Here and Now...What's Happening?

**meeradas** · 11th February 2013 19:40

Posted by Calz (here)
1st resignation since what ... about 1294 or some such???

Hmmm ... combined with the other "prophecy" gets to be a bit on the "creepy" side does it not???

https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...l=1#post634229

**Flash** · 11th February 2013 20:26

Posted by Carmody (here)

Posted by Flash (here)

Posted by donk (here)

What if I am "some"?

...well then I wanna hear all about it. Whether you are "some" or "not some", I'm curious to hear what anyone who has a belief ("knows"??) either way--what makes them think that?

I, for one, have nothing but others' experiences to decide from...and it is pretty limited the amount of those I've found...so am dying to hear from anyone willing to share theirs...

***sorry flash, that's incomprehendable to english speakers, I'm sure, so what I meant was:

I'm interested to know WHY you think of yourself as "some"...as well as hearing WHY from those who do not.

***thanks for that carmody!!

I was taking Carmody's words and meant: what if I am "some saying the opposite" to his previous sentence : "After all, you signed on for it". So what if I believe I did not sign on for it, or worst, what if I did not sign on for it but was sent for the experience? Therefore, what if I am "some" from the previous sentences.

And I reverted to supersized French fries.

I hope it is clearer that way.

Now for you question, why you think of yourself as "some" and why the opposite from those who do not? My comment was rhetorical because I do have the same questions in mind and no real answer.

Now my feeling, i do not even know if it is a belief, cause it feels more like a feeling. I do feel like I chose for a definite purpose I do not remember (amnesia). But, even once the choice made, the modalities in which one enters into the 3D lesson or purpose are not always chosen, in fact, there is little choice. To me, choice may have been made in between now and the last incarnation, or aons ago, depending on the soul and its purpose.

I do wonder often if my choice was wrong, because this is not a gift here, even if it could have been originally. This is when I tell myself "all is right" and then wonder if this is reality or a real created belief to alleviate the situation.

However, I also feel that some of us have been thrown down here with not much choice. They needed the lesson and happy or not, there you go. Universe provides. Jail time, try to get the "go out of jail" card by playing within the universal laws.

Sometimes, I do wonder if this, being thrown down here without a choice, did not happened to me and if I am not delusioned by feeling that I chose.

I wish to hear from others as well.

Now I also need to go to work to put the French fries on the table

Michael newton talks about that. Maybe a young 'problem' dimensional, those who are disturbing the peacefulness in the local dimensional area.

That the local leaders or whomever, approach them and say, "Hey, kid, yeah you, little Mr/Ms piss and vinegar, you there, ADD kid....I got this thing here you might want to look at.... check out this cool place in this pamphlet! Would you like to go there?

"OK, Here's your bus ticket, $50, and a roll of toilet paper. Off you go now! bye!"

Yells at retreating bus, "Don't spend it all on dope!" (shakes head, walks away)

lol, reminiscernt of something I heard when I was a teenager (no, not told to me, although weed was good) and something I heard lately for today's teenagers.,

**CD7** · 11th February 2013 20:56

Yes Flash--

Sometimes, I do wonder if this, being thrown down here without a choice, did not happened to me and if I am not delusioned by feeling that I chose.

I wonder too...if there was a choice? I would like to remember/know tht i made a choice. I really would rather it not b a situation tht so and so said so and i just take this information verbatim---which ironically this word sounds like ver- bait- him..haha

Yup interesting topic for me at the moment...

**Ernie Nemeth** · 11th February 2013 21:34

Should it be that easy, or are we learning to understand what it is like to have difficulties in these areas?

My take is: if it were that easy, I wouldn't be here. I'd be back at the Source watching the reruns on dimensional TV, pining for the good old days of trials and tribulations I could go and bust up. Ya, I'm programmed for reality busting. This has been one of the toughest assignments I've ever taken on. That's why I got me a really good Avatar for this time around - healthy, strong, intelligent, sensitive and super-connected to Source. Without that I'd have no chance. Sheesh, as it is I almost gave up a while back...

**astrid** · 11th February 2013 21:40

Thanks carmody
Been using more and more
Crystals of late , they were never really my
thing but suddenly they are
So fascinating reading the mechanisms at play
Also reading a book of Edgar caycee on color and
stones , some very interesting concepts he speaks of
One being that color is the spiritualisarion of tone and sounds
Very very thought provoking

Never been much for channeled material myself
I like to go direct and get my own guidance
But I am fascinated by caycees life and work right
now so I guess there are things in it for me to know

Love to all

**1inMany** · 11th February 2013 21:42

Posted by REILLY (here)
You've got to have a real handle on the things being as they should to be steady enough to break free, to not falter in the attempt. Got to know it in your bones, its okay.

Know what is okay?

