Are the Greys and Pleiadians "fighting" over me?

[AmberButtermilk]

I apologize if this sounds totally arrogant, and I greatly appreciate anyone who bothers to read this. I posted another thread about feeling that I have two extraterrestrial planetary origins - Orion and Pleiades - and asked if it is possible that I come from both. I asked this because I am very involved with lightworking and have always been incredibly (and increasingly) spiritual since childhood (Pleiadians), but feel a VERY strong pull toward Orion lately (where the Greys supposedly? come from [Bellatrix?])

I can give details or stories of the bizarre encounters and suspicious occurrences throughout my life that hint I was being watched by both species, but for now, I will give only a story of when I was an infant (that may or may not be relevant), and then skip to the present.

According to my mother, when I was a baby (about one year old), there was one day where she was sitting downstairs watching tv while I was upstairs taking a nap in my crib. She was overcome with an AWFUL feeling that she should go check on me. When she went into my room, she saw that I was not in my crib, and that our porch door was open. She ran outside and saw me on the VERY edge of the porch, one leg already OFF the porch, about to fall two stories onto concrete. To this day, she has no idea how I got out of the crib or how the door was opened.

Now to the present -
Last month, I noticed myself longingly looking up at the night sky more often. I'd always believed in aliens but I never bothered to actually look into them. One particular night I had a strong urge to start watching documentaries. I logged onto my Netflix and quickly noticed The Hidden Hand: Alien Contact and the Government Cover-Up. I excitedly played it, but made sure to keep on my skeptic goggles.

Everything that ever confused me seemed to fall into place. I entirely absorbed what I felt was true and gained a different perspective of life. I always knew that it was possible aliens were among us, but now seeing PROOF, I felt...relieved. I began speaking out loud to the aliens during the documentary, saying I'm "onto them" and making playful jokes.

That same night, I had a dream that I was visited(?) by a tall white/grey alien. I don't remember where we were, just that it was a large, poorly lit room. The alien looked like what you'd expect a typical Grey would look like, except it was approximately 6 ft rather than 3-4. He was wearing some sort of robe/cloak and spoke to me telepathically with feelings. I don't remember what the actual message was, but it SEEMED to come with an overall feeling of general peace. I was frightened for the first second or two, and then felt neutral once he communicated non-hostility. I believe he was asking permission for something or giving me notice of something I would be involved with. Whatever it was, I believe I gave consent. He looked like these guys:





When I woke up in the morning, I immediately noticed that my throat tasted metallic similar to when you run for too long, and that my mouth tasted like blood. It was strong. I can't simply say that my throat tasted like blood, it was just...more metallic than that. I don't know how else to describe it.

Two or three nights later, I had an experience that I am unsure whether it was was lucid dreaming, paralysis, or real life. I know what each feel like separately, and this felt like a combination of all three. Regardless, in this state, I "woke up" and was lying on the couch where I had fallen asleep in real life. I could feel multiple entities around me. I could not see them, but I knew they were there. They "felt" about 3 ft tall with a mischievous attitude. I felt scared the whole time not because of what they might do to me, but because I couldn't see them. It also made me somewhat angry. I don't remember what happened otherwise.

The next day, I walked into my garage, where my family stores everything we don't want to deal with. Immediately upon entering I noticed this newly up-front box staring at me:



I drew this when I was around 8-10 years old (I also remember thinking the hand was too small).

I continued to feel connected to the Greys during this month, but I also felt immensely connected to the Pleiadians. When I did a tarot reading, I asked a question concerning who I should be extending my love to and if I'm crazy for getting so caught up in the concept of aliens, and I received the answer that I was serving too many masters. I was/am not sure if this was Spirit telling me to stop focusing on alien life, or if it was the Pleiadians telling me to cease association with the Greys. Either way, I decided with all the terrible abduction stories about the Greys, I should get back to focusing only on putting faith in light and love, and not whatever message possibly hostile beings may have.

