Here and Now...What's Happening?

[ulli]

Astrid was better but is having a relapse, and needs healing.

While you are at it, please send some spare energy my way...
Fighting a cold right now.

[Guest]

Love and soothing healing to you both and hugs

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Love


Nora


It's been a strange lunar eclipse.
I didn't sleep for two days -went with it and meditated connecting with the earth and spirit. I've had heart palpitations too, but have managed to calm them with breath work breathing rhythms. By going within and connecting with the sun and the earth's own rhythm, I felt that they were caused by some changes with them both and the lunar eclipse in Scorpio having an effect on my nervous system as well.

Last night White Tail and his sister decided to go frolicking in the mists of the forest and I couldn't find them. They both ended up on the wrong end of a skunk and came home whimpering, rolled in the dirt and made a bee line for their outside dog house. lol

[1inMany]

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=XM5ga3m3abk

[donk]

Skippy posted this in the AI thread, in case you missed it, it's great:

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=J5yOaTgWu6Y

Thinking about you astrid and ulli....thanks for that beautiful message Wind!

[donk]

1111

For my eleventy-eleventh post...I send all my loving to Avalon:

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=1_a-pyUqwjc

Thanks Bill, and everyone...love to all!!

[meeradas]

Site i linked to has obvious malware/ scam links on it, so to protect you, i have deleted the post.

[Lisab]

Somebody in my home town has gone on a rampage with a machete, attacking our trees. In our local woods more than a 100 trees have been slashed, some even stripped of all their bark. A few trees have also been chopped down on the beach front. I'm devastated and so is my little boy. We knew something was wrong when we went for a walk in the wood last week. The trees are terrified. Please, please help. I keep choking up over this. Whoever is doing this obviously needs help too. Who knows, maybe they were hurt in the woods once. Trying to remain the compassionate heart here. Not easy.

[Calz]

Posted by donk (here)
1111

For my eleventy-eleventh post...I send all my loving to Avalon:

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=1_a-pyUqwjc

Thanks Bill, and everyone...love to all!!

Thanks for the thought and the memory ... seriously

I was more of a Beach Boy fan at that time (hey ... I was a kid)

(nice nice nice images)

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=l8LtKdNm1oQ

[Calz]

Posted by Lisab (here)
Somebody in my home town has gone on a rampage with a machete, attacking our trees. In our local woods more than a 100 trees have been slashed, some even stripped of all their bark. A few trees have also been chopped down on the beach front. I'm devastated and so is my little boy. We knew something was wrong when we went for a walk in the wood last week. The trees are terrified. Please, please help. I keep choking up over this. Whoever is doing this obviously needs help too. Who knows, maybe they were hurt in the woods once. Trying to remain the compassionate heart here. Not easy.

Wish I could do more Lisab ...

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=opykS-JrXhc

[Lisab]

Thanks Calz. That clip made me and my eldest, both smile.

Astrid, been thinking of you. Am wondering if you maybe going through some kind of shamanic initiation?

[astrid]

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=9pZP2GUFymA

Thanks everyone, I'm getting there.

Another round of antibiotics though, nasty UTI, kind of had to .
MMS was making me throw up.

On the mend now, at least from this round.

Its basically attack related, so just working on my strength and boundaries.

Its all good, what doesn't kill us, etc, etc....

[Calz]

Posted by astrid (here)

On the mend now, at least from this round.

We love you ... and appreciate the myriad of things you have done on our behalf.

I came close to posting something from James on the Ranch thread regarding what sort of sh!t the "archons" were up to ... but held off.

You are on the front lines and are aware as any of what is going down.

Cal

[astrid]

Yes the game has changed, but its still the same dance,
we get stronger, they up the anty, but because of the very
predictive and limited programming they work under it only
gets more and more obvious to see.

And me being sick, i have been given a whole new set of modalities to work with,
simply because i asked spirit for help. Very cool. Apparently some of them are
ancient teaching that have not been in the west before, so i look forward to bringing them forward.

The only thing that pisses me off, is that my client work suffers if i am laid up, apart from that its
all part of the process of developing more and more skills as a healer. A healer that does not do their
own shadow work, i would never turn too, ever.

The main thing that has come out of this , is that is has exposed my vulnerablities, the main one is that i
am alone, without a face to face community, so that is now a current mission. If i cant find one that i can
hook into , i will create my own. So that is a very good and positive thing, tough maybe for a hermit, of some
8 years.. but it feels like its the right time.

I was listening to one of my teachers last week, she did a show interviewing this
practitioner Paul Levy, i have ordered his latest book "Breaking the Curse of Evil "

Its a really good listen another take on the archons, but more from the native american angle,
where the term is "Wetiko"


Anyways, its worth a listen for anyone that is interested in shadow work, and these times were are in,

http://whyshamanismnow.com/2013/04/b...ith-paul-levy/

[1inMany]

Tough day for me, today. Doing a load of Little One's laundry, sorting toys to split between Grandpa's and here, cleaning out the bathtub of hot wheels. Trying very, very hard to stay in my happy place where I know everything is okay, but I swear to gawd I feel like I'm in mourning. I have put off withdrawing him from school until the last minute, literally, because I can't quite keep it together when I drive up to the school. I am seriously going to have to do that in just a little bit. I suspect the drive to the city after school will be the longest in history.

