Here and Now...What's Happening?

[ViralSpiral]

Posted by Carmody (here)
And if you look at this whole thing in that way, what does that make a Jesus, a God, Allah, or a given Buddha?

Same as before.

Different perspective.

And the child in me humorously asks: Does that make god and the rest of the wrecking crew... fart-knockers?

I'm sure they would laugh and agree.


edit:

point is ...that all conditions exist within a multi-verse environment. There is room for the universe, which some might call god, to be the ultimate problem and the ultimate solution, and to be a fart-knocker, along the way. The universe's grace and the universe's fall is one and the same, as is the universe's innocence and...guilt. One and the same. Inescapably, both and all, are true.

And as the single point of awareness, connected to all..and then as the single point again...one can then understand, to grok, to recognize... that they have in front of them... the black and the white point, in order to be as one, be the point of understanding... of recognition... of the differential between the black and the white. There must be three. The singular, and then the two, in differential.

Alrighty, then.

So.... the universe can count to three. Goody.

This is the reason, the very point, of a timeless being..getting involved in a time or 3d based particle driven universe.

The single point and then the differentials. And then the shades in between.

This being awake is a biatch. Some rungs of the ascension ladder are missing, mere shades of differentials. Bloomin fart-knocker!!! Let the dance of the veils begin! .......

[Calz]

Posted by ViralSpiral (here)

This being awake is a biatch. Some rungs of the ascension ladder are missing, mere shades of differentials. Bloomin fart-knocker!!! Let the dance of the veils begin! .......

I just luv it when you talk like that

Telepathic insight from your morning romp with the sheep???

[Calz]

Posted by Marianne (here)
'You've got a friend in me' Randy Newman

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=LXARdPb4YBs

My buddy T sent me this today.

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=xEkIou3WFnM

[eaglespirit]

Posted by ulli (here)
Astrologically speaking Leo rules the heart and the sun rules Leo, also the 5th house.
Here is a brief astrology lesson.

HOUSE#....BODY PART.....SIGN............ PLANET
1...............Head...............Aries............. Mars
2...............Throat.............Taurus...........Venus
3...............Lungs..............Gemini...........Mercury
4...............Breast.............Cancer...........Moon
5...............Heart...............Leo...............Sun
6...............Intestine..........Virgo.............Mercury
7...............Kidneys............Libra.............Venus
8...............Genitals...........Scorpio..........Mars
9...............Hips/Thighs......Sagittarius.....Jupiter
10.............Knee................Capricorn.......Saturn
11.............Shin.................Aquarius.........Uranus
12.............Feet.................Pisces.............Neptune

Note how orderly, the patterns and parallels...
particularly the connection with the human body.

Then make some mental notes of how many elderly Pisceans you know whose feet cause them endless problems...
check for yourselves how true these statements are.

Also Pluto is an equivalent energy to Mars, but at one octave higher
Neptune is Venus, one octave higher
Uranus is Mercury, one octave higher


Sun , Moon, Mercury , Venus Mars, Jupiter, Saturn
form the seven notes of the main scale.

Pretty darn interesting, Ulli! I being Pisces/cusp Aquarius...and having been on my feet all my life building.
My 3rd and final session with a re-connective healer in 2007 entailed intensive energy at my feet and shins...my legs went numb and feelingless from the knees down....as though floating. An important note also is that I took more extensive walks in nature and the jungle and..and...moreso than my entire life in the past five years...miles and miles The healer, Debbie...was one of the most purely giving people I had ever come across...She actually left the room a few minutes into the healing as She saw 'light' at my feet and intuitively knew "they"? would be busy for a while there at my lower body. After that third healing I was going to schedule another one...because I said to Debbie I wanted to stay Connected...She said, Dan, you're Connected, you're Connected : ) All 3 sessions with Her were oh so powerful and unique ...and of course...exactly what I needed at that time for propulsion : )
Thank You!

[Ernie Nemeth]

My flippers, oops..I mean feet have always been my weak link. Starting with my flat feet, around the age of ten my grandmother thought it wise to tell me that by the time I was forty I would be in a wheelchair (geeze, she loved the scare tactics, that one). She said my knees would give out and my chest would eventually collapse, silly woman.

