WADE FRAZIER : A Healed Planet

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

As I threatened, on Darren and Ilie. Not sure if I will be posting again today, but we will see.

Best,

Wade

[Servant Limestone]

Hello again:

It's a very tough journey for you Wade. But it's incredibly enlightening for me. I will tell you this but you probably know, guest readers here will probably think that you are getting too full of yourself and elevating yourself to a position of superiority over others. And that you are among the Chosen. And you have a big ego. Arrogant. And you're trying to form an Internet cult. That will be someone who is in denial will tell you. Because the message of your site is hard. It's hard hitting. That's why. It's hard to believe. For a radleft that believes that mass movements can work and help heal our planet if we just get rid of those getting the most of the little pie, they can be in denial through what I just said that they might accuse you. But it's true. And it's hard to swallow. In relation to that, one of the scenes in the movie Interstellar really hit me. Matt Damon said there, and this is where the mass movement idea enters, this is where it's revealed that the Plan B, building a human colony, is the only plausible solution. At least during that time of the movie. Anne Hathaway asked him about what about those people back on Earth that worked hard for the mission. Why make them believe in building a space station, Plan A. As far as I can remember, this is the rough exchange.

Matt: "Because he knew how hard it is to get people to save the human species instead of themselves, or their children."
Matthew McConnaughey: "Bull****".
Matt: "You wouldn't have come here if you didn't believe that you can save your children. Evolution has yet to transcend that simple barrier. We can care deeply, selflessly about those we know. But that empathy rarely extends beyond our line of sight."

The issue of personal integrity as the world's scarcest commodity hit here for me. And in such an epochal shift, we need to transcend. But again, we can't. Again, something "post-Marxian", we need our energy source to go beyond what we have first before transcendence. Because right now, we are destroying ourselves. And we all played a part on that. The scarcity based ideologies like to say that we don't but somebody did. The Left have a list, at least it's rather shorter, than what's on the Right. It can be summarized as the "ruling class" for the Left. But there are associated forces in that. It's disappointing. No contemporary ideological construct can match the reality of FE. It's true that capitalism ultimately manifested the idea that Matt Damon is saying with our empathy rarely extending beyond our line of sight. But this is not just about the ultimate capitalists, the Godzilla. We all played a part. Violence for me has a basis for what Matt is saying, not just because resources are few and you have to fight for your share. And your choir building effort is about that mission about establishing that energy basis for our transcendence. That humanity as a whole can finally extend that empathy beyond its line of sight. But there are a lot of such people that can extend that empathy in some way today. The more it can extend though means that such people capable of this are rare for our times. And I think your search for the choir is about people who have that capability. The awakening experience is indeed a crucial ingredient. But our scarcity based conditioning is an obstacle to overcome.

It's hard, because a lot of us are conditioned to be how our current industrial capitalist civilization makes us. And this started from an early age. It's hard to get out. This really set straight the idea that an awakening experience is needed.
I'm saying this because I want to say I'm sorry if I disappointed you Wade. I couldn't be of any help. I don't even know what awakening experience you are talking about. If this is the TV show that I've watched in 2007 about that old man looking for a job or the Legend of Atlantis in 2008 that destroyed my fame seeking path in college, I don't know. It's not going to qualify I guess. I've read the Aquarian Gospel of Jesus the Christ, the Celestine Prophecy, Richard Bach's Illusions... around 2008, the Alchemist by Paolo Coelho plus his other books also around that time; courtesy of my sister, the Internet and the university and city libraries; plus other spiritual books but nah. I'm sorry Wade. I couldn't be of any help. And my radleft conditioning is still quite strong. I want to thank you though if you feel that I'm perceptive enough to understand your mind boggling stuff. Thank you.

Just want to tell you Wade and other folks,

SL

[Wade Frazier]

Damn, SL, you are making me cut into my busy day. You are selling yourself short. I can write all day long and not be able to relate my experience to others in a way that they will understand. You are awakening at the very least, and you are well on the path to understanding my message, but it is not something that will "seat" for years. Almost nobody has ever achieved it, and yes, it can look arrogant, cult-ish, etc., at least for those who have not done the work. I have been very frank about the challenges to my ego, especially early in my journey. All egos are challenged by the simple idea of FE and its implications, as it will be the biggest event in the human journey. Again, my young friend, you need grounding, otherwise you will yo-yo like you are doing. I know the feeling, believe me.

I have been accused of arrogance, forming a cult, and the like, but in virtually every instance that I have encountered, those observers were projecting their own "stuff" onto me. All of my FE fellow travelers got humbled on our FE journeys. Going bankrupt was the least of my worries in 1988, and Dennis got body cavity searches in prison and should not have survived, Brian went bankrupt and has his life shortened, Mr. Professor had his life ruined and died a premature death. Oh, the carnage I have witnessed, and when armchair critics bring up all of their "arrogance, "cult," and other observations, I realize that they are just more reactions of denial and fear. The troll-fest that happened here really did not rock my boat much, as I have encountered it many times before. The people that I seek will understand, but they will be needles in haystacks. I resigned myself to that many years ago. You may not be choir material, but that is hardly damnation, as almost nobody on Earth today is fit for it. And they don’t have to be rich, all that smart, and the like, but just having their hearts in the right place and being willing to give up what they think they know. It is the first step to true knowledge, which comes from experience.

OK, now I really have to run.

Best,

Wade

[Servant Limestone]

Hi:

It's just depressing stuff, man. At least thank you for appreciating what I have squeezed out of your site so far. And it's hard to get out of the conditioning. I've been yo-yoing, that's true. And it still didn't seat in. It's going to take a while. Admittedly because despite encountering your site, I just tried to distract myself and subconsciously try to forget what I've just read. Then, after talking about it with my friend a year later, who sympathize with what I believe but never really listened, I tried to read stuff in the site again and then find a way to drown out what I've read because it's too horrifying. My friend just didn't get it. He's being polite and he's responding to my comments but it didn't sink in for him. And at that time, because I'm getting loud in 7-11, some beautiful darlings in a nearby table looks like they're talking about me and chuckling. It's kinda embarrassing. But the stuff is unforgettable. That's why I joined here finally.

It appears like you really need to practice your mind (I guess this is where doing meditation enters) to realize that you can't be pulled into the radleft conditioning that, "Here are those people doing it again... It's making me like to shoot someone.." stuff. Yes, we know the nature of our planet and indeed, the radleft helped us in illuminating the facts but they don't have the solution because the paradigm is about getting a larger share of the small pie, a scarcity based thinking, which is not needed to happen at all. Abundance and positivity based paradigm based on the most powerful force, love, is indeed very, very radical. Tesla himself could have utterly smashed the radleft... and every political stripe anyway, as early as 1900s.

