Alienation from loved ones while on the path of awakening (Advice Wanted)

[Constance]

Hi JTA_12358
Congratulations! How wonderful

I've been on this path nearly all my life.

What I've learned is that there is so much synchronicity in our lives if I just stay off the beaten path and keep heading in the direction that I need to nurture, nourish and uplift myself and others.

I try to immerse myself in the most uplifting, nourishing ways I know how - books, video's, food, nature etc and share that with my close and greater family because well and truly, the conspiracies are a bottomless pit. They really go on forever.

Synchronicity seems to lead me into places that I would never have dreamed of, meeting people that make me gasp with their keenness to embrace life in all its complexities.

For example, after the birth of my son, my intuition led me to joining a baby group massage course. I wanted to love and nurture my son as much as possible and this seemed like a great place to start.
All the husbands and wives were there.
I started talking to a friendly mother next to me only to find that she had hired the same home birthing pool as me and that my husband had handed her husband the kit the day after my son was born at our house!
My husband had not even recognised her husband in our sleep deprived haze and we had a great laugh over that.
What were the chances of that happening? I call it divine synchronicity.
We became the fastest of friends. The common ground we shared over natural child birthing, attachment parenting and the love of our children was amazing. It was the dominant force in my friendship with her.

I have discovered that whenever I shared what inspires me and whenever I share of myself unconditionally it seems to have an overflow effect on my friends and my family.

I am always looking for the common ground with people. If I can find that, I can still embrace the diversity that surrounds me.

For example, many moons ago now on an intuition, I joined the original PA forum. My intention was to stay open to finding people I could really connect with.
On another intuition, I joined the now defunct Melbourne Chapter of groups and I started expressing my interest in connecting with others who were like minded in my area.
The next thing you know, I have connected with one of the most open, dearest, loving person of my life. You know who you are
I love you and you are always in my heart my dearest brother.
It was so unexpected. We went on many adventures together. We still laugh about them. He now has a young child and a wife who doesn't want to share in what he knows but he has also learned to inspire his wife in ways I don't think he is even aware of!
I am most grateful for his friendship.