My Ascension in 2012 (Not what you'd expect)

[Omni]

As some on Avalon may have noticed, I was absent from Avalon most of 2012. I was having another set of experiences where I was barraged by telepathy at almost all hours of the day(Many of which were illusions but that is a different story). I also had some amazing unforgettable experiences so it wasn't all bad... I will share what I consider a kind of ascension I experienced as result of my experiences... It might not be what people perceive as your typical ascension, but I think I did ascend that year in ways...

2012: Torture Ascension Year for me… A year with literally hundreds of thousands of tortures bestowed upon me…One thing from hundreds of thousands of tortures, I have ascended because of it in ways... I have grown very resistant to torture... And I can find some suffering spiritual now. I for the most part no longer have an emotional reaction to most negative things as result of the abundance of my tortures. Things in the past that would get to me in ways, no longer have much of an effect. I however have remained youthful in my mind. I still have a good(IMO) outlook on life, and in all my tortures I do not believe I have fractured from them(after re-analyzing my past)... At this point most of my tortures are water off a ducks back. It's just a normality to me now. I feel a lot of the strategy in torturing someone is no longer effective in doing such to me. I feel maybe I was a ginea pig of the US gov in ways with all these tortures. I have never heard of any TI(targeted individual) experiencing anywhere near the volume of tortures I have received...

In 2012 I would say approx 50% of the seconds in a day, any day in 2012, I was being tortured via advanced technology. I think my soul has in ways become resistant to torture. Since 2007 I have been tortured (if you count minor tortures) over 400,000 times(rough estimate and I am rounding down here).

You might not call this an ascension. Maybe the better word is transcendance. I made a song I (recently)named Transcendance Through Tribulation in 2007 right before all this stuff started happening to me. It is here:
https://omnisense.bandcamp.com/album/atheist-angels

#12 there(i guess thats obvious)...

One particular torture was hard for me, and still is if they do it. And that is chakra tortures. Any conceptual energy can be put into chakras and it is very identifiable energy... One month, most minutes of the day I was experiencing the energy of "Soul Destroyed" in my heart chakra, and being fear mongered that my soul mate would have her soul destroyed... Trust me I wouldn't be affected by this naturally. It took severe mind control to get me into that matrix.... I'll spare the rest of the tortures but I thought some might be interested in that bit...

So, that was my ascension in the year 2012....

[joeecho]

Pretty amazing that you are able to articulate your experience in such detail. Were you able to articulate what was going on as it was happening within yourself or did you have to put it all together after all or parts of the process had passed?

Sometimes a person has no or little clue what is happening to them until they are clear of the fog/ clouds.

[dim]

Somebody had to say it isn't it, all of what many of us going throughso, thank you Omniverse

[Omni]

Posted by joeecho (here)
Pretty amazing that you are able to articulate your experience in such detail. Were you able to articulate what was going on as it was happening within yourself or did you have to put it all together after all or parts of the process had passed?

Sometimes a person has no or little clue what is happening to them until they are clear of the fog/ clouds.

During much of it I was being severely mind controlled to believe the illusions they were serving me. So I was in kind of a fog you could say... It wasn't until I was finally allowed some (somewhat)natural thought that I broke the programming. But during things like the chakra tortures I was totally aware of what was going on, and anyone would be I assume. It's kind of hard to ignore the energy of 'rape' or 'soul destroyed' in your heart chakra at severe levels, so intense it is painful. I did learn from some of it looking back at it. But what alarms me is I absolutely knew they could impersonate my contacts, yet I still believed it was them(Andromedans) when they were being impersonated. I wasn't allowed the thought that they could be impersonated, even though I had thoroughly learned that already through experience as well as warnings from ETs.

I posted a couple wacky threads about Andromedans in danger etc during this time while I was under an engineered psychosis... They were safe the entire time... They just couldn't speak to me to dislodge the illusions.

I had all sorts of interesting experiences during this time, for example telepathic interaction with a serpent race who were considered "Hallowed" by the ones who created them. They did not evolve that way they were engineered was the story. Their energy was kind of 'cool' to experience... Even though they were the lords of sacrificial acts(an illusion i believe) to me, and they burnt my heart chakra plenty of times. I'm not sure you can permanently effect the heart chakra by this type of burning. It seems the energy flows eventually grow back to their normal levels.... But at the time I thought my heart chakra was being permanently damaged...

Overall 2012 was a pretty bad year for me. Most of the year I was in a illusory reality of various Gods doing things to me and interacting with me. The reality they gave me was a very well thought out one. It involved an ascension process where beings became a God of a universe if they were suitable for that role. One tidbit was they said at the end of a universe all the souls are combined and it becomes a God of a different universe... The best illusions are based on reality to some degree I have found. They all stem from reality but are often derivatives. I am not being allowed to come up with an example, although I'd love to...

I find the more intelligent a person is, the more elaborate and intelligent the illusion is that they propagate... I've been through a labyrinth of illusions, and in the end became stronger and better at identifying illusions they do... However any learned experiences can be negated with mind control... A hard lesson that one was...