I remember reading Richard Bach's One (I've inherited that book now from my sis) because at that time, I am starting to get to know more about quantum mechanics because of how the Secret tried to base its stuff from that. And it made me watch What The Bleep Do We Know? in Youtube because some of those who appeared in the Secret appeared there like John Hagelin, the Natural Law Party presidential candidate twice. Natural Law? What the hell. And of course, I love my politics stuff so that attracted me. Also, since I was a child, I love history and I've been doing imaginary world-building literary stuff. Then I started to do some "alternate history" without really knowing that such a thing exists until 2010. And that book, One, is doing some history and alternate history stuff. It's from there that I also saw another Richard Bach book in my sister's personal library, Illusions, with that airplane flying "magician" from the "holy land of Indiana" and the making holes in the sky stuff. Also the fact that Richard floated in water and then swam in land. It's totally ****ed up. There's also something close to the Secret there with Richard imagining a feather and manifesting it. It's amazing. But I have some background before reading those books so it hit me. It's amazing. Just wanted to share something about it.

Thank you Wade,

SL

[Wade Frazier]

Hi SL:

I just got some chores done, will make this short post, get some more chores done (yardwork and housework – I just did bill paying and accounting work), and then do a 10-mile hike, in heaven. I'll attach pictures.

Uncle Noam has responded to "Your message is depressing" with, "It is not my job to cheer you up." But he has provided guidance for making things better, but it is mostly about shedding the malign influence of the elites and more equally sharing humanity's scarce economic pie, which is always some kind of austerity prescription. Who can get excited about that? I am offering the most positive, and practical, vision on Earth today, and the response is almost universally one of denial and fear, and believe me, it took me many years to understand what I was seeing: people are addicted to scarcity, and as you saw the case made in Interstellar, almost nobody sees past their immediate self-interest, and so has it always been. It was my journey's primary lesson.

My approach will make elites obsolete. No showdown needed. No battle. That is what blows the minds of lefties (and righties), not to mention what kind of world can come into view. But it won’t be easy, and requires my pupils to do the hard work needed to shed their scarcity-based baggage. Not an easy trick, by any means.

My suggestion is to begin to discuss my big essay, here, on this thread. There are literally thousands of topics to choose from, and people should really refrain from "cutting to the chase" and only discussing the essay's last chapters. The essay's first half should be a delight to digest and discuss. It made the day of the world's foremost authority on the subject matter of that essay's first half, when he stumbled into it. He was almost giddy. Nine is about the only Avalonian that has even brought up the subject matter in the essay's first half (Ilie did it some, here, and he is only getting warmed up ), and that first half is important for people to begin to make the paradigm shift that I think is needed to be helpful for what I am doing. You don't see me talking down to anybody, showing off, etc., but I am happy when anybody begins to discuss that material. If I was "arrogant," as I am often accused, you would not see me interacting with Nine like I do. There should be nothing scary about interacting with me, unless a person is out of line, and even then, I never bite. As Bill said, I am "courteously dismissive of uninformed critics," (and usually give them far more consideration than they deserve) and anybody who sees my forum interactions knows that. I am a lamb. If people try to take the conversation down the conspiracist, structuralist, New Age, etc., rabbit holes, I try to reign them in and redirect them, but it has never been harsh. And hell, they are all anonymous anyway! If people want to discuss the merit of Menzies, Velikovsky, Sitchin, and yes, Hancock, I tell them that they need to do it someplace else, as I do not consider their work valid. My work is not about the conspiracist and New Age flavors of the day, or the latest FE aspirant who announces that he is the Messiah.

Time for more chores.

Best,

Wade

[Servant Limestone]

Hi Wade:

Uncle Noam actually responded to me in almost that way. I remember that I apologized to him after ranting to him about my alternate history stuff, then being depressed and asking for advice in what to do to help society. And I actually answered my very own question to him, quoting an interview with him in Youtube. I apologized and made it known that I understand already after I realized that he's not going to respond to my stuff.

His exact response: "No need, surely, for any apologies. We have to pursue our own paths, in the ways that make most sense to us."

How comforting. But this is my path now. This free energy depressing **** that I can't ignore anymore. Now, I have to start doing some correspondence with him again. Just want to relish the fact that I am doing some correspondence with arguably the world's greatest intellectual today. I do remember that Ed Herman also respond to emails. I saw in some site before about a guy doing a thesis on Manufacturing Consent and he contacted Uncle Noam and he gladly responded to his questions, with links and all of that stuff, plus even giving his buddy, Ed, a heads up about him so he can also respond. He gave Ed's email and there you go. Amazing. So, with you talking with Ed, I'm going to do the same to Noam. With relevant topics to discuss of course, otherwise I am just wasting his time.

It's so perplexing that our path to FE looks so easy to do, just build a machine and kaboom, do it with love and let's peacefully invite our brothers and sisters in the stars and yet, we're a century behind now in making this happen. Incredible. Your entire site is basically a complex attempt of trying to answer a simple question: "If there is free energy why we didn't have it yet? It looks easy to have it." That is, if you are going to be given the benefit of the doubt that FE exists. And yes, it's really easy to do. But why we didn't have it? Hence, ahealedplanet.net. I'm not going to make a link. It's not needed.

It's also related to the ET question. "If there ETs, Why they didn't land in front of the White House now?" Again, you are trying to explain why. It's just the denial and the opposite feeling of love, which is undeniably connected to FE, fear that's holding us back. Fear. I remember Neale Donald Walsch's God making a meaning out of it: False Evidence Appearing Real. F.E.A.R.

I also like the fact that you said that the numerous radleft strategies of resource distribution: economic democracy, parecon, pluralist commonwealth, ESOPs, cooperatives, etc. are just varieties of austerity prescription. And as a radlefty, given the austerity measures in Europe and in the industrialized world right now, I am so repulsed by that word. ****ing austerity. But it makes the idea of FE even more attractive looking to me now. Remember that it's already hard to imagine its implications to us. I understand how hard is that. It's beyond my lifelong world-building and alternate history imagining stuff. It's freaking wild. The obsolescence of the elites. You can even invite them peacefully in the new era. Everybody is welcome. It sounds so freaking reformist. And yet FE is beyond any revolution. It's radically revolutionary because of the sheer fact that you don't need an Armageddon or a world revolution or any confrontational approach to global prosperity and abundance. It's beyond any political and social ideological construct today. This is truly radical stuff.

