A most unusual NDE

[Delight]

Posted by Michel Leclerc (here)
That certainly plays its part Doug, yes. In that case, formulated otherwise: if I had anxieties about what awaits me after the body is jettisoned, would I consult her? You may guess my answer.

For a while I avidly listened to people like her relate their stories. Then I realized what I receive confirmation regarding MOST is evidence that IF there is a realm of nonphysical beings, they are not possible to "vet" for truth. Also, many of the experiencers seek to make a business model some how. Even though I have superficially studied much in the last 40 years, it would seem weird to set myself up as an "expert" in mystical stuff.

Frankly I question WHERE this info arises? I doubt the ability, the SUDDEN capacity to read energy, do healing ETC> (all the gifts) is FROM the skill of these contactees. The contacts seem to escalate to include all kinds of beings. WHAT is this phenomenon about here? I have latched onto the word phenomenon as I suspect there is some central source for the information and the activity.

I communicate with my SELF. It has served me amazingly to avoid all kinds of difficulty. MY BODY heals with energy from MY source. I do not need a spirit guide etc. I have actually specifically stated that if the relevant knowing must come from "someone" anywhere or wellness and healing from another being OR anything from an Expert in my the exterior, it is not MINE. I want MINE. I also do NOT want to be obligated contractually to some entity, agency of "whatever". More and more I recognize a massive grab to harvest us into wherever and however we can be harnessed by forces which need our fuel.

I am not worried about negative influences because I have cleared out my field. This is our present day JOB IMO. Be clear enough to seek the frequency/light of Divine and then ENGAGE and LOVE the SELF, the divine in each of us.

SERIOUSLY I am concerned that those who tread willy nilly into the OTHER REALM are not wise. Also Whomever's "NEED" in seeking help is a weird "less than" position. In being so ignorant of our innate capacity and acting THERE, we ARE (IMO) placed under strange obligating contracts we are FOOLED into making.

Just because I am paranoid does not mean SOMEONE is not OUT to GET me.

[Delight]

I am back because I am thinking that people may say I eschew all input. I very much like to hear what others experience. However, over time I see that something "materialistically" entangling arises not here in body but in the mind. I do not know what the "mind" IS but I see it right now as an avenue where we can be blinded in awareness. Just the sheer amount of fracturing of data and differing beliefs create chaos and one can get caught in a maelstrom of confusion and vulnerability.

The idea that a central phenomenon effecting the mind is controlling us makes sense to me. Is it SIMPLY huge numbers of human thought forms coagulated as an astral miasm? That would be like some kind of self assembling Egregore as AI IMO.

MY POV is that it is really possible that this whole material realm from the lowest slowest to highest frequency is artificial. It occurs to me that maybe using the tuning fork of our own SELF relationship, we can deal with the astral realm. However, one apparently is blind to this realm. In cases where an NDE or another event suddenly drops the veil, experiencers are often in deep spiritual "trouble'.

IF we were in a relationship to the material realm where we knew our ROLE in this creation of the astral, we would be in better shape. People like Neville Goddard have come to teach people about how our IMAGINATION creates our experience. We can develop the skill to IMAGINE for OTHERS also. This sort of makes me wonder about what the material realm really IS. IF I can imagine multiple different timelines (or what ever our shift in life is), what will I need to do first to create MY preferred timeline.

We can be inveigled into imagining what we are given to imagine. Where are all these IDEAS coming from? the astral IMO. Perhaps the reverberation of all that has accumulated in the astral has reached a shrill crescendo. What is true in my body and in my heart. When I listen to others now, it is about a chime IF someone is expressing what my sense of DIVINE world holds. Divine world is where we take our power by connecting to the REAL, not mind created.

First of all, IMO, we each have a direct connection to the SOURCE of all that IS. IMO there is a relationship we may have with the SOURCE. Why go to middle men? It is ignorance.

[RunningDeer]

Posted by Delight (here)
I very much like to hear what others experience.

Hello Maggie,

Your posts resonate with my inner knowing. You asked for others to share. I’m no longer invested in the game. I wrote this on the calendar last Sunday to Tuesday:

no worries, no concerns, tranquility, ease

There was no attachment to understanding the how or why. I remember thinking, "So this is what it really feels like. This is what it’s like when I disengage from all the narratives out there and all my personal stories."

I experience that state every now and again, though not for long. They are more like flashes of awareness and a lightness and a tickle in my belly.

What’s different is now I know what it feels like to be in a carefree world. I don’t have to do anything. I just have to be the real me.

I wish that for All.
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[onawah]

Some useful info may be found in Gigi Young's latest episode, "The Mystery of Death", though her info is based largely on Theosophy and Anthroposophy and describes the process of death in general terms rather than individual or personal.

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=zVofRyT396E

Also posted here: https://projectavalon.net/forum4/sho...=1#post1619153

[Delight]

I remember looking up through some branches as I lay down under a tree. For the first time I knew, I EXIST. That is still the truest thing I know. Everything else is unknown. I really have wanted to know something mentally tantalizing. Thinking about "Wow, I exist HERE and have my life" brings in what is the purpose, where are we? WHY is it LIKE THIS seeming paradoxical purgatory of repeated patterns? What is HAPPENING?The mystery of Universe and Everything is what I think about.

Using the mind to try to unravel the mystery of being alive is possible but it leads us on and on and on into myriads of thoughts. "Thoughts are things, choose the good ones." is a fact beyond any content of what one chooses. It also implies that there is a good "thought" and good's opposition. Have our thoughts created this HELL?

I was outside waiting to see the fireflies come out. I was thinking that when I mowed, I must have hit so many and hoped to see some survive in the grass. This world is so terrible to me in the way we are enmeshed in passing on hurt. I am very conflicted about participating in injury. So, I started thinking about the rat colony which is quite large in the old ramshackle barn. I cannot poison them and have yet to make the garbage can trap to take them to a field far away from people. Even that is depriving them of their home which is lovely for them.

I feel like we people seem like the rats at my barn to some bigger figures who find us distatsteful and a nusiance. Knowing what I do about the "polite society" view on having large numbers of rats, I see that it is never considered evil to exterminate them? To me this whole "place" is one great predator/prey and identified vermin world. It seems like a kind of mind that is a SYSTEM of feelingless, low quality intelligence like rudimentary code for the same old program. There seems to be some governor in our psyche. We by necessity of child hood are in hypnosis. The program runs to quell our OWN imagination. Control of reality through the SYSTEM program corrals the limits of our imagination. IF we truly create reality, we are responsible for thinking these forms of thought that perpetuate the whole cycle.

I FEEL we have to retake our imagination to turn things right side up. SO, tonight when hundreds of fire flies were coming out, I had an imagination. I saw some sort of darkening in the sky and light flecks in the atmosphere. I imagined that I have the right to change the atmosphere by invoking DIVINE intelligence and transmutative capacity. IMO, I take responsibility for my own invocation of all necessary to clear the atmosphere and restore the perfection from divine. This is more than a prayer because invocation is from Authority. I am passionate about the recommendation that every day, every One invoke their own wonderful human imagination (God) for the highest good.

The imagination is beyond thought, tapping into the force that drives the Universe. The SYSTEM must be destroyed through our imagination.