I was doing quite well ignoring the idea of Greys attempting to contact me, and directed my attention and love towards Spirit, always keeping in mind the Pleiadians may be part of my life as well. Then within this past week I began noticing many references to Orion's belt outside of my extraterrestrial research. The other night, I was looking out my kitchen window and noticed a very bright pulsating star, and I felt as though something was watching me. I said out loud, "if you're watching me, please let me know. I really want to know." I quickly received an impulse to look out a different window for a better view. I went to the bathroom, looked up out the window, and immediately saw Orion's belt. This was honestly the first time I'd ever noticed it. I always avoided looking at the stars for too long because it upset me and made me sad that I couldn't be out there.

There have been some other unlikely occurrences this past month, but none that I can definitely associate to one species over the other (none that I can remember right now at least).

I'm not sure if I articulated this well and I'm probably forgetting some major details, but thank you so much to anyone who attempts to give clarity to my story!

[onawah]

You might want to post a link to your post on Simon Parkes' thread for Qs and As at:
https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...d-other-aliens.
...and GoodETtxsg's discussion thread at:https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...-Whistleblower

[Tyy1907]

I once had a dream where somebody was showing me Orions belt in the sky. Clear as day pointing it out to me. I still don't know the significance of it. Perhaps I had an incarnation there before.

[AmberButtermilk]

I once had a dream where somebody was showing me Orions belt in the sky. Clear as day pointing it out to me. I still don't know the significance of it. Perhaps I had an incarnation there before.

Try talking to it and see what happens! Two nights after I noticed it, I saw my first UFO. It was a bright red pulsating ball ascending in a straight path up into the clouds where the belt was when I first noticed it. Although I'm not sure where the belt was at the time I saw this because it was too cloudy, and I never know where stars are at any given point anyway.

[ghostrider]

The splinter group of the plejaren came to earth , were driven off, they fled to Orion , they returned after extending their lifespans to thousands of years , setting themselves up as creators of creation , altering humanity genetically with short lifespans and the aggression gene enhanced ... some on earth have roots in Orion ... some have roots in Lyra both are from the lineage of Henoch/Nokodemjon ... over time they developed a degree of spirituality and decided to leave Earth mankind to natural evolution ... some of them returned to the pleadies where they live in an allied population of peace and liberty ... earth has had so many comings and goings that many here are from diverse worlds and galaxies originally ...

[Tyy1907]

Posted by ghostrider (here)
The splinter group of the plejaren came to earth , were driven off, they fled to Orion , they returned after extending their lifespans to thousands of years , setting themselves up as creators of creation , altering humanity genetically with short lifespans and the aggression gene enhanced ... some on earth have roots in Orion ... some have roots in Lyra both are from the lineage of Henoch/Nokodemjon ... over time they developed a degree of spirituality and decided to leave Earth mankind to natural evolution ... some of them returned to the pleadies where they live in an allied population of peace and liberty ... earth has had so many comings and goings that many here are from diverse worlds and
galaxies originally ...

When did the Reptilians come into play?

[David Allen]

Hello AmberButtermilk:

You did a great job of explaining things which typically cannot be explained.

I can comment only from my own experiences. Personally, I have found it very helpful to not try to "figure things out". Instead I absorb as much as I can, and await more unfolding of experience. It always happens! Then, what did not make sense before, makes sense. I put my energy into allowing rather than figuring. I hope this helps.

[ghostrider]

Posted by Tyy1907 (here)

Posted by ghostrider (here)
The splinter group of the plejaren came to earth , were driven off, they fled to Orion , they returned after extending their lifespans to thousands of years , setting themselves up as creators of creation , altering humanity genetically with short lifespans and the aggression gene enhanced ... some on earth have roots in Orion ... some have roots in Lyra both are from the lineage of Henoch/Nokodemjon ... over time they developed a degree of spirituality and decided to leave Earth mankind to natural evolution ... some of them returned to the pleadies where they live in an allied population of peace and liberty ... earth has had so many comings and goings that many here are from diverse worlds and
galaxies originally ...

When did the Reptilians come into play?

the plejaren say human reptoids are a real species , there is some talk that they were here long before anyone else , your talking over 22 million years ... they have given a list of life forms in the universe they are aware of ...http://www.futureofmankind.co.uk/Bil...known_universe

[justntime2learn]

Likely the Pleiadians are fighting for you and not over you

They know You have freewill and would unlikely interfere with any of Your decisions.

