WADE FRAZIER : A Healed Planet

[Wade Frazier]

Hi SL:

Great post. You are a keenly perceptive young man, and I am honored by the regard that you have for my work. As I woke up, I also realized that I mentioned being empathic in that same essay where I mentioned being "diagnosed" as emotionally centered. Not much of a leap to being called a hyper-empath, I suppose.

For somebody who claims scientific illiteracy, you are seeing what very few seem capable or willing to understand (those needles). Yes, Marx's "material conditions determine social relations" idea is an essential part of my message, but he worked before the science of energy developed. Almost no economist on Earth today understands the role of energy in the world. Their ideology demotes physical reality in favor of social theories. How backwards, and yes, it can take a great deal of time and effort to deconstruct their obfuscating jargon and math and get at the essence of their message. And when you understand it, they put the cart before the horse, and seeing as how John Rockefeller funded the neoclassical economists, you have to wonder how intentional that ideological misdirection is.

I came to my understanding long before encountering Marx's work, as demonized as he is in the West. As I stated before, Marx was a Young Warrior, and finishing his Communist Manifesto with "elites, we are coming to take the means of production from you," is the seed of why those social movements inspired by him failed, as they were based in coercion. For all of its perceptiveness, and I will always be grateful that Noam walked on Earth when I did, the rad left is generally coercive in its ideology and means, and it was actually refreshing to see people such as Michael Albert come right out and admit it. They really do not understand the power of combined positive intention. They have yet to really understand where our power truly comes from, which also likely powers the ZPF.

I have written many times that my paradigm did not really gel until I read Fuller. I was a "seat-of-the-britches" comprehensivist, and it was pretty stunning to see what I had been groping toward being elucidated so clearly by Fuller. He was the professional grandfather that I never knew I had. But he was also a man of his time, and even his conception of energy's role had a ways to go. He spoke of how "ephemeralization" was about doing more with less, and his favorite example seemed to be how tiny space satellites replaced the vast undersea cables for communication. What I did not see him mention was that that little satellite was put in place by one of the greatest energy feats in the human journey. Without the insanely concentrated energy that powers rockets, released in the most precise fashion, that satellite is going nowhere.

A scientific perspective, without all the jargon and math (at least for lay audiences), is the best way that I know of to understand the role of energy in our world. Yes indeed, the materialism and worshipping the "laws of physics" and denial of the role of consciousness is a big reason why White Science is blinkered too, and paradoxically, they seem to be the group most entrenched against the idea of FE, and yes, Godzilla must chuckle when he sees how boxed in everybody is, as they worship the scarcity-based ideology of their choice, and as religious and materialist fundamentalists go at it. Yep, the USA went bat-sh*t crazy in the wake of 9/11. Could Hedges understand my message? Maybe, but he would be the first rad lefty to do so.

Godzilla rarely needs to lift a claw, as we do almost all of his work for him. You could not have convinced me of it before I began my adventures, but I had it beaten into my head in no uncertain terms, and back to the vignettes, so show more of how it was beaten into me.

Best,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

Back to the vignettes and the summer of 1986. Each weekend, I was performing hiking feats with my 28-year-old body that I look back at today with awe. Oh, how youth is wasted on the young! Actually, I got plenty of good miles out of my carcass in those days, and 1986 was my life's happiest year. Even though I was starving, literally (ending that year by fasting because it was cheaper than eating), I was finally pursuing my life's work in earnest.

Those loyalists met weekly during that summer, and that installer immediately went to work for the thieves, became one of the extortionists and testified at the preliminary hearing. The threat that Dennis had me deliver to that installer Dennis made good on, in a strange way. Dennis said that if the installer left Dennis high and dry, that he would never work in the industry again. Dennis "delivered," because without Dennis, there would be no industry, and never was after the spectacular events of 1985. That installer works today as an HVAC man, but he never installed or worked on one of Dennis's heat pumps again, after 1988.

A week or two later, the first loyalist dropped out, and he was one of only two who dropped out with honor. I still may contact him and tell him about how it went after he dropped out. Mr. Engineer immediately stopped attending the meetings, staying home in Ellensburg and waiting for Dennis to make something happen so that he could have a job again. Only my coming through in early 1987 gave him that job.

Again, while it was obvious that my boss and his cronies committed a crime by stealing Dennis's business, I was not hostile toward them and tried to understand them. Because I was owed months of wages, I became a creditor of the stolen company, and I attended one meeting of shareholders and creditors at the same office where I worked for Dennis. My former boss invited me to the office one day and tried to talk me into working for him again. I told him that I was not interested, but again, I was not hostile, and he asked me if I would be willing to sign an affidavit about the books that I reconstructed over those months in the spring of 1986, and I agreed to. Would I do that today? Probably not, but it sure did not hurt Dennis. He was long gone by then. To this day, I do not know if what my boss helped engineer was a Godzilla operation, if they really were deluded enough to think that they could resurrect the business, or if it was simply part of a further scam, like the mob did when it stole Dennis's company on the East Coast. I was still quite naïve, but I was really trying to figure out what I was seeing. Another key awakening moment that summer was attending the bankruptcy trial that Bill's dupes kept engaging in after Bill left them holding the bag. With Dennis taken out of the picture, it was mission accomplished for Bill. Nobody left in Seattle was going to make anything happen.

