WADE FRAZIER : A Healed Planet

[Wade Frazier]

Hi Nine:

As I have written, I had the ability, training, and opportunity to take my bizarre journey. It was anything but an easy ride, but I am not complaining. I have no regrets. I went through the meat grinder back in the 1980s, but emerged a better person, if wounded. Dennis said that prison made him a better person. Obviously, not for any kind of rehabilitation of a miscreant (I am now editing that chapter – the end is near ), but Dennis grows where he is planted, and got "value" out of being behind bars and having prison officials set on getting him killed. He went through the grinder on a far finer setting than I did, and anybody who has done anything worthwhile in the FE and related fields has known that meat grinder. Brian had his life ruined and shortened, as did Mr. Professor. I was young enough to survive, and Dennis should be dead many times over. That just comes with the territory.

There could be many motivations for somebody like me to keep doing what I do, from stubbornness to greed to ego, but that vision, which I began developing at age 16, is really what keeps me going. I want to help the world head in this direction. It is my life's work.

I am not going to pick on Avalonians. Avalon is a New Age/Conspiracist forum, and it is going to attract a certain kind of person, and not many are going to be interested in what I am doing, and that is OK. As far as New Age/Conspiracist forums go, it is probably the nicest one, which is why I joined. I can only be grateful for Bill's founding it. He learned the lessons that I did, with all-comers' forums. I was planning on forming my own forum in 2007, after months of being assailed by trolls (after ceasing to directly interact with the public in 2002), and Avalon was a very pleasant surprise. I have written how people can attract my interest (but most who try to join Avalon and then contact me, like SL recently did), so I have to see what sites have linked to mine, and just last night I was reading a forum discussion that my Columbus essay ignited, and the poster who first put up the link to my essay got the most moronic responses, couched in those "liberals" who hate the USA and the rest of that tripe. You could do far worse than Avalon.

But I know that I seek needles in haystacks in my work, and if I had found only one needle at Avalon, it would have been plenty, and already, my two first choir members found me here. If Dennis (Mr. Reset Button) ever finds the time to do the work (he is a very busy boy), he will also find a waiting slot at the choir.

FE will be the biggest event in the human journey, by far, and can save humanity and Earth's inhabitability at the same time, and turn Earth into something resembling heaven. If you ever really get a taste of it and understand in the slightest, how can you turn your back on it? Nobody in the field that I respected could, or at least for long. Brian kept going full-speed to the end, as will Dennis. One of the reasons for my posting nearly daily at Avalon is to let people "see" me on my good days, bad days, and realize that I am just a human muddling through my life. It does not take super-humans to do this. Dennis is arguably super-human, but the rest of us are pretty normal, even if one of us was asked to go to Mars. Darren's and Ilie's autobiographical posts, which I will comment a lot more on soon, are just what I am looking for, and I had to elicit those from them as "homework." They modestly were not sure how their experiences and presence could be of any use for what I am doing, and all that I can say is that one day, it may become clearer to them. They have what I seek. Their experiences are not spectacular, at least for the most part, but they have the qualities I am looking for. Not many do, but when I find them, I won't let go.

I have often stated (and it can be seen on this thread) that impatience is my Achilles heel, and a 40-year-plus journey has been teaching it to me, making me a better person. That is what earthly life is all about. So, when Avalonians bomb into my threads who just don't get it, it becomes another opportunity for me (although now I pretty much ignore them and keep on writing), and making my own forum makes it so that I am not going to have much angst about what happens here (for my part, taking any pressure off of Bills' broad shoulders). Being subjected to troll attacks at Scott's forum pretty much rolled off my back, not that anybody should seek or enjoy experiences such as that. They just come with the territory.

As my studies eventually made clear to me, the Epochal Events of the human journey were all initiated by a literal or relative handful of people, and I do not expect it to be different for FE. In Scott's forum, Fredkc made the astute comment that what I am doing is something where the fruits of it may well not appear until after my life has ended, and I am OK with that. As I have stated, if I can contribute 0.000001% of the effort that makes FE happen, it will be the crowning achievement of my soul's journey. So, I have plenty of motivation to do what I do, and while it is easy to judge the 99.9% of humanity that won't begin to understand until FE is delivered into their lives, it has been that way for all of the Epochal Events, so what I am experiencing with my public work is "normal," and all that I could really ask was that someplace that Avalon formed (before I mounted my own forum) where I could lead a conversation that was troll-free, and Avalon has been, for which I will always be grateful.

Other forums could really take a cue from what Bill has accomplished. The Internet's potential is amazing, and I am doing what I can to take advantage of this new tool, while I can. If you had told me back in 1986 that I would have a platform like this, interacting with people across the planet, I would have probably regarded it as an interesting fantasy, although some sci-fi of the day hinted at it. I expect what I plan to accomplish to start slowly, and it may indeed only get "rolling" after I die (but Earth and humanity likely cannot wait that long). It took Jose Silva several years to train his first adult, many years after he had trained children. It will be like that with what I am doing. I especially seek the young, too, and Ilie qualifies.

Time to go to work.

Best,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

I have some time this weekend, and it is back to the vignettes. I may be around halfway through them, and it is on to Gary Wean and his conspiracism. This is a big, important, and difficult subject. Again, if you have a mystical awakening, materialism becomes not only a dreary philosophy, but demonstrably false, just another corrupt religion erected on a scarcity-based foundation. If the limits of the scientific enterprise are respected, many valid insights can come from its framework. Similarly, structural analysis, of the kind that Noam Chomsky and other scholars have performed, also can yield keen insights. I learned more from the body of work produced by Chomsky and friends than I have from any other, although today I would have to say that my learning experience while studying for and writing my big essay may be the crowning "moment" (that lasted a decade), of my "academic" career.

