I was partially possessed by more than one entity when I was about 3 years old, and was not able to free myself from it without intervention from a woman who had skill in that area, but that was not until I was in my late 20s.
The possession took place because my father, who was an alcoholic and no doubt harbored entities himself, scolded me harshly and sent me sobbing to my room, the first time that I had experienced such treatment that I can recall.
Up until that time, I had been living in a fairly magical realm of innocence, but that all changed in an instant.
I found myself being controlled by a foreign energy that barely permitted me to breathe, and a good part of my energy thenceforward for many years was spent in combat with it, trying to win back my own free will.
The woman who "exorcised" me responded to letters in which I questioned her about the nature and origins of such beings.
She said the type of entities that had tried to possess me had no souls, and that some such entities were actually created by families such as mine.
And she said that some kinds of entities entered people because they indulged in alcohol and drugs, irresponsible behavior, etc. such as the ones that my father was harboring, and that those entities had jumped from him to me when the opening occurred due to my trauma.
I was one of 5 children, and 3 of my siblings committed suicide when they reached adulthood.
My parents were both chronically depressed, and my mother attempted suicide when I was nine, and nearly succeeded.
I had many psychic readings over time, one in which I was told that my siblings had incarnated together because they had committed suicide in past lives, and had incarnated together into my family to be mirrors for each other, to help them find another way of dealing with their problems.
But the combined, codependent energies of their karma, my parent's karma, and their parents' karma created a kind of entity which got passed from sibling to sibling after each committed suicide, and had become stronger than any one of them.
My schizophrenic eldest sister was the first to go, then my next eldest sister, and finally my brother.
I had not stayed close to my siblings and had not had contact with them or my parents for many years, but when my brother took his life, when I was in my 30s, the entity entered me and I became suicidal, and actually made two halfhearted attempts at suicide myself.
Fortunately, in time I was able to release myself from the entity without outside help (at least, any help that I was aware of), and I think it was simply by going through the cathartic process of attempting and failing to kill myself, and then simply accepting that that wasn't really what I wanted to do.
Another time, I had an experience with 3 discarnate souls who had just left their bodies.
Two friends and I were tripping on LSD and meditating together late one night when we heard a distant siren, which was not unusual, but soon after, I became aware of the soul of a woman who was terrified and who latched onto me when she became aware that I was aware of her.
Her fear was palpable and so intense, it was overwhelming me.
I told my friends what I was experiencing, and asked for their help.
They tuned into me and immediately felt her presence too.
Then we all sensed two other souls, young children, it seemed, who were clinging to the woman and trying to get her attention.
We tried sending them all love, but it didn't help, so we decided to say the Lord's Prayer and send them to the Light.
That worked, and we could actually feel them going to the Light, which was a huge relief for all of us.
The next day, there was an article in the paper about a woman and her two young children who had died tragically in a house fire the night before not far from where we lived.
We felt sure those were the souls who had come to us for help.
So in my experience, there are entities than can cause great harm, but that have no souls and do not suffer when "they" are cut off from their sustenance, but simply cease to exist, which is the best outcome.
"They" are not created with any valid purpose, but are simply "miscreations" and have no value to Life, except perhaps as recycled material of some kind.
But my feeling is that "they" simply return to the Void, which is where "they" belong.
Others are actually souls trapped in this dimension by trauma or confusion and may simply need help to continue on with their journey.
Existence is full of an endless number of things...I don't think any one of us can possibly know all there is to know about such a complex subject, and so there is really no point in arguing about the validity of our individual experiences and opinions about reality, though we certainly don't need to agree.
What I have always wanted to know is, how do we free ourselves of fear, and does fearlessness really protect us from such attacks?
It seems that innocence is not enough.
Does innocence plus wisdom equal fearlessness?
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