is this happening to you too

[Someoneson1]

I was walking home the other night after dark. I was listening to the wind blow the leaves away and just enjoying the my favorit time of the year when I heard a clicking noise and became spooked. I looked around couldn't see any thing in the shadows, but I just felt spooked. I immediately made an affirmation about My nature and the unity I have with the light and felt that power swell around me. I felt so safe and the energy stayed around me like I was wearing armor. Nothing happened except the feeling of Devine energy at my recognition of my unity within. Which was enough really.

Odd dreams and a full moon head ache that lasted a few hours. I put it to the full moon it certainly was a powerful passing.

[The Truth Is In There]

the real world and the dream world are merging. this will be finished on oct 28th. things will get weirder and weirder. in dreams, when you realize you're dreaming you can change your experience. you'll be able to do this when awake, once you realize that all is just an illusion. things are going well if you notice these strange things. don't ignore them, try to understand what happens and use your knowledge to your advantage.

[Unified Serenity]

Great post MotherLove. These symptoms sounds a lot like the grieving process for dying. Major change feels like death in many ways. People reflect upon their lives, they lose their appetite, withdraw from the world, family, and friends, sleep more or sleep less, get their affairs into order whether those are saying the things we need to say or financially close up lose ends as much as possible all to get a weight off of us to be free to make that step.

I just watched both of my parents go through these steps. Hospice house helped us get through it, and in reading their literature it was based on experience that even people who experience an unexpected death go through those steps very often. So, are we watching the end of an age and it feels like a death? Are we seeing many in the world doing the same things? Emotions go haywire. I know my partner is getting teared up over simple things, and we are both more gentle with each other and also have some unexpected disagreements that are proportionally out of whack so to speak.

I definately feel less attached to this life.

[HORIZONS]

The symptoms of life and this emotional change
Seems to be real and feels so very strange
All of this strangeness happening to me
Is part of the path where I learn to be free.

I can agree as I experience most all of the above too - my life has become very strange indeed - and the more I seek to change it, the more I find I cannot at this time - I see that I am the one that is transforming in this experience, like a caterpillar in a cocoon - for I feel that I am stuck in this present experience for a very good reason. Many of us are in a stage of life where what is true within you is becoming true in your external experience, and this must be worked out in our lives. A transformation is upon us and we are experiencing that change in many ways, and one day we will emerge from our present situation into a new expression of life and liberty. We just have to "hang in there baby!"

[laughs-last]

Hang in their pipperoonies, BIG LOVE AND HUGS to anyone feeling a bit off or uncomfortable at the moment. Focus on the LOVE and UNITY. Big love to all from the deapths of my heart

LOVE HUGS AND GREENER PASTURES

[Jay]

Posted by learninglight (here)
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Something just doesn't feel right....somethings in the air so to speak...
much love

Same here - also got the feeling the "old" is being swept away for the "new".. perhaps it's not knowing what part of the event will be good/bad or ugly - that is making us edgy.

Love, Peace & the ability to overcome increasing fear from all sides are essential ingredients now imho. To hide oneself till these feelings pass not such a bad idea

[learninglight]

Wonderful to see so many take the time to post here, thankyou for sharing

The point of the thread is give each of us the chance to open up as we cant do to 'outside others', as they would probably think we nuts, or if you told them how your feeling the answer would be ' oh dear i think you need to go see a doctor' lol
I'm cooking dinner now i just hope i don't forget and make a right mess which is becoming a habit when cooking lately!! My mind doesn't wonder off i just forget i'm doing something

much love

[albativo]

learninglight, I had posted this is another thread too: "I got back from vacation in mid July and have only had one full night's sleep since then. I used to sleep through the night no problem and still fall asleep pretty easily, but now I wake up anytime from 1:00am-3:00am and my stomach is in knots worrying about EVERYTHING. I did quit my depression medication of years before going on vacation and I am wondering if the medication was suppressing all of these worries allowing me to sleep.

We have also had a lot of issues surrounding water this past year. Our basement flooded, travel trailer flooded, car overheated, sink drains leaking, taps dripping, refrigerator leaking, fish tanks leaking - all after having lived here for 10 years with no issues."