One loyalist talked with the general counsel who conspired to steal Dennis's company, and asked him about the legality of what they did. The general counsel frankly admitted that it was thievery, but that if the crime was ever brought to "justice," that they would get off the hook by calling their theft a "prank." That year was when I began understanding lawyers and the legal system, and by the time I staggered out of my home town in 1990, radicalized, I thought that policeman, lawyers, and judges were among the lowest forms of life. My opinion has been slightly revised upward in the years since then, but only slightly. I have plenty of lawyer pals today, but they are all from the corporate side, not the criminal side. Corporate lawyers in high tech are pretty naïve, as a rule. My journey would blow them away, and I never talk to them about it.

By the end of July, I was the only loyalist left. I was very understanding of anybody who dropped out, as we had not seen a paycheck in months and most of them had wives and children. I was really the only young buck with no family, who could even think about what I did a few months later: chase Dennis across the continent. When I was the only one left (Dennis had 400 employees in December of the previous year, as they rushed to install those systems before the tax credit expired), but I had been hit by lightning and could not give up, not after the taste that I had.

I called Dennis, who by that time was living in Boston, trying to rebuild the effort with a salesman from Seattle's family, who threw their life's savings into their effort, which ultimately bankrupted them. Dennis kept trying to rescue them and bail them out, but they fought him the entire way. I have seen this many times during my journey: only Dennis can do what he does. Part of his act is making it look easy, and people quickly buy the delusion that it is easy and they can easily do what Dennis does, and if they just get rid of Dennis, they can all jump aboard the gravy train. That might be hard to believe, but I have now seen it many times, and every person who conspired to steal Dennis's companies was really being idiotic, not to mention dishonest. The first dozen times I saw it, I was shocked, and told Dennis so, and he told me to join the club. It was all part of learning my journey's primary lesson, and when the issue is FE, almost everybody becomes an orc coveting the One Ring. People probably need to see it to believe it, and when I hear naïve FE newbies wanting to rush out and "do something," I sigh. It is insanely dangerous territory to navigate, and without an "Indian guide" like me, people can quickly have their lives wrecked. Above all else, my approach is trying to avoid that.

Dennis tried to talk me out of chasing him across the continent. He told me to get a real job and to just wait, and maybe one day, I would hear from him again. That shows who Dennis really is. He never wanted to wreck people's lives or entice them into disaster. He played a crazily dangerous game, but thought that he and his wife could shoulder all the risk, as they worked on behalf of their god. Dennis found out differently, and I do not play the game how he does, but he honestly played the game his way, being a "confidence man" (what a "con man" is), without the sting at the end. I'll never dupe or entice anybody into being involved with me. We have to have our eyes open as far as possible. I know that most who follow my work are naïve, to one degree or another, because they never went through the meat grinder, and I am doing my best to keep them away from it. Everybody that I will work with had to already be awakened somehow, but that does not mean that they had to go through the meat grinder. Not many survive that experience with their sanity intact. I had my youth going for me. I saw many lives wrecked and even prematurely ended, and do not want any more of that on my conscience.

Gung-ho newbies need to go someplace else to indulge their fantasies. Believe me, I know why you see people come to my threads and then leave. It is almost always because the nature of what I am tackling overwhelms them. When they begin to comprehend the magnitude of it, they run away, screaming. I know what people go through when they encounter my work. I have witnessed literally thousands of reactions in the past 25 years. If a people's hearts are not in the right place to begin with, they will never understand, and if they have a love of the truth and can let go of their scarcity-based conditioning for long enough, they will begin to comprehend my work. Otherwise, it sails over their heads. Although the work in my big essay is heavily scientific, I made it so that the scientifically illiterate have a fighting chance to understand, if they work at it hard enough.

I have structured my work to chase away people who cannot and refuse to understand, and it works. Some are inspired by it, but most are terrified, but they cannot consciously admit it to themselves, so they find something about my work to disagree with, or my style, and run away if they don’t attack. Avalon has been an oasis that I have happily lived at for several years now, as Bill and friends keep the trolls at bay. Again, I have no interest in awakening the sleeping with my work. My work can drive people crazy, and I have no desire to do that. Only FE delivered into the lives of the sleeping will begin to awaken them, and I am OK with that. The social approach will not work for Epochal change, and it has always been that way. First comes the new energy level, and then come the social, cognitive, and even anatomical changes.

Back to the summer of 1986. After a couple of weeks of doing what Dennis advised me to do, I could not stand it anymore and told Dennis that I would sleep on a floor in Boston if I could help him rebuild. Becoming his partner was the furthest thing from my mind and really beyond my wildest fantasies at that time. But I finally beat Dennis down and he agreed to take me on. By that time, I had run through all of my savings from my yuppie days in LA, had to move back in with my grandparents, and worked as a temporary employee for a couple of months to save up enough money to chase Dennis across the USA. My "friends" once again set up a challenge for me, and tried to lure me into staying in Seattle, hooking me up with a girlfriend in one of the many larger-than-life ways that they have manipulated my life. If I told you, you would not believe it. Leaving Seattle to chase Dennis across the USA might have been the hardest thing I ever did, as I drove out of Seattle with tears in my eyes, after my fourth attempt to live there. More than a decade later, Dennis let me finally go home, and I plan to never leave.

