
On a podcast I listened to on the channel Confessionals, a gentleman being interviewed has been plagued from the time he was very young by an entity that he now knows is Lilith. Recently, he has been seeking deliverance form this entity. As he was talking about the characteristics, it was an ugly picture of degraded feminine form but also a creature like an insect with proboscus which sucked energy from him. He encounters Lilith in dreams and waking experiences. There is such grief evident in his interaction with this "force" because his life has been very harsh. During the interview, they showed an episode previous in which Lilith overshadowed the guest and expressed murderous rage to the host.
I am thinking alot about Lilith tonight. I have not looked into the story more. My understanding of Lilith is that she is the Queen of demons. She is like hatred itself which seeks utter destruction. The vague memory of the bible is that she was created as Adam's wife but was not suitable. Somehow she was cast out. Even the first time I heard this story, I felt pain FOR Lilith. I think I began to sort of FEEL as a female like Lilith. I never studied the archetype but somehow can relate to a being who has been betrayed and seeks vengence.
Everyone talks about Satan but no one talks about Lilith. Energetically, we contend with Her. My suspicion is that the qualities in Lilith are seeking our destruction because of her energy of betrayal/hatred/vengence. No one thinks much about why we have such an EVIL feminine force?
Apparently some people have encountered a literal personification.
I am starting this thread so beginning with a post from another thread.
I have always imagined a matriarchal structure that looks beautiful to me. In fact, it seems to hold the virtues I associate with "Good" in society. In the past, matriarchal culture was overpowered. Some say it was because matriarchy became corrupted?
First of all, I absolutely have always understood the female's lot in this patriarchy is misogeny experienced deeply. I don't think it is just me. I have personal reasons to see the Evil when a child is valued only in certain circumstances. Abortion would disappear if all children were valued as human beings of worth. IMO Lilith is the spirit that hates children innately.
I was loving my identification with feminism in the 70's as the seeking to free people from the equation of social ideas of gender. To me sex and a person's ability to do things were ossified. I saw feminism freeing both male and female to be more than role equations. I loved that vision then and now.
If you think about it, maybe the spirit of Lilith possessed us along the way so we have been acting out...
The Feminist Lilith
The traditional depiction of Lilith from ancient Mesopotamia through medieval Kabbalah presents an antitype of desired human sexuality and family life. Lilith not only embodies people’s fears of how attraction to others can ruin their marriages, or of how risky childbearing and raising children are, but also represents a woman whom society cannot control—a woman who determines her own sexual partners, who is wild and unkempt, and who does not have the natural consequences of sexual activity, children.
The contemporary feminist movement found an inspiration in this image of Lilith as the uncontrollable woman and decisively changed the image of Lilith from demon to powerful woman. In 1972 Lilly Rivlin published an article on Lilith for the feminist magazine Ms., with the aim of recovering her for contemporary women. The Jewish feminist magazine Lilith, founded in the fall of 1976, took her name because the editors were inspired by Lilith’s fight for equality with Adam. An article in the introductory issue spelled out Lilith’s appeal and rejected the understanding of her as a demon. Since then, interest in Lilith has only grown among Jewish feminists, neo-pagans, listeners to contemporary music by women (highlighted in the Lilith Fair), poets, and other writers. A useful recent book collecting many articles and poems on Lilith, with specific focus on her importance for Jewish women, is Whose Lilith? (1998). As Lilly Rivlin writes in her “Afterword,” “In the late twentieth century, self-sufficient women, inspired by the women’s movement, have adopted the Lilith myth as their own. They have transformed her into a female symbol for autonomy, sexual choice, and control of one’s own destiny.”
There is and WAS a need for overturning misogeny. There is a need to allow people to authentically express their unique gifts. There is also the need to bear and care for children, create a home, be self sufficient through homely duties. The issue is how vulnerable women are without intrinsic rights. When she is not able to have financial independence, she is often subject to others.
Personally if I feel there, I have ALWAYS been ANGRY that women are IMO treated as second class but did not recognize the funneling that could not change anything. I have never had an unbridled rage to express either....but Lilith DOES.
IMO The means to express real needs have been weaponized against us. Lilith will rage in our frustration.