In terms of interactions with people, I do remember how you responded to a skeptic in his site about you. I remember that. The Way of the Woo. It's something like that and in there, you just responded in a fantastic way, with all of those classic manner of putting links to your site, and the skeptic just chose not to really confront you on that. You're not even being really confrontational on that skeptic. He (I think he's a guy) just have nothing to say. Of course, he's in denial.

The first half of your essay do have a lot of paleobiological and historical stuff. I remember reading a lot of stuff on our evolutionary development like the PreCambrian explosion, the first mammals, etc. I've been occasionally reading stuff related to that when I was a child. I've started reading some National Geographic too if somebody at home decided to buy it. I remember that a childhood dream of mine is to become a paleontologist or geologist. It's started being a public transportation driver. Hahaha. About driving jeepneys here in our country. Then I wanted to become an astronomer. Then I want to be an archaeologist/anthropologist. Then historian and political scientist. With Chomsky, I wanted to teach and be a professor now. But nothing... I don't know what to do now so far. Hahaha. I really do have to ground myself, Wade. I think it's just that I am hesitant in discussing stuff related to these things because I know that you and some other people here just know a lot more than I do. In history/politics stuff, I'm a bit more open. It's just that I think I don't want to be put down and be told that I don't know what I am talking about. I know it's irrational since you and Ilie and others are rather kind and very willing to impart tremendous data to others. I'm just hesitating. And since diving down to the radleft and spiritual stuff, I've been too focused lately on the contemporary era that I didn't got the time to look back. Even historically, after all, modern socialism just began in the 19th century. I just have to start digging again to things that I just kinda abandoned studying about. I'll try my best.

Thanks,

SL

[Wade Frazier]

Hi SL:

The chores are finished, and I am about to go out the door to go hiking. I really could respond for several pages to your post, but briefly, you are glimpsing what I am trying to get across, and yes, if you glimpse that vision, how can you think of anything else? But here is an analogy that I hope helps. While you are touching a shore that almost no rad lefty has ever even imagined existed, you are currently caught in the shore break, seeing the shore and its beckoning paradise, but your scarcity ballast sinks you back under the waves, and you feel that you are drowning when you go under, and then you pop back up and see that paradise again. I have watched people literally go insane, trying to grapple with my work, and this is why I keep emphasizing that you need to find some grounding practice, or else you are going to get stuck on the reefs and get chewed up into little pieces. You are keenly perceptive, but this also can be dangerous territory for those who glimpse the shore. I have seen them disappear beneath the waves.

I did choir Q&A here for months, and did not get one person that I can recall who picked up the beat. It is not about you holding forth about your vast knowledge of the subjects, but asking questions so that a stimulating discussion can begin. It should be about a joint voyage of discovery, not Wade the Oracle holding forth. Science is ideally a process of discovery, not a collection of "know-it-all" facts and theories. What should become very clear by reading the first half of that essay is how much we don't know. But there is also plenty that lifetimes of scientific inquiry have brought forth. People have spent lifetimes on their hands and knees, finding the fossils that help inform that first half of my essay. Those discussions are to help people like you develop strong swimming strokes, so that you can easily move between land and sea and not get caught in the tides, if you get my drift.

Yes, Noam, Ed, Howard, etc., are/were extraordinary people. One friend literally stopped Noam on the streets of Massachusetts while Noam was walking to work, and Noam told him to contact his secretary to set up some time, and he got a 15-minute audience with Noam, who signed a book or two. When I was trading letters with him, his secretary sent me a letter, informing me that Noam was deep in the throes of writing a book (book 95 or something like that ), and that he would reply to me soon. That is the level of graciousness that the truly great have. Those guys were/are the real deal. Not many of them on the planet. The most famous active astronaut at the time, the world's greatest intellectual, the world's leading authority on my essay's first half - nothing but graciousness, even when I did not expect or ask for it. That is how the truly greats are.

Time to go.

Best,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

I think it is official: I never saw so much bleeding heart in my life. I hiked through groves of it this evening. Spring in a temperate rainforest can be quite a spectacular experience. One of the attached photos is like those paintings from the Romantic Era. In the Cascades, the ultimate day of hiking is beginning in virgin forest and hiking up into the meadows. When you can camp in those meadows, it is magical. In my backyard, about a 20 minute drive from my home, are mountains like that, but far more modest than in the high country. I have had my fair share in this lifetime, and in my old age, what was wonder in my youth turns more into constant joy today. I have had rich blessings, and I don't take them for granted.

To briefly revisit SL's recent posts, he is a young man, and while time is short for humanity to turn the corner, desperation and impatience will wreck what I am attempting. I have seen what that does to efforts like mine. There are many ways for an effort like mine to fall off the rails, which is why nothing has ever come close to working before. SL has plenty of time to have my work seat with him. He has available resources that were unimaginable when I was his age. I'll say this: if I was able encounter my big essay when I was 24, I would not have come up for air for a year. At age 30, if I had access to my site as it stands today, you would have never seen me again. "He dove headfirst into a site, and we only recovered a few bits of hair."

Part of what people perceive as my arrogance is my not denying my journey and its importance. I have lived a legendary life, and Dennis far more so. I lived it, and even I look back at my life's events and wonder if they really happened, as they were so much larger than life. The journeys of my fellow travelers have been so preposterous that being asked to go to Mars is an amusing footnote. A lot of the really juicy parts of our journeys are not even in the public domain today. Maybe one day, the full tale will be told. Dennis and Brian were flag-waving patriots who were run out of their country, after surviving numerous murder attempts and other outrages, in The Land of the Free. Whenever Dennis is mentioned on the Internet and in the media, it is nearly always a smear, and Brian ended up being treated similarly, and they were arguably performing the most important work on Earth. Prophets and saints are almost never recognized in their lifetimes, and I can't let it all go to waste. The learning experiences of our journeys might just be key ingredients for helping humanity turning the corner. That is a big part of my motivation for sacrificing my life as I have. But I do not seek to engage the sleeping masses, but awakening people such as SL are the "raw material" that I seek. Not as cannon fodder, like I was, but to become more than voices in the wilderness who can learn the abundance song. It has never been heard in chorus on Earth before. Who can say what its impact might be? It just might be the critical missing piece.

Time for bed.

