Here and Now...What's Happening?

[Calz]

Posted by yukondiva (here)

I just gave up ciggaretts I think i food is the only pleasurable thing I have left.

If you have made it this far ... then the hardest part is behind you.

Some people add some weight by eating more.

I initially found myself at a loss of what to do with my hands???

Good job, good luck and keep it up ... some work ahead but me thinks a light at the end of the tunnel is starting to appear.

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Posted by 1inMany (here)

Calz makes me curious.

Nasty habit that.

My 12 step program ain't cuttin' it ...

[RunningDeer]

Posted by Flash (here)
By the way, for those who think I am too hung up on my daughter (I have been told that lately), read Telsa's thread asking parenting help, and you will understand. It was 24/7 work, plus regular heavy work schedule, so yes, my life turned entirely around my daughter, for at least 10 years straight.

Now that she if really fine, I can go back to myself. To tell the truth, I lost the habit.

I was a last call mom, quite old when I got her, so I knew how to be with/by myself and selfishly taking care of myself (well, I thought I knew, I think now that I did not).

But this situation has completely changed my life and me. So the new self, alone now, is uncomfortable to adapt to for the moment. I also have to lose weitght, gained during a terrible divorce and kept during the subsequent heavily charged years. This too, I am going back to a new physical me that has still to change again.

Changing the career path that was maintained and pushed due to the demands of the situation, not due to passion or liking, will certainly help greatly.

So, truthfully sorry if I am bodering you guys with my daughters stuff, but I saw only that for years and years, 24/7, everything being around her needs.

Starting now and next year, I should do much better in terms of equilibrated life and will probably be more interesting to read.

Gosh do I understand 1inMany here on the forum. We can be immersed in other's needs.

Dearest Flash,

YOU NEVER BORE ME TALKING ABOUT YOUR DAUGHTER!!!!!!

I enjoyed the exchanges between your daughter, Daphne and then Kiwi. Very moving account. And how Daphne read your signature energy and/or mind that you were connected to your daughter, then decided to sit on your lap. That says it all. It's who you are and Daphne knew. That's one of the many, many things I get from you.

Couple that with Carmody's Dolphin rescue, I'm filled. Sniff, sniff.

Toodles,
Paula

PS You post on a lot of threads without mention of your daughter. Whoever told you as such, must not have the same interests in threads as you do. If you wonder if it's the case, just do a search on yourself.

[Calz]

Posted by donk (here)

Sounds like my kids idea of cleaning up their room ... everything piled into the closet

Heh, I called mine on this last time...their solution: pile everything in the empty corner (with a flat surface on top), and throw a blanket over top. Voila...look dad, closets perfect!

Been there ... (they) done that

[my youngest is a "straight A student" and I call him "the lawyer" cuz he has an answer for everything ... *sigh* ... my bad I suspect but I love him to death.

[donk]

Is he eight? I found that seems to be the magic age where they discover they know EVERYTHING.

[Calz]

Posted by donk (here)
Is he eight? I found that seems to be the magic where they discover they know EVERYTHING.

11 now ... but has been at it awhile

[ulli]

Posted by donk (here)
I get you 1inmany, and also thank you for sharing, I can totally relate.

Welcome misfit!

I seen this big BLACK plane(?)-

ulli: the angel wing/kitty bracelet you made had me as disappointed (for a moment) as I was excited I was when I first saw it. V had the most blah reaction to it (unlike her, even if she DOESN'T like something, she still gets a childlike joy from any gift), so it was concerning, I thought cuz she did not like it--couldn't figure it out. Turned out, she recognized immediately it was too small for her (I think you mentioned elasticity--I didn't exactly find it to have any...but you did leave a lot of play on either end to work with, simple as using some of that slack), and her still defaulting to victim mode, assumed she wouldn't get to wear it.

Well once I found out she truly did love it, and that size was the problem (isn't it always??), i pointed out that even I could have adjusted it were my hands not numb (...might need to start noicotene injections or something, still haven't gotten circulation back, it's been since September!). Anyway, she adjusted it, and has worn it since...absolutely loves it--thanks again!!

Oops! All's well that ends well. Even your post had me worried there for a moment.
Excitement often leads to disappointment....polarity law there, precise as physics.

[Calz]

Say 1 ... Ranch thread centers on the ECETI Ranch where James Gilliland lives (as well as giovonni now and a number of others). Spiritual retreat of sorts.

They have craft overhead on a near nightly basis and it is open for the public to partake of (at least seasonal weather permitting). Bill and Kerry visited and Bill signed off to it being the "real deal".

You want to have a taste of James???

Twist my arm ... ooooph ... okay I surrender.