Like science, however, structural analysis has its limits, and it took me many years to realize that both disciplines generally deny the role of consciousness, as they view how the universe or human societies work as being via blind mechanisms, at the atomic, galactic, personal, and societal levels. Structuralists generally deny that there is conscious manipulation of the global economy by hyper-elites. They prefer an anarchic vision, not far removed from Darwin's, where everybody battles for survival and nobody really understands the ramifications of their self-interested efforts. I know better, similar to my mystical awakening ruining me for believing in materialism. During my ride with Dennis, we experienced organized suppression emanating from the local, state, national, international, and global levels. In virtually every instance, it was an attack that came from government officials, working in concert with the media, and they always did it on behalf of their private interest patrons. When you begin playing at the high levels, which means threatening to have a disruptive impact in the marketplace, a marketplace that is controlled by elite interests (in a dynamic as old as civilization), then you get a radically different view of how the world really works. You will not gain that viewpoint from the cubicle or by surfing the Internet, but it best comes from experience.

The problem with structuralists and scientists is that they are often pipe-smoking intellectuals bereft of experience in really trying to make anything important happen, and they can become addicted to their ideological framework (AKA paradigm), and like any adherent to an ideology, they are very reluctant to engage information that calls their paradigm (AKA beliefs) into question. I recently revealed the names of some world-caliber intellectuals who displayed sometimes violent reactions of fear and denial when merely encountering the idea of FE. I could reveal many more, but the point is that they were all, to one degree or another, addicted to their scarcity-based frameworks. It took me many years to generalize what my fellow travelers and I were encountering. After a decade of investigating FE and the frontiers of science, Brian O began openly wondering if humanity was a sentient species. That comes with the territory, and it can become very easy to judge humanity in its willful blindness, even the so-called smart ones, maybe especially those "smart" ones. But judging them is a trap, and the best of us overcame our initial disgust when we constantly encountered reactions of fear, denial, greed, naïveté, delusions of grandeur and the like. To one degree or another, all of those reactions were rooted in fear. That is why love is the only answer that I know of or would recommend.

For those who awaken past sterile materialism and often-blinkered structuralism, the idea that consciousness plays an important role in the universe and societies, far more than credited by Establishment defenders, comes naturally. I already noted my introduction to conspiracist literature and will not belabor it, but it came when my life's work was targeted by the biggest conspiracy on Earth. The ET and FE cover-ups are related, as FE, anti-gravity, and other Epochal Event technologies will come with the open acknowledgement of the ET presence, and that is what scares Godzilla the most. He knows that it would quickly be game over for his evil-minded activities and plans. Elites would become obsolete with FE, just like industrialization made slavery obsolete.

So, the denial of materialists and structuralists notwithstanding, there is very conscious control of the world economy. There are definitely elite groups constantly vying for position, but they all know the game that they all play, so they have a unity of purpose in keeping the game of scarcity, fear, and domination going, even if there are still winners and losers at their level of the game. They know that they all lose if the big game ends, even if "losing" means living in heaven on Earth.

And that brings me to Gary and his conspiracism. His was really the first book that I encountered that could be considered conspiracist in bent, and this will be a long discussion that will probably last a few posts. But for now, I have some chores ahead of me. I am now editing my "vision" chapter of my big essay, which most readers think is the most mind-blowing in my big essay, for good reason. I will definitely publish the next version of the essay this month, and I may not significantly update it for years, as I resume my career. I hope to cover conspiracism in my posts in the coming week, as I continue my vignettes.

Best,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

As a brief aside in these vignettes, I am now editing the last chapter of my big essay. It can be a very strange experience to edit my work, and that essay in particular, especially when fielding reactions to it for the past year. How can anybody read this chapter and think of anything else? As I edited that chapter this morning, an articulation came to me, which I have not really stated before. There are essentially two ways, as far as my work goes, to come to a place where that chapter is truly meaningful and the reader is going to be able to help what I am doing. One is to let go of all of our conditioning and indoctrination by reading my other essays, which take a meat ax to nationalism and other isms. The other way is to read my big essay from the beginning and build one's understanding from the ground up, so to speak, so that when the essay comes to those human ideological constructs, they are easily seen through and discarded. Then, readers do not have to do the work of examining their beliefs in light of my challenges to them, but they can kind of bypass those pitfalls that prevent comprehension of the big picture.

Because nobody comes to my work as an infant and can just begin reading my big essay, and people have already had a big dose of conditioning and indoctrination, both activities may be necessary, and my work is designed for people who have already had an awakening experience. You cannot get awakening experiences through reading. Reading my work is to help people develop comprehensive understandings after they have been awakened.

Time for chores.

Best,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

Melinda the poet is at it again….

Wade

[Nine]

Hi Wade,

I was in church today upon my bicycle on a gravel road...

thanx to Melinda one of the "ladies of the choir"

Nine

[Servant Limestone]

Hi Wade and company,

I haven't found time to post in this forum lately and I haven't updated my profile yet!

