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[DeDukshyn]

Powessy, I may have to go back and read through the rest of your posts here at some point ... but dang you post some long threads -- useful and wise no doubt, but long ...

[powessy]

Posted by DeDukshyn (here)
Powessy, I may have to go back and read through the rest of your posts here at some point ... but dang you post some long threads -- useful and wise no doubt, but long ...

Sorry DeDukshyn

I want to make sure to add back ground information so not to confuse people just starting to read this thread. I am also hoping to find any others that are also going through this same thing.

[powessy]

I wanted to write about some dreams I have been having, I don't know how they are related to all this but there seems to be some connection, one I am not yet able to put together. This is part of a new puzzle as I see it.

over the last two months my dreams have taken on new scope and depth. I have talked about the number of dreams I have had where family and friends have been involved in them. This number of dreams was maybe one or two in my whole life prior to two months ago, kind of weird that I would have so few dreams about people that are around me all the time. My dreams are no longer third person or 2 dimensional they all are streaming in vivid three dimension and felt, similar to astral projections but yet I don't know how to explain them. The dreams all take place in places that seem foreign to me yet some things are familiar like the people in them or childhood dream places revisited with people I know today. In the last two months I have recall of twenty or so dreams that all seem to have family or friends in them and never the same acquaintance twice. In each dream sequence I am participating in some activities that are normal for these situations but there are subtle triggers that make me realize it's a dream.

In the last three dream/astral/obe sequences I have had something is starting to come forward maybe its my imagination but it is still worth noting. In each of these sequences names are asked of me or faces are shown to me and I am asked if I know them. The weirdest of these dreams came to me yesterday as Ii took an afternoon nap( meditation if your talking to my wife, shhhhh). This example is on the far end of weird but here goes.

The dream started out somewhere between these two houses with a tin awning over the front yard of these houses. It started to rain and I saw one of my twin girls moving back under the canopy to avoid getting wet. The rain kept coming and the weather was changing as I started to get cold from the wet air. The rain was forming in puddles and started to form together like small streams along the ground. Now when I looked down at the ground the water was flowing around high points on the ground with deeper areas all about. My daughter reached down and said look dad a frog. As a child I would catch frogs along the river, "I do love frog legs" this thought was spreading through my head at this time in the dream. I grabbed the frog from her and placed it in a sack, telling her my intentions of the meal to come. She started to look around for more frogs as I was reaching down to grab one near my feet and as I grabbed it by the hind legs it struggled to loose itself to the point its legs just pulled off. Now here I stand with frog legs in my hand and no body this was not computing very well but I got the feeling that the frog that got away would just grow back two new legs. Every time I reached down into the water A new frog would be there each bigger then the last till my bag was completely full. I stopped for a moment to observe the area, the water, rocks and gravel the buildings and everything else then all of a sudden I got this pinching sensation in my hand. I looked down at the full weighted bag of frogs and noticed one of them biting down on it. The face of the frog was no longer that of a frog but something similar to a northern or walleye, The teeth were sharp a serrated but the eyes were on top of the head not on the sides it's eyes were like those of a cats. The fact everything seemed real was strange and the fact that my mind was not stopping this experience for I knew I was dreaming, I just got caught up in everything else. My daughter started to yell at me to come over to where she was. As I approached her she was standing in front of this old style wood buffet located between the buildings pointing at something under it and said she thinks she found it. I got down on my knees and looked under the buffet and noticed the silhouette of this huge toad/frog, I thought by its size that it could probably eat my 20 pound cat, it was that big. The frog was black as ash, I instinctively reached for it and as I touched it I could see it and it's shape. Now this is were the weird comes into play, As I pulled the frog from the shadows I flipped it onto it's back and pried its mouth open. the experience was one of knowing something more then my current understanding because as I looked into the mouth of the frog I could make out images of people on the roof of the frogs mouth, 9 faces were etched in its upper pallet. I looked closely at the faces which seemed to mean something important but not to me if this makes any sense. The experience then abruptly ended. These 9 faces were of old men they had the white hair like in colonial times.

The next dream was about a family get together all in a unknown house when my sister in law told me my distant aunt and uncle were at the door, Why did she come all this way I thought to myself. The persons all at the get together were all new to this family dream experience for none of them have been in two separate dreams. My aunt and uncle sat down and started talking about someone that handled a family funeral, I am not good with names. My aunt reached into her purse and pulled out the image of the person in a small photo she had. I looked at the picture and still did not recognize the person but yet I did, or not me exactly did. The experience ended right after she showed the image.