Within minutes of my arrival in Boston, after driving for 24 hours on the last leg of the journey, Dennis called me an enigma. He did not know why I was there, but he trusted his god to place people in his life that needed to be there. If either one of us had any idea what we were in for, I should have turned around and headed back to Seattle! The very next day, I drove Dennis to a business that made electricity from hot water, and that is when Dennis got his first FE idea, and the rest is literally history.

Time for work.

Best,

Wade

[Servant Limestone]

Hi,

Your welcome, Wade. Thank you too. Is protest politics through methods of massive peaceful civil disobedience can still be considered coercive? In a way, I guess so. It's still in that level. It's still on that level of victim-oppressor paradigm. Not pulling a gun and incur a negative karma might be more admirable and maybe more successful, but it doesn't solve the Zero-Sum Game. I think it's right to say that even the most democratic form of exchanges of resources and information than the prevailing corporate totalitarian model will calcify and result with a push towards centralization and creation of an elite with its own power interests. Chris Hedges always say that before, he always asked himself if we are living in an Orwellian or Huxwellian reality. He concluded that the US society at the very least before is living in a Huxwellian totalitarian regime through mass consumption, etc. but with how things started to got worse from the 1980s economically and the brutal methods of control being used in the fringes of empire now being introduced at the center of empire, it's becoming more Orwellian and the US, with the rest of the world eventually, is going to get that Orwellian reality. That's his conclusion. I think he mean that Huxwellian qualities were more present before and now, it's becoming more Orwellian qualities. It's not a 100% shift from Huxwellian to Orwellian but the focus has changed. And there's no other way but revolt. For him, it should be non-violent, so I want to give him credit for that. But with the development of capitalism and imperialism in the 19th century and the free energy revolution stamped out by the world elites starting that time with Tesla, it's just a matter of choosing if we are going to get an Orwellian or a Huxwellian reality. From a certain perspective, a Huxwellian world sounds rather harsher than an Orwellian world. In an Orwellian world, you at least know that you are being enslaved. There's a focal point of possible rebellion which is Big Brother. In a Huxwellian world, you don't know. You have no idea because you've been enslaved because it's not being done through an infliction of pain but with giving pleasurable physical sensations all the time. Pain is destroyed as an experience and yet as we all know, pain can be liberating and educational. An Orwellian world might brutally try to deprive people of entire words and their meanings but a Huxwellian world will make them available in plain sight and yet render them essentially meaningless. The truth is not stamped out and made invisible like in an Orwellian world but it's rendered abandoned in a sea of distractions. Since they were abandoned, they became invisible because their essential meaning to your life is gone. Pre-Brave New World literature and works as far as I can remember are not exactly banned. But they became invisible and abandoned because people no longer look for them.

I tried to associate Chris Hedges with the idea of being emotionally centered and empathic because I remember him crying at the end of one lecture when he read an excerpt from his book; Days of Destruction, Days of Revolt, about protesting in front of Goldman Sachs and making him remember his experience with Sudanese children dying of tuberculosis that he also got but survived. Those children don't. And that haunted him. Because those children are dying of starvation. And he always remember that everytime Goldman Sachs jacked up commodity prices of wheat, for example, it reminds him of those children. "They haunt me at day and they whisper to me at night...", He said. He also made a book, I think it's that book, in which he and Joe Sacco went to the poorest pockets of the United States and just bring out the kind of stories that the mainstream media wouldn't do. His life is about making relationships with the oppressed. He started doing this from his college days. He also went to school with the children of the elite before and that closeup experience with them radicalized him. The development of relationships with the oppressed is what makes him sane, he said. He also teach to incarcerated prisoners in New Jersey. He managed to sneak past the prison authorities and teach American history to the prisoners using the People's History of the United States with Howard Zinn. The curriculum he presented to the authorities is different from the one he actually taught. And his students reacted like... "****, we've been lied to...." It's amazing. For him, teaching to the inmates is part of making a "personal penance" against the victims of the white power structure. He has tons of stories to tell.

When I read about your life journey with Dennis in Ventura in the late 1980s and you've encountered the rottenness of the US legal and court system, it already resonated with me because of Chris' own encounters with it through the prisoners. He has tons of experience with prisoners, most of them are innocent anyway. Most of them are also people of color. He teach to them up to now in these classes and he created relationships with them. He even tried to help a class during a making of a kind of a theater play and it was performed outside the prison in front of a real audience including the inmates' families as far as I can remember. And his heart is in a right place, for me. He doesn't want to be a leader of a movement when he was asked of that question. He said it right away and he cited reasons for it and the fact that he said it's not our job to take power and cited Karl Popper on that. This belief system of his about non-violent revolt including not alienating the police and not wanting to be a leader came close to what you want to happen in making Godzilla obsolete through combined positive intention. It's kinda close of sorts. Though we know about its possible impact. But he didn't. For me, his life experience of seeing war and oppression, etc. as a war correspondent resonated with me more than the more intellectual centered life experience of Chomsky though he traveled all over the world for decades and met Colombian and Laotian peasants, etc. I remember reading an article about Chomsky visiting Laos in 1970 and that person remembered seeing Chomsky cry over hearing US atrocities in the country from the mouths of the villagers and peasants themselves. God, I love both of them.

