I am finally flying again (How to revoke spiritual contracts)

[Dawn]

Hello everyone. I have enjoyed stopping and sharing here on Avalon. I am finally flying again, and will be leaving Avalon soon because it is no longer a fit for someone who is unfettered. Just in case there is anyone here who is on the verge of taking a flight into freedom I thought I'd leave a path of bread crumbs for you to follow.

Recently I have been doing a series of personal ceremonies designed to re-member, which is the path towards freedom. This means I have spent about 40 minutes daily using my voice to revoke contracts and call back my life force, which has been taken from me (and from all of us). I have also been doing fire ceremonies every other day... something new for me.

I am grateful that Andre Bartzis can stand in the sacred neutral perspective with such impeccability. It is he who created this simple path out of the matrix and into liberation.

For the first week of ceremony nothing much happened, except that I began growing despondent and depressed. Then deeply repressed memories of my many lifetimes began to surface. For me there were bouts of crying, bouts of colon release, dry heaves, and some uncontrollable laughter too. All of this without feeling ill... all a result of stuck beliefs, foreign energies, and false attachments letting go.

I have the long view again. I can see so much more, and I am only partially through my ceremony month. I highly recommend you go to www.galactichistorian.com and download the spiritual contract revocations here: http://web.archive.org/web/201408222...ntract-removal

In order to go through your own personal ceremonies you will need to say them out loud for 30 days. .... And you will need to do your own fire ceremonies, by yourself, every other day for 2 weeks. There are only a couple of other additional items to pay attention to, daily magnesium salt baths, and home made salt/silver/sage pads worn on your neck and sacrum. That's it... simple really... lots of bang for the buck. It is a marathon... but WHAT A RIDE!

And although this has been discussed on another Avalon thread, I recommend you take a look at this series. It might shake loose some of the cobwebs that have formed within you while you weren't looking.

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=ioGxyeyuHco

[raregem]

Would you direct a link or info on the fire ceremony practice? How is it performed?

How is PA unfit for the unfettered? Thanks lots.

[Mike]

We'll see you when ya come back

[hohoemi]

Thank you very much for sharing all that you have shared here, and all the best for your future journey!

[meeradas]

You'll be missed.

[Meggings]

Thank you, Dawn, for putting up a video of Lance White interviewing Andrew Bartzis.
It led me to part 1 of 4 parts that I am listening to (part one is 2 hours, 16 minutes long).
I had never heard him speak before, and many things he says correlate to some of my own knowledge I hold.
So thank you for directing me to him.

With kind regards, Margaret

[Sierra]

Thank you for sharing your bright, and clear light, Dawn.

As Meeradas says, you will be missed.

Love, Sierra

[RunningDeer]

Blessings on the journey, Dawn. I admire your determination to step into the unknown and discover what’s true for you. Thank you for all you’ve shared.

Love,
Paula <3

You’ve planted trees along many threads at Avalon. I learned of this story through you. It seemed appropriate to add once more.

The Man Who Planted Trees

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=KTvYh8ar3tc

[gripreaper]

Hello Dawn,

I have enjoyed our journey together and I have read almost everything you have ever posted here, although I don't often reply. What intrigues me, is you say

I am finally flying again, and will be leaving Avalon soon because it is no longer a fit for someone who is unfettered.

I sometimes feel I may be quagmired in a distraction myself, and imagine a time when I too will have cleared out all discordant energies and have full access to my psyche and my energy and will outgrow this place, and so watching you reach such a milestone, I would hope that the bread crumbs you are leaving us will inspire me to do the same.

May your journey be filled with joy and peace, and may we one day meet in the astral and fly together through the dimensions. Your presence here has been a real anchor for this place and the void will surely shift things. Thank You for all you've shared

I wonder about the energetic vows that I am still holding in my field which keep my energy fettered, and I do believe we need to speak the declarations within a pure space and revoke those vows which no longer serve us with full intent to release those vows. I do think that energetic "trusts" are also very powerful and hold the collective matrix in bondage as well. I do believe we agreed to them.

Will look into this more.

[Limor Wolf]

I am most greatful that my path crossed with your wisdom, Dawn. It was mentioned, but your insistence in the investment of your healing is inspiring, you contributed so much in that respect. Best wishes for flying high and in your rounds you may want to land again and pay Avalon another visit. Many good Blessings ~

[Dennis Leahy]

Hi Dawn,

I know it would be difficult to quantify a piece of systemic/holistic healing, but wondered how your journey of exploration of diet played a role. I'm appreciative of the parts of your exploration you made public - my own gut health is the best it has been in decades, and you played a role in that. Thank you.

I'll not clip your wings: fly high - but not "away", forever.

Dennis

[Deega]

Hi Dawn,

Courageous lady exploring the sacred mysteries of her Spirit, her Soul, Woua!, great of you to challenge that path. I find it quite intriguing, and rewarding as you say.

Dawn, I have read you over the years, loved it, many thanks for your solid contribution here. I know you will find another part of Dawn you've have yet to acknowledge. The best experience to you!