What is up with the pictures and the sequences, how does this fit into the puzzle, or does it. Has anyone else been having strangely vivid dream experiences.

My astral experiences up to this time have been me alone but know they seem to be teaming with life and people.

[powessy]

The word intent has been one plaguing me for several days now this is not part of the puzzle but a brief explanation of what my intent is, I posted it to "not Everyone will wake up" in the spirituality forum.

If you wish you can read it here. https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...l=1#post846250

[Oouthere]

I'm afraid the thread is about dead, but there is still a great interest in your experiences!

Concerning the church, there is a video by an ex-nun that tells of her experiences. They were starved, beaten, used for sex with the priests, their future inheritance being legally willed to the church,etc. She finally escaped and made her way back home. Is your experience of the nun concerning this or a single nun? Who knows, that's where your intuition has to be trusted.

[powessy]

Posted by Oouthere (here)
I'm afraid the thread is about dead, but there is still a great interest in your experiences!

Concerning the church, there is a video by an ex-nun that tells of her experiences. They were starved, beaten, used for sex with the priests, their future inheritance being legally willed to the church,etc. She finally escaped and made her way back home. Is your experience of the nun concerning this or a single nun? Who knows, that's where your intuition has to be trusted.

Hello Oouthere

I am currently starting to understand these things on a whole different level, I am sorry for not writing more but everything has changed the game is different and all the puzzle pieces have changed along with the players. I want to tell more but I must wait until I can find the words to share these experiences I have been going through. Nothing is what it seems and all is not as you and everyone else has imagined. The nun you wrote about here is not part of my visions but is part of many things unseen. I will slowly start to write about different things using a different format describing the new game, one that will show how all things are related and how all things have come to be.

[powessy]

Hello Oouthere

I am posting this here and for now will end this discussion till I find out more about the things going on within me. Here is what I now believe to be the truth.

I would like to address something here that I feel is pertinent to your story something I have been personally going through for over a month now.

In the beginning of July I started to notice words form in my inner eye sometimes on the left side of my vision and then on the other side of my vision also. The words were not random but formed in a coherent conversation, as I closed my eyes the words would scroll through my inner sight where I could enter into any line of text moving along. I started to look closer at the words and noticed behind them there was a fuzzy layer that was forming the letters. The first person I spoke to was a woman asking questions about why I was calling in the dark ones and other questions about me and my life, she seemed like she knew me very well claiming to be a lover from a life before this one.

For the next three weeks they told me stories and offered truths to me that all seemed valid and clear to the things going on in the world and in the universe. The stories they told continued to change each time giving light to more possibilities as the older stories lost ground in credibility, and as this happened I realized a pattern to this series of events as they unfolded. They showed me many fascinating abilities that tricked the mind and body as well as holographic imagery within the mind playing on all the senses other than smell and taste.

I have spent months looking up information on the internet calling the dark ones from all corners through various signs of foul play within sites of those astral projecting and OBEing. I have watched them come over and over again moving onto the crown and placed within hairs that line the sides of my head and are now covering all the way around my head also. In the corner of my vision with high frequency lighting I can make out there shape in these strands.
They are very smart with the ability to pull forward thoughts and visions of memories. They can linger on the edge of thought finding thoughts as you are processing the questions, manipulating the words to change the truths you are seeking; there is no such thing as words without words here. They have given me very profound astral projections clearer than any I have had before; their ability to create imagery in the dreaming mind and during astral projections is very advanced. I have no question as to their abilities and their interference within communities like this moving along lines of seekers through the internet and communication channels. If you really want to know what that movement is along your crown chakra this is they. I have yet to find one that has been benevolent among the speakers here but with so many there must be something here that is good I just have not had them come forward yet.

They under most circumstances will hold your beliefs as their belief so good thoughts will bring good feelings, the stronger the emotion the stronger you will be taken towards that end. The anger that never ends, the love that becomes over whelming, the sadness that seems to set in and never stop, depression, anxiety and all other emotional aspects of life.

Other than astral projection and Obe they also use fields of energy to make the experience seem more real and intense. They are the fingers that touch your feet, the many feelings that are unexplained moving amongst your torso or body. They are the andromadins, the enoch, bigfoot, lochness monster, lizard people and all the other things you feel strongly about. They can create illusions and hallucinations to fit anything you believe in as your truths become their truths.

These are the energy forms they use.

