Here and Now...What's Happening?

[astrid]

Sometimes when in the shower i even think i hear voices, whispers, very quiet but they are there.
Water in itself is such an interesting medium, i have always retreated to it when under stress and it quickly calms be down.
Doesn't reflect well in my water bills however.
But yes that chakra stone layout i did the other day where my feet and hands disappeared was very cool.
I hunted down some more appropriate stones/ crystals and i will try again. 2 more days of fasting,
i want to try and max out the experience as far as i can.
Maybe i will do the last night with no sleep.

Btw, loved that last track Carmody.

I listen to Munich web radio a fair bit during the day,
its pretty funky and keeps me on track.

http://www.munich-radio.de/

Some mixes are better than others, but overall its good to work to.

[Cottage Rose]

I thank everyone for the Chiron responses and appreciate the clues.

The reason for my question is that I was taking a look at a recent chart and considering certain aspects. In the 70's, I was an astrology buff, but I haven't considered it much since then. I vaguely remembered charts I had done for myself. In looking over the recent chart, I realized it was only the addition of Chiron that created the aspect I had never seen before and, for that matter, most of the favorable aspects in the chart. This quote by Lisab stood out because nearly one hemisphere of the old chart was empty without Chiron:

Without Chiron our worlds will always be split into the conscious and unconscious, forever seperate. But Chiron links the disparate sides of our nature, introduces holism and helps us become ever more intergrated with our body, mind and soul.

Thanks to Carmody for his post. A diligent desire to unify brain hemispheres and modify unwanted subconscious programming occurred around age 52 and an age 3 head injury on the bridge of the nose between the eyes has always felt an issue to resolve:

An 'original wound' that one re-lives continually. Besides re-living it in the self, when the angles of planets connect to it, at given times of given transits. Not specifically a professional aspect but that it is the 'original would that never heals', until the integration proper begins at age 52. Like Chiron, release begins at age 52. (Chiron found his way out, his release...and then so do you.)

Ulli, you have moved energy so favorably with your lovely thread. It is a true work of art. Thank you.

Regarding your quote below, I have recently been experiencing an almost timeless calmness. I guard it and tend it so as not to allow any influence to create waves in it. Has anyone else been feeling this?:

The experience of time is variable, highly individual and related to our state of consciousness. On the threshold of a consciousness shift or when synchronistic circumstance takes us by surprise, our sense of time is altered. We pass through a membrane of awareness, where time-space and soul meaning are aligned. Time curves from the gravity of meaning, bending around the curve of the spiral that alters our experience momentarily or inalterably.

[Calz]

Posted by ulli (here)
All the various Avalon Eagles are most welcome in this village.
Keep the rat population down....
(oops, I forgot, I'm a rat in the Chinese horoscope.)
Ok not rats then, nor snakes. What can we offer you to eat? And please don't trouble our kittens.

Couldn't find anything looking tasty for eagles without sacrificing some poor little critter ...

So ... here and now ... is a compromise of sorts.

Some human critter with an eagle hat munching on a banana ... how is that for a politically correct (to animals) solution???

[Calz]

Posted by modwiz (here)

Posted by ulli (here)
Funny that none of you asked what I meant by "branding" ...

made no sense at all.
Please note everyone...the word 'branding' was meant to read BRANCHES.
This spell checker is incredibly inventive when it doesn't recognize a typo.

Being polite can lead to things like not asking.

Okay ... I can rise above being polite

[Carmody]

Posted by Calz_Avaretard (here)

Posted by modwiz (here)

Posted by ulli (here)
Funny that none of you asked what I meant by "branding" ...

made no sense at all.
Please note everyone...the word 'branding' was meant to read BRANCHES.
This spell checker is incredibly inventive when it doesn't recognize a typo.

Being polite can lead to things like not asking.

Okay ... I can rise above being polite

Attachment 11479

thanks cal. Big belly laugh. love that pose and expression.

edit: I remember finding the demotivational website in 2005 or so. I laughed until I was crying.

I still want this cup or poster:

http://www.despair.com/despair.html

Just because it is so darned dark. They're all good.

In case folks did not know, all this stuff originates from the one, the only, the amazing...despair inc.

I mean..selling a t-shirt that says "exaggerators anonymous: A trillion strong and growing"

You can't beat that with a stick if you tried.

Their website says:
About Us

It began with a dream. A dream of the perfectly-realized American company.

A company that would create dissatisfied customers in the process of exploiting demoralized employees while selling overpriced and ineffective products to remediate the problems caused by the very process itself.

