Here and Now...What's Happening?

[PurpleLama]

I also never received a college degree, however I did receive accreditation from "the School of Light Beings" thanks to my hokey ol' reiki teacher. Seriously, though, what interests me can't be taught in school, at least in Miss'ippi, that being the occult. So dropping out (for monetary reasons) afforded me time to delve deeply into that subject, and it's great because after a certain point the universe takes you as it's pupil and the education rightly exceeds anything that has been recorded in any textbook, or grimoire, for that matter.

[astrid]

As for the here and nowness of things,
post fast, im for sure feeling a new expanded sense of
awakeness and awareness . A much better flow in
my day, less mind clutter more pure conscious awareness,
Who would have thought that fasting could remove
alll that energy pollution from ones field .
But I can vouch for that being the case .

Since back eating. and was just on juice too, much
less hyper sensitive, dealt with supermarket no
issues. Although I was floating in the plane above,
at least I was able to negotiate both worlds at once .
Even managed to get that mowing done, given i
did it when the neighbors were out , but still job is
done .

Noticing too an even more intense connection with
nature. When I'm out in it time just stops, and I
enter that otheworldly space . So waking life has an even
greater dreamlike feel than it did before .

Physically I'd say I have lost around 10kg maybe
more. The first solid meal back felt very heavy
in my body and it was all salad . Which gives
some clue of the density of a heavy meat meal
It will be interesting to see in the coming days
and weeks how I integrate the whole experience
in my day to day life .

[9eagle9]

OMG! Jacuzzi's ARE a matter of survival!!

Posted by Calz_Avaretard (here)

Posted by blufire (here)
First time to post here.
cleaned chicken coop this morning. Partner and I put up nearly a cord of firewood this afternoon.

I'm sitting in the Jacuzzi with epsom salt and Rosemary leaves soaking sore muscles. . . . And a ginger ale and vodka

First Muzz and now blufire ...

Hey I thought you were ruffin' it up in the mountains in survival mode ... sup with the Jacuzzi???

[Carmody]

Posted by PurpleLama (here)
I also never received a college degree, however I did receive accreditation from "the School of Light Beings" thanks to my hokey ol' reiki teacher. Seriously, though, what interests me can't be taught in school, at least in Miss'ippi, that being the occult. So dropping out (for monetary reasons) afforded me time to delve deeply into that subject, and it's great because after a certain point the universe takes you as it's pupil and the education rightly exceeds anything that has been recorded in any textbook, or grimoire, for that matter.

I just had a series of dream sequences that illustrated to me clearly that "the first shall be last and the last shall be first", as in the last dream before waking will be the clearest and the last dream will also be the first in linear time.

which is what you experienced here the other day. the last thing you dreamed was the first thing you saw.

The story out there has been that we see our dreams in reverse, and I think I can confirm that. Mirror universe. Which takes us to Vonnegut's Slaughterhouse Five and Ben Bova's 'Orion' series of books, and Benjamin Button, etc..

I know all this already, I'm just remembering it again.

I might relate it, but I'll just say that burning rubber stinks and is difficult to clean up. I forgot something on the stove, turned the wrong burner on to heat up the kettle for coffee.. and started a fire. first thing in the morning. Ugh.

And that everything we see in dreams is entirely symbolic of our formation association with it's thought form.

The more feelings oriented or connected the issue is, the more the emotions color the thought form and shift/alter it.

the only time I've EVER been 100% clear of thought form intrusion in vision or the like, is when I went to the egoless state. which is very difficult to hold, in this world. at least it was, for this one.

Which is why the shaman avoids external influence and also avoids a complex life. Otherwise the sight is damaged, shifted, and altered.

The best cure is egoic sublimation. The act of having vision itself helps tremendously, as then the ego is sublimated through knowing. the ego spirals down in influence, into something that is much quieter and much less intrusive.

the thing to understand, is that ALL dreaming is a form of temporal vision as from the personal viewpoint. That all critical point of understanding...is occluded by the ego and form-shaping aspects of the connection to the body, through the body, by the body's autonomous systems.the parts of the body's workings we no longer consciously act out.

For example, the eyeballs you utilize, the ones moving right now, to read and interpret these bits of color and contrast differential. somehow that whole thing, that whole sequence becomes 'thoughts'. The mechanics of the actions are relegated and delegated to autonomous response. Like learning to drive a car.

