Here and Now...What's Happening?

[1inMany]

Here and now...eyes are reallllly burning...have been wanting to sleep and trying to sleep alllll day...mind would not shut off. Hoping it will now. Looking around online I saw a house that was oddly perfect for this situation. Farther out, more remote, by lake, small town, schools appear better, definitely not ghetto, surrounded by trees...things all around it seem to just "fit." Hubby would stay here, not far away. Then the thoughts go in circles...always afraid of making a mistake, what if this and what about that, and then comes decision time. Well, hell, that's got to be one of the things I'm worst at. What if I stick the girls in the middle of nowhere and there is nothing there and it ends up being detrimental and ... and what if ... and this is truly a time when I wish I could hear. I would listen. Somewhere in here is a little voice that is indistinguishable to me. I have to go back to just being me. Being who I am. That's the only thing that I am sure about. Of all the things that can or might or should...blah blah blah...the only thing I know to be absolutely true is...just be. Logical mind has a problem with that. Nurturer has a problem with that, worrier has a problem with that. Comes back to just be. I'm weary of taking turns every which-a-way, and I just want to flow, I just want to allow. Why am I afraid...if what I have been envisioning might materialize, why would I fear? Because maybe I'm forcing the envisioning and where I'm supposed to be is here. Dang, where's that little voice. Shhhh.

[1inMany]

First, there's awake. Then, there's aware. What then? More aware?

[Ernie Nemeth]

Love Peter Gabriel.

Was trying to find a song in my head. This is the memory path I found.

First, everyone remembers Corey Harts song, right?

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=MDt0kunZepI

Which reminded me of the band , Triumph:

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=ufiUD5sEPSs

But the song I wanted is not allowed, found this remix, really close but not Rickie...

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=b__vAxEL4SE

Like the first number of lines especially. And the phrase "I've seen things I wish I'd never seen"!


Now, more than ever, we must hold our own, draw the line in the sand and say, "no more!"

[astrid]

Queensland here, is running these comericals..
much hmmmmms on this one.

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=OPVAs50FCyg

Trying feed the three days of darkness idea into our consciousness....
Watch and see them try and roll out the biblical scripts .

[modwiz]

Posted by 1inMany (here)
First, there's awake. Then, there's aware. What then? More aware?

Then being. Looking around in the here and now and seeing what your spirit wants to do.

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Posted by astrid (here)
Queensland here, is running these comericals..
much hmmmmms on this one.

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=OPVAs50FCyg

Trying feed the three days of darkness idea into our consciousness....
Watch and see them try and roll out the biblical scripts .

Each of the pictured industries paid handsomely for placement in that video too.

[jorr lundstrom]

Nostalgy will never be wot it once was. Please.........

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=ZOvHUCgbyaA

[1inMany]

Nostalgia...my way

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=jPWNsGFXCZk

[1inMany]

Okay, Mod, so I see how it is, then.

Then being. Looking around in the here and now and seeing what your spirit wants to do.

So....after awake and aware...comes the hard part of not doing anything. How did I not realize that would be what comes next? I thought awakening was a very difficult process, but as I think about it ... it takes a lot of work to just ... be. Peachy lol. Well, one way or the other I suppose. I guess I will find out whether the Higher wants to play jack in the box hide & go seek. Oh, that sounds much more fun that "not doing anything."

[1inMany]

The 3 days of darkness...isn't that a Native American prophecy?

[modwiz]

Posted by 1inMany (here)
Okay, Mod, so I see how it is, then.

Then being. Looking around in the here and now and seeing what your spirit wants to do.

So....after awake and aware...comes the hard part of not doing anything. How did I not realize that would be what comes next? I thought awakening was a very difficult process, but as I think about it ... it takes a lot of work to just ... be. Peachy lol. Well, one way or the other I suppose. I guess I will find out whether the Higher wants to play jack in the box hide & go seek. Oh, that sounds much more fun that "not doing anything."

The only time I have ever been bored is when I was doing something I didn't want to do. That is, doing what someone else wanted me to do. I don't do that anymore. Ever!
If I need to do a favor, as long as I have enough time to grab something to read during the inevitable waiting that occurs when doing someone a usual favor, then we can talk.

[astrid]

Coolness, a good day to be had when you meet another healer type, and face to face even better.
I took Louis to see the neighbor of a friend literally 2 streets away.
He is an animal Chiro and acupuncturist, amongst a host of other things.
Does hair analysis testing too on people and animals. Very very cool indeed.
He knows old George really well too. Anyways, he confirmed what George had already
said, and he worked for an hour on Louis, including lazer acupuncture.
He said its not usually good new for an animal to be injured in that spot,
but he also has had some success.
He also lent me a healing pen that is full of crystals. I was so impressed.
He must be in his 60s at least.


For some reason my spelling is even more atrocious than normal today.

[meeradas]

Two nights into "the job", after my little holiday trip, and i already had enough. Again.
YUCK.
[Am not even bored!]
Time to dissolve.

[astrid]

Meeradas hang in there.
Thinking of you.

[meeradas]

Posted by astrid (here)
Meeradas hang in there.
Thinking of you.

MUCH APPRECIATED & MOST WELCOME [to say the least], Astrid!

[ViralSpiral]

Thinking of you Meeredas.

I too am in No-where-land.........

Its snowing though (yay), so with Shirley/Jenny (elephants reunited after 20 years) on my mind, I will take some time to stare out of the window a little.

[astrid]

Very nice burst of energy after connecting to a
fellow villager. All of us in a room together
would be quite something, the things we could do
endless possibilities, like a massive battery.
Future projects come to mind..

Free energy, get it here, lol

[meeradas]

Posted by astrid (here)
like a massive battery

Why does that remind me of the matrix?

I better go & sleep now.

[astrid]

Here's a Shamanic tale if i ever heard one...
http://www.wfaa.com/home/We-have-a-g...136758788.html

"Girl swallowed by tree survives to climb again "

[astrid]

@ meeradas, "in temporal limbo" is the best,
maybe you just need to shift your perception??
The feeling Blahs is just your ego struggling with
wanting to know whats going on.

I reset mine by saying over and over
" I know nothing" and in that state of unknowingness,
everything exists, its where manifesting is at it's most
powerful and really speedy too.

This is a trap with the whole truth movement,
its all pretty left brained stuff, and it blocks us
from being truly present.

[modwiz]

Posted by meeradas (here)

Posted by astrid (here)
like a massive battery

Why does that remind me of the matrix?

I better go & sleep now.

Your new avatar is making me think of mierda, and that is getting very close to Meeradas. Are you doing cosmic humor?

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Here's a Shamanic tale if i ever heard one...
http://www.wfaa.com/home/We-have-a-g...136758788.html

"Girl swallowed by tree survives to climb again "

Post deleted after reading the article. (Note to self, "Read articles before 'riffing' with adult humor". Better clean up my act.


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Posted by meeradas (here)
Two nights into "the job", after my little holiday trip, and i already had enough. Again.
YUCK.
[Am not even bored!]
Time to dissolve.

So, what do you do? Will you have to kill us if you tell us?