is this happening to you too

[learninglight]

Hi all

Thought i'd start this thread as ive noticed people saying how different they feel lately here on Avalon and in the outside world...thought if we all post how we feel lately it will let others know they are not alone feeling this way....its not about doom and gloom its about sharing and loving

I can't remember the last time i had a good nights sleep, i get about 2-4 hrs a night if i'm lucky, then when i wake i feel like i've been somewhere!!!
I could go without eating quite easily, if it wasn't for my partner needing food after working all day i dont think i'd bother
I have no interest in anyone around me i'm quite happy to spend my days alone, i talk to the sheep and cows when i go on walks lol
I don't like being out in the dark i feel like the sky is going to fall down on me!!!
The last few weeks i've had bad belly cramps and no i don't have toilet problems lol
Constantly shattered, information isn't going in as it did before and everything is becoming an effort
Something just doesn't feel right....somethings in the air so to speak

much love

[ViralSpiral]

Good morning Learninglight

I think you will find that the shift is messing with our frequencies per se.. Advising me to stay centered is a tough request when I cant seem to focus, so I will not push the river and just go with the flow....


Here more info: Get ready for earth changes

[the trojan]

I am also experiencing some stuff at this time,I share some of what you are experiencing and so I will just highlight in your post....

Posted by learninglight (here)
Hi all

Thought i'd start this thread as ive noticed people saying how different they feel lately here on Avalon and in the outside world...thought if we all post how we feel lately it will let others know they are not alone feeling this way....its not about doom and gloom its about sharing and loving

I can't remember the last time i had a good nights sleep, i get about 2-4 hrs a night if i'm lucky, then when i wake i feel like i've been somewhere!!!
I could go without eating quite easily, if it wasn't for my partner needing food after working all day i dont think i'd bother
I have no interest in anyone around me i'm quite happy to spend my days alone, i talk to the sheep and cows when i go on walks lol
I don't like being out in the dark i feel like the sky is going to fall down on me!!!
The last few weeks i've had bad belly cramps and no i don't have toilet problems lol
Constantly shattered, information isn't going in as it did before and everything is becoming an effort
Something just doesn't feel right....somethings in the air so to speak

much love

[learninglight]

Posted by ViralSpiral (here)
Good morning Learninglight

I think you will find that the shift is messing with our frequencies per se.. Advising me to stay centered is a tough request when I cant seem to focus, so I will not push the river and just go with the flow....


Here more info: Get ready for earth changes

Agree totally...i Just wanted a place where everyone could see that if they feel 'strange' they are not alone and they can post how they feel too

much love

[Star1111]

Learning light
You are not alone!
I have been having fitfull sleeps and am definetly going somewhere. Infact I would say (and this is happeing frequently) whilst awake I find myself going somewhere - not a good thing when you're driving!!
VERY much need to be alone and am becoming very reclusive, but I LOVE it! I am saying NO thanks to friends more and more when they want to meet up and I have to say even family I just 'cant do' at the moment
I think it probably is to do with the shift , BUT if it continues you might just want to go and see a Doctor as you might have a virus or some such thing. Not that IMO they will do anything but give you drugs.............. so why bother really.
I'm just going with the flow on this and letting it BE.
Much LOVE to you

[markoid]

The last 2 days I have felt very edgy, I thought it may just be the full moon. I feel like my meditations are being invaded/disturbed.. and very restless sleep with unpleasant dreams. I don't have friends that understand the way I think of life and the world these days and look at me as though I have lost the plot when I express my perspective... not to say they don't still love me, they always knew I am a bit 'strange' . Fortunately these days, no matter how everything may feel to be spinning wildly there is a foundation inside that feels solid and... knowing, that all is well.

[ktlight]

learninglight, please try Valerian, which provides a healing sleep. You will not wake up groggy. Peppermint oil is great for the stomach.

[laughs-last]

Hi all, same here not sleeping much but feeling energized. The shift is speeding up I feel. I have contact of some other mystics/shamans and they are feeling in to elsewhere in the world. keep relaxed and focused as the changes that are coming are generating resonance. People are gonna start waking up fast, and they are gonna wanna know the truth. this resonace is of a higher vibration and is diminishing lower vibration controls; the worm is definately turning. Last night a friend of mine who has been on a faster path of seeking in the last year, is glowing and that full of energy now that he wants to learn to become a shaman; he feels a next level coming and wants to become part of it. The shift's pace i feel will gather tempo as will everyones capacity to work with the new energy, whatever you are working on or have been considering will now gain momentum. I'd advise you to avoid alcohol, eat well and avoid mental pollutants too. You might feel the pull to be near people on a same wavelength/vibration and feel that you can't be around others and 'small talk' stuff; do not fret this is not a problem, I feel that on a conscious level we are all beginning to connect and those further from that change, due to their present state, will not feel attractive to us. Try to be more positive and relaxed in interactions with others. we need to focus on a positive shift now, with a smooth ride, with little bumps; try not to energize conflict senarios, think of the change as a delicate flower slowly opening, than this change will roll as an infinate number of minute ideal elements, hence a 'best case scenario'. This conscious focus should assit a smooth transition, and disempower any opposition; like defusing someones aggression with calm, on a grand scale. Hey you shouldn't listen to me, what do I know, all this mumbo jumbo, yada yada (just pre-empting the, yawn, 'critiques')