This means that there may be a case for 'short term memory' being a critical thing to consider, when trying to delve into understanding all of this. for the 'short term memory' might be our given 'now' envelope. for example, in order to damp some of this out, I sometimes resort to smoking weed. it kills rem sleep, which means it kills dreams and it also affects short term memory adversely. See the connection?

So.... the short term memory system seems to be connected directly to the size of our given capacity to hold the moment of now. tied to our envelope of temporal holding and existence, thus our given capacity to express energetic form in 'this place', this 3d linear unidirectional thought form consensus reality space.

The place we learned this was when we were very very young. thus the channels of visual information and thought formation come out of and through the base human root or trunk, always. There is no thought or action you can have that is not filtered, shifted, colored and spun into reality... by them.

thus the PTB desire to shift our flowing consensus reality through ego, fear, desire, and teleplays, etc. think about repeated advertising, etc. No wonder I have no TV and refuse to watch one, at all.

television and media leads to a group commonality in inserted conditions, thus a group hook that can be manipulated.

Before it was war, war..as this tool of commonality insertion... to create the group hook that helps create the condition.... that is utilized/leveraged to have us steer our own consensus reality.

now it is media that is used for this purpose.

[PurpleLama]

yep, I'm totally with you in that. Larson's physics and the cosmology of the law of one both agree. Three dimensions of time and three dimensions of space with a membrane, or veil, as it were, in between. When my own awakening began, the first thing that impressed me was how time seemed to flow front and back ways on the other side.

[ulli]

Posted by Carmody (here)

Posted by PurpleLama (here)
I also never received a college degree, however I did receive accreditation from "the School of Light Beings" thanks to my hokey ol' reiki teacher. Seriously, though, what interests me can't be taught in school, at least in Miss'ippi, that being the occult. So dropping out (for monetary reasons) afforded me time to delve deeply into that subject, and it's great because after a certain point the universe takes you as it's pupil and the education rightly exceeds anything that has been recorded in any textbook, or grimoire, for that matter.

I just had a series of dream sequences that illustrated to me clearly that "the first shall be last and the last shall be first", as in the last dream before waking will be the clearest and the last dream will also be the first in linear time.

which is what you experienced here the other day. the last thing you dreamed was the first thing you saw.

The story out there has been that we see our dreams in reverse, and I think I can confirm that. Mirror universe. Which takes us to Vonnegut's Slaughterhouse Five and Ben Bova's 'Orion' series of books, and Benjamin Button, etc..

I know all this already, I'm just remembering it again.

I might relate it, but I'll just say that burning rubber stinks and is difficult to clean up. I forgot something on the stove, turned the wrong burner on to heat up the kettle for coffee.. and started a fire. first thing in the morning. Ugh.

And that everything we see in dreams is entirely symbolic of our formation association with it's thought form.

The more feelings oriented or connected the issue is, the more the emotions color the thought form and shift/alter it.

the only time I've EVER been 100% clear of thought form intrusion in vision or the like, is when I went to the egoless state. which is very difficult to hold, in this world. at least it was, for this one.

which is why the shaman avoids external influence and also avoids a complex life. Otherwise the sight is damaged, shifted, and altered.

The best cure is egoic sublimation. The act of having vision itself helps tremendously, as then the ego is sublimated through knowing. the ego spirals down in influence, into something that is much quieter and much less intrusive.

the thing to understand, is that ALL dreaming is a form of temporal vision as from the personal viewpoint...that is occluded by the ego and form-shaping aspects of the connection to the body, through the body, by the body's autonomous systems.

thus the PTB desire to shift our flowing consensus reality through ego, fear, desire, and teleplays, etc

television and media leads to a group commonality in inserted conditions, thus a group hook that can be manipulated.

Before it was war, war..as this tool of commonality insertion... to create the group hook that helps create the condition.... that is utilized/leveraged to have us steer our own consensus reality.

now it is media that is used for this purpose.

I read in one of my dream interpretation books that in Hindu teachings they say that dreams from which one wakes between midnight and 2 am become fulfilled after a year or two, and between 2 am and 4 am within 6 months, and dreams one recalls at waking at the normal get-up time relate to the next 24 hour period. That would confirm your statement here.
Unless the dream is just a release of repressed anxieties, in which case it is not a premonition but the equivalent of a constipated subconscious.
Either one is possible, and people who tend to process their life events quickly and express all anger emotions immediately would fall more into the first category.

