The insult "caused a shock in your heart"? Then it does bother you "much", surely? Let me make it clear that such "voices" inside you are there all the time, and the only difference is that in the past you've tuned out from being able to hear them. And often such "voices" are an entire worldview, an entire belief system about life, the universe and everything, and of course not your own. The extraordinary thing is that we adopt them as part of our own in great detail, and whole areas of our lives or our attitudes aren't ours but just unquestioningly copied from someone else, some other voice. And as with this voice, its the voice of somebody who had it in for you! Sooner or later you need to locate memories of incidents where that voice's point of view was in operation -- maybe in relation to your looking for work or how you had performed in certain jobs. Then you need to briefly "reclaim" your life by recognizing to yourself that everything you did under the influence of that voice's point of view wasn't "your" life but someone else's theft of parts of what should have been your life. There's been a huge amount of nonsense on the forum about the "theft of souls" after death, but such a thing can only happen partly,and while one is alive in the physical, and this is how it happens.Posted by AwakeInADream (here)
I was meditating the other evening and suddenly I had a loud clear voice (not my own) that insulted me, and the insult caused a shock in my heart. It said something like "I know it's only................but, You Stink!".
This didn't bother me too much, and I'm glad in a way that some of this negative stuff is releasing, but it was a bit of a shock.
... I can't wait to take off all these masks I have.




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I just had to trust myself in my interpretations of the symbolism).