Best,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

Back to the wandering vignettes, but first a little more on those legendary lives. Whether it was Gary Wean, Rodney Stich, Steven Greer, Mr. Mentor, Adam Trombly, Brian O, Dennis, me, Ralph McGehee, Smedley Butler, Uncle Noam, and the like, what we all had in common was following our hearts, sometimes a voice in our heads (1, 2, 3) ), and our consciences not letting us give up. None of us were trying to get rich and famous (at least, not much, it could sometimes be a fleeting motivation, especially when chasing the biggest event in the human journey, but it was rare and such notions were quickly beaten out of us), but to do the right thing, make a dent, because it needed to be made, and see if we could help right humanity's ship. There was really little that any of us did that almost anybody else could not have done. Pretty much all of us arose from middle class backgrounds, except for Dennis, but being citizens of history's richest and most powerful nation surely gave us opportunities that somebody in the Philippines did not enjoy. But we lived in a nation of hundreds of millions of people, and we all came to realize how rare we were. And it was not because of our talent or intelligence, but because we cared. That was the only quality that really set us apart, in a world where almost nobody really does, where their horizons of awareness end at the limits of their immediate self-interest.

Again, I am not asking anybody to take the journeys that we did. Nobody should be asked to, as it is largely a suicide mission. I do not seek people like that. For one thing, they nearly do not exist on Earth. Ten like Dennis or a hundred like Brian, combining their efforts, and we would have had FE long ago. I am trying for some far more modest, but the goal is the same. Several thousand who are courageous enough to be real people, lay aside their scarcity-base conditioning long enough to sing the abundance song, and maybe we can make a dent. It was not something that I just came up with as a bright idea one day, but was something that gradually came to me, after decades of life-wrecking trial and error. We will see how it goes.

Best,

Wade

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

I am going to have a little vignette on a subject that I stumbled into early in my journey with Dennis, and it still a big one today, and is the conspiracist/structuralist divide. I read the newspaper daily for 20 years, thinking that I was getting something close to the truth. For the weather and sporting events, I largely was, and for other mundane issues, I also largely was. But I was also digesting a heaping helping of indoctrination and conditioning. I began questioning my capitalist indoctrination immediately upon leaving college, but it took my days with Dennis to shred those blinders.

Dennis's migrant farmworker background had a lot to do with his style and public image, and a lot of it is genuine. He honestly believes that the Bible is the one and only Word of God, he grew up a flag-saluting patriot, and when he was in the army, he got in fistfights with fellow soldiers if they said anything disparaging about the good ol' USA – all standard redneck behavior. His awakening began in a bank lobby, and before long, he was rubbing shoulders with the Eastern Oligarchy, which sickened him. He survived several murder attempts by the Mafia during his early days of stirring things up with his idealism, but it was the attempted theft of his businesses by his allies that I think were the moments that really awakened him. Mobsters, the oligarchy, and the like are who they are, and Dennis came to understand them and their motivation, but he never saw it coming when his allies betrayed him, and those betrayals came early and often. The general rule was that the more successful Dennis's businesses were, the more likely his business associates would try to steal them. It began in his UCS days, escalated during his foam insulation days, reached surreal levels in his heat pump days, and when I became his partner, it escalated once again. When I told Dennis how shocking it was to see, he told me to join the club, and I had yet to go through the meat grinder.

That kind of journey can make you paranoid and come to a very dim view of humanity. With all that we lived through, we still have high hopes for the human potential, probably because we are humans ourselves. But in a world of scarcity, where everybody is scrapping for survival, the human condition can be grim to witness, as personal integrity nearly does not exist, which was my journey's primary lesson. For all that Dennis had been through, he really believed the full-page ads that Washington's electric companies ran in the wake of the USA's largest municipal bond default ever. Dennis thought that if they lauded 50% electricity savings for heating, that they would love 85% savings. Was he ever wrong. In that way, he was still as naïve as Sparky Sweet proved to be, mailing working FE prototypes to the big energy institutions, thinking that he was going to get the tickertape parade. In both cases, the opposite happened. We all lost our naïveté honestly, and kind of clung to our naïve notions until they were forcefully beaten out of us.

It was largely because of Dennis's background and image, I believe, that in Ventura, we began to have a lot of interaction with "patriots" and Constitutionalists, and I began to collect that literature that they left for us. Some was in that folder of "seditious literature" that was seized in the raid. Other than the Christian Science Monitor, which I came to realize was only slightly alternative, that right-wing conspiracist literature was the first alternative political literature that I ever saw. While there were also plenty of establishment types involved with us, world-class scientists and inventors and the like, right-wing Christian types became very common. And we were being targeted by Godzilla at that time. Those deputies did not steal our technical materials in the raid out of a sense of curiosity. I eventually came to learn that that $10 million offer for our bright idea in Boston was Godzilla's friendly buyout offer, and I'll bet that strategy works more than 90% of the time, with the targets never the wiser. When he added a couple of zeroes a year later, his mask came off. We also heard from the White Hats at times, and when you are on center-stage like we were, you become quite a lightning rod, both for fellow travelers, opportunists, and Godzilla's minions, along with lower-level predators.

Bill the BPA Hit Man was a Godzilla asset, but I am not sure when he moved onto Godzilla's payroll. The sense that I have is that he started off in the minor leagues, and after some jobs well done, he was "promoted." Before I ever met Dennis, one of my close relatives was a CIA contract agent who nearly tried to recruit me into the family "business," and I lucked out and moved out of his home before he could make his pitch. So, I was already somewhat aware of that cloak-and-dagger world, and Lee Harvey Oswald was a disposable covert action asset, like my relative was. Ken Hodgell was Bill's counterpart for taking out the Ventura operation, and Ken was very good at what he did, easily duping people in our operation with his Mr. Rogers act. Ken sits in prison today, as another disposable asset. Hit men on the official payroll, like Mr. Deputy, are treated better, as he collects his annual $250,000 pension today.

So, we were targeted by the biggest conspiracy on Earth (which is conjoined with the UFO/ET cover-up, as people such as Brian O discovered the hard way), and targets of those conspiracies can certainly be forgiven for adopting a conspiracist orientation, such as Dennis and Gary. Their journeys are case studies on the endemic evil in the world system, with Godzilla sitting atop his throne. The right obsesses about him (but he does not hang out his shingle, so the right largely jumps at shadows and confuses lower-level players with Godzilla – as influential as the Rockefellers and Rothschilds are, they are not at the top), while the left denies his very existence. Both poles operate from the victim's orientation, as I eventually realized after many years of trying to understand them. Regarding FE, the entire left is in denial about FE and its organized suppression, with the lib left largely Level 2s and the rad left mostly Level 3s, where nearly all scientists and intellectuals also reside.

