Here and Now...What's Happening?

[transiten]

Posted by Ruby L. (here)
*Giggles* Oh ViralSpiral, I didn't mean "off" as in off the forum in a huff! I just meant off everyone's nose, here and now.

(See, I'm back! But now I'm off because it's breakfast time and I'm hungry. )

Seems like the sensitivity has increased! I also thought you intended to leave. Glad you're not

Also think Mercury is slowing down to go retro...i'll check it out....

[ViralSpiral]

Posted by jorr lundstrom (here)

5oo ooo No minds. A really good start.

That cant be true Jorr. "No-mind" working together so harmoniously, requires co-ordination and support. So, a little effort

Still, if one is not moved by the fluidity of the mass of consciousness, I can assume one is a "stick"

[Calz]

Posted by transiten (here)

Posted by Ruby L. (here)
*Giggles* Oh ViralSpiral, I didn't mean "off" as in off the forum in a huff! I just meant off everyone's nose, here and now.

(See, I'm back! But now I'm off because it's breakfast time and I'm hungry. )

Seems like the sensitivity has increased! I also thought you intended to leave. Glad you're not

Also think Mercury is slowing down to go retro...i'll check it out....

Full moon as well.

[jorr lundstrom]

Posted by ViralSpiral (here)

Posted by jorr lundstrom (here)

5oo ooo No minds. A really good start.

That cant be true Jorr. "No-mind" working together so harmoniously, requires co-ordination and support. So, a little effort

Still, if one is not moved by the fluidity of the mass of consciousness, I can assume one is a "stick"

Off course it requires coordination, but not by the mind. We see the same

brilliant coordination in schools of fishes. LOL

[Lisab]

Posted by ViralSpiral (here)
If only............................... we could ALL dance like this, together:

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=CEgSlRarcC8

BREATHTAKING!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥

I just loved the giggles at the end. They "got it"!

Wow!! Cant stop looking at this. And I love the girls laughing at the end too. Thankyou VS x

[Lord Sidious]

Posted by ViralSpiral (here)
If only............................... we could ALL dance like this, together:

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=CEgSlRarcC8

BREATHTAKING!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥

I just loved the giggles at the end. They "got it"!

Wow!
All those living, feeling beings just flying around over the girls heads.
Magnificent.
Thanks for posting that.

[ViralSpiral]

Thank you peeps. I've now watched it 6 times!! Cant get enough


I subscribe to a gorgeous daily inspirational thingie-ma-bobby, appropriately called TUT (Thoughts become things... choose the good ones!)

Todays message:

When you see things that pain you, Ute, that sadden you, or that make your heart ache, remember... you're not seeing all.

I hope you never need this one.

All love,
The Universe

[transiten]

Yes for sure, Mercury is slowing down going retrograde on Nov 24...communication problems, delays. Old "issues" reemerging but also a perfect time for thinking things over and reorganize. Time to be flexible! Merry Christmas! Communication too early or too late Don't sign any contracts unless you've been tampering with this before since there's information missing. Doing things over and over again.

[ulli]

Hi guys. Sorry this thread got unhinged, really, really sorry.
I'll do my best to shed some light now.

Those who know me also know that I don't confront anyone, nor play games, nor need to wear a mask.
This is not by accident, but the outcome of a carefully constructed belief system. I also have a mild form of Aspergers syndrome.

So why did I take on a mask, and play the "queen" game? And why for so long?
As OP of this thread I was quite aware of what I was trying to do here, and would notice when posts went off-topic.

I admit, I allowed myself to do it a few times even before Tony came in and started bantering with Junebug.
The point is that Tony NOT ONCE posted a single post that I considered on-topic. I was not sure how to handle such a situation, and since there was a lot of humor I let it ride. I admit I was mixed up, partly irritated and partly entertained. An impasse situation. What Gestalt founder Fritz Perls called the "sh*t, or get off the pot' conflict.

The reality of this thread was about the Power of Now.
Yet a polarity situation came about through distraction and deflection. Male-female bantering, which became a masked ball.

Quite a few here are familiar with Eckhart Tolle's book, the Power of Now, although he is not the only one who has discovered the power of being in the present.