That trauma and pain are everywhere? That someone or something, or no one or nothing, is behind every single event in current times? That someone somewhere has this whole world under control, has everything well in hand, which doesn't seem to be the case? Or that possibly the Universe needs catalysts to learn-and if this is the case, watching all this pain and trauma and heartbreak ... is okay (which seems a bit twisted from where I sit)? Or that I am a spiritual being having a physical existence in which finding one iota of good is getting nearly impossible? I run, not walk, to Avalon every day to find something from eaglespirit, or maybe Ernie, or maybe Marianne's juice or Nora's warm fire, or Ulli's pics of balance or humor, or really any number of loving people who seem to be maintaining okay, because it isn't out my window...anywhere.

It doesn't feel like any of this is okay.

And I try to think, It's Okay. It's Okay. It's Okay. Until I realize, I'm really not sure which part of all this is Okay.

Sorry, having a little bit of a down day.

**skippy** · 11th February 2013 21:47

a hug from a friend

**ulli** · 11th February 2013 21:58

Posted by 1inMany (here)

Posted by REILLY (here)
You've got to have a real handle on the things being as they should to be steady enough to break free, to not falter in the attempt. Got to know it in your bones, its okay.

Know what is okay?

That trauma and pain are everywhere? That someone or something, or no one or nothing, is behind every single event in current times? That someone somewhere has this whole world under control, has everything well in hand, which doesn't seem to be the case? Or that possibly the Universe needs catalysts to learn-and if this is the case, watching all this pain and trauma and heartbreak ... is okay (which seems a bit twisted from where I sit)? Or that I am a spiritual being having a physical existence in which finding one iota of good is getting nearly impossible? I run, not walk, to Avalon every day to find something from eaglespirit, or maybe Ernie, or maybe Marianne's juice or Nora's warm fire, or Ulli's pics of balance or humor, or really any number of loving people who seem to be maintaining okay, because it isn't out my window...anywhere.

It doesn't feel like any of this is okay.

And I try to think, It's Okay. It's Okay. It's Okay. Until I realize, I'm really not sure which part of all this is Okay.

Sorry, having a little bit of a down day.

In your list of positive reports you forgot to mention your own...
Which over the last few months have been considerable in number and
at times magnificent in scope.
Some of those moments have been glorious, and there will be more.

**ulli** · 11th February 2013 22:05

Posted by CD7 (here)
Yes Flash--

Sometimes, I do wonder if this, being thrown down here without a choice, did not happened to me and if I am not delusioned by feeling that I chose.

I wonder too...if there was a choice? I would like to remember/know tht i made a choice. I really would rather it not b a situation tht so and so said so and i just take this information verbatim---which ironically this word sounds like ver- bait- him..haha

Yup interesting topic for me at the moment...

Could it be that in the past there was no choice, but from here on there will be?
That it's true that humanity is in the transition between adolescence and maturity,
and therefore is given the keys to greater mobility?

All that is needed is that the individual accepts personal responsibility for all their deeds.
Become masters of their destiny and choose where they WISH to be.
Make plans, work diligently towards them,
and quit all thoughts of victimhood.

**gripreaper** · 11th February 2013 22:58

Wow, there are 2400 people on Avalon right now, 200 Avalonian's and over 2000 guests, ten times more guests than regulars. 400 of them are on jagman's thread about "Peter the Roman". I just find this interesting and somewhat telling.

If you google "Peter the Roman", Avalon forum comes up as the number 6 choice on the front page.

**ulli** · 11th February 2013 23:01

The ratio is nearly always ten to one...mostly 150 to 1500.... But given the cold weather in the US, plus the resignation of the
Pope...an increase like that would be normal I suppose.

**astrid** · 11th February 2013 23:18

For the Astro buffs, another way of looking at aspects.

http://www.cafeastrology.com/declinations.html

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"How Do I Use The Declination Graph?

The Declination Graph is another way of looking at aspects. To use this graph, just find the planet(s) you are interested in and look at their positions in the graph.

When you see planets that are at the same degree (either up or down), they are said to be Parallel. If they are at the same degree but one above and the other below the middle line (celestial equator), that is called a Contra Parallel.

These aspects are similar to the conjunction and the opposition aspect.

Parallels exist when there is a conjunction. The meaning will be determined by the planets involved and the houses and signs that they are in. But when two planets are conjunct and parallel, that means they share the same celestial latitude as well as degree.

Contra-Parallel exist when there is an opposition; like the Parallel, it will depend on the planets and their house positions. When two planets are opposed and parallel, that means they share the same celestial latitude, as well as opposing degrees.

There is a special time when the planet is at Zero. This is when they are neither up or down from the celestial equator (the middle line in the graph). This is a time when the planet is going to be strong and the principles of that planet will be emphasized. "

( posted to me by an astro friend of mine, so i thought i would share it here also)

**Kiforall** · 11th February 2013 23:45

Here and Now I'd like to thank Carmody for introducing me to Michael Newton, I've just watched the You Tube interviews on Past Life Therapy and it mirrors EVERYTHING my 9yr old son told me last year which lead me to my spiritual awakening.

https://youtube.com/watch?v=0QDT5...DzqrocgklRy_Fg

It's nice to know and not just believe.

