Request for pure intent, love, and healing

[donk]

Hey everybody…just wanted to clear up the two reasons I don’t post as much as I used to, and make a request.

The first reason I haven’t been posting is that I have become quite concerned about the manipulation of energy, especially that of people’s (my) intent. It occurs to me that unless you really know what you are doing, unless you are laser-focused and purest of heart and mind you can possibly be, there’s the possibility that someone more adept may be able to use whatever energies that are put out recklessly or not-so-mindfully (or even focused & pure, who knows what exceptional abilities others may have?). I guess I’ve gotten a little too deep into the mind control information I’ve been coming across, and feel that places like this are ripe for those that may be able steer energy or intent to their own purposes (whatever they may be).

That said, I have no real fear, I just was unwilling to inadvertently contribute my energy in directions where I am not able to consciously and practically able to see the end result. I am more cautious in what I open myself up to, or invite in to my life. In short, I am doing my best to be mindful, to not assume I truly know anyone’s intent, to not even assume that “my” intent isn’t somehow being manipulated—while not slipping into fear or paranoia. My instincts (or higher self or guardians or whatever) and synchronicities have been telling me to down-shift a gear or two and really focus on being truly mindful—open to all realities, ensuring that I not effect others’ realities in a way I did not intend.

So that brings me to my second reason for not posting much, which is that I am coming to terms with my recent diagnosis of multiple sclerosis. I’ve been in more-less a sort of denial about it, avoiding the research that I’d normally delve into with any other subject. The symptom or attack or whatever was gone or corrected or whatever by the time I left the hospital. So I am not physically suffering at the moment, I’m just a little strained and stressed—and more than anything looking for clarity, a really good and positive path to take…perhaps different from or in addition to what the institutionalized medical industry will be offering in my visit to the specialist next week.

So my request is that any love, prayers, or healing you would like to send my way --mindfully with pure intent, I know I shouldn’t have to say this but I guess I’m a little superstitious and am trying to be careful not to invite anything additional or unintentional or negatively unexpected into my life--would be greatly appreciated.

Much love,
Phil

[Becky]

Sending positive loving healing energy your way
Becky xx

[Kindling]

Mindfully and with pure intent, I'll be sending healing energy, peace, and the strength to successfully navigate through this situation. I bet the diagnosis was shocking to you. I'm sure you'll get back to your strong, resourceful self very soon! I hope you'll post and let us know how things go with the specialist. Much love Phil Brenda

[Flash]

Real positive vibes to you Donk. Check MS versus Lyme disease (googled or type it in Avalon search engine), you may be surprised of the corrélations.

I am truly sorry for you Donk.

[halffull]

The divine spark in me sends love and light to the divine spark in you


Know that we are all one


Also know that this too shall pass

[araucaria]

HI donk, I was just thinking about you today, sorry to hear your news. You've given us two dots: if you join them, there may be a connection between your manipulation issue and your health problem. Dealing with the one ought to help with the other; in fact this already seems to be the case:

The symptom or attack or whatever was gone or corrected or whatever by the time I left the hospital.

But there are places on Avalon where manipulation is not an issue, and where there is no energy leakage, on the contrary. I was thinking about you while backtracking up the Here & Now thread and wondering why donk was no longer posting. Maybe you have shifted down a gear too many?

[giovonni]

My loving support always my Friend

moving into life's higher realm is challenging .. But you of all here will surely master and triumph ...

[Camilo]

Sending positive, healing energies your way, with loving intent.

[avid]

Loving and true healing sent your way - Avid

[conk]

Posted by Flash (here)
Real positive vibes to you Donk. Check MS versus Lyme disease (googled or type it in Avalon search engine), you may be surprised of the corrélations.

I am truly sorry for you Donk.

Donk, Phil, please give Flash's suggestion serious consideration. And remember, do not succumb to the Medical Mafia programming. There are no diseases. There are only cases of malnutrition, ingesting toxins, emotional/spritual discord (this would include stress). Do not allow yourself to be subject to convention's brainwashing about health and disease. "Diseases" are only a gathering of symptoms to be used for insurance billing purposes. Your case is likely toxins. Dental procedures, heavy metals, or Lyme. Many who are treated for Lyme see their MS symptoms abate. God bless and the best of luck to you. You must heal yourself, your physican only cares about managing your ailment until you are not longer able to pay him. Alternative approaches are your very best bet, as they are more aligned with nature's blueprint and God's design.

Blessings, Conk

[Mike]

hey Phil

if you are only showing mild symptoms now, you have a really good chance of getting on top of this thing. I know 3 people with MS: a friend, a cousin, and an uncle. the friend and the cousin were diagnosed relatively early in their lives, and before they showed any severe symptoms. they began treating themselves immediately. and here we are, 15 or so years later, and they show no noticeable symptoms. my uncle procrastinated, and he's suffering a little.

I know everyone is different, but it's quite possible to live a healthy life free and clear of MS symptoms. I've witnessed this myself!

best of luck to you Phil! i'm rooting for you brother! please keep us updated.

[chocolate]

Sending what you have requested!

[Sierra]

Posted by donk
So my request is that any love, prayers, or healing you would like to send my way --mindfully with pure intent, I know I shouldn’t have to say this but I guess I’m a little superstitious and am trying to be careful not to invite anything additional or unintentional or negatively unexpected into my life--would be greatly appreciated.

You got it donk.

Love, Sierra

[MorningSong]

Idem... Hearty hugs and healing vibes to you. Phil!

[donk]

Thanks so much for all the support, you all are the best!

conk I'm with you on that, but as things stand, I am going to get pressured into a big pharma answer...I know I know, I should be able to just say eff you to the institutional medicine and get the toxins outa my life and do the alternative treatments, but that's just too much for me to expect myself to be able to pull off presently.