Thanks for reading,

SL

[Wade Frazier]

Hi SL:

In a Z Magazine issue, about the time of those peace marches before the USA invaded Iraq, Michael Albert came right out and said it, that the intent behind the marches was to "coerce" elites into giving up their power. In those days, he also wrote that the only reason that he did not advocate violence was that protestors could not hope to compete with the state in violence, with the obvious implication being that violence was OK, if it worked. Around the same time, he co-wrote an article that specifically denied the idea of Godzilla, on ideological grounds. He wrote the "radical" economic manifesto, Parecon, which did not even mention energy, and was one of the most boring books that I ever read. And Albert is one of the most genuine and perceptive voices from the radical Left. Even Chomsky and Zinn advocated violence. To me, that is one of the limitations of materialist thinking. Jesus's "love the enemy" sailed right over all of their heads, and they are/were all keenly "intelligent" and upstanding people. Even their terminology can be seen to spring from Marx, with "struggle" being a euphemism for violence. I have to hand it to them, making their views as clear as they were. The right is almost never that honest. Those great scholars and activists of the Left helped me understand the weakness of structuralist thinking, and as I studied science, and evolution in particular, I could see where structuralist thinking sprang from: the materialist worldview of mainstream science. What those materialists seemed to ignore was that the greatest physicists were pretty mystical in their orientation.

On Uncle Noam, he has always said that activists know a million times more than he does about changing the world, as they are out there doing it. I remember seeing a picture of him smoking a pipe, in the cliché image of the useless armchair professor. But for all of his limitations as an academic, he is a man of rare conscience, and like others I know like him, he came in that way. He has talked plenty about his "left" upbringing, and it surely helped, but I have found that people are going to be who they are going to be by age three (or earlier – the path that my brothers and I walked were evident from the moment we were born), and if you study much of Chomsky's life, he was a person of keen conscience from a young age. When the USA nuked Hiroshima, he was one of the few who did not cheer. He was writing about the Fascist overthrow of the Spanish Revolution when he was in grade school.

So, yes, Hedges is playing at a different level of the game than Noam has, and when you do that, it "seats" differently. As I have stated many times, without my journey with Dennis, I would likely have nothing worth saying. Oh, I am sure that I would have woken up to some degree on my journey, as my thirst for the truth was always great, but those years were my big wake-up call, and it was not so much about how evil our system is, even though it is, but my big lesson was about how nearly every enabled it, in their scarcity-based lives that almost completely lack personal integrity. Anybody who thinks that my work is all about those evil elites and their conspiracies has completely missed the point of my work. I treat Godzilla like a force of nature (some days it rains, and I try to get indoors when the storm comes), and denying his existence or vigilance is suicidal for what I do, but I seek to make him obsolete, and even redeemed, not defeated in battle, exposed, etc.

Well, well, well, it is time to master the next edition of my essay, so signing off for now.

Best,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

As a brief aside before I get cracking on mastering the latest edition of my big essay, I keep track of the traffic to my site and to this thread, and the traffic to this thread has markedly increased in the past few months, and in the past week, I am now seeing a thousand views a day, which is about three times "normal." I have no idea what is happening, but I have seen spikes and then declines to my writings over the years, but this is a spike that I am not sure I have seen before. We will see how it plays out. Not sure if it is potential choir members or not, or just what is happening.

Best,

Wade

[Servant Limestone]

Hi:

Hedges actually also said that he's not a pacifist and he's ready to take a gun if necessary because of his experience in Sarajevo during the Yugoslav Wars wherein the Serbs are going to take over the city. But his religious background tempered this by his advocacy of non-violence. I think the effects of his previous job like depression and PTSD kicked in along with his survival instinct that's why he said those things and also that he's conscious of the popular imagery of a pacifist, especially among the radleft, that's why he doesn't want to use the word. I mentioned Hedges because I thought that he's already half-way there. He knows how bleak our future is through his own study of climate science and our technological marvels are not going to save us. He knows that even if we stopped using all of those who emit greenhouse gases into the Earth today, the temperatures are still going to up. He admitted that in a practical sense, he no longer sees hope. Things are going to change dramatically. Unfortunately, for him, it's the Sixth Extinction. In an existential sense, he sees hope. But his motivation for his activism is because at least he wants his children to tell people that he tried, if there's still people to listen about it after that collapse. He's very conscious about the cyclical nature of the rise and fall of civilizations. The Judeo-Christian tradition sees time as linear. Other traditions doesn't. That's what he's saying. There's a book where he cites that. The Collapse of Complex Societies, it's along the lines of that. I forgot. Of course, he doesn't know the concept of energy surplus and scarcity behind it probably and that book didn't mention that most likely. So, there are those limitations. And he talks about loneliness, and you have to be ready to be lonely in your journey. It's kind of depressing. But as you can see, he's almost there.

I probably played a part in that recent spike. The Internet connection now since late April, when I joined Avalon coincidentally, is ****ing bad. It's not that bad and I think our ISP which is not good but tolerable in its services is doing some maintenance without telling people. Calling their customer service takes longer, probably because they are flooded by similar complaints. I am noticing that nearby WIFI local area connections in other houses keeps turning on and off their WIFI. Or probably that it's all about the signal from their WIFI spot up to where I am, which is low. I don't know. So when I open this thread, sometimes I have to reload again or even many times just to see everything completely or to be able to reply or edit my posts. Sometimes. Right now, it's getting better. So yeah, sorry. I'm probably along the lines of 50 plus views per day there. But 1,000 visits per day ah. That sounds promising. And this is only now? Wow. Hopefully they do the same way I did, contact you and talk about some stuff here.

I encourage you people. Don't troll too. Haha.