It's very interesting to note that Wade and I have some connection to each other. Well, the Pacific side of the United States do have a long history with Asian Americans though the first Filipino Americans settled in Louisiana way back out of some shipwreck as far as I can remember reading from Wikipedia. The great feelings of admiration and kinship by the Filipino masses to the US and the efforts of the Filipino elite in the postwar era to develop some form of a "special relationship" with the United States, which didn't happen, is all because of how the colonial elites were treated well by the American conquerors compared to the abuses of the Filipino-American War to the general population like the massive massacres in Samar and all of that. It's really more of the lower elite, mostly the homegrown and nurtured intelligentsia and military leaders from the First Philippine Republic that opposed the "benevolent assimilation" of William McKinley. The other elites changed sides and formed the Federalist Party, with a long term goal of bringing the Philippines as a US state, which is not going to happen because of the state of race relations in the US at that time. Arguably, American colonization of the Philippines, from a viewpoint of an ordinary citizen, is way better than how the Spaniards treated the country for 330 years. The Spanish priests treated the indios like total children and introduction of vernacular Spanish only started in the 1860s, 30 years before the end of Spanish rule. In contrast, the moment that American soldiers betrayed the Aguinaldo government in the Battle of Manila in 1898 and settled themselves in the city, American soldiers started building schools and teach English to the Filipino children and a massive literacy campaign ensued along with the carnage. Only 8% of the population was literate in 1898. By 1903, it's around 40-42%. We are totally seduced by the conquerors. They kill entire towns that supposed to harbor rebels but those who complied with the demands of the conquerors were richly rewarded. Municipal elections were already happening in 1899 under the military government. They're all unprecedented in our country's history. The Spanish colonizers doesn't want the native elite to participate in government. The American colonizers chose a Filipino mestizo as the 1st Chief Justice of the Supreme Court of the Philippines, one of those who left Emilio Aguinaldo. They let us establish some form of a "free press" in criticizing colonial policies, formation of labor unions, freedom of religion, etc. Unusual punishments were abolished. By 1916, the Filipino elite was dominant in the colonial government except for key portfolios and new leaders were being educated in the American built schools, universities and even granted scholarships to study in the United States. Poverty was extremely bad during the Philippine Revolution. Living standards rose by 300-500% under US colonial rule. Before the carnage of World War II, Filipinos were generally living way better than the rest of Asia, with the exception of Japan. Manila was more beautiful looking and cleaner to live than Singapore and Hongkong. So you see everybody, it's fairly obvious that the Americans really have imperial ambitions in our country despite how an American consul in Singapore said that it's impossible to Aguinaldo. We are that imperial node in seeing that the Open Door policy in China can possibly be implemented with further creation and nurturing of connections with the British and the French colonizers for more exploitation of the Asian continent that we are going to see by the time of the Cold War. It's also understandable how the Philippine population got totally seduced by the carrots given by the Americans and laid the basis for the heroic struggles of American and Filipino soldiers fighting together in Bataan and in the guerilla movements during World War II. The life of the Filipino got better under the Americans. Of course, it all changed when the Japanese destroyed the country and when American planes further bombed Manila, making the city the most destroyed in the war after Warsaw, Poland. The destruction of Manila is incredible. Even worse is how US funds never really came to reconstruct the now "independent" Republic of the Philippines with the Grand Area strategy of US imperialism focusing on Western European reconstruction and giving contracts to Japanese companies for military procurement during the Korean War. All efforts of other countries to build independent progressivist economic programmes like what President Magsaysay was doing in the 1950s in the country was all destroyed. William Blumm listed Magsaysay as one of those possibly assassinated by the CIA in the book "Rogue State". Land reform also never proceeded well, which was one of the key factors in the reconstruction of Western Europe and the Japanese economic miracle. The US embassy supported the landowners, something like what they are doing for decades in Latin America. It laid the basis for the crushing of the Huk rebellion that catapulted CIA supported Magsaysay to the presidency on a faux progressive platform. Nevertheless, it became progressive enough and Magsaysay started to be defiant, which sealed his fate in 1957 through that "airplane accident". The imposition of "parity economic rights" by the Americans as laid in the Philippine Constitution is also a stumbling block for Philippine economic development so the "Filipino First Policy" by Magsaysay's successor, Carlos P. Garcia, is going nowhere. Pressure by GATTS, the predecessor of the WTO, also doesn't help. Diosdado Macapagal's "land reform" is even more limited than that of Magsaysay as far as I know. Nothing is going to happen. By 1965, we are still second to Japan in standard of living despite all of the stumbling blocks for economic development. Of course, when Marcos came and other countries started to do well like Singapore, South Korea, Hongkong in the 1970s.... then China, Malaysia, Thailand and Indonesia in the 1980s.... we're ****ed.

Spiritually, what got me into the Secret in June, 2007 is possibly because of Neale Donald Walsch's Communion with God book's influence despite how I didn't really understand it when I first read it years back. Remember that Walsch showed up briefly in later parts of the Secret, despite how he in the end became critical of the movie, for same reasons you've stated. He probably doesn't have any idea how Rhonda Byrne is going to make the Secret. Walsch is a Catholic as far as I know. I am a Catholic and my parents were devout Catholics. So, there's a connection. Wade, did you actually read about "God's" response to Neale's inquiry about how is it that "it's ok to kill sometimes" kind of thing. I think it's in another book that it was explained. I can't remember the exact explanation but I was convinced by it. It's like that it's not really about killing or something. Anyway, another reason about that is how I started to develop an alienation with the traditional concepts of organized religion related to sin, punishment, judgment, etc. So, in that light, the Secret became sort of a liberating thing because the later parts of the movie and the book paid some form of lip service to ideas that we are all One and related concepts, however brief it is. It also brought me to "quantum mysticism" of the movie What the Bleep Do We Know? Of course, living in a Third World country helped out. We are not really poor but we are also not middle class living in a suburb-like neighborhood too. It's almost that. Again, it's a mixture of a peaceful version of a ghetto and a US style suburb. So, there's a desire to get money. And I can see poverty in this country everyday. I'm also single since birth and despite forming friendships with women, I haven't really courted a woman so there's the desire to get a romantic relationship with the "perfect partner" which you can attract by using the "law of attraction". But the 6 hour Legend of Atlantis TV series or documentary or movie whatever is what got me into this stuff around August, 2008. Some of its messages still resonate to me up to now despite the possible dubious reputations of people that appeared in it. It's hard to reconcile the things that I've learned there with the things that I was doing at that time in terms of looking for personal satisfaction in college life through extracurricular activities, etc. It made me question my life's purpose and if what I was doing made some sense. My family didn't understand what happened to me. That's how I've dropped my search for university fame as a student leader and in looking forward to work in a corporate setting through developing my college credentials or hoping to become an economist and help make the world a better place. I hoped that I can use the Secret to make myself a better person through getting a romantic relationship, becoming a popular student leader, helping attract wealth to my family... and graduate with some kind of a honor. **** all of that ****! My capitalist indoctrination was still there. But I moved away from my former business course because I was swayed by the possibility that I can go work in international organizations or with the United Nations and "help people" by taking up Development Studies. I was naive. I still tried to pursue fame by leading another student organization and I failed again. I was disillusioned. I resigned twice. I couldn't concentrate on studying. At this point, I am suspecting that subconsciously, something is rebelling inside me. Probably, there could be something that is telling me that what I am trying to pursue is not going to be worthwhile for my life experience. Getting a girl at least during that point in time is not going to make me better. Getting accolades is not going to make me better. Getting good grades is not going to make me better. My alienation further developed through how my concrete beliefs in a peaceful internationalist world order is conflicting with the contemporary conditions of the world and I sought intellectual escapism through a forum related to history that I don't want to reveal much because of not wanting to get banned there. That forum actually helped me in my transition from being a disillusioned Amerophile Obama liberal world federalist into an anarcho-communist. I've already talked about encountering Noam Chomsky in one class presentation before I've even met my Mr. Psychology and Mr.Protestant friends that I've talked about days ago. My childhood obsessions also attracted me to that forum. I also remember reading about the Soviet Union and obsessing over its size and creation of nationality republics and being a big strong country and "egalitarianism" when I was in primary school but I, of course, don't like the totalitarianism. So, there's a background. I made friends with Mr. Psychology and Mr. Protestant that I've talked about because of that forum and of mutual interests in Japanese anime, geography, social issues, geopolitics, etc. That's also another thing along with rock music in 2006 and then expanding musical tastes by 2012 that helped me in expressing my growing alienation from wider society. Cognitive dissonance first entered when I've read William Blumm's The Rogue State talking about US atrocities to the world but I never really fully digested it. I drowned out the ones I've read about the extermination of the native tribes and Jim Crow with the thought that how the election of Barack Obama is such a transformative event for the United States and the world. I was very wrong about that. When the Tea Party and the Occupy movement entered the picture, I was very disillusioned and was diving deep into my escapisms. At least I am not joining a gang or doing drugs and stuff. I actually joined a "fraternity" in 2005. I was 14. In the Philippines, most of these "fraternities" were actually gangs in all but name. So I almost went that route. I was also reading New Age material at the same time in the 08-12 period and I was inspired by books of Paolo Coelho and his own adventures in life. It's almost New Ageish and it's almost panentheistic despite his devout Catholicism. I've got that Catholic upbringing and it's something I can't fully escape from without appearing as a social outcast and pariah from family and friends. My philosophy friends are strongly Catholics. I've got friends from other Christian denominations and I also made an acquaintance with a Filipino American who is Jewish. So I can't exactly leave this. I can actually live with this and express my belief in the Divine through this way. So it's not exactly a problem. But personal aims of "experimenting"...even finding out more about Bahai's (the religion of Steven Greer) is not a route that I can exactly go without relationships broken. I have to be careful in that. My father doesn't want me to court a girl who is a Baptist actually.

