Posted by Realeyes
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For the last three hours I have attempted to describe what ‘Source’ means to me; a valid question that Fine Feather brought up yesterday. It is quite likely we are all using the same word yet meaning something totally different. I am personally finding language to be so limiting when attempting to define higher aspects of Consciousness.
Nancy you did a fine job in your description – thank you. This is not an easy exercise to define as I have just found out myself using the medium of ‘words’. I too noticed Fine Feather deleted his valid question shortly after writing it, I do not know his reasons as to why, yet do think it is a great question to ask oneself and purposeful for each of us to define within ourselves our own meaning. I too would very much appreciate Fine Feather’s definitions of ‘Source’; that is if he is willing to do so. If he does, I hope he can find better words than my limited vocabulary.
For myself, I usually experience what I call ‘Source’ either in out of body experiences or Kundalini rising practices. Unfortunately I do not see sign posts stating where exactly I am, so for myself I observe the distinct levels of conscious awareness ‘changes’ within myself , there is quite a difference from one Plane to the next Plane; (also each Plane has many dimensions within it). It has taken me many decades to piece together some of what I write below.
I thought it may be helpful for my own defining (and perhaps for others too) if I start several Conscious Planes ‘below’ what I deem as ‘Source’. And quite possibly what I am ‘accepting as Source’ in this particular Triad maybe just the very start of something potentially far bigger that I have yet to contemplate, experience and realise – as I remind myself this is a journey into Eternity. So please take what I write below as just being my own subjective truth of what I have had glimpses/moments of experiencing. Also I am describing in the briefest of terms the Planes; they are so much more than this where one could spend tens of thousands of years joyfully exploring!
In out of body ‘travel’ or ‘arriving’ I can experience this as ‘going somewhere’ but really I am going ‘within self’ into my inner nucleus – so although I can experience movement or force while travelling that feels very real - in truth there really is no movement, rather raising frequencies shifting my observer conscious awareness into deeper levels of Self. (I can see already my sentences are going to seem full of contradictions and paradoxes as I attempt to describe existences of Self in Planes so very different to 3D Time/Space – lol)
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Journeying towards Source
Skipping past the ‘polarity planes’ of Hertzian, Inferred, Visible Light - then through a void space, I enter what I call Bridge Consciousness that is Neutral in nature and the Ultraviolet blue Plane - reengaging with the Soul and is the Plane of Unconditional Love. When I am BEing the centrral observer of Soul, I see multitudes of rays of simultaneous incarnations around me (past, present, future), it’s like being the centre of a star with all its rays. It is here I re-remember all my "I's" that I have been (incarnations).
Shifting into another void space, I arrive at Super Consciousness (X-Ray) Soul & Spirit Plane often called Paradise; wondrous music plays, golden light, life forms and colours etc are breathtaking! This is where I experience an ‘us-ness or we-ness’ conscious awareness, now becoming less ‘form’ (no longer attached to any body identity form yet can unfold into a form whenever I choose) I prefer to be an orb of consciousness. Here I am re-remembering and beholding ‘us-ness/we-ness’ consciousness, and all the vast creations we participate in giving unconditional love. I am this expanding conscious awareness yet I am not ‘gigantic in size like a universe’ (oh god another paradox) I am really very, very tiny like a subatomic particle (or something like that) that is interconnected.
Shifting within again, into the Planes of Hyper Consciousness and also into Ultra Consciousness (Gamma and beyond) this is the Spirit Planes of Knowingness and Pure Thought Light. This re-awakens a deeper depth of Unity Oneness Consciousness of ALL LIFE in this Triad of Creation - yet within this oneness I keep my uniqueness at the same time (I know another paradox; next paragraph brings some sense to this). The all embracing love, celebration and joy and creational conscious awareness in these two Planes are beyond Earthly description. At some point during my ‘observer shifting’ I can see below the shimmering golden/rose energy grids of Creation (part of the Source Field) where all those wondrous adventurous explorations of zillions of co-creator gods are exploring and creating in the multitudes of playgrounds. Up to this point and Planes just described, I am still the ‘journeyman’ a secondary conscious god spark mirror aspect of - my ‘wholeness/totality’ that is ‘Primary Consciousness’ the Self that eternally exists in Source and never left home. I am still in this Plane the journeyman/secondary consciousness traversing a soulful journey exploring this particular Triad of Creation of involution and now evolution.
