Here and Now...What's Happening?

[Kiforall]

I read a lot of Osho last month, it found me just at the right moment.

I got lost in the wisdom.

http://www.oshoteachings.com/osho-no...ilent-moments/

[Nanoo Nanoo]

Posted by ulli (here)

Posted by Nanoo Nanoo (here)

Posted by Paula (here)

Posted by Nanoo Nanoo (here)
Broke up with the missus on easter sunday. Feeling sort of lost and excited .. i think those two combined make me confused ? ha

N

Dear Nanoo Nanoo,

Yuck. I've sent a mulit-task Light pillow to you. It's designed to punch, cry and rest upon. I send healing and blessings for the journey's completion to you and the Missus. Congratulation for the mission accomplished at the Soul level.

Love,
Paula

Hmm i am resting on it now ! thank you , the picture of Astro boy on the pillow case was a nice touch : 0 ) there is no hate in me , i do not wisk to kick or punch .. i made my case and wished her well. Its up to her now to complete her task as i am not the one to fix her. I got the feeling i was a great distraction from her getting better as i tried to compliment her treatments with things that were getting good results.. but then it fell on deaf ears .. stubborness set back in and i did not want to tackle what she knows best.... It was effecting me emotionally as i cared for her , i could see the solutions and tried at first to gently show her ways to get better..

then it was getting incresingly more difficult as she gave in to habits and thn started to cover them up with dishonesty which was the final straw for me. I can deal with sickness , i can deal with stubborness i dont want to change "her " just help her heal .. But when dishonesty sets in i have no footing to step forward as dishonesty is a muddy slope to nowhere.

Honesty, Courage and Love is what makes a beautifully un perfect relationship work, as you rise to the challenges and lessons of each others karmic sphere, complimenting lessons for each other in supportive means and then making love to seal the day falling asleep together with a smile. If you take one away then it does not feel complete.

I am sad .. but i dont need another to complete me .. i just get lonely eventually withot someone to share love with .. on a more personal and trusting level.


this is the sad part.

hmmm

N

Nanoo, you just blew your chance to become another Socrates.
He forgave his missus far worse that a bit of dishonesty.

Here we see Xantippe, Socrates' wife,
pouring the contents of their chamberpot over her husband's head.

Yes ,, i hear ya Ulli .. i know that i know nothing ... One of my favorite quotes of Socrates and my adorance for his contribution to Hypothesis embedded in the Socratic Method ..


Naniu

[RunningDeer]

Posted by Nanoo Nanoo (here)

Posted by Paula (here)

Posted by Nanoo Nanoo (here)
Broke up with the missus on easter sunday. Feeling sort of lost and excited .. i think those two combined make me confused ? ha

N

Dear Nanoo Nanoo,

Yuck. I've sent a mulit-task Light pillow to you. It's designed to punch, cry and rest upon. I send healing and blessings for the journey's completion to you and the Missus. Congratulation for the mission accomplished at the Soul level.

Love,
Paula

Hmm i am resting on it now ! thank you , the picture of Astro boy on the pillow case was a nice touch : 0 ) there is no hate in me , i do not wisk to kick or punch .. i made my case and wished her well. Its up to her now to complete her task as i am not the one to fix her.

I am sad .. but i dont need another to complete me .. i just get lonely eventually withot someone to share love with .. on a more personal and trusting level.

this is the sad part.
hmmm
N

Hello Nanoo, Nanoo,

Just to clarify, not for you but for anyone that is new to the "Land of Avalon". I didn't not mean to imply punch the pillow rather than your Loved One.

"I am sad .. but i dont need another to complete me .."

What you write matches my belief and a book I’m reading that GripReaper suggested called, “Anna, Grandmother of Jesus,” explains it succinctly. Below sums up a couple of things that are important to me. And if it’s not meant to be I’m at peace with it.

I'll leave you with Godspeed on your Journey,

Love,
Paula

“Before external relationships with soul-mates can be understood, it is vital to become intimate with your internal soul with whom there is an eternal bonding.”

“The ultimate purpose of soulmate relationships is to enter into a divine relationship in which the self is at first mirrored. Then once clarified through forgiveness and compassionate love, the Beloved who has always been present is revealed. Through self-knowledge and self-empowerment gained in conscious relationship, each soul remembers how to be present for both self and the perceived other.”

[ulli]

Posted by thunder24 (here)

Posted by CD7 (here)
Here and now i feel shaking inside...its the weirdest thing but its like an earthquake on the inside...not tht violent, just movement back and forth. Also went to the beach yesterday and put my hands in the sand and could feel vibrations underground (could have been dredge boat nearby) ? But other times are while im at home..