But there are those who do wear masks, and deliberately try to shift things from their original path, on purpose, for whatever reason.
The conscious reason would be if someone worked for an elite agency, in deep secrecy, and getting a salary to disrupt threads. But I'm not going there now. Scary thought.
Here is the other reason:
Most of us carry unresolved issues from our childhood, and those issues press on the membrane of our conscious minds.
More people carry far more issues to do with their mothers, than their fathers. Women as well as men.
With some people all of their early family life was dysfunctional.
On the whole, unless a father was downright abusive or totally absent, father issues don't cause as much neurosis as mother issues do.
Which gives men a head start in the world, image wise. There is less unconscious resentment towards them.
It is my belief that is also the reason why women are treated with disrespect far more often than men.

What happened here was about that disrespect. Several women felt it. I tried to keep the Here and Now show going, then formed a village as a form of bolstering that agenda.
Enter Tony and the Heyoka Show.
Not once did he post about his here and now reality. Ok, I could live with that, but he went further and further, pushing the envelope long before I pushed it back at him, which I did with my Saturn as the cause of cynicism remark.
That was what triggered him to drop his mask.
Behind that mask was a very, very angry man who poured an incredible amount of unjustified hate over me in a private message.
I don't come here to be abused. I gave up my former victim role ages ago, and it took me years to rebuild my self esteem after two abusive marriages.
I just want to heal and be healed so that that real Creativity which is everyone's birthright, can flow in a healthy way.
I need help with an incredible migraine.
I'm sure there are plenty of you you are thinking now that Tony is the only one who needs to be healed..
You are free to do as you wish.
I just thought I'd express a need here.
I wished no one any harm, ever.

[Fred Steeves]

Posted by Dawn (here)
Moderators Edit: We've asked Heyoka_11 to take a week off, and not to post to this thread in the future when he returns.

Banter is one thing; but using banter as a cover for repeatedly annoying and disruptive posting is another, and not acceptable on this forum

Terrible decision, breathtakingly terrible...I would have either given them BOTH a little spank on the hiney, or let the situation play out. If my big mouth gets me in trouble here that's o.k., I'm a big boy and can take it, but I call em like I see em.

If there's an issue with abusive pm's then it's a different story, but that is not the stated reason here.

[Kiki]

Posted by Lord Sidious (here)

Posted by ViralSpiral (here)
If only............................... we could ALL dance like this, together:

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=CEgSlRarcC8

BREATHTAKING!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥

I just loved the giggles at the end. They "got it"!

Wow!
All those living, feeling beings just flying around over the girls heads.
Magnificent.
Thanks for posting that.

Speechless!!!
I felt like i was flying with them for a second there!!
Many Thanks!!

[ViralSpiral]

You are an incredible human being Ulli!

Yes, we ALL have masks. Sometimes to officially hide behind, other times to hide the pain you speak of.
I am truly sorry that Heyoka chose the path of most resistance which resulted in certain actions. For that he needs to accept responsibility.


I send you healing and a cyber embrace, my friend

[Marianne]

Ulli, you have my love and support. I too am heartbroken today but am trying to see better times for us all.

Love to all,
Marianne

[9eagle9]

My goffy play on words....nothing to be taken too seriously.....or....is it?

Posted by ulli (here)
Hi 9eagle9
nice of you to drop by, but I couldn't understand your post.
I even googled fem-a and all that came up was FEMA.

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I wish I could learn to type again ....GOOFY play on words.....

[9eagle9]

Domino trix Margaritas? Intalizing test one....

is there some way we could chart and astrological means of perfecting the perfect margarita based on sign.

The Aries in me insists that Hot Damn Fire water is basis for margarita making but intuitve Pisces side suggests not..

Posted by ulli (here)
Ulli wants a Margarita.
NOW!
Where is ?
She started an interesting conversation, even mentioning S&M
that could have taught us girls here at the village some domino trix
and she Vanished.
I guess all laundries have to have some Vanish in them.

[pickle]

Posted by ulli (here)
Hi guys. Sorry this thread got unhinged, really, really sorry.
................................
I just thought I'd express a need here.
I wished no one any harm, ever.

Hi Ulli,

The Here and Now; I have a mental image right now, but I'll come that in a min........just found your post and wanted to say you have nothing to be sorry for, you made something special here, really special - and I'll bet your need was no different to many of us, certainly it was mine when you started it, and much more so in these last couple of months.

