Put Another Log On The Fire

[Meggings]

"LEST WE FORGET"
- this phrases comes from an 1897 Rudyard Kipling poem 'Recessional'
Here are two verses of it:

The tumult and the shouting dies;
The Captains and the Kings depart:
Still stands Thine ancient sacrifice,
An humble and a contrite heart.
Lord God of Hosts, be with us yet,
Lest we forget—lest we forget!

Far-called, our navies melt away;
On dune and headland sinks the fire:
Lo, all our pomp of yesterday
Is one with Nineveh and Tyre!
Judge of the Nations, spare us yet,
Lest we forget—lest we forget!

[Shadowself]

Continuation from post number 680 last page:

So this is what I woke up to today...I have to tell you when I say this freaks me out, that is an understatement.

In that, I'm so grateful for Lionhawk who has this natural way of calming me down. If I have to go through this kind of thing having him by my side is the best medicine. He's gone to pick up the water heater! I'm so excited...yet this overshadows that in so many ways. I've been through so much from one end of the spectrum to the other and often times don't know where to turn. As I say this I look at my hand and wonder why? Couldn't I just be normal?

It's something I didn't ask for and I wish somebody had asked me before they volunteered me to participate in whatever this is. I often wonder if my father would have done this to me if he knew what the outcome would be. Is it a good thing or bad?

I do know it brought me to Lionhawk and for that I thank my lucky stars...but what went on with this is NOT something I signed up for. So when somebody says I came in and agreed to experience extreme polarities I have to say...NO FREAKING WAY would I have participated.

To have a red pill party is not my idea of a good time! I want my son back. I want this to just be over and say it was all a bad dream.



But that's not going to happen so I have to get to the bottom of this which is what I plan on doing in the next two weeks. I have an appointment on the 21st with an investigative specialist in this particular subject which I hope will get to the bottom of the matter. This weekend I'm going to ask point blank..."to what end"? I need some answers and not pacification.

Heartsong's nightmares made me realize I need to ask for help in a big way. This is MY BODY that is being invaded with something I never agreed to. Now it may not be a bad thing...but I think I have a right to know if it is or not. I have a right to know EXACTLY what it is and WHY it's there.

So here I am just venting around the fire and hope this is received with well wishes to find out what I deserve to know....THE DAMNED TRUTH!

What the hell is this stuff? Here is one more picture of a double angle line? Does this stuff have intelligence? I just don't know!



Somebody has been lying to me and I want to know why. Coincidentally this is the last music video my sons worked on together a month before John was killed.

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=Sh7PfJk2sWc

[Delight]

Posted by Shadowself (here)
This movie is the closest to what I know of such and a tree plays prominent....living past and present. Together we are forever on the road to awe...

Shadowself:
I happened on The Fountain and recalled your post.

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=pwfjesp6QNE

I used to be a nurse. I learned that sometimes pigment changes could have something to do with the adrenals (worst case Addison's disease adrenal insufficiency)? These skin signs could be clues to areas of your body that need your care? It sounds (as is only reasonable) like this time period of a few years has been very stressful.

I know that this is only my 2Cents but I wonder if you are going to an "investigative specialist" of a "medical" kind? And also, I read that what is happening feels like an invasion. I am sure that is frightening. I hope that you will receive empowerment and peace as that seems to be the value I am pursuing myself.

I do have doubts about the whole paradigm of "illness". Medicine uses cook books and doctors depend mightily on these tomes. Just because YOU (or any one) have/has curious changes in pigmentation (and what other associated symptoms if any) does not mean you are even ill. And even if you feel ill, IMO you do not have to have a chronic condition. And even if a condition is chronic, it is not a life sentence.

Doctors of allopathic medicine especially but all healers looking for a disease as a RULE will find a "reason" and a problems so it can be corrected BECAUSE that is what they must do.....

I have observed first hand the people who know: "over various amounts of "time" every little bit the body is revamped. The pattern is the map and we have control of the pattern". They will change the pattern IF they have the desire, the will and if there are no OTHER compelling reasons to keep the pattern. The people who do not know this are quite pushed around by the systems of "care"....very often frustrated because the elusive condition morphs or recurs.