I was finding out more about US imperialism during one of my escapist tendencies at home in front of the computer and surfing the Internet when I found out about the forum's section about the American Empire. So, thank you, US Empire. Without your abuses to our country and to the world, I wouldn't found out about Mr. Wade Frazier! I was able to digest the reality of free energy thanks to how I was able to relate about the basic component of the Universe being energy and how we are all One from quantum mechanics, "quantum mysticism", New Age stuff... and how the site describe its possibilities and its implications which relate to my love of Star Trek, Star Wars and space related science fiction going back to my childhood and of course how it fits to me becoming a radical leftist and how I couldn't reconcile the materialistic and rationalistic paradigm of the radical left to how it leaves out the study of human consciousness which is what I am getting from reading New Age material. Neale Donald Walsch's description of a HEB society really struck me as a description of an legitimate Space Age post-scarcity anarcho-communist society without the state, without class, without money, without elites, without nations, without complex legalism and pushing it a hundred times higher. Or even more than that. It's even more than the descriptions of post-scarcity by Murray Bookchin from the radical left or that of the Venus Project by Jacques Fresco. Knowing about Fuller before also helped me out. Those people kinda helped me out in digesting Wade's site in easier way. I'm totally changed. In a way, I was very thankful that my life turned out the way it was because a simple change of decisions in something in my life path might totally derail me from finding Wade Frazier's free energy journey. I didn't have a mystical experience on the levels of Wade or Greer or others with a "voice" telling them of making some eventual life changing decisions or a NDE or along those lines. So I was wondering how I got here, if there's some spiritual guidance about this without me knowing. I might never know as long as I'm still not beamed up. But others like the ones commenting on this thread also got here without the same level of life experiences that Wade and company experienced. I remember reading about this scientific experiment in the past through reading Zero Limits by Joe Vitale and Dr. Stanley Hew Len which is about Ho'oponopono, a Hawaiian spiritual practice but Zero Limits presented it in a different way that might be a total bogus. In the book, there's a discussion about how the experiment by Benjamin Libet in hooking people to EEG machine to check their brain activity and how it was discovered there that our intentions were already being created even before we became aware of them. There's a surge of brain activity before the person has a conscious decision to do something. It's around a fifth of one second earlier. It's something along those lines. Noam Chomsky talked about this too in a very recent talk with Lawrence Krauss in the Origins Project Dialogue which I saw in Youtube as far as I know (I was starting to get asleep since I'm watching this at midnight) and he started to wonder about "Who is the puppeteer? Who or What is creating it?" He said, "We dont know..."

Speaking of Chomsky, if you are listening to his lectures, are you guys noticing along with that recent talk about how he always talks about aliens watching us from outer space and probably thinking that we humans are insane? Wade's viewpoint about the possibility that Chomsky just cannot focus himself on stuff like free energy, UFO or conspiracist oriented viewpoints might be partly because of self-preservation, career wise, in the academia.... is probably true. It's about protecting himself, his reputation, the advancements that he thought he made in raising awareness of people and becoming a cornerstone of activism and dissident thought worldwide and of course the protection of his family, grandchildren and even the reputation of the radical left in raising awareness since he's such a prominent figure within the community. If Chomsky is reading this, I want to say to him that I am thankful that he helped me out in raising my awareness and even bringing me to Wade. Wade said before that Chomsky's email response on his thoughts about alternative energy merely says about "leaving it out to the experts". He probably thought that there are real experts and activists on this but his seemingly dismissive attitude about this is probably because of self-preservation reasons. I would like to think it's because of that. He probably just thought that the stuff is just something he cannot speak about in public because of the grave consequences that it might entail. He worked hard for decades anyway in his own way. He doesn't want to sacrifice all of that work to be discredited in extension if he started to talk like a "conspiracy theorist". He probably doesn't want the legitimate looking part of what he is doing to be thrown into the toilet in extension. He already has his fair share of ridicule, attacks on his character, Khmer Rouge stuff, etc. that he probably thought that this is too much for him to handle. Let's give him a break. He's 86 years old now. He's leaving the formulation of solutions to us. That's always been his belief. The people know better than him. He's just out there to speak of things that establishment media and academia doesn't dare to speak about. He's a dissident thinker remember, but unfortunately, there are unwritten rules on how he can express his dissidence. He can only go so far. That's what I thought.