Over the years, I have sprained both ankles numerous times (over twenty each, easily), sometimes severely. I have broken my left ankle three times and my right twice. I can turn my ankles on the smallest of rocks on the pavement. This I do almost monthly. But the swelling goes down within hours. My feet hurt when I walk too much - and I walk too much every day, almost.

So, for me at least, yeah, I have feet complications.

[astrid]

@ Carmody, I'm a big Newton fan also , in fact his
Work was a HUGE turning point in my life. Understanding
the bigger picture to me has always a big part of
my seeking . And it's always been so curious to me
that most people don't think this important .

Even though from birth ( this time round ) I had a
stealy resilience , I was simply getting tired and
saw no point to all the struggling and I had actually
planned In detail an early exit .
Then spirit dropped Newton's work into my lap
and it changed everything and fast .
I went back over my 40 or so years and rewrote
my perception of everything -which included not
only forgiving all the players but also thanking
them for their roles in my growth . The rest is history.
but it was a total death and rebirth moment .
And the start of a whole new life .

Since then I have been happy , honored even to be
here and just deal win whatever is in my path .
It was also pretty interesting how after i " got it "
the lessons I was given changed completely ,
no more major traumas . The last major trauma saw
me yanked out of the work place to be sent to a period
of study and solitude .
Since which of course I have never looked back .
It's pretty clear , to me anyways that when one
acknowledges the lesson/ concepts you are being
dealt you get upgraded and things speed up
even more .

I remember the 50 year processing time from
Newton , but the thing that jumped out and hit
me from that same book was the consecutive
lives concept . Souls can choose to have
more than one life at time although it's not
advised as it means your energy is much thinner .
Being one to say yes to things first and think
about how iim going to pull ithem off second,
I can image me putting up my hand for
" incarnation extreme style" lol . But I have
always been aware of having loads of extra
help when I get into sticky situations, i still
had to go through my life lessons but the back drop
was always loads of support .

At one point I got tough with the upstairs crew
and made some demands on what I needed here.
In exchange I was more than happy to be in
service . Just basic things, enough money to
survive somewhere half decent to live, to be able
to keep my dogs, and eventually find some others
here doing the same type of work . Oh and no more
vampire men, lol . So far they have
kept up their end and me mine .

Most would say I have no "life " in the 3D sense,
and that's true, but that's fine by me as I'm able to
work 24/7 at what I'm really here to do .
Also what most call " life " I would call going
backwards and living totally upside down to the flow
of creation, no thanks .

Sp yes being in the flow of the cycles of nature
everyday is something else . And I have been trying
to get here for the last 6'or so years . So finally im
fortunate to have arrived
It's been a bit like being sent to a Rand R
Planet after you have had a tough life .
I starting to feel like I'm getting to the end
of my incarnation cycles here. I wonder what
comes next after earth school .

Oh and one more thing -responsibility
Even as small child I had this massive sense
of responsibility, for everything and everyone .
it's always been such a weight and still is .
But these days I have learnt that it's ok for me
to work on myself first and make sure im well
centred, grounded and clear before helping anyone .

Understanding that it was ok to say no to things
if i didn't have the resources took me a long time
to learn. But now I know that there are so many
others doing the same work I'm in no way special
if I can't someone else will . BUt yes coming in
with that weight of feeling you have to fix the whole
World is a big clue.

[starsha]

I have a confession to make. I came to Avalon because i was very specifically guided to. I had no idea why at the time, but i felt it was important, so i did. I really have very little interest in conspiracy theories. Most days i am just in love with life, aware of the preciousness of this gift of being human, and i feel that love and appreciation overflow to most people i meet and connect with. I live moment by moment and 'go with the flow' almost always.

Interestingly about 6 months ago i was given strong guidance that it was going to soon be time for me to 'go public' with my personal life's story. I am looking back now and seeing that this forum was a perfect place for me express myself openly to 'strangers' and to see how people would respond. I have learned so much here, and met so many wonderful people, wow, i can't even express the gratitude for you all in words.

