Recent feelings: Any members on here 'on edge and sense of foreboding'

[Mari]

Posted by Pam (here)

I understand every word of what you said, Bill. When I talk about the panic, it is not with a desire to "quick, see if I can fix things" which is my personal tendency. There is a grand acceptance. I had a marvelous call from a neighbor who for whatever reason has been rather snarky to me in the past. Today we talked for 2 hours and it was an honest talk of two people who see the trajectory, not with dread, or what can we do, but with acceptance and humor, with reflection and honesty. The like of which I would never dream of having with her.

We have really been honored to be a part of this, I think we chose it. At this moment I am filled with gratitude, and I will be even if the whole construct falls apart. When and if it does during my lifetime, I will remember the love , the conversation with a lady who has been bitchy with me in the past, you and Mara, my sweet animal friends....there is such beautiful gratitude for this experience no matter what happens...

Honestly, I am ready for it all. I can only die once. I know that would be harder if I had young children, but I see and experience the evil, it runs through me, I see the story and I feel the pain they can not process. This thing, even the goodness has to go as far as I can see. The duality is here at the extremity . Your goodness and decency juxtaposed against the horrendous torture of the innocent, and I do not speak only of humans here, I speak for all of them.

As insane as I know I sound their stories are running through me, vertically like a river. I feel the pain they dare not they are in a state of shock, they can't deal with it so I do. I won't be able to do it much longer and I don't know what the point of the whole thing is. I just want to document it in words in a public space.

I apologize for becoming the nut case of the forum. I used to want to "help" those that expressed similar things. I was still so programmed, and I still am to some degree.

I am just speaking raw honesty because that is the counter balance to the other stuff that is happening. I would rather not do this. I do not want to be thought a nut case, but it is time now, it is time to be fearless as best we can

With love, Pam

Pam- you are not a 'nut-case'.

But...in case you have a hard time believing that, here is a wonderful saying from fellow 'Nut' David Icke
'Today's Mighty Oak is yesterday's nut that held it's ground'

[onawah]

It sounds like the path of an empath being described, and empaths can often feel like nut cases because of all the energies they have to deal with and sort through coming at them from other people.
It's not an easy path, but much can be learned from it...

Posted by Mari (here)
Pam- you are not a 'nut-case'.
But...in case you have a hard time believing that, here is a wonderful saying from fellow 'Nut' David Icke
'Today's Mighty Oak is yesterday's nut that held it's ground'

[SilentFeathers]

Posted by onawah (here)
It sounds like the path of an empath being described, and empaths can often feel like nut cases because of all the energies they have to deal with and sort through coming at them from other people.
It's not an easy path, but much can be learned from it...

It's not only the energy coming from other people....
It's a full-time job finding balance between beauty and harmony, chaos and cosmic debris.
It's rather easy to be "on edge and having a sense of foreboding" when our collective reality focuses more on chaos and cosmic debris than harmony and beauty.

[onawah]

I focus on acceptance and gratitude, which helps.

Posted by SilentFeathers (here)

Posted by onawah (here)
It sounds like the path of an empath being described, and empaths can often feel like nut cases because of all the energies they have to deal with and sort through coming at them from other people.
It's not an easy path, but much can be learned from it...

It's not only the energy coming from other people....
It's a full-time job finding balance between beauty and harmony, chaos and cosmic debris.
It's rather easy to be "on edge and having a sense of foreboding" when our collective reality focuses more on chaos and cosmic debris than harmony and beauty.

[Bill Ryan]

Posted by Bill Ryan (here)
Just a quick personal comment here. I appreciate the thread totally, and take everyone's posts most seriously. But I wasn't going to post anything myself as I did have a feeling of foreboding just over a year ago, and quite strongly too (I described it as 'panic', something I very rarely feel in any situation), but since then I've very much came to terms with it all in maybe a rather Zen-like way.

However, last night the feeling of 'foreboding' returned.

Something has begun. I don't even know what that means, but I felt I should share it. Exactly those words. And something very not-good is going to happen quite soon. But I have no idea where, when or how, so of course this is NOT useful information, not at all. Just buckle up and stay watchful.

A further note. I listed a whole bunch of 2024 predictions back in December, in this post. I'd intended just to share one or two things, but as I started to write it felt as if I was suddenly taking dictation, almost as fast as I could form the words. It ended up being a pretty long list that completely caught me unawares.

So far, everything looks to be on the mark — though of course we're only in early April. I was genuinely surprised how positive it all seemed to be, but timelines can change. And if something fairly major does happen quite soon, that doesn't necessarily negate any of the outcomes I listed. It might just be a bumpy ride, with something shocking ushering in something that we'd all welcome. I can think of many ways that could all play out, but I don't want to guess blindly.

I might also be quite wrong about everything I've said. But all I can honestly add is that I really don't feel I am. I very rarely make posts like this, and so we'll just see, soon enough.

[shaberon]

Posted by Johnnycomelately (here)
I had to look it up, but interesting substance!