[Wade Frazier]

Damn, SL, that is one of the best posts that I have seen at Avalon. Thanks for doing it. I am way too stretched at the moment, and will reply later, within the coming, week, I hope. If I am lucky, I will publish the latest version of my essay next weekend.

Best,

Wade

[Nine]

Hey SL,

You know I have a lot of friends from the Philippines and they are all Women...wives of my dear male american friends and so they are amazing people and I love them dearly and so they have this love of all things american...

Genocide was absolutely practiced against the Filipino people by the american government during the Spanish american war and like our rock band the "Who" says in their songs...meet the "new boss same as the old boss"...

I can not speak for Wade Frasier but if free energy comes about all of this will become obsolete....as it were...

and so those whom choose to marry americans could freely do so and many american women are choosing lives of gayness and so it goes...and in time it will only be us humans and no race really...as it were...

a better world can be created by us mere humans...

Nine

[Servant Limestone]

Thanks for the praise, Wade. It means a lot coming from you. Take your time with real life, man.

Nine,

I actually have a classmate and a friend living nearby who is married to a Canadian. Her sister was also married to a Canadian who is a relative of the first one.

And I agree that much of what we are looking for here is the total obsolescence of our current way of life that is destroying the planet.

Caucasian men marrying Filipino women is not exactly a problem. I don't have any qualms with interracial marriage. My celebrity crushes are mostly Japanese anyway. Though I create a Japanese version of myself in fantasizing about them. But I agree that it's very possible that humanity can develop into a single "race" with a free energy revolution within 300 years. Our planet is going to become a giant developing village within the Intergalactic and Inter-dimensional Federation under a more direct leadership of the Divine. I say federation not because there's a intergalactic state entity out there but I say the word "federalism" in the traditional anarchist understanding of it.

I haven't listened to much of the Who though I know of them of course. My rock background started with a pop/alternative rock in our country called the Eraserheads. The first foreign rock band that I fell in love with is Nirvana when my friend introduced me to their song, "Smells Like Teen Spirit". It just goes on from there up to underground rock bands. I fell in love with 90s grunge. Then I went to all genres of rock. Of course, as I mellow out on my teen angst, I've discovered other genres. Music is one of my escapisms admittedly. I would love to go hiking and go near nature and be all healthy living but it's something I can't realistically do now unfortunately. It would be a welcome change in my life. Still, I live in a province near the capital city anyway so there's a lot of trees here. And I love cats. We do have 5 cats here. And our community has a lot of pets and animals. I walk outside and encounter a herd of goats eating grass. There are chickens. Of course a lot of dogs and cats. Dogs create some mess in the streets here when they are moving around during the day. Still, it's not that close to the hiking adventures that Wade does and going into the forest. Our country now has a lot of dying forests, largely because of illegal logging and of course corporate avarice. The Japanese are getting their wood here since they can't cut down their forests. It's very unfortunate. As I look around more here in our country, I can't help but think that we are really in a state of global emergency. It's summer now in the tropics and my parents who are old since I'm the sixth kid in the family says that this is nothing like ever before. The Typhoon Haiyan or Yolanda, one of the strongest in history and strongest typhoon that hit land, struck the central part of the archipelago a few years back and caused tremendous destruction and loss of life. The winds were terrifying and can be felt here up north. The tropics is going to be the hardest hit by the impending ecological collapse, I'm sure of it. So take care of yourselves up there in North America. This is an archipelago I'm living in and there's a chance that the catastrophe might cause the Pacific to swallow us up. So there's almost no escape. God willing that this could be prevented. On the optimistic side, I do believe though that we are already in the list of star systems or whatever Ra calls it that is under close, close supervision. Some kind of subtle interventionist mechanisms are being done by our Space Brothers and Sisters to keep us going I'm sure, at least in making sure that the Earth natives can still have a chance to do something. It's gonna be total shameful if we didn't able to do this and it require a more overt intervention mechanism from them. There's a part of me that believe that we are here for the purposes of some form of spiritual evolution. If that overt mechanism came into the picture, it means that we haven't really learn. By that time, we are probably in the middle of a disaster. It's terrifying. I try to "meditate" and center myself out and try to live out my life with this possibility upon my face. It's not easy. There's almost a daily struggle with depression about this. But I have to keep moving. I want to keep moving and try to live my life out doing simple acts of expressing love, in agape form or not. Maybe my next life can be something "better".

[Nine]

Dearest SL.

from the who..

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Won%27t_Get_Fooled_Again

I would to really understand to listen first and then read...as it were...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SHhrZgojY1Q

and my advice is to listen first and read later...as it were..

thanx

Nine

[Servant Limestone]

Posted by Nine (here)
Dearest SL.

from the who..

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Won%27t_Get_Fooled_Again

I would to really understand to listen first and then read...as it were...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SHhrZgojY1Q

and my advice is to listen first and read later...as it were..

thanx

Nine

I remember listen to it before. Don't worry... I know about The Who. They're proto-punk and part of my expression of alienation from wider society came from punk rock. I know of that era. The Velvet Underground and others. Haha.

[Nine]

Hi Wade,

Many upon the alt media are simply obsessed about a military operation called jade helm..

of course for decades in texas the military has held exercises...as it were...

could it go live..

could it be pre planned..

Who knows...since 9/11 and even before kennedy no one talked....as it were...

maybe it is a test of the net or even us...

if something were pre planned how far back would it go...as it were...

nine

[Nine]

SL...

I am at quite a dissadvantage as far as american culture goes and so I missed that particular era due to my adventures in an american cult...as it were...

I missed even the american "Who"

could you give me video of your music upon utube...?

MANY apologies since i missed it...

could be why we are at war now...