[Carmody]

Posted by PurpleLama (here)
yep, I'm totally with you in that. Larson's physics and the cosmology of the law of one both agree. Three dimensions of time and three dimensions of space with a membrane, or veil, as it were, in between. When my own awakening began, the first thing that impressed me was how time seemed to flow front and back ways on the other side.

yes, but as you know, reading shifts from attempts at belief and understanding...into knowing... and the surety of that..then becomes the root of the transformation itself.

it must be directly experienced on a repeated basis to become the being... and then this whole short term memory thing is enriched by this and such knowing becomes part of the autonomous self and... it flows..with the new, the different..from then on.

Burnt latex rubber stinks. awfully so.

i don't read much stuff from others, at all. I do it on my own. A form of taking a test, coming to my own conclusions then reading answer books... to see if I was right. I figured all this out before (but we forget as we slip into mundane life)..at the same time I was a member of the parapsychology group of Mensa. A shaman stepped forth from the backdrop and mentioned that he was impressed that I figured this out on my own. I told him that logical single cause analysis does have it's place even in these areas, if handled properly. Which is so tough to do... as it's very nature is that of an emotional minefield of the deepest sort possible. I did it that way, on my own... as I wanted no influence or programming that I did not bring to the table.

It was the only way to be sure that what I might be told, when I read the answer book, was a thing of commonality in truth... as opposed to a projection created by being told prior to the event. our problem is the projection and the reflection,which was the whole thing to be avoided. The only way I could be sure as I could that I was not being programmed, was to do it on my own, in totality, in all ways and all connections.

Independent conformation. The cornerstone of scientific proofing methodology.

[PurpleLama]

I found that the same patterns, emerging from the subconscious, kept popping up and applying themselves to the consciousness, so every time I reached the top of my understanding, what started me off would crop up in a new way and so instead of reaching a plateau, I was handed a new mountain. In eleven years, it's never stopped. Reminds me of what was stated earlier, that the self educated are those that never stop learning. I think in this current incarnation, I had a lot of ground to cover in a short period of time, I was supposed to be thirty or so years older at this juncture, but I hit the reset button in a bad way, so I've learned well the lesson of suicide without honor. Not ever doing that again, it only causes problems.

[ulli]

About developing an egoless state...I thought of an analogy once of a scientist who would examine an object under a microscope, with profound interest, and yet emotional detachment. No judgement of any kind, but an exploring mind.
The more one does this the more the self loses it's identification with it's ego and gradually becomes replaced by the observing scientist.
It just takes practice and time.

[Carmody]

Posted by 9eagle9 (here)
OMG! Jacuzzi's ARE a matter of survival!!

Posted by Calz_Avaretard (here)

Posted by blufire (here)
First time to post here.
cleaned chicken coop this morning. Partner and I put up nearly a cord of firewood this afternoon.

I'm sitting in the Jacuzzi with epsom salt and Rosemary leaves soaking sore muscles. . . . And a ginger ale and vodka

First Muzz and now blufire ...

Hey I thought you were ruffin' it up in the mountains in survival mode ... sup with the Jacuzzi???

I would agree. when the monkey is happy, sublimated into stillness..then it gets out of the way, it gets out of 'watchdog-must interpret all first, before any thoughts' (the guardian at the gate) mode, and we can then see more clearly than we normally do.

Which is why the intellectuals at large corporations and companies, might not be willing to tell you that they had their best idea of their life, while the body was distracted..and they were on the crapper/toilet/throne.

[ulli]

Posted by Carmody (here)

Posted by PurpleLama (here)
yep, I'm totally with you in that. Larson's physics and the cosmology of the law of one both agree. Three dimensions of time and three dimensions of space with a membrane, or veil, as it were, in between. When my own awakening began, the first thing that impressed me was how time seemed to flow front and back ways on the other side.

yes, but as you know, reading shifts from attempts at belief and understanding...into knowing... and the surety of that..then becomes the root of the transformation itself.

it must be directly experienced on a repeated basis to become the being... and then this whole short term memory thing is enriched by this and such knowing becomes part of the autonomous self and... it flows..with the new, the different..from then on.

Burnt latex rubber stinks. awfully so.

i don't read much stuff from others, at all. I do it on my own. A form of taking a test, coming to my own conclusions then reading answer books... to see if I was right. I figured all this out before (but we forget as we slip into mundane life)..at the same time I was a member of the parapsychology group of Mensa. A shaman stepped forth from the backdrop and mentioned that he was impressed that I figured this out on my own. I told him that logical single cause analysis does have it's place even in these areas, if handled properly. Which is so tough to do... as it's very nature is that of an emotional minefield of the deepest sort possible. I did it that way, on my own... as I wanted no influence or programming that I did not bring to the table.