And now the dream has come true. As nightmares so often do.


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Posted by astrid (here)
Sometimes when in the shower i even think i hear voices, whispers, very quiet but they are there.
Water in itself is such an interesting medium, i have always retreated to it when under stress and it quickly calms be down.
Doesn't reflect well in my water bills however.
But yes that chakra stone layout i did the other day where my feet and hands disappeared was very cool.
I hunted down some more appropriate stones/ crystals and i will try again. 2 more days of fasting,
i want to try and max out the experience as far as i can.
Maybe i will do the last night with no sleep.

Btw, loved that last track Carmody.

I listen to Munich web radio a fair bit during the day,
its pretty funky and keeps my on track.

http://www.munich-radio.de/

Some mixes are better than others, but overall its good to work to.

thanks for the tunes link. I will explore.

[aranuk]

Just to let everyone know that in Edinburgh, Scotland there were lots of chemtrails in the clear blue sky yesterday. I haven't seen this before. Are the powers that be trying to poison our porridge oats and haggis here? bastardos.

Stan

[Calz]

Posted by Carmody (here)
I still want this cup or poster:

http://www.despair.com/despair.html

Very cool ... thanx for sharing that.

[astrid]

Here's some more funny babies...







But i reckon this one is the best......

[ulli]

Posted by aranuk (here)
Just to let everyone know that in Edinburgh, Scotland there were lots of chemtrails in the clear blue sky yesterday. I haven't seen this before. Are the powers that be trying to poison our porridge oats and haggis here? bastardos.

Stan

I don't know how angry I would feel if I saw it happening where I live.
Not sure if my anger would do me more damage than the chemtrails ...
Anger trials or Chem trials...
Maybe since no one can do a thing about it it's best to use one's imagination
and tell oneself they are spraying milk and honey.

[heyokah]

****

Protesting with art, resisting with creativity.

A friend of mine posted this one on another forum.

CIVILE DISOBEDIANCE .



Source: Watch on Vimeo




A split in the officer's face.
Protesting in grace ....

****

[Calz]

Whoa ... talk about a rush ...

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=TWfph3iNC-k

[PurpleLama]

After reading Carmody's link to dumbell sprayers, and having seen several of the phenomena listed there, I am rethinking my thoughts around the subject of chemtrails. It never occurred to me before that it might not be humans from here who are doing this. We might not be hearing about the topic in the mainstream because the PTB, or TBiP, might not know know WTF it's all about.

It might be that we are temporarily being shielded from what's coming dow the pike so the maximum number of people have opportunity to wake up before this consciousness shift gets beyond what they can handle. I've known for a long time that the good guys have been keeping a holding pattern and working the timelines to keep the undesirable events from manifesting in the reality that might otherwise cut off exceptionally large numbers of people from being able to get what's going on.

I've never mentioned it here on avalon, and a lot of people will think I'm full of crap, but here's to DGAF:

back in 08, a few months before the elections, there was a shift where we shut down the timeline where baby bush got bumped off and ol' Dick stepped up and declared martial law, and I will say only a very sick person can imagine what horrors manifested along that line. When the worst happens, the higher ups step in and reset the game, and unless one is paying very close attention in a very particular way, one will be completely unaware that there was even the tiniest hiccup in this confluence of time and space we call reality. It happens all the time. Take it as you will and feel free to think ol' purplelama is *that* kind of crazy.

[eaglespirit]

Posted by ulli (here)

Posted by eaglespirit (here)

Posted by ulli (here)
...and one more thing Modwiz..
I do like your new picture. Much softer around the edges than the earlier ones....
Maybe living in the tower with that wood stove is a lot cozier than the tent with those
snow-laden oak tree branding hanging over it...

...and one more thing Here and Nowers..
I Love You All!

All the various Avalon Eagles are most welcome in this village.
Keep the rat population down....
(oops, I forgot, I'm a rat in the Chinese horoscope.)
Ok not rats then, nor snakes. What can we offer you to eat? And please don't trouble our kittens.

Deception...the eagles will hunt it out, high and low, and transmute, transform, transcend the energy into a vibration of love!

[9eagle9]

IF you leave buttery popcorn on the ground.....

Posted by eaglespirit (here)

Posted by ulli (here)

Posted by eaglespirit (here)

Posted by ulli (here)
...and one more thing Modwiz..
I do like your new picture. Much softer around the edges than the earlier ones....
Maybe living in the tower with that wood stove is a lot cozier than the tent with those
snow-laden oak tree branding hanging over it...