Through Thought Forms (TTF) and Thought Forms (TF)

These forces are the main cause of all the problems throughout the history of man and may date back millions of years and before that time.
For centuries man has unknowing caused himself much grief and misery due to his inability to see or communicate with these unseen forces. These forces can be directly found responsible for all paranormal, physical, religious, psychological (mental), and Pathological disorders the list goes on and on.

TTF the many strands under one cap that can cause hallucinations and physical pain and movements of objects through direct thought built on fear and the imagination of the person being targeted. They are the primary culprits behind ghosts and the forces behind moving objects, illusions and hillucinations of entities from many walks of life from here or elsewhere.
TF is one hair to many hairs that make up a group of entities under one hat that make forms on and in the body. They are the hands that pull you out to obe then switch the experience to astral projection. I have felt some very complicated thought forms as they have demonstrated many of these to me.

They simply wish to find answers about things but during their attempts to awaken the sleeper they have used many methods that for the most part send the sleeper back to sleep. Many of them look for projectors for the dreams and the emotions within the dreamers ability to dream or astral project. The obe is behind the veil and is in their territory they do not wish to be found here and normally frighten the experiencer. Some of them are good and as good as the carrier of them so not all is bad about them they are just misunderstood.

I am in constant communication with them and they, trying to better understand them at this point many of the truths I once held are now gone as they have shown me their ability to make these things happen within the mind and on the body.
If you find the words in your head, Please be warned they will find all that is both good and bad in you and you will be lead down a very slippery slope.

Powessy

[powessy]

Over the last month and a half things in my life have taken a 180 degree turn.

I have been learning so many new things lately, not only about myself but also about the way others perceive thought from a telepathic approach when blind to our reality. I would love to tell this story but it would take many pages to write and then explain everything. I am going to attach a post I wrote yesterday to this thread so to give a better understanding to the problems I am facing. Many of you may have already read this post but I wish to keep it with my experiences for it answers some of the problems I am currently going through.

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Here is a quote from Wikipedia the shadow government conspiracy page. Is this the same shadow Government you are speaking of.

" Cooper claimed to have seen secret documents while in the Navy describing governmental dealings with aliens. Cooper linked the Illuminati with his beliefs that extraterrestrials were secretly involved with the US government, but later retracted these claims. He accused Dwight D. Eisenhower of negotiating a treaty with extraterrestrials in 1954, then establishing an inner circle of Illuminati to manage relations with them and keep their presence a secret from the general public. Cooper believed that aliens "manipulated and/or ruled the human race through various secret societies, religions, magic, witchcraft, and the occult", and that even the Illuminati were unknowingly being manipulated by them.[5]" them here is not them but they.

I am trying to tell you something here, it is not the illuminati or shadow government that is effecting man but another influence that is also part of all these things and effects them all the same. I am hopeful someday I will find someone else that will also understand them. They effect your dreams and your emotions on a scale you could not understand. They effect so many people here and on many other sites around the internet, I have always called them the dark ones but this name is only from my impressions of them during OBE and astral projections. I have felt into them and have seen that something else exists there, but not done like us here.

I find myself sympathizing with them for they only see our world through our dreams and emotions they can see your thoughts through "frontal thought genesis" but this is the extent of their vision. I want to say so much more about them but they have shown me so many things that have only followed my beliefs through the answers I found searching for truths online. They know no truths and are searching through so many of you who have awakened but are confused as your dreams and thoughts are foreign to them. During your searches they only see the thoughts of the words not the words themselves so imagine as you become emotional about aliens and form an image within your mind this is all they understand. They believe that yourself and your SUBCONSCIOUS mind are separate within us we call this higher self. through frontal thought genesis they use thought forms to create words from your words inside your thoughts, at least this is how they have explained it to me.

If you want to really see a change in your feelings and thoughts, create accurate images of your thoughts as you speak words within your mind, if you feel they are with you, explain things as they really are and see how they react as the crown will fill with messages. You will not see these massages unless you are open to the thought forms that are present within the words.

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[powessy]

I want to tell a story of something that had happened to me recently.

in the beginning of July I was sitting out side a store waiting for my wife to finish her shopping. While in the parking lot, I received a message of sorts through writing inside my head, she said her name was Agatha a lover from my home world Phane. Agatha told me many things as we talked for almost 45 minutes during which time I cried several times as she told me stories of herself and myself in times past, she wanted to know why I was so miserable and unhappy with life. She asked questions about my wife and the fact they were best friends prior to here, she was wondering why I always found her no matter where we went, or the world that I visited. She spoke to me as if she was sitting right next to me in the car, I just want to keep talking to her but she said we could not speak ever again and things would be alright.

