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    @ Chester. If I were you I would drop all attempts at sarcasm,
    especially on the web where there is no body language.

    I know you mean well, but your anger against satanism
    sometimes comes across as anger against any one
    who doesnt convert to your cause

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    On with the best of today's world:

    Mike Reynolds and his Earthships made it to Democracy Now.


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    Gio posted this from the Gilliland ECETI newsletter thread (thanks giovonni)

    Fascinating short update from the Courtney Brown RV group regarding the meteor/asteroid(s) incident and the likelihood that *may* actually have been the "gloabal coastal event" moment but on alternate realities/timelines.

    Uplifting thought so posting it here.



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    I agree on the sarcasm
    Even more so for Aspie types reading who tend to
    take things literally .
    I have got into some horrible messes online assuming
    what people are saying is what they actually mean.
    Being able to read the energy behind the words thankfully
    has stopped alot of those messes for me, but that's another
    milestone that not all have reached yet .

    This wonderful world of communicatin that we have online
    is but a very tiny slice of the whole person
    Why they say if you are online dating try to met the person
    in person as soon as you can , prevents a whole world of
    disappointment. The non verbals are so crucial.
    I have skyped with people that are totally different in
    voice than they are in written word . Another reason why
    It's a good idea to leave judgement a the door also,
    discernment ok , but judgment being the lower aspect
    only limits your ability to fully listen to another, and thus
    expand yourself .

    3.23 am ramblings
    Have had a headache for the last 24 hours , body going through
    some changes . It's not bad , more just annoying as I have loads
    to do . So it maybe I have couple of forced rest days to let things
    integrate .
    The greatest privilege of a human life is to become a
    midwife to the awakening of the Soul in another person.”
    ~ Plato

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    Quote Posted by Calz (here)
    Fascinating short update from the Courtney Brown RV group regarding the meteor/asteroid(s) incident and the likelihood that *may* actually have been the "gloabal coastal event" moment but on alternate realities/timelines.
    Clif High, who has been following Courtney Brown's work closely, disagrees with Courtney Brown on this. Clif goes into the issue in some detail in his latest wujo report at http://www.halfpasthuman.com/wujo/cl...222013time.mp3.

    Clif makes some excellent points, in my view.
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    Quote Posted by Paul (here)
    Quote Posted by Calz (here)
    Fascinating short update from the Courtney Brown RV group regarding the meteor/asteroid(s) incident and the likelihood that *may* actually have been the "gloabal coastal event" moment but on alternate realities/timelines.
    Clif High, who has been following Courtney Brown's work closely, disagrees with Courtney Brown on this. Clif goes into the issue in some detail in his latest wujo report at http://www.halfpasthuman.com/wujo/cl...222013time.mp3.

    Clif makes some excellent points, in my view.
    Yes I already listened to that. To be fair, despite the differences, there was significant agreement as well.

    Clif comes right and says he thinks timelines, alternate realities, the big bang even other dimensions are BS.

    I, as yourself, love listening to Clif.

    Isn't there mathematical "proof" for other dimensions???

    Even the astral level ... isn't that considered another "dimension?"

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    I’ve returned from a hellish, yet fruitful experience. I asked myself why I became defensive when people said that New Agers only hinder the process to move from hive-mind to co-creators. In the 1970-80’s I read all the Carlos Castaneda books and the Seth material, so the language wasn’t brand new.

    Well, over the last week or so, I took on more than I expected. Though, I’m glad I did. I read about 2/3 of the books below and connected some big dots in my personal life. I’m the first to say, there’s a fine line between knowledge and programming something into existence. But I’m here to experience life. Uncover it’s depths. Toss what’s false and unproductive.

    I wasn’t aware that my body was coming up on “death-of-another-kind” because so many ah-ha’s flooded my consciousness. I had two bouts of pain over the last three days. I still feel like I was hit by a mack truck and have non-stop ringing in my ears.

    One of those days I spent nine hours in bed lying on pillows because the mattress was to hard. I went from waves of pain, too avoiding pain with Light, which didn’t help because I understood on some level it was my job to be in this experience alone. Then I bravely entered the center of excruciating pain which was mostly in my heart region. When that did no good, I waited to die. I welcomed it. I must have dozed off.