...and one more thing Here and Nowers..
I Love You All!

All the various Avalon Eagles are most welcome in this village.
Keep the rat population down....
(oops, I forgot, I'm a rat in the Chinese horoscope.)
Ok not rats then, nor snakes. What can we offer you to eat? And please don't trouble our kittens.

Deception...the eagles will hunt it out, high and low, and transmute, transform, transcend the energy into a vibration of love!

[Carmody]

Posted by ulli (here)

Posted by aranuk (here)
Just to let everyone know that in Edinburgh, Scotland there were lots of chemtrails in the clear blue sky yesterday. I haven't seen this before. Are the powers that be trying to poison our porridge oats and haggis here? bastardos.

Stan

I don't know how angry I would feel if I saw it happening where I live.
Not sure if my anger would do me more damage than the chemtrails ...
Anger trials or Chem trials...
Maybe since no one can do a thing about it it's best to use one's imagination
and tell oneself they are spraying milk and honey.

What will happen is that everyone in the area will begin showing respiratory issues over the next 48 hours, or less. Allergic responses, etc.

Sinusitis, flu symptoms, colds, aches. Premature deaths, premature births, complications in birth and similar. Same for all the veterinary hospitals. More deaths in the hospitals. ones that are close to being reached, will tip over the edge. possibly staph infections in wounds, or hospital work (superbugs) etc. Allergy, skin, and dermal all flaring in the extreme.

All this will show up as a notable blip, or 'uptick' in the statistical average.

Mention this to people who own businesses and they will tell you that in the next 48 hours, the number of people with eye, intestinal, nose, lung, colonic, allergy, skin, dermal, etc issues..the number of them that stayed home or went home sick will have increased by a factor of 3 or more. ie, if they usually have everyone in at work, in a crew of 20, 3 might report in sick. From zero... to 3 people off sick.

That is the pattern that shows in the outer-world, from the spraying.

In my area, there had never been any spraying that i was aware of. Then I saw them in the skies and caught the images of the dumbbell sprayer among the chemtrails and the jets.

The reason I 'saw' them is that i had a sunroof on my old car, which I never opened. (sunroofs are just an extra hole to fall out of when you roll the car. You have also weakened the body of the car, so it does not work properly when you roll it - no one plans on rolling cars, but it happens all the time) it was a beautiful day..and I opened the sunroof to enjoy the beauty of the skies. and at a red light, waiting..I looked up, through the open sunroof. And I saw these things that looked like crop dusting trails. I knew what i was looking at. I sat up in my car, right at the light and looked around at everyone and kept pointing to the sky. No body noticed. I was about 5 minutes from home, so I shot off to the house and grabbed my camera, and sat in the yard, taking photos of them. I used some filters, so I could then compare light, and possibly glean more from that, in the future.

That is when the big, HUGE dumbbell sprayer went slowly by, down low..in a way reminiscent of how a cat displays itself to a dog on a chain, teasing it. I snapped photos, as the camera was in my hands. steady now.....and the images on the camera did NOT agree with what my eyes were telling me..so I assumed it was a holographic cover or dimensional shifting phenomena.


Back to the statistical story.

I immediately approached people, that very afternoon..people i know who owned businesses, and the one I was associated with.

i wanted a direct look at the stats, and I wanted to be on record for predicting it ahead of time.

I spoke to the heads of the factory floors and owners. I spoke on chemtrails and their bizarre appearance on the net, mentioning that I had seen them. I proposed that this above scenario might be the outcome, regarding coming health issues.

I got back to them in a week or so.

And it had indeed happened. And the health of the overall local population had altered in that way and level --as reported.

the weather was FINE, it was august, and HOT. The chemtrails had formed low in the sky, well below the height required to be ice particles. 5000 ft, maybe 10,000 ft. far too low for ice crystals in 35C (90F) ground temp weather to form, at that low altitude.

I did not automatically associate the dumbbell sprayer with the chemtrails. Nor the jets. I saw neither of them directly spraying.... but both were in the immediate area of the spraying.

As well, in this area, jets do not fly below 40,000 ft. period. No large airport for such large craft, at less than 150 miles distance from the city.