[crosby]

it seems that about 2 weeks ago, i was feeling fantastic. now, i seem to be lethargic, dull minded. i can't seem to follow conversations. it is disturbing because i need to be able to focus when i'm at work. i ended up having to leave work early on tuesday and i've been off for the past two days. i'm not sleeping well, and i definitely try to not go out at night by myself. which is difficult because i leave for work at 5:30 in the morning and it's very dark on my street. my attention is always pulled up to the sky. the stars seem different. brighter, more visual. there are different color variations in them now. i'm wondering if they are not stars at all. something else. the full moon also seemed different too me this time. i can't quite put my finger on it.
i'm hoping that this change that we're all feeling is a good change. but then why would it feel so unsettling? is it because it is something new? or is it because it is happening so fast? thanks for the thread learninglight, the more i read, the calmer i feel...
warmest regards, corson

[Mark]

what glorious times. a beautiful thread, sympatico souls experiencing what is real, beneath the veneer, the hubbub, the daily grind ... the sensitivity continues to grow, deepen, intensify ... bless, one and all.

[Mare]

I can only concur with all of the above and thank you all for making me feel a little better about myself.

[WhiteFeather]

Posted by learninglight (here)
Hi all

Thought i'd start this thread as ive noticed people saying how different they feel lately here on Avalon and in the outside world...thought if we all post how we feel lately it will let others know they are not alone feeling this way....its not about doom and gloom its about sharing and loving

I can't remember the last time i had a good nights sleep, i get about 2-4 hrs a night if i'm lucky, then when i wake i feel like i've been somewhere!!!
I could go without eating quite easily, if it wasn't for my partner needing food after working all day i dont think i'd bother
I have no interest in anyone around me i'm quite happy to spend my days alone, i talk to the sheep and cows when i go on walks lol
I don't like being out in the dark i feel like the sky is going to fall down on me!!!
The last few weeks i've had bad belly cramps and no i don't have toilet problems lol
Constantly shattered, information isn't going in as it did before and everything is becoming an effort
Something just doesn't feel right....somethings in the air so to speak

much love

Attention: Please Fasten your seatbelt and enjoy the ride.

[Margi]

Hi all,
Thanks from me as a new member of this remarkable society.
I am extremely happy that I'm here, though not actively participate with comments - I lack self-esteem for the English, but reading is doing better.
I have deep appreciation for reading in this forum and would like to share my feelings because really I have not many people with whom I can discuss them without doubt in my mental health.
I do not know what is due, but some time I'm in a state of relaxation and contemplation. My attention was attracted by the details - a smile of a child, falling leaves, sunset ... And I began to cry with excitement. I remember a few months ago before going to sleep I wept violently to Earth, no particular reason. Such pain, suffering ... long I could not calm down, and to explain this outburst. Some sensitization, which are difficult to handle in everyday life. Last week I boarded a bus (very rarely happens to me) and I had a bout to get off immediately. I saw people with empty eyes, emitting unconscious dread and something vague, formless, which I can not give name. I came down. I prayed for these people and send them love for all time and calmed down.
Meditation helps me to balance. I have not experiences with which to boast, except in meditation seeing colors and shapes, how I feel energy moving through my body, waves and chills. Sometimes it's scary, but I try my main goal is to broadcast love. Everything else is just a means to increase that love.
I also have an increasing need to stay alone, still less the outer world of things interest me. I communicate with several people outside of my official duties and have a desperate feeling that no time, no time, no time, and I have many things to do.
I'm confused because I'm not even sure what I can do. I hope to have a well formulated questions to university and I can keep my mind awake to hear the answers.
Please excuse the long post and bad English, I hope to read it.
Once again thanks to all,
as a reader I know some of you about a year.