Nine

[Servant Limestone]

Hi Nine:

My personal music catalog is quite extensive and very diverse now. It's around 1,000 songs plus and increasing, of course with the help of the dear Internet with the music streaming sites, Youtube video playlists, and the things we do a lot here in Asia called downloading in that kind of way, you know. Hahaha. If Velvet Underground is the American "Who" that you are talking about, they're great. The band is a major influence on other rock musicians by the 70s and beyond despite how they didn't sell millions in the 1960s. Just search about it in Youtube. I can point you out to Venus in Furs and Rock n' Roll as the Velvet Underground songs that I like personally. Right now, I am listening to local rock bands and discovering more about our own band scene here at home. I am just more of a music geek or otaku in Japanese terms. I don't know how to play musical instruments though people back home like for me to sing because I have a natural baritone voice but I am ashamed of singing with my family listening really... Hahaha. I have had enrolled in a voice lesson when I was a child but due to disinterest, it didn't worked out. Haha.

I really don't want to hijack this thread about the discussion of my musical tastes so let's leave it at that.

[ulli]

I share with Wade that autobiographical accounts are simply the most trustworthy,
when it comes to discovering our collective secret root.
And how these accounts then trigger ones own memories, and events that helped in one's formation.
In my case it was studying and pondering why such incredibly talented people like Lou Reed (Velvet Underground) and Keith Moon, (drummer of the Who) both of whom I met in person, became targeted by those destructive forces leading them to drug addiction.
The creative world of London in the late sixties and seventies was something to behold.
I feel a bit too shy to elaborate here, fearing that I would be labeled a name dropper.
But I once had a career which brought me into the vicinity of those extremely free-living and talented individuals,
and seeing them battle with their inner and outer demons taught me many lessons about the importance of keeping an even keel myself.
And it is that narrow midpoint, or zero point, where the secret of FE lies hidden.
But to find it one must allow the pendulum to swing in both directions.

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

I am going deaf, and my music library (which I digitized from my CD collection several years ago) consists of nearly 20K tracks from 1600 CDs, so yes, I can appreciate music, and yes, a music thread might be best.

Well, I just finished editing my big essay. I plunked along on it for two months, and plan to put up the new version next weekend. It takes a few hours to master the HTML version, but the hard part is the .pdf without visible links, which takes several hours. It will be a full day of mastering.

This week will be vignettes, and I plan to publish another one this morning.

Briefly, hi Ulli. Yes, our journeys can be important to others (if only to help others realize that their journeys were also valid – what is important is the coming together, not so much how we got there), and finding the even keel, mid-point, of the swinging pendulum is key. After being forced to drink, I battled with the bottle for 20 years, so I know about those demons. They have to be defeated before a person is going to be helpful for what I have in mind.

Best,

Wade

[Servant Limestone]

I want to share another part of my life that happened back in 2007 when I watched this show in TV back home. This TV show is a "corporate social responsibility" ploy by the TV network of doing acts of charity and granting wishes to people in need. This episode of the show won the 2008 Silver Screen Award of the US International Film and Video Festival. In the first part of the episode (I can no longer watch so I didn't able to watch the second part of the episode), there's a 82 year old who rides a bus from his home in our province up to the capital...then embarks on a two-hour walk in the two business districts of the city. He only has one dollar and a half with him for transportation expenses and almost nothing else. His lunch shown on TV is about two pieces of bread and a juice. I'm going to tell you, it's ****ing hot especially if you are going to walk in the busiest road of the city to go from one business district to the other one. Without resting, he stops by almost every building to ask for job openings that may be available for him. He's looking for just one day job as a janitor or something. He's a former systems analyst but he lost all of his life savings through something, his son and his family died in a traffic accident and he and his family went into poverty. Our social security system is total crap (My father lost an almost 2 year amount of pension through some horrible corruption. It's just didn't there. Marcos has something to do with it.). Despite being turned down all the time, This heroic guy continues his efforts and maintains a positive outlook in life. He gets his strength from his wife, who is nearly blinded by eye cataracts, and his granddaughter, who was forced to drop out of school to work in a sweatshop. I was crying in the bathroom after seeing it. I can't cry in front of the TV with my family around seeing me cry out of some TV show. So I kept it to myself and cried in the bathroom. I have a soft spot for the elderly. My parents are old and can be mistaken as my grandfathers. This is probably how Neale Donald Walsch's description of elders as the major guiding forces of a HEB society resonated to me well. Unfortunately, I'm not sure what happened to him and his family because I saw a blog last year about him dated back in 2009 when he's already 83 years old and he's still looking for a job! So I'm not sure how bogus is that charity work or if the charity thing given to him didn't worked out like how the franchise given to him to sell a canned good didn't worked out since he didn't able to sell or something... so they're back in poverty. Supposedly, the operation for the cataracts of his wife is all free and the daughter is going to get a scholarship to continue studying. That blog has information about some way to possibly contact the guy and I made an attempt using the cellphone number available but there's no response. There's also an address but I regrettably didn't able to go there and find out what happened to him. It's all too depressing. There are some inconsistencies about the information given by him about his family background looking into the 2007 TV show and into the 2009 blog so I also don't know the exact authenticity of the guy's story and the TV show eventually found out that the guy is lying as an asset of a crime syndicate (a popular justification of people when seeing beggars in our streets) or something. I'm leaning on the possibility that the TV network just fooled all of us that they are helping.

Still, The first question that came to mind when I was crying was.... "Why are such things happening.... That's a ****ing 80 year old guy looking for a job! Are those people doesn't have a heart to give him something...?" I was 16 at that time. God Bless him and his family right now. If he is on the other side right now, I do hope his next life would be something better for him. I'm seeing shanty towns, beggars, homeless all the time here but that one, that guy with his life story, really hit me. I can't forget that. I spilled a lot of tears there. I remember trying to lift my feelings up with a large dosage of music blasting into my ears about the local bands I'm hooked up at that time. I tried to drown out the possible uncomfortable questions that might come up... that's I think is what I am subconsciously doing. One of them I think is along the questions of "Why I can't do anything about this guy?" or "Why people (the system) can't do anything about this guy?". And I am a freaking economics student at that time! That event probably played a part in my shift to Development Studies because I want to be able to "help others more" through pursuing human development matters especially economic development. Of course, I am being naive at that time.