And this brings me to Uncle Noam and the rad left. If you are out there, riding the leading edge of what is happening on Earth today and trying to do something about it, there are many perils, not the least of which are false trails, dead ends, and rabbit holes that can suck in the unwary. After his mystical awakening, Brian began his departure from the Establishment, but the process took most of a decade. For all of his epic undertakings, which shortened his life, Brian also fell into several rabbit holes, such as the Face on Mars controversy, and the moon landings controversy dogged him to the end of his life and beyond. Most conspiracy theories are rabbit holes, in one way or another. Even when the conspiracy was very real, and the cover-up was initiated from very high levels, such as the JFK hit or the UFO cover-up, there is also a three-ring circus of disinformation surrounding them, and hyperventilating conspiracists deserve a lot of the "credit" for that situation. Getting at the truth for any of those situations can be a bewildering experience, and if you get too close to the truth, you may be taken out by the conspiratorial interests. It is a very real risk, and many investigators and rabble-rousers have come to grim ends at the hands of conspiratorial interests, from Godzilla on downward, although Godzilla plays the most sophisticated and subtle game of all of them, and those he has messed with usually never even figured out that they were messed with.

In light of that milieu's reality, it is not surprising that the left has developed a conspiracy-phobia, while the right has a conspiracy-philia. Both perspectives are lopsided and victim-oriented, and both prevent the development of vital understandings of how the world really works, which brings me to Uncle Noam. He has long been called the world's most important intellectual, for good reason. He stands among the greatest of the great, but he has always shied away from conspiratorial explanations of world events, and takes the structuralist approach, as most political scholars of his stature do. I learned more from the collected works of Uncles Noam, Ed, and Howard than I learned from any other body of work. They are going to leave behind some insanely large shoes to fill. Not long ago, as his 90th birthday approached, I wrote Uncle Ed and stated that, and he replied, "They aren’t empty yet!"

Rodney Stich had a statement on his site for years, which stated, "No conspiracy theories, please," as he was bombarded with them. Noam certainly also is, and his statement of conspiracism fragmenting the left is certainly valid, but Noam has also crossed the line into debunking conspiracy theories when he probably should not have. His Rethinking Camelot attempts to absolve the CIA, or at least attempts to show how it had no motivation to be involved with the JFK hit, when they it is he prime suspect of all serious investigators, and Rethinking Camelot helped inspire Mike Parenti's "conspiracy-phobia" writings about the left. For all of the limitations of the U.S. presidency, and Jack Kennedy was no saint, the prevailing view today is that JFK realized how close the USA came to a nuclear holocaust during the Cuban Missile Crisis and tried to end the Cold War through back-door diplomacy with Khrushchev, and JFK realized that it risked his life, and he was right. The most important JFK book of the 21st century so far was endorsed by the Kennedy family, and in 2013, for the first time ever, they came forward and stated that they never believed the Warren Commission's findings, and that Bobby Kennedy considered it a piece of trash. That book's thesis is that trying to end the Cold War cost JFK his life, and that was also Gary's conclusion, although Gary tagged Jewish mobsters (who were certainly involved, but probably more as hit men and not masterminds) and not the Military-Industrial Complex ("MIC") that Eisenhower warned the USA about, which was the conclusion of that book. I favor the MIC explanation, and all American presidents since JFK have been outright puppets, and some of them had JFK's fate rubbed into their faces to keep them in line.

Like Brian and the moon landings, Noam was barking up the wrong tree with his Rethinking Camelot, although Brian's involvement was more on the order of off-hand comments that were used as a political football, while Noam wrote a book to support his contentions. It is risk of playing the game at their level, and I am genuinely sympathetic to Noam's position. I eventually came to realize that it partly sprang from the scientific paradigm that prevails, which sees the entire universe and the journey of life on Earth as a big accident of physics and chemistry, with nobody and nothing designing anything. The greatest physicists did not believe that, but it is the prevailing view of mainstream science. Consciousness is nothing more than an ephemeral byproduct of brain chemistry, in that view, but I know it is false, as do almost all of my fellow FE travelers. Be developed our mystical orientations from our experiences, not from received teachings or studying mystical writings. Brian was a big advocate of scientific testing of the paranormal.

Some have argued that Noam denies conspiracy theories, and even debunks them, for reasons of self-preservation, as if he secretly believes in the conspiracies but cannot publicly acknowledge them because then he would become a target to have the next untimely death. For the record, Noam does not deny the very idea of conspiracies, as he stated that he would not be surprised at all if Martin Luther King, Jr. was killed by a high-level conspiracy, but that is about the only time when I have seen him give a nod to the idea. When I contacted him, he did not dismiss the organized suppression that we experienced, but he did not want to discuss it, either. He was gracious, but not engaging. Uncle Ed is similar, although he is pretty much on board with the idea that JFK was murdered in a conspiracy. So, their positions are generally more nuanced than conspiracy-phobia, but I understand their unwillingness to subscribe to the conspiracist framework to explain world events. Heck, my experience was that the organized suppression that we received was likely about 10% conspiratorial and 90% structural. Godzilla is alive, well, and vigilant, let there be no doubt about that, but the system is inherently evil and he rarely needs to intervene. Prosecutors who do not even care if their victims are innocent or not, and will happily lie to gain that conviction (vignettes on that situation are coming), probably had more to do with what happened in Ventura than the few palms that were likely greased by that CIA man who offered Dennis a billion dollars to go away.

I believe that Noam sincerely believes his public statements, and is not some closet conspiracist who is afraid to "come out." He may be experiencing some cognitive dissonance over that stance, but that is probably about it.

Time for work.

Best,

Wade

[Servant Limestone]

Hi guys:

Thanks for the advice Wade. I am definitely going to ground myself up. It's doable. I've gone far enough here and I don't think the chances of me letting myself drown in the ocean is big. I first saw your site in the middle of 2012. It's almost 3 years and I think the sheer fact that I finally joined here, after silently reading for months at least half-heartedly, is a sign. Of course, I have to look for a job first. That's part of grounding up. And now, more vigorously rather than just going through the motions before. I'm also been changing some bad habits of mine and so far, so good. Yey! It feels great. This is different. I can feel it. And the more that I read here and participate in the last few pages, I realize that my life journey seems to be at least unique and it must be something special. Out of all people on Earth, I've discovered this stuff and then even having the guts to be here. Why?! Therefore, I don't know if this is my ego talking, it's must be something good. Nevertheless, I have to be careful with myself. The multi-year period of letting all of this seat in more sounds like a very wise advice. It also tests my patience and feelings. This is something else. It's on the different vibration. I can feel it. My sheer participation in this thing is something beyond anything I've done before. I can just feel it. It's changing me, hopefully for the better. Just stay with me people. But I can do this. I can settle myself and help in "doing something", even in merely raising positive vibration. This is my intention.