May the force be with you (as it probabaly is)

LOVE BIG HUGZ AND RAINBOW BUBBLES

[Dawn]

Nice thread. Both my partner and I had anger, then grief which lasted about 24 hours and began just 30 minutes after the peak full moon. It was pretty intense, and absolutely NOTHING caused it (in the normal way we might think an event causes reactions). Afterwards we both felt exhausted and lethargic, both mentally and physically. We were able to track and talk about it with each other while it was ongoing. We made an unusual decision (for us) and went to a coffee shop to purchase a frappachino-coffee drink so we could feel awake enough to work in our little home workshop and keep up with our business orders this afternoon after the emotional storm was over. I haven't had coffee in 2 years, and I was so tired it barely brought me to a functional state.

As far as being reclusive as several people have mentioned.... I have no desire to contact or spend time with anyone outside of my partner. I know my friends are also experiencing this because they seldom call. Somehow being alone is 'just right' at this time. Once in a while my mind makes this a problem and worries that I need to participate in community somehow. Avalon is the closest I get to community these days (LOL).

I don't like being outside at night when the moon is full. The 'fluorescent like white light' of the full moon bothers me. Being out at night when there is a new moon is not a problem.

I feel very centered, however I do not really pay much attention to my mind any more. It seems so fragmented and incomplete. My personal understanding is that the mind is actually shared between all humans, and if this is correct then many people must also be experiencing this. It is interesting to read the threads in Avalon, because I can understand where everyone is coming from and usually agree with most people as I read their viewpoints in the threads (LOL)... Then I will read the next thread with an opposing view and that one seems to also be valid. Talk about living in no-mind! More like living with a broken mind - and no concern about it.

[toothpick]

Great thread learninglight.
Agree with most of your points, I also have a strange feeling about the sky, can,t explain it.
Life long insomniac and now I can sleep for up to two hours when ever I want to, thats the nice thing about this wierd time.
Something definitely is going on, its like being stuck in a rushing river of thought, but, chaos seems to be ruling so who can have a clear thought.

[Sirius White]

We are all changing.

Those tuning into the higher frequencies will notice drastic shifts of their life. Often appearing "negative" at first while the "old" is cleared out. It's difficult but it is part of the reason we are here

[eva08]

I am experiencing similar. Because if circumstances i had to learn to sleep during noise and interference; so I am sleeping in a distant safe location and get my rest, while my physical body just snoozes though the noise interference. I can also feel the frequencies shifts and the freeing up frequencies.

[learninglight]

Wow so many of us feeling it

I spend most of my time alone or with my partner....i made the effort to go see my daughter in London last wkend, i say effort because i can't be amongst a group any more, it makes me feel like curling up in a ball and going into myself....my daughter is 'waking up' now too which is wonderful, she said to me 'Mum i know i can't do anything really to change this life that i have little control over, so i am gonna be as loving and caring to all things around me i can be' just love her so much
And my eldest son is starting to watch the posts i put on my facebook page now, its great to be able to communicate with him again
I have no fear of what is happening and the changes that are coming, i can feel it changing around me every day

much love

[Aurvandil]

Yes, I totally agree with you too.

- I prefer to be alone, have trouble of talking to others, it is as if I don´t see them or as if I am in a bubble.
- No real interest in people around me, but feel closer to my husband, don´t want anyone to "bother" us.
- No hunger, can go for hours without eating.
- I don´t enjoy being outside, haven´t for the whole summer, and I feel too as if the sky is closing in. Having trouble even looking up, sometimes!
- Yesterday I got very strange belly cramps, even if I have trouble with my stomach and know that feeling, this was placed in the middle of the stomach like a punch.
- Ringing sounds in my ears for months.
- No problem sleeping, but it feels like I can´t wake up and as if I am in the "wrong" place all the time.
- Nothing seems to interest me, my mind is constantly drifting and I can´t focus.
- It is like I am waiting for something to happen but I don´t know what.

It´s like I am in a sort of stand-by mode, waiting for to either be turned "on" or switched "off". If I succumb to this feeling, it feels like I would drift out of my body. OK, I have been working very hard the past months but I´m used to that, so I feel this is something different. Someone described it as a "rushing river of thought" and I agree, however I would also like to add "energy".

[777]

This is pretty bang on for me at the moment too.