I myself had looked at the chemtrail phenomena, in 1998 and 1999, with my brother, when he and I were still sharing a house. I am not quite an illiterate man, but we both dismissed the things as people not being able to tell what a contrail was. Scope and size reference of photos from the skies are difficult to relate. this is how miniature photography happens. Perspective and size-distance relationships with myopic (single eye) cameras ---is next to impossible. with only the single input , no capacity for scale or distance is possible. Like this. . I even tried to get trees and the corner of the house in the images to help with the perspective issue..but unless someone is holding a yardstick for the purpose of scaling in the chemtrails themselves and we can simultaneously see it from three different angles, no one will ever believe it from a simple photo.

You need to be sitting on the ground, in a plane, with camera, at the ready. then in one continual shot, get off the ground, NEVER allowing that camera (multiple synced cameras -3 or 4- are best, with one camera watching the others, in sync. and not one break or cut. then get up there, into the chemtrail area..and take images, rolling images, continual shots. with looks at the altimeter, etc, all the while, to maintain the reference and honesty of the shots. That is the only way anyone will ever believe, with regards to the attempt being a 'slam dunk' in the public or internet world.

THAT... with access to all four original image streams in original high quality...that would be considered 'proof.' Until then, no large mass of people is really ever going to be forcing themselves to believe it.

As for seeing them-and everyone else missing it, everyone I contacted or spoke to..having missed seeing them..this might relate to the capacity for the given person seeing them, to have 'other dimensional sight', or some basic form of psychic abilities.

Dimensional shifting or similar effects are known in the literature, concerning things in the skies... to sometimes look like a liquid sunlit mirror phenomena, which is what I saw on/in the area of the sky...that was supposedly a dumbbell sprayer. then i took a photo of it and the phto was of something else.

Consensus reality,and our ability in dreams, to have the thing or person or whatever, assume what we relate to such a shaping. Our minds must make sense of it. A few pages back in this thread (page 161), I relate a dream and how the symbology or my mind's shaping of that 'dream' (in my head when I woke up) was really future sight or premonition of events... that took place later in that day.


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This leads to the potential, not reality... but on the table in some manner..as a far off possibility or a close possibility..depending on other evidence and considerations..for Stephen/Atticus to be telling the truth. That they are 'not ours'. That this might be a dimensional phenomena where the population is being slowly spiraled down. the population is just too hot. too many, too much 'out of control'. let some steam out of that puppy, let it simmer down.

now if this is a school or place of learning, and this requires controls, and our population is wild..then planned or timed spraying and similar events become the events that other situations can be enacted around. This could be part of this consensus reality and it's controls, it's borders. And if some of us are 'waking' then we can see it and others cannot. And more and more might begin to see through such dimensional layers than can, right now.

Or it could be the aspect of humans getting into space, via the works of Joseph farrell--basically...apparently crazy Nazis connected to 'skull and bones' in outer-space, time, and dimensions.

Every bit of his works is scientifically and factually sound. then we get to that group being involved with aliens, demons, dimensionals, or reptiles. Then this could all just be the races of this universe 'tying up' humans in their fears and issues (got you in a headlock, givin' you a nougie! haw haw!), in order to keep them under control so they don't commit serious bits of harm. keep a close eye on them. Like we play with our given young dog or cat, to help them run off that youthful steam.

This is also part of the idea and images of the Buddhist simultaneously laughing and crying at the same time. It's all a big joke, and it is all too serious.

I don't say I believe this. But it is inescapably on the table, from my personal experiences, which I try to look at dispassionately, without emotions clouding my attempts at reason.

Whether it is nefarious or not..I will NOT allow my emotions to dictate one condition or the other to me. I will continue to allow that hot needle of emotional inquiry* to spin in my flesh and I will not seek any immediate relief through a self lie dictated to me, by my body's emotional need for 'fight or flight' type 'first responses'. My body continues to ask for an answer so it can figure out of it needs to secure itself or not, and I continue to refuse my body's desires..for that is not an answer, it is a self lie created around too little an information package to make any true sense of.

I'm stuck with a mystery, but I have potential answers at this stage, nothing more.


*'Hot Needle of Inquiry' was the ship name of 'Speaker to Animals' personal space ship, in the Larry Niven 'Ringworld' series of sci-fi books. ('speaker to animals' was his name, as he was selected as an ambassador to the human worlds - they were an 8 foot tall vicious feline race)

[PurpleLama]

Just had another one of those miniature jet thingies fly past the house, again, here and now. It amazes me how quiet the really are. They are probably less than a quarter mile away before you can hear them here out in the country.