I was a bit paranoid about posting this because I remember using my real name in inquiring the possible whereabouts of the guy in the comments section of the 2009 blog and the course I've graduated was available in only 5-6 universities in this country and the student population of the courses are small, since it's kinda unknown and "exotic"... even more in our university and I was among the only 6 students that graduated in that course in our batch. The population of the course got bigger now. The university that I'm talking about with this course is the only one outside the capital. That's why I can't even talked about the forum that I joined before because I wrote extensively there about me being an anarchist and a Filipino. I don't want to get banned there. There's even a link of that forum and my profile there in my Facebook. Joining that forum meant a lot to me. I even deleted the description there in my profile that the literal translation of my real name is SL. I'm just not ready. Of course, I wrote about my real name in the application form in joining this forum but I trust the administrators and moderators of this forum about keeping its confidentiality. Nevertheless, I am still aware of the fact that my real identity and background cannot remain confidential in the eyes of Godzilla and Godzilla might be doing a lot of surveillance in this forum. Still, I'm just not yet comfortable "coming out of the closet". Haha.

[Servant Limestone]

Posted by Wade Frazier (here)
Hi:

I am going deaf, and my music library (which I digitized from my CD collection several years ago) consists of nearly 20K tracks from 1600 CDs, so yes, I can appreciate music, and yes, a music thread might be best.

Well, I just finished editing my big essay. I plunked along on it for two months, and plan to put up the new version next weekend. It takes a few hours to master the HTML version, but the hard part is the .pdf without visible links, which takes several hours. It will be a full day of mastering.

This week will be vignettes, and I plan to publish another one this morning.

Briefly, hi Ulli. Yes, our journeys can be important to others (if only to help others realize that their journeys were also valid – what is important is the coming together, not so much how we got there), and finding the even keel, mid-point, of the swinging pendulum is key. After being forced to drink, I battled with the bottle for 20 years, so I know about those demons. They have to be defeated before a person is going to be helpful for what I have in mind.

Best,

Wade

Wade: WOW. That's an extensive music library! Well, you're more financially privileged and older than I am so there you go. And probably more of a music addict than I am. Haha.

Wade and everyone: Actually, part of the reason I've joined here is the simple fact that I am looking for a place where I feel that I can express myself freely about all of this freaking magical stuff that's on my mind and can't tell to others. There has to be an outlet. I am a long time lurker on Wade's site and in this forum but I can't remain being just a guest or a plain reader. That's why I came here. So, thank you Project Avalon. I'm looking for that part of "coming together" and the affirmation that my life journey is something that people can relate to in some way or another.

It's pretty cool for Ulili to be able to meet people like Lou Reed and Keith Moon in person. Wow. The flag flying on your profile says that you are from Costa Rica so I don't know how you did able to meet them since I don't know much of your personal background. So my apologies. I'm not saying that Costa Rica is such an insignificant place for well-known international musicians to bother visiting for a concert tour or vacationing or something. In fact, I'm kinda impressed about Costa Rica not having a military. I remember reading about it and it's like... Wow. That's what I want for the world. A cosmopolitan, world democratic government with the military obsolete. Again, I was naive back then. So there you go. Rock n' Roll!

SL

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

It is vignette time, and time to resume Gary's tale. Gary was a sailor in World War II and became an LAPD cop in 1946. Gary was probably the closest thing that there was to those heroic cop protagonists in LA Confidential, but unlike how Hollywood movies end, Gary's life did not have the happy ending, as he died destitute and in exile in Oregon, in 2004. Tailing Mickey Cohen and surveilling the beach party where John Kennedy met Marilyn Monroe was just part of Gary's job. Cohen was just the most visible member of the Jewish mob in LA, and the mobsters that really ran the show were judges and others who hid in the shadows or had "do-gooder" images (a great cover for gangsters, as I eventually learned). Ashkenazi Jews are the world's most intelligent ethnic group, IQ-wise, and when they turned to organized crime, they did it very "intelligently," but their "intelligence" is like Max's, so it is of questionable "intelligence." Gary ran afoul of them in LA, and it derailed his career and led to his first move to Ventura County.

Gary moved back to LA by the early 1960s, that time as an investigator for the DA's public defender's office, and once again he dealt with the escapades of politicians, celebrities, and gangsters. Gary was close friends with Audie Murphy and was his bodyguard at times. Gary met Jack Ruby in 1947, after seeing him get the VIP treatment from Cohen in 1946, and when Ruby killed Oswald immediately after the JFK hit, you did not have to have Gary's background to know that something was not right, and a few weeks later, Gary heard straight from John Tower what Oswald's role in the JFK hit was, and it was not as a triggerman. When I read that tale in 1989, I looked into the JFK assassination evidenced, on and off, for the next dozen years, before I had anything to publicly say about it. The bottom line is that I never saw any piece of credible evidence falsify Gary's story, and new evidence kept coming to light that further confirmed Gary's tale. As I have written, because of the way in which Gary helped me in my hour of need, he had complete credibility with me when reporting his experiences. If he said that he had that meeting with his partner, Tower, Decker, and Murphy, I have no doubt that it happened and that Gary reported his experiences as accurately as he could. That is what professional investigators do, at least the honest ones.

On that score, soon after I published that cover-up essay in the spring of 2001 (which brought Brian into my life in a big way), a retired policeman contacted me (when I had still had my email address on my site and anybody could contact me), and he even came to my home and met with me soon afterward. His initial interest in my work had nothing to do with Gary's tale, but it turned out that he was a cop in Ventura when Gary was, and he eventually obtained Gary's book and was amazed when an event that Gary wrote about in the courthouse that cop also witnessed, and he considered Gary's rendition accurate, even though he was not privy to the undercurrents that Gary was. That cop also found Dennis's first attorney (when he was in jail) wandering drunkenly down the street one early Sunday morning, and instead of arresting him for being drunk in public, he shepherded him home. I could write for quite some time on independent corroboration of the events that Gary wrote about in that book, but that cop's testimony will soon be relevant.

As Gary's wife told me, Gary was a fighter, not a lover, but he was from the old school and believed that just laws fairly enforced could make the world a better place. When he began having his life wrecked because he innocently was caught in the crossfire of evil deeds (Gary was asked to help frame somebody, and when he refused, he was framed instead, which ended his career). His book is the ultimate whistleblower document. Gary did not take it lying down and fought back, using the legal system, and he barely survived a murder attempt, ordered by the evil-minded judges and others that run Ventura County.