I can't sleep much and in the morning I'm so tired that I struggle to wake up at all. I actually feel like I'm asleep while I'm awake if that makes any sense? Sort of like being on autopilot, or more specifically, controlled by something far greater. My stomach has been like a knotted ball for a couple of weeks now which further adds to the exhaustion.

Even when I'm in the dark with my eyes closed I can still "see" everything which I posted on another thread. It's as though something is actively preventing me from getting rest. I have no interest in food at all, nothing appeals.

I've got a serious mistrust of the sky. I'm a Wiccan at heart and I've worked with the moon for years and thought of it as a friend. I struggle to look at it now, like a friend that has betrayed me.

Something isn't right and I'm not at all comfortable.

[markpierre]

Posted by learninglight (here)
Hi all

Thought i'd start this thread as ive noticed people saying how different they feel lately here on Avalon and in the outside world...thought if we all post how we feel lately it will let others know they are not alone feeling this way....its not about doom and gloom its about sharing and loving

I can't remember the last time i had a good nights sleep, i get about 2-4 hrs a night if i'm lucky, then when i wake i feel like i've been somewhere!!!
I could go without eating quite easily, if it wasn't for my partner needing food after working all day i dont think i'd bother
I have no interest in anyone around me i'm quite happy to spend my days alone, i talk to the sheep and cows when i go on walks lol
I don't like being out in the dark i feel like the sky is going to fall down on me!!!
The last few weeks i've had bad belly cramps and no i don't have toilet problems lol
Constantly shattered, information isn't going in as it did before and everything is becoming an effort
Something just doesn't feel right....somethings in the air so to speak

much love

Wow, all of those experiences with the exception of the cramps. And I haven't noticed any aversion to the night or the moon, but I'm seldom out after dark lately. But also some of the things other posters have mentioned. Abundant Traveler mentioned one that I've been REALLY enjoying "I feel very centered, however I do not really pay much attention to my mind any more."
I need to be a lone alot which is normal, but I really enjoy occasional meetings with people when they occur, and frankly all the incidental contact I have. That's sort of normal, but I've noticed an increase in my own enjoyment and appreciation for ordinary encounters.
I also have to sleep in the day. I just have to. Fortunately I have a window where I can get away with it, but I've never been able to nap in the daytime. Now it seems I'm almost put to sleep. And I'm enjoying that too!

Well good...I'm not alone. I hadn't really suspected that I was, but it's nice to get a little confirmation. Thanks for that!

[motherlove]

How are your thoughts I wonder do you find your thoughts are switching from positive to negative? Do you feel you are battling something? Do you sometimes react quickly without thinking? It is difficult to break long instilled programs. Whether we are aware of it or not we are all programmed even programmed about the program. Some symptoms sound like withdrawl and a lot of us are dealing with them. Best Wishes

[Snowbird]

Good thread learninglight! Thanks!

I'm reading about myself here. For years I have been drinking chamomile tea with 3-5mgs of melatonin right before bed. Even then, I many times have trouble staying asleep. I travel at night to parts of the universe unknown. I wish that I knew where...I don't. I woke up this morning after a full night's sleep feeling like I had been up all night. This recent full moon has been a doozy on me. I have been forgetful and grumpy and I can't wait until we are out of this...both the full moon and these symptoms.

Speaking of the moon, I have recently heard that the moon will be removed in years to come because of the affects that it has on us. I haven't heard if it will be replaced. Time will tell.

Ringing ears, check. Upset stomach, check. I've recently started on a diet of fresh veges in the form of salads and also beverages. That seems to help. Aching joints, check. Staying clear of wheat and sugar helps this. Great sensitivity to other peoples' negativity, check. I don't like going out because of this. Fortunately where I work there is a mixture of negativity and positivity but I still come home exhausted. I stopped going into movie theaters years ago because of this. Being by myself is the only opportunity that I have to really get centered. I meditate frequently. It really helps me. I have spoken to others, like us, outside of this forum, who are experiencing the same or worse.

I'm trying everything that I can think of to enjoy riding this wave into shore. Hang in there. You're not alone!!!

[Locks]

I have to agree with Snowbird on this one...

Great sensitivity to other peoples' negativity, check.

[britcar]

Have to relate to some of your symptoms! I attribute it to all the negative energy being purged from the planet on a global basis. There is conflict and strife everywhere and it tends to be surrounding us in darkness while it emerges to be cleared. It will eventually be replaced with a more positive energy and light. Knowing this makes it a little easier, but it is still difficult times! It is creating a different kind of person in the world with less mind ego and more heart caring energy. As individuals we needed to clear our own negative energy and the planet must also do the same in dealing with all the negativity the collective has created globally. Dealing with it is part of the process of conscious evolution as individuals and as a collective. Angels help and guide us. Just ask!