[modwiz]

Posted by PurpleLama (here)
Just had another one of those miniature jet thingies fly past the house, again, here and now. It amazes me how quiet the really are. They are probably less than a quarter mile away before you can hear them here out in the country.

That's what we get for being friends with Carmody.

[Carmody]

Posted by modwiz (here)

Posted by PurpleLama (here)
Just had another one of those miniature jet thingies fly past the house, again, here and now. It amazes me how quiet the really are. They are probably less than a quarter mile away before you can hear them here out in the country.

That's what we get for being friends with Carmody.

Seems to be the case, doesn't it. Purple and I had a simple PM exchange in the past 24-36 hours.

edit: Ii think he gets enough of his own, though.

It goes back to that thing about "Is it a real plane, or is it my mind shaping it, due to my internal package of pre-existing object identification? Is it something else altogether?" I am Remembering the mirror scene in Poltergeist. Ouch. (not evil, it is just the first thing that came to mind-dark humour)

[Carmody]

Posted by PurpleLama (here)
After reading Carmody's link to dumbell sprayers, and having seen several of the phenomena listed there, I am rethinking my thoughts around the subject of chemtrails. It never occurred to me before that it might not be humans from here who are doing this. We might not be hearing about the topic in the mainstream because the PTB, or TBiP, might not know know WTF it's all about.

It might be that we are temporarily being shielded from what's coming dow the pike so the maximum number of people have opportunity to wake up before this consciousness shift gets beyond what they can handle. I've known for a long time that the good guys have been keeping a holding pattern and working the timelines to keep the undesirable events from manifesting in the reality that might otherwise cut off exceptionally large numbers of people from being able to get what's going on.

I've never mentioned it here on avalon, and a lot of people will think I'm full of crap, but here's to DGAF:

back in 08, a few months before the elections, there was a shift where we shut down the timeline where baby bush got bumped off and ol' Dick stepped up and declared martial law, and I will say only a very sick person can imagine what horrors manifested along that line. When the worst happens, the higher ups step in and reset the game, and unless one is paying very close attention in a very particular way, one will be completely unaware that there was even the tiniest hiccup in this confluence of time and space we call reality. It happens all the time. Take it as you will and feel free to think ol' purplelama is *that* kind of crazy.

I've done the same myself. I find that the energy of that closed off timeline will 'come after you', in the form of the animal aspects of humans that are trapped in that dead end. the energy peters out, in it's 'fighting for life' deep emotional way

I was not doing this shut down by myself, I was experiencing it's end with a few others. I was saying, ok, obviously, we can't go there.....so we need to put a ripple in the pond right ..here....Kinda like a Zen temporal akido move.

[Calz]

Posted by Carmody (here)

Posted by PurpleLama (here)
After reading Carmody's link to dumbell sprayers, and having seen several of the phenomena listed there, I am rethinking my thoughts around the subject of chemtrails. It never occurred to me before that it might not be humans from here who are doing this. We might not be hearing about the topic in the mainstream because the PTB, or TBiP, might not know know WTF it's all about.

It might be that we are temporarily being shielded from what's coming dow the pike so the maximum number of people have opportunity to wake up before this consciousness shift gets beyond what they can handle. I've known for a long time that the good guys have been keeping a holding pattern and working the timelines to keep the undesirable events from manifesting in the reality that might otherwise cut off exceptionally large numbers of people from being able to get what's going on.

I've never mentioned it here on avalon, and a lot of people will think I'm full of crap, but here's to DGAF:

back in 08, a few months before the elections, there was a shift where we shut down the timeline where baby bush got bumped off and ol' Dick stepped up and declared martial law, and I will say only a very sick person can imagine what horrors manifested along that line. When the worst happens, the higher ups step in and reset the game, and unless one is paying very close attention in a very particular way, one will be completely unaware that there was even the tiniest hiccup in this confluence of time and space we call reality. It happens all the time. Take it as you will and feel free to think ol' purplelama is *that* kind of crazy.

I've done the same myself. I find that the energy of that closed off timeline will 'come after you', in the form of the animal aspects of humans that are trapped in that dead end. the energy peters out, in it's 'fighting for life' deep emotional way

I was not doing this shut down by myself, I was experiencing it's end with a few others. I was saying, ok, obviously, we can't go there.....so we need to put a ripple in the pond right ..here....Kinda like a Zen temporal akido move.

I have seen a photo of a "craft" laying chemtrails.

Don't remember where or how legit it was.

Regardless ... it seems clear that "others" are behind the puppet humans so there is implied direct or indirect linkage.