SL

[Wade Frazier]

Damn! That took less than two hours! I have some very cool tools that a pal built, which makes this far easier than it used to be. I'll hunt for any more mastering errors, but I think that I got them all. There is a lot of manual tweaking and workarounds, but the final product looks as good as I can make it or want to.

I could not do this if not for all the help by my pals, and I thank you all. From eyeballs giving me typo, grammar, and other essay feedback, to the efforts of Bill and Avalon's admins and mods, to Ilie managing my forum, to my editor, to even art help, my effort would not be what it is today without all of that help.

I would happily give public thanks to individuals, but almost all of them wish to remain anonymous, for some strange reason. Anybody who helped and wants to take a public bow is welcome to, or wants me to publicly mention them, only need contact me.

Making the .pdf version is also easy, and only takes a minute. The hard one is the .pdf without visible links, which takes me several hours, and I might to it this weekend, but might put it off until next weekend.

Again, no major changes, but my Domestication Revolution chapter saw the most changes, including beefing up the Chinese and New World experiences. I got up to 900 footnotes. Not my plan, but it just worked out that way. I doubt that that essay will ever get to a thousand, but we will see.

I really do not plan and significant changes to the big essay for years, as I concentrate on forming that choir, resuming my career, playing the dutiful husband, and so on, as I turn into an old man. As I have realized in my professional hurricane over the past couple of months, the old man still has it, and my plan is to age as gracefully as possible, and if I am lucky, I can do this in my "spare" time into my 80s. Hell, Uncle Ed turned 90 last month, and an article comes from him every month in my Z magazine, and he still cranks out books. That is awe-inspiring. Uncle Noam is also getting up there, and Uncle Howard kept on campaigning until he literally keeled over.

Time for chores.

Best,

Wade

[Servant Limestone]

Hi:

I actually recommend truthdig and truthout.org as good progressivist/rad-left sites. The Center for a Stateless Society, which is quite left-wing market mutualist, is also good enough. But again, they have their limitations as you've discussed many times. Chris Hedges always write articles in truthdig. For me, they just keep you grounded and inspire you that in some way, you can do some stuff to help people. It might not have far reaching consequences in bringing a free energy revolution, but they help your soul in this lifetime and in preparation for the next one. I plan to do some form of activism, if I can finally get a stable job. I'm still looking for one now.

SL

[gripreaper]

Posted by Wade Frazier (here)
Oh, I am sure that I would have woken up to some degree on my journey, as my thirst for the truth was always great, but those years were my big wake-up call, and it was not so much about how evil our system is, even though it is, but my big lesson was about how nearly everybody enabled it, in their scarcity-based lives that almost completely lack personal integrity.

This is a very salient point. Not one of us can go to the mirror and honestly say we do not enable the imperialistic capitalistic scarcity based paradigm. Even those who are aware of godzilla and how he operates, find it difficult to extricate from all of the tentacles of the beast, as they permeate every aspect of existence, unless you want to just walk off into the woods and never come back out.

There are truth movements, patriot movements, sovereignty movements and the like which are attempting to provide a path for extrication from the system, through declarations sent all the way up to the Vatican on down through the various state agencies all around the world, laying claim to the very energy of the soul and the ability to live on planet earth without being subject to the statutory slave system we are all indentured to.

What these movements don't teach is how to live outside the clutches of godzilla, because they are still trying to survive in the scarcity based paradigm. Until FE occurs, these movements are doomed to fail.

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

A few minutes between chores, but briefly…

I read Truthout long ago (2001-2004 or so), but unless they changed a lot, they are more lib left than rad left. I have hit truthdig a bit, but it is as Grip says: they are all variations of the song of scarcity, and none of them are going to do anything at all for really righting humanity's ship. Unless we own the world we see, we cannot really change it. It is an issue of responsibility. All of those "left" sites see the world through the victim's lens, and their sense of commiseration with the "losers" is certainly a step in the right direction, but it is only a step. Until people don a creator's lenses and own the world that they see, they will keep playing the victim game and putting the power outside of themselves. And creators create with love. Victims hack at branches if they hack at all, while creators see the root of the issues. There are no political or social solutions to humanity's important problems, and when people are trapped into that thinking, they will not get anything important done. The kind of epitomizes the Left, Right, and all political stripes.

If 0.01% of the effort that the left expends in tackling the elites (or so they think - Godzilla laughs at their pathetic attempts that even deny his very existence), exposing the darkness, trying to enlarge the downtrodden's slice of the scarce economic pie, was instead devoted to learning what I have to teach, we would have had FE long ago. I just sent an email to Uncle Ed this morning, but I have never had a rad lefty of any stature give my work the time of day. Peak Oilers are the same, and so on, as they are all trapped in the framework of scarcity and cannot really even imagine what I am writing about. They will actually kill themselves before they can bring themselves to even imagine abundance. I have watched people embrace certain death rather than question their conditioning. If I had not seen it with my own eyes many times, I would not have believed it.

Time for chores.

Best,

Wade

[Servant Limestone]

Hi:

Well, as I said many times, I already understand the limitations of the Left, the Right, and basically all of the ideological constructions that we have politically, culturally and across civilization in understanding free energy. Otherwise, I wouldn't be here. And of course, the issue of personal integrity as a really scarce commodity and using positive intention and love, which is the ultimate answer, to bring a great future for all of us. The New Age community opened that up for me. It's a step.