For all my life, I was seeking the TRUTH but in the world of Lies. The REAL desire to follow my destiny was real. It makes one so MAD, you could just blow it all up. IMO this is all of us here who have been obscessed by archetypal energy. It is overshadowing.
IMO in feminism was a huge distortion. It was not about fully FEELING oneself as a man or woman and deeply seeking to be one's full expresion. Traits of gender have been DEFINED by the very system that we wanted to liberate the sexes.
This triggered me to feel Lilith IN ME. Yes, this archetype has been in my psyche. At one time, my observer self/ego was cynical. I only acted this out once that I recall.
Because I felt betrayed by the first man I had thought LOVED me (maybe narcissistic?), I sought revenge. I did not care about anything except paying back my hurt. The situation was so clearly Lilith working.
My boyfriend let me sense that he had been with another woman. Scent carries information. I had idealized our union as a sacred thing. He had gone back to another person. I felt rage. It is a strategy to dull pain to go to anger. Rage is even more a trigger of all other betrayal.
So, I deliberately used his best friend to try to make him jealous. This man had good intentions. I hurt him casually and willfully. I was pleased to be mean and heartless.
Then he died. He overdosed accidentally? on insulin. As a type 1 diabetic, he always took insulin.
I think I was in a MYTHIC situation then. I felt his dying and when it was confirmed, I broke down. Several weeks later, I am certain an apparition of Marty was on my door step. I ran away from the window but felt the presence burn into my psyche. The apparition gave me the feeling he was there to check on me. He emanated good as always. I was so GUILTY of cruel intent. He was haunting me.
Lilith rages against innocents because the myth is that she was AS clay as Adam so equal but "God" insisted she submit to Adam. This is a core wound to be unequally valued. If she "chose" to go to the demonic, it was to ME, almost necessary in a way. One wishes to an even bigger bad ass to avoid humilaition.
I feel into how one would repudiate WHO/what has thwarted one's dignity as a being. So, the archytype I am feeling into is where the feminine force is cornered and suppressed and develops an inversion such that the energy flows in the WRONG channels. The inversion of LIFE as DEATH is kind of REACTION on the archetypal level. It is overwhelming to acknowledge the deep hurt of being a NOTHING. It is the kind of existential hurt that is threatened survival.
Lilith is an inversion of the Divine feminine?
It is deeply personal to want to MURDER and it makes sense to me that the neglect of the TRUE FEMININE gift and force has made it involute to a hard and compressed energy. This energy is exploding in the psyche.
It is LILITH who seeks REVENGE on the patriarchy. This is the impulse in us that things are not as they should be. Where to find a blame to confront? THEN LILITH ENTERS>
Lilith was rejected as not Valuable. God and man betrayed her. She can hate God but can't Get him. Adam is no longer the issue, it is mankind. if she cannot punish Adam, she will punish all his kin.
I can understand. I have felt the rage. It is indiscriminant and hits the closest "object" as she cannot reach the source.
What I am working on is loving Lilith Here is a story. Lilith is the "soul" of womankind as archetype of feminine but she has INVERTED. I want to honor her who is the TRUE woman who was inverted. However, I see a REDEEMED Lilith.
Lilith wants to stop her rampage.
I cannot help but think she is operating within our fields so we will face how we have never forgiven how deeply we have been maimed by those we love. Forgiveness transmutes energy. I will give my Lilith to be healed.
What will She look like when healed? Beautiful and whole feminine energy with free will. Experiencing her self Being Beloved.
I am feeling Lilith in what I see in the collective of Minions in which I was raised. We are all so hurt and have HUGE emotional callouses that we build. NOT feeling our own pain allows us all to do terrible things without feeling the other one's pain. Never able to address the source of our damage, We believe (subconsciously) we can have justice through revenge on "anyone we can" reach. So, I will have compassion for this mistake.
FYI here is a tangential video which speaks to me of a force that has wrecked us through time. I imagine the Egregore of Feminine dissing in HER. She grows because she is constantly dissed? Remember, I declare civilization's misogeny is at the root of our suffering. Is it possible Lilith has at least been ignored to our detriment?