A bouquet of Roses to accompany you on your journey!

[Dawn]

I know it would be difficult to quantify a piece of systemic/holistic healing, but wondered how your journey of exploration of diet played a role. I'm appreciative of the parts of your exploration you made public - my own gut health is the best it has been in decades, and you played a role in that. Thank you.

I'll not clip your wings: fly high - but not "away", forever.

Dennis

Sending my love to you also Dennis. I believe my work on gut issues saved my life to this point. I have had it really tough this time around... unbelievably tough actually. I have so many battle scars that are not healed (yet). Even though the gut information is very important .... the issues really can't be resolved on this level, for they were not created here. I am going deeper (or higher depending on your perspective) in order to resolve them at their root.

raregen: How is PA unfit for the unfettered? Thanks lots.

I am not going to do anything which attacks Avalon. I have worn the 'newbie hat', the 'moderator hat', the 'thread host hat', and the 'visitor hat' here on this forum. The best way I can explain this is to say that I have learned that everything is not what it seems in this 3D reality. Even if your best friend appears to be the same wonderful person you have known for your entire life, looks can be deceiving.

I will tell you a story from my life: I once spent about 5 years deeply involved with 'Open Gate Sangha'. It was started by a lovely man named Steven Gray. When I walked into a room where Steven was, I could feel the love ... it was so rich and strong that sitting with him was a pure delight. One day Steven got an urge to change his name to Adyashanti (meaning: the great emptiness) and within 2 weeks he became very ill. His fever rose to 112 degrees, which is really dangerous for an adult, and stayed that way for 2 weeks.... the members of Open Gate Sangha thought he might die. His body lived however, and when he returned his eyes were vast voids. His personality was different also. Open Gate members spoke about this, and we all felt that Steven had died... the members included his dad and his aunt, who had known him since birth. I sat next to Adyashanti in the first month and asked him directly about his empty eyes and the lack of love emanating from him. He told me that "He had experienced the Great Death and was now free of all ego". It took me another 3 years to see that the manipulative, controlling entity directing the Sangha was not the one I knew as Steven Gray. That was because I couldn't believe my own knowing.

Walk ins are everywhere... and there are also beings who rove from person to person, just like the 'lady in the red dress' in the Matrix.

I have noticed that Avalon is filled with energies I do not align with. In particular Avalon is filled with fear porn. And the more I give it my attention... or resist it... or think about it... the more it feeds on my energy and grows. I am no longer addicted to trauma and drama... I have healed myself from this addiction.

I have decided to walk away from the larger part of Avalon who are focused on rehashing all the scary stuff in the 3D world. I have found a new place to put my energies. I am stepping out of the matrix and healing myself from 1000s of lifetimes. I am moving out of victim mentality and into creative mode.... out of being at effect and into being cause.

The problems cannot be solved at the level of 3D. I must do very deep healing and move into a different level where I can have a positive effect on the dream of Earth. I am ready for a new dream now.

raregen: Would you direct a link or info on the fire ceremony practice?

I spent $9.00 to become a member of the Galactic Historian group where the details are. I can't give you a link because the details are in the members only section. In fact Andrew gives a one hour talk on it. But the instructions are simple.

1. YOU MUST DO THIS EVERY DAY FOR 30 DAYS. It is a marathon
2. You read aloud the revocations, which will take you about 40 minutes : http://web.archive.org/web/20140822225522/http://galactichistorian.com/spiritual-contract-removal
3. Wear a bag with about 1/2 cup of salt, some crushed silver sage, and a bit of silver (an old dime will do) on the back of your neck and on your sacrum. I taped mine on at first, until my skin became sore, and then I became more creative
4. Bathe in a salt or epsom salt bath every night for an hour or so, be sure to put your head under for some of the time
5. Have a sacred fire (a candle is too small) every other day for 2 weeks during your revocation month. Tell the fire your life story. When you are done with that you can make a meal and share it with the fire, draw picture or do some creative writing. If you feel sleepy while sitting with your fire, lay down and sleep next to it, for the fire is asking to do some healing for you. Do this ALONE... NOT with someone else present. You should spend 4 hours or more with your fire each time. Your perceptions of what fire is and how it works will change during your 2 weeks of ceremony. The indigenous people all around the world know about these rituals... in our world we have lost the information... but you can regain your understanding of sacred fire within this short time.

If you follow through and do each step of this simple marathon expect massive clarity, energy, and spiritual growth in your life.

[Dawn]

Gripreaper: I wonder about the energetic vows that I am still holding in my field which keep my energy fettered, and I do believe we need to speak the declarations within a pure space and revoke those vows which no longer serve us with full intent to release those vows. I do think that energetic "trusts" are also very powerful and hold the collective matrix in bondage as well. I do believe we agreed to them.

Exactly. And most of our agreements had fine print attached and were made in the pre birth and birth process. We did not have a choice then... but this path gives you a choice which has power behind it. At one time it was very important to experience non-freedom. However, now is a time when we humans can choose to experience freedom. Now we know what we do not want after millions of years of repression... now we are prepared to learn how to have freedom. Freedom comes with the use of Free Will at all times.