Thanks people.

SL

[Joe Akulis]

Wanted to chime in a bit on the topic of grounding that has been brought up with Wade and SL.

I have a particular flavor of a grounding that has helped me over the past few years, but it's not really anything that I "practice", per se. It's something that I keep at heart. It's patience. And I got it by going through my own personal awakening, which has probably been about ten years or so now.

Ten years ago, I knew nothing about reincarnation, just understood what the word meant. But over the course of a couple years I became fascinated with the subject of hypnosis, and hypnotic regression, and started soaking up material from a few popular sources. I also dug into Edgar Cayce enough to get beyond the "sleeping prophet" label that western media has tried to put on him. (As a way of drawing your attention to the fact that he made predictions about the future, and those are the things that you should focus your attention on when reading about Cayce, and not any of this material that helps spell out more about how reincarnation works.)

After passing through that phase, and having that info take a "seat", I developed a patience with life that has been a comfort to me ever since. Whenever I am tempted to get pulled into a gripe-fest about the failings of another human, I think about the bigger picture and tell people, "they are who they are". Instead of joining in on a conversation where someone is being trashed, I try to get people to understand that every person is who they are, just like I am who I am. No one should be made to feel like they are less than anyone else, or should apologize for being. We are who we are. But if you don't have a more comprehensive understanding of reincarnation, you won't know where I'm coming from with statements like that.

When I get into a conversation like that, I obviously can't go into the details of why I'm defending someone that way, but I can issue a defence on behalf of someone and it's quite interesting to see how often it makes others stop and think a little.

Kinda rambling a bit, but I just wanted to jump in and say that I can relate to what Wade means about grounding, but probably in a way that doesn't work for many people besides me. There's a kind of bursting emotion that takes ahold of you when you come to the knowledge that we've been able to deal with cancer, (I mean, help our bodies to deal with cancer), for decades. It makes you want to scream it out to people. Do anything more than "want" however, like actually trying to clue someone in on it, and you'll soon be welcomed into my club with open arms. My guild name is I See Brick Walls.

The way I ground out those desires to become some kind of evangelist to those who couldn't care less is I step up out of myself and remember the bigger picture. What I am is a lot more than just this one lifetime. And what I am is not something I can even conceptualize very well while I'm here. And neither is anyone else. And at some point when you pull back high enough, what you are is me. :-) And then I relax and let life flow. Help where I can. Stay curious and open minded to a fault. Keep my eyes out for amazing people, and pester them. Watch the world do what it does. Practice owning my emotions instead of being owned by them.

Joe

[Wade Frazier]

Hi:

SL, it is more than OK to realize that this is something different, and big. It is as big as it gets on Earth. A big purpose of my big essay is to make that clear to the people I seek. And that is why grounding is so important for this. The ungrounded are early casualties of this stuff, going crazy by simply thinking about it. You have to have both feet firmly planted on the ground to navigate Wade's World.

To briefly segue to Joe's post, Joe is saying, and saying it well, that judging another's path is folly, because we see through the glass so dimly here. I have made it clear that judging the sleeping is not productive. I could write several vignettes on that subject, but briefly, I have long written that Mr. Deputy helped me wake up, by rubbing my face in evil. I am almost grateful. When Greer was devastated by his team's death, he had a dream about Godzilla, and he saw his minions as lions, and he forgave them and turned them into purring cats. Not long after Dennis got out of jail, he told me that he had a dream where Mr. Deputy was going to kill him, but tried to give Dennis a few hours of grace before doing the deed, and Dennis wanted to use those hours to try to tell Mr. Deputy that God loved even him. When Dennis woke up, all of his hard feelings toward Mr. Deputy evaporated and never returned. The dark side is there for a reason.

I have watched people embrace certain death rather than question their conditioning. My journey has had me accept the idea that I might have to witness my entire species commit suicide instead of wake up, and there is nothing that I can do about it, as they are on their divine path, and blowing up a planet and taking themselves with it is their right, I guess. Michael says that ensouled species that can manipulate their environment do it a third of the time before they turn the corner, a corner that we are at as I write this. Michael does not judge that, and dryly observes that if we do that to ourselves, our souls will likely finish their incarnation cycle in a lifeform on another planet that cannot manipulate its environment, like an ensouled cactus or fish.

A standard FE newbie path is telling everybody they know the "good news," and becoming gradually dismayed when all that they encounter is apathy, denial, and fear. The social circle path to FE will not work. Everybody that I know of, who was on the high road to FE, had their moment of disgust with humanity, but those still active overcame it and let go of their judgement, and realized that it is just where humanity is. Are we a sentient species? It is a fair question.

Best,

Wade

[Nine]

Uncle Wade,

It occurred to me today that we might need the elite or the Illuminati or the CI of a or whomever might now be in charge.

It would be their massive knowledge base that they have acquired over centuries of intelligence opps...as it were...

What is democracy? really? the rule by the majority of 51% are you focking serious?

In a world of nuclear weapons and an American electorate that believes in a tribal sky god that has given back some land in the middle east and we must go along no matter what...wtf...as it were...

and so their plan is to relocate upon mars....hmm...

Do you not think that some of the sane members of the elite can read? Can they?

My evangel pastor said choose the door you want...Life or death...choose....

I choose life and strongly support anyone else to do the same...


Today I was down in Chicago or a bit west of that great city. And so I was exploring a wonderful bicycle trail along the Fox river which by the way built America to what she is today as a transportation and energy network.

The energy came first with the river traffic and then the towns were built and the people came and worked and built the communities.

Then the railroads and canals came to provide the energy to move the vast amounts of goods that were produced by the folks that came because of the river...as it were...

Then came paved roads and freeways powered by hydrocarbon energy and so the trail that I rode upon outside of Chicago is a living museum of energy consumption by humans...as it were...

I am drawn to these places like a piece of steel to a magnet...don't know why it matters but it simply does...

thanx Wade...just excellent stuff of late...

Nine

[Servant Limestone]

Hi people:

The Internet connection is getting better. It's very close to normal now.