I am hoping that those thousand per day views here can translate into Avalonians. I am raising these things, and my background and political views because I hope that we can attract more people like me and just start populating the 100,000 choir pool. Maybe the recent spike contributed. I am still on the school of thinking, though, that while you are doing your homework, if you can do some activism in the sense that it's in a positive vibration, do it. It's sort of part of adjusting and gradual de-conditioning. Radleft people can have certain ingrained ways of thinking and actions. And we do have a misunderstanding here given the limitations of the words, protest and civil disobedience, which by their very look means so very Godzilla focused, or so they thought. Still, if it means helping to raise awareness of issues that can come close to free energy especially if it's scientifically leaning, the better. If it alleviates immediate suffering for other people, then I think it's good for your emotional and spiritual well-being. It can carry over to your next life after your current one. Those things might not go a long way in the free energy pursuit, just don't disregard doing the homework, but if it helps you feel great spiritually because you helped people, do it. I am doing my own campaign here for the 100,000 Wade if you notice and if there are radlefties reading, you never know. I am raising these things, as I said, because I want to create further curiosity because we do sympathize with them and I want to attract enough of them. Maybe it is me that's becoming impatient. Hahaha. Maybe this recent conversation helped raise awareness. I hope. I just hope, like you, that most of them belong to the radleft and that they responded to your open letter to them in your site. The victim mentality is indeed a powerful one, but I think it's something that you have to experience first to gain an understanding of the power of creation. As I've learned in the Conversations with God, you will not learn success if failure is not something you can also experience. Hot and cold. Black and white. Light and Dark. Those things. They're interdependent. But of course, an understanding that you are at least a co-creator with the Divine is important along with that step that you are able to sympathize and feel the pain of the loser and the oppressed. The issue is how you can translate that into something that can make free energy a reality for our lives. Well, you, Wade Frazier offered a solution for us. It even looks easy to do and can be way harmless. So guest readers, be among the 100,000. If you think you can join the choir, the better. I am one of you before, but now, I can't keep quiet anymore.

I think we need to consider our possible audience Wade. This is a damn lonely ride. You can't even express things you are typing here to your family and friends. And I think, though it might test your patience or mine, but radleft people can have certain ingrained attitudes and actions, as I said earlier. De-conditioning them out of it is not going to happen quickly. Gradually, sure. That's why I'm encouraging them that if they are already doing some activism, then I think they can still do it, provided that it's something that can align close to the idea of combined positive intention. Making placards and rally in the streets or participate in strikes may be the least productive of them, depending on the circumstance. Teaching to incarcerated prisoners, for me, is something more positive. Or something that can immediately alleviate suffering, even for a while. I do admit that this is along the lines of charity work, which looks more right-wing. But again, free energy is beyond any ideology prevailing on Earth. I just don't think you can expect people to do a complete 360 and just stop doing it, if there are guest readers who are along those lines. Again, something that make you feel less lonely and spiritually whole, the better I guess. Be non-violent too. But make it productive than just protesting. Again, I think this is where we have a misunderstanding because of the limitations of the words. Protest and civil disobedience are those words. I think if you can pick up something from those two but something that can translate into positivity and love without being Godzilla focused, then do it. Honestly though, the word "charity" really comes close to that. It's just that part of making the adjustment or in trying to be grounded. Of course, once this solution of ours pick up steam, you never know, you can start to really go all out singing and do something, however vague it is for now, but as long as it's in the right mentality.

Still, the best way you can do it, I definitely agree, is by doing your homework and sing with the choir here. Or even try to join it. Just don't forget that people.

There you go. Thanks.

SL

[ThePythonicCow]

Posted by Wade Frazier (here)
As a brief aside before I get cracking on mastering the latest edition of my big essay, I keep track of the traffic to my site and to this thread, and the traffic to this thread has markedly increased in the past few months, and in the past week, I am now seeing a thousand views a day, which is about three times "normal." I have no idea what is happening, but I have seen spikes and then declines to my writings over the years, but this is a spike that I am not sure I have seen before. We will see how it plays out. Not sure if it is potential choir members or not, or just what is happening.

It looks to me like the Google Bot changed it's probing pattern, about May 7, 2015, to probe this Avalon thread more frequently, sometimes as often as once per minute. Similar patterns (higher rate of Google Bot probing of this thread) show up at various times during the period of March through July of 2013.

[Servant Limestone]

Hi again,

And my hope of attracting people just drops down. Hahahaha. ****ing Googlebot!

Well, let's be patient.

SL

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

Thanks Paul. I put my name into Google and all the other Wade Fraziers have nearly been pushed off of page 1. Sorry guys! It was not always like that. For the record, I am not that Wade Frazier. Usually, when I see activity spikes and look into it, to the extent that my skills allow me, or I ask an expert, it is usually bot traffic or some other glitch. One day in the past year, I suddenly had thousands of hits to my site from Apple. Ilie thought it was some glitch of somebody downloading my site, not 5,000 people at Apple suddenly reading my work.