My life is just too intertwined with too many people too plugged into the matrix...I gotta go traditional for now while I'm moving toward an alternative, not for me as much as those in my life, those who pretty much support me.

So anyone that can share personal first-hand experiences of anyone that has used a "traditional route" (ie anyone have any good MS drug stories), please share. I totally welcome and take more seriously and will research harded on alternatives, so they are more than welcome...I just need the other side too please. Thanks!!

[RunningDeer]

multiple sclerosis - Donk - Phil - https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...l=1#post763908

Dear Phil,

Even before you read this, Rays of Love filter through the DNA. Three part post: ‘food for thought’, medical resource data base, and a holistic approach.

Food for Thought:

See if a small part of this touches a cord. It’s from “Heal Your Body,” by Louise L. Hay.

When I’ve had symptoms and read it with an open mind, this book has revealed blind spots. I’ve also used it as a diagnostic tool with others.

• Problem - multiple sclerosis
• Probable Cause - Mental hardness, hard-heartedness, iron will, inflexibility. Fear.
• New Thought Pattern - By choosing loving, joyous thoughts, I create a loving, joyous world. I am safe and free.

In reference to that last statement, beyond the new agey expression, really isn’t it what it’s all about? Love, Joy, Freedom, etc.

Medical Resource Data Base:

The National Center for Biotechnology Information advances science and health by providing access to biomedical and genomic information. (NCBI)

Holistic Approach:

Yoga and Tai Chi for MS - National MS Society

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=gATzs9I3sbU

Uploaded on Mar 2, 2010

MS Learn Online is the National MS Society's online educational webcast series. This video features a discussion with Allen Bowling, MD, PhD, who talks about how yoga and tai chi can be used to help people with multiple sclerosis.

Tai Chi for Multiple Sclerosis. Tai Chi Authors Gary Paruszkiewicz and Bill Douglas

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=aCmMkJewND8

Published on Aug 13, 2013

Gary Paruszkiewicz is the author of "Therapeutic Tai Chi - My Journey with Multiple Sclerosis," and he is featured in this video by Bill Douglas, author of "The Complete Idiot's Guide to T'ai Chi & Qigong."



Bill began teaching Tai Chi & Qigong to people with Multiple Sclerosis through Kansas University Hospital's Turning Point, Center for Hope & Healing Program, which provides free tai chi, qigong, yoga, meditation, and other classes to people dealing with chronic health conditions. Bill was invited to speak at the National Multiple Sclerosis Society Mid-America Chapter's Symposium at KU, and contacted Gary about including his amazing MS story in Bill's MS presentation. Bill created this video for the purpose of alerting Kansas City area residents dealing with MS to the free Tai Chi & Qigong classes offered through the Turning Point - Kansas University Hospital program.



Gary's generosity is well known, as he's given away tons of his Tai Chi for MS videos away for free on youtube as a contribution to public health, and Gary was happy to assist Bill's efforts in spreading Tai Chi awareness to others dealing with MS in the Kansas City area.



Hearts,
Paula

[soleil]

Posted by donk (here)
Thanks so much for all the support, you all are the best!

conk I'm with you on that, but as things stand, I am going to get pressured into a big pharma answer...I know I know, I should be able to just say eff you to the institutional medicine and get the toxins outa my life and do the alternative treatments, but that's just too much for me to expect myself to be able to pull off presently.

My life is just too intertwined with too many people too plugged into the matrix...I gotta go traditional for now while I'm moving toward an alternative, not for me as much as those in my life, those who pretty much support me.

So anyone that can share personal first-hand experiences of anyone that has used a "traditional route" (ie anyone have any good MS drug stories), please share. I totally welcome and take more seriously and will research harded on alternatives, so they are more than welcome...I just need the other side too please. Thanks!!

hey donk, iirc naturalnews.com has many articles about alternative medicine, AND tons of scientific info to back it up. ive seen many articles on LD, and curing yourself. im sending you strength to stand strong for alternative (natural) medicine. ps, you know, the other kind as well, you know what i mean

ps, do tai chi like paula says....you have no idea what kind of healing you could tap into all on your own with that.

[doodah]

Donk, sorry to hear of your diagnosis. Do look at the Louise Hay material. There's always something to think about in her advice that may apply.

My daughter was diagnosed with MS in her 20s. Because of her belief system and her father's which she is highly influenced by, she has gone the AMA route and is on medication. Brain scans did show lesions, but over the course of time (10 years) they have not worsened. She has very few active symptoms. She holds a full-time job, keeps a house, loves a husband, 3 cats and a dog, and goes on 50- and 100-mile bicycle rides with her husband and riding club. She skies.

On the other side of the coin, she also does many things that are somewhat alternative that give beneficial support to her entire functioning. No drugs or alcohol, but she never was into that kind of scene. She teaches yoga and meditation, which makes yoga and meditation a disciplined part of her life. She has a great deal of dietary awareness but is not as rigorous about it as I would like her to be. I nag her with information about GMOs and encourage her to avoid all of them. She gave up vegetarianism because of the heavy reliance on soy (which is now all GMO) as a protein source. She now eats locally grown organic meats and as much locally grown organic food as she can find.

If you by any chance eat or drink anything that contains ASPARTAME, stop immediately. There is a lot of information that aspartame produces symptoms that mimic MS.

Sending kind thoughts for blessing and health your way,
Doodah

[sandy]

Sending best wishes to you Donk for all you desire in the healing outcome of your diagnosis.

[transiten]

I can identify with you Donk, i'm having a backlash with Lyme but i'm sending you what energy i might have and loving thoughts that you may find your way out of this