I've been wondering what I am supposed to learn from this whole situation. And so far, the only thing I can come up with is that I will never, never, never be a foster parent. I can't be sure, but I rather doubt that's the lesson.

I feel rather buried. This is a very heavy period of time. We are all still fighting the various physical illnesses that have blessed us here recently, so maybe I'm just spent. I'm wondering where the joy went. Everything seems a battle. I'm too emotional. Praying I don't have to come back to a life where struggle is the theme. Begging to see the lesson so I can stop. Even at times wishing I could un-know.

Here and now, going to splash my face and stuff it, I have things to do.

[astrid]

You are grieving, let yourself grieve,
its ok to feel. Sadness is just a valid as joy, if not more so
as it takes us to the depths were we get to understand ourselves even more.

It's the end but also the beginning, you now have all this time for you,
and to work on your own processes.


Let what is leaving to leave, so that the new can come in,
if you get stuck in grieve for too long it will slowly shut out your light.

See it for the process that it is.
Life, death and rebirth, rinse and repeat.

keep that cycle moving, why i always try and get my clients to do some
gardening as its there it becomes so obvious. Nature just allows the process
to flow evenly, but us humans dam up the flow by not letting the processes
leave in a timely fashion.

Allow yourself to grieve, otherwise you will end up with a bigger shadow closet.
But give yourself time frame to do that in.
Journaling helps too, gets it all out.

[ulli]

Posted by 1inMany (here)
Tough day for me, today. Doing a load of Little One's laundry, sorting toys to split between Grandpa's and here, cleaning out the bathtub of hot wheels. Trying very, very hard to stay in my happy place where I know everything is okay, but I swear to gawd I feel like I'm in mourning. I have put off withdrawing him from school until the last minute, literally, because I can't quite keep it together when I drive up to the school. I am seriously going to have to do that in just a little bit. I suspect the drive to the city after school will be the longest in history.

I've been wondering what I am supposed to learn from this whole situation. And so far, the only thing I can come up with is that I will never, never, never be a foster parent. I can't be sure, but I rather doubt that's the lesson.

I feel rather buried. This is a very heavy period of time. We are all still fighting the various physical illnesses that have blessed us here recently, so maybe I'm just spent. I'm wondering where the joy went. Everything seems a battle. I'm too emotional. Praying I don't have to come back to a life where struggle is the theme. Begging to see the lesson so I can stop. Even at times wishing I could un-know.

Here and now, going to splash my face and stuff it, I have things to do.

Cancerian lessons, all of them. To be needed, and to need, and to be needy.
If you didn't love it you would have risen above it ages ago.
But then what?
Sit in the fish bowl of intellect, and studying, observing, analyzing?
Neither one of those is the answer, only the letting go, and let God.

[RunningDeer]

Posted by astrid (here)
Its a really good listen another take on the archons, but more from the native american angle,
where the term is "Wetiko"
Anyways, its worth a listen for anyone that is interested in shadow work, and these times were are in,

http://whyshamanismnow.com/2013/04/b...ith-paul-levy/

Glad you are doing better, Astrid. It takes a special set of skills to do what you do, and a lot of courage to someone like me that doesn't have the skills as yet.

Here's a video of Paul Levy. I also read his book, "Dispelling Wetiko". His approach was easier for me to entertain. The "Horus-Ra" thread triggered fear, whereas Paul Levy's material is presented in a logical and psychological fashion. He's a better fit for how I learn.

Red Ice Radio - Paul Levy - Hour 1 - Dispelling Wetiko

In the first hour, we'll recap on "wetiko," a contagious psycho spiritual disease of the soul, a parasite of the mind that is currently being acted out en masse on the world stage via a collective psychosis of titanic proportions. This mind-virus, which Native Americans have called "wetiko" covertly operates through the unconscious blind spots in the human psyche, rendering people oblivious to their own madness and compelling them to act against their own best interests.

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=D5J2NtM3pWg

[Calz]

Source: https://youtube.com/watch?v=MOiyD26cJ2A

[donk]

Posted by astrid (here)
I was listening to one of my teachers last week, she did a show interviewing this
practitioner Paul Levy, i have ordered his latest book "Breaking the Curse of Evil "

Its a really good listen another take on the archons, but more from the native american angle,
where the term is "Wetiko"


Anyways, its worth a listen for anyone that is interested in shadow work, and these times were are in,

http://whyshamanismnow.com/2013/04/b...ith-paul-levy/

That was a great interview, thanks for sharing it!!! Get better soon!

[Carmody]

Full moon, eclipse, in Scorpio. (~6 degrees Scorpio) (05:51 Scorpio)

Pluto, deepest stuff getting stirred up.

Sabian symbols for this 'degree' (area).
5-6 deg Scorpio

The Gold Rush Tears Men Away From Their Native Soil

6-7 deg Scorpio

Deep-Sea Divers

Been busy on another forum today, talking about AI.

Edit:
Was feeling like I was having a heart attack. I just remembered to relax and push it out.