SL, this is going to be a long haul. I have been at it for more than 40 years, and I may have 30 more good years ahead of me. It would be a long rad left story. I heard from Uncle Ed this morning. As always, he is gracious, but I have never been able to get him too interested in FE. Hell, that saint is 90, so he does not need to carry the ball for anybody, but FE will be the biggest event in the human journey. Nothing else happening on Earth matters in the slightest, compared to making FE happen. I agree that serving anybody is good work, and we all take our actions with us when we leave, but making the biggest event in the human journey happen, which can simultaneously heal humanity and Earth, dwarfs everything else, and the danger is thinking that helping the homeless is going to get humanity over the hump. It won't, because it is dealing with symptoms, not causes.

If you think about it, I am actually offering people the opportunity to be empowered like nobody on Earth ever has, and so far, so few takers. Mostly because it is not easy and sexy, even if a "retard" like Nine can read and reread my most important work.

Those 100,000 won't be the "choir." They will be the people "doing something." They will have an opportunity to give birth to the foundation of a world that hardly anybody today can even imagine.

Time for chores.

Best,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

Before I hit the hay, oh, what a long day I have had, but unlike other weekends in the past month, I have two days off, and can get other chores done tomorrow, and also plan a 10-mile hike, my first "big one" of the season.

Writing about Uncle Ed and interacting with him today led me to peeking at his Wikipedia page. I have had run-ins with Wikipedia for a long time, and warned my readers about Wikipedia's biases, and it can truly be worse than worthless when dealing with contemporary issues regarding the imperial West. A case in point is Ed's Wikipedia biography. Pretty much the whole article is a smear job. There is an entire industry of imperial apologists, Kipling's professional descendants, who can be counted on to smear Ed, Chomsky, and the like. Ed used to be out of the line of fire, and Noam took all the heat, but not anymore. I have written about some of that kind of behavior, here, and the professional smearers are alive, well, and active. They really can’t honestly string two rational thoughts together, but can be counted on to be august pundits who pretend to really care about the downtrodden people in the imperial domain, although it is not polite to call it that anymore, although moments of frankness happen from time to time.

All of those attacks only confirm Herman and Chomsky's propaganda model of how the media works. I truly was not looking forward to doing Brian's Wikipedia biography, but other than some professional trolls having their way in the early stages, I can live with how the bio looks today, and Brian could, too. Glad that the moon landings section disappeared, even though nobody from the hoaxed moon landings and alternative "space" community would help me put Brian's final statement on the issue prominently enough so that Wikipedia's "editors" would stop erasing it. During my adventures in doing Brian's NASA and Wikipedia biographies, the only people who treated me graciously were the astronauts themselves. The entire episode reflected badly on both the alternative/conspiracist and debunker communities, and the Wikipedia editors rightfully erased that entire section, as it should have been. That is not what Brian should have been known for, and it was similar to that libelous article on Ed's work.

About a decade ago, there was a Wikipedia article on Dennis, which was quickly removed for "notability" issues, as I recall, and it was also libelous, surprise of surprises. The Internet has a long way to go…

Best,

Wade

[Nine]

SL,

Just brilleant from one retard to another...

I understand American culture and you do not...

I just told my oldest dearest frinend that what he believed in was an absolute farrie tale...

that ambergeddon is a done deal and that religious folks are most all crazzy...as it were..

the talk did not go to well but well enough to maintaine a great loving relationship...we go back a very long long way Wade...as it were...and so things will turn out...

And out of love I try to write to please Wade Fraizer but who is Wade but us? as it were...

I love the Phillipino people dearest Wade and many many of my friends have taken Wives from this country and they are the absolute finest most impressive folks that I have ever met....

yet many of them seek a paridise in the phills...as it were...

It can be a paridise for some but for others such as me I choose america and that hole focked up deal and so I think that things will turn out all right...

That was a FE pep talk to keep us all going...

thanx wade..

Nine

[Nine]

Hey Wade,

Just wanted to bring all back to reality...in the world of scarcity that I live in there is much love and love always finds a way to the sorce of all needs...

the many say that the conspiricy controlls all needs and others say that we have the energy to do so...and of course they might be right but individuals can always intervene in what they do...

Have you noticed in america a tendency not to get educated?

I mean what for? since no way to repay that debt...as it were...

and so the end game is " stupid is as stupid does "...as it were...

I am stupid...


Nine

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

A pal suggested a quick way to make that book-style format for the essay. It kind of worked, but I also wanted visible links in the tables, so one day in the next month or so, I plan to do it the way I did before, but what is out there will have to do for now. But now that I think of it, those yearning for the book-like experience may not want links there, either. We will see how I feel about it in a month.

Hi Nine:

I'll tell you this: if 1% Americans aspired to your "stupidity," we would have had FE a long time ago. That you can even think about FE without blowing a gasket with some denial or fear reaction is highly unusual. Watching somebody "go postal" was your wake-up call. Many of my American cyberpals came to my work after 9/11, which was a big wake-up call for many, as they saw their nation lose its sanity. The financial collapse of 2008-2009 was another wake-up call for people, and what is coming will dwarf that. As the USA declines and crumbles, literally, in the case of many rust belt cities such as Detroit, more will begin to awaken, and will see if enough can wake up in time, but Americans have not been my target audience since about 2004. Not many are home. I am trying to reach a global audience, and it is working, as you can see from my Avalon readers, as most of those who post here are not Americans.

Best,

Wade

[Servant Limestone]

Hello guys,

The Internet connection is getting better here. Hopefully, it will continue. Unless in the near future, I can finally have conditions to do a lifestyle change, I may not reach Ed and Noam's age. I am optimistic that it might come. The passion in what they do probably helped too in lengthening their life. Having comfortable lives in the wealthiest society in history during its economic golden age also helped.