I am starting to feel that my time here is almost done. The only places i feel pulled to post to are this thread, Dawns thread (breatharian one) and the little group i started when i first joined. I think i have mostly met the people i was supposed to meet, and i am feeling a sense of wanting to drift into the background now. I can be tracked down though on skype @ starsha.zesoma if anyone wants to keep in touch.

Though i should mention that I drifted into the background once before and Nora pulled me back so perhaps i wont stay away forever this time either.

So much gratitude for this thread, and all of you

(hugs)
Starsha

[ulli]

Posted by starsha (here)
I have a confession to make. I came to Avalon because i was very specifically guided to. I had no idea why at the time, but i felt it was important, so i did. I really have very little interest in conspiracy theories. Most days i am just in love with life, aware of the preciousness of this gift of being human, and i feel that love and appreciation overflow to most people i meet and connect with. I live moment by moment and 'go with the flow' almost always.

Interestingly about 6 months ago i was given strong guidance that it was going to soon be time for me to 'go public' with my personal life's story. I am looking back now and seeing that this forum was a perfect place for me express myself openly to 'strangers' and to see how people would respond. I have learned so much here, and met so many wonderful people, wow, i can't even express the gratitude for you all in words.

I am starting to feel that my time here is almost done. The only places i feel pulled to post to are this thread, Dawns thread (breatharian one) and the little group i started when i first joined. I think i have mostly met the people i was supposed to meet, and i am feeling a sense of wanting to drift into the background now. I can be tracked down though on skype @ starsha.zesoma if anyone wants to keep in touch.

Though i should mention that I drifted into the background once before and Nora pulled me back so perhaps i wont stay away forever this time either.

So much gratitude for this thread, and all of you

(hugs)
Starsha

Please don't drift out of here. Your place here is always assured unless you leave the forum for good.
Something I would not recommend.
I'm dying to hear your story, but it has to come from you, when you are ready.
When you get a clear idea of what it is that you wish to express remember there are few platforms as amazing as this one. This little group of sensitive people has become a refuge even for those who never post...just look at the numbers. Nearly 55,000 views in two months. I can't think of a forum nor speakers corner where you could espouse your views as effectively as here and be assured of imtelligent and sensitive feedback.
But member that of all the people you are supposed to meet here the most important person is yourself. The rest of us are only reflections of you.
I'm not asking that you reveal secrets that might get you into trouble. But if you have something to share and would like some feedback please stay and have your say.

[dan33]

Thanks starsha and astrid.

peter sellers, whenever he could ,enrich his characters with accents

Many times i though about this scene like a metaphor of .... any forum

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=gkLj7aJmeaI

[starsha]

Posted by ulli (here)
I'm dying to hear your story, but it has to come from you, when you are ready.
When you get a clear idea of what it is that you wish to express remember there are few platforms as amazing as this one. This little group of sensitive people has become a refuge even for those who never post...just look at the numbers. Nearly 55,000 views in two months. I can't think of a forum nor speakers corner where you could espouse your views as effectively as here and be assured of imtelligent and sensitive feedback.
But member that of all the people you are supposed to meet here the most important person is yourself. The rest of us are only reflections of you.
I'm not asking that you reveal secrets that might get you into trouble. But if you have something to share and would like some feedback please stay and have your say.

Thank you Ulli

you are amazing, this forum is amazing, i agree with all you say here. I did share the start of "my story" on one of the threads a while ago, so i will paste it here. I am in the process of sitting down to write my book, which will be like a 'dairy' of sorts starting from when i was six till now. Here is what i shared so you get an idea ...

This took place when I was about 5 or 6 years old:

I woke up one morning and everything seemed foreign to me, I had no memory of ever being in that room before, and I had no knowledge of who I was. I would say I knew myself as something, maybe consciousness (for lack of a better description), but I didn’t know myself as a person. It was like everything was empty, and everything was new at the same time. The first thought that came to me was “who am I?” It took a while (like several days) for the memories to flood in; though it didn’t feel like they were coming ‘back’, as much as they were being ‘accessed’ by me somehow. After a few days things normalized, and I just went along with being a person, even though I felt like I was somehow faking it.