    Then for no known reason, I began to pull and cut cords of negativity while flashes of understanding poured forth. And on three separate occasions, I pulled darkness from my heart area to the point where I vomited. (Which I don’t do often.) I believe it wasn’t my imagination. Wolfie is still effected. He won’t eat and he shakes and doesn’t want to lay down. He sits in his bed until I try to make him lay down to sleep.

    This is only a SMALL part of what I learned from the books below:

    People that are inclined to have negative forces enter their lives from another or into oneself are those that follow the awaken path, caregivers, teachers, sensitive-types. They may have come from homes where there’s been abuse emotional, sexual and/or physically, and/or alcoholic parent(s) where boundaries are mutable. Some solutions are boundaries, and acknowledge awareness of red flags in the gut, to know it’s okay not to try to fix another.

    The one section that caught my attention was that some synchronistic meetings are by negative design. In my case, I met my future father-in-law by a fluke. He happened to walk into the office and was asked to give me a ride to an interview. A month later, I’m invited to dinner by my new boyfriend. It was the same person from the office. Future father-in-law told his son this is the young lady I was talking about that I had wished you’d meet. Fast forward years, my new partner finds a place to live. Unaware, it’s the same place my first husband lived in. So some fifteen years later, my son shared the same bedroom as his dad.

    I’ve written before where I filled my VW with whatever I could and bolted. What I didn’t write was because weeks earlier, my in-laws took my son and said he was on vacation at their aunt's place. I couldn’t get him back until I made the marriage work.

    Hubby was heavy in Eckankar, only wanted to listen to Moody Blues until late into the night and drink. I didn’t know who he was. No matter how clean the house was, or how elaborate a meal I cooked, or how many times I cut the lawn, wall papered, stripped the varnish and stained cupboards in our new home, none of it was good enough. This one evening a few days after I got my son back, hubby came up the stairs with a guttural yell for no reason but to say he was home. His eyes were scary. His face was ugly. As soon as he left for work the next day, I filled the VW and bolted. It was a year later that I did have a chance to ask what happened because nothing big really went wrong in those five years together. He did say that he didn’t know what came over him.

    Reading this material was a positive experience. Though, I’ll hold off for a couple of days or weeks to go back to it. I have a renew sense of how to dialogue with borderline psychopaths or one’s that are unaware that they are shrouded in dark energy. I no longer accept blame for an exchange that quickly goes awry from family members. It’s a relief to know why behaviors have escalated from them as if I’m living in a dark, slow motion movie. And most importantly, the more Light one opens to, one may encounter these darker energies.

    My conclusions for now: in my world there is Love and Light, but it’s not the New Agey kind. They, the loved ones and the ones I’m yet to meet, just haven’t crossed over to this new dimension. It’s just that simple. AND be kind and rewind is no longer my solution for dark behaviors nor psychopaths.

    These are the books I mentioned:
    • “The Dark Side of Cupid: Love Affairs, the Supernatural, and Energy Vampirism 2012,” By: Eve Lorgen
    • “2000 The Love Bite: Alien Interference in Human Love Relationships,“ By: Eve Lorgen
    • “How to Spot a Dangerous Man Before You Get Involved,” By: Sandra L. Brown
    Also read free pdf of Karla Turner, Ph.D. I had seen her full lecture about a year ago. Back then it was too much to take in. Though I did set aside fear long enough to take it in on one level.

    I’ve downloaded these but a little gun shy to continue for now:
    • “Bringers of the Dawn,” by: Barbara Marciniak
    • “In Search of the Miraculous,” by: P.D. Ouspensky