It seems that it is me that is getting impatient. It will be a long ride. I'm still 24. Though we might not have a lot of time remaining. Still, you never know. And no, I am not confusing the 100,000 with the choir. I just thought that for you to get the 5-7,000, you need to get it from a pool of 100,000+ prospects, hopefully from here in Avalon. So yes, that 100,000 is the group that "do something" but the 5-7,000 are the choir.

And that's why I also cautioned in that latest post to do not forget doing the homework and confuse the doing of good deeds with the pursuit of free energy with combined positive intention. I actually found a word that corresponds to what I am saying, it's "positive social action". Nevertheless, this is secondary to the combined positive intention that is needed to approach the issue of continued scarcity and start a FE revolution. Playing a part in making that happen... becoming a FE revolutionary, is way bigger than any form of social activism on Earth right now. So, there has to be an awareness of separating the two.

And speaking of correspondence, I am actually planning to start another correspondence with Uncle Noam right now. I just want to ask some questions, you know, radleft stuff. I just want to take advantage of the twilight of Noam's amazing life journey and be a part of it, even through email. I want to hear his sage advice on stuff. Whahahaha. It might not fully fit with the things of this thread, but it could be very educational.

I appreciate your love to us Filipinos, Nine, and of course, being an American, you should know about your country's culture more than what I can. I just read, listen and see about it in the Internet. You are part of that culture.

As our country's "progress" continue, much of this "paradise" in our country is going to be gone. There are still virgin sites and beautiful beaches here and there, but they are dying, in the same way that our country's forests are dying. The beautiful women are still around. And I see more Caucasian men walking around the place here with their Filipina wives/girlfriends. Sometimes, I see the other way around, a Filipino guy with a Caucasian girlfriend/wife. I do recognize that American perceptions of Asian beauty is different from that our own perceptions of Asian beauty. There is largely a strong Western influence into it, by looking more Caucasian like and all of that. It's just a cultural thing. Back in college, there's a Filipino-American that I befriended and he just talked about it.

Wishing the best,

SL

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

Briefly, before I go make a post or two at my own forum, as I have stated many times, if not for the radicalizing journey that I had during my days with Dennis, I would likely not have much worth saying. It is like studying war versus being in war. You can learn more from ten minutes on a battlefield than you can from a lifetime of studying warfare. It is similar in the FE pursuit. But, like warfare, not many survive the FE journey with their sanity intact. I do not recommend that people learn about the FE milieu by going through the meat grinder. When Brian recruited me to help found NEM, my radar immediately went up on my first day of involvement, as I did not see anybody there with any meat grinder experience, and the approaches I was seeing advocated were naïve, even including Brian's, and I soon wanted out of NEM. Brian refreshingly admitted his naiveté in his last book.

I have written very plainly that people almost always had to have some kind of awakening experience before my work will make any sense to them. Nine's was watching somebody go postal and Darren's path was not too different from mine in ways, as he pursued an idealistic energy path, to only become slowly disillusioned by it. He stopped short of the meat grinder experience, but he was awakened, and if that did not happen, my work would likely not mean much to him.

Similarly, it was the radicalization of my journey that made me receptive to what Uncles Ed, Noam, and Howard had to say. Without my awakening experience, I really wonder if their work would have ever meant all that much to me. I clearly recall who I think was Uncle Ed, on a talk show, promoting his new magazine, and I immediately perked up and subscribed to it immediately after moving to Ohio. If I had not already had both barrels of the media's shameless lies (1, 2, 3, 4), I doubt that I would have been that open to the work of those great men, much less sought it out. Ralph McGehee's memoirs would not have meant much to me, and I would have never sought it out. It takes one to know one, and Ralph told me that my summary of his work was the best that he had seen. We were not only kindred spirits, but we both had been awakened. Ralph's awakening took 16 years, and mine took 11 years, after that voice in my head first spoke up, and arguably took 14 years, after my mystical awakening. Innocent people dying in the mayhem of our journeys (1, 2) became a particularly harsh aspect of our awakening, as we got a lung-full of that evil air to stun us into awakening.

However, my awakening was the most radical that I know of, as making FE happen is the most radical act on Earth, of Epochal significance, and I have yet to encounter even one prominent member of the Left, or any other political stripe, who really understands my message to any significant degree. They all hack at branches, trapped in their scarcity-based paradigms, even Dennis with his religious fanaticism, as mind-bogglingly amazing as he is. It was initially puzzling and gradually dismaying, but I learned to live with it. I rarely throw my line in the water with prominent people, but I did just yesterday with Uncle Ed. Damn, he is 90, a saint, and incredibly busy for a man of his age, so I am certainly not going to get on his case, Noam's, etc. They are all great men in their own right, but Brian is the only prominent academic that I know or heard of who embraced FE and really began to understand the big picture around it. There are some other academics and scientists who understand that FE is real, usually because of the UFO/ET connection, or they were scientists who did a little tinkering or had other involvement in the FE milieu, but they usually could not shed the endemic naïveté that scientists suffer from, and too many are dishonest, as has been thrown in my face many times.

Those in the choir have to have been radicalized in some way, otherwise they cannot discard their scarcity-based framework. That might be the hardest feat on Earth, only achieved by spiritual masters and assorted others (who got the baseball bat over their heads like I did ).

Best,

Wade