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/5-Hydroxytryptophan

Yes, actually, this is the main thing in one's personal chemistry.

It is not difficult to make it run right, but, it is pretty easy to mess up.

For one thing, one of the most important precursors is gluten.

Secondly, it depends on a sensitive array of amino acids.

Roughly put, you might be able to say this brain happiness and the pancreas are easy to put at odds with one another, aside from common environmental factors such as nitric oxide playing a detrimental role.

This is triangulated to the thyroid, which is important to time/regulate most of the rest of one's chemistry, and so in the long term, it can start playing frisbee with how you are.

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Also, no, long term you would not want to be content with relying on a supplement, the idea might be more like repairing a clock.

[Anthony Hale]

Anxiety and Excitement are the same energy , there is only one source energy. How you experience that energy is based on your beliefs and your definitions. These are the filters that you channel source energy through to have experiences within your... You-niverse. Nature, laughter, love is the best medicine!

It was a long wet cold spring and by the time the sun came out Papa Swallow did not have a lot of bugs to choose from for his babies. But there was plenty of dragonflies. However the dragon flies were a lot larger than baby swallows were used to. Papa swallow tried to shove them down their throats, but they were not excited about them. Eventually papa swallow was able to get them down their throats so they could survive and prosper.

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=2yE9OiUhVww

[onawah]

Losing Earth's Magnetic Field - Major Health Problems
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(If you leave out the Sun's effect on life on Earth, you miss a huge component.)

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[Patient]

I have always felt a great connection to the earth...and recently - the last 2 months - I have felt weak and undernurished.

I have had other strange things going on around me, but not easy to describe. Perhaps it is timeliness changing over and over. Subtle things have been disappearing and reappearing in my life. That might be the best and simplest way to describe it.

There ya' go Pam. You are not alone.

[RMF808]

All of you and this thread inspired me to write another thread. I hope you enjoy it

Let’s Climb Together

https://projectavalon.net/forum4/sho...10#post1608210

[Mike Gorman]

Posted by mizo (here)
I'm kinda used to many years of researching and observing many ills and wrongness in our world, I usually can manage OK any negative information if it becomes too much to bear.

Although, during the last few days I have been feeling something awful is about to happen.

Anyone else sensing or feeling this?

It feels like a culmination of many catastrophic events are about to happen... I cannot put my finger on 'what or where' but the 'when' feels quite imminent.

It could be I need to take more time-out than I usually do, to take stock... it certainly doesn't help that there's been very little showing of blue skies it seems there's far too much dreary and inclement weather in the UK.

Please feel free to add your thoughts to this.

Mizo you are absolutely echoing my own feelings, we have all been constantly exposed to unprecedented turbulence and upheaval haven't we, since the end of 2019, but this feeling is different to that, right? I sense that the planetary 'management' is going to execute on some catastrophic stuff: we have the perfect storm of Ukraine/Russia, Israel and the whole middle eastern situation, we have a recent strong earthquake, we have all the talk about the upcoming solar eclipse (eclipses are fantastic, and interesting normally) there is an obvious indication 'something' is planned for that...and we have France threatening to send in ground troops: there is no end to the potential for a catastrophic occasion to occur. We know that it is not wise to indulge in negative fantasies, but there is something brewing, bubbling away, I agree a sense of impending doom.

[Harmony]

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[meat suit]

Posted by onawah (here)
Losing Earth's Magnetic Field - Major Health Problems
Suspicious0bservers
735K subscribers
4/6/24

(If you leave out the Sun's effect on life on Earth, you miss a huge component.)

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=6nYL23r43B4

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=XetvS2ld4Xw

So, maybe we need to supplement with another magnetic field!
I have built one of these bowl shaped magnet arrays with a motor for rotation.
The health benefits and extra energy from using this have been very interesting.
If you havent watched the video at https://projectavalon.net/forum4/sho...=1#post1601434 yet, I really recommend you do.
I will update that threa soon with my built project experience.

[Delight]

Posted by Pam (here)
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[Brigantia]

We're just back from a comedy gig that included a couple of my favourite YouTubers; a few hours with like-minded people, no wokeness and issues of The Light available.

A few hours of laughter and chatting with people resisting the agenda has lifted my spirits no end. They say that laughter is the best medicine.

[ExomatrixTV]

Most Avalonians probably agree that there are plenty (enough) reasons WHY the "powers that be" need an even more powerful (distracting) CRISIS event, maybe even multiple crisis that affects things globally drastically ... Dare I say worse than: "9/11", "October 7", "2007–2008 Financial Crash", "Plandemic 2020-2022", "Earthquakes" & "Hawaii, Maui" combined!

• Soon I'm going to make a list of reasons WHY they need this in 2024 more than ever ... because I think they have legit reasons to be really scared!