Namaste
Love & Light <3

[AmberButtermilk]

I have found it very helpful to not try to "figure things out". Instead I absorb as much as I can, and await more unfolding of experience. It always happens! Then, what did not make sense before, makes sense. I put my energy into allowing rather than figuring.

I agree. You should look at the quote in my profile! You kind of just said it with different words. Still, it's so hard not to try to figure things out

[AmberButtermilk]

Likely the Pleiadians are fighting for you and not over you

Lol yes, that's what I was trying to say If this is real, I don't know what to make of the greys then. I can't know whether they really do have neutral intentions or if I'm being manipulated. As a child, there were many times I woke up naked with my clothes on the floor or with my clothes on backwards. Maybe I was a weird sleeper, or maybe there was something else going on. I certainly don't want to be an experiment.

[Lysaur]

I think you have a good vibe of a positive soul. Orion Federation aliens are usually known to be more tyrannical and controlling, essentially evil in our human perspective. Greys are often used by reptilians and *milab* groups as avatars, like scuba suits in our reality. But I've heard there are like a hundred different kinds of greys. Some sources I've read too say that there are more evil groups from the Pleiades too. And the internet and research field is saturated with disinfo and conflicting stories, so it's important not to be too prejudiced in labelling groups as good are bad, because it's hard to be sure. Even on our one planet Earth, with different human races, people are very different.

You just have to listen to your own natural wisdom of what's right and wrong.

I used to think I was related to the Greys when I was 16 and started researching and 'waking up' to the wonderful world of aliens lol. But maybe that was just a thought implant to get me to support a group of trickster aliens who might reveal themselves in the future. Actually, around that time I remember being on a metal table surrounded by beings, where I was hit on the head and electricity shocked my body from head to toe. That kind of thing is reported in mind control, and I think, perhaps, this was a procedure used on me to manipulate my mind. Maybe because I was reseaching and learning, some spiritually-negative/dark groups wanted to deter me? I think a lot of abductions and encounters are procedures done to affect our minds, like different aliens are at war, and it is a spiritual battle on earth, where they mess with humans. We are in a tug of war of higher dimensional forces and groups, but there seems to be a higher group 'referreeing' things to preserve freewill...which is why evil groups can only do so much, and positive groups can't jsut come and save you and enlighten you. We have to develop on our own, but if an evil group interferes in your life too much, the good guys will be allowed to balance out the equation and help in unseen ways. The key is to stay on a good spiritual path, ask for help, but do your part.

I haven't seen a short grey, but my room mate saw a tall grey staring me down in my bedroom as I was lying down facing away. He was really scared...

I think I'm a Sirian starseed. I doubted the new age info on star seeds in the past because that field is littered with disinfo agents, but something odd got me thinking there is some truth to it. I found a youtube vid by a woman who described Sirian traits. I matched the personality traits to a Tee. But, then she added this odd extra thing: that they see a blue orb in meditation.. and I'd been telling people I see this when I close my eyes often for years (!). It seems like such an odd and peculiar thing to include ina list of personality traits, so I think there is some truth to that in my case. (some research indicates the Sirians were the wise philosopher Yodas who hung out in swamp environments giving advice to other beings who visited them. who knows...)

[Becky]

Posted by AmberButtermilk (here)

Likely the Pleiadians are fighting for you and not over you

Lol yes, that's what I was trying to say If this is real, I don't know what to make of the greys then. I can't know whether they really do have neutral intentions or if I'm being manipulated. As a child, there were many times I woke up naked with my clothes on the floor or with my clothes on backwards. Maybe I was a weird sleeper, or maybe there was something else going on. I certainly don't want to be an experiment.

This sounds like something the greys would do. And you being brought back onto the roof rather than in your cot.

[Tyy1907]

Posted by AmberButtermilk (here)

I have found it very helpful to not try to "figure things out". Instead I absorb as much as I can, and await more unfolding of experience. It always happens! Then, what did not make sense before, makes sense. I put my energy into allowing rather than figuring.

I agree. You should look at the quote in my profile! You kind of just said it with different words. Still, it's so hard not to try to figure things out

There was a thread that went into different star origins and corresponding personality traits. Orion's were naturally inquisitive in nature, always wanting to know what makes people/things tick. It's definitely spot on in my case and points that direction for you as well