We can finally choose to graduate from the school of hard knocks. But only if we are done with that experience.

[Flash]

Thanks for showing us your path. I have always been impressed by your path, its clarity and your determination.

Go free.

Sending you love, always

With much gratitude

Flash

[Bill Ryan]

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I found that Dawn's links to the Spiritual Contract Removals page were broken (it's no longer on the website), but I found it here:

http://web.archive.org/web/201408222...ntract-removal

The archived PDF can be found here:
http://web.archive.org/web/201408222...ons%20full.pdf

And it's now also safely archived here.
http://projectavalon.net/Soul_contra...tions_full.pdf

[Calz]

Dawn leaving was a blow to this forum.

I have no other words to express such ...

[Bill Ryan]

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I have to say, the Spiritual Contract thing is most interesting, and can certainly sometimes apply. But not always.

Not everyone who is raped, murdered, or tortured agreed to that — at any level. If several billion people all died when a planet was blown up — which has very probably happened in galactic history — that was not some mutual contract or agreement they ALL had, as in some galactic theatrical production.

That's NOT how the universe works. There CAN be agreements (karmic, but it's complicated, of course). But also, there can be just plain interference... in its extreme form, something we'd call evil. And also — there can simply be accidents.

We do NOT always agree, or contract with the things that we experience. (That's the perfect legal defense for any rapist!) The idea that we always do a profound spiritual misunderstanding. It's useful, and valuable, to look for our personal responsibility ('profound cause') in anything that happens to us that feels non-optimum, or maybe even very bad news. That's always a worthwhile and recommended examination. But sometimes, sh*t just happens. It's the nature of a game.

By a 'game', I don't mean anything trivial. A game is an enterprise where there's a goal, purpose or objective, and the outcome is not certain.

Chess is a game. So is a personal relationship. Or a business. Or saving the rain forests. Or Interplanetary war.

When we go out on the 'playing field' (whatever it may be), we DO agree to the risks. But not to the outcome.

I'm a mountaineer, as many know. When I go to climb a mountain, I always know that I might not come back. I'm putting myself in potential danger. That's the entire idea of doing that.

It's like one deliberately puts oneself in a hazardous situation, and then one gets a lot of satisfaction (and profound sharing with partners/colleagues, learning, interest, spiritual growth, even 'fun') — from getting out of it again. Or, maybe, even reaching the summit.

If the outcome was assured, it'd not be nearly so interesting. There'd be nothing to learn, or gain.

That's a direct analogy to all of life. We make decisions based on incomplete information — we NEVER have all the information when embarking on anything, at all.

And if I'm avalanched on the mountain, or fall and break my leg, or even die — that's just part of the game I took on.

It didn't work out, I learn something from it, and then I come back, later, and maybe repeat the process (that's all karma is, by the way — the profound inner drive to complete unfinished business).

I didn't agree, or contract, for that expedition to go all wrong. But it IS totally my responsibility that I took the risk.

[Limor Wolf]

Posted by Bill Ryan (here)
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And if I'm avalanched on the mountain, or fall and break my leg, or even die — that's just part of the game I took on.

[/B][/I]It didn't work out, I learn something from it, and then I come back, later, and maybe repeat the process (that's all karma is, by the way — the profound inner drive to complete unfinished business).

I didn't agree, or contract, for that expedition to go all wrong. But it IS totally my responsibility that I took the risk.

That's an interesting approach. I would say perheps, when one is climbing alone, they can take that decision upon themselves, but even then, it may be that certain data is missing for them on some deliberate hindrences paved on the road. By agreeing to go on the trail, even if not knowing it's obstacles that were placed there, they ARE agreeing to all that is involved. Revoking the initial agreement is a spiritual method that helps to clear the energy of that original decision (contract) if there appeared to be a factor which was not taken into consideration and is not for the best and may even cause harm. If they are not climbing alone, then there's a responsibility, since not everyone are climbers or can do the climbing at all, but are allured to the convolued road by the climber who may without fault think that they know the road and where it leads. .

Spiritual contracts are just an accessory to an inner work of untangling that needs to take place. Thank you, Dawn for leaving these bread crumbs

[Debra]

Thank you for resurrecting this thread Bll .. Had no idea it existed and had wondered what had happened to Dawn. Amazing member, full of wisdom from walking paths ahead of us.

There is I feel a powerful reason that Dawn's thread has been brought back - it is needed at this time because it shows a way for all of us to let go of our fettered parts - to get hot with them around a fire and call them by name so they no longer hide in the shadows to keep repeating the endless mischief and pull backs into self destroying thought forms and habits.

True Bill, sh#t may be thrown at us but it's what we do with it what matters. There's something which Dawn points to so beautifully to change the dream and that is we can do something about it. Unload the fetters of millennia, get clearer and creative and actually DO something about it - raise out of it.

Arise

So thanks Bill, for these downloads and choosing to bring this wondrous trail of breadcrumbs to people like myself to pick up. I need it.