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Spiritual Ego, Inner Sensitivity, and Critical Thinking

This may sound like a bit of a rant but it needs to be said. We know the
energies are intense and people are in process, some lashing out yet what is
being said makes us very sad considering the awareness of the masses. This
includes those who pride themselves on their spiritual connection. Did you know
everything you judge to be unspiritual is God too. Yes it all came from one
source yet the spiritual ego smug as it may be exalts its self over others
loosing the ability to know what is really going on. It takes sides loosing
critical thinking getting caught up in the flow of mindless programs never
stepping back and asking what is wrong with this picture. Some wave flags proud
to be a democrat or republican never realizing both parties are puppets for the
same puppet masters. Many claim to be of one faith or another playing the
separation game yet God is omnipresent, there are no divisions in God. Some
profess to be Godly yet act in ungodly ways.

Every four years promises are made, people even call politicians messiahs here
to deliver us yet they deliver us right into the hands of the banksters or the
war, pharmaceutical, or oil industries. People fall for demonizing other
countries through false flags; send the war machine, the offense department to
plunder other countries natural resources after false flags designed to
emotionally sway the masses. They line up for flu shots filled with deadly
carcinogens, live virus, bacteria, and mercury then wonder why they get sick
soon after. Again they are swayed by fear not doing the research as to the
effectiveness of these shots or the consequences. Brainwashed by big pharma and
the AMA out of fear they continue on a path that has proven to do more harm than
good in most cases. Many are too afraid to look into any alternative healing
modalities even ones that run circles around standard methods.

Some can not look up and see the chemtrails, research what is in them because
that would be negative thinking. Many smugly dismiss conspiracy theories; which
are not really conspiracies because they are based on facts and require critical
thinking. They dismiss UFOs because the guberment has not disclosed them to be
real and want an organization; which has redundantly lied to them to tell them
the truth. Why would you expect anything other than lies or a twisted truth
considering the past? Some dismiss UFOs as not spiritual not having a clue about
the higher dimensions, who resides on them and their spiritual, light and energy
technologies. Their guru said follow me don't distract your self with knowledge
I don't possess.

We demand other countries become democratic yet don't even know we are a
Republic. Democracy means turning your country over to international banksters
who will back and appoint a puppet that will turn over the country's natural
resources. If you don't your bombed into the stone ages for God and country of
course. The killing of men, women, children in the millions is okay as long as
the economy is strong. No karma there. When a president promises to stop
torture, close down detention centers, end wars, bring the troops home, stand up
for the poor and middle class, pledges to defend and protect the Constitution
then does the exact opposite how can anyone in their right mind wave a flag with
a donkey on it? How can one wave the American Flag with pride considering the
fact that America was hijacked a long time ago. The Republic was taken over by
the US corporation yet few know the difference. To top it off those who claim
our prez is the messiah judge and condemn anyone who questions the obvious
contradictions as bigoted and unspiritual. Correct me if I am wrong but torture,
murder, lies and deceptions are not the path of a messiah. Bailing out the money
changers and leaving the poor many of which have already lost their, jobs,
homes, some even their families does not seem to be the actions of a messiah.
There are times all we have left to deal with this monumental ignorance and
brain washing is humor yet even this is seen as bigoted and unspiritual. Common
sense is God sense. You were given a mind to discern truth and a heart to feel
truth. We all have a built in BS meter yet forgot how to use it. Some fear
looking at their own fears and even fear looking at negativity. This is
completely unbalanced. As we have said again and again enlightenment is to be in
knowledge of the whole enchilada. The good, bad and in-between. It does not
make one more spiritual to live in denial and fear which includes the fear of
looking at negativity.

There are universal principles and understandings necessary for a healthy
society and environment. Our institutions have failed miserably to adhere to
these universal principles. Our governments, business and religious institutions
have not honored or brought about Universal Peace, Brother/Sisterly Love,
Individual Freedom and Prosperity for all. In fact they have brought about just
the opposite. Has the War Industry brought about peace? Has the Pharmaceutical
Industry brought about health? Has the Oil Industry brought about clean earth
friendly technology? Have the Religions brought about universal peace and unity?
How long can this charade continue? As long as the masses remain ignorant,
follow blindly and refuse to use their hearts and minds wisely this can go on
indefinitely or until the collective karma comes home to roost or the
environment totally collapses.