Anyone else feeling anything along these lines?

i have a friend that has said something very similar, he said it started in his hips....and started after the december 21st...

I have a feeling we are all being rewired as we go about our daily routines.....
Maybe the sun is behind it.
I firmly believe that the process is ultimately towards goodness,
and furthermore that my belief will make it so.

[CD7]

I have a feeling we are all being rewired as we go about our daily routines.....
Maybe the sun is behind it.
I firmly believe that the process is ultimately towards goodness,
and furthermore that my belief will make it so.

Oh i have no negative associations with it at all...actually find it intriguing. I mean it makes things seem alive yah know? when the invisible is felt, how majestic!

Nothing to scare anyone...

[ulli]

Some more really good news, and I want to give the Villagers full credit for this miracle.

The company that has been dredging our river and was on the verge of expanding all the way up to our property
has been closed down by the Costa Rican government,
and the whole Orosi Valley is now protected against further industrial exploitation.

For those who don't know about this
here is the post where
I brought this problem
to the Here and Now thread.

Thank you all so much.
LOVE LOVE LOVE


https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...l=1#post578344

[Michelle Marie]

Posted by CD7 (here)
Here and now i feel shaking inside...its the weirdest thing but its like an earthquake on the inside...not tht violent, just movement back and forth. Also went to the beach yesterday and put my hands in the sand and could feel vibrations underground (could have been dredge boat nearby) ? But other times are while im at home..

Anyone else feeling anything along these lines?

I'm not feeling it right now, but I have. I had a shaking inside so strong, I looked around the classroom of about 7 or8 adults, and nobody else looked they were aware of any shaking. It was so strong I thought we were having an earthquake. Then, I found out that this resonance with the earth happens to some people. Mine was a few years ago right around the time of one of the earthquakes, but I didn't focus on pinpointing my feeling and which earthquake it related to. I didn't think much about it at the time. It was a new unique physical perception.

Upgrade? I don't know. That is certainly happening too. I get a lot of other sensations and perceptions that are part of that.

Michelle Marie

[Michelle Marie]

Nanoo Nanoo,

My heart goes out to you and your missus. I'm kind of right there with you...my break up with a partner happened 2 weeks ago. It left me homeless, but many angels showed up to take care of me. Still, shocking and sad, but Divinely right.

You sound like you are pretty strong and balanced, but it's a huge energetic shift.

I'm staying with a friend until I get my shift together.

Do you have to move?

Hang in there through the changes. I'm glad we're here talking. You know you are not alone. I know I am not alone. Thank God for such support.

LOVE,
Michelle Marie

[donk]

Holy **** I'm just cracking up, your posted tickled me Nanoo (in a non gay manly way, of course).

Yikes I dunno bout them energies Christine, but being able to look at all from a more less detached point of view, it's fun as flops at a hold 'em table...just can't wait to see how they're gonna turn out--help your hand or force you to fold? Don't matter if you aren't too invested...super exciting either way!

Oh what's to come on the turn? ...and especially: the river? Eff it...I'm all in

[Dennis Leahy]

Posted by gripreaper (here)
Good Morning to all, and welcome to the sign of Aries, perfect balance between day and night, and the emergence of spring and renewal from the slumber and decay of winter.

Good evening from an Aries (4/4.)

Posted by gripreaper (here)
... I did not incarnate into my soul family, did not experience any nurturing as an infant, experienced the terror of abandonment in the crib on a visceral level without the benefit of cognition, was not afforded an emotional boundary as a toddler as I was sent off to boarding school, raped and abused by the adults in my life, and apparently I chose all of these experiences because they were the next steps in my evolution and enlightenment and my return to source and oneness. The only mentors I had all my childhood were isolation and books.

When you first published some of this this information, my eyes welled with tears and my heart ached. And now again.

Very difficult to see the omniscient view on this, and unlike the crew of the starship enterprise, with their objective non-interference, had I been there, you would have been held, you would not have known abandonment, and had I been there you would not have been raped. I say that, fully aware of the codependent nature and seeming lack of respect for the plan you created for yourself - what you wanted/needed to experience in this lifetime. I could not have just stood by.

I am astounded that you have "fought back through" or "evolved" (or whatever the correct phrase should be) to the point where you are now. Bless you, brother. Bless you.

Dennis

[gripreaper]

Thanks Dennis. Every night when my two girls were tucked into bed, I would read to them, sing to them, hug them and promise them that they would always be safe. I would look in on them after they fell asleep, and sometimes I would just sit there on the edge of the bed and weep as they slept.