Zoe

**ulli** · 12th February 2013 00:07

Had some more thoughts on the topic of whether we choose before coming here....and how much to remember...

If life is this eternal journey then what point is there in retaining all memories? It just can't be computed.
Also, if intuition is another factor that needs developing, what point is there in holding all those memories?
As it is...I remember far too much crap from this life, most of which has no bearing on my present condition.
Creating wellness, happiness, beauty...within one's scope...those are the things that matter to me.
Being of service as the need arises...denouncing corruption, developing virtues, assisting and educating...
Those are the things that matter to me...and the next generation can have some foundations laid by ours
that they can then build upon.

**WhiteFeather** · 12th February 2013 00:41

Evening Peeps hope all is well and safe, been trudging through this thread. If you miss a day or two, its like getting triple homework assignments, you know what i mean. Missing Modwiz and Chinaski right's about now. Although Rad is on the TOT's forum. Its just not the same..... Wish he was here.....

Listening to some Native flute by Mary Youngblood, seems to be a great interest of mine lately...totally great for grounding and meditating....enjoy my Kolas

PS - Hope all is well Reilly

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=aPGBpFltqtE

**astrid** · 12th February 2013 00:57

This is doing the "rounds"
no clue as to if its true or not..

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"Lightening strikes St Peter's on day the Pope announces resignation"

will dig some more on this..

**Kiforall** · 12th February 2013 01:00

Posted by astrid (here)
This is doing the "rounds"
no clue as to if its true or not..

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"Lightening strikes St Peter's on day the Pope announces resignation"

will dig some more on this..

Rocky on his rounds again? I wonder

**astrid** · 12th February 2013 01:11

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wow.. i have to research this one,
never heard of these stones before.

"South of central Romania these stone formations with alien features lie dormant, until it begins to rain. As soon as the last drops of water fall, they resume their process of multiplication. Small oval or round blain-like forms appear on the upper crusts of the previous year stones."

Which makes you wonder, if its somehow possible to grow stone structures,
buidings, etc.. if the stones are watered the right way, etc.
Fascinating idea, organic housing.

**CD7** · 12th February 2013 01:57

Had some more thoughts on the topic of whether we choose before coming here....and how much to remember...

If life is this eternal journey then what point is there in retaining all memories? It just can't be computed.
Also, if intuition is another factor that needs developing, what point is there in holding all those memories?
As it is...I remember far too much crap from this life, most of which has no bearing on my present condition.
Creating wellness, happiness, beauty...within one's scope...those are the things that matter to me.
Being of service as the need arises...denouncing corruption, developing virtues, assisting and educating...
Those are the things that matter to me...and the next generation can have some foundations laid by ours
that they can then build upon.

This is some chunky meat to chew on and challenging to communicate...have not had much luck on here (forum) getting others involved in a somewht different angle of discussion in this arena...

The challenges come from many of us having different SET format/idea of wht and who we are...how we came to be...
Whatever our "ideas" are they have been cultivated/groomed for most of our lives making it challenging to ERASE all notions /frameworks of everything weve been told, taught of what we SHOULD think we are NEVER having this knowing ON OUR VERY OWN--exclusively Total recall not of memories persay, but of self, the being behind the shows...

Ok whew! Now

If life is this eternal journey then what point is there in retaining all memories? It just can't be computed

When u state this..its stating wht some may believe or not about our existence...wht some of us are told..but do we "know" this on our own without it having been told, this is how u should see yourself?...

Also, if intuition is another factor that needs developing, what point is there in holding all those memories?

When i discuss this subject, i am looking at this from an all inclusive existence where we are aware of the "blueprint" our TRAJECTORY...now someone will say you numbnut your not supposed to know "its all apart of the plan" ---been told this many times.

Well i dont "know" this for certain and have no memory tht this is so? So in these moments all im searching for is everything and anything to be KNOWN by self...remembered by self exclusively. Doing this in no way takes away from experiencing beauty, creating, living in the moment, being an observer

My perspective comes from being an artist, designing creations tht come to life after being conceived in the mind over time first. The more you practice envisioning your creation the more precise/ detailed it can become. So where am i going with this?

We come into this existence with no blueprint..plan..vision of what we are creating. Wandering along blind, working for someone else, live in a box, work in a box then die in a box. Apparently we have been doing this for eons as well as QUESTIONING human existence? I suppose im getting tired of the.."its meant to be this way" realizing all in all im being TOLD everything i should think feel know as well as ALL OF US.

and the next generation can have some foundations laid by ours
that they can then build upon.

It is my vision tht any next generation creates there own foundations tht build paradise on earth

*** I really appreciate your feedback here*** I do not want to come of as "this is the way it is" i am truly trying to get feedback from different angles in regards to this subject

**ulli** · 12th February 2013 02:28

Posted by CD7 (here)