[DouglasDanger]

I have been feeling the opposite to everyone almost.. I don't crave to be alone... to a certain extent, I no longer feel drained when outside, and the Moon is energizing to me...I feel stronger and healthier when under its soft light.. The night air has never smelt so fresh... haven't noticed a change in myself during the day because i sleep all day...up to 14 hours if I have the time... I have had no change in dream control...Just as much control as the last 20 years.. But I do feel a bit of doom, it is a light feeling of doom, as if it wasn't the populus of the planet that will be recieving it but a select group.....

[mind-scape]

To echo most everyone else who's responded, these symptoms have been intense for me as well... which, given system expectations, has made functioning within the holographic illusion increasingly challenging.

However, I do feel that it serves a purpose.
Kind of like weighted training clothes... when certain frequencies are less dominating, I know I'll be all the more durable and flexible.

Thank you everyone, for sharing your honest feelings. I'm sorry everyone is suffering so-- but I'm glad to read that we're all in this together somehow.

[Wind]

This is amazing! Only if it wasn't so annoying... I've been very anxious for days now and I really can't sleep even though I've been dead tired and it's making me crazy. Full moon usually makes me very anxious, but this is something different. I mean all of us experiencing this right now, it isn't coincidence. I don't know what is happening, but the mayan calendar is ending soon and after that will come 11.11.11. the day when the portals are opening. I do believe that human consciousness is expanding rapidly now... And I want to believe in ascension but it almost seems too good to be true.

[StateOfTheHeart]

Posted by Margi (here)
I do not know what is due, but some time I'm in a state of relaxation and contemplation. My attention was attracted by the details - a smile of a child, falling leaves, sunset ... And I began to cry with excitement. I remember a few months ago before going to sleep I wept violently to Earth, no particular reason. Such pain, suffering ... long I could not calm down, and to explain this outburst. Some sensitization, which are difficult to handle in everyday life.
I also have an increasing need to stay alone, still less the outer world of things interest me. I communicate with several people outside of my official duties and have a desperate feeling that no time, no time, no time, and I have many things to do.
I'm confused because I'm not even sure what I can do. I hope to have a well formulated questions to university and I can keep my mind awake to hear the answers.

I've had these experiences very strongly too; especially that feeling of having no time and so many things to do (both short and long term).

Addressing the thread more generally, the past two weeks I've felt really stressed for some reason - very prone to anxiety, frustratration and depresssion; a lot more than usual, though whether I'm simply becoming more aware of it or it's actually increased, I'm not sure. My duration and quality of sleep has been poor also.

Another odd (yet more positive) feature from my past couple of weeks is my ability for empathy has been much, much stronger. My ability to perceive/imagine realities which aren't my own has much increased. It can be a bit tricky though... kind of like watching multiple television signals at once - it can make it difficult to focus on the important one, your own.

And ditto to wanting to be alone.. I've always felt that but always faught it too, accepting socialising to be a necessary challenge of the human experience (even though in theory it should be an effortless joy). That said, I've been enjoying spending time with certain people more and very reluctant to see others out of obligation. Rather than a desire to be alone, I've felt a need or duty to be alone in order to get more important things done. The alone-time never seems enough though.

[onawah]

I can definitely relate. That is a perfect description of how I've been feeling. Thanks for clarifying.

[nearing]

I think the OP was being typed right as I was posting this on another thread (I will copy it here as it pertains hugely):

I want with all my being for the Shift to be real and to happen soon. I have been waiting all my life. But for the past month or so I have been having a hard time feeling like it really is going to happen and am losing faith. I don't want to lose faith and I have been trying very hard to get back into the 'groove' I was in for the past few years. I don't know what to do. I feel depressed lately, not at all myself. Not good about the future.

I have thought about starting a thread to see if anyone else is feeling this, since I really need the support but I have such a difficult time putting how I feel into words. The above doesn't really come close.

I feel like someone took the wind out of my sails. And I feel disconnected. I can't seem to find solace in the things I did even a month and half ago.

*sigh*

So, although it's a little different than that described in the OP, it's close enough for me to take notice. I am glad to not be alone. But I am having a hard time shaking this depressed feeling...

[BMJ]

Hi Guys,
Even though alot of negativity is around me, me and my best friend feel completely calm, like a still lake, started happening about a week ago. I don't know why but im not complaining.