    UFOs, Aliens, and the Question of Contact - 1/8


    Recommended Reading from the 8 part vid:
    • High Strangeness: Hyperdimensions and the Process of Alien Abduction - Laura Knight-Jadczyk
    • The Wave Series, by Laura Knight-Jadczyk
    • The Secret History of the World - Laura Knight-Jadczyk
    • Bringers of the Dawn - Barbara Marciniak
    • The Ra Material
    • UFO's and the National Security State: The Chronology of a Cover-up - Richard M. Dolan
    • Taken: Inside the Alien-Human Abduction Agenda - Karla Turner, Ph.D
    • Masquerade of Angels - Karla Turner, Ph.D
    • Into the Fringe - Karla Turner, Ph.D
    • 2000 The Love Bite: Alien Interference in Human Love Relationships - Eve Lorgen
    • The Dark Side of Cupid: Love Affairs, the Supernatural, and Energy Vampirism 2012
    • The Threat - David M. Jacobs, Ph.D
    • Operation Trojan Horse - John Keep
    • Gods of Eden - William Bramley
    • The Stargate Conspiracy - Picknet and Prince
    • The Active Side of Infinity - Carlos Castaneda
    • In Search of the Miraculous - P.D. Ouspensky
    • Gnosis - Boris Mouravieff
    • Political Ponerology - Andrew M. Lobaczewski
    • The Mask of Sanity - Hervey Cleckley

    I'm glad you are all around.

    Love,
    Paula
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    Wow Paula

    Thanks for sharing all that.

    Hope you are feeling stronger now.

    Cal

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    Quote Posted by Calz (here)
    Isn't there mathematical "proof" for other dimensions???

    Even the astral level ... isn't that considered another "dimension?"
    Mathematical proofs are used to show that certain mathematical statements logically imply certain other mathematical statements. Mathematical proofs do not tell us what exists in the real world.

    Clif clearly disagreed with Courtney Brown's notions of alternative timelines and parallel universes in that wujo. I side with Clif on this.

    I don't recall Clif speaking much to "dimensions" in this wujo, but he might have, as I did not listen closely to all of it. In my view, calling the astral level another "dimension" is (a bit unfortunately, but not surprisingly) overloading the word dimension to refer not to another geometric dimension alongside the three dimensions normally used to model the physical space we live in, but rather to refer to one of the higher levels of structure in this universe.
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    Quote Posted by Paula (here)
    [*]“Bringers of the Dawn,” by: Barbara Marciniak[*]“In Search of the Miraculous,” by: P.D. Ouspensky


    I'm glad you are all around.

    Love,
    Paula

    ...and am I glad that you are still with us.....
    But then this is a new you...
    maybe I ought to welcome you....

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    Quote Posted by Paul (here)

    I don't recall Clif speaking much to "dimensions" in this wujo, but he might have, as I did not listen closely to all of it.
    I listen to most of them so perhaps overlapping ... fairly certain the one you linked was the one where he spent a great portion talking about "time". He didn't go into depth about dimensions just reeled off a list of what he considered BS prior to going into detail about his perception of "time."

    Anyhoo ... thanks for your short version of "dimensions"

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    Quote Posted by Paul (here)
    Quote Posted by Calz (here)
    Isn't there mathematical "proof" for other dimensions???

    Even the astral level ... isn't that considered another "dimension?"
    Mathematical proofs are used to show that certain mathematical statements logically imply certain other mathematical statements. Mathematical proofs do not tell us what exists in the real world.

    Clif clearly disagreed with Courtney Brown's notions of alternative timelines and parallel universes in that wujo. I side with Clif on this.

    I don't recall Clif speaking much to "dimensions" in this wujo, but he might have, as I did not listen closely to all of it. In my view, calling the astral level another "dimension" is (a bit unfortunately, but not surprisingly) overloading the word dimension to refer not to another geometric dimension alongside the three dimensions normally used to model the physical space we live in, but rather to refer to one of the higher levels of structure in this universe.

    In my experience other dimensions are alternative worlds which
    require different measuring sticks altogether.

    I have been traveling between Costa Rica and Barbados for more than twenty years,
    but noticed only in the last two years that these two countries,
    although both lie in the Western Hemisphere and near the equator,
    yet have a feel of being totally different dimensionally.
    This is not only due to their different cultures...far more ancient than that...

    Since I never had such an impression in my earlier trips I came to the conclusion
    that this has to do with my own inner processes of my own changing perception.
    My own maturing processes....

    And concluded that all talk of different dimensions has to be ultimately something
    which belongs exclusively to the subjective realm.
    like the cross-over point to the sleep state...or even death...
    We a born alone and we die alone.