Gary's job in LA included surveilling a meeting that Cohen had with a bona fide terrorist and eventual Israeli prime minister, so investigating "conspiracies" and solving crimes was what Gary did for a living. When he began trying to unravel the several levels of evil that he encountered as he battled for survival, his "conspiracism" was actually just bringing his professional skills to the situation that he was enmeshed in. With friends like Audie Murphy and meeting with Bill Decker and John Tower, and with his policeman's background, Gary's political views were predictably right wing, of the paleoconservative variety. Gary was no scholar or academic, and his work reads like Mickey Spillane's tales with a political slant that reads like Joe McCarthy's. I had to take that into account when studying and researching Gary's book. What he said that he experienced, I had no doubts about. His theories and investigative reconstructions were another matter entirely.

Gary literally wrote his book while running his gas station and convenience store, after his career was ruined (and the Ventura County gangsters even stole his store from him, in the end, not far removed from how Dennis's company was stolen in Seattle). He wrote at the checkout counter when business was slow, and his wife typed it up. Not the ideal way to write, especially when covering the monumental subject matter that Gary did, and that Gary was able to even write the book and publish it is amazing to me. Dennis's My Quest was written from his jail cell, when he did not expect to live to see this side of the bars again. Some chapters were smuggled out of jail, and that book, which I doubt can be bought today, is a remarkable document. I understand the motivation to write books such as those. My first book, written for my therapist, would seem stark raving mad compared to what Gary and Dennis wrote under extreme duress. They both survived multiple murder attempts in their journeys, so were cooler under fire than I would have been, although I "passed the test" in Ventura, with Gary's help.

When I first read Gary's book, Dennis was in solitary confinement, Mr. Researcher was in hiding, and it looked for all the world that the forces of darkness would prevail once again. Gary's book was a terrifying read for me back then, and Gary named names, names that I knew. Two names were of the fathers of people I grew up with, and one of them I still keep in touch with today. When I read as much of Gary's book as I could stand, I contacted him and we had our fateful meeting. Gary will always be in my pantheon of the good guys. It would take days to write about all the areas of Gary's book that I snooped into during my studies, and once again, what he said he witnessed I have no doubts about, and nearly the entire book chronicles his experiences, not really his theories and investigative reconstructions all that much.

There is a great deal of grist for the conspiracist mill in Gary's book, and several hundred pages into the book, Gary goes off on Jews. He said that the Jewish religion worshipped Satan and that the Jewish Holocaust was a fiction, and other standard Jewish conspiracy theories were in that book. As I recall, it was the first time that I had read of them. Many years later, as I studied the Holocaust (which spurred me to finally quit drinking the next year), I saw where Gary's views came from, and believe it or not, they were understandable. If you have not studied the Jewish Holocaust in depth before studying Holocaust Denier literature, it can seem very plausible. If you have done the work, however, the Holocaust Denier work readily falls apart. But a "scholar" advanced Holocaust Denial tripe on one of my threads, as part of troll attack not long ago, and the thread became so marred that I closed it. But one reason why Gary believed the Holocaust Denier literature was because Jewish scholars abused the Holocaust to score political points and shake down nations such as Germany. That has in fact been the case, which honest Jewish scholars have long written about. So, flying as fast as Gary was, under fire the entire time and being targeted by Jewish gangsters, led Gary to being misled on the Jewish issue, and I am very sympathetic to how that happened.

When that cop bought Gary's book, I warned him about Gary going off on Jews late in the book, and as the cop read the book, he was ecstatic about the revelations in Gary's book, but when he got to the anti-Jewish diatribe late in Gary's book, he wrote Gary an email, copied me in, and asked for Gary's references that make the case that Jews worship the devil. Gary soon contacted me and we had our last exchanges. They were pleasant and I was always in Gary's corner, but I know that that cop's email triggered Gary's reaching out to me. I was saddened by the whole episode, which all happened in late 2001 and early 2002, if memory serves me (I still have the emails, if I cared to find them).

In 2003, after we invaded Iraq, with Jewish neocons such as Perle and Wolfowitz flacking on behalf of evil (Brian encountered them, too, and what they did was no surprise to Brian), the cop contacted me again and openly wondered if maybe Gary was right all along about the Jews.

That series of events regarding Gary and the Jews is one of many situations like that that I delved into during my studies, and actual conspiracies and conspiracism is a huge, complex, and very difficult subject, which I have been digesting since I met Dennis in 1986, when we were the target of huge, malevolent conspiracies that eventually reached to the highest levels of the global power structure. Dennis had Godzilla's full attention several times, and was soon swatted down each time, which eventually led to a lot of White Hat attention, which I cannot all publicly reveal today, but maybe one day I can.

I am going to make several posts on this issue in the coming week, but the bottom line is that there are definitely conspiracies of a global nature, but the big, important ones are about maintaining the global power structure, and FE and the ET presence are the two greatest threats to it. But humanity's energy practices are quickly making Earth uninhabitable, and Godzilla knows it well, and one of his crazy contingency plans is terraforming Mars as his ultimate survival enclave. That is how insane it is at the top, but cooler heads may prevail, which I am attempting to help spur with my public work.

Conspiracies are merely a fact of life, but conspiracism is an orientation that makes conspiracies the sole explanatory framework for events on the world stage, and that is where conspiracists miss the boat. Dennis and Gary are/were conspiracists, and that stunted their perspectives, although because they were targeted by huge conspiracies, their conspiracism was far more understandable than what you see on the Internet today. Conspiracists miss the boat, but so do structuralists, because they both think like victims, not creators. It took me many years to finally understand that, and the posts over the next week are going to explore my journey into conspiracism, structuralism, and the nature of the reality of the world that we live in. Those in the choir have to get past conspiracism and structuralism if they are going to be any use for what I am attempting. Both perspectives are lopsided.

I have a busy rest of the day, but posts are coming over the coming week, if I can find the time, and I think that I will.

Best,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

OK, I am going to make post 5,000 on this thread, cheating a little here. 5,000 posts, and 60% are mine and 40% Avalonians. I don't mind more posts like SL recently did, and discussing my big essay as part of choir tryouts is what I am most interested in.

Best,

Wade