H & N mental image.... I'm camping out in the field behind the village, preferring to live on my own right now. Listening to conversations in the pub and on the green, and trying to avoid them, finding you lot making me want to laugh when I didn't want to, and cry when did. You've all helped when I've been angry with myself and tired of even thinking about talking with people when I seem to have lost my (mental) voice.

Do you see what you do? Every time you guys make someone smile, open your heart, put away defences, offer help to others..... you do something really special for someone else. Just how damn fine is that?

So Ulli, I'm indebted to you, from my heart I thank you.


John

[ulli]

Posted by 9eagle9 (here)
Domino trix Margaritas? Intalizing test one....

is there some way we could chart and astrological means of perfecting the perfect margarita based on sign.

The Aries in me insists that Hot Damn Fire water is basis for margarita making but intuitve Pisces side suggests not..

Posted by ulli (here)
Ulli wants a Margarita.
NOW!
Where is ?
She started an interesting conversation, even mentioning S&M
that could have taught us girls here at the village some domino trix
and she Vanished.
I guess all laundries have to have some Vanish in them.

Here is an example of a prophetic omen ( Oh! Men!!)

[ulli]

Posted by pickle (here)

Posted by ulli (here)
Hi guys. Sorry this thread got unhinged, really, really sorry.
................................
I just thought I'd express a need here.
I wished no one any harm, ever.

Hi Ulli,

The Here and Now; I have a mental image right now, but I'll come that in a min........just found your post and wanted to say you have nothing to be sorry for, you made something special here, really special - and I'll bet your need was no different to many of us, certainly it was mine when you started it, and much more so in these last couple of months.

H & N mental image.... I'm camping out in the field behind the village, preferring to live on my own right now. Listening to conversations in the pub and on the green, and trying to avoid them, finding you lot making me want to laugh when I didn't want to, and cry when did. You've all helped when I've been angry with myself and tired of even thinking about talking with people when I seem to have lost my (mental) voice.

Do you see what you do? Every time you guys make someone smile, open your heart, put away defences, offer help to others..... you do something really special for someone else. Just how damn fine is that?

So Ulli, I'm indebted to you, from my heart I thank you.


John

Oh John, did you have to do that to me? Just after 9eagle gave me my first laugh in 24 hours you made me cry again.
But at least those tears didn't come from self pity.
Is there any way that we can make you feel more comfortable out there?
I understand Modwiz has a high-tech tent he won't be using for a while.

[9eagle9]

Because I always have old issues coming to the surface I am begining to suspect I am the one who puts Mercury in Retrograde. Rather than Mecury going retrograde and causing past issues to come the surface.

In that case its not really retrograde, Mercury is just attempting to back pedal away from me as fast as possible and taking the rest of you with it.

I apologize for all the problems my past issues has caused everyone else.

Posted by transiten (here)
Yes for sure, Mercury is slowing down going retrograde on Nov 24...communication problems, delays. Old "issues" reemerging but also a perfect time for thinking things over and reorganize. Time to be flexible! Merry Christmas! Communication too early or too late Don't sign any contracts unless you've been tampering with this before since there's information missing. Doing things over and over again.

[Lisab]

Ulli Im so sorry that you were recieving horrid pm's, thats just not right. When all the banter was going on I admit I got a bit confused but I just thought it was me being thick. I have absolutely no air on my chart and sometimes find it a bit difficult to articulate myself, I just couldnt keep up. We'll get stronger now. I love the village so much. Please dont be sad.

And by the way everyone Id just like to point out something about the Guiness ad. Something Transiten said made me go back to watch it, because even tho I thanked it I hadnt actually watched it. Just saw the bottle on the girl's back, knew it wouldnt be for me and made a post about how I love Guiness. Oh my goodness. I just went back and watched it. Now I had made a comment that guiness was my fav Friday night tipple......but I didnt meant THAT! Phew.xxx Think Il get on the Marguerita's with you and Eagles too Ulli!!!

PURPLELAMA thankyou for trying to mediate with the guys and explaining to us a little of what was going on. Must have been hard for you. Your presense tho Im sure would have some good effect. Your purple sparkles zapped my headache the other day. Feeling much better, a bit reticent, but hoes n porno 'in all over the place lol.