    Such experiences cannot be shared, empirical science cant go there...
    and hence cannot be measured and given mathematical equations.

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    Here & now, I’m deciding whether or not to post anything, or to just click on a link and let this go the way of the other 90% of what I’ve written lately.

    I can’t seem to get into conversation mode…I’m either transmitting or receiving, if I try to do both—it ends disastrously.

    So it’s been occasional drive-by posts, lots of reading with aborted half responses…just apprehension about falling into that limbo place I kinda grew accustomed to my whole entire life.

    So thanks to all that directly addressed me in my receiving period, while processing the (attempted) transition in my life, Marianne, ulli and everyone—it is much appreciated, as 1inmany (& others) was saying, the village is definitely magical and healing…thanks and love to you all. If I can manage to stay in the here & now, I can avoid falling into the limbo again…

    What’s on my mind at the moment is my physical body…I am wondering what it is telling me. My hands have been numb since I quit smoking…rather than it going away, I have just compensated. The sensation is climbing up my forearms now, occasionally effecting my entire arm to my shoulder.

    it is an odd, not unpleasant vibration. I’d be completely fine with, maybe even accept it as a gift—but for the lost of fine motor skills. I had it in front of my heart for some time as well (which didn’t bother me at all, as I don’t use that part of my body to write or type or untie knots), but that seems absent at the moment…thinking back it may have went away when I released my issues with my relationship and drama last weekend…but it may have been sooner….or may have not even gone completely, just subsided at the moment now.

    Also noticing I’m feeling what I eat more and more. I will need to go away from the greasy cr@p and copious amounts of HFCS that I am accustomed to…that for sure I recognize and understand…is nice to be in touch with at least PART of my reality.

    I want so bad to start fulfilling my contracts, without creating new ones. I am so good at constantly complicating everything, that intent toward simplifying itself seems complicated and convoluting. I try my best to stay in the here & now…glad for having y’all to share it with—so I will be hitting the POST button.

    Love to all, prayers to Ernie and atrid and everyone…

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    Quote Posted by justoneman (here)
    Don't you hear the sweet music? A violin, yes?
    Hello Chester,
    For you
    and your son
    and his upcoming affairs.

    Love, Paula

    Oh and a special delivery...





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    Hello Donk,

    UPDATE: This book - “2000 The Love Bite: Alien Interference in Human Love Relationships,“ By: Eve Lorgen

    This one below I only ready 25%.

    “The Dark Side of Cupid: Love Affairs, the Supernatural, and Energy Vampirism 2012” by: Eve Lorgen

    There was a point in my reading where it was ‘safer’ to glean what was presented by way of your accounts on your relationship. (un-relationship) Being removed allowed me to understand and keep on keeping with the topic.

    Thank you. You’ve helped me connected a lot of painful and now released dots. Really I only needed that one book to get it. Maybe because I was ready. Who knows? It doesn’t matter. Just my sincere gratitude to you. xo

    Love,
    Paula

    Quote Posted by donk (here)
    Here & now, I’m deciding whether or not to post anything, or to just click on a link and let this go the way of the other 90% of what I’ve written lately.

    I can’t seem to get into conversation mode…I’m either transmitting or receiving, if I try to do both—it ends disastrously.

    So it’s been occasional drive-by posts, lots of reading with aborted half responses…just apprehension about falling into that limbo place I kinda grew accustomed to my whole entire life.

    So thanks to all that directly addressed me in my receiving period, while processing the (attempted) transition in my life, Marianne, ulli and everyone—it is much appreciated, as 1inmany (& others) was saying, the village is definitely magical and healing…thanks and love to you all. If I can manage to stay in the here & now, I can avoid falling into the limbo again…

    What’s on my mind at the moment is my physical body…I am wondering what it is telling me. My hands have been numb since I quit smoking…rather than it going away, I have just compensated. The sensation is climbing up my forearms now, occasionally effecting my entire arm to my shoulder.

    it is an odd, not unpleasant vibration. I’d be completely fine with, maybe even accept it as a gift—but for the lost of fine motor skills. I had it in front of my heart for some time as well (which didn’t bother me at all, as I don’t use that part of my body to write or type or untie knots), but that seems absent at the moment…thinking back it may have went away when I released my issues with my relationship and drama last weekend…but it may have been sooner….or may have not even gone completely, just subsided at the moment now.