I somehow intuitively knew to never tell anyone the experience, and I just kept it to myself. When I hit my teen years I started having more ‘experiences’ that I never really could explain. But every time something weird would happen, I would think back to the day that everything was empty. There was (well has always been) something about the feeling of that day that I have never been able to shake. I have never really made sense of it, though I have had lots of people tell me what they think it means. I have heard several versions of it from psychics and healers, (which has all been somewhat of a help to me in some way or another) but I honestly to this day don’t know for sure what it was.

When I was about 28 I went to a psychic and up to that point I had never told anyone (except my best friend) about this event. The first thing he said to me was “I want you to tell me about what happened when you were 6”. It kind of startled me, and I shrugged it off as a good guess, but then he said “you need to understand what happened to you that day, something will happen soon to you, and you will need to be able to put it all together”. I still wasn’t 100% convinced, but about 2 weeks later something very weird did happen (which would take me another 300 words to share, so I’ll leave that for another time) and I started to realize that the weird things that happened to me, were somehow connected to the event that happened when I was around six years old.

[astrid]

@Starsha- the self expression thing it is hard . Everytime
I post I want to hide . I'm working pretty hard on this
right now . I have felt unsafe around people since birth
and for many lifetimes before that . All with valid
reasons .'the trick is to find a place where you are
supported and feel its ok to speak with no fear
of being judged or ridiculed . Which is a very hard
thing for most of us there are not many such
places . But this is one.
You are loved and supported more than you know .

[starsha]

This is the thing that happened when i was 28, a few weeks after my visit to the 'psychic' i spoke of in the first post:

I had been meditating and contemplating, and at some point the contemplation starting moving into “what is this thing that i am?” During my contemplation i started becoming aware of a sensation in my spine, i have often described it as liquid bliss. I continued with my contemplation, and at some point the realization hit, that what we are is so much bigger, so much more amazing than a limited single body/mind. The sensation of liquid bliss got more and more intense until it was rushing up my spine like a waterfall and bursting out the top of my head. The feeling expanded and expanded until there was a feeling of vast open space, silence, and something like a simple pure 'knowing.'

Over the years of meditation i have had many peak experiences such as this, states of higher consciousness, but always the experiences would fade over time. For whatever reason this sensation in my spine never did fade. There are times now where the sensation is more subtle than others, but ever since that day the 'liquid bliss' has always been there. At times it can be very intense, like a whole body orgasm that is random and spontaneous, and at other times it is like a low level of subtle bliss running in the background like a radio playing in the distance.

About two years ago, after six years of living with very active kundalini i had an experience in the middle of the night. i felt like i was going to die, and there was a strong 'sucking' sensation as i slipped into a silent void. There was nothing in there at all ... just stillness and silence, i really have no words to describe the experience, any label i can put on it feels like tainting it somehow. When i came back to the room after that i felt like the body was a pea sized little toy, and i was this huge giant trying to remember how to work it again. For about three days i couldn't eat, or sleep, but not in a bad way, it was just like there was no need to. The energy that was flowing freely was enthralling and sustaining completely, so there was just no need to reach to anything in the world for sustenance. I was simply self sustained in every way.

I also felt a profound sense of love for everyone and everything and a strong realization of how precious life is. My time in this state has not been without external challenges in fact if anything the 'life' challenges have increased during the last 8 years, yet no matter what happens i always have a higher perceptive, or 'lens' to see it through, and i know that what i am can not be harmed. It is hard for me to buy into fear or worry, (it can still happen, but it's very rare) but i still see that changes need to happen on earth right now and i feel a strong pull to help people.

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Posted by astrid (here)
@Starsha- the self expression thing it is hard . Everytime
I post I want to hide . I'm working pretty hard on this
right now . I have felt unsafe around people since birth
and for many lifetimes before that . All with valid
reasons .'the trick is to find a place where you are
supported and feel its ok to speak with no fear
of being judged or ridiculed . Which is a very hard
thing for most of us there are not many such
places . But this is one.
You are loved and supported more than you know .