Being a Star Wars fan, there's something useful about the teachings of the Jedi that I think can be used in helping me ground up. As Joe says, patience is one of them. I'm not saying that I am going to become a "Jediist" as there are those who really made it an official religion. The entire Jediism stuff. But it's useful. If only those Jediists know about Silva, automatic writing and meditation stuff, but it could be dangerous too if they forgot what they know and let their ego take over. That's not being Jedi-like! The concept of the Force is very energy-centered. Just take away the midichlorians stuff to explain the separation between those who are Jedi and those who don't. The concept of the Force is quite panentheist. As far as I know, the Force too is feminine. The core of the Star Wars franchise revolves around a person, Anakin Skywalker, that was seduced by the Dark Side of the Force but then was redeemed through that person's love to his son that the Dark Side never conquered. The rest of the franchise (the Expanded Legends Universe and the now coming Disney made episodes 7-9) with all of the wars between Sith and Jedi and for thousands of years doesn't matter. It's just capitalism playing, with the Star Wars franchise becoming a billion dollar franchise. But the core of the six movies and the Clone Wars cartoon is about that. The double edged sword of having attachments. The way you have to separate love with attachment. Meditation and calming your mind and let the Force speak to you and through you. Now that I think about it, it seems that even before reading Walsch and the Secret and seeing the Legends of Atlantis stuff, it's really Star Wars that provided the mystical/spiritual foundation that created a layering over the very idea of Jesus of loving your enemies, which puzzled me as I look to the world around me when I was young. With the most important commandment of loving your neighbor as you love yourself. I remember being enthralled by the Good Samaritan parable when I was young. I've read my Bible enough, I guess. And I spoke before about my family being devout Catholics. Luke Skywalker continue to love his father despite how he cut out his arm and that love provided the basis for Darth Vader's redemption and return to the Light. In the Expanded Universe, Han Solo and Princess Leia eventually forgave Darth Vader and even named their son after him, Anakin Solo. Anakin Solo though died in the Yuuzhan Vong War but he died as a hero and Anakin Skywalker's Force Ghost was with him in his final moments as far as I can remember. The strong power of forgiveness. It now sounds so true that if you want God to forgive your sins and believe God can give it to you, why can't you do the same in terms of forgiving others' sins towards you? All the notes just started to hit and create a beautiful music inside me. But as you can see, it's easy to bury these lessons you learned in the past. I just remembered now. Unfortunately, with our fast paced and secular driven daily life, it's not easy to always remember them. Well, that's part of what I have to practice. I am merely a Jedi Initiate so far.

I am saying this because I just got a copy of all six Star Wars movies from my sister and watched them again and I thought...wow... I can start with this. It looks harmless and it's not going to draw much attention to me in our closely knit home with all of its temptations to conform. There's definitely a possibility that part of what made Star Wars very popular is this spiritual aspect of it, which people might have subconsciously hit. As a person that grew up in the Internet and digital era, I'm not so sure of the technology that made the film, but it do look cutting edge for someone during the late 70s and early 80s. I'm talking of the first trilogy. I remember that I first love Star Wars during the epic release of Phantom Menace in 1999 and what attracted me to it is the word "Galactic Republic". With my world building stuff, it's like... "What is this?!! A galaxy spanning republic... Wow, with these Knights Templar like protectors of the galaxy?" So there you go.

I've started doing some correspondence with Uncle Noam again. And it's just amazing. I can feel his calming presence. Somebody who wrote an article about him before commented that it's almost a "Buddha like presence" and he felt that when he personally saw Noam in front of his computer, replying to emails with a smile on his face, seating in an Indian seat. It's soothing and calming. I don't know. It probably helped that I already have a preconceived image of him as a modern sage.

Great to talk with all of you,

SL

[Nine]

Wade,

A standard FE newbie path is telling everybody they know the "good news," and becoming gradually dismayed when all that they encounter is apathy, denial, and fear. The social circle path to FE will not work. Everybody that I know of, who was on the high road to FE, had their moment of disgust with humanity, but those still active overcame it and let go of their judgement, and realized that it is just where humanity is. Are we a sentient species? It is a fair question.

You sound like an evangal preacher Wade.....

The newly saved ...as it were...must tell all whom that they know about their "new birth" in jesus christ....


all whom remain in the faith of the evangil must become dismayed to become effective....

and of course they survive and prosper..

...as it were...

there is much I understand not at all...

their will be no notions of savior when I say Wade Frazier is us....

...when of course we do wake up...

the proper emotion for the asleep is pity and not hatred...and love for them and not fear of them...

How does one love his enemies?

thanx


Nine

[Servant Limestone]

Hello Nine....,

I am not sure if the Godzilla plan of relocating to Mars is going to help them in the long run. The consequences of their actions are going to catch up on them no matter what they do to get away from it. I think it's great that a majority of them knows this now and silently encouraging people to do what they can. They know that they can't do anything. It's a structural problem and they are trapped in the middle of it. Of course, the Black Hats are also operating and their firepower is enough to outgun the White Hats and continue the game of suppression. It's going to need a consensus among the Godzilla to finally give way to change. If that happens, they are going to probably subtly assist and encourage but that's all they can do. It's still up to the mass of the people to finish the task. And since we all play a part in this continuing game of scarcity, the problem remains. The masses are also part of the problem. But I'll take it. Forgiveness is among the first steps to healing. It's true in our physical body. It's going to be true in the case of healing our ecosystem and noosphere.

Don't concern yourself too much with the stuff about democracy. Believe me, I know, I've been posting political stuff here. It's not going to matter much in this journey, though I still believe that our FE future is something ultra-democratic. But it's only going to come once our energy base became limitless. Much of your education about democracy probably comes from the corporate mass media, which again, is part of the Chomsky-Herman propaganda model. There's nothing democratic out there in the TV about your politics. If Hillary Clinton is running vs Jeb Bush, forget about it. Ralph Nader, Bernie Sanders, Rand Paul... they're not going to be able to help that much. The last time that there's a semblance of democracy in your system is early 1970s. It's long over. As Sheldon Wolin is saying, you are living in a system of corporate totalitarianism, it's an inverted, faceless totalitarianism. It's a police state, without a lot of people knowing about it, which makes it very powerful and effective. People are waking up, but again... the solution? I think this is really our only chance.

In terms of the need for the Godzilla in charge, there's probably something correct about that. If this is part of our spiritual evolution, probably. But as Wade long pointed, in a "post-Marxist" kind of way, energy scarcity are going to create elites. Marxian thinking already pointed that out using the word "material productive forces", which is the closest we have among the ideological constructions of the planet today. That's 200 years ago. It's not that surprising. The issue is to how to "get rid of elites". The solution here is to make them obsolete. The freaking "easy way".