And when I am finished making that list ... the silent majority of the masses may wake up that we are more powerful than they are!

cheers,
John 🦜🦋🌳

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=Lrdk5LVRhew

[SoulValor]

For what it's worth - I only felt strange and kinda negative/on edge during the Easter weekend. It was really weird because the days leading up to it I were quite fine. And then - almost like a switch - everything felt different starting Saturday (as soon as I got up). Of course it didn't help that I had a strange/melancholic dream before I woke but maybe it was caused by this energy shift instead of causing it. I definitely felt there was more to it than this dream.

We had quite a turn in the weather too which didn't help...and we had this "sahara dust" that blew over into Europe which actually made the sky look a bit yellowish. And left "nice" spots on windows. But it's not like we never had this before, it is actually a regular occurance....though some speculate that "sahara dust" is just a cover story and that whatever it is is being intentionally dumped on us... like Chemtrails 2.0. Who knows...

We did have a very cleansing/intense thunderstorm on Sunday afternoon which in no doubt was caused by all that dust. That thunderstorm put me on edge too but afterwards things felt a lot better. Of course, the air was clean again....but it didn'T take long and latest by Easter Monday (a national holiday here in Germany) things were strange and bleak again. :/
But - when Tuesday rolled around and everything went back to normal (as in business week) I felt totally normal again too! Just like a switch again. I went back to do my usual stuff and felt somewhat relieved....
Did anyone else here from Germany or other "Sahara dust" affected countries feel the same during that weekend?
I'm usually a stable person and not that prone to mood swings or big shifts, but that weekend was something else. And then I got to see this thread....

[jagman]

I want to believe that nothing is going to happen tomorrow! Or soon there after! It's hard to think about.The ringing in my ears has been non-stop today. I guess it could be tinnitus. Seems strange it started about a week ago and is seemingly getting especially in my right ear. I'm rambling, I guess feel a little scared right now. I watched Dutch tonight and he didn't seem to worried about the New Madrid fault but said Japan is due to get hit by a 6 soon. That won't really matter if they turn on the ice cube neutrino detector! Eric Hecker said before the got it correctly calibrated it caused that big quake in Christ Church New Zealand! The good people at Cern thought it was a good idea to fire up the old particle collider to look for the God particle on the eclipse. ( Maybe they will all do a dance for Shiva the god tomorrow.) I Heard the Aliens are coming tomorrow too! Israel and Gaza and potentially I ran at war United States and other global Powers inching closer to a world conflict! The locusts are also coming, My State Missouri Will be covered with the they say.I moved away from the Gulf of Texas Last year, boy don't I have good timing lol... I haven't even mentioned the red heifer or the Bible prophecy, or the 3 days of darkness prophecy. The geniuses at NASA also thought it would be a good idea to fire some rockets tomorrow and give it an operational name of a god, 🙂 so I have to say I feel a little bit of trepidation about tomorrow and soon there after possibly up to 40 days after, I personally feel that it , whatever ever it (is) crescendo will be on Niacin 14, or April 22nd but feel things could start to come unglued tomorrow.I hope I'm wrong! I pray that I am wrong! Maybe I'll be able to laugh at how worked up I got myself on this one.

[shamballaOn]

The eclips will be 3 hours from now. I have no fear or whatever form of foreboding.

I am happy and positive. I create the whole world from my own being. As is everybody else. Everybody creates their own personal universe. All you see before you is created from You. It is created from You by You.

The eclipse is a positive happening that will strengthen my intentions. It will be so because I, as the creator of my personal universe, say so and wills it so.

Cern bullsh1t and all other negative influences will have a smaller change of succeeding on my timeline. Because of me and my intentions for my timeline.

And let's say I do create negative disturbing things on my timeline... as I am at the moment very far from perfect or awakened. (and the collective consciousness is also creating part of my timeline). I will then deal with it in the Now. Not at this moment by fearing things that might happen in the future.

I am happy and positive Now. Let's see what the future brings when the future is Now.

[Pam]

Posted by SilentFeathers (here)

Posted by onawah (here)
It sounds like the path of an empath being described, and empaths can often feel like nut cases because of all the energies they have to deal with and sort through coming at them from other people.
It's not an easy path, but much can be learned from it...

It's not only the energy coming from other people....
It's a full-time job finding balance between beauty and harmony, chaos and cosmic debris.
It's rather easy to be "on edge and having a sense of foreboding" when our collective reality focuses more on chaos and cosmic debris than harmony and beauty.

Thank you to Mari, SilentFeathers, and Natalie for such kind and most of all undertanding words.

These words spoken from SilentFeathers

It's a full-time job finding balance between beauty and harmony, chaos and cosmic debris.

It meant so much to me. I have a feeling there is at least one non member out there that will find great comfort in these words. When you have no idea what is happening and I spent much of my life that way, it is logical to conclude that I must be crazy. Only the in your face debacle which was covid let me know I was not the crazy one. No pride in that, but it is comforting to know that. Without my friends here, I would have ended things long ago, just feels too hard to take. Now we wait for the eclipse in the US. I don't know when the shenanigans Bill is predicting will occur, and time lines can change, but it will be interesting observing the next few days......