown down here without a choice, did not happened to me and if I am not delusioned by feeling that I chose.

I wish to hear from others as well.

Now I also need to go to work to put the French fries on the table

[Carmody]

Posted by ulli (here)
Lunch break in the tropics, Aloe Vera drink, salad, cassava and beetroot smoothie.

Haven't seen snow in years, so there is some fascination.

That was actually synthetic foam they sprayed as a fine mist. Then they finished sealing off the area in a big white dome (just past the sightline in the animation)..and then they slowly turned up the heat. Stanly Kubrick did it in high school with the help/financing of SRI, back in 1945. It had been stolen out of secret archives by Anonymous..and had been sent to wikileaks and then recently put on yootoob, which is where this came from.

[ulli]

and this one really triggered feelings I've had all of my sheltered life:

[ulli]

Posted by Carmody (here)

Posted by ulli (here)
Lunch break in the tropics, Aloe Vera drink, salad, cassava and beetroot smoothie.

Haven't seen snow in years, so there is some fascination.

That was actually synthetic foam they sprayed as a fine mist. Then they finished sealing off the area in a big white dome (just past the sightline in the animation)..and then they slowly turned up the heat. Stanly Kubrick did it in high school with the help/financing of SRI, back in 1945. It had been stolen out of secret archives by Anonymous..and had been sent to wikileaks and then recently put on yootoob, which is where this came from.

Wow. And I thought maybe they had put too much yeast in my bread maker....

[ulli]

And a German calendar predicted the Pope's resignation correctly, to the day.

Holy, straw bag, tomorrow I'm resigning.....

[Carmody]

Posted by Flash (here)

Posted by donk (here)

What if I am "some"?

...well then I wanna hear all about it. Whether you are "some" or "not some", I'm curious to hear what anyone who has a belief ("knows"??) either way--what makes them think that?

I, for one, have nothing but others' experiences to decide from...and it is pretty limited the amount of those I've found...so am dying to hear from anyone willing to share theirs...


***sorry flash, that's incomprehendable to english speakers, I'm sure, so what I meant was:

I'm interested to know WHY you think of yourself as "some"...as well as hearing WHY from those who do not.

***thanks for that carmody!!

I was taking Carmody's words and meant: what if I am "some saying the opposite" to his previous sentence : "After all, you signed on for it". So what if I believe I did not sign on for it, or worst, what if I did not sign on for it but was sent for the experience? Therefore, what if I am "some" from the previous sentences.

And I reverted to supersized French fries.

I hope it is clearer that way.

Now for you question, why you think of yourself as "some" and why the opposite from those who do not? My comment was rhetorical because I do have the same questions in mind and no real answer.

Now my feeling, i do not even know if it is a belief, cause it feels more like a feeling. I do feel like I chose for a definite purpose I do not remember (amnesia). But, even once the choice made, the modalities in which one enters into the 3D lesson or purpose are not always chosen, in fact, there is little choice. To me, choice may have been made in between now and the last incarnation, or aons ago, depending on the soul and its purpose.

I do wonder often if my choice was wrong, because this is not a gift here, even if it could have been originally. This is when I tell myself "all is right" and then wonder if this is reality or a real created belief to alleviate the situation.

However, I also feel that some of us have been thrown down here with not much choice. They needed the lesson and happy or not, there you go. Universe provides. Jail time, try to get the "go out of jail" card by playing within the universal laws.

Sometimes, I do wonder if this, being thrown down here without a choice, did not happened to me and if I am not delusioned by feeling that I chose.

I wish to hear from others as well.

Now I also need to go to work to put the French fries on the table

Michael newton talks about that. Maybe a young 'problem' dimensional, those who are disturbing the peacefulness in the local dimensional area.

That the local leaders or whomever, approach them and say, "Hey, kid, yeah you, little Mr/Ms piss and vinegar, you there, ADD kid....I got this thing here you might want to look at.... check out this cool place in this pamphlet! Would you like to go there?

"OK, Here's your bus ticket, $50, and a roll of toilet paper. Off you go now! bye!"

Yells at retreating bus, "Don't spend it all on dope!" (shakes head, walks away)

[Calz]

Posted by ulli (here)

And a German calendar predicted the Pope's resignation correctly, to the day.

1st resignation since what ... about 1294 or some such???

Hmmm ... combined with the other "prophecy" gets to be a bit on the "creepy" side does it not???