Living a life of impeccable integrity is a lost art. Using critical thinking and
discernment rather than blindly following is also a lost art. Ignoring the fact
that people are saying one thing and doing something completely opposite is pure
ignorance. Judging and condemning people pointing it out to you is beyond
ignorance. There needs to be another word even beyond ignorance for those who
attack those who are trying to get things back on track in alignment with
Universal Principles and Understandings necessary for a healthy society and
environment. You cant go much lower than that unless of course you lie, deceive,
torture, murder, steal, enslave then become exalted to the highest positions in
leadership where people worship you, wave flags and make excuses for your
behavior. We wonder why the Masters, Saints, Sages, Spiritually and
technologically advanced off worlders are not tapping us on the shoulder. Some
of us don't wonder at all and some of us are being tapped on the shoulder. Time
to wake up and end the delusion. The old matrix is falling apart, the illusions
are crumbling and it is time to take a long hard look with brutal honesty who we
align with and if we and they are truly aligned with Universal Law. Universal
Peace, Brother/Sisterly Love, Individual Freedom and Prosperity for all is the
new grid. It is not going to be handed to us we are going to have to create it,
align with it, become it. We have to wake up to the fact there are those who
would like to take us in a different direction and stop being a willing
participant. The Beautiful Many are assisting us in that creation seen and
unseen.

Be well
James Gilliland
www.eceti.org
www.bbsradio.com

[1inMany]

Okay Flash, modwiz gave me an image some pages back, probably 100 pages back by now, that I had kept to use as an avatar when the mood struck me. I knew it would eventually. Then my old computer crashed and I lost the image. But there are certain opportune times I can pull this out when there is undue criticism or negativity.

But, look! I found a suitable replacement...





Much Love,

[1inMany]

Remember the doctor saying, "then don't do that"?

Well, that thread is giving me hives and making me hyperventilate. Why can I not just stay outta there...



Yep...



(haha, not the one you shared, calz...)

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

Why Have I Never Played With The Font Options Before? Lack Of Creative Impulse Or Lack of Curisosity? Well, I can say That I've Tried them All Now.

[Playdo of Ataraxas]

There were some mentions of chemtrails earlier. I do love Joseph Farrell's blog posts and his speculations, and this one is quit interesting:

http://gizadeathstar.com/2013/01/rog...ering-schemes/

I told PL a long while ago, while we stood beneath seeded skies, that my litmus test for the end of TPTB will be when the skies are chemtrail free.

[1inMany]

Posted by Playdo of Ataraxas (here)
There were some mentions of chemtrails earlier. I do love Joseph Farrell's blog posts and his speculations, and this one is quit interesting:

http://gizadeathstar.com/2013/01/rog...ering-schemes/

I told PL a long while ago, while we stood beneath seeded skies, that my litmus test for the end of TPTB will be when the skies are chemtrail free.

Oh, another new fun reading site! Thank you

btw, thanks for the L..O...L...fonts, hahaha...I just send Mike about 30 texts, when I found the "smiley" button on my phone...wanted to see what each one looked like :D

[donk]

I just gave up ciggaretts I think i food is the only pleasurable thing I have left.

Remember...being a slave is NOT pleasurable. Appreciate your freedom!!

[1inMany]

Cupping hands around mouth....ECHO!

Echo.

echo...

echo




Hmmph. Sticking my hands in my pockets, whistling a little ditty, kicking a can down the deserted Village road.......

[thunder24]

day 26 no baccer.... man how i would love a smokee or dip after breakfast in the morrnings..... chemtrails er where cause a storms a coming according to them forcasters on the boob toob. Hope all is well... been reading bout my safety and such here at avalon.....smh...lol...wheels on a bus are so damn loud...

peace

[1inMany]

Posted by thunder24 (here)
Hope all is well... been reading bout my safety and such here at avalon.....smh...lol...wheels on a bus are so damn loud...

peace

LOL!!!!! Me too, hahah.....
& congrats

[Guest]

We had a storm come through. Warm rain in January. I don't remember ever being in a warm rain storm this time of year in California. Very strange. Almost warm and sultry down in the inland valley today.

Went with my Father to his doctors appointment. A nurse came around in the waiting area every 10 minutes for an hour offering free flu shots .....after an hour she comes by again, last call she says.
Of course the doctors are giving him scary medications. The benefits out way the side effects they say. He left the stove on with a cast iron skillet on the burner. The kitchen was a smokey mess. Every day he becomes more fragile.... He's a fighter though, goes out and walks everyday and does something to keep his mind fit and himself healthy. He insists on driving which sometimes scares the c... out of me.


Love


Nora

[Wookie]

On Sunday my basement was flooded from a broken water main. I had spent hours trying to prevent the water from ruining my home. I failed. My house mates are what one would call hoarders. Because of the flood all the trash and unwanted stuff has been removed. The water has all dried up. Me and my housemates have gotten a fresh start with the help of our home insurance. The basement is still a mess but there is NOTHING left in it. I'm so happy. Once in a while 2 wrongs do make a rite.

Peaceful Journeys with LOVE. Wookie

[thunder24]

had our basement flooded lastweek too... crazy weather, after four days of rain, six inches of snow.... we think last years earthquakes cracked the 80 year old floor....oh well... pumped it out

[Wookie]

Does a wet Patronus smell as bad as a wet Wookie? Sending my best intentions to you so the silver lining of your clouds may shine threw.