You see, we can change our experience for our children, and I've always said it would only take one generation to turn this world around, if we choose love. The greatest lesson in this life for me, is that love is a choice and love comes from within us. Love is not something we get, but something we give.

[Nanoo Nanoo]

Posted by Michelle Marie (here)
Nanoo Nanoo,

My heart goes out to you and your missus. I'm kind of right there with you...my break up with a partner happened 2 weeks ago. It left me homeless, but many angels showed up to take care of me. Still, shocking and sad, but Divinely right.

You sound like you are pretty strong and balanced, but it's a huge energetic shift.

I'm staying with a friend until I get my shift together.

Do you have to move?

Hang in there through the changes. I'm glad we're here talking. You know you are not alone. I know I am not alone. Thank God for such support.

LOVE,
Michelle Marie

No we are living sepperately so all is well.

I look back on all my relationships in times like these and wonder if partnership is really the pinnacle of life ... and i think not. It would be nice to share and build with someone but i have managed to build on my own.

Anyway we will see what happens , i have left an open invitation which she wants to take up but she needs to tackle her issues alone first as doing it with me was only causing me much emotional frustration. I have too much to lose and my community who i love interacting with that suffer too. I have responsabilities that i adore being accountable for.

I cannot be the energiser bunny any more ...

So how are you coping ? i like how you stated you have to deal with your shift , lol that was a good one : 0 )


N

[spiritwind]

Posted by thunder24 (here)

Posted by CD7 (here)
Here and now i feel shaking inside...its the weirdest thing but its like an earthquake on the inside...not tht violent, just movement back and forth. Also went to the beach yesterday and put my hands in the sand and could feel vibrations underground (could have been dredge boat nearby) ? But other times are while im at home..

Anyone else feeling anything along these lines?

i have a friend that has said something very similar, he said it started in his hips....and started after the december 21st...

I don't know if this is related but for me I have had the on and off sensation of being on a boat. I lived on a boat for awhile but I'm not living on one now. It feels like I'm swaying on the inside somehow. It's been coming and going like this for awhile since just before the end of the year. Been feeling it again this week.

[araucaria]

My pet hate is the way people categorize each other, and often enough categorize themselves, as if it made life simpler to describe oneself as an Aspie or whatever - it really makes me cringe. The spectrum of 'normal' human behaviour is much broader than we tend to believe if we take this approach. We are a race of hypochondriacs and it's time we stopped. Here is a piece on the dangers of diagnosing psychopaths.

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/jon-ro...?utm_hp_ref=uk

[Michelle Marie]

Posted by Nanoo Nanoo (here)

Posted by Michelle Marie (here)
Nanoo Nanoo,

My heart goes out to you and your missus. I'm kind of right there with you...my break up with a partner happened 2 weeks ago. It left me homeless, but many angels showed up to take care of me. Still, shocking and sad, but Divinely right.

You sound like you are pretty strong and balanced, but it's a huge energetic shift.

I'm staying with a friend until I get my shift together.

Do you have to move?

Hang in there through the changes. I'm glad we're here talking. You know you are not alone. I know I am not alone. Thank God for such support.

LOVE,
Michelle Marie

No we are living sepperately so all is well.

I look back on all my relationships in times like these and wonder if partnership is really the pinnacle of life ... and i think not. It would be nice to share and build with someone but i have managed to build on my own.

Anyway we will see what happens , i have left an open invitation which she wants to take up but she needs to tackle her issues alone first as doing it with me was only causing me much emotional frustration. I have too much to lose and my community who i love interacting with that suffer too. I have responsabilities that i adore being accountable for.

I cannot be the energiser bunny any more ...

So how are you coping ? i like how you stated you have to deal with your shift , lol that was a good one : 0 )


N

Except for one person, I didn't know anybody in this new area of SW Colorado. I met one person who helped me for a few days. Then I met another person that helped me for a day. Then I stayed with my first friend for 3 days, then I met her husbands friend, the mechanic that will fix my car and I'll be staying with him for ???

I only have one contact lense and that's a priority on my to do list. I just got the electricity sorted out for my RV yesterday. There are a lot of repairs that need to happen to live in it even temporarily: hot water heater, faucet broke, etc.

K is my friend I'm staying with. He was taking car of his parents who just went into a nursing home. I'm sleeping in a hospital bed in the living room.

I have a huge ton of Light to bring into this world: my body of literary work and educational programs. I intend to get my bearings and get it done.