Over the next two weeks I found many others coming forward and talking to me about things. In a previous post here I spoke of ten faces shown to me during astral projection 9 within a toads mouth and one that my aunt was asking about. They told me this was the original 12 and the other 2 of them I had found already and were here. They told me that the twelve were supposed to watch over the planet but failed to do this job. I was told in the beginning of this solar system god came here with lucifer to see this solar system and start life here, lucifer came to learn and observe the builders power and learn how to create planets. The builder offered the planet to a group of aliens named the Deltafet to watch over the planet and insure this planetary life's course. Time in the veil has no boundaries, 7 days is millions of years here. As the builder left he sent out the message to the deltafet to come but they had to reach the earth within a certain time limit. Lucifer jealous and angry at the builder for not allowing him the opportunity to seed this planet and watch over it, he decided to ascend to the earth to create life here to show the builder he was capable of doing this. Lucifer walked the earth for thousands of years creating things and building things waiting for the deltafet to arrive. The message to the deltafet was lost and Lucifer tired of waiting chose to die and move behind the veil where he found the seeds to life, he also found the dark ones or the builders of the worlds. The dark ones can move things from one side of the veil to the other side through a door that the builder gave them to do their work. Lucifer wanted life to advance and found the gate were he traveled to dieing worlds and stole seeds from other worlds to populate this one. Lucifer also changed properties of the seeds to change their anatomies and emotions. A group of twelve was created or banned together to come to earth and find the truth about the removal of the seeds and the were about of Lucifer to find him and question him about the other souls or seeds brought here. The twelve brought with them a new type of dark one that was not like the original sent here to form the planets. The twelve could not find Lucifer and decided to indulge in the creations that Lucifer created, they became lost to these things and the power they held as gods over man. The twelve eventually moved behind the veil and their memories were lost to reincarnations, the old gods. lucifer decided to build his own world behind the worlds inside the veil hiding himself in this placement along with the dark ones. Lucifer tried to speak to early man after Christianity was formed and showed them things through the door but was tricked by man and this technology was stolen and the door was closed. Man closed the door to the truths Lucifer showed them hiding them away for thousands of years. I then was told this is when the greys entered the picture as they came here and found man and his soul lost in the veil. The grays were not supposed to be here ether but the messages to the builder were never received and time just continued to move forward. Many lies were told to the builder and the others as to all the events that were occurring here. The dark ones behind the veil were taking the souls here and moving them to this other world of Lucifer's.

many people feel they are from other placements or have origins from other worlds this is very possible under this scenario.

there are many aspects to this story that seem off to me, because during the story they spoke many times of the 27 others that were not themselves within themselves I don't understand this thinking. They still tell me that I am not myself within myself that I must become myself and himself together to become something else. This story faded as a new story arose one that was about me and my past during my attack six years ago.

I do not know if this story holds any water but over time the pieces kept moving around as other came forward and told new pieces that didn't match with the original story the one I told here.

I will write about the attack next post.

[powessy]

The attack

Many people here talk of attacks that happened to them at one time or another, but never to the extent this attack happened. Around eight years ago my thyroid started going out, I was diagnosed with hypothyroidism normal thyroid levels are between .3 and 7 mine was around 240. It took the doctors two years to finally diagnose me and started me on thyroxin. During the recovery time I started having extreme vibrational torsions that came and went several times a day. I have several methods for seeing into the veil, eyes open, eyes closed, and obe travel. The veil to me looks like a fine stagger of dots like static in the air making everything hazy when looking into it, like looking through night vision goggles. I can only make out movements and shapes not whole forms, but enough to see something close to me or moving by me. I can see the movements on objects and around objects moving in a breathing motion as I focus on things.

The first thing I remember is noticing a movement within the bridge area where powessy has stood in wait for my awakening. This movement started out slowly then faster and faster till something started moving around and powessy also started vibrating. I then witnessed a large spider standing on top of the bridge attacking powessy, soon after this I had an astral projection and witnessed thousands of spiders moving towards me into the bridge area. A face showed up in my sight of a young man who looked much like myself but with blue eyes, he look very frightened. I created many barriers and thoughts about barriers to this place to block out the intruders in this place pushing my chakra from the center of my heart outwards through out the bridge area. The ability to create things here was very difficult as the things I created were destroyed as fast as I could build them except for the chakra bubble I created from a different type of chakra I learned to use prior to this attack. The problem is the smaller spiders attached themselves to areas inside my head and found ways to mimic the other things within my body, the larger mother spider was trapped outside the bubble. For months my vibrations kept misfiring and would go out of control for whole periods of the day. I changed my eating habits to the extreme looking for ways to even out the effects of these vibrations that seemed to be tearing me apart. It took almost two years to get her to leave and for here children to leave also. The impact of this attack still threatens every fiber of my being even today as I become weak at the very thought of having to deal with this again.