It was the only way to be sure that what I might be told, when I read the answer book, was a thing of commonality in truth... as opposed to a projection created by being told prior to the event. our problem is the projection and the reflection,which was the whole thing to be avoided. The only way I could be sure as I could that I was not being programmed, was to do it on my own, in totality, in all ways and all connections.

Independent conformation. The cornerstone of scientific proofing methodology.

Interesting what you say about reading. Like you I was quite young when I had my first big download from the higher dimensions, but got depressed after it stopped and especially afterwards when even the memory of it faded gradually. So two years went by.
All I knew was that I was no longer the same person I was before that event in August 1977, but had no idea where to take myself with this knowledge, which I could not even articulate any other way but in terms like "Plus, Minus, and Zero point",...also "balance" and "Both" were major keywords. "Integrate, integrate". I still use those words frequently, but they are not enough to make others see.
So then I got guided to Gurdjieff, and the syncs started big-time. Reading Ouspensky was great as here were the words that put everything I had experienced into perspective.
Like 9eagle9 I devoured enlightenment books, not because I wanted to get the knowledge...I had that I already---it was downloaded into me--, but I wanted the language, the words, with which I could guide people. And there were so many great writers out there who had seen what I had seen.
Sharing these intuitions is very hard, symbols, language, colors, diagrams, music, all are needed.
People who have an understanding of any of these can then be helped, if they really want to wake up, that is.
Which is also why I studied the different religions, so when I meet someone I have a basic background of their understanding.
Then all one has to do is help them integrate the emergencies in their lives.


By the way, as I am sitting here writing the above there is a loud conversation going on behind me, or rather, monologue...
the loud voice of a gun dealer...talking to some tourists...well, he just said he is a gun 'collector', but has become a gun dealer, because he has so many...and and bits like "M16s", and "AK47, you can drive a truck over it and it will still fire" and "I've got three Derringer types" someone now asks about duelling guns......anyway....he says he is a gun collector, he says he has $700,000 worth of guns..
The reason I am sharing this is that as the words were being formulated to write my post here I noticed how many words came out of his mouth just after I thought them...this was weird to me.
Here I am writing about how I can enlighten others to a path of peace and inner power, and there outside of me is such a conversation happening...Here and Now. Make of it what you will.

[Carmody]

Posted by PurpleLama (here)
I found that the same patterns, emerging from the subconscious, kept popping up and applying themselves to the consciousness, so every time I reached the top of my understanding, what started me off would crop up in a new way and so instead of reaching a plateau, I was handed a new mountain. In eleven years, it's never stopped. Reminds me of what was stated earlier, that the self educated are those that never stop learning. I think in this current incarnation, I had a lot of ground to cover in a short period of time, I was supposed to be thirty or so years older at this juncture, but I hit the reset button in a bad way, so I've learned well the lesson of suicide without honor. Not ever doing that again, it only causes problems.

I screwed up in the civil war.

Think about it. I killed hundreds. All while trying to keep myself and my compatriots alive. fighting a war I did not believe in, that I was not part of ----and conscripted into. Used as cannon fodder by those in charge of that mess, as they did not want us either, for they believed in their cause/nightmare. First in, first to die. At the end of it all, I started knocking off those who would not hang it up, as if those acts would somehow right that mess to some semblance of --what was before. Thus the following life of self immolation of 40 years on an alien planet.

But then I wonder, did I see 'the outlaw Josey wales' (1976), or pull it from the consensus reality form of the time.... and somehow integrate that?

My simple conformation of the alien life was my recollection of the plants in the fields, that we worked on, and the sun, light, distance from sun, environment, etc. the plants were dark, almost black,and they had a purplish gleam underneath. No green around there. recent scientific speculation on blue dwarf star systems with habitable planets..... states that the plants and fauna on such a habitable planet would have exactly such a consideration. we had thick greyish skin, to deal with the UV.

We never truly know, which is why I took the path of learning this material on my own, before touching any of the literature or speaking to anyone. I had to be sure, as sure as I could be.

Playing now.. the body creates such a minefield in this complex analysis and situation.