    Also noticing I’m feeling what I eat more and more. I will need to go away from the greasy cr@p and copious amounts of HFCS that I am accustomed to…that for sure I recognize and understand…is nice to be in touch with at least PART of my reality.

    I want so bad to start fulfilling my contracts, without creating new ones. I am so good at constantly complicating everything, that intent toward simplifying itself seems complicated and convoluting. I try my best to stay in the here & now…glad for having y’all to share it with—so I will be hitting the POST button.

    Love to all, prayers to Ernie and atrid and everyone…
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    Donk please go the doctor regarding the hand numbness.
    Love is an inside job

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    One of the things that gets me talking at cross-purposes is being in a different time zone. I need to be careful where I go with ‘last night’s’ conversations.

    Another is when ideas I am working on at a given time become entangled with things playing out in the world around me, especially when these matters involve the workings of the mind and psychic attack. This is something I am experiencing just now, and I need to be careful where I go with my thoughts: do I take them deeper or do I hold back because I see other people suffering ‘on my account’?

    This is the same dilemma as the one facing whistleblowers and alternative researchers, except that so far I have merely been sharing right brain thoughts with my left brain and with my word processor. Yet it has seen off a monitor and is playing havoc with Firefox.

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    Thanks Lisa, I will (again). It's been about 12-20 weeks (I'm not so good with linear time, it coulda been longer at this point!) from the 6 weeks he told me to return if it hadn't changed....thanks, needed the kick in the butt to schedule the appt...

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    Quote Posted by donk (here)
    Here & now, I’m deciding whether or not to post anything, or to just click on a link and let this go the way of the other 90% of what I’ve written lately.

    I can’t seem to get into conversation mode…I’m either transmitting or receiving, if I try to do both—it ends disastrously.

    So it’s been occasional drive-by posts, lots of reading with aborted half responses…just apprehension about falling into that limbo place I kinda grew accustomed to my whole entire life.

    So thanks to all that directly addressed me in my receiving period, while processing the (attempted) transition in my life, Marianne, ulli and everyone—it is much appreciated, as 1inmany (& others) was saying, the village is definitely magical and healing…thanks and love to you all. If I can manage to stay in the here & now, I can avoid falling into the limbo again…

    What’s on my mind at the moment is my physical body…I am wondering what it is telling me. My hands have been numb since I quit smoking…rather than it going away, I have just compensated. The sensation is climbing up my forearms now, occasionally effecting my entire arm to my shoulder.

    it is an odd, not unpleasant vibration. I’d be completely fine with, maybe even accept it as a gift—but for the lost of fine motor skills. I had it in front of my heart for some time as well (which didn’t bother me at all, as I don’t use that part of my body to write or type or untie knots), but that seems absent at the moment…thinking back it may have went away when I released my issues with my relationship and drama last weekend…but it may have been sooner….or may have not even gone completely, just subsided at the moment now.

    Also noticing I’m feeling what I eat more and more. I will need to go away from the greasy cr@p and copious amounts of HFCS that I am accustomed to…that for sure I recognize and understand…is nice to be in touch with at least PART of my reality.

    I want so bad to start fulfilling my contracts, without creating new ones. I am so good at constantly complicating everything, that intent toward simplifying itself seems complicated and convoluting. I try my best to stay in the here & now…glad for having y’all to share it with—so I will be hitting the POST button.

    Love to all, prayers to Ernie and atrid and everyone…
    Remember, Donk, you are in a major transition period, emotionally, and it will take time.
    Be patient with yourself. The numbness in your hands and arms may have psychological
    causes, although if it gets worse perhaps you need to seek medical advice.
    It could just have to do with your inner resistance to self expression at this time,
    in the same way you keep deleting your posts before sending them.
    Sometimes the body knows best. Plus, your body might be in sulk mode, as you are changing the diet
    which it was accustomed to. With time comes clarity; allow the dust to settle.
    You will be fine. The Village is there for you.

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