Thank you Astrid, this really touched me *tears*

[ulli]

Starsha
Wow, this is the thread for you...this is where we congregate...people who have had those experiences.
By the way, anyone seen Jake lately?
Jake had written a book about his OOBEs...Avalon's out of body man.

[ulli]

Posted by dan33 (here)
Thanks starsha and astrid.

peter sellers, whenever he could ,enrich his characters with accents

Many times i though about this scene like a metaphor of .... any forum

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=gkLj7aJmeaI

Oh Dan, what have you done!
Now I have to watch that whole movie.
He obviously studied Gestalt under Fritz Perls, the accent is perfect.
And Peter Sellers as the fashion magazine editor....nearly as perfect as Meryl Streep in The Devil Wears Prada.

[starsha]

Posted by ulli (here)
Starsha
Wow, this is the thread for you...this is where we congregate...people who have had those experiences.
By the way, anyone seen Jake lately?
Jake had written a book about his OOBEs...Avalon's out of body man.

Yeah i shared many OBE stories on that thread. Jake's a sweetheart

Thank you for opening your thread to me Ulli, i feel really supported.

[ulli]

Feeling physically tired this evening, although mentally alert and awake.
My mouse batteries died and I don't like using the touchpad.
Sent pictures of my pretty grandnieces in Germany to hubby
who is already marrying them off to several of his 8 siblings' kids.
I must say my huge Costa Rican family is amazing and are all very keen on meeting foreigners.
All are fluent in English. Such a hyper culture, the Latinos have.

[modwiz]

Posted by ulli (here)
Feeling physically tired this evening, although mentally alert and awake.
My mouse batteries died and I don't like using the touchpad.
Sent pictures of my pretty grandnieces in Germany to hubby
who is already marrying them off to several of his 8 siblings' kids.
I must say my huge Costa Rican family is amazing and are all very keen on meeting foreigners.
All are fluent in English. Such a hyper culture, the Latinos have.

My son's mother is a Latina. I guess that makes him one half Latino. I speak more Spanish than he does though.

Here and now it is raining. No problem for me as long as it isn't snow. Rain means mild for this time of year. I'll take it. I think my Mother loves me.

[astrid]

Went back to bed three times before i finally got up,
getting into my day now though.
Fed chickens, collected eggs and watered my food garden.
I 'm blessed to have some fruit trees here, an established Lemon
and a Pear tree, and some other stone fruit that are a bit younger.
Is the perfect "now" house for me, i could easily stay here, but in reality
i need more land and a better orientation. North- South is always much better for gardening and living, much more passive solar heating, and easy to
cool in summer by opening both front and back doors
and flushing out the heat.
This house right now is cold inside and we have a lovely sunny day.

So i'm guessing this is a haven to rest for a while, a transition home.
I'm really loving gardening though, such good nourishment for the soul.

[Carmody]

unfolding

good morning to you, where ever you are.

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=J3sAt6LADNM

(some images to peruse while listening to the tune)

(yet more-a stunner)

and the tune I've been looking to share for over a year, it finally arrives on yutoob. but the pitch is all wrong.. but it's the only choice. However, it's still a good introduction. this is the cover photo from the album:

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=u6MWKNOCE20

[astrid]

last night i was dreaming of eating Peking Duck, lol.

Ok my mission for the day, and this is how silly my social phobia gets at times.
My front "nature strip" as we call it here in Aus, the strip of grass between the foot path
and the road, is 2 ft high. But i'm freaky out about mowing it, Why (And it makes no sense,
as i walk my dogs all the time, so i can leave the house), but it's a "being seen" thing, being exposed.
Which i guess is based in vulnerability, or something, not sure, but whatever it is
it has to go. I had the same issue in my last place, even worse, because all the land was
at the front very showy Victorian garden, but i hardly ever went out there.
Irrational fears, time to say goodbye to them, me thinks.
So i hereby pledging to the village that i will tackle this one today.
Deep breath, first step is see if the mower starts.
I have a push mower, which i love, but that means more time out there.