[Carmody]

Posted by ulli (here)

I read in one of my dream interpretation books that in Hindu teachings they say that dreams from which one wakes between midnight and 2 am become fulfilled after a year or two, and between 2 am and 4 am within 6 months, and dreams one recalls at waking at the normal get-up time relate to the next 24 hour period. That would confirm your statement here.
Unless the dream is just a release of repressed anxieties, in which case it is not a premonition but the equivalent of a constipated subconscious.
Either one is possible, and people who tend to process their life events quickly and express all anger emotions immediately would fall more into the first category.

oddly enough, both statements hold true, it is a matter of interpretation. in a form of consensus reality, we find that anxieties and issue can and do become the envelope expressed by the given egoic imperative personage.

the clarification you have stated thus becomes critical point, if understanding and furthering of the self is to continue on a better road of potential unfolding. Ie, I stated the whole, but the clarification becomes critical. a form of increasing accuracy in a course which may chart a long path.

[astrid]

i just had a dream i was in a Ninja war too tired to detail more.
Tried to post from my iphone and its not connecting to the web.
But it was a long and bloody battle,
the side i was on won in the end by calling in extra help from the animal kingdom.

More sleep.

[ulli]

Posted by Carmody (here)

Posted by ulli (here)

I read in one of my dream interpretation books that in Hindu teachings they say that dreams from which one wakes between midnight and 2 am become fulfilled after a year or two, and between 2 am and 4 am within 6 months, and dreams one recalls at waking at the normal get-up time relate to the next 24 hour period. That would confirm your statement here.
Unless the dream is just a release of repressed anxieties, in which case it is not a premonition but the equivalent of a constipated subconscious.
Either one is possible, and people who tend to process their life events quickly and express all anger emotions immediately would fall more into the first category.

oddly enough, both statements hold true, it is a matter of interpretation. in a form of consensus reality, we find that anxieties and issue can and do become the envelope expressed by the given egoic imperative personage.

the clarification you have stated thus becomes critical point, if understanding and furthering of the self is to continue on a better road of potential unfolding. Ie, I stated the whole, but the clarification becomes critical. a form of increasing accuracy in a course which may chart a long path.

which is where Virgo detail consciousness is so important...near the zero point precision becomes vital...or everything just slips into mediocrity and no energy release takes place. That's when everything fizzles.
But on the other hand,at such a delicate junction a spiritual person can get guidance and help from higher beings...and then love trumps mind and precision every time

[Carmody]

the word Keylontic has kept coming into my mind for the past hour or so. Know I know why.

the meaning of the word, nothing else-is all I'm indicating. I'm not into joining. ever. recollect my, uh, er, recollection from my two past lives. You might see a pattern of not leaning too much toward the joining of anything. Not thrilled with the idea.....

Burned pretty bad within those ones, as far as a backdrop of 'experience' goes.

[9eagle9]

If what you say is true then I should expect to be having a run in with a fire dragon here shortly. Am hoping its not some flippy dippy shifting episode...I don't have nightime dream recall typically so the ones I do recall I take note of for possible signifcance. I have to do most of my dreamwork while napping during the day th eonly way I can remember it. I sleep like a dead thing at night. Last night (this morning actually) I was taken out by some old medicine man of some polynesian persuasion (something i'm not familar with at all, indengenous polynesian medicine ) to a jetty sticking out into the ocean. A place I've been too a lot in my dream life because I've journaled it so much. The area in the water just beyond the jetty had some particular signficance and a name of which I'm unable to recall. A fallah? At any rate there is where go to watch for dragons and there happened to be one in the water just off the Jetty. Fire dragon, composed entirely of flames .....very cool. Have no idea... Considering some aspect of me is a dragon I'm wondering if I need to watch for this expression in my life or another dragon this way comes.

Posted by ulli (here)

Posted by Carmody (here)

Posted by PurpleLama (here)
I also never received a college degree, however I did receive accreditation from "the School of Light Beings" thanks to my hokey ol' reiki teacher. Seriously, though, what interests me can't be taught in school, at least in Miss'ippi, that being the occult. So dropping out (for monetary reasons) afforded me time to delve deeply into that subject, and it's great because after a certain point the universe takes you as it's pupil and the education rightly exceeds anything that has been recorded in any textbook, or grimoire, for that matter.

I just had a series of dream sequences that illustrated to me clearly that "the first shall be last and the last shall be first", as in the last dream before waking will be the clearest and the last dream will also be the first in linear time.

which is what you experienced here the other day. the last thing you dreamed was the first thing you saw.

The story out there has been that we see our dreams in reverse, and I think I can confirm that. Mirror universe. Which takes us to Vonnegut's Slaughterhouse Five and Ben Bova's 'Orion' series of books, and Benjamin Button, etc..

I know all this already, I'm just remembering it again.