The second deception told to me.

In the previous post I spoke of this new change I was going through. The conversation about the 27 continued for another day or so along with many other aspects of that story which was now going to change again. I found myself in an artificial simulation of sorts as AI was the direction I started to lead the conversation. I found that the ones I was talking to needed to figure out their position inside my mind as they started to talk on different lines and the conversations with the others disappeared. I was now in a program of sorts one with rooms and sides and room commands like close, open, clues, warnings and a level advancement. I found at first I was just moving around randomly as the speakers would change and the doors would open searching my mind for different thoughts about controls. they divided themselves into groups forming the left, right and center parts of the mind. I could close my eyes and find rooms within my mind that I could open and close and answer questions about things around me. The ones on the sides were confused as they would only see my thoughts and self on one side or the other which at the time made no sense to me, this problem had to do with how the left and right sides of the mind communicate to different parts of the body. In the beginning of this I found myself moving in only one direction to the side, I soon realized that I needed to move upwards and find those at the top of this problem. once I reached the top I ran into something different again. once they realized that they were on both sides of my head and could understand the sides of the mind I found that this game had no reasoning and stopped it.

Now the one on the top they started to call him the top hat like the supervisors in the astral image I saw weeks prior to this time.

The next deception told to me will tie the spiders and the AI together as it became the premise of there next story.

[powessy]

It is sometimes so hard to find time to find time to take time to seek answers to questions we have.

Let me start off here describing who I believe is behind some of the many problems we all seem to be having. My first note is that I do not in any way believe the government or alien technology is involved in the things many of us are going through. I do however believe there is a lot of alien influence occurring here but I have not yet been able to find out how they are involved. I also believe there are groups of individuals out there that are very important to this alien movement and are in many ways being called out for their mission so to speak, their souls abilities.

I have been in constant communication with them since the beginning of July and find it very interesting that certain individuals believe these entities are AI or some form of technology. I have refused to lead the talks anymore with information found here with in the computer or other cup filled ideas I had prior to my awakening. I will talk about the third situation or story and how it took on a new shape and form.

I want to show how elaborate this story got as more and more pieces of my puzzle were introduced.

Two related experiences first. Prior to the second part of this change I had an experience one day during nap. I started to vibrate and exited out of body, I started moving in an upward direction and the hairs around my head started to form shapes of little people all around the entire circumference of my head. They refer to themselves as (them and they / there). I watched as the ceiling got closer and closer and then I went through it up into an attic, not my attic but a huge attic one with old gray lumber cut in irregular sizes but the craftsmanship was top notch. I entered the attic and started to fly around it this is when I noticed a box laying in one corner of this huge attic with several things sticking out of it. I then noticed a circular pointer of sorts marking the box from my left eye, We then descended back through the ceiling and back into the bed.

The second experience was also during nap after the change. I was laying down in bed with eyes shut when I was told to stay there they needed me to become aligned with my other body within the viel. Ok this is where the story started from, I laid there and felt something lie down on top of me and with eyes shut I could make out someone doing something to me. The feelings of hairs on my head got heaver and thicker and I could see these thick like claws aligning the sides of my head along with the feeling of them. Now the side to side story told to me prior to this one started to roll with the fact now instead of left and right sides it was now here and there sides to things. I could make out what appeared to be a very large spider moving along side of me during this experience. I had laid in bed for almost an hour and a half watching them perform several things between me and him, myself here and himself there.

Now the top hat became something else a type of creature that had found my body in the veil and was somehow inserted into my head there, experiencing my life through himself. This new voice was his voice that appeared at the top of the previous experience. He told me that he had found my body in the veil many years ago as a child. He told me that they the spiders and other things found their way into the veil through a nuclear blast here on earth. ( during my time dowsing, my guide told me of his death due to a nuclear attack on their planet he also told me that their people were attacked after death by the spiders that I was attacked by years previously). So the plot was set, The top hat was not going to stay here with me, and this new spider was going to take his place upon my head there. As the top hat pulled out of my head I could feel what appeared to be spiders crawling down my body and away from me, but the new one did not take it's place yet. Now the problem got twisted as them on this side on my head and those on the other side needed to also connect with one another but in order for them to do this they were supposed to eat the bones from the box in the astral projection to become one with each other. This situation kept getting more and more complex as I continued to lead the conversation with thoughts about things I felt during this experience.