Arriving to Source
Shifting within again my journeyman of secondary consciousness now wraps up all its realities as it lovingly brings all its unique wisdoms returning and ‘BEcoming at one’ again with ‘my’ Primary Consciousness; I could call this ‘My Great Spirit’ or ‘my god’, or ‘my source’. My own journeyman of experiences turned to wisdoms is what makes this unity of Self/co-creator god ‘unique’, (and everyone elses too due their unique journeys). My Primary Consciousness/god source is now deeper enriched and wiser via my journeyman’s exponential journey of redefining the wonders of all SELF can be in this Triad of Creation. (It is either this particular level with this reunion of 1st & 2nd consciousness becoming ONE, or the one next stage when one reaches Christos – not quite sure which it is, but suspect it is this particular level).
Shift within again and ‘my’ Primary Consciousness returns, merges with Prime Creator (God/Goddess/Source/Isness, whatever one wishes to term it) that is the totality of unconditional LOVE and Conscious life force Creation that IS in Everything, an Isness ongoingness into Forever.
(Now I am unsure if Prime Creator of this Triad of creation ‘is’ or instead ‘exists within and part of’ the next part)
There is a Great beautiful dazzling alive black Void, like a great sea teaming with alive consciousness that contains all colours and light within this black void (paradox again), with full Knowingness, omnipresence, omniscient of all potentials yet no things materially – the ideas of Everything yet a Non-Thing all at the same time. I am not even sure what I am at this stage other than consciousness, perhaps a ‘consciously aware wave’? I ride in a seamless sea of wondrously expanding ALL knowingness – I have zero questions, queries, desires etc All is Known in this alive Isness oceans of Unity creative omnipresent Conscious Knowingness. Apologises this really is a Pitiful explanation; I just cannot find the words to even skim the surface of such all knowing wondrousness.
One thing I have observed is the moment I contemplate a knowingness that washes through me, the ‘act’ of contemplating takes me immediately to BEing my Primary Consciousness (no longer Prime Creator or the Great Void). When I am the Great Void the knowingness washes through me in waves, there is no contemplation because all is Known. Smile.
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Well that’s my glimpses of many experiences exploring higher Planes of Consciousness – so far.... and maybe just the tip of the iceberg. When the time arrives when I realise and accept fully my Isness reuniting and merging with my own Primary Consciousness/God/Source....... my next step maybe to dive into the Prime Creator (God/Source) and explore what other great wonders there are to behold in the vastness of Eternity - smile. Until then...........
I have much work to do unravelling and remembering and reconnecting to the grand mysteries I call SELF and my Source. I will keep plodding onwards and upwards within myself cleaning up all my unfinished Earthly business and the other Planes of polarity unfinished business, owning the parts I have played and turning that purposefulness into evolving wisdom and greater conscious awareness, loving myself into life (wherever that may be) while reengaging in all that I BE.
So to return to the original question defining what is ‘Source’ in my personal meaning, it includes that which is Eternal, my primary consciousness; Prime Creator and the Great Void. And I so bless my secondary consciousness journeyman because it does all the leg work.
Much love to you all
Realeyes

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Namaste
Ps. The above has been a lifetime of inner work this end - I am fed up with forgetting this over and over every time I reincarnate, so doing all I can this end to keep my memories and knowledge I have learned so I can continue to build upon them and finally at some point 'arrive' to my Source with the job done. Then leap into the next..............!