I might relate it, but I'll just say that burning rubber stinks and is difficult to clean up. I forgot something on the stove, turned the wrong burner on to heat up the kettle for coffee.. and started a fire. first thing in the morning. Ugh.

And that everything we see in dreams is entirely symbolic of our formation association with it's thought form.

The more feelings oriented or connected the issue is, the more the emotions color the thought form and shift/alter it.

the only time I've EVER been 100% clear of thought form intrusion in vision or the like, is when I went to the egoless state. which is very difficult to hold, in this world. at least it was, for this one.

which is why the shaman avoids external influence and also avoids a complex life. Otherwise the sight is damaged, shifted, and altered.

The best cure is egoic sublimation. The act of having vision itself helps tremendously, as then the ego is sublimated through knowing. the ego spirals down in influence, into something that is much quieter and much less intrusive.

the thing to understand, is that ALL dreaming is a form of temporal vision as from the personal viewpoint...that is occluded by the ego and form-shaping aspects of the connection to the body, through the body, by the body's autonomous systems.

thus the PTB desire to shift our flowing consensus reality through ego, fear, desire, and teleplays, etc

television and media leads to a group commonality in inserted conditions, thus a group hook that can be manipulated.

Before it was war, war..as this tool of commonality insertion... to create the group hook that helps create the condition.... that is utilized/leveraged to have us steer our own consensus reality.

now it is media that is used for this purpose.

I read in one of my dream interpretation books that in Hindu teachings they say that dreams from which one wakes between midnight and 2 am become fulfilled after a year or two, and between 2 am and 4 am within 6 months, and dreams one recalls at waking at the normal get-up time relate to the next 24 hour period. That would confirm your statement here.
Unless the dream is just a release of repressed anxieties, in which case it is not a premonition but the equivalent of a constipated subconscious.
Either one is possible, and people who tend to process their life events quickly and express all anger emotions immediately would fall more into the first category.

[ulli]

Posted by Carmody (here)
the word Keylontic has kept coming into my mind for the past hour or so. Know I know why.

the meaning of the word, nothing else-is all I'm indicating. I'm not into joining. ever. recollect my, uh, er, recollection from my two past lives. You might see a pattern of not leaning too much toward the joining of anything. Not thrilled with the idea.....

Burned pretty bad within those ones, as far as a backdrop of 'experience' goes.

I love those Gary Larson cartoons...the island food here has a lot of jerk seasoning...you have just given me an idea (bad Carmody)
but this morning at around 6:30 I heard a car crash, and I threw on a dress, grabbed my cell phone and ran outside to see if I needed to call an ambulance

Anyway, there was a car at the end of our drive, dented in front and the back. Driver and two passengers, all males. Suspicious looking. I asked if anyone was hurt, and if there was a second vehicle involved. He said that the other car came at them on the wrong side of the road, forced them against the rocks, which was the noise I heard, and then just drove on. He had a cell phone and was calling his insurance agent. No mention of the police.
I left as soon as I realized that I was not really needed, but was convinced they had been speeding...and what were they doing on a Sunday morning at that hour anyway? Didn't look to me like three guys out to go fishing...which would have been a legitimate past time.

I went back home thinking there were too many jerks in the world. Gary Larson helped to create them, doing drawings like that means manifesting that vision in 3 D.

[ulli]

@ Carmody
The only org I ever joined was the Baha'i faith, and even that I did reluctantly.
Even signing up so I could post at Avalon was already giving me the creeps.
Astrologically this has to do with Uranus in the 11th house, which we both share.
This means that whatever group one belongs to one feels one has to reform and change it.
One also collects weirdo friends.
This thread is an example of an 11th house Uranus, because we aren't really discussing whistle blower topics,
which is basically the Avalon forum's purpose. Here anything goes, self moderation is the key.
Here we can discuss spear head science ideas as well as dreams and visions, and still be respected,
with no one countering anything, as nothing is presented with the aim of creating converts.
The ideal village.

[Lisab]

I once had the most vivid dream of a life as a Mongolian chief. My men and I had arrived back from a battle with (I think) another village. Snow lay thick. My men dismounted their horses and waited with the women and children as I came slowly and lastly into the village on a white and brown speckled horse. Everyone was quiet. They parted for me as, still on my horse, I moved through them and then turned to face them. I pulled as sabre like sword from my belt, held it high, and then lifted my other arm up and cut it with the sword deeply. As the blood flowed everybody cheered. The battle had been a success. Ive never had a dream like it before or since. It was so real.