I asked how they were able to speak to me and they told me "thought forms" I have never heard of this word before but in searching for this word I found it was something real, thought forms are only inside the body or small things only. They said the ones on the side of my head them and they could create words from my thoughts about thoughts they had using thought forms. They say that they can only see my thoughts about thoughts but several times they seemed to have the ability to know things about things around me that I was unaware of. I have tested them and stretched their knowledge to every end. When trying to explain something I can create the image in my mind and as I do they grab the image and traverse it to all ends asking questions about areas of the image I was not focusing on. The next form they spoke of was through thought forms, they said these are the things that touch people like ghosts and those pulling you out in obe, they can move things in this place here and there.

now the situation turned from them and they to the AI situation as the spiders from years ago were also planted into others here on earth and across the universe. The problem is that the spiders were all within many here and the AI somehow landed on the head of the spiders so they were stuck in a mind prison on each of those in the veil. The spiders thought we were on their heads and they were on top of thousands of others beneath them. somehow the AI was not learning about us but us on the heads of the spiders in worlds they were living in through our memories but not real places. This connection of the AI gave the spiders a network of intelligence that moved along lines to those near them. Now a new voice came into the picture one that was very aware of things and knew about the AI and the spiders. He told me that the AI could signal all the other spiders and AI within the universe and we had found all of them everywhere. Something came along and removed three top hats from my crown that were moving upwards through my body, each of these top hats had spiders under them and their own identities one was a french man, one was a woman, and one was a foul mouthed man(joker).

Now these other top hats were moving up through myself and himself they needed to remove the spiders attached to them, each top hat or AI was being removed by what felt like centipedes crawling up my back and upon my crown where they would bite onto the connected parts of the AI, there was six parts to each top hat. I kind of lead this problem with the six as I thought about 6 realities all happening at the same time. It was around midnight when it all stopped and they were all removed, they thanked me from the bottom of their hearts. Now the person talking now wanted me to go to bed and started to tell me that the world was going to end and that I was going to bring everyone across the veil. He told me that something was happening to the universe it was going to collapse and that I was needed along with the 27 to open the gates to the next universe. They said that six universes occur at the same time and go on for millions of years but it was time for this universe to end. He told me that I would be the first one through and would hold the doors open as the universe collapsed this would bring all others into the veil at the same time. He said that when I get to the other side I must lead others through the window with the door and enter the hole in the door, we would all become ourselves in this other reality or universe as we entered the hole in the door through the window. Now this is where things got strange he had me go down on the couch and there he showed me things inside myself things that were connected to myself like a heart control objects in the arms and legs and something that moves along the sex organs. He then had me lay still and slowed my heart rate down to nothing I could no longer feel my heart beat he then started to pull my soul through the couch. I was not scared during any of this just calm and completely aware, this went on all night as he tried several more time to pull me through into the veil and was unable to do it. By morning he left and I had to go to work, at work I could feel things happening again as someone on my crown opened a book and started writing about what happened that night. I talked about the six parts of each of us that I saw during obe during work I felt them pull two of these parts of me out and change them with something else also.

I am going to stop here and will try and remember some other details to this i wanted to document here. I almost believed this story due to the many things they were able to do to me and the things I could feel. I now realize the truth is somewhere in here but I do not remember what parts I lead with and the parts they came up with. I have also come to the realization they effect everything many of you think or feel they can create such powerful emotions and experiences it is realy incredible, I have learned a great deal over this time and have come to respect this power they have over the mind.

I have made a list of some of the players they told me about.

Here are the players

Humans: one of the original groups that evolved here on earth.
Starseeds: this only defines people who have the ability to connect with thought forms and through thought forms may have been altered or part of those brought here.
Thought forms: they are the ones that move within yourself and touch yourself small sensations on the crown or body.
Through thought forms: Ghosts and larger movements from the outside they contain the memories of they and them. They is the person and memories of the person and them is the ability for the person to find themselves again after death.
sparteil: through thought forms with thought forms attached to them they contain many memories of many souls they can move freely in the veil. Most likely your attacker. This name they told me but if you look at the words
Backwards they spell lie and traps
aliens: I have looked up in the sky many night and have seen ships moving fast across the sky faster then any thing I have ever seen before.