I'll find some links to my work and post them later when I'm on my computer.

I am attuned to my lifes mission, I came to this area for this person and a deep sense of soul resonance and purpose.

Talking to my friends here is really helping me cope right now. I cry a lot, but not as much as in the beginning. Just staying with the process...breathing.

Thanks for being here with a heart and an ear.

Love,
Michelle Marie

[ulli]

Posted by araucaria (here)
My pet hate is the way people categorize each other, and often enough categorize themselves, as if it made life simpler to describe oneself as an Aspie or whatever - it really makes me cringe. The spectrum of 'normal' human behaviour is much broader than we tend to believe if we take this approach. We are a race of hypochondriacs and it's time we stopped. Here is a piece on the dangers of diagnosing psychopaths.

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/jon-ro...?utm_hp_ref=uk

Thanks for this. Maybe your post will help normalness go viral now.
Because seeing the psychopath in people can only help psychopathy spread further
due to the fact that the one doing the analysis can also themselves become one,
due to the projecting they are doing.
Even the craziest psycho has a beating heart.

I once read a biography on the psychologist Alfred Adler, and was impressed by his approach...
which was quite different from Freud's in that he focused more consciously on a person's potential
to be sane and healthy.
Because where focus goes, energy flows.
Long live the streak of sanity.

[ulli]

Posted by spiritwind (here)

Posted by thunder24 (here)

Posted by CD7 (here)
Here and now i feel shaking inside...its the weirdest thing but its like an earthquake on the inside...not tht violent, just movement back and forth. Also went to the beach yesterday and put my hands in the sand and could feel vibrations underground (could have been dredge boat nearby) ? But other times are while im at home..

Anyone else feeling anything along these lines?

i have a friend that has said something very similar, he said it started in his hips....and started after the december 21st...

I don't know if this is related but for me I have had the on and off sensation of being on a boat. I lived on a boat for awhile but I'm not living on one now. It feels like I'm swaying on the inside somehow. It's been coming and going like this for awhile since just before the end of the year. Been feeling it again this week.

Jet lag is another indicator that the physical body is separate and distinct from the feeling body,
which somehow seems to get stuck for a while in the places one just left behind.

[RunningDeer]

Posted by araucaria (here)
My pet hate is the way people categorize each other, and often enough categorize themselves, as if it made life simpler to describe oneself as an Aspie or whatever - it really makes me cringe. The spectrum of 'normal' human behaviour is much broader than we tend to believe if we take this approach. We are a race of hypochondriacs and it's time we stopped. Here is a piece on the dangers of diagnosing psychopaths.

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/jon-ro...?utm_hp_ref=uk

The Story of a Man Who Faked Insanity

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=hm7eAo-qkvw

[RunningDeer]

Posted by Michelle Marie (here)
Except for one person, I didn't know anybody in this new area of SW Colorado. I met one person who helped me for a few days. Then I met another person that helped me for a day. Then I stayed with my first friend for 3 days, then I met her husbands friend, the mechanic that will fix my car and I'll be staying with him for ???

I only have one contact lense and that's a priority on my to do list. I just got the electricity sorted out for my RV yesterday. There are a lot of repairs that need to happen to live in it even temporarily: hot water heater, faucet broke, etc.

K is my friend I'm staying with. He was taking car of his parents who just went into a nursing home. I'm sleeping in a hospital bed in the living room.

I have a huge ton of Light to bring into this world: my body of literary work and educational programs. I intend to get my bearings and get it done.

I'll find some links to my work and post them later when I'm on my computer.

I am attuned to my lifes mission, I came to this area for this person and a deep sense of soul resonance and purpose.

Talking to my friends here is really helping me cope right now. I cry a lot, but not as much as in the beginning. Just staying with the process...breathing.

Thanks for being here with a heart and an ear.

Love,
Michelle Marie

Hi Michelle Marie,

I don't know if you are going to be in your area long enough, but you mention you've got teacher certifications right up through college. This is a good time of year for substitute teachers. It's getting hard to find subs. Is that a possibility before school gets out? It'll give you a chance to get food and gas money ahead.

They're going until the end of June around here because of so many make-up days from all the snow. I don't know around where you are, but many schools systems have grants from the government for summer school, too. If you didn't keep up your teaching certifications, they'll still hire you because of your teaching experience. They'll just apply a different pay rate.

Good luck,
Paula

[donk]

Perhaps more appropriate yesterday, my local classic rock station has taken to playing this one every morning, always puts a hop in my step:

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=WlBiLNN1NhQ