Thanks,

SL

[Wade Frazier]

You are older than me, Uncle Nine. Uncle Ed has even signed some of his emails to me "Uncle Ed." What a guy. I always loved his wit.

Yes, the elite can be very useful. If they let loose their death grip on FE and other technologies in their Golden Hoard, there would be less need for what I am doing. But, probably the main purpose of what I am doing, if I step back and think about it, is to help make for an enlightened implementation of FE and related technologies. That choir could be highly influential, and in a way that is highly needed. That song has never been heard on Earth before in chorus, and the "harmonic" effects could be significant. They are watching what I am doing, and the CIA has never forgotten me, for several reasons, including Ralph.

Keep thinking about energy. When you mentioned the Fox River, I had another association. Yes, that FE evangelism goes nowhere. I have watched and helped Dennis do it for years. It is one reason for my current approach.

SL, I was a freshman in college when the first Star Wars movie came out, and it really began my movie junkie phase, which lasted for many years. It is probably safe to say that no movie in the history of Hollywood had the impact that Star Wars had. For ten years after Star Wars, movie theater ads were in Star Wars style. It made science fiction cool again. They made the first Star Trek movie a couple of years later, the franchise was revised, etc. Now, the same director is making Star Trek and Star Wars movies. Yes, the mystical aspects of Star Wars comprised a big part of the lure, in our materialist age, and because it came out of Hollywood, they had battles, light sabers, etc. I have lots of Hollywood friends, and I have been asked to make movies out of my work, help make movies along the themes of my writings, and so on. I have told them that if they made a movie based in this world, I am all over it.

Love the enemy is a variation of the Infinite Spirit's message that we are all one. It is the most enlightened message ever given to humanity, straight from the Godhead. In the big picture, there are no victims, and when you can move out of the victim framework, miracles can happen. I have lived it, so I know that it is not just some nice little saying.

On those legendary lives, they can be legendary in the other direction, too, Genghis Kahn, Adolf H., etc. It corresponds to Ra's framework. A commitment to being other-serving or self-serving is how legendary lives are made. But while they are here, most people cannot fathom them, because most people are not committed to spiritual "growth" in either direction. They are committed to a full belly and survival. That is why they cannot tell the difference between the psychopaths and the saints, why the big lies work so well with them. That is why they arguably are not sentient, even the so-called smart ones. That is why they cheered when Dennis had his company stolen, in the first of many "Give us Barabbas!" moments that I have witnessed on my journey. That is why Ken was able to so easily dupe people into supporting his evil play. Works of art such as The Stand explore that phenomenon. True sentience comes from the heart, not the head.

Time for another vignette before I go to work.

Best,

Wade

[Servant Limestone]

Hello:

Uncle Nine... I like the sound of that. So, right now... Like Wade, I am going to address him as Uncle Nine too!

That's great. And yes Uncle Nine, keep on posting and thinking about FE. It's amazing.

That's all I can say for now, I am in the middle of a job search in the Internet. Haha.

Thanks,

SL

[Wade Frazier]

OK, vignette time.

I am going to write one on the good guys. There were very few of them during my journey with Dennis, but they stood out like beacons above the blackness. Dennis was always our ringleader, and those with the right stuff recognized him for who and what he was, while the rest were fair-weather allies who betrayed him at the first opportunity. As I have stated, of the hundreds of employees that Dennis had in December 1985, only two bowed out with honor that I saw. The rest betrayed Dennis or wanted to. I heard of a few others who dropped out early on before I became involved, seemingly honorably, so there were a few others, but it was only a few.

In Boston, we picked up a few more people, but Mr. Stooge, his pal Andre, and the machinist betrayed Dennis when the time was right, but a man named Pat did not. He got the point of what we were doing and was one of the good guys. He was never really all that active, but was one of the good guys, as was another man named Coleman. I always remember them with a smile, and one day, we may meet again.

In Ventura, it was also only a handful who did not turn on Dennis, especially when he was down (America's motto seems to be, "Do not kick a man unless he is down."), and one of Dennis's salesmen, named Dave, was one of the good guys. He actually was in training to be a minister, and when Dennis's wife was desperately trying to keep the operating alive after Dennis was arrested, Dave was the only guy that she could rely on.

At the preliminary hearing, over the objections of Dennis's own attorney (who was in on the railroad job), Dave, with his degree in physics, testified to the technology. He was the only technical witness for the defense at the preliminary hearing, as Mr. Deputy and his cronies lied to and threatened everybody else into silence or hiding. Watching Kangaroo Court in action was the turning point of my life, and Dave got big saint points for ascending onto that witness stand. Dave is in my pantheon.

Another good guy was Karl from Ohio, who was about the only black member of Dennis's organization. A constant stream of "cheer up" cards and letters came to Dennis from Karl while he was in jail, and Karl also testified at the preliminary hearing, and paid his way to testify, I believe. Being a black man, he knew all-too-well how the American "justice" system worked. Of all the thousands of people who were involved in what happened in Ventura, they were about it, as far as the good guys went, other than Mr. Professor and his wife. Dennis's wife, Alison, was always the center of efforts to save Dennis, and we all bowed to her authority. I gave a little vignette not long ago, and another anecdote should help people understand who she was. Her boyfriend was Jim Croce's manager, and he died in the plane crash that killed Croce, which led to her meeting Dennis a couple of years later. Those kinds of tragedies have peppered her life. What that woman has lived through and seen. Nothing fazes her. When one of the world's most legendary conspiratorial figures called Dennis at home, she answered the phone and said, "Dennis, Mr. X is on the phone," like it was a telemarketing call.

The last good guy for this vignette (which nearly exhausts my list of good guys from Dennis's journey, I am sorry to say) is Mike. When our Ventura operation was in the process of being shut down, Mike arrived to help Alison, saying that he had seen enough of evil prevailing and had to "do something." He helped out that day, and left, but eight years later, I saw him at that meeting in Columbus that floored me, the night that I saw that Amish group in attendance. I'll happily take the memory of that night to my grave. Mike is with Dennis to this day. He has the longest tenure with Dennis outside of Alison. Mike reached the heights. Mike is the guy that I bought that psychic reading for (and he had the reading as I was being told that my job had ended), and I totally understood his father's cartwheels in heaven regarding Mike's life's work. Mike will take many treasures with him when he passes.

Time for work.

Best,

Wade