That is my observation and I will stop seeming to preach and am onto my practice...love, hope and joy to all...Maggie

[RunningDeer]

Posted by Heartsong (here)
Hello friends. I need a bit of insight as to what I'm going through. I've always had trouble with nightmares ranging from vividly disturbing dreams to all out screamers. Two months ago…

Posted by Shadowself (here)
Continuation from post number 680 last page:

So this is what I woke up to today...I have to tell you when I say this freaks me out, that is an understatement….

It’s been a busy week. I’ll need a bit of time for spirit-body to power up. I’m heading out the door again, but before I do, my first impression is toxicity of some sort. Whether it’s nefarious or not, I couldn't say because it’s so far from the world I live. Or are you exposed to lead or arsenic or other kinds of mechanisms that’d interfere with your blood/body?

For someone that had environmental and food sensitivities, my thoughts go to elimination of foods, chemicals, environments, etc. How about the brand of coffee? Something to consider in terms of cumulative effects. Companies don’t care about the consumer. It’s about short cuts to a profitable bottom line. I use to drink an organic, Swiss Water Processed coffee that I’d travel to the next state over to purchase. It was before the internet age. It turned out that it caused impaired breathing and itch, crawly tingles under my skin.

What chemicals are in your coffee?

“Recent research shows some of our favourite brews can be laced with contaminants. An analysis by the nation's food regulator details a list of 14 substances that didn't surprise scientists, but will shock coffee lovers. ..”

“…The heavy metals leach into the coffee beans through the soil, but other contaminants, such as acrylamide, occur as a result of roasting the beans at temperatures higher than 100 degrees. Scientists say there is no cause for alarm, although they will..”

Another possibility is if I recall correctly, you are from the west coast. There’s a lot of spraying there. Is it possible that the toxicity build up is kicking in due to stress or due to the nature of the nano technology? Do you detox?

My dog and house sitting commitment it’s coming to a close. I’ll need a couple of days to recoup before I can do a scan. I don't know if it'll help, but at least it'll dovetail your efforts. As mentioned above, my first impression is blood or technology within it. In which case, I’d suggest the implant/technology removal thread. Heck, what do you have to loose?

The same for Nancy HeartSong, Post # 671. Early next week, I should be like new.

♡

[Shadowself]

Hi guys!

Happy campfire to you. You guys rock and I REALLY appreciate the the last two posts by Delight and Runningdeer.

When I get some time I'll try to explain the origin of these lines on my hands. When they started and such.

There is so much to it I simply don't have the time to explain it now.
I really wish it were a medical condition which would explain away why they are there in the first place. But that is not the case.

When this stuff starts it usually goes away by the next day and today it's gone....but not forgotten.

btw I wanted to mention when they (the lines on my hands) started I was not under any stress other than normal everyday kinds. My son was alive and I was overall very happy and embarking on some new adventures. It was actually a very positive time in my life and I was at the top of my game so to speak. I had a great job making a great income. I solely owned two properties in California and my kids were doing great. What more could you ask for eh?

These lines were not born from stress and I have sought medical attention via my long time doctor who was one of the few I actually trusted. Also then and now my physical health is great and my immune system is strong. For a 62 year old woman I'm in great condition physically.

I'm almost sorry I brought this up but when it happens it sort of freaks me out. You see it doesn't happen that often anymore, and out of sight out of mind kind of thing I tend to dismiss it.

Here is part of what my doctor said upon seeing it...and btw I had recently had a complete physical and blood panel done.

Doctor: "I've never seen anything like that in a liner fashion before...but it's probably nothing to worry about. We'll just keep tabs on your blood panels and if it gets worse or spreads we'll do some tests.

I'm in North Carolina now and it's still there apparently. What started it is what I don't have time to share at this time which will clue you in to it's origins.

Thanks again guys...you rock!

Have a great day...where I'm at the sun is shining! You are too!

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=lkrsyIgt6k0

[Heartsong]

Ok, I'm done with the nightmare medication. I found no particular relief from the nightmares and the side effects of headaches and low mood made it a no-go. My husband will just have to endure as he faithfully has for the last 44 years. My kids are recommending medical cannabis and I keep saying "not yet". It's even less scientific than pharmaceuticals.

[Shadowself]

Well today it starts. Seat belt fastened and ready for take off. Been awhile for me but here goes nothing!

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=-umqM9R8cnI

The phrase that brought the lines: Pay attention to the vortex.

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=BgOtLKttDU4

Count down commencing....wish me luck!

[Shadowself]

Oh before I forget....Lost N Found and Zionbrian.....I think I saw Sila recently....Splashing to the sound of...

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=XpEXyTKyP7U

[RunningDeer]

Count down commencing....wish me luck!

Good luck on your journey, Brook.
May it bring closure where needed
and insights into the greater landscape.

Posted by Shadowself (here)
Oh before I forget....Lost N Found and Zionbrian.....I think I saw Sila recently....Splashing to the sound of...

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=XpEXyTKyP7U

Sync… Along with the multi-D photos (above),
I had to grab this one. (Now I get it.)

♡

[Lost N Found]

Thank you shadowself and runningdeer. Sila splashing on her way to sunshine. Shadowself, to find the answer, to know why those black marks keep happening. Coming from the past. Thank you all from around this fire. I have one to give this evening.

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=PvSp1k3Lw4A

And to all a very loving evening.

[Shadowself]

Good Morning!

First off..I wanted to share a video I made yesterday before I went into session. I was in a real good mood when I started...

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=53W-XNX1LCI

Then I did my thing so to speak and it turned out to be not quite what I expected. It led me to a date and a reference I needed to see. Man I didn't want to see that! But as usual it panned out and I was shocked once again. It has no place on this thread but I may add it to another thread started here at Avalon because it tracks...again as usual. My question is why did I need to see that? I really don't know and this it again the question I have in the first place. I'm not done and today is another day.

Big smiles as you watch Buster among the stars!

[Shadowself]

awe....nevermind

[Shadowself]

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=sycgL3Qg_Ak

[RunningDeer]

Knock, Knock

[Heartsong]

Dear Running Dear,
I'm here. Slept well last night. Sang well at my lesson. Tomorrow's a new day with nothing happening I can't handle....er....that I know of...

[RunningDeer]

Posted by Heartsong (here)
Dear Running Dear,
I'm here. Slept well last night. Sang well at my lesson. Tomorrow's a new day with nothing happening I can't handle....er....that I know of...

Super glad to hear that sleep is good. Betcha tomorrow's golden, too.

Sweet dreams, Nancy & Meggings

[Meggings]

Shadowself, I love Buster's dancing! And I saw the CBC 'aging gracefully' (being a Canadian these things come our way often). RunningDeer, we're home...sort of... and Heartsong, it's good to hear of your singing.

For myself, I was just now posting on another thread about a lady I know relatively well, here: https://projectavalon.net/forum4/show...=1#post1020295

This is the lifetime in which TULIPS were given to her. In writing this post, I went back in this thread to find the photo of the tulips, but see I deleted many pictures due to the megabyte storage limit. But in this going back, I see I had not read this thread until I rather suddenly posted on Sept 14/2015

This is from my first post on this thread: "The world wars are complicated, for I had so many lifetimes I remember."

Part of the complication is that a soul projects many personalities in a specific time frame, and I have entered into many personalities in the war years - one of which was Mary Lindell mentioned elsewhere. In the looping spiraling energies that dance through our lives, she was in a German concentration camp (Ravensbruk) at the end of April 1945, when her soul partner was busy in the 3rd Army coming into Germany to the newly liberated concentration camps (Buchenwald and Orhdruf). Three separate people I know through my own experience were in the same area at roughly the same time. I find that often personalities that originate from the same soul come together in their physical bodies at times in support.

There is nearly half of this thread I have not read yet. It puts me at a disadvantage not knowing all the stories that have been shared, and that disadvantage has left me confused now and then. (It took me some time to figure out the connection between Shadowself and Lionhawk...sigh...) In such occasional confusion, I did not post when stories occurred to me to share, and I apologize for that.

EDITED TO ADD THIS:
Sleep did not come last night until 6 AM this morning, and my head is sleepy with lack of clarity. I feel I have been less than clear about this glancing mention of TULIPS. You see, Mary Lindell met another projected personality of her soul during the war - his name was Jacques, and he was from the same soul as herself.

Mary Lindell "accidentally" met Jacques in London, England in 1942 (they'd been together in Vichy France the year before). Jacques was strolling along in London, and when he saw her, he left the two young ladies he'd been strolling arm-in-arm with, and he walked with Mary. At the end when time came for them to part, he bent down and picked a tulip from a garden and handed it to Mary.

Seventy-five years later, Mark bought and planted tulips as a surprise gift for me. And this is what I wrote about these TULIPS in my journal a few years back:

"...Last night as I visited fourth dimension several times, I was shown scenes from my lifetime as Mary Lindell. At one point Jacques gave Mary a tulip – this I remember clearly. And when I was on the point of waking up in the morning, after the “Life Strand Relationships” review during the night in which this lifetime was examined, Mark came into my present 3D life as I awoke. He handed me one tulip to carry with me into my day today, so that I would remember what had been shown me in the night just over.

"Jacques is a projected focused personality of Mark’s soul. In the fall of 2007 Mark, on his own, bought tulip bulbs and planted them at the farm as a gift for me. It was all done before he told me about it. I print here a picture of “Mark’s Tulips” as I called them, taken May 2008. Mark died in September 2008."


Here are photos that show a similarity between Mary Lindell and myself, at roughly the same ages.

Attachment 31851

And here are Mark's tulips, that I'd previously posted but deleted from my uploaded picture file on Avalon. I hope this has cleared up any confusing tulips...

Attachment 31852

[RunningDeer]

Posted by Meggings (here)
There is nearly half of this thread I have not read yet. It puts me at a disadvantage not knowing all the stories that have been shared, and that disadvantage has left me confused now and then. (It took me some time to figure out the connection between Shadowself and Lionhawk...sigh...) In such occasional confusion, I did not post when stories occurred to me to share, and I apologize for that.

This happens to me, too. There are many threads I've not participated in for at least a couple of reasons:1) it's time consuming to catch up 2) I'd repeat what everyone has stated.

[Delight]

I just want to share my strange experience today.

I heard some heart sickening news about Lexy who is 2 1/2. She has a rare cancer that cannot be operated on because of the location. She is my friend Tina's beloved grand daughter through her son Michael. the parents are not married. The child is 600 miles away and the 21 year old mother lives with her parenst. the whole family drama is already tense. Tina's intention is to be able to go and stay in Savannah for extended periods. Where will the means come from? That is the question?

I was so torn up to hear about this story. I was brushing my hair and looked down at the brush. When I looked up a strange figure was in my vision. It was squarish and had a pattern of spikes and it was NOT going away. I closed my eyes and it was even more visible. It was in both eyes. I had no other symptoms except my heart ached.

I did my cleansing and oddly when I combed my aura with the gold sieve, the pattern opened so it was not square...as if it was cut. I used all my cleaning strategies and the figure changed slightly as if being sucked up slowly and then drifted down and to the bottom left of my left eye peripheral vision as a faint soft scintillation. Then it went away. It was the weirdest of weird that never happened before....

The fact that it occurred when I was feeling so upset makes me think it is related to my feelings for Lexy and Tina. I Hold them both in love and miracles of many shapes and sizes there. I am glad I was able to share them so you can imagine healing also.

[Stephanie]

Posted by Delight (here)

I Hold them both in love and miracles of many shapes and sizes there. I am glad I was able to share them so you can imagine healing also.

Swathed in healing hues of blue,
encircled in loving starshine.