I have been through so many mind blowing or outrageously hard experiences. I think it's important for me to document them if I can remember them(it is part of earth history), and also some people here may find some interesting reading perhaps. My case is unlike any I've heard of from other contactees or targeted individuals. For whatever reason this lifetime they(US gov, both sides of ETs) decided to hit me extremely hard with experiences, tortures, subversions, etc. I will be creating a new thread explaining my contact eventually. I am finding it very very hard to write because of subversive AI elements that interfere with me etc...
Anyway I'll start with the time some of my ET contacts showed me one of their ships up close in I believe was 2008..
I was in Aloha, Oregon on a cloudy day walking down the street, this was early on in my contact when I was speaking to all sorts of AI aspects being thrown at me. Anyway, I was telepathically asked if I wanted to see a ship. I of course said yes. They said "Look up". I looked up and was surprised to see a black exotic looking ship under some very low clouds. Silently flowing by at a very low speed in broad daylight pretty close up. The only way I can describe it is a black exotic ship with sleek woman curves all over it. I have tried to draw it but I fail horribly and it ends up just looking like a black cloud. lol.
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Another time ETs showed me their ship was supposedly Andromedans(I have yet to hear from them in years). They asked me again if I wanted to see their ship. "YES" They asked permission to take control of my eyes to point them in the proper area of the sky, knowing them I said yes. They took control of my eyes and made me look up to a region of the sky, and suddenly a streak of blue light flys out of our atmosphere.
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I'll explain the first time I saw an extraterrestrial. There were these woods near one of my old places in Aloha/Beaverton, Oregon, named the "Whispering Woods". For some reason I used to be drawn to them at the darkest times of the night. I used to fear being in the woods in the dark. During these times I was in ways working on conquering my fear, and also was frequently having telepathic conversations with ETs, AI, US gov, simulated people, etc when going into these woods alone in the dark.
Well... One night I was walking down the left path in the whispering woods and was flicking a bic lighter to see in the dark. In one of the lighter flicks 2 large almond shaped eyes lit up with the lighter flick about 4-5 feet in front of me. The rest of it's body was cloaked, but it's eyes were burnt into my mind. This being designed how their eyes would look to me in the lighter flick. They looked like flamey blades lighting up in almond shaped eyes(big almond shaped eyes, maybe 2-3 inches wide). During this happening, they inserted very potent fear going up from the base of my chakras, to my throat chakra, where it felt like a severe burn feeling. The burn felt kind of good, but I know it was a very bad thing. I was disoriented for days afterwards, and no longer heard melody while making music. I needed AI assistance to simulate what I'd come up with for making music to hear melody while making music....
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Another time I saw an 'alien' was a government PLF (small grey hybrid). It was standing in my hallway when I walked from my room to the stairs. I saw it's illuminated eyes in my peripheral vision but kept walking because I felt synthetic fear coming over me and knew I was not into the ride that may be coming if I approach this being... I walked down the stairs a little faster but shortly after I was feeling normal again.
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One day in 2012 I was speaking to various feline ETs telepathically(impersonations by AI or not, I am unsure). Anyway it got to the subject that I have conquered fear. They were a little skeptical. They IIRC asked if I would show them I have conquered fear... I obliged. They asked me if I wanted to see their eyes(one of them) and experience synthetic extreme fear. I was fine with it. It was dark in my room, they said look under your bed, so I did. When looking under there I saw 2 very bright small almond shaped eyes looking at me coupled with extremely intense fear in my chakras. Afterwards after collecting myself they were like: "well[while monitoring me no doubt]?" I asked for it again and to see their eyes again, and they concurred I had conquered fear. They showed me their eyes again but the fear was much lower... I kind of liked the fear in that circumstance. I found it exhilarating. In general I try to not have fear energy in my chakras though... So I wouldn't want many experiences like that...
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One of my favorite telepathic Aspects is Ma'at. I made a thread about her here: https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...versal-Aspects
Anyway, one of the times I was experiencing Ma'at and simulations of people in events that will transpire after global first contact... Ma'at gave me a telepathic lie detector. It was embedded into my conscious stream being a ribbon like layer of understandings being fed to me while focusing on someone talking etc. Was interesting. I've been shown little bits of what ETs have for telepathic interactions...
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One Experience I remember when I was interacting with beings claiming to be 'The Elohim'. Most of it was deleted from my memory other than some minor bits of experiences. The color dark green is something I related to them. Not their skin color or anything. Just their energy. The way they put it with their Ai was "Would you like us to DJ reality to you?" They were speaking my own language so to speak. There is an old saying, maybe it isnt old and I just came up with it(i forget) 'you say uno in mexico'. My ET contacts have relayed to me they like that quote... They (at least CAN)use the contactees vocab with their own AIs... Anyway I experienced them DJing my reality a bit... They were controlling street lights, making them flicker on and off, and fluctuating energy to the lights going on and off to my mind. It was a sweet experience.
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Another experience I had with beings claiming to be 'the Elohim'. They put this extremely zen energy to my 3rd eye and created a very distinct extension of my 3rd eye coming out of my head and flowing outward from the center of my forehead and out. It's hard to explain... It was like amazing feeling energy coming out of my third eye like a foot or two out of my third eye coming through my forehead.. It was quite an experience.
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One night during a time when I was getting just absolutely beamd with telepathy at all hours of the day, 2 beings claiming to be Anunnaki telepathically contacted me. They were reptiles and identified themselves as such, but used human forms to my mind's eye. The male one threatened me pretty acutely. And mind controlled me to feel beneath him...
The female Anunnaki, basically used this form to me when speaking:
But more sexy, and she had red eyes. Anyway.... I forget exactly how this transpired but eventually she started giving me orgasmic energy technologically... There was no mess whatsoever. I was just sitting there while my base chakra and this amazing orgasm feeling that felt like golden shards of chakra energy flowed like 7-9 times in a row(I forget exactly how many now unfortunately, the memory is damaged). I'm not sure why they gave me this experience. Maybe just so I speak of it and people think it's odd or think I'm shady or something... I personally loved it. It's possible it was not any Anunnaki. Either way I enjoyed that experience.
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I have had my mind blown by ET methodology of the concepts and meanings that can be attached to lines and squares and things like those. The line was in particular something I was struck mentally by. I can't remember most of the details… But I do remember a line being related to a graph of 100%, and certain concepts related to 100%. I probably shouldn't even mention it as I am not able to relay it like they did and it might sound like junk. lol. Maybe you will just have to take my word for it. ETs can blow your mind to what they can relate to the concepts behind 'a line'. It's really meant for telepathy...
Anyway.... I will do many more experiences of mine in this thread, especially if people show interest in hearing such. I have so many I could sit here for weeks trying to remember them all... But I'll start with that bit.




" They asked permission to take control of my eyes to point them in the proper area of the sky, knowing them I said yes. They took control of my eyes and made me look up to a region of the sky, and